nanka mienai darou?

Convent Girl is Shi Lin's (aka Shi-chan
or the Syaoran no Miko) pita. New
layouts almost always give her a
p.i.t.a, yes, but she manages somehow. XP

Shi Lin:
a) lives in Singapore
b) really IS a convent girl, go figure. :p
c) was born on 22/07 (prezzie? <3)
d) likes 70s-80s, new age, metal, alternative and J-rock
e) thinks Britney Spears and her fellow poppers should be hurled off a cliff
f) hearts bishies, be they shonen
or seinen, m/m, writing, NP, canoes,
guns and cool tints
g) turns white whenever she sees
flying bugs bigger than her thumb -_-v
e) gives thanks for a whole day if she passes Physics or Maths
h) is older than SOME people think
she is. XD

Talk to her:
inbox - featherfur@hotmail.com
IM: Meep2Mop

Pages:
cerulean # evergreen # ynoh

Archives

Kyoudai-tachi:
Oneesama I -- Pensieve
Oneesama II -- Tegretol Dreams
Neesama -- Kelemenopy
Niichan -- Ecchi Pitas
Tin-onee -- Lime Rain
Sakki-neechan -- Disintegration
Erin-neechama -- Kyoko
Mei-chan -- Sasayaku

Jin -- Doushitano?!
Kix -- kaijuu ga iru
that damn duck
Samantha -- Kaoru Camui

The Funkay Ones:
Mika-chan --Aqua Stranger
Charlene-chama -- Spinel
Pei Yi -- On The Edge
Selene-chan -- Standard Deviation
Yin -- Frazzled
Nat-chan -- Sehnsucht
Meia -- onedimensional
Jae-san -- a land of water sugar
WhiteCat -- which way is up?
Talya-san -- Randomaundering
N-san -- Velvetpaws
Sabina-sama -- Petronia
Val-san -- 12 o' clock in Chinatown
Frank-san -- Spent Casings
Gwynne -- Randomosities

Kaori-chan -- Applesauce
Jen-san -- Twisted
Aithine-san -- Aithine's Digressions
Alexandra -- Starlighter
Aine -- Green Tea Ice Cream
Nin-chan -- Betsuni
Yun-tachi -- Hoshi Akari
Aki -- Flower Candy
Suika -- case of missing teeth&toothbrush
Jo -- Smoke in Mirrors

Good Stuff:
The Bish Diaries: guys * gals

sissify.org
Yami no Matsuei log
theonion.com
sekai seifuku
HTML Goodies Colour Codes

pitas.com -- hold those ofuda! ^_^

// yasei no kaze ga -

ore no soba ni mau yo...

# november 3, 2001 #
np: Big Mistake -- Natalie Imbruglia

=_~ : ONE DAY MORE.

Really really this time, before I don't have to take a single exam more this year. Once the Chinese 'Os' are over on Monday, that is. I've been absent because school has been sucking worse than a toothless Happosai performing oral intercourse on Akane's undies. Thankfully a) School's out for the year, b) I got 2nd in the talentime, which was Happy, and c) I have new anime CDs and manga. Specifically the X TV OST, Saiyuuki Image Album 3 and th WK Piano Instrumental collection. Plus a collction of Cranberries CDs to warble along with.

A little social BBSing: Mei-chan, love the new layout, and please say you won't hate me when I tell you the NxS hasn't even been started yet? *cringes* I promise I'll show you SOMETHING, but not now? ^^;; Onegai? (and you can take all the time you want with the TxH)

Oneesama, I received your lovely fat letter, and I'm posting my own fat letter back to you on Monday. *niko*

Sempai: Watched Jin-roh just now. Brain hurts. And I'm confused by Who Belongs To Which Group And What The Hell Are They Doing, but I love it and you anyway. Oh, and the Ulster Alien book is disappointing in writing quality, but it's quite amusing. I think gay Great Britain men don't appeal to me, though.

Rewatching Gatekeepers cos AXN is known for repetition - did I mention I've seen the TV series of Taiho Shichau Zo four times and counting? With Chinese subs, then dubs, then English dubs and then subs. =_=a Whoo. Still, is quite fun cos I missed the first ten or so eps. I'm really amused by Koyasu playing Banchou; the guy is *roaring* in a growly deep hoarse voice all the time, he's nowhere near bish, he acts like a smaller, quieter version of Kuwabara Kazuma or Ishijima Domon and no guy or girl's interested in him. ^_^;;; Sore ni, got Star Ocean 1 - 5 and Ashton is flamingly gay, no matter how he acts around Precis. But he never even LOOKED at Dias once in the manga, though there coulda been plenty of chances for each other to ogle during the tournaments. XD I am waiting! For tank 6! And the EX VCDs!

