Lo escribí en clase, quien sabe de que, realmente no estaba poniendo atención =P Es para Ma.

<< La seguía con la mirada, entre la gente que agitada se trasladaba de un lugar a otro. Ella distraída, escuchaba a sus amigos conversar, sin notarlo, sin sentir aquellos ojos que la devoraban a su espalda. ¿Por qué no tenía el valor de decirlo? ¿Por qué se paralizaba cada vez que la tenía cerca? ¿por qué dibujaba esa estúpida sonrisa? si, la que hacía ahora al verla reir.

Tragó fuerte y se acercó con poco disimulo, entonces sus miradas se encontraron, retuvieron un segundo y dejaron ir, él giró la cabeza mientras ocultaba aquel rubor ardiente que cubría su rostro.

Cuado al fin logró levantar la vista, ya se había ido.

Llovía fuertemente, al final había sido inútil salir con paraguas, pero debía comprar un dulce o se moriría del antojo. La bolsa en su mano izquierda se llenaba de gotitas conforme caminaba. Entonces la vió de pie, bajo un delgado techo de una casa. Dudó un momento, pero como autómata terminó por acercársele.

"Hola" la voz escapó suave y atropellada, los ojos de ella delataron la sorpresa "oh, hola" "¿vas a tu casa?" "sí, pero como se nota..." "no tienes paraguas" "ajam" ella sonrió y él le respondió con una algo tonta. Tras segundos eternos de silencio y miradas caladoras volvió a hablar "te llevo" "pero vas para tu casa" "no importa"

Caminaban por las calles apenas iluminadas por las farolas de la calle, tiñendo de naranja las sombras. A paso moderado, evitaban mirarse y la conversación sobre el colegio alcanzaba un punto muerto.

Entonces él vió el auto, rápido y cercano a la acera, con su cuerpo la cubrió acorralándola contra la reja de un jardín. El auto pasó salpicándo fuertemente, empapándol la espalda.

"Aaahhh" "frío" reconoció él como respuesta "¡que idiota" "¿yo?" "no! el tipo del carro" "ah..." ambos sonrieron un poco y continuaron.

Frente a la casa de ella, era el momento... pero las dudas y el miedo eran terribles. Cuando se acercó para despedírsele, él la detuvo con su mano "espera" "que pasó?" preguntó ella con incertidumbre "no me odies" dicho esto se acercó y la abrazó contra él  "¿qué...?" él se estremeció cuando le correspondió el abrazo. Se miraron, sin soltarse, las mejillas ardiendo y la respiración agitada. "nunca" dijo ella mientras él sonreía y la besaba con dulzura.

Tras un tiempo se separaron, ella sonrió, él comenzó a reir "¿quéé?" "te llenaste de barro" "aaahhh!!! maldito!!!" >>

XD Sería un Mantecado x Ma... igualitos los dos par de ellos, a Ma le gustó cuando lo leyó y repetía en voz alta los gritos (muy de ella ser agresiva, pero no le digan pk me mata x.x)

El tennis salió genial!!! ^^

Y bueno! ¿que decir? La pasé genial este sábado!

Fue el cumpleaños de Michelle, entonces las brujas le preparamos una fiesta sorpresa >< que al final no salió!!!

Terminamos, Mónica, Michelle, mi tía y yo en San José en el Tin Jo, con tan mala suerte de que estaba cerrado!!! entonces fuimos a uno de comida libanesa ¬¬ tb cerrado... ¡TERMINAMOS EN ESCAZÚ!

Ahi, anduvimos para Exótico Oriente ¬¬ cerrado! y terminamos en un Friday's, donde todo era como... ejem ¡gringo!

Pedimos entonces las bebidas, yo un Bloody Mary, Mónica y Michelle un Luces de la Habana y mi tía uno que era más batido que trago...

Nota Coctelera:

Bloody Mary
Tomate
Limón
Vodka
Tabasco
Pimienta
Aceitunas
Apio

Luces en la Habana
Malibú de Coco
Licos de Melón
Jugo de Naranja

Cóctel Extraño XD
Vodka
Kalhúa
Bailys
Helado de Vainilla
Sipore de Chocolate
Besitos Hershey's

Fin de nota coctelera

Lo peor, o mejor, era que eran unas copas-palanganas! y Michelle, autora de la célebre frase: "bebamos! bebamos! sigamos bebando!!" comenzó a pedir "rotación de cocteles, para probar de todo ^^ y las "bocas" eran tan grandes que nos llenamos en seguida.

