Listening to...
That's why you go away/Michael Learns To Rock
It's Friday the 13th~!! Anyone doing anything special? Or are you scared to death?

...I was never too concern about this whole bad luck thing, but... This morning I went to the office to pay for my bill, and it's when I was called up to the window to hand in my check that I realized I left my wallet at home!!! O_O And no wallet = no ID card on me, and no ID they won't take the payment... Good thing I know this lady who works there, so she didn't ask for my ID when I hand in my checks. If not, it'll take me another hour to ride home and back again to pay for the bill -_- *sigh* Usually when I leave home, I always double check for my ID/wallet & my watch, so it's really odd to find myself without my wallet... But things happen I guess... Don't know if that's what you call bad luck thou, some of my friend did tell me to be extra careful today ^^
雪夜より〆
Friday, 13th October, 2006 || 11:49 a.m.

Listening to...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY/栗林みな実
It'd been a long time since I last posted here... A lot of stuff is going on in RL, everything seems to head toward the wrong direction after I took this long vacation from work & school -_- *deep sigh* Maybe I shouldn't have taken such a long break afterall... But, oh well, there's no reason to cry over things that already happened, I just have to think of ways to make things better now ^-^
雪夜より〆
Saturday, 30th September, 2006 || 02:28 p.m.

Listening to...
flowers/倖田來未
Chibi's back~!! ^_^ Sorry for the long absent... Chibi was away for a long trip. It sure was good to just relax and enjoy some time with family.
About the lyrics site that Chibi was planning to put up during June... Well, because of the trip that didn't happen as planned -_- But it'll be up soon, hopefully sometime before the end of this month (or at the beginning of next month) ^__^ Will let everyone know as soon as it's up~
雪夜より〆
Saturday, 26th August, 2006 || 10:11 p.m.

Listening to...
[Tide-Line Blue - Op] BLUE TREASURE/栗林みな実
It's offical~ Chibi'll be putting up her own Lyrics Site ^___^ The opening date is still pending, but it should be up with some contents during the month of June (yeah, Chibi's birth-month ^_^ heehee) No, I'm not going to just copy-and-paste all the romaji lyrics from AnimeLyrics -_- What's the point to make my own if all I'm doing is copy-and-pasting anyway? Besides, AnimeLyrics doesn't always have lyrics that Chibi wanted, so Chibi've started her own collection of lyrics; that will also mean that the lyrics in her site are going to be in Japanese (around 75%?) Romaji version will be made available as Chibi find free time to transliterate them...
Ok, Chibi've nothing else to say at the moment, but just want to keep typing so she can prevent herself from studying ^_^; So she end up doing this survey thingy she got from a friend. If you are looking for things to do to waste some time, try it too ^0^ hahahaha
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Yukiya
2. Chibi
3. Chi-chan

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. IChibiSetsunaI (AIM)
2. YukiyaCrusade (Y!Msg)
3. [that's about all the SNs that Chibi's using currently ^0^]

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My creativity
2. My long hair, Chibi have long hair for 85% of her life
3. My knowledge in Anime & Manga ^^

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My laziness
2. My height
3. Started something and never finish it at the end...

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Dark Brown Hair
2. Dark Brown Eyes
3. Sillyness

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. When being forced to do something unwillingly!
2. When Family & Friends got hurt!
3. No more Anime & Manga for Chibi! >_<

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Anime/Manga
2. Music
3. Sleep~~

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Black T-shirt
2. Dark Blue Jeans
3. Gray Socks

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS OR ARTISTS (at the moment and always):
1. TWO-MIX
2. 緒方恵美 [Ogata Megumi]
3. 周慧敏 [Vivian Chow]

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Shining Days/栗林みな実[Kuribayashi Minami]
2. 逆さまの蝶[Sakasama no Chou]/SNoW
3. disillusion/Tainaka Sachi

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Pass my classes... -_-
2. Find a new job >_<
3. Learn another new language, maybe?

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Understanding
2. Trust
3. Loyalty

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. Chibi's in fact a guy
2. Chibi's listening to music
3. One of the two above is a lie ^^

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes
2. Personality
3. Height(?)

