conventGirl IV #: these wild eyes (in bloody dance of sakura)

Convent Girl is Shi Lin's (aka Shi-chan
or the Syaoran no Miko) pita. New
layouts almost always give her a
p.i.t.a, yes, but she manages somehow. XP

Shi Lin:
a) lives in Singapore
b) really IS a convent girl, go figure. :p
c) was born on 22/07 (prezzie? <3)
d) likes 70s-80s, new age, metal, alternative and J-rock
e) thinks Britney Spears and her fellow poppers should be hurled off a cliff
f) hearts bishies, be they shonen
or seinen, m/m, writing, NP, canoes,
guns and cool tints
g) turns white whenever she sees
flying bugs bigger than her thumb -_-v
e) gives thanks for a whole day if she passes Physics or Maths
h) is older than SOME people think
she is. XD

Talk to her:
inbox - silver_phoenix@usa.net
IM: Meep2Mop

Pages:
cerulean # evergreen # ynoh

Archives

Kyoudai-tachi:
Oneesama I -- Pensieve
Oneesama II -- Tegretol Dreams
Neesama -- Kelemenopy
Niichan -- Ecchi Pitas
Tin-onee -- The Pillow Book
Sakki-neechan -- Disintegration
Erin-neechama -- Kyoko
Mei-chan -- Sasayaku
Jin -- Doushitano?!
Kix -- kaijuu ga iru
that damn duck

The Funkay Ones:
cappers '00 -- speak to yourself
Mika-chan -- Girls and Boys
Charlene-chama -- Spinel
Pei Yi -- On The Edge
Selene-chan -- Standard Deviation
Yin -- Frazzled
Nat-chan -- Kagami
Meia-san -- onedimensional
Jae-san -- a land of water sugar
WhiteCat -- which way is up?
Talya-san -- Firedancer's Handbasket
N-san -- Velvetpaws
Sabina-sama -- Nikutai no Yume Blog
Val-san -- An Assassin's Life
Frank-san -- Spent Casings
Gwynne -- Randomosities

Good Stuff:
The Bish Diaries: guys * gals
sissify.org
Yami no Matsuei log
theonion.com
sekai seifuku
HTML Goodies Colour Codes

pitas.com -- hold those ofuda! ^_^

ore no soba ni mau yo...

# june 17, 2001 #
AKA The Rant I Really Should Not Be Writing Cos I'm Gonna Fall Flat From Exhaustion. But what da hell. XP

Niichan, I salute thee. XD And Oneesama too, obivously. Oh, the AGONY readers who possess a decent command of the English language have suffered reading fics by people who make not one fart of effort in trying to use a focking spell or grammar check, and who screw up characters worse than clothes going through the laundromat. You rock, man. As for *that* girl, wiggle my ass and hear me snert, baby. *snort*

I don't suppose I should be asking this cos I can't think straight now, but WHY, why, *why* do the fics that suck get C&Ced so often and so positively? >< Case in point - my own first CCS fic. It sucked, because I was still very new to ficcing and CCS at the time, and yet I can say with perfect honesty that I receive on average 3 bloody mails every fortnight asking, nay, begging, nay, outright threatening me to continue it. Even when I discontinued it like, last year and when it's a lump of garbage. >___<;;;; Of course I'm happy people liked it enough to want to see more, I'm not *angry*, I'm just disappointed.

And why not, when I can see for myself that I've made SOME headway into ficcing ever since The Finding. I've still got a long way to go before I can hope to write like my Oneesama and Tin-onee, et al., but I *do* know I've become a little better, and why, then, are my better fics ignored for the most part by the same people who clamour for more TF? >_<;;; Hen ja nai? IMO, anyway. Oh, popularity isn't necessarily a good thing, I know, but I wasn't looking for that. I was only looking for a sign to encourage me to continue writing the way I do and gradually improving instead of going on with the heap of trash I've lost all inspiration for. *shrugs* Not like I wither and crumble if I don't get a pile of mail after I post a fic, but it's depressing sometimes, you know? Why are fics like the one linked in Niichan's blog fawned with reviews while other, BETTER fics (and believe what you want, I'm NOT hinting anything here ><) oftentimes sporadically C&Ced and even ignored?

All right, I'm very sure I just sounded like a majorly egotistical whiny brat. >_> That wasn't intended. I'm sure Oneesama-tachi and all the good writers out there put up with a lot of their own flak, so I *know* I don't have any right to complain. It's a case of just scream this once and shutting up. I have a feeling I'm going to seriously regret typing this out. ^^; Bite me, yes. I guess I'm just going through one of my lows again. That Gravi bunny should prolly be enough to jumpstart me again, tho. <3

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 11:54 p.m.

$o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o$

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$o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o$

# june 17, 2001 #
So I'm a flake, but Mika-chan, I sent a wishlist to your hydrid.com e-add. >__>;;;;; I suppose I could blame my upcoming tanjoubi....? *glomp* ^^;;

Gokuu: Did you ask her to buy food? *perk*
Shi-chan: '___' I COULD always look for a Sanzou doll for you when *I* go to Hokkaido.
Sanzou: ....

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 11:26 p.m.

$o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o$

# june 17, 2001 #
np: REM -- Finest Worksong
;_; : Baibai.

Leaving for CAP '01 tomorrow. Won't be back till the 23rd, and school starts on the 25th. *sigh* On a wildly happy note, we came in third in the dragon boat race. Pretty pretty bronze medals. XD Well, *considering* it was our first time and we went against three of the strongest teams in the whole competition.

