probably a reconciliation
Thursday, May 1, 2008 | 08:13 a.m.

For the first time, I watched my best pals play in a basketball league outside our subdivision. It was all uncalled for: I just came from a nearby supermarket with a toothbrush plus Zagu (Choco Caramel flavour) when they spotted me and pulled me along. Well of course, I didn’t find myself in that foreign basketball court because they forced me to tag along; it’s all because I wanted to bond with them.

Here's the court I speak of: Elysium from BF Homes! One of the reasons why they lost is the height gap! My gawd, just look at the person in red jersey!

It’s been long since I laughed with them, walked with them side by side and fooled with them. They’re all of opposite gender that’s why it was difficult for me to continue being with them. Honestly, I was left out when they started to have romantic interests – when we all grew up. It’s kind of sad really; we can never go back to what we were before: super duper uber close! And I’m not making that up.

If you’re wondering why, it’s because of differed interests. I’m into surfing, they’re into dribbling. However, I’m trying to get away from the net because my crush for that certain someone from the previous post has maxed up again to lose weight and I guess, because it’s summer. Though it’s almost over, there’s still the late basketball league in our subdivision and Tsukasa watches my best pals’ games where I get to cheer them in their games.

So anyway, they lost their match in the foreign land I spoke of but I was proud of them to reach the Championships. Plus, it’s the fun and burnt fats I take account in. HAHA! We walked home and I tell you, it probably was thousand steps! It was fun – and I’ve decided to go out more often. I’m a college woman by Aslan’s mane! I’m freer than I was in High School. No contradictions or I’ll zap you.

Oh and since I love your reactions (most definitely Kuro-chan's) towards my anime previews, here's another series you should take a liking in!

Toshokan Sensou - ep.02

I don't know what's with me and romance comedy genre but you have to admit, they're more fun to watch than romance drama. Heehee! This series takes place in future Japan, where libraries are at war against a certain media betterment act established during that period. It's kind of silly, but they're dead serious in protecting books.

Of course, behind those gun fights and missions we have romance between comrades! A slice of life too, if you ask me...only, a really weird kind of slice.

When I saw this guy, I was like zOMFG it's ZACK FAIR!The female protagonist joins the library soldiers to, once again, meet her prince who protected her when she was in High School.
Haha! First GIF in my screenshots. I'll have more of this for more fun!They had a camp in the wilds, and there's a rumour that bears roam around their campsite at night!
BUT! Our female protagonist punches the man in bear suit instead of screaming her lungs out~...and I really like animated guys whose smiles remind me so much of my Kenshin Himura.
The ones being matched in the series...OH NOES! She peed! XD Just kidding. Those are her tears, after being bad-mouthed by that stupid guy who looks like Zack!
Haha! One of the things I found amazing is the reality in the show. She hadn't enough sleep due to the 'night training' with her dorm mate, thus the pimples.Er...doesn't this look familiar? Only inverted horizontally though.
I just can't get enough of this guy! He really reminds me of hawt Zack. He asks her out here by the way....and the reaction. Haha.

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whom this losing weight is for
Monday, April 28, 2008 | 11:59 p.m.

Here I am again, absurdly crushing on someone...or at least, letting blood surge in my love life once more. Yes, love life. You can’t say crush life or fancy life – that’s just preposterous; it doesn’t even exist. WARNING: Rants ahead!

Once there was this girl who fell in love (or so she thought) with someone who seemed like he can’t help anyone, not saving himself; who appeared a lone wolf and had goggle-like shades mounted on his head with a sexy hair – yes, that -do was the thing that had done it. He reminded her of Ikari Shinji but was given the pet name Tsukasa – probably because Neon Genesis Evangelion was famous and calling him Shinji will give her in; because he looked like a she for being too darn beautiful and the admirer wanted to keep her memory of Tsukasa as a male. (ref .hack//SIGN)

It was not long till the beans have been spilled. She was betrayed and he found out through a framed letter. She heard from a trustworthy friend about the news, and was forever diffident whenever he approaches. But that changed when she befriended one of his associates. She became the baby sister of their group. She became more open about her feelings…quite – somewhat, but he stayed modest and finally grew fond of her.