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Swim... *deep sigh*
2. Fly a plane
3. Stop procrastinating

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. Music
2. Novels; nothing beats a good book ^^
3. Anime/Manga; the best art ever created in all human history

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Get over with school aready!
2. Dance with the music~!!
3. Meet up with my beloved 真田幸村さま[Sanada Yukimura] from SDK

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Japan; Shopping for Anime/Manga goods, Hot Spring & a lot more~ ^0^
2. Hong Kong; maybe during the winter time, summer is hust too hot for Chibi ~_~
3. Rome/Greece; always been fascinated by their Myths...

THREE KIDS NAMES:
1. チビ[Chibi]
2. 冬火[Fuyuhi]
3. 夏樹[Natsuki]

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Trip around the world... If I have enough money
2. Able to publish my own Manga
3. Raise a child ^_^
雪夜より〆
Tuesday, 9th May, 2006 || 07:46 p.m.

Listening to...
Lover Boy/L'Arc~en~Ciel
Ok... After checking out that Free Comic Book Day website, Chibi found out the closest comic store around her and went to take a look... *intentional pause* Maybe because this local store is too small, they only have one small table setup near the door to give out those Special Free Issues of Comics, and some really old Comics that dated waaaayy back in 1980s -_-; Good thing I didn't really expect to get anything specially good from this event, if not, I'll be REALLY dissappointed... *sigh*
雪夜より〆
Sunday, 7th May, 2006 || 11:55 p.m.

Listening to...
Just as time is running out/KOTOKO (I've)
Free Comic Book Day will take place tomorrow, I mean today (May 6)!! ^__^ Yes, free comic will be given out at many stores around the nation~ Go to the website to find your local comic store that's giving out free comics~ ^_^

Well, from the list there, Chibi believe they are going to give out American Comics only... But, I'm sure it'll be a fun event just to attend ^^ Will update on what Chibi sees during the event later on~
雪夜より〆
Saturday, 6th May, 2006 || 02:30 a.m.

Listening to...
[tactics - OP] Secret World/秋山実希
Recent addiction - Gaia Online ^^ I know it'd been around for a while, thou Chibi never get a chance to actually join. But just a little while ago, a friend lured Chibi into this place [for the n-th time ^-^;] ...This time, Chibi just can't oppose the cuteness of the avatars anymore @_@ So... she joined and now... Chibi's totally addicted ^0^ hahahaha Now, to get more addicts:
Gaia Online anime roleplaying community
雪夜より〆
Thursday, 27th April, 2006 || 06:24 p.m.

Listening to...
Let Me Let Go/Faith Hill
Life haven't been treating Chibi too nice lately -_- *deep sigh* There are so much projects to get done for school, and my workload at work is also piling up... When will summer be here?!!
Oh yeah, when all these craziness in life calm down a bit, Chibi will be putting some stuff back up on the web ^_^ It'd been a long time since Chibi last worked on webpages, hopefully I still have the skill to work on it~ What will this new site be? Well... It's still a pending idea in my head, so I don't want to say much till I actually start working on it ^^ We'll see what happens later
雪夜より〆
Monday, 24th April, 2006 || 08:08 p.m.

Listening to...
[舞-乙HiME - Op] Crystal Engery/栗林みなみ
The 灼眼のシャナ (Shakugan no Shana) TV series had ended, but good thing Chibi got herself copies of the original novels ^_^ heehee So the fun with Shana hasn't end yet~!! I was so curious to find out how Alastor actually looks like... Oh, well...

As for 半分の月がのぼる空 (Hanbun no Tsuki ga Noboru Sora), which also ended not too long ago. Chibi got to say, it's a pretty nice. But if they can give a bit more time to develop the character a little, it would be a much better series... Well, consider it only have 6 episodes, this series did a really great job at telling this sweet & definitely not simple story between Yuuichi & Rika ^_^ Adding this title to Chibi's list of Novel to hunt for now~~

Another series that'll end this month is 舞-乙HiME (Mai-Otome), the last episode is a one hour special (just like what they did for 舞-HiME last time) Chibi's not going to say much about this series until she finish it. But, I can tell you that the music in both Mai-HiME & Mai-Otome are really great~ ^_^ So if you are considering getting some Anime soundtrack, these are the ones to get!!
雪夜より〆
Thursday, 30th March, 2006 || 04:46 p.m.

