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Never think that God's delays are God's denials. Hold on; hold fast; hold out. Patience is genius.

We have not come into the world to be a number; we have been created for a purpose, for great things: to love and be loved.

Those who die with the most toys, still dies!

After the verb 'to Love,' 'to Help' is the most beautiful verb in the world.

Imagination was given to us to compensate for what we are not; a sense of humor was given to us to console us for what we are.

Peace is more than the absence of war.

upgraded
Friday, July 11, 2003

heyhey, well, so much for getting ppl together last night! It ended up bein just me and shell! oh well, no one can say we dont invite ppl, appearantly we just arent good company anymore..... so ya, work was alright today... im think im finally adjusting to the fact that Linda is gone... and when Gary told me that his dad wanted to see me in his office today I got a lil scared, but it turned out it was just for my pay check! yay! i got paid! its so exciting! so anywho, today "bob" told me im just like one of his children... now to me this can mean one of three things.... he's happy with my work.... he doesnt want to pay me.... or hes gonna try to marry me off to one of his sons! lol, jk! He also offered me food or pop or something if i wanted..but i olny had 1 room left and was like.... no thanks, but another time.... the rosecourt has a coke machine now! How conveinent is that?! If ur in the neighbourhood and want some liquids fast and easy, just sneak in the driveway and there it is! of course it doesnt have pop in it yet, but it will prolly tommorow.. so ya, thats bout all for now! later!

Indeed
Thursday, July 10, 2003

you now..it just occured to me that the next whole year is gonna be like summer for me(with the brief interuption of snow!)! Whoooo hoooooo! so ya, not a whole lot happenin, ive been stickin around home lately.... not really by choice, but meh! I made a sweet butt cake today, Mocha cake....mmmm caffeine hehehe... i didnt eat the icing, i swear! (ok, maybe a bit...hehe) It has a lot of coffee in it for someone who hates coffee! but i thought id give it a try! Do u know how long it takes for egg whites to be beaten into soft peaks? A LOOOONG time! i had fun tho! I finished my collage dealie.. its fun, and i had a lot of fun doin it too, it has quite a few memries.. but to see it ull have to visit me! HAHA! anywho, i got called into work today... when i got there it was 1 o'clock... never been in so late! oh well! Anywho, a few points in the day i really wanted to cry! its very frusterating workin in a familiar place w/ all these weird and different things... oy.... BLEH! Anywho, i saw Roger... who is not nearly as creepy as my new boss and i would beg to have even just him back (at least i could understand him more!) I really miss Linda! She became such a good friend over the years... ya... well, it is late.... i should prolly sleep now... later

ranting
Tuesday, July 8, 2003

its been an interesting past while.... i dont even remember the last time i wrote... or what it was about... but thats not important.... anywho, u ever have one of those convo's u think ur actually goin somewhere and then t totally looses control? like, i think about something in my head and it sounds exactly right, but then i say it and it came out totally wrong.. dah.... ok so anyways... the cold shoulder eh? im feelin the ice..... work is still weird, my boss is starting to scare/annoy me... its an odd combo.. he tells me im the boss and then turns around and tells me that room s should only take 45 mins max... id like to see him do a room, by himself.. that has 2 beds, a bathtub AND a kitchen.. in 45 mins! (those are only the big things.. there are countless other small things that i must take care of in a single room) OY! anywho, today i had a meeting w/ tim... he has a way of makin me think... its good, cause school will no longer fill that... so i have some stuff to pnder at work now.... and all that other time that i now spend alone.... so yay... anywho, thats all i feel like ranting about now! later!

bleh
Friday, July 4, 2003

well, its been a overall interesting week.... work last weekend was killer... i dont like the new atmosphere at all, i miss my linda! i worked till 6 on sun, then rushed home to eat and prepare for 2xl (which was fun, altho i got fruserated w/ the transposing thing...but mo helped that) then i went to my cousins house on mon till yesterday, it was fun... i even went to work w/ her(at sebastians - a pizza joint)and babysat kassandra.... but it was a mess getting me home, b/c we all thought i had to work today.. ya, well, i didnt! oy.... i was unimpressed bout that too... then i found out that we may be getting rid of my precious puppy... cause for alarm.... and i also recieved my report card (of which my mother decided she had the right to open b4 me - GRRRRRRRRRRR) ya, im not impressed.... to much sad stuff is goin on right now... anywho, i should go now.. i have to go over to my sisters soon and feed the puppy that cant feed herself.... later

