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Never think that God's delays are God's denials. Hold on; hold fast; hold out. Patience is genius

We have not come into the world to be a number; we have been created for a purpose, for great things: to love and be loved

Those who die with the most toys, still dies

After the verb 'to Love,' 'to Help' is the most beautiful verb in the world

Imagination was given to us to compensate for what we are not; a sense of humor was given to us to console us for what we are.

Peace is more than the absence of war

nuthin'
Friday, May 9, 2003

Hey hey, so ya, :P im updatin'! so there! im tres sad that my cuz and Kris can't come to the dance tonight, but ill try to have fun anyways :( so ya, life is busy as usual! Oy, so many reports..... blah! Im almost done my isu's it's exciting! we have an assembly today, and i was gonna skip out but then i was like, meh! it looks like it will be fun! so ya!ive done like nothin today! go me!well, that's not entirly true, i did hang out w/ stephy and willard during the morning spare and finally got my iflurtz thinger..... i had brad and dave on my list, but they were both perty low so meh! AND i wrote a huge email to my cuz.... it was great fun.... now im wasting time.... its goodly..... i cant' remember what else is goin on! Im goin to Pitch! yay! thats soon too.... ummmmmm, i ve been workin hard and not really been online of late... but meh! thats just the way it is, and it's prolly only gonna get worse till after exams. Oh well, it happens! so ya, i really dont got all that much to say, so i think that perhaps i might finsih now.... maybe i dunno, ya i think so.... LOL later days!

update!
Monday, April 28, 2003

So, it has been a while! lets see... ill start w/ last thurs..... so we did kiwanis and came in 2 (w/ a 95!)in choir...... which kinda sucked but meh! Then on fri we had to go on a crazy search for stands and music.... it was nuts, but we ended up getting everything we needed (somehow..) and got a 90 for quintet. After that i went w/ jo back to her house where we were getting settled in for a good ol' veggin out when we got a phone call, it was melis beggin us to come in to bc detail and help her... so then we went in search of some old clothes for me to wear so i wouldnt wreck my band uniform... that done we called a cab and got there just in time to help w/ a horrendously dirty ven... it was great fun! after work (of which i got paid for.. whooo hoooo!) i finally met tristin face to face (quite on accident too!) and then we went back to jos house and got ahold of kendra.... got some chinese and movies and vegged out.... (mmm buffet on jos floor! lol) ok, so then after a wonderful sleep in i hung out at home till round 9 when i showered and went to kelseys house for a sm gathering... right! lol.... we went hot tubbing and such and it was fun... and altho i do admit i was upset when i left im much better now! silly me! anywho, i got home around 5ish and slept in past church.... i began watching harry potter (the chamber of secrets) and i got a phone call from amy inviting me to see the lion king in toronto and i was like dude yes! so i left shorty after that...(and i guess quite a few ppl thought i left for a diff reason!) we went out for dinner then saw teh show, i ended up stayong aat amys house and missing school today! plus i also got locked out of amys house b/c i walked to her school at lunch and never thought to get the key! 2 hrs later i got back in the house! oy.... but i did get some color! whoo hooo for tanning! anywho, this is quite long so i shall leave it at that for now! later days!

eeeeeeep
Wednesday, April 23, 2003

Ok, so maybe i havnt updated in a while...... oops, oh well! ive been working hard of late, stress levels high, the pressure is on, everyone is waiting for me to say it..... and i blank..... what am i gonna do? so ya, i dunno, but im really freakin bout now...... by next thurs i have to know... w/ out a doubt! oy! So ya, today was kiwanis for symphonic and jazz band... we came in 2nd on Sym. (we lost to guelph - they were so good) - we got 91 in sym and they got 92! we got 1st in jazz w/ a score of 93 it was good... i get new glasses soon ! Whoo hoooo, anywho my dinner is ready so i gotta scram, maybes more later! luv!

Bread!
Monday, April 14, 2003

now, normally if u read that title u would think.... my bread hurts??? eheh... but noooooo, thos is a different entry about bread... it entails jesus showing up in ur bread..... no im kidding...EAT JESUS>>>HE WANTS UR SOUL.... hehe... we went around the neighbourhood handing out bread to ppl... Jesus is the bread of life! it was really cool.... :D yay, tomorrow is the opera.... it should be awesome! i cant wait to get all dressed up and sophistomicated.... ooooooooowwwwwwwww, it burns! charlie decided i was his new chew toy...... lil painful, but he's so cute! he wants in now, perhaps ill make jo do it! hehehe! later days...

