nanka mienai darou?

Convent Girl is Shi Lin's (aka Shi-chan
or the Syaoran no Miko) pita. New
layouts almost always give her a
p.i.t.a, yes, but she manages somehow. XP

Shi Lin:
a) lives in Singapore
b) really IS a convent girl, go figure. :p
c) was born on 22/07 (prezzie? <3)
d) likes 70s-80s, new age, metal, alternative and J-rock
e) thinks Britney Spears and her fellow poppers should be hurled off a cliff
f) hearts bishies, be they shonen
or seinen, m/m, writing, NP, canoes,
guns and cool tints
g) turns white whenever she sees
flying bugs bigger than her thumb -_-v
e) gives thanks for a whole day if she passes Physics or Maths
h) is older than SOME people think
she is. XD

Talk to her:
inbox - featherfur@hotmail.com
IM: Meep2Mop

Pages:
cerulean # evergreen # ynoh

Archives

Kyoudai-tachi:
Oneesama I -- Pensieve
Oneesama II -- Tegretol Dreams
Neesama -- Kelemenopy
Niichan -- Ecchi Pitas
Tin-onee -- The Pillow Book
Sakki-neechan -- Disintegration
Erin-neechama -- Kyoko
Mei-chan -- Sasayaku

Jin -- Doushitano?!
Kix -- kaijuu ga iru
that damn duck
Samantha -- Kaoru Camui

The Funkay Ones:
Mika-chan -- Aqua Stranger
Charlene-chama -- Spinel
Pei Yi -- On The Edge
Selene-chan -- Standard Deviation
Yin -- Frazzled
Nat-chan -- Kagami
Meia-san -- onedimensional
Jae-san -- a land of water sugar
WhiteCat -- which way is up?
Talya-san -- Firedancer's Handbasket
N-san -- Velvetpaws
Sabina-sama -- Nikutai no Yume Blog
Val-san -- 12 o' clock in Chinatown
Frank-san -- Spent Casings
Gwynne -- Randomosities

Adeline-san -- Applesauce
Jen-san -- Twisted
Aithine-san -- Aithine's Digressions
Alexandra -- Starlighter
Aine-san -- Green Tea Ice Cream
Nin-chan -- Betsuni
Yun-tachi -- Hoshi Akari
Aki -- Flower Candy
Suika -- case of missing teeth&toothbrush
Jo-san -- Smoke in Mirrors

Good Stuff:
The Bish Diaries: guys * gals

sissify.org
Yami no Matsuei log
theonion.com
sekai seifuku
HTML Goodies Colour Codes

pitas.com -- hold those ofuda! ^_^

// yasei no kaze ga -

ore no soba ni mau yo...

# october 8, 2001 #
np: Animal Instinct -- The Cranberries

._. : =_=

*rubs eyes* Just got up from nap. Am Not Happy. A Maths tomorrow, Phys on Wed, Chem on Fri. I should be running screaming off a cliff, but I'm not, 'ray.

Damien: ni ye zhi dao xi huan bu yi ding shi ai. jia ru zhen de xi huan ling-jie, jiu hui deng. ta suo jing li guo de tong ku, xian zai de ni na ke neng liao jie? jia ru yi zhi ying bi zhe, cui ruo de dong xi bi ding fen sui. ta ceng jing zai wo de jian shang hao shang xin de ku guo, shuo bu zhi dao zi ji dao di wei le shen me er fen dou xia qu. jia ru ni yi peng you de sheng fen bang zhu ta, wo dang ran bu fan dui. bu guo yao shi xi huan ta, *ni jue dui bu neng bi ta.*

And that is *all* I will say on that matter, amigo. Get a grip.

