WHAT I REALLY MEANT TO SAY

What I really Meant to say

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a whole lot of people have checked out my site and i was up to almost 2000! but then of course, it failed, so now i got a new counter! whooooooooo hooooooooooooo - now sign my guestbook!

Kristin
Monday, December 16, 2002

i forgot that i should say hi to kristin and that u should get a gsbk so i can leave entries and u should update more! lol, ah well! bye

sleep?!
Monday, December 16, 2002

so APPEARENTLY i dont update enough?! lol, rrrright! so Christmas dinner was fun (and really expensive!$) ah well! My food was yummy but after 3 bites i was feelin the spiciness... yes , some may call me a wuss, but it was burning.... meh..... i was a little dissapointed that a certain MR. James didnt come.... ah well, it was still funny, i got really hyper after at melissas house, we had popcorn, mmmmmmm and last night we had a regressive dinner (thats when u start w/ dessert and go backwards...it was interesting to day the least) then we wathced this movie that remeinded me a whole lot of armegedon and but of course i cried, (hehe, but i brought juicearena down with me!!) mmm, then we had to drive melis home and i didnt get home till after midnight........... i got bout 5 hours sleep last night.... and im sure that this entry dont make to much sense casue im really tired! ya! i only had like 1 class today! it was music too! normally i would have had health, but my teacher was sick so it was isu AND our test got postponed! yay! it was a very slow day tho! anywho, now that im rambling! hehhe, ok later days!

dinner day
Saturday, December 14, 2002

ello, ello, today is the day of dinner!!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i cant wait! it will prove to be interesting! wow, i think iwas in drugs in my last entry, i screwed up so many times, i laughed while reading it! hehe, my "puupy" is eating again, we think he just wasnt agreeing with the food, i dunno..... ah well, im happy today! hehe, my grammar is soooooo bad! ah well, whatcha gonna do? meh! weeeeeeee, we's all gonna look sooooo purty tonight! yay! alrighty, i should go now! later days....

2 YEARS!!!!!
Thursday, December 12, 2002

Its been a trying few days, and i havnt even had it that bad! At least my car didnt get broken into, and i dont have a 105 temp........ Its been very staining, and i dont think it requires me to explain....... my puupy wont eat, we dunno y, a little worriesome....... i admitted to myself i cant deal with bio and calc (which incase u dont know me all that well - is a huge massive step) so i made an appointment to drop them........ (ill never need them right?! im not a failure cause i cant deal right?!) oy.... well, on a much much much happier note, for those i havnt freaked at yet....(hehe, sorry guys) so ya, on spare on wed i was talkin to amie and i was relly frusterated with just about everything (school,work, family, money, boys...) so she was like "ya, u know how there was a party at kelseys on sat?" and i was all like "ya" and she was all like "guess who i was talkin to?" and then i was like"i dunno" and she was like "JAmes" and i was like "oooh really!" and she was like"ya, and we got to talkin bout u and guess waht i found out?" and i was like" i dunno" and she was like" well do u remember in bio how u were like obsessed w/ him" as i blushed* "ya" and she laughed and was like"well he had a hugec rush on u!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Iwas like OMGOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i could not beleive it! i actually still cant! i was talkin to kels today and she was like i know, he was ALWAYS talkin bout u!! DAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! its UNBELEIVABE! so ya, it was fun, ive been dwelling the last few days now,im goin nuts, *as i bang my head on comp desk* that was 2 years ago!!!!!!!!! GEEZ!!! so now he might be comin to christmas dinner! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! it should prove interesting! anywho, thats bou tit for now! later days!

PA day
Friday, December 6, 2002

i had a date with my sis melis today, and i cant beleive how well it went! Yay! im gonna try to spend more time w/ her! charlie is just as cute as ever! i love him to peices! Ummmmmmm, to anyone it may matter to, its a big huge NO and a large sigh of releif...... i really didnt get to much done today but thats ok, i needed a break! i slept in till 11:40! it was bliss! I also dropped off my resume at cedarcroft! lets cross our fingers! i need moula! mmm, i should be writing my eng essay, but silly me doesnt have her coles notes (i know bad excuse cause some ppl dont even got em, but im gonna use em, besides theres always tomorrow right?) i really gotta look into my other choices for school (altho im hoping beyond hope that ill get into canadore) so ya, i aint got much more to say so i guess ill book it! later days!

