WHAT I REALLY MEANT TO SAY

What I really Meant to say

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Never think that God's delays are God's denials. Hold on; hold fast; hold out. Patience is genius

We have not come into the world to be a number; we have been created for a purpose, for great things: to love and be loved

Those who die with the most toys, still dies

After the verb 'to Love,' 'to Help' is the most beautiful verb in the world

Imagination was given to us to compensate for what we are not; a sense of humor was given to us to console us for what we are.

Peace is more than the absence of war

True friends
Monday, March 3, 2003

In my experiance, when one is in their time of need, true friends come out of the woodwork. And come you have, thank you, all of you, for your time, love and care. Thru god and u guys i will make it. In case anyone needs times or stuff, u can call my house... unless we arent there! Well, thank you again. I love you all!

Prayer request
Saturday, March 1, 2003

Last night was a pieing good time, i laughed so much and had a blast.... b/c im too sexy for my pie. Anywho, this is gonna be short cause im really not in the mood to do this, so i dunno y i am but meh! So, my grandmother died in her sleep last night, i dunno if im fgonna be at school on mon but ill see u all if i am! PS - prayer request for my family! later days

brrrrrrrrr
Wednesday, February 26, 2003

y is my house always so cold!!! not too much new with me, i have a ISU essay outline due tomorrow i should be doin, but im lazy and a music test, but meh! i still havnt fully recovered from this weekends lack of sleep, but im much better now! Tonight is date night w/ melis.... it should be fun! ive decided along time ago that guys are confusing, but im just gonna make it appearent again! BOYS ARE CONFUSING! so ya, and not just one guy, but all of them! Ah well, thats life! so anyways, im hungry and cold and need to use the facilities, so later days!

Fashion statement
Sunday, February 23, 2003

so its been a while, i guess im tapering off my addiction a little bit... good thing, i think! So this weekend was absolutly non-stop fun! On fir it was melissa's b-day so i went w/ her to her mom's school operetta thinger to raise $ for the DR..and i met her brother Thomas.... we had our first Krispy Kremes ever (interesting really) and we left for melis's house, got locked out and broke in, hehe... then we ate cake... it was good cake.... only got to sleep till like 8 then we got up and got ready for shopping! The trip down was fun, (btw it was kendra, me, jo, jon, and duh melis) we shopped most the day away and went to the stag shop, scary store.... we ate at BK! oh ya.... then we drove home and it was starting to hail..... we ended up at kendras dad's house for a chicks night (having exchanged jon for shell) and picked up some 'supplies' it was great, but when our movies were done, the roads were craziness and we had to drive very carfully and slowly home.. and melis spent the nigbt cause it was too scary to take her home.... we got up and went to church cause mels mom was stranded in the driveway... came home and then left 2 hrs later to hang w/ tim and shell, we went shoppin then wathced the little mermaid.... then i came home and decided not to go to yg tonight.... and that was my weekend! so ya... this week has also been craziness, but i think i have it under control.. i think being the emphasized word! ah well, itll be alright! anywho, ive been writing for a while, so im gonna leave u with this.... "look at my balls", "will u hold open this cave?", "stick it in there", "monkey bang gang", "bananas", "i didnt really need that hair anyways!" .... later days!

Smooth
Saturday, February 15, 2003

Last night was semi, it was good fun! the dj played some oldies and some newbies... mixed it up good! i was impressed! It was great tho, i just let it loose and tore up the dance floor, when i woke up this morning i was really sore tho!we wathced feardotcom last night too, it sucked... but ya win some ya lose some! Tonight was the real joe, i think it went perty well, even if i was in a craptacular/blah mood b4 it started, i cheered up over the 4 hour span! wh! i think we made a pretty good profit too (and yes i know, its not about the profit, but it doesnt hurt either!) so anywho, thats a really quick wrapup but im beat so too bad! later days!

nothing about nothing!
Wednesday, February 12, 2003

Im gettin pretty bad for this eh? ah well, i havnt been on of late, just didnt feel like it i guess, altho it didnt help that jen was on alllll last night! booooooo, ah well... i watched the saint last night, decent movie!its almost friday! i could have had 3 dates! go me! i felt special! i visited melis(sister) today, and it went well, we had FUN! thats right! FUN! so ya, that was good, got my shirt back!yay! ummmmm, i got the dress too! lets hope it still fits! cross-ur-fingers! bandarama was postponed till late march! booo, i was lookin forward to it, but i guess it made life easier for some ppl, so yay for them! my grandma is doin better i guess, eating solid foods and such, so thanx to anyone who was prayin, (it would be appreciated to anyone who would like to continue prayin...not quite out of the woods yet..) band was crap this morning! ...half way thru the practice i realized that i was playin a diff mouthpeice then usual... explaining y i sounded crapier then usual....so i had to go in search of the right size...and then my mouth was shot from tryin to use the wrong one...so i sounded like crap anyways! ah well, whatcha gonna do? what was that? u called me a emonosrussian? how rude! lol, anywho, dont snafoo anything, tis not good! so ya! later days!