Night. The group in front of our house. Him up front. He calls out my name. I went out. He gives me a shy grin. I knew what this was all about – though part of me was denying the great possibility. He courts me. Seconds ticked. No. NO. I’m sorry.

WHAT THE HECK WAS I THINKING BACK THEN!?

Darn it! Now it feels as if I'm stalking him. He smiles at me whenever we see each other but what do I give him? A blush! A stupid blush which probably appears a shunning. I still like him. I still want him. He’s still Tsukasa to me. He’s still mysterious. I want him. I want him! I WANT HIM!

Oooh, but opportunity’s flew away. I thought I wasn’t going to regret it but – that was friggin’ years ago. I was a cheeky fourteen – he was a sexy seventeen. I thought it was all a joke but when I found out after three years that he was downed by my actions – I totally regretted refusing!

I was growing up – I no longer have to be in the group. My father treats them beer for an I-DO-NOT-KNOW-REASON but it (along with their talks about music) made Tsukasa fancy my father – and I gained more attention. I wonder if they talk about me, but if they do – darn it Dad please don’t tell ‘em anything embarrassing about your daughter!

And as I promised, the pictures of the boots I was talking about in the previous entry. Haha, talk about random.

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thanks to the german trip
Friday, April 25, 2008 | 10:23 p.m.

I just came from my friend Wins's good-bye party, which didn't seem like a good-bye party at all due to how we all felt when we saw each other again. It's been a year since I last saw my third year classmates (I graduated from another school) and boi, was I surprise to see and feel the good changes in 'em. Among my acquaintances for the afternoon was my ex-blogmate Odessah, who was also their former classmate. I was really happy to see her in person. Haha, how'd you feel when we meet in person I wonder?

Before I forget, I also saw my ex-crush when we were malling. Haha! He's taller now, and still has that beautiful smile. I wonder if he's lost his bad temper though? Meh. He was surprised I was with the bunch, and I was not surprised to see him with that teacher. That instructor really reminds me of a former adviser who will remain in my heart forever.

Oh oh! And I bought a skirt plus two shirts (gray and black). As for the pictures of our get-together, my celphone unfortunately was left uncharged, so the pics are all in Odessah's digicam. Haha. But I'll post them probably at Friendster, once I get them.

As I've promised you people in the last entry, I am posting new reviews. BOOYAKA~!

Ghost Hound - ep.22

Ah.. the series that almost made me go for Psychology. I really loved the series and I recommend this to those who fancy mind-boggling anime. I warn you though, this anime is really complicated especially if you don't know a thing or two about Japanese culture.

It ended with 22 episodes and I liked how the pace was rolling. They'll give you cliff-hangers in-between episodes and keep you wanting for more (well at least, that's what they did me). Heck, you'd even want to know what happens to the protagonists after episode 22. So hnn, yeah.. the ending wasn't a cliff-hanger, but since the characterization was magnificent you'd want to have a solidcanonforsure finishing. Meh.. I guess I'll have to do with fan fictions then.

One of the things I wanted solidified was the relation between Makoto and Kei-chan. Is it just me or does he seem worried of Kei-chan having biked to Suiten under a storm?Boy, would he look hawt with a black hair! Haha. Here's where Taro concludes that his sister lives within him.
Aww! Look at Masayuki and Michio.. they're laughing at Taro's cosplaying! ROFL.The Ogami Shrine made me want to play Fatal Frame again.. haha!
'Come with me if you want to live.''Uh, you chose the wrong spot for our honeymoon, darling.'
Why does this scene look familiar? Ah! Cooking Master Boy.I want a knight in shining armor too! Mou~!
Taro really likes Miyako-chan doesn't he? Sheesh! Even shielding her from the rain.Whoa.. it seems as if Makoto's really experienced when it comes to O.B.E... er, nevermind the lovebirds behind.
Oh, and Masayuki's my favorite character by the way-- he likes older women, see.OH WTF TARO!? Why did you make her cry again!? SHEESH.