I love packing for free and easy camps. Junk piles, oh yes. '_'v And I found the second October Project CD at Borders too - ureshii yo. ^_^ Tsukarete. Must off to seek my pillow now. Minna kiotsukete ne?

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 11:06 p.m.

$o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o$

# june 16, 2001 #
np: Sneaker Pimps - 6 Underground
@_@ : I feel the earth! MOVE! Under mah butt!

I can't believe I'm *still* rocking like an off-balance top after a night's rest. What choppy waves and a prancing cox on a dragon boat can do to one, yes. >o< Maa, at least the exercise blew off all the clouds. I have to research some project stuff, start packing and finish those Chem sheets, then I can relax a little and maybe go for a cycle before tomorrow's competition. *shivers* Kowaaaa. Regardless of what Wonder Woman told us about the merits of our technique, I'm so not looking forward to it. ;_; I don't wanna come in laaaaast! Squadmates, say ye're with me and PUSH, darnit! XO

Talya-san, my heartfelt sympathies. >_< Angelcities chomped up my files too. Luckily they were all backed on my hard drive. Ganbatte yo, and I am still tearing my hair out because the Saiyuuki ficsnips were so short. Sore ni, Morgan Vale wa doko ka? *pleading stare*
Gwynne, if you say you must. ;_; Taking a break will do you good, though, and maybe after that inspiration will come again? *cat-ears*

Kirei na layout, atashi no neechama. *_* I miss you. Same goes to Nat-chan. (I got the script. Haven't opened it yet.)

ALEX, you fungushead moron, what the *£@! did you tell Sel?! >_< You are going to die, my boy. Oh yes.

Courtesy of Jing - Kayaking = Kaya King. To folks in this region 'kaya' is a gooey fragrant greenish paste made out of pandan leaves that goes wonderful with bread and butter. <3 I thought it was funny, anyhow. I'll MISS dragon boating. Hontou ni kayaking e ikitai naa. And one last thing - JIN'S BACK! *shriek* XD XD

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 05:06 p.m.

$o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o$

# june 13, 2001 #
>_____< : To bleeding hell with hell.

*bitterly* Fuck you, AngelShitties. Fuck to the majority of all freespace providers in general.

That was a nice welcome back, wasn't it? >< Tin-onee, I took the liberty of dumping my junk into your account. Forgive? I am SO not in a good mood now. >< Spatch spitch sputch. YARGH.

My last week of holidays. *looks around sadly* That's it, I'm off to read smutfics. Mata.

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 11:41 p.m.

$o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o$

# june 6, 2001 #
np: Shela -- sepia
'_' : And when you go~ (go, go, go) I know? it never ends.

*thoughtfully latches onto Tin-onee* I need to find EsperS. A Kamui with backbone. THAT, I need. Pwitty new layout, neechan. XD

Hereby let it be told to anyone who cares: I'm going to disappear online until next week. This is it. I seriously, seriously need to start my shukudai and finish as much as I can before I leave for CAP '01. I'm locking up the PC and giving the keys to Aniki until I complete at least half of what I'm supposed to finish, to prove my determination. If I appear and disappear on AIM, either one of my ani-tachi is using the comp, not me. Feh. Brother most cherished, you WILL stop snarfing unless you want kanojyo to know about that gay mag you've been poring over lately, oh yes. >_>

*wordless hug* Hey. I care. Anytime you need an ear, drop me a line.

Oneesama's typing out a Fuuma x Kamui leeeemooon! *cackles* XD XD XD SUGOKU URESHII YO.

And after I get my holiday homework more or less into shape, it'll be time to hit the pages. *cracks knuckles* Sometimes I *like* being busy. Ho-hum. Least I *do* try to dig myself out of the pit of existential angst, which is a lot more than I could say for some people. Later, then.

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 09:52 p.m.

$o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o$

# june 3, 2001 #
np: U2 -- One
._. : Ashita wa ii hi darou?

I keep forgetting whether it should be 'hi' or 'nichi'. Bah. For those who didn't get that blabber, it roughly means "Tomorrow will be a good day, won't it?" >.>

Sam-meimei, I devoutly hope you're reading this, because I had the sudden urge to glomp you mad and weep apologies for the awful jiejie I've been this year. ;_; Me misses free time, and I hardly TALK to you nowadays, but you know how much I love you, sweetie. *squeeeeeze* I like the site's new look, too. ^_- Please take care mentally and physically, and I'm always here. You're the dearest.

Had coffee @ Starbucks with my lovely Gwynne-sempai today. XD Much funness. Much blowing of cash. Ah well. And we both wore orange tops and grey bottoms - how freaky d'you get?

And before I drop, I posted the Muraki-Oriya thing to ff.net. Eh.

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 10:06 p.m.

$o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o$

# june 2, 2001 #
np: Memory -- Cats
*o* : I can't reach the hiiiiigh nooootes~~~

Daylight
See the dew on a sunflower
And a rose that is fading
Roses wither away
Like the sunflower, I yearn to turn my face to the dawn
I am waiting...for the day.
Daylight! I must wait for the sunrise
I must think of a new life
And I musn't give in
When the dawn comes, tonight will be a memory too.
And a new day will begin.
Sunlight through the trees in summer
Endless masquerading
Like a flower as the dawn is breaking
The memory is fading
Touch me! It's so easy to leave me
All alone with the memory
Of my days in the sun
If you touch me, you'll understand what happiness is
Look! A new day has begun.

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 08:33 p.m.

$o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o$