pizza
Sunday, February 9, 2003

k, so ya, this weekend was perty kick-bum until i learned more aobut my grama (who is in the hospital - first to get a cast off, then she was dehydrated, and now her bld presuure is goin wack n' stuff...) so ya, its not fun! but todays pizzas was great! me and jo and melis make a great team! hangin w/ tim and shell and jo and melis on sat was super! but i lacked sleep! ah well ...so ya, i dont got too much to say.... tomorrow should be fun... :S ah well!

wake up call
Friday, February 7, 2003

well, due to me, and being me, ive managed to tell myself a large lie and make it beleivable enough to egnore the actual reality. Sorry to any it may have caused anything not good.... its my addiction, and we all thought it was popcorn..... please dont loose faith in me, im trying, i really am... one step at a time... this is when i really need u, to tell me the brutal truth... that splash of water when i need to wake up... it may hurt now but its well worth it for the pain that will be saved in the end.... thank you....

*bender*
Monday, February 3, 2003

Hey Hey! So ya, today was a good *bender* day! The morning was kinda craptacular, i almost didnt go to school! but then i did, and we got our school *bender* clothes, the jacket is kinda large, but whacha gonna do? I helped Jo w/ the pizza *bender* dealies today, we make a good team! So we went out for lunch too, but since me and jo already had lunches, we *bender* just stayed in the car! it was some good times in there! It has been discovered that i lick loud, but not ass! and that it u open it small and suck on it, it wont spluge on u! so ya, that was fun! music today was craziess, i hurt my brain! it hurts thinkin bout the class! geez! anywho, *bender* thats all i really have to say for now! later days! *bender*

grade eights!
Wednesday, January 29, 2003

well well, back again! i got my appications all fixed up and now its outta my hands! Trust in God..... :D so ya, today was a good day.... i helped w/ the grade eights tour (and might i say... OY!) Mr. Taylor remembered me (well, he was like "oh, wait... HAMMER! i was like yup!) it was funny! The eyepatch thinger was perty amusin... sooo, today after scholl, whilst walkin home w/ shell and Rita, i happened to come accross a certain Mr Hot.. he he, it was so cute, he was kinda stumbly... he was like how as the swing dance? and then he was like "oh wait we already talked about it!" hehe, so ya, that was my adventure! Melissa scared the patuty outta me, when she didnt show for our date, but we got it all worked out! so yay! it was a fun time tonight too, but none of us KNOW JACK! lol, yay, anywho, my eyes are droopy! so ya, later days!

declined!
Tuesday, January 28, 2003

ok, so i applied the other day, and was paying via my rents mastercard, and it declined it! whats w/ that?? oy, now i gotta figure this out and i need to breathe! oy, so ya, this weekend kicked some major butt! i had so much fun! first we did the swing dance and i had fun running back and forth from one stand to the next, then we went to kelseys and played nintendo and hung out and stuff .... on sat i got to go to kristins party :D:D:D:D:D:D yay! i was so happy! it was fun too! whoda thunk i was 2 years older then all of em? lol, ah well so ya, i updated! :P I played lesson 'evil' yesterday... i turned into a lobster, but we were all expecting it i suppose... today was the same as every day, learned some stuff..read a bit, had fun visiting at spare... normal day! so fri is the midterm, should prove interesting... :S ah well, ill live i suppose! anywho, i ve run out of stuff and will to write anymore so... later days!

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lectures
Wednesday, January 22, 2003

So ya, im just bored and dont wanna sleep yet cause i had a nap by accident so yay ,heres a pita entry! so today was regular.... did some work, went home... i practised again, i can actually play the lesson 65...sorta ;) ah well, itll be alright! maybe i should take my trumpet w/ me to kristins! lol, that would be interesting~ so ya.....i got a fun lecture today about how i need to be more responsible and stop spending my $ on clothes and stuff and how i need to get a job b/c i ahve so many things that need to be paid for (first on the list of course is the lecturies wedding...mmhmm) so ya, that was fun, then i got to comfort my sister in melissas wake... that was fun ah well.... anywho, thats bout all i can think bout to write bout! lol! alrighty! later days!

ram it!
Tuesday, January 21, 2003

Alrighty, so now my cuz is buggin ME to update! thats pretty bad eh? LOL, so in the life of tee.... well not too much is new... ive officially givin up my last day to sleep in on school days (if u can call 7 am sleepin in!), im now part of teh ellite group of brass players known as Rams horns (or Quintet)so ya, that should prove interesting! :S Alrighty, what else??? I might be goin to Kristins partae on sat, and im super excited! I hope i can go!I got stuff done tonight! i even fit in practisin the good ol' trumpet!go me! this friday is the swing dance, shoud prove interesting! so ya, thats bout it! im sleepy so night night pitaers! later days!

Thoughts:
Weeeeeeeeeeeee, Cool beans, Pie, Whoooo hoooooo, eeeeeeeeep, yup yup, oy!, meh, sweet chicken! alrighty, mmmm hmmmmmm, classic! Im not weird, im gifted....

Bible Verses:
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves. love never fails. 1 Corinthians 13:4

Where your treasure is, there your heart will be also Matthew 6:21

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. Matthew 6:34

Consult your good book for many many more of these wonders