Luego, cuando salimos -lo peor es que íbamos medio ebrias a las 4pm- Michelle nos invitó a jugar gomitas XD mi tía y yo preguntas ¿gomitas? y Michelle dijo "si... yo te gomito y tu me gomitas" XD

Hemos pasado en un puro desorden, en una fiesta, burlándonos de todo, riéndonos... jodimos a más no poder!

Y luego partido de la Sele!!!! que felicidad!!! ganamos!!! -aunque somos pésimos!- y entonces  + chige!!!

Realmente la pasé demasiado bien, extraño considerando que todas pasan de los 30... pero tal vez yo pertenezco más ahi ¿no?

De regreso... vimos a una chica muerta tirada en la autopista, parecía que se salió del taxi... nunca había visto a una chica muerta, no debía tener más de 25 años...

¿Se nota ne?

Pues... sí =P esta es la nueva yop... siempre en proceso de cambio, pero más que nunca!!!

Ya no seré nunca más la misma persona... nunca... y eso me hace sentirme bastante triste y mal... pero al mismo tiempo, demasiado bien... pk ahora soy mucho más fuerte!.

Tengo que decir, que sip, me mudo en definitiva con mi tía XD eso me tiene algo contenta, pk significa abandonar todos los recuerdos y comenzar de nuevo ¡amo comenzar de nuevo!

Se puede decir, que además me he dado cuenta de que me siento un poquitín sola... pero eso no importa!!! siempre y cuando esté contenta conmigo misma ¿ne? es decir... sé que las personas se alejan de mi, pk soy medio insensible y a veces digo las cosas sin darle mucha vuelta... entonces hiero, pero si dejo de ser así ¿no me sentiría peor?

Sobre el colegio... emocionada, asustada... ya saben que no es nada fácil!!! pk una siempre tiene que dar el 100% pero al mismo tiempo no es suficiente, entonces se da el 200% y a penas das a basto... entonces te cansas mucho, pero te sigues levantando pk... pk eres masoquista, así sin más XD

De la U... pues veterinaria será... no tengo otra cosa en mente para ser sincera... así que... bueno, me siento insegura al respecto, no pk no quiera estudiar eso, si no pk siento que estoy separándome de las Artes... me duele mucho hacerlo, saber que no puedo dedicarle el tiempo que deseo... y tener que entregarme de lleno a la vete... U.U me siento un poquitín mal por ello.

^-^ Gracias a Vashi, comprendí... que si él desea estar con ella, es problema de él... yo hize lo que debía hacer ¿o no?, ya lloré, ya sufrí... no tengo que seguir pensando más en algo imposible y tonto (aunque confieso que paso haciéndolo muy a menudo) y que bien... él hará lo que quiera... yo haré lo que pueda... y si sigo haciéndole las miradas de Sesh cada vez que lo vea me voy a volver completamente loka!!!!!

Foo Fighters!!! wohoooo!!! XDDD me divierto!!!

Cofcof... ejem... ya... pues no lo sé... me siento algo aturdida con todo lo que pasa a mi alrededor... y no hay más tag XD pk no encuentro la clave... tons mejor lo quito, los de mi@ no me gustan, entonces no more tagboard XDD

>< Me odio a mi misma!!! bueno a mi antigua "yo misma"... ¬¬ por tonta, por hacer todo lo que él le pedía, por ser tan sumisa aggghhh!!! mejor me calmo... o terminaré diciendo cosas que no son...

Cajita Musical!!!

Candy Shop

[Intro: 50 Cent]
Yeah...
Uh huh
So seductive

[Chorus: 50 Cent & Olivia]
[50 Cent]
I take you to the candy shop
I'll let you lick the lollypop
Go 'head girl, don't you stop
Keep going 'til you hit the spot (woah)
[Olivia]
I'll take you to the candy shop
Boy one taste of what I got
I'll have you spending all you got
Keep going 'til you hit the spot (woah)

[Verse 1: 50 Cent]
You can have it your way, how do you want it
You gon' back that thing up or should i push up on it
Temperature rising, okay lets go to the next level
Dance floor jam packed, hot as a teakettle
I'll break it down for you now, baby it's simple
If you be a nympho, I'll be a nympho
In the hotel or in the back of the rental
On the beach or in the park, it's whatever you into
Got the magic stick, I'm the love doctor
Have your friends teasin you 'bout how sprung I gotcha
Wanna show me how you work it baby, no problem
Get on top then get to bouncing round like a low rider
I'm a seasons vet when it come to this shit
After you broke up a sweat you can play with the stick
I'm tryin to explain baby the best way I can
I melt in your mouth girl, not in your hands (ha ha)