first day back
Saturday, June 28, 2003

oh yes, i just got home from my first day of the season.... and oh was it interesting! The new guy who runs the show, scarliy reminds me of roger, but he seems nice enough (altho i did get the lecture about how they cant afford to have me not show up on days... like i needed that..in all my 2 years i never missed a day!HA!) so anyways... i had so many rooms! And i was the only one there! it was nuts, a whole 15 rooms! yikes! so ya, there were these 2 other guys tehre.... in there 20's who were helping the guy in charge and i guess they were told to do anything i needed help w/ cause they kept showin up at the door of the room i was workin on askin how they could help! and they didnt know anything, so i had to take time out of the cleaning to show them what bags the dirty towels (u have to seperate them into bath mats and hand towels then all the rest...) and what bags the sheets go in and what u need for each room... they were pretty good, i really only had to show them once... but they didnt realize that 18 has different sheets and messed up on the bath mats... so ya, for all those who are confused and lost right now, no worries! lol, so ya, it was a fun day, a long one too... ppl kept showin up b4 i was done their room! bleh for ppl! ah well, im tired and shell is comin over and i still smell so... later days!

Workies
Friday, June 27, 2003

oh yay, i start work tomorrow!its so exciting! monies for me! whoooo hoooooo! oh and the trip to woodstock is a definate go! so i leave on mon and will prolly be home on thurs! tonight was fun, we shopped till we dropped (cept for me and kendra... i dont think either of us bought anything but food! oh wait kendra got some shirts! nevermind! :P) so anywho, ya that was amusing.... then we went to GT Boutique and there were some smelly ppl there, ill tell u! me and melis were waitng for jo and kendra to get out of the changing rooms and lookin at the belt things and this lady walked by and me and melis looked at each other.... oh boy... my eyes were watering!we started laughing and walked away.. it was funny.... then we were lookin at the bathing suits and it happened again! (i think it was the same lady) eeeeeeew.... so that was our scary smelly adventure! we saw shell and her exellent checkout skills then went to kendras for a brief moment... while waiting in the car we cracked open the UK cosmo for this month, can we say... eeeeeeeeep.... scary stuff.... then we picked up jon some how.... then ended up at CJ (or for the blondes, Crabby Joes ;)hehe) so ya... i used my debit card for the first time in forever! i almost had a panick attack cause i thought i forgot my pin number! it was funny! so ya, then we went home... but it was fun... last night we watched just married.. not as funny as i was hoping... but it still made me giggle and the ending was good... i think we scared shell's mom, we ate a whole cake in less time then it took the credits at the begining of the movie to play... it was great! uuuuuuum.. i think thats all for now..... so ya! weeeeeee! love!

im melting
Thursday, June 26, 2003

i swear, we need to put pegs into the fence all the way around, cause charlie just keeps makin holes! and hes such a dork that he goes under w/ the chain on so then he gets stuck! what a dough-head! anywho, if anyone really pays attention to my gsbk msgs then ull know that a trip to good ol' woodstock is being planned! yay! so i ever need to just go and chillax for a few days! oy! im so excited! whooo hoooo! maybe this will make me be less dampered (it's been a very low-key week).... me and shell got shushed at a baseball game! it was great, we were doin body-beats (not as weird as it sounds!)and it was actually kelseys dad... he was like shhhh, this is a baseball game! and we were like "oh"... it was funny.....omy, its a furnace in my house.... im melting...... ok, well tomorrow is exam review.. and if i wanna go i should head out! so ya... later!

summer dreams
Tuesday, June 24, 2003

Its summer for crying out loud! take a break, cool off, rest ur brain! So many ppl are havin a hard time of it right now (including me on some days) y is that? this is supposed to be the time to relax.... i guess ppl think i might have it easy b/c i dont techically have a job right now b/c the rosecourt lady hasnt called back as of yet... but i have countless ppl breathing down my back and myself yelling at me about it..... i know i can try harder... but i really dont want to work at some fast food rest. getting payed min. wage for the next year, i wanna make it worth it! Whats the point of staying home a whole year, just to make a tiny amount of money? DAH! i need a job, but i also need to be with my friends and family this summer..... who knows if some of my friends will ever come back?

