april 22 2001
np: October Project -- Endless Circle
Where has the month gone to? >< Never mind,
don't answer that. Squik, I'm SORE. 4 hours of foot drills yesterday don't make for the
best of physical conditions today, or maybe it's because I haven't been training. *makes
face* Our Second Class test is NEXT SATURDAY. I'm praying, I really am. At least it's a
comfort that I'm not mixing up 'jadikan sekuad' with 'ke kiri tukar' anymore. o_< On
the random topic of drills (and Jac, do you not DARE to make that horrible joke about
drilling anymore or I will shoot you), I really think Malay commands sound the best. I
mean, *I'd* rather have "Sekuad, sediA!" than "AttenSHUN!" or whatever
it is they use in other places - it sounds so much more 'sart'. *g* PT wore me out so much
yesterday than when one of my juniors needed first-aid I couldn't feel my legs running
over to where she was sitting. -.- Not a very nice experience. Boots, boots, must hit the
boots again. Geh. My whole uniform needs a re-ironing. XO
Saiyuki. Ah, Saiyuki. I'm in love with all of them,
though Sanzo might have the biggest claim on me yet. XD I haven't decided which I like
best: Sanzo x Goku or Gojyo x Sanzo? I quite like the idea of Gojyo x Hakkai, since it's
probably the most likely thing in the series so far XD. Although the gaiden has been
slightly more obvious in showing hints of Gojyo x Hakkai or vice versa ("I didn't
know we had this kind of husband-wife relationship! *niko*") and Sanzo x Goku, yes.
(haven't gotten the romanji for their names in the gaiden...) Someone said something to
the effect of Goku "not knowing what a sexual relationship was if it bit him on the
ass", but, huh. I say that Goku's still very much a kid in character, and you need to
give him *time*. XD And I digress. I'll wait for my DVDs and tanks 8 and onwards to come
out first.
Mei-chan, I
really like the Sora POV! I think your writer's block is finally cured. ^_^ Ganbatte--!
Kae-chan played with birdies at.
april 15 2001
np: Kotani Kinya -- Blind Game Again (from
Bad Luck - Gravitation OVA)
(Typing this at Ying's house) I'm disappointed with
the Gravi DVD. XO I waited 3 months for it, since the first time I got it the whole batch
the manufacturers shipped to my local store was spoilt and I had to return it back in
January, and the new version only came this week. The songs are great, which was rather
expected XD but I don't *really* like this version of Shuuichi. (overfluffy hair, and
whoEVER would have thought Tomokazu Seki could sound so...*squeaky*? ><) I love how
Murakami-sensei drew him on the covers of tanks 5 and 6, but she started...experimenting
with him in 7 and 8 and I don't like the overall effect. He's so _childish_. >< I'm
unhappy, because it makes him something like Miaka. I hate Miaka. Ryuichi was muy kawaii
as always, and Touma had me screaming "QUATRE--!" throughout the whole thing.
XD; He could have been Quat's TWIN. >.> AND his seiyuu is Orikasa Ai too. "No.
This is called 'Gravitation'." *shrieks again* Yuki was...Yuki. XD Nice job there.
AND! XD Koyasu Takehito was SAKAMOTO! XD XD XD Oh *maaaan*.
The story in itself was actually all right - sweet,
to the point and funny, although Shuuichi really grated on me during the senes where he
was supposed to be angsty. He was so *whiny*. >_< I *really* hated that - it almost
seems as if Murakami did that to him just so he wouldn't end up being an out-and-out clone
of Ryuichi. XO Not even the awfully sweet scene he had with Yuki after the credits of the
second part made up for that. Shuuichi has such potential as a character, and it always
but always frustrates me no end when Murakami buries that potential in ditziness. ><
Yada. I do hope tanks 9 onwards will show improvement, but I'm not holding my breath.
*makes face*
Am considering hitting the ficscene now. *leer*
Muraki and Oriya might have to wait, since Yuki-sama seems to be telling me he needs to
define HOW he feels for Shuuichi once and for all. XD XD I can't wait to get the TV
series. Murakami has a terrible sense of humour, in case you haven't noticed how well Bad
Luck are doing now. =_¬
A whole *nest* of ants and...fleas? >.>
invaded my Discman today. Chotto kowai yo. I'm still befuddled as to why ants would nest
in the _battery compartment_. >_> Maa. Will go study History now - yay Stalin.
Kae-chan played with birdies at.
april 14 2001
np: Gackt: U+K (I'm genki. I NEED
genki music. And with Gakuto, this is probably about as genki as he's ever going to get.
Which is good because this song scares me when I'm in a serious mood. XD XD XD)
I! XD Got! XD Over 80! XD For my Marksmanship test
todaay! XD XD XD
I LOVE my revolver. ^________^
Neechan, Mika-chan, thanks. *huggles* I really appreciate the
concern. And I'm getting Saiyuki 2 tomorrow. XD XD Oh MAN, anyone who's read the original
Journey To The West MUST get it, if only to fall over how Minekura drew the Bodhisavatta
Guanyin. ¬_¬ I'm refusing to comment on cultural and religious niceties and how my C Lit
sensei would *so* freak. And how Sanzou was actually the *master* of the other three, and
if you put THAT to use in Minekura's version.....