Listening to...
[MEZZO TV - Op] スキマミマイタイ/BARNABYS
Today AND Tomorrow are the birthday of Chibi's beloved 真田幸村さま[Sanada Yukimura-sama]~!!! (幸村さま命♡!!) And also 木之本桃矢さん[Kinomoto Touya]'s birthday!! ^^ Yes, BOTH day! That's cause their birthday falls on Feb. 29, and so both today & tomorrow are their birthday!! ^0^ Come and let's all say Happy Birthday to Yukimura-sama & Touya-san~!!
幸村さま桃矢さん、お誕生日おめでとうございます~!!♡
雪夜より〆
Tuesday, 28th February, 2006 || 03:06 p.m.

Listening to...
story/AI
Anime currently playing on Chibi's computer is 闇の末裔 (Yami no Matsuei) ^,^ Yea, it's kinda old, but Chibi've never seens it before =_= Well, did read all the released Manga at my God-sister's place last time, and fell in love with the series right away ^___^ But since then, Chibi wasn't able to get her paw on any of the Anime episodes... -_- *sigh* Have be waiting and waiting, and finally~ Someone decided to share them on IRC!!! ^0^ Chibi can finally start watching the Anime too~!!! Just can't get enough of 都筑[Tsuzuki] & 密[Hisoka]~

Chibi do know that the Manga series seems to be stalling on Vol 11, so the story is not complete yet, even if the Anime have ended long ago. But there are news saying that 松下容子先生 (Matsushita Youko) is currently drawing the new chapters ^_^ So, Chibi've put aside some of her Manga funds towards getting the future Manga release of Yami no Matsuei... とても楽しみです~!!
雪夜より〆
Sunday, 26th February, 2006 || 04:10 a.m.

Listening to...
Wing my Way/KOTOKO(I've)
Chibi finally found a good free web host~!! It'd been a long while, but maybe Chibi'll put back up the Fanlisting page again soon ^_^ It'll take a while to put them back up thou, since Chibi lost all her backup files during the last HD crash... -_- *sigh*
Today, Chibi've been listening to KOTOKOさん's music the whole day ^^ She just have such a beautiful voice, and all her songs are just so beautiful, Chibi never get bored listening to her songs~ It's really amazing how 《I`ve》 scouted so many talented ladies, and some of them write their own music and/or lyrics as well - ex. KOTOKO-san ^,~*

Now that Chibi think about it, another lady from 《I`ve》 that's gaining popularity lately will probably be 川田まみさん (Kawada Mami) ^^ If you've been watching the Anime 灼眼のシャナ (Shakugan no Shana) you probably noticed that the first opening theme "緋色の空" (Hishoku no Sora) was sung by Kawasa Mami-san ^^ [btw, the new opening - "being" is sung by KOTOKO-san~!!!] Don't you agree that the opening themes are just beautiful? At least Chibi here think so ^__^ heehee

《I`ve》 have been releasing most of their works in Hentai Games in the past, but it seems like they are planning to gain more popularity in the Anime community lately ^.^ Chibi really look forward to all the new works that either 《I`ve》 or KOTOKO-san [as a solo] release in the future~~
雪夜より〆
Monday, 20th February, 2006 || 10:43 p.m.

Listening to...
CANDY POP/Heartsdales feat.SOUL'd OUT
It was snowing the whole day, and the whole area now is covered by a pure white coat~!! And the snow is still coming down quietly and slowly... Tomorrow's morning sure is something to look forward to now ^__^ Chibi was so excited while she was walking home tonight, even thou it was really cold out... And since there wasn't too many people around, Chibi was kind of skipping and humming along the way... ^0^ hahaha I think I might have scared a few people away tonight, because of my silly action... *grin*

Even though Chibi was all stressed out the whole day, once she stepped outside and see the whole area covered in snow tonight, she became all happy ^^ It sure is amazing how Chibi can be pleased with really simple things, guess that's what keep Chibi smiling even when she's not having such a good time in live.
雪夜より〆
Tuesday, 7th February, 2006 || 11:11 p.m.

Listening to...
[Sousei no Aquarion - Op1] Sousei no Aquarion/AKINO
Some people were complaining how all the lists on the left are written in Japanese, and that they can't read it... So Chibi have change them all into Romanji, hopefull it'll be easier to read now, and if you still want to know how the title look like written in Japanese, just place your cursor over it ^_^

As you might have notice on my list of Anime on the left, Chibi's currently hooked on to 地獄少女 (Jigoku Shoujo) and in case some people haven't notice yet, the voice actress of 閻魔あい (Enma Ai) - 能登麻美子さん (Noto Mamiko) is also the one did the voice of エステル・ブランシェ (Esther Blanchett) from Trinity Blood~ ^__^ Chibi just really like her voice. It seems like Noto-san never sang before, so the ending theme of Jigoku Shoujo is actually her debut song ^^ But unlike what Chibi said about Mr. Ron on her last post... Noto-san's singing voice is not bad at all~ So if you still haven't watch the series yet, go watch it and pay close attention to the ending theme!! Of course, you mustn't forget about the really cool opening theme sung by SNOW also~!! ^,^
雪夜より〆
Sunday, 22nd January, 2006 || 03:44 a.m.