On the recent Slam Dunk episodes: Hanamichi, you poor baby ape, get your butt over there and let Rukawa screw you. Akagi, they just don't make beds big enough to hold you and Uozumi together. Koshino, you're cute. Fukuda, you're ugly but cute too, though I wish you'd stare at Jin more. Micchan, you Rawk. And Sendoh, you're flirting with *both* Hanamichi and Rukawa. You ARE, although you don't have much chance of doing it during the game and you flirt more with Hanamichi than Rukawa cos Rukawa just stares back. You shall stop, because there isn't a SINGLE DECENT SD slashfic on ff.net and the places I've looked, much less (what I constitute) a halfway readable SenRuHana fic.

Finally got my images back up with virtue.nu *smacks slurpy kiss* and I want to do a revamp on this pita very, very much. I also, as usual, want to fic. But all those things, like my G-Defend tanks 1-11 by Morimoto Shuw must wait until Monday evening, or I can forget taking Jap LEP at RJ next year. My entries are prolix and yarny, but I hardly post so bleah to you. 

I suppose I should say that I really need to study now. ;_;

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 07:45 p.m.

o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o

# october 19, 2001 #
np: Love Love Love -- Hirai Ken

'__' : I've been thinking 'bout the man in motion~

Alex: And Kogure was blushing when he asked them to come down, did you notice? We wonder Why. XD XD Aside from the fact that it isn't very advisable to seduce the guy you supposedly subconsciously want to screw when you both're dangling mid-air from a bball hoop, of course. I doubt either Hana-chan or Rukki (yes that was a pun on 'rookie') have studied the basics of Aerial Intercourse 101.

Kogure: *patiently* Will the two of you _please_ get down? You'll break something.
Sakuragi: <_< Megane-kun?
Kogure: Let's just say I've had, er, experience. *carefully avoids looking at Mitsui*
Mitsui: *discreetly rubs hipbone and coughs*
Rukawa: *haaa*delicately unwinds legs from Sakuragi's waist*

Tired as hell after games carny today. Went home after an hour and a half bus ride cos stupid road was jammed and slept. Suburnt. NP tomorrow. Die. Therefore didn't go RJ Open House today but I figure there's always next year. ^^; Oneesamaa ~~ *confetti glompfest* DAISUKI. That is all. Tin-onee, so glad you're back. *huggles* Nevr mind my images, and yes, it's YOUR fault I finally stopped ignoring the Goodness that is Ukiya-kun. XDv Even so I can't believe KOYASU plays *Banchou*. o_<;;;; Erm. This scares me somewhat.

Shi-chan: Next thing you know Banchou will start ogling Kageyama. Or vice versa.
Ying: I always think of Koyasu as seme, though. Poor Seki.
Shi-chan: ........
Ying: Hoi, Aya IS the one with the big sword here.

WhiteCat, sore dewa mata ato de AIM ni aimashou? ^^ Have fun. 'M halfway through Black Sun Rising now and I HEART TARRANT. *kyas* _Damm_, Damien, get rid of Ciani and jump him now. ;_;

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 08:37 p.m.

o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o

# october 17, 2001 #
np: Jupiter (Swallow The Moon) -- Jewel

>.> : hm.

I have gotten roped into singing solo for the annual school talentime by my house. I don't know whether to laugh or cry, since the last two years I was also asked to join but in '99, the monitor never submitted my form and last year I didn't have my own minus one recording to sing to. (well, it's not MY fault they wouldn't hold auditions in the hall with the PA system OR that they wouldn't let me sing Jap songs that I have minus one for)

Therefore. I have no idea what I'm going to do even if I get in this year for real (cos I don't have a minus one recording AGAIN but Lulu said she'd do something about it), but if I don't get into finals I'm not exactly gonna keel over and cry. *sniff* Just as long as I *enjoy* the singing. Kya, in today's SD it was *Rukawa* who came upon Sakuragi in the locker room. Was that on PURPOSE? XD XD Fangirlism aside, all this rivalry thing never ceases to have me wonder, and not just because there's a thin line between love and hate. I mean, if you genuinely don't think someone worth your time you'll _ignore_ him, deshou? Not hang around to sigh at everything he flops up? *puuu*niko* I still cherish hopes of finding a good SenRuHana, if that's possible.