Go me!
Thursday, December 5, 2002

Charlie
Wednesday, December 4, 2002

If u have talked to me today u already know all about charlie! hes the new man in my life!(well, i guess u can hardly call him a man, he is only 4 months old and is of the canine species!) ya, so i came home today and who happened to jump up on me? my brand spankin new puppy! hes sooo cute! soon i will ahve a pic of him and i will send it to everyone so i can share my puppys cuteness with everyone! he just happens to be german shepard/ hound (so hes got big ears - hehe and when he barks, well he howls! its sooooooo cute!) anywho, hes sleepin now cause he got tired out from his big trip to my house and his bath and running around in our back yard!! i could talk bout him forever, but i really need sleep since i passes out on the cough earlier and woke up with a charlie on my legs..... so ya, im sure there will be more stories, but for now..... later days!

ickky craptacular
Monday, December 2, 2002

Alrighty, so i sat up in bed this morning realized there was no way in heck i was leaving my bed, turned off the alarm and laid back down, u guessed it, im sick! Yesterday was the parade.... it was sooo much fun (singing b/c our instruments had frozen and were growing icicles from the spit valves, loosing my voice b/c i was already a little sick) i had a spit rink below my feet .... i even played solo for a bit (mine was one of the last instruments to freeze) teh only downside..... is was so freakin cold i didnt get warm again until this morning! im sooo serious, i may be a wuss but it was really cold!im glad i brought my tea and someone(btw thank you!) bought hot chocolate for the band! hehe, melis and brad running for the float! I also went to above and beyond (wow, it was absolutly amazing! i wanna be contagious (in a good way!;) the band kicked major butt and Tim did a wonderful job speaking! theres no easier way to my heart then some good tunes! so ya that was my yesterday, and thus far my today has consisted of typin up some crap alot of sllepin and such.... my only regret, im missing operation christmas child tonoght cause im not allowed to leave the house :*( very very sad am i! someone save me! im sooo bored! lol later days....

eeeeeeep
Saturday, November 30, 2002

weeeeeeeeee, today was a blast and a half!(it would have been 2 if not for some very unfortunate bad parts of my day) First of all, i had no school! boo-ya! (i love band!) second, we went shoppin(whooooooo hooooooooo), third, i ate out 2 and laughed so hard, my stomach hurt - (Andy, do u use these? - it tastes like rubber!) he eats my oranges, melis ate jos cherry! BOOBIES! I laughed, talked, screamed and sang, (some other stuff) so much, im loosing my voice hard core! i think its pretty funny! i sound pretty shrill bout now! got the wobbly thing goin on! I think we scared alot of ppl tonight, including aarron - sorry bout that -(amd our waiter!) oh btw, thats how gary told me to do it! if u cant play it, play it faster and louder! Oh yes, bedmaking..... so many memories, my throat hurts!i need 4 push up bras for that! do u wanna watch me rub my ass? U can be prez of the masturbation club! Armpit boobs and flub! i dub thee, the masturbation table! its gettin hot in here...... we all know what comes next and who walks into the change room! ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, gross, i feel contaminated! I have a textured boob! and a leash! we got to park in the specail space! go us!Lol, i think ive scared enough ppl for one night! I shall close for now, but i will be back, oh yes, dont u worry! later days!

ewwwwwwww
Thursday, November 28, 2002

hey'all! Its been a slow few days, but its all good! Dont got too much to talk bout latly, nothing really new..... prolly almost failed a calc test today.... ohhhhhhhh, i got me a spanky new hair cut (riiight, it was a trim :) ummmmm, im flyin to the moon next wed...... (sorry i wanted to make myself sound important!) tomorrow is comencement! yay! im gonna be on the float in the parade on sun! go me! my mom's gonna miss it, but im not surprised..... i had a 'heart to heart' w/ my sister (kinda came outa knowhere but meh! (kinda like the toxic gas that kept leakin out of her (hehe)) anywho im not feelin the love in my gsbk ppl! whats w/ that? huh? ah well, this is supposed to be my site right? well, it is mine, a great way for me to express myself and for u to understand! yay! well i better book it! later days