Listening to...
Spring Day Theme [Cantonese Ver.]/Ron
After some really desperate searches, Chibi finally got her paws on a copy of Ron's new CD, which has the Korean TV Drama Spring Day's Cantonese theme song in it~!! It was a long while back, while Chibi was visiting Hong Kong, and she heard of a 10 second clips of the song from TV. And for some odd reason, this song just got stuck on her head ever since... ^_^

Now, I have to be honest and say that Mr. Ron's voice is best when recorded, really don't prefer to hear him Live...... (Chibi's afraid she just offended a lot of Ron's fans out there... >_< Please forgive me, I only speak for myself...) So, I wasn't expecting this song to be such a great hit. Then again, Chibi is so fond of this song is probably because it was originally composed and sung by Korean artists for the TV Drama, and some people might know how much Chibi like Japanese & Korean music (even though Chibi can't even sing any of them to save her own life...) So anyway, it was just great to be able to get her hands on this song ^_^
雪夜より〆
Wednesday, 18th January, 2006 || 08:52 p.m.

Listening to...
...
Chibi just don't know how to express this fearful feelings she has whenever she see people scream at each other in front of or near her. If they are physically hitting each other, Chibi might not be as scare; most likely because she can still find a way to stop them, but not when people angryly scream at each other... Calling each other really mean names, and scream out any dirty words that come across their mind...... It might have something to do with the fact that she totally dislike "destructive" noises... (For those that know Chibi in person should know that the types of music that Chibi don't listen to too often are Hard Rock & Rap. And even when she turn the music volume up, she will never raise the base too high) Chibi got really scare when people get into a verbal fight... Really Scare... Even though Chibi do get into fights with her siblings once in a while, but once it gets to a point that she has to raise her voice and scream in anger, she will stop automatically... Chibi can only stand herself scream out one sentence in anger; even though it's her own angry voice... It's just so scary to hear others scream at each other in anger... Whenever such a thing happens, she have a feeling that she want to just disappear from the planet and hide in total silent in the dark... And because the fear is so great, it always takes a while for Chibi to get rid of this fearful feelings, even hours after the verbal fights are over...
雪夜より〆
Sunday, 4th December, 2005 || 06:18 p.m.

Listening to...
Tricks/Hacken Lee
Made some changes today, did anyone notice? Chibi've put back up her list of current watching Anime, along with a list of Books & Manga she's reading ^_^ Also, she changed her desktop~ like this new wallpaper? It's from TomoKoi~! It's actually a hentai game... -_- But, but the graphics that they use in these games are always so cute & nice, you can blame Chibi for using this wallpaper ^0^; *sweatdrop* hahaha
雪夜より〆
Thursday, 1st December, 2005 || 12:16 a.m.

Listening to...
[BLEACH - Op2] D-tecnoLife/UVERworld
Chibi was told that it might snow today, so she left home with a really excited mood this morning... But up until late afternoon, nothing'd falls from the sky yet, Chibi was getting a bit disappointed... But just then, something cold fell on Chibi's face ^^ Yes, it started to snow~!! Knowing how much Chibi like snow, you can imagine how happy it made her feel then. This is the first day that snowed this year~ Although Chibi hadn't been sleeping much lately (due to work -_-) and her body is really tired today, when she saw the snow falling from the sky for that really short period of time, she was refreshed ^0^
雪が大好きだヨ!
雪夜より〆
Thursday, 10th November, 2005 || 04:55 p.m.

Listening to...
[Trinity Blood -Ed] Broken Wings/Tane Tomoko
In a blink of the eyes, it's already November~! Chibi can now look forward to the snow this year ^_^ Weather seems pretty nice these few days, but it's better if I start putting out some of my winter clothings now... It might get really cold in a few days~

Although in the past few posts Chibi sounded really unhappy, she's all better now. But thanks everyone for the loving messages & the caring phone calls ^-^ It's probably one of those crazy things that happens to everyone once in a while...