*grabs Kleenex* Will go and be happily H with mah
bunnies now. n_____n
"Tsuki no maHOUU WA-- shalle a le
riLLA~~~" XD XD XD
Kae-chan played with birdies at.
april 13 2001
np: Gackt -- Asrun Dream
I hate myself sometimes - don't we all?
I'm *so* messed up in some ways. I can almost always
talk to *strangers* - I do great at throwing off random humourous babble which clears
tension. Unless, of course, said strangers look terribly averse to humour, in which case I
shut up beyond the occasional grunt or innocuous question. Close friends say I appear so
much more at ease with people I *don't know*. >_> Ah...
Why do I *always* start pushing people away when we
start getting close? *rubs eyes tiredly* It's not that I *don't* like them, I DO. But they
always start to...grate...when they start making more demands on our friendship that are
perfectly normal and expected, such as spending a bit more time together or calling me
more often. I get irritated. I get apathetic and it shows and I KNOW they're hurt and
puzzled. And I can't help it. I always apologise; I always tell them the problem's with
myself and not them. But 9 cases out of 10 find that impossible to understand, for which I
do not blame them one bit, and I always regret it so bitterly at the end for having ruined
something that could have been so much more. >__<; I have no idea why I'm like this.
This nerviness, if you will, *does* wear off with time, but the duration differs for
different people. >.>; I've been fighting it since P6 without much success. The ones
at school call me weird. I won't argue with that. =_= The good thing is that once I *do*
get rid of this malady (><), the person in question almost always becomes a very
close friend, and so far I've been lucky enough to find people that last. Does anyone
wonder why I love the WWW and online pals? Geh, enough of this.
I miss being a kid. (not that I'm not still one now,
but...) I close my eyes and I can still remember the days in RSS not-so-long and yet so
far behind. The wanton mee soup that was Aunty Chee's specialty at stall 5, always my
favourite meal every week of 6 years, with pepper clouds stinging my nose and lots of
crispy shallots and fishballs. I miss long recesses in the field kicking a ball with the
guys and getting mud all over my blouse or doing zero point with the girls. I miss small
brown-black spiders in plastic orange peel containers being let out to fight, I miss
fistfights and thrashing bullies. Even if I can't say I enjoyed my life in P5 and 6
because of the whole suspension fiasco, I miss all the parts that never changed, like
rainy days alone on the rooftop and Mdm Liu's English enrichment. ('don't say shit,
say faeces--!') Lately I've been dreaming about going back to that period in my
life, the earlier part of it at least, when I was such an innocent and the world was full
of rainbows every day. I don't know. And people still call me 'mature'? I'm such a soft
brat. But ever since I got J's letter -- and I'm just stressed, I guess. =_¬ I *do* miss
mixed-sex education though. I'm definitely looking forward to JC.
Someone asked me why I don't have a tracker on this
pita. I'm lazy, I guess. And I don't really see the need to - this pita is for myself, and
I am not much more than mildly curious about who links me and who doesn't. ^_^; It really
isn't important. I'm grateful to the few who *do* read this piece of crap *huggles
kyoudai-tachi*, and as long as it keeps me happy and hopefully gives others who happen to
care little insights into my life now and then, well, that's all that matters. Oh, I'm
getting promoted tomorrow. Weee. ^_^;v Time to hit the boots and badges.
(I'm awfully verbose today....)
Kae-chan played with birdies at.
april 08 2001
np: Gackt -- Oasis
Came down with fever and nausea yesterday; missed
NP. >< Shukudai ga takusan aru. Finished a new Yami Tatsumi/Hisoka fic yesterday and
posted it to the MLs. *falls over* It took me SIX HOURS. XOO Tin-onee, I hope your friends like it (and you have
full permission to show them the one I sent you last time as well ^_^) Thea-neesama, hurry and get your darkfic done. I
need inspiration for my own one. *_* Am suffering mild bouts of depression every now and
then, but the Gackt songs I'm d/ling like crazy seem to be helping. I can't believe he has
a girlfriend now. O_< That bishy horndog. Talked to mah Surf, had muy fun with her via
phone yesternight. This is a destined friendship. *niko*
To all who mailed, I realise that I am a lazy bitch
for leaving my pages to mold away for so long. ><;;;; I AM sorry. I WILL update,
just - not now. I'm stressed as hell and I don't have any heart to do a good job. I'm sure
you'd rather have fresh look and content than a half-baked new layout, ne? Ne? No matter
what, all this is just a hobby. I still have a semblance of life to put in order before I
can focus on it. >_> I like my pages to be reasonably pretty even though they look
like shit most times, but I'm not big into web design. I got into it for fics and
fic-reading, and it's likely going to stay that way.
Oh well. Me shall meander around a while more and
then hit the books like the dilligent student I am. *hacks* Rah. I'm still sniffling.
Kae-chan played with birdies at.
