08:02 p.m. Wednesday, September 14, 2005

_____# Lil g0th lurrb euu ("v")
30 days lerRs.. =)

HyiiE... t0day damm damm bad mood.. haiish.. miss dear deAr shoo mucH.. haiish... at 213 t0day all moii sisters bad mood lyk siia0 n0r.. poor joey and her stEad break lerRs.. haiish.. tmr iish berr tw0 month.. den iish moi one moth.. heEx...

k0r k0r rEally changE l0rrts le.. haiish.. whyiie whyiie whyiie... he treat miie so c0ld.. alm0st lyk he totaly f0rget ab0ut miiE lerRs... haiish... ii'm siick lyk hell... flu.. haiish...

t0dayy at 213 damm bad mood l0r.. den miie 213 br0 and sis all conf0rt miie j0ey chew piing all say "no mattEr wad 213 gi na will be here f0r euu,, 213 gii wan suii yo ah yo" haiish.. later we go settlE wiith da two bittchEs HUI MIN & LYNETTE!! dua chii0 bu... fiine n0r.. chiio so waD? anyway ii long ag0 dun lyk dem.. feel they so act.. but iish berniice gan meii so ii neber do anythiin.. den today they make xun shan so ii help hiim n0r.. weii an most stEady de.. settle xun shan de actually still n0rrt happie n0r.. wad siia...

later cause of 213 ppl say keep ask miie wad pang sua say wad thiing she chiio wad innocent.. *PUI* make miie so du lan miiE and v ball gurls just go back sch n0r.. some chase aftEr miiE ask miiE du nangry all these... pls la... ii tot euu all say wad will be here for miiE... now just cause thiis two bitches is look cute & innocent face euu wan lyk thiis.. SUA LA H0R...

really hope all da 213 gurls will be okay soon.. moii good sisErs.. we all gonna diiE le haiish... all cause kenna huRt too mucH... *shake head* hopeless,, meaniingless,, lifeless...

v ball quiite fun lax.. we bully mr mah.. den play football and monkey!! hahax.. m0re lyk PE less0n n0r.. heEx.. den ii getiin jersY le!!! wohoo NUMBER 7!! ii choosE heEx..cause 718 jiiEx meiix & cause ii lyl 7.. heEx.. kiiEx stop heRe..

^ miie 213 sisteRs & br0thErs euu aRe all evErythiinG to miie n0r ^
Tw0 bitches pls get lyffe!! shoo ___xX
("v") ii'm loving and missing euu more and more everydayy..

05:04 p.m. Sunday, September 11, 2005

[[ things sl0wly starts to get bettEr =) ]]
_____# treasure da people infr0nt of euu bef0re it is too late

t0day diid most of moii holiiday home work.. but still g0rt sum havent do yet.. haiish... akirah just kept miie as her gan meiix.. heEx.. goiing to fiind tt stupiid gurl one day.. chopy cat yucks.. copy me my sisters and my gan nu er.. yucks.. n0rrt fiit to copy us... just get lost..

yesterdayy damm fun went skatiing wiib da usual ppl.. kekex.. but den ah zaii and sandy jiiEx nuber cum.. *sob sob* anyway berniice meiix g0rrt cum too!! so fun wiib her.. akirah k0r keep on disturbiing her.. heEx.. yesterday miiE and dear dear at fiirSt dun caRe each other cause bef0re that keep quarreliing over nothiing oso... haiish... yupp yupp.. den later we went to arcade play para para wohoo.. fun.. shuana keep sayiing b0ut wad driink bear thiings.. made miie and berr abit jealous tt shuana dey al llater goiing chalet and escape to play den w can't.. *sob sob* but it's okay anyway..

den later jacks0n k0r k0r and terry quarrel agaiin.. haiish.. mmm.. jacks0n berii good to miiE n0r... my ba0 beii k0r.. lyk my REAL br0ther lyk tt.. heEx.. but ii still miss my god family lots.. and 213 peeps.. haiish.. all goiing our own ways le..

better get back to my homework nows.. so i'll stop here

____# lil goth lurrb euu.. i hope we can be together f0reber,,
simplicity | attitude | oriiginality | pure poiis0n
`Baby niic copyriights

11:40 a.m. Thursday, September 8, 2005

[[ sh0w me da liight,, ii'm trap in moi gothiic word od darkness]]
* * * int0xiicat3D DreamS 25 * * *

just came back frm sch.. haiish siiAnz... g0rrt some copy cats that are driving miie nuts.. humph... iidii0tiic... Emiliiy brand coppyriightEd by us nehx...

waiiting f0r dear dear to msg miie when he wake up.. hEex.. miiss hiim and k0r k0r and anyong and all da other skaters w0r.. yesterday wenT skatiing so fun siia!!! ii hope to go agaiin on saturdayy.. cause sandy jiEx say she will hgelp miie borr0w boots.. soo sweet h0r? *mwarks*.. yesterdayy actually dear dear angryy wiib miie cause ii cut moii hand but den my darliing li xiin help miie.. hEx... jacks0n k0r k0r berii gd to miiE siia lyk moi REAL br0ther =)) but everytiime cl0se wiib hiim will get li siia0 by kaii liin, li xiin , dear dear and sandy.. wad siia.. kekex..