My pie!
Tuesday, November 26, 2002

If u like to talk to tomatoes, If a squash can make u smile, if u like to waltz w/ potatoes up and down the produce isle, have we got a show for u! Veggie tales, veggie tales, veggie tales, veggie tales, veggie tales,veggie tales, veggie tales, veggies tales! brocoli, celary, gotta be veggie tales. Lima beans, collared greens, peachy keen, veggie tales. couliflower, sweet n' sour, half an hour veggie tales. theres never ever ever ever been a show like veggie tales, theres never ever ever ever been a show like veggie tales, its time for veggie taaaaaaaaaaaaaales! So fun, i really like that song(so much i dwlded it!) hehehe So ive been a little under the weather of late, but im feelin better! i even cooked dinner (mmmmmm pancakes!i had a cup of tea too!) im gonna eat me some PIE! i did my playin test today for both bands, and i have good articulation and tone quality! but i felt super gross and was very very red (i felt my face, it was very hot - and my hands were so cold!) Ah well thats over and done w/ so yay! im really glad i worked on burnished gold! its almost friday! who hoooooo! but i gotta get thru thurs fisrt - booooo, calc test one day early :( well, i aint got too much to say OH if u want a good laugh check out the sight www.planetahead.ca - we had to check it out in sociology today and i laughed pretty hard! later days!

Jesus is Life
Saturday, November 23, 2002

Good song! anywho, so ya, last night was so much fun..... i cleaned, did laundry and did the dishes (no i bet ur wondering what in the world could possibly top that!) well, im gonna tell u! Melis came over and we went to the mall! I bought a heater (and no pants mind u!) i got some belts too! theyre perty! we got a&w's for dinner and our server "Geoff" was silly..... we asked for it to go and he didnt hear, so we asked for a bog and he finally clicked in and asked if i was to go as well! then we came home (oh where, is our cabbie) he had a mullet..... my parents rented spiderman, and just as we were settling in for some good old movie watchin, jo and alicia called - we went for coffee (we actually first made a little stop at shoppers - ahem)ya, so we were all really hyper fro some reason, and the convo ranged from "im wearing one right now" (hehe, sociology),:can i have a bite of ur pickle?" to "bra's should have pockets for beer". It was hilarious, we were getting many odd looks from our neigbours..... hehe (shocked and slightly embaressed to see the pickle on the floor) hehe, anywho, we came home and melis and i used these weird face mask thingers and laughed really hard cause we looked so goofy...... so ya, thats all for now! later days

her agian
Thursday, November 21, 2002

well, its thursday, u know what that means! friends and survivor are on! ya, and i would be watching them, except, oh wait, whats that? My mother forgot to pay the bill so we get 3 channels?! so much for satilite! AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Im so mad at her...grrrrrrrrrrrrrr...... deep breaths.... soooooo, my grad photos came in today, they were alright except for one where it looks like im druuged or something (too bad ive hiddin that one never to see the light of day again!). We actually saw brads first (which were adorable - lol, even the chinese one - some were damn hot!), then his mom was like "go get Tanya's pictures i wanna see them", so we did, it was cute (i love brads mom!) so when i got here i couldnt find them and i was all sad, then i walked into the living room and saw the envelope, i continued to sqeal then run back out to the car.....it was amusing! so ya....... i did super crappy on my prob set, not that i didnt guess that all on my own! ah well, *sigh* anywho, i should prolly scram, i gotta practice my trumpet so i can sound pretty (rrrrriiight) for melissa! later days

mom
Monday, November 18, 2002

Grrrrrrrr, gotta love it when ur mom yells at u cause u dont come home after school, and on the days i do come home she isnt here!!!!!! and she wonders! Arg! and even when she is here, she never makes dinner anymore we always have 'whatever', and she yells...... she will eat the food i make, but wont do the dishes b/c i used them!! does that make sense to anyone else?! she waits forever to get groceries and wonders y we ask her for lunch money- and still finds time in her lectures to remind us to do the dishes or the laundry or something..... ya so thats all for now! later

Thoughts:
Weeeeeeeeeeeee, Cool beans, Whoooo hoooooo, eeeeeeeeep, yup yup, oy!, meh, sweet chicken! alrighty, mmmm hmmmmmm, classic!

Bible Verses:
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves. love never fails. 1 Corinthians 13:4

Where your treasure is, there your heart will be also Matthew 6:21

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. Matthew 6:34

Quotes I like:

Never think that God's delays are God's denials. Hold on; hold fast; hold out. Patience is genius

We have not come into the world to be a number; we have been created for a purpose, for great things: to love and be loved

Those who die with the most toys, still dies

After the verb 'to Love,' 'to Help' is the most beautiful verb in the world

Imagination was given to us to compensate for what we are not; a sense of humor was given to us to console us for what we are.

Peace is more than the absence of war