=____=;;; Feel slightly sick. I've spent so much time on A Maths, but I seriously don't know if I'll even PASS. Let's not talk about how my Physics is shakier than a cow with three broken legs and how my Lit and Chem aren't anywhere halfway to completion. How much of all the jitterness is personal expectations and how much Oyaji? *shrug* I dunno, but since the only way Oyaji sees me as a success is through results, it's no surprise I appear useless if I score below Bs for anything. Am very aware I don't merit much of a daughter, perhaps, but I wish, I *wish* he'd let off threatening to make me quit NP and Jap if I don't get a single-digit L1R5 next year. Look, I work for *myself*, okay? And I'm NOT going to be a doctor next time, I'm NOT going to be an accountant or a professor or a lawyer and confine myself to only what YOU hold to be a 'profession', if you have to disown me to see that. If I've worked hard this year and always tried my best, it wasn't only because I didn't want you to march to the principal and demand I get a class transfer. I seriously think that as a human being you had a hand in producing, I have *some* other talents even if I seem hopelessly inept at maths and physics. Point is, I THINK FOR MYSELF, PA. I HAVE ALWAYS TRIED TO ACT MY AGE AND STUDY FOR MY *OWN* FUTURE. I just. Wish. You could see that.

Why do people always end up hurting the ones they care for most? Why is it so hard to apologise to people you'd give your life for? Why am I sounding like I'm ten? *tiredly* Going to bathe and do some more work. I feel absurdly in need of a hug, all of a sudden.

Kaori-chan, mou daijoubu ka? o.o

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 05:09 p.m.

o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o

# october 6, 2001 #
np: Train in Vain -- Annie Lennox

>.> : I'd be witty but my brain is numb.

3 papers down, about 10 more to go?

Sempai, we are SO going out after this. =_= (and good luck for the Econs)

Because I'm feeling blardy wu liao or bored, a list of Things I'm Saving Up For After Finals:

-- Star Ocean 1- as many as they've got translated. (damn you, Meia-tachi.)
-- all 13+ tanks of Morimoto Shuw's G-Defend
-- Saiyuuki 8 and/or Gaiden 2, if it's out then
-- PSoH and Ayatsuri Sakon VCD/DVDs
-- assorted CDs including that Best of 80s thing I keep seeing floating round the TV.
-- any new manga that come out in the span of my exams. XP

WhiteCat rocks, rocks, ROCKS. I demand you all go here and read her Good Omens slashfic, her H/T Yamific and hell, if you haven't read everything she's written, what the hell are you doing staring at THIS?

In other random news, seems the ladies of T3 've accepted me as an honorary member. XD Go hear your brain break. And I really am going to camp in the library now, so chau~

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 08:40 a.m.

o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o

# september 30, 2001 #
np: Superman -- Five For Fighting

^__X : I'M STRESSED, lalalalaLAH!

Right. Aine-chan, Merry Christmas in advance. *flees*

Just watched eps 48 and 49 of You're Under Arrest (Taiho Shichau Zo) on AXN. HANYAAN. ^__^ I HEART Toukairin (and he's voiced by Seki Tomokazu! XD) I so so so heart Natsumi and him as a couple - sugokku amakute kakkoii yo~ and eps 46 - 49 are a TxN fangirl's dream, 's all I'll say, no matter if AXN's been showing this series since I was, what, P5? They kiss. And I digress. XD XD Such LOVELY footage of my Shouji-kun in today's eps, including his six-pack (*cackle*), yes indeedy. AND I have the special where he comes back tooo. *happyhappy* Now if I could _only_ find some decently written fic about them. >_>

Actually dedicated song to T3, Gwynne and Alex this morning -- too bad Terence of P98 FM couldn't get the song I wanted. :p My first time calling in, mweep.

And Sakki-neechama, in case you didn't get my message, I hereby dub him The Trojan Stud of Nred.net. May he ride his debauchary with mucho skill and stamina.

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 06:53 p.m.

o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o

# september 28, 2001 #
np: Lithium -- Nirvana

XOX : 'M GONNA DIE.

I have like, slightly less than a week left to my finals and I haven't bloody started revision for maths and all the sciences. *freaks* I am going to lie in a pool of blood on E Lit day cos my Mockingbird is an absolute MESS. *wails* It doesn't MATTER that my AM CA average is what, a C5, I just can't make myself studyyyyy! I shouldn't even BE online now!

Jo-chan, thanks muchly for the Fic Tokens, I'll get back to you on them at a more convenient date. T_T
Aine's omnisexual? >_> Warii~ does that mean even MICROCOSMS aren't safe from her? XD
Alexandra - who knows, I just might actually have to consider RJ cos I'm hearing things about how I can only continue Jap in RJ or HC. But even if you'll be gone by then I might have Meia and/or Aine to glomp? ^^;

Adeline: H__H. And welcome back.