Questing
Sunday, April 13, 2003

Laserquesting rocked! it was so much fun! I cant beleive how much i improved my game in only my seond try.... i went from in my first game- 26th place, to, in my second game - 4th place! it rocked! and my codename was jeff, and the hot marshall guy (whos real name was tyler) was like "Jeff the girl!" hehe... it was great... but i was so thirsty, they need to put a water fountain in there! geez! Me and melis are good partners, even if we shot each other 2, in the back ,lol! So ya, it was a pretty late night, didnt get home till around 2 ish :S and when i got up this morning and looked at myself, and was like, hey...... im wearing my la senza chick tops, but my winne the pooh bottoms... hehe, go figure! ah well, it was pretty funny, i was so tired i didnt even remember doin it!Meh! so i woke up w/ good intentionst today, but then i sat on the couch and passed out again, so no church for me! well, shell moves back home tomorrow! Which means she'll be back online :D and closer to me..... and away from the clogged sink.... dont ask! lol, anywho, i should prolly hit the books.... litrally! ick! Later days!

Mr Hollands Opus
Saturday, April 12, 2003

I just finished watching "Mr Hollands Opus", i have seen it before but it was a few years ago, and i had forgotten most of the plot. Wow, its an amazing tory line ... an emotional rollercoaster .....and yes, that does mean i creid like a baby... multiple times... but still, it is just very inspiring... if u havnt seen it, i recommend it... so good... ANYWAYS! i forgot to mention in my last pita.. i think... that i got into all the schools i applied to.... this is godd, but it is also very very bad... now is the hard part..i have no idea what im goin to do.. well i have some idea, but its so hard to decipher what exactly that is! So ya, we'll just say ive been under a lil' bit of stress of late! School's moving on... very quickly i might add.... i looked in my planner and realized i have an isu presentation on thurs.... and i ahve to have my essay done.... and i hadnt even started it other then the stuff i already had to hand in (ie the intro and conclusion!) so, ya, can we say eeeeeeeep? Prom tickets are on sale... dunno who im gonna go with.... Mr Hot is dating someone now.... and i think thats cool, but i was a little surprised when i heard... dunno y... he IS Mr hot! Ah well.... so ya..... the life and times of me are perty crazy right now! Just did the 24hour fast break last night, that was a blast! SAnatana, Santana, Santana, Santana, buck, buck, buck, buck, buck. WILLARD! he's my duck.... if i had a scanner id scan it on, cause he's so cute! Meh..... Tonight is laserquest :D:D:D:D:D:D its gonna be so much fun! i cannot wait.... 5 hours to go! :P Anywho, thats an update on me! So i guess that'll be all! .....PS> Watch Mr Hollands Opus... itll do ya good! LOVE!

Fruit Snacks??
Sunday, April 6, 2003

OMGoodness! NYC was amazing.... def one of the awesomest places in the world, so much culture (and garbage and traffic and people!) and sights, and neon lights! it was so much fun... i had so many experiances and i wish so bad y'all coulda been there too! neways, i dont wanna depress ppl by talkin bout all the fun i had... so if ya wanna hear stories.... ill prolly broadcast them neways! i heard bout the iceday on fri! boo hiss! ah well.... im not goin to school tomorrow! heheheheheheeeeee, i need to recoop, and do some hmwk i never got around to foin... do do do do dooo :D so ya, i prolly give a more complete story tomorrow, when im not so tired! (i swear, that this past trip consisted of the smallest amt. of sleep ive ever had over an extended period of time!) oy! anywho, ill write more tomorrow! love and later days!

Sooops
Tuesday, April 1, 2003

This has been a hugely kick ass day! we pretty much finished the yrbk, i leave for NEW YORK tomorrow! and oh, the big and mighty... I GOT ACCEPTED TO CANADORE!!!!!!!!! And it was both programs i applied to, so now its a choice btn the colleges AND the program! YAYAYAYAYAY, i did a happy little dance when i opened the letter, it was great, my mom plugged her ears.. hehe ooops.... so ya, thats me... i had a fanfreakentastic day, and im all done packin really early and im gonna try and go to sleep soon cause im tired but hyper too... oh its gonna be a great bus ride, good luck jo! lol anywho, im gonna scram! SO lata! hehe, prolly sun or mon(seeing as i aint goin to school on mon,....hehe)

WAP
Sunday, March 30, 2003

ello ello, just came thru another real joe, i was an extrovert! whoo hoooo! Me and shell did our interpretive dance for everyone :) Yesterday night was good times all around.... we're almost done the yrbk... i know, it must seem like ive been saying that forever.. it feels like that for me too! ah well.... i did a lot of screaming tonight, felt good.... theres not too much goin on for me right now... did my debate thinger.. went alright... NEW YORK IS IN 3 DAYS!!! :):):) Im so excited! its gonna be a blast, altho i do wish that a certain 2 band ppl from last yr were goin (well i wish all my friends were goin, but these 2 coulda if they stuck it out! :P) anywho so ya, im really tired and church comes early these days! so lata!