Allison to Lillia - ep.01

WHAT!? I missed Hayao Miyazaki-like animation! Mou~ the series won't let you down anyway. Allison is one lively person and she reminds me a lot of myself-- except that I am not actually brave enough to run after criminals. I haven't read the novels where the series was based on, but I'm guessing they sold a lot! The story seems pretty something~!

Meet Wil.. and let's end it there-- zOMGIWANTTOSTUDYINTHATPLACETOO!SEE! Animation's pretty solid.. nice butt Allison.
I told you she was wild.One of the parts wherein I was reflected by Allison. XD
If you've not fallen for the scenery, shame on you.Where else have you seen an anime wherein they spared seconds for a character to blow on a cup to not burn his/her lips?
Okay, Wil's pretty cool.

Wagaya no Oinari-sama - ep.01

I always had a thing for foxes and it's not because of Megumi from Rurouni Kenshin but of Tod from The Fox and the Hound. Though, whenever I watch ecchi I prefer girls tail-less and weird ears-less. Eeto, anyway.. what has drawn me to this anime are the eyes of the foxy lady. Yep, yep. Also, it's because I miss Inu Yasha a lot! So the female protagonist is actually a spirit/goddess who was summoned to protect a cute boy. Story goes on as she stays with those who summoned her-- possibly causing havoc to the normal people around her. BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE SHE'S NAUGHTY! Hnn, hnn~!

This is where she's sealed away~! Er, forgive me for sonding like a tour-guide.And after the older brother read a thingy for the opening ceremony-- open sesame!
OOOH BUSHY BUSHY! Meesa likes taily~!!!FFFTT! FFT! I hate snakes!
HAHAHA! See, only the older brother has malicious thoughts~!WINRY ROCKBELL-- IS THAT YOU!?
Oh yeah, she has to tag along. She says she has to stay inconspicuous-- thus, the position and location.

Nabari no Ou - ep.01

AND THE SERIES I'VE WAITED FOR EVER SINCE THE ANNOUNCEMENT FOR THE ANIME THIS SEASON WENT OUT! Bwahahahaha. *fake coughs* Isn't it obvious enough that I admire the anime? It's my friggin' layout for Peter's sake! So.. this would either probably piss off or interest ninja-series fans. If you ask me why, well.. ninja-fans (why does that sound like a sosy pronunciation of Japan?) probably are already addicted with oh-so-emo Naruto-- *waits to be thrown tomatoes at* --that they might go and be biased look at this as an imitation, thus piss them off whereas for open-minded ninja-fans (Fufu~!) might find it highly-entertaining. True, the first episode didn't have any notable wows at it (since all their actions are quite normal to Naruto) but it sure had a lot of lols if you ask me. Why don't you try the series?

BLACK RAIN! BLACK RAIN! Woot!'Who the fook are you again?'
He actually was falling down the stairs-- and he pulls this stunt off!OH COME ON...it's so bold Miharu doesn't want to join your club!
One of the 'lols' I was talking about: he asked the teacher to prove that he really was indeed a ninja, but the teacher felt awkward and was unable to do so-- thus, the teasing of Miharu.I think Miharu abuses the fact that the animators made him look like a girl.
zOMG! Sasuke Uchiha-- is that you!?Baka onna and I laughed for we both thought of the same thing: Matrix!
'How the fook am I going to remove this?'...and Miharu acting gay again.

Oh and yes.. my intimacy towards a series is reflected through the number of screencaps I've done. Also, is it just me.. or have I influenced others to screencap stuff?

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frigging tired of hiatus
Tuesday, April 22, 2008 | 11:59 p.m.