I don't want to comment about yesterday's SD ep on AXN where Rukawa. Actually. TOLD Hanamichi to his face that it was 'hard luck' being benched after the dunk. Or when. He rode his bike straight *into* Hana-kun's ass today. No. NO, no. NO. And I refuse to look at Star Ocean until at least a third of October is over. NOT EVEN IF IT'S OUT IN CHINESE. *tries glaring at Meia-tachi*

*pulls hair distractedly* This is NOT going to do. Right, I'm going to post, then turn off the PC and go finish homework, then I am SO going to read through at least 4 chapters of Bio before I sleep. Jac, and you were asking me why I won't get a schorlarship next time? =____= 

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 08:11 p.m.

o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o

# september 23, 2001 #
np: Love Revolution -- Two-Mix

XD : Eeeeeeecccchh.

Decided to oblige Jo-chan and give her Comments on her pikshurs. XD XD (btw, thanks for linking me~ I only have AIM, but I won't be on much till mid-october ^^ and I'm in IJ SN now.)

What Subaru would look like if Sei-chan turned him female. XD
O___O;; MEIA x AINE??? (very quietly:
but I thought it should have been vice versa. *FLEES*)
Count D's nephew thrice removed! H_H
*squints* Wai, he looks a bit like Toukairin from YUA. (do you know him?) H___H
Like the dress. ^_^ A bit RG veda-ish, IMO?

*huffily* It is NOT my fault I have a konnyaku zerii fetish. Do YOU blame Wufei for liking kiwifruit lube? Oh, love the snip. XD
Yes, BUBBLE TEA. Do *you* know what 'shrimping' is, Aleeeex? XD XD XD *reads LJ and howls* I think I like the RuHana scenario best.

Watari: Mochironya, Satoshi-kuuuun! XD XD How many boxes will that beee?
Daisuke: ..O_____O;;;;;;;; *soundless wail for help*

*scratches head* I don't think I get the != sign. *leer* Does that mean 'not'? XD

Alex, and as for curry...I was thinking of *mild* curries with lots of coconut milk, but then again I never touch the stuff so I wouldn't likely know. XD And yellow capsicum would be more pleasantly tingly than anything else, I suspect. And in any case I was only indulging Dark's sudden obsession with Indian food. (Krad: *glint*)

Tangent: On Lit, I seriously think Shakespeare intended almost everyone in Julius Caesar to be bi. Have a sampling:

Antony: ...For Brutus, as you know, was Caesar's angel.
              Judge, O you gods, how dearly Caesar lov'd him. *snicker*
              (III.ii. l.179-180)

and my personal fave:
Cassius: ...I cannot drink too much of Brutus's love. *HOOOOWLsnickersnickersnicker*
                (IV.iii. l.161)

Never to speak of how Titinius was speaking to Cassius about '*your* Brutus'. (no wait, damm, Brutus calls _himself_ 'your Brutus' to Cassius. >.>)

I'm having so much fun. ^_^ I REALLY want all of us to meet up and cackle together sometime in the near future. And now I mun go practice Maths and then seek mine virginal pillows, for I will noteth be ableth to logonth mucheth until nexteth weekendeth, eth. Yah, I be nerd.

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 08:23 p.m.

o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o

# september 23, 2001 #
np: Sun in the Night -- Lighthouse Family

'o' : braaaaaain muuuush.

Too few people I know appreciate this group. I HEART their music. Never fails to soothe with both lyrics and melody.

Jo-san, hello~ (I assume you read this ^^;) Thanks so much for the shared experience. *hug* Wish it could have gone better for you both. The only problem I have now is that other friends are telling me she's 'depressed'. Dear God, *please* don't let that have the remotest connections with things like 'suicide' *again*, or I'll kick her into the fishpond. Hard.

Finished studying *all* the History syllabus for year-end. *niko* Brainache and wristache are worth it. Now for Lit and AM and everything else. n_n

*injured* They sure as hell didn't make konnyaku jelly so...elastic for the sole purpose of EATING.