By the by: Columbia, you will kindly stop subtranslating 'ahou' and 'doahou' as 'nuts'. Because it's giving me All The Wrong Ideas when Rukawa calls Sakuragi that and you flash THAT on the screen. (and your subtranslations are wrong about 1/4 of the time anyway) In any case, if 'ahou' is 'nuts', shouldn't 'doahou' be 'big nuts'?

Ahem.

...Like a good girl, I shall leave surfing for SD slash till tomorrow and go to bed now. Night.

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 10:46 p.m.

o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o

# october 17, 2001 #
np: Daffodil Lament -- The Cranberries

=_=: Focks.

Tired. Just got back. I didn't exactly go screaming up and down the corridor after the Bio paper today, anticlimax wot? Shit, the school *never* lets up. Immediately after the exams you have student elections and dump such a shitload on the student leaders and please tell me HOW this is supposed to train our 'leadership capacities' unless you hold white/silver hairs to be signs of Impending Maturity, w00t.

Fart school politics. Fart the IJ creed cos if this is what IJ girls are supposed to be like I'd be better off as a boy. I'm not going to whine about how I should have ignored Oyaji and gone to Nanyang two years ago. Anybody else interested in becoming a transvestite? Fart everything in general. I want a BREAK, dammit. I want marking days and a chance to relax and let the blood flow back to my brain. Oh, forget it. I'm not the only one unhappy.

At least I should be going out with Gwynne on Sunday, and then I can start a blog revamp (considering moving back to Blogger...) and I've started reading the Coldfire trilogy. And Asami-san sent me an omamori from Kyoto yesterday. *shrug* I don't need miracles to show God cares.

Feel like ficcing...Flirt!Ken is calling me. Because I want Alex to write Slut!Ken for *me* XDv and because I've decided that I read NC-17 stuff much better than I write it. I have a vague idea for a Hisoka-centric fic or layout starring Utada Hikaru's Can You Keep A Secret? *snert* Horrible, I suppose, but at least it's better than the idea I had playing on the fact that the kanji for 'secret' and 'honey' are only a bottom's difference away. Dive Into Your Secret Honey! *ecchi snarkies*

It's so much FUN learning Jap if you happen to know Chinese. ^_^ mwaha.

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 05:59 p.m.

o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o

# october 16, 2001 #
np: Runaway Train -- Soul Asylum

=_* : ONE DAY MORE~~ (think Les Miserables)

This entry was actually supposed to be posted yesterday, but pitas.com barfed. Maa na.

Sakki-neechan: H____H *dokidoki* O-M-G otouto-san. Is a BISH. I don't care what *you* think, both of you are good-looking. *niko* I want an introduction. *bares fangs* XD XD Is he the lead singer? (miss you too. ;_; and additional hugs for Auntie Flo and midterm cos you're scaring me. o_o *deathglomps*)

Oneesama, most defuntly YES. *GLOMP* I wuv you. Mei-chan, I KNOW. "Tsuzuki To Itakute Taihen Na Ichi-Nichi", why don't it? *giggles* You're inspiring me to listen to the thing again when I have the time.

Ken: Sugar? Next time you visit, you will have The Goodness to pack your stuff before you leave. I do not want to know HOW or WHY you had a flaming STRAWBERRY-FLAVOURED DILDO with you. *twitch* Or why kare was asking me if I liked Men's Pocky. (which I *do*, but that isn't the point.)  

I think I'm going to fail Section A of today's Social Studies - forgot to separate the parts onto fresh foolscap each time. *shrug* Can't bring myself to care too much, 'cos even if I really DO fail at least it won't be because I didn't know how to do the thing. And if I were the teacher, I wouldn't pass the student either specially since we were briefed previously. Oh well.