[Chorus]

[Bridge: 50 Cent & Olivia]
Girl what we do (what we do)
And where we do (and where we do)
The things we do (things we do)
Are just between me and you (oh yeah)

[Verse 2: 50 Cent]
Give it to me baby, nice and slow
Climb on top, ride like you in the rodeo
You ain't never heard a sound like this before
Cause I ain't never put it down like this
Soon as I come through the door she get to pullin on my zipper
It's like it's a race who can get undressed quicker
Isn't it ironic how erotic it is to watch em in thongs
Had me thinking 'bout that ass after I'm gone
I touch the right spot at the right time
Lights on or lights off, she like it from behind
So seductive, you should see the way she wind
Her hips in slow-mo on the floor when we grind
As Long as she ain't stoppin, homie I aint stoppin
Drippin wet with sweat man its on and popping
All my champagne campaign, bottle after bottle its on
And we gon' sip til every bubble in every bottle is gone

[Chorus 2x]

Rich Girl

if I was a Rich Girl
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl

Think what that money could bring
I'd buy everything
Clean out Vivienne Westwood
In my Galliano gown
No, wouldn't just have one hood
A Hollywood mansion if I could
Please book me first class to my fancy house in London town

All the riches baby, won't mean anything
All the riches baby, don't bring what your love can bring
All the riches baby, won't mean anything
Don't need no other baby
Your lovin' is better than gold and I know

If I was rich girl
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
I'd get me four Harajuku girls to
Inspire me and they'd come to my rescue
I'd dress them wicked, I'd give them names
Love, Angel, Music, Baby
Hurry up and come and save me

All the riches baby, won't mean anything
All the riches baby, don't bring what your love can bring
All the riches baby, won't mean anything
Don't need no other baby
Your lovin' is better than gold and I know

[EVE:]
Come together all over the world
From the hoods of Japan Harajuku girls
What? It's all love
What? Give it up
What? (shouldn't matter) What?
Come together all over the world
From the hood of Japan Harajuku girls
What? It's all the love
What? Give it up
What? (shouldn't matter)
What happened to my life? Turned up side down
Chicks dat blew ya mind, ding, it's the second round
Original track and ring
You know you can't buy these things
See Stefani and her L.A.M.B I rock the fetish people you know who I am

Yes ma'am, we got the style that's wicked
I hope you can all keep up
We climbed all the way from the bottom to the top
now we ain't gettin' nothing but low

If I was rich girl
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl

Give In

Will you, walk me
To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

Caught up, in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

(Oh fuck)

I look forward, to dying tonight
Drink 'til I'm myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
Giving
Giving in now!

Take me under
(I'm killing all the faith)
I'm dying tonight
(I'm sick of all that faith)
Watch me crumble
(I'm killing all the faith)
I'm crying tonight

I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you

Faith (LB)

Well I guess it would be nice
if I could touch your body
I know not everybody has gotta body like me
but I gotta think twice before
I give my heart away and
I know all the games you play because
I play them too oh, but I need some time off
from that emotion time to pick my heart up
off the floor when that love comes down
without devotion well it takes a
strong man baby but I'm showin' you that door
cuz I gotta have faith
gotta have faith - 3x
baby, I know you're askin' me
to stay say please, please,
please don't go away
cuz you're givin' me the blues baby,
you mean every word you say
can't help but think of yesterday
and another who tied me down
to lover boy blues before this river
becomes an ocean before
you pick my heart up
off the floor when our love comes down
without devotion well it takes a
strong man baby but I'm showing you that door
I gotta have faith
Gotta have faith (3x)
get the fuck up!
I gotta have faith faith - 2x
Am I a freak in the darkness
Who am I a misfit
You speak with opinions
To seek in so deep
But it's alright
Well your just an allusion
Confused by your narrow mind
Reality is up ahead in the distance
But that lack of persistence has left you behind
Now you're reaching for your sanity
Cause you're afraid of me, so don't fuck with me
You wanna ask me a question, well I got a question
How much longer can I tolerate this shit
Ego's trip when you're livin' on the flip side,
drop out of a uterus,
and god damn I see ya pointin' your finga
You stereotype me, cause you don't like me
Well you don't even know me, punk
You don't know me

Scum of the earth

Scum of the earth
Come on

Yeah
Run and kill
Destroy the will
A hero that doesn't exist
Yeah
Smoking gun
Well I am the one
A bullet hole
In your fist
Yeah

Hey, I'm breathing
Hey, I'm bleeding
Hey, I'm screaming
Scum of the earth
Come on