And I'm back with a new layout. WUZZAH! I was supposed to upload the layout I made last week but when I reformatted Data (my laptop) I forgot to include it in my back-up files. After that, I had a terrible layout block - I didn't know whom to feature because I was not inspired at the moment (and because my 'was' layout looked really kewl). That is, until yesterday when I've decided to watch Nabari no Ou with baka onna. It was the first anime available this season that I've reviewed and it instantly went to my must-watch list that I was really glad it finally was released.

If you wonder why I had to get rid of my previous layout, let me serve your curiosity now. I didn't like the slimness of Silverberry and the fact that I got too lazy to fix it so Mozilla users need not open another browser just to view Reflectia properly. Fufufu...dakara, I had to make another one so, voila~! Anyway, I'm really really sorry if I had been gone far too long. I promise to get back right at your blog entries---even those I've missed~! Eeto, but only the entries that have been posted while I was on a short hiatus. Fufu...

LONG UPDATES - ONWAAAARD!!!

Okay, so last Monday (04/14) we ate lunch with my parents' close friend. I was already stuffed even before my brother gave me his dessert but thank God I was able to finish both his and mine. (Watcha lookin' at!?) The highlight of that day would be my canvas boots which the close friend bought me for a graduation gift. It was pretty expensive but considering how rich our parents' friend is, it probably just cost him a penny. I promise to post a pic of it when I have the time.

Next is Tuesday (04/15) wherein we celebrated my younger cousin's birthday in KFC. I was in the dress I wore for graduation - including the heels so er, I wasn't really surprised I tripped and fell. No one saw me when I fell on the second floor but when I tripped because of the stupid wet floor I swear there were eyes piercing behind me. GAH. Talk about embarrassing moments. Bummer. Highlight would be...eeto, how we bitched back at the bitches behind us...or at least how my elder cousin handled the bitchin'. See, we were picture taking and we heard this group mumble something disrespectful. We waited 'till we got in the SUV and my cousin opened the window and yelled on top of his lungs "BITCH!". Even my mum was trippin', for she screamed "PIGS!" alongside him.

And then came Wednesday (04/16), which is my father's arrival...and the arrival of my Nokia 3510 XPress Music too I guess. I named it Tink despite how loud it is when you max the volume. Now all I'm waiting for is my new laptop. B>BWAHAHAHA! I wonder what we'd buy on May?

Recently, I've been noticing the attention I keep on getting from guys I come across with on the streets. Come on, am I that ugly!? But then, maybe it's the opposite. Last Thursday (04/17), a friend of mine told me someone was crushing on me. She gave me clues when I asked who it was and I was surprised that my hunch about a certain person was right. See, this admirer kept looking at me but I didn't really mind because I don't want to fatten my head. He's not my type though...that is, do I even have one? Another guy by the way, kept on greeting me with petty hello's and hi's but he never got to say those words with my name...until Thursday night that is. It made me happy somehow...er, that's because I'm starting to get a bit famous in the opposite gender. Ahahahaha...

So, fast-forward to Sunday (04/20). We had dinner in Shakeys and here's the funny conversation our family had, concerning a certain dessert:

Youngest Bro: "Give me the mango ice cream."
Moi: "Mine's strawberry."
Mum: "Save me the bread under the ice creams."
Younger Bro: "...and I will have the plate, thanks."

By the way, today we celebrated my father's birthday. We gave him a card with an interesting cover (it says 'Happy Birthday to a real KING' and once you open the card you'll find 'KONG' inside) but I never knew how he reacted to it. I woke up early and bought a choco-caramel cake for him. My mum, baka onna, our maid's son and moi of course, lit the three candles on top of the 8x12 cake and knocked on his door and sang him a happy birthday. I took pictures, but like what I said earlier (boots issue) I'll be posting when I have the time.

So that concludes the long update. I'll be posting nothing but anime reviews next time, so don't worry - you wouldn't be reading anything this long from me again.

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