Band camp!
Friday, March 21, 2003

Oh yes, that is right, i attended the dreaded band camp this evening and had an absoulutly wonderful time! It was so much fun, the cabaret was hilarious... the Quintet did the YMCA, but we didnt know the right notes so we just blasted something everytime we were to play... hehe, it was great, we even had costumes, i was the indian, katie was a pirate, jo was a biker, julie was the construction worker, and andy was a fireman(red suspenders and all)! It was on video tape, along w/ andys strip tease of about 40 layers of clothes.... at the begining of the practise, there was only 3 trupmets (one to a part) so i played ALL the trumpet solos! And i think i did a pretty darn tootin good job, specailly since ive never really played them in front of ppl b4... AND i wasnt even scared or anything.... no shakies! WHOO HOOOOO! So i got some browner pionts the other day w/ mr mavor.... im reading the screwtape letters for my isu and he was like, amazed! He said not many ppl my age read cs Lewis, cept for the Narnia books... i was like hehe...Do u know whats fun? Running around the school in ur socks when its like empty..Ya baby..... I HIT A HIGH C (for about 2 secs, but it was there, even after all the practicing, i hit it right at the end of the last song we played, course i was seeing stars and had a headache afterwards, but it was worth it)... so ya... we attempted to go stalking tonight, but it just didnt work, he wasnt working! boooo, ah well! Anywho, its longer then i first intended! so PIE! later days.....

March Break!
Saturday, March 15, 2003

Well, my break has been kick-bum, ive been hanging with my cuz most of the week. It's been great... ABEL! hehe.... i dont bit....i mean bite..haha.. so ya.. anywho, i dont got much to say, i went 10 pin bowling... got a huge 93! i was very proud of me! And there was this cutey beside us and i saw his pic in the paper and we found out he was only 14! ick! OH ya, and we met Brad's Identical twin, he even plays hockey! But he had red hair(well im sure he still does bt u know what i mean!) So that was fun! And Amy and my Aunt Carol took me to the Tall Girl store, just to make me feel short! Oh and i co - babysat my cousn once removed, Cassandra... shes like 4 months old, adorable, but projectile puke, as amy soon found out.. hehe,then i kicked Amy's bum at air hockey... whoo hoooo! anywho, i should head out, its late and i think amy wants to sleep! SLEEP IS GOOD! Later days!

yay
Sunday, March 9, 2003

Wow, note to self, if your gonna go skating, make sure they a) arent rusty b) fit you and c)are sharp! Well, as we can tell, ive just returned from my first skate in about 2 years! It was great fun, me and shell were dancing to the music and a young girl was like "y r u dancing to weird music from the 80's?" it was tres cute! Last night we watched Jonah - veggie style! It was great. Doodly Doooo, hehe.... anywho, im perty much thru... so later... Oh, things are better w/ me, Tee is back! PIE!

back
Thursday, March 6, 2003

Its been a long day, im gonna keep this short. I wanted to start a new page so i wouldnt have to be reminded every time i looked at it, but then i realized, who am i kidding? ah well.... i really wish i didnt go to school today, i was not ready... mentally or physically ... im in a daze, caught in some weird time lapse when everyone kept movin but im still behind... its monday to me, i woke up and it was a horrible never ending nightmare.... dont worry, im not delusional... i know it was real.... but anyways... my day super sucked and i ended up cryin a couple times.. im my own worst enemy... ah well, its my own fault.. im so glad i have god on my side, im in good hands.....

Thoughts:
Weeeeeeeeeeeee, Cool beans, Pie, Whoooo hoooooo, eeeeeeeeep, yup yup, oy!, meh, sweet chicken! alrighty, mmmm hmmmmmm, classic! Im not weird, im gifted....

Bible Verses:
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves. love never fails. 1 Corinthians 13:4

Where your treasure is, there your heart will be also Matthew 6:21

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. Matthew 6:34

Consult your good book for many many more of these wonders