Watching Gatekeepers now...Ukiya-kun IS too adorable for anyone's good. Damn, GK's almost like a satire of your usual shoujo plot, with all the girls flocking to just about the only *guy* instead of the other way around. Demo Rurippe no hou ga daisuki ne, atashi. No matter if their relationship might be trite (knew each other since kindergarten, blah blah), I still love 'em. ^^v Oh man, to open the curtains and see the guy you like dressing...and the second time he was pulling on his *boxers*, which means he sleeps in the buff...*hooowl* Ukiya-kun, do you NEVER draw the curtains when you dress? (and is it on PURPOSE? XD) And only Ukiya-kun would be so DENSE as to look the girl you-like-only-you-haven't-realised-it-yet in the face while you hide your manhood behind cloth and give her a v-sign as she shrieks. Rurippe, LISTEN to me and stop being prissy. You KNOW you think he has a seksay butt. XD XD XD I can appreciate het romance, okay? T3-tachi, did you know Seki and Koyasu are together AGAIN in this anime? Seki plays the Evil Human Who Wants To Snatch The Girls and Koyasu plays the commander of the good guys, unless I'm wrong. Must verify. Was snickering muchly when found out.

Two more days and counting to catharsis. *bawls* NP resumes this Sat - are they TRYING to kill us? ><; I want to do so many things, like revamp this pita and redo cerulean and discuss YYH-Yami x-overs with WhiteCat but Os are on 5th Nov. I mean, like wah kau. Ah, don't care already liaoz - I'm really sick of studying. And I *did* study yesterday; it's just that my conscience is telling me I should study some *more* if I want to pass decently for E Maths and Higher Chi. But since my Higher Chi average is already an A1 who cares lah~ ^^

Slam Dunk's on~~~! *flees* ^__^

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 03:36 p.m.

o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o

# october 12, 2001 #
np: Sunny Came Home -- Shawn Colvin

'_'a : Haaaa.

Ramble ahead. *sigh*

Okay. I only became good pals with Surf somwhere near the start of this year, partly because we take the same subject combi and because she appeared once when I was stoning at the specs stands and said hi. It's been a *great* what, almost 9 months with her? Seriously enjoy the time spent in her company, and not because she's just about the only person in the school I can be freely ecchi with. I've grown a lot through our friendship. Never could be really sure that was reciprocated, though. But feck.

So I've always had a mildly serious possessive-compulsive complex. I admit it. Lost me a heck lot of friends in earlier bratty salad days. I thought I had it squashed, but it's acting up again. *shrug* What's my problem? Actually, nothing. Nothing at all. The other girl Surf hangs with now, she's also my friend and a regular darling. I'm genuinely fond of her and I think she *needs* Surf more than I do, as she doesn't exactly have the best social life in school. (and neither do I, but I manage to get by) How to say though - it just - well, stings a bit, okay? I mean, when thinking of the time it was just Surf and me being crazy and spazzing out. I don't have any right to feel like this. I think they've known each other longer, they seem to have more in common and they're *happy* when they're together - I'm having nagging suspicions about the actual state of their relationship, and they've never made me feel unwelcome with them. Not once. But even the best of intentions can't prevent a person from feeling left out sometimes.

Conclusion: I have nothing to whine about in actual fact, and I should quit being moody. It's prolly only because Surf's is a big part of my life this year, and I'm just feeling a little lonely now cos I'm deluding myself into believing she's that important to me. And actually I shouldn't even *be* feeling that, since as said neither Surf nor the other girl have ever wanted me to stay away. I have fun with both of them. And I know that in the rather unlikely event that they *are* together in that way, I'll be the first to support them. It's just My Self acting up again, huzzah, because no matter how much fun the three of us have or how much I like the other girl, it isn't the same anymore. Change is fickle.  

I do understand why so many of my peers are so crazy to go steady with someone, even if I won't be anywhere near in a rush to date until college. No, you don't *need* a person who thinks of you as *the* most important person in the world to him or her, even with their other close friends, when you've got so many other people who value your love and friendship to good enough extents. You don't *need* someone who enjoys spending time with you most of all, when you have other friends you can happily pass a day with. Ain't 'sif you'll wither away without a someone like that. But nobody ever said what you want and what you need had to tally, hm?

Will go nap now, since I'm feeling slightly better. Gonna call Surf to yak again after the exams on Wed - and next time I'll go down to Orchard with both of them. Yeah. BTW, Mei-chan, thank you for the mail *huggles* you always cheer me up. ^_^

tsuzuki deflowered a sakura tree at 03:52 p.m.

o/= i'm a small little violet squaaareee.... =\o