ii miis leen jie jie.. she so long neber go skate le more lyk MIA le.. hehex..

okiiEx i'll stop here.. lurrb all of euu muacks huggiEs <3 <3

____# lil g0th lurrbb euu..
* * * act only.. i hate euu pls farrk off.. euu kn0w wh0 euu are.. copy cat possers *puii*
Simplicity ,, Oriiginaliity just 101% pure miiE
213 gii na & 718 jiiex meiix wan suii!!___Xx

06:17 p.m. Friday, September 2, 2005

______# antii phg zheng hua woof woof *

* currently at da beach enjoying da sun in malaysiia.. wohoo

heyy pepps l0ng tiime n0 update le.. heEx... lots of thiings happen to make miie so happy! 17 dayys lerrs.. had lots of fun lyk peii peii b'dayy and ALVIN GOT BAIILED out.. hee.. actually got lots of thingsto writie derrhx.. but ii f0rget le.. dunn0 whyiie.. heEx,,,

still gotta buy bubble gum f0r jacks0n k0rk0r.. kekex so mah fan.. missh hiim lots wor.. missmoii dear dear and moii ba0 beii all oso.. heEx

tt day go back primay=ryy sch wiib sandy jiiEx.. heEx.. so many ppl still remember miie siia.. shockeD.. kekex... jessica teo abit wad siia can't stand her.. mdn=m liza of leave.. den can't see her sobsob but nvm lax kekex..

can't waiit tuh go back to da riink w0rrR.. miissh kaii liin ba0 beiix lots.. miss moii nu er and la0 g0ng oso.. can't waiit to go back and see them!! den can everydayy call ba0 beiix and talk to her.. sure gorrt lots of thiinngs happen when ii n0rrt ar0und.. sandy jiiex gave miie a cuteickey mouse t shiirt!! heEx... so niiCe.. thanks jiiex muacks..

cindy ii read y0ur letter le s0rry ii just cann0rt help iit okiiex.. ii find them really very guo fen ii cannort fiind a way to f0rgiive them.. it hurts al0rt euu kn0w... euu must understand tt n0rrt only my stead get beaten my ba0 beii k0r and my tw0 good friends oso... ii saw my k0r k0r lips still have the lyk scar lyk tt n0r.. really very paiinful.. what's worst iis that.. ii kn0w those ppl.. wei zhong all.. they are my FRIENDS.. ii really treated dem lyk friends.. how can they do thiis?? my stead they all really inn0cent n0r.. ii can't help wriiting tt ii hate all pht ppl.. lucky ii was n0rrt there.. but just thiinking about iit makes miie very angry and frustrateD n0r. ya ii'm sorry too.. ii'm disapointed in all of the thiings but ii will really try my best to forgiive and f0rget.. hope we are still friends..

=== lil goth lurrb euu.. sweet yodca yumm ===
`Baby niic copyriighTs

07:52 p.m. Tuesday, August 23, 2005

______# 1 week #______
Since it happend once iit can happen agaiin.. pls dunch let hist0ry repest it's self //*
15/08/05 22.55 Till e end???

onE week lerRs.. heex.. haiish.. really startiing to lurbb euu l0ts... thanks fer sh0weriing miie wiib l0ts of love... ii've never regrette giving myself a chance to love euu.. alth0 ii kn0w i'll never be fiirst in y0ur heart you'll always be someone speciial to miie...

this few dayys have been filled wiib up downs and lots of problEms... but we c0uld over come iit t0getheR.. ii dunn0 h0w l0ng ii can h0ld on wiith my weak heart.. ii dunn0 iif ii can takE iit... pleaSe ducNch talk b0ut killing y0urself anym0re..

wadever happend i'm willing to stay here bY y0uRsiidE.. ii kn0w he is imp0rtant too but ii really h0pe euu won't neglect miie...

ii'm n0rrt sure iif ii did the riight thiing as ii believe in RETRIBUTION.. but this wh0le week have been very fun and memorable f0r miiE.. h0pe iit won't end here.. ii fear tt my heart will be br0ken once agaiin.. but i'm giiving iit to euu to handel wiib care < 3

nEvEr be rePlac3D ____xX
0ur sweEt mem0riieS <3
6th august = euu took moii numbER
10th august = fiirst tiime ii sms euu
13th august 11.31 = the day euu saiid euu lyk miie
15th august 20.55 = the day euu ask miie to stead wiib euu and saiid you'll take care of miie f0reber
17th august = the fiirst tiime we exchange hugs and euu kiss miie *blush*
20th august = whee we had fun at da riink
23 august = t0dayy <3 0ur one weEk

*muackiiEx* lurbb euu ("v")

08:50 p.m. Saturday, August 20, 2005

[[ skatiing r0cks ]]
* * luRb Terry dear, pwincess karen, Jacks