Watari: XD XD XD
Hisoka/Tsuzuki: ..............
Watari: Oya, don't *you* think konnyaku jelly condoms would be fuuun? XD XD Twice the elasticity! Eat it after you're done! Comes in any flavour and colour of your choice with fruit inserted if desired! XD
Hisoka: *turns colour of his eyes*
Watari: XO I'll have YOU know they were freaking hard to make. YOU try hollowing those things out by hand. XO
Tsuzuki: ......o___O;
Watari: XD Naa, I could give YOU two a free sample - *is ki-blasted by Hisoka to left side of the building*
Tsuzuki: *haa* ...I mean, really. *significant glance at Hisoka* I don't recall *you* wanting me to use a condom.
Hisoka: .....*kaaaa*jiii*ki-blasts him to right side of building*
Muraki: H_H They DO sound fun.
Oriya: =____<;;; Don't even THINK about it.

Aine, curry lube sounds Wondrous Fun. Just think - "Will that be capsicum, pepper or good ol'fashioned chilli padi?" XD I'll have to discuss it with any interested parties later. XD XD *pokes Alexandra* ROTFL. Poor Dai-chan

Krad: *opens mouth*
Dark: *shriek* SHADDUP, YOU.

Note to self: Look for Slam Dunk slash after exams. ^__^v

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 04:01 p.m.

o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o

# september 23, 2001 #
np: One Headlight -- The Wallflowers

-o- : Lalah.

It's 7:30 a.m. by the clock now. I shall list some happy things to make myself feel better before I go bury myself in words again.

1) Sakki-neechan is back.
2) I finished a once-through entire revision of Social Studies and half of History yesterday
3) Aniki and Niichan bought me TSK 2 and Koori 15 as peace offerings (too bad I won't read them til after exams)
4) After the exams, I have the entire Coldfire Trilogy and A Clockwork Orange waiting for my leisurely perusal
5) E-kun got me a whole box of konnyaku jelly. *hugs*
6) It is all Nat-chan and Alexandra's fault I currently watch AXN every weeknight and am in love with Rukawa Kaede.

Right.

And now some BBS (*blinks at Tin-onee* xp):
-- Erin-neechan, ;_; that isn't true for me at least. While I confess TSK is not my all-time fave series, I *do* enjoy reading your fics and I honestly think Arcadia is one of your best pieces so far, and not jujst because I think you're a dear. *glomp* And I now remember I never thanked you for my birthday Daine/Numair snip...it was *spiffy*. XO REALLY.
-- Aine, read this. XD And I was wondering if you and Meia know that I'm actually a year younger than you both...dakara...any suffix behind my name would best be with a -chan, onegaishimasu? ^^;v
-- Ken, kareshi called me just now cos your mobile was off and he won't be able to use a phone til he sees you. He says you two are meeting at 4 in the same place and to bring the tubes. (O_o do I really want to know?)

Off to eat KFC breakfast and then to study with my Nelly CD at blast mode. *smiles ferociously*

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 07:48 a.m.

o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o

# Friday, September 21, 2001 #
np: Androgyny -- Garbage

n_n : ...and you told everyone that I was gay (okay?)

Tired. Somewhat pensive. Went for a bubble tea with Cel cos kareshi dumped her or she dumped him, I don't particularly want to recall. See, in the Real World smart people hold off dating until college or after. I should probably stop playing agony aunt and psychoanalyse myself before I go looking for Prozac. Not much mugging done yet. A bit of AM and EM and Chinese, some Jap, extra Lit notes, and no more. Feck, I think I AM going to die for year-end's. Meia, would love it, but I don't get out of the house until 17th Oct. T_T Later then? I really wanna meet you and Aine-tachi.

I think it's probably just hormones screwing with my head, but it is FREAKY when one of your best friends *looks* at you and says she wants to kiss you. And means it, like 'I wanna kiss you cos I really like you'. And you almost let her. Almost. Said no. =_=; Well, what did you _want_ me to do, comment on how bad her taste in girlfriends was or run away? Crap. Tell me what the hell I'm going to do now, huh?

To the last pits of shit with Statistics. I'm going to jog and play with the stray cats at the void deck of my flat and warble REM tracks at the top of my voice. Fellow homo sapiens in general are seriously giving me the heebie-jeebies.

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 05:06 p.m.

o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o