Hey, I'm breathing
Hey, I'm bleeding
Hey, I'm screaming
Scum of the earth
Come on

Yeah
Wake up dead
Bleeding red
A world that doesn't exist
Yeah
Heaven waits
With the gates
Rusting in the mist
Yeah

Yeah
Hey, I'm breathing
Hey, I'm bleeding
Hey, I'm screaming
Scum of the earth
Come on

Hey, I'm breathing
Hey, I'm bleeding
Hey, I'm screaming
Scum of the earth
Come on

Go [x12]

Yeah
Run and kill
Destroy the will
A hero that doesn't exist
Yeah
Smoking gun
Well I am the one
A bullet hole
In your fist
Yeah

Hey, I'm breathing
Hey, I'm bleeding
Hey, I'm screaming
Scum of the earth
Come on

Hey, I'm breathing
Hey, I'm bleeding
Hey, I'm screaming
Scum of the earth
Come on

Hey [x6] Scum of the earth
Hey [x6] Scum of the earth
Hey [x6] Scum of the earth
Hey [x6] Scum of the earth

Break Stuff

It's just one of those days
Where ya don't wanna wake up
Everything is fucked, everybody sucks.
You don't really know why
But you wanna justify rippin' someone's head off
No human contact
And if you interact your life is on contract
Your best bet is to stay away mother fucker!
It's just one of those days!

It's all about the he said she said bullshit
I think you better quit lettin' shit slip
Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip
It's all about the he said she said bullshit
I think you better quit talkin' that shit

It's just one of those days
Feelin' like a freight train
First one to complain
Leaves with a blood stain
Damn right I'm a maniac
You better watch your back
Cuz I'm fuckin' up your program
And if you're stuck up
You just lucked up
Next in line to get fucked up
Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker!
It's just one of those days!

It's all about the he said she said bullshit.
I think you better quit lettin shit slip
Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip
It's all about the he said she said bullshit
I think you better quit talkin that shit, punk
So come and get it

I feel like shit
My suggestion is to keep your distance
Cuz right now I'm dangerous
We've all felt like shit
And been treated like shit
All those motherfuckers, they want to step up
I hope ya know
I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw
And if my day keeps going this way
I just might break something tonight
Give me something to break

I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw
And if my day keeps going this way
I just might break your fuckin' face tonite

Give me something to break
Just give me something to break
How 'bout your fuckin' face?

I hope you know I pack a chainsaw, what?
I hope you know I pack a chainsaw, a mutherfuckin' chainsaw, what?
Some and get it

It's all about the he said she said bullshit.
I think you better quit lettin shit slip
Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip
It's all about the he said she said bullshit
I think you better quit talkin that shit
So come and get it
 

Silence

Give me release
Witness me
I am outside
Give me peace

Heaven holds a sense of wonder And I wanted to
believe that I'd get caught up
When the rage in me subsides

Passion chokes the flower
until she cries no more
Possesing all the beauty
hungry still for more

Heaven holds a sense of wonder And I wanted to
believe that I'd get caught up
When the rage in me subsides

In this white wave I am sinking in this silence
In this white wave...in this silence...I believe

I can't help longing
comfort me
I can't hold it all in"
if you won't let me

Heaven holds a sense of wonder And I wanted to
believe that I'd get caught up
When the rage in me subsides

In this white wave I am sinking in this silence
In this white wave...in this silence...I believe
I have seen you...in this white wave you are silent
you are breathing in this white wave...I am free
 

Only when I lose myself

It’s only when I lose myself in someone else
That I find myself
I find myself
It’s only when I lose myself in someone else
That I find myself
I find myself

Something beautiful is happening inside for me
Something sensual, it’s full of fire and mystery
I feel hypnotized, I feel paralized
I have found heaven
There’s a thousand reasons
Why I shouldn’t spend my time with you
For every reason not to be here I can think of two
Keep me hanging on
Feeling nothing’s wrong
Inside your heaven

It’s only when I lose myself in someone else
That I find myself
I find myself
It’s only when I lose myself in someone else
That I find myself
I find myself

I can feel the emptiness inside me fade and disappear
There’s a feeling of contentment now that you are here
I feel satisfied
I belong inside
Your velvet heaven

Did I need to sell my soul
For pleasure like this
Did I have to lose control
To treasure your kiss
Did I need to place my heart
In the palm of your hand
Before I could even start
To understand

It’s only when I lose myself in someone else
That I find myself
I find myself
It’s only when I lose myself in someone else
That I find myself
I find myself