If ur mackin and i can hear u....
Sunday, June 15, 2003

Heyhey, so, tonight was my sisters buck and doe! i cant beleive shes getting married! Its craziness! thanx to all those who could come! u helped make my night amusing! (except for the parts when i had to do the money alchohol tickets thing, that was pretty boring - oh, and when my cuz earl decided i was adopted b/c i wasnt like them...:S riiight) ok so ya..... at this moment im sitting in my dining room and less then a foot away form me, my cuz (joe) and my good friend linda are makin out..... ya... thats fun! NOT! ICK! IF ur mackin and i can hear u (and ur my cuz and my friend) then its gross! Oh my..... so ya..... thats something i dont want to see again! blah.... so ya, it was an interesting night! anywho, its perty late and i DO have church in the morn so i bid thee farewell and good night! later days..

im done
Thursday, June 12, 2003

heyhey pita land! long time no see! i cant beleive im done highschool forever! it's pure craziness! WOW! so ya, we got our yrbks and ive only heard a few complaints (ya for us!) its so exciting to see ppl look thru them and laugh about some great moment we caught on film or a funny story (or a stupid caption!) it makes all the hard work worth it! Today i had to write 2 exams! i was so tired afterwards, my arm hurt, but i wrote for almost 4 hrs so i guess that would be suspected! It's so sad... im all growed up now, i have to start the next stage in my life! its weird to think that we're adults and have to move on..... im not lookin forward to gettin a job... ppl are scary, no matter what u say! ok, well, im bout outta things to say, so i suppose that is all!ill see some of u on sat, at my sisters buck and doe! love! and later days

new things
Friday, June 6, 2003

Hi all! its been a while! OK, quick update, prom was great, it took 2 chicks to put my hair in rollers (eeeeeeep, i looked great....i hate those huge dryer thingers) but my hair was a success (i was very unique!) ummmm, everything but my emaxs is in now, so i gotta study hardcore, this was the last friday of school (HOLY COW!), i had an awesome last weekend (i hung out w/ melis for majority of it) went to an honors dinner sometime in there, browner to the max, music night was crazy, but i was told i played really well so whooo hooooooo) i belted it out during Quintet (it's more fun that way) oh, and i crashed and burned on my solo, then comensed to turn into a lobster (gotta love those hives BLAH!) ok, so thats a ouber quick update! im soryy i havnt been on in a while, ive been so busy. It's craziness, but oh well, im gonna be so bored next year! DAH! Im not workin yet, mostly b/c Linda doenst know of the rosecourt will be opening again this year (im so sad, i love that job!) so ya, after exams im on a huge job hunt! blah.... ummm, i won a music award majiger thing, so at the assembly on mon i get to be emmbarressed! who hoooo! so ya, tonight is the relay for life.. should prove interesting! well, i should head out so i can eat and such! Later

Stuff
Tuesday, May 20, 2003

Hihi, so im at school and so bored! Quinten keeps poking my sunburn! :P oh well, prom is so soon, my week is nuts! The regatta got postponed till tomorrow so whooo hooooooo! Tonight im hangin w/ jo and we're gonna finish our isu, then tomorrow is the regatta (it was suposed to be our presentation for music) then after school im workin w/ amie on our practicum presentation, then on thurs im goin to watch shell's play dealie majiger! Of course comes prom next and thats gonna be great! Also in btn all that i have my phase 5 and my solo to work on :S so it should be interesting! anywho, amie wants me to edit her essay! so lata!

Pitch
Monday, May 19, 2003

Wow, that was such an awesome weekend! i cant beleive how much fun it was! i wouldnt have missd it for the world! So ya, i came back with a little more color (but hey, i'll match my prom dress right? :P) and a lil' dehydrated and a slight head cold but still, it was worth it! so ya, ummmm, it was pretty crazy...... shell had an interesting happening, but thats her story so i'll let her tell it :D I talked so so many ppls i didnt even know this weekend i lost count! OH, and stratford won the soccer championship! (im such a dedicated fan.... while was watching the game, i fell asleep.... that would be where the color came from) so the sessions were amazing... i really enjoyed dr d. (those of u who were there know what im talkin bout!) he was really good, "pick up ur ironing board and go!" the bands were great, and "the elms" were... ummmm, well the singer kinda freaked me out a lil' bit, but they were good!We even got to sing bring me to life twice!! so ya, i might have mroe to say, but im sleepy now, and its getting long! so later days!

blah
Tuesday, May 13, 2003

k, so i finally archived! Go me! so much stuff is due right now, im surprised im not freakin, as it is, im in a really great mood and i dunno y! Ah well! So ya! stuff eh? the dance, was ummm, interesting..... the whole 30 or so ppl that showed up had fun, i think! LOL! toesocks? QUACK, i mean DUCK lol! anywho, i really dont got much to say! so later!

Thoughts:
Weeeeeeeeeeeee, Cool beans, PIE, Whoooo hoooooo, eeeeeeeeep, yup yup, oy!, meh, sweet chicken! alrighty, mmmm hmmmmmm, classic! Im not weird, im gifted.... quack!

Bible Verses:
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves. love never fails. 1 Corinthians 13:4

Where your treasure is, there your heart will be also Matthew 6:21

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. Matthew 6:34

Consult your good book for many many more of these wonders