Now, Chibi hadn't been talking much about Anime/Manga but she didn't give up on this addiction yet ^0^ Currently, she's getting really into Trinity Blood, the vampire that live off the blood of other vampires... Sounds interesting enough for Chibi to start watching the series ^^ And after just one episode, it got Chibi so into the story & the music, Chibi actually ran out searching for the released singles of the series ^,^ heehee It has 22 episodes released at the moment, and only 4 more episodes to go. Can't wait to watch the end~~

Maybe Chibi should put back up her little list of Anime that she's watching here again?... Maybe... ^^
雪夜より〆
Wednesday, 2nd November, 2005 || 07:32 a.m.

Listening to...
you are my love [Sakura ver.]/Makino Yui
First of all, Chibi'd like to say Happy belated Birthday to 冥王雪奈さま(Meiou Setsuna-sama)~!! How dare Chibi forget about your birthday >_< Gomennasai~~ Setsuna-sama, please forgive this silly forgetful little girl...
Recently finished watching the first season of Tsubasa Chronicle (the next season will air in Apr06... Long wait -_-) Thou Chibi still like the Manga better, Chibi still have to agree that it is still a really good Anime ^^ Of course, the music in the series is just simply GREAT too~ My most fave is Sakura-chan's version of you are my love, paying close attention to the lyrics, you'll also understand the sadness she's going through right now. Although she'd regain some of her lost memory, she doesn't have any memory of her most important person in her life... And somewhere deep inside her heart, she tries really hard to remember... But she just can't. It's so sad -_- *sniff* Poor Sakura-chan & Syaoran-kun T__T *sniff sniff*
雪夜より〆
Sunday, 30th October, 2005 || 05:08 p.m.

Listening to...
Omoi wo Kanadete/savage genius
Wonder what people really want from the silly little Chibi here? Is the world really that materialistic, or it just so happen that 95% of all the people that I come to call friends are these type of people? And does it mean that I'm just like one of them too? After all, I was told that only people that are alike will gather together... However, I don't think I've acted like that before. No, Chibi just don't like to do things that only benefit myself while hurting others... Because watching others in pain hurts me more than me getting physically hurt.

Don't know why depressing things are the only that I talked about in the past few post, hopefully this didn't get other people depressed also. Maybe life is just being hard on Chibi. But I'm sure it will get better ^^ A better day with happy things happening will be here very soon... Maybe it'll be here sooner than I thought. Hopefully it'll be tomorrow ^,^
雪夜より〆
Tuesday, 11th October, 2005 || 11:24 p.m.

Listening to...
Can't Wait/Yuki Hsu& Yoo Seung Jun
It's been a long while since Chibi last wrote anything here... It seems like Chibi's just getting more and more lazy

Anyway, lately, Chibi don't want to get close to anyone... -_- Is it just a temp. thing? Hopefully... Maybe Chibi've been back-stabbed for so many times in the past that something in her head finally "clicks" and decided to stay away from people for a while. Sometimes in everyone's life, we will act selfish and try to protect ourselves you know... Well, I just hope this feeling won't last too long, cause if this mood hang around for too long, Chibi might end up being her old-self again... And let's not try to find out how those days were like back then, for other people & herself......
For Fanlisting Owners If you are here to look for the button, they are not here anymore >__< Angeltown (where I have my own fanlistings & the pages that shows the ones I joined are hosted) decided to shut down all all the free accounts without letting me know in advance! Since the HD that I have all my backup stuff also crashed last month, I'm not going to go thru the whole process of searching for every fanlistings I've joined in the past; maybe this is a sign that I should pause on the fanlisting thing for a while... Maybe sometime in the future I'll pick it up again, but at the moment, Chibi will give this idea a rest. If you want, you can take my link off of the members page, I don't really mind. Thanks, and if you've actually read til this very bottom line... I'm sorry to have wasted your time... -___- *sigh*
雪夜より〆
Wednesday, 21st September, 2005 || 12:44 p.m.

Listening to...
Fly me to the sky/angela
After the last entry a lot had happened. The person who disappeared all of a suddened decided to show up, she gave me a hug and said that she doesn't want me to hate her, so she's sorry for what she did... I rarely hate anyone, and everyone knows that. I'd never hate anyone over such a simple things, but... What do you expect me to say after A WHOLE MONTH other than "It's ok."?
There were no contact whatsoever from her all these time, and after all these time went by she decided to show up and act like nothing serious ever happened... The fact that I was once angered by her last action doesn't seems to really bother her, and she said she's sorry because she doesn't want to be hated... Not because she realized what she did wasn't really nice -_- Chibi's disappointed.

As I said already, I do not hate. I don't even have any dislike in her as a person... But she lost something without realizing it. And that's my Absolute Trust for her. Although one of my dearest friend once said that I trust people far too easily, and even if you've deceived me in the past, I'll still have my trust in you... However, there is a limit to my kindness~! After being deceived by the same people over and over and over and over again, even a very slow person, like myself will learn my lesson... I felt really sad, why do they have to do that to me? I like to have faith in people and be able to trust them, why do they want me to lose trust in them? *sigh*
雪夜より〆
Wednesday, 20th April, 2005 || 08:27 p.m.

Listening to...
Beautiful Feelings/Honda ruru
After the recent event that just took place, Chibi've finally made up her mind; even thou she's really upset, she will not quit right at the spot, but will surely resign her position as the school year comes to an end... Chibi do felt really bad that she have to come to this final decision, but it doesn't seems to concern any other people in the club.

Chibi never worked in the club for frame or titles, and I'm NOT aiming for people to praise me or worship me for my hard work; Chibi don't want gifts or anything, and don't need thank you letters from others to show their appreciations. I only work so hard 'cause I thought people might benenfit a bit from it, and that my help is not going to waste... The least you could do to show that my extistence matters is, to show up when you promised to help out, that will make me feel that you actually heard what I said and I do exist on the planet. But Chibi thought wrong!

After experiencing what happened all these time, plus what happened this past Monday... Chibi've come to realize that one really shouldn't have any expectation from others... Afterall, it was Chibi's choice to help out here, nobody really made me do it; it was also Chibi's choice to put so much hard work into it, nobody really asked her to try so hard... And so the people can have the choices of not appreciating what Chibi did due to her "selfishness"... So I guess that's it...

Being a normally happy person, Chibi's not going to let herself stay unhappy for too long. So, this will most likely be the last post that she write about this same issue... And hopefully, she will meet some true friends in the near future that will really appreciate her existence.
雪夜より〆
Wednesday, 9th March, 2005 || 06:40 p.m.

Listening to...
Love at First Sight/Vivian Lai
Chibi came across this little quiz for some reason, and decided to check it out ^_^ Here's what I got:

Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male
Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!
雪夜より〆
Friday, 25th February, 2005 || 01:37 a.m.

Listening to...
To Love You More/CoCo Lee
Chibi know quitting is not a good thing, but that's something that keeps coming back in my mind lately. Yes, it's true that Chibi should be the one that know it best... That painful & sad feelings; being the person in charge of something, and those that promised to help disappearing one after another... Without a reason, they just decided to quit; disappeared, not even a word from them afterward... At the end, Chibi was also blamed for not doing what she was supposed to do. Nobody step out to tell the truth, that Chibi actually tried very hard to fulfill all the jobs that everyone didn't do... That Chibi tried......

Chibi've been through so many, and should know better than quitting... Isn't the reason I help out this time, is mainly because of the horrible experiences I've been through, and I don't want my friend to go through them? Why do I feel like I want to quit?... Is it because people doesn't seems to appreciate me? My extistence doesn't seems to matter anyone, but when things doesn't go quite right, they all turn to me for advice... And now again...

I guess I'm just tired... Maybe things will get better soon... I must not quit, I mustn't...
雪夜より〆
Thursday, 17th February, 2005 || 07:58 p.m.

Listening to...
[Street Fighter] Kaze Fuiteru/Kuroda Yuki
I finally have time to make a new layout~! Although it didn't come out the way that I first expected, it isn't too bad either ^^ I'm pretty happy with it, consider that I don't have too much free time and I still manager to pull it together ^__^ Since my last two layouts are both work from my fave Tamura Arina-sensei, I decided to make something different this time; this current layout features 霧沢風子 [Kirisawa Fuuko], my most fave char from 烈火の炎 [Recca no Hono] Why I like her so much? Because she has a super cool personality~ Plus, she controls Fuujin - Wind - my most fave element of Nature ^,^
雪夜より〆
Saturday, 5th February, 2005 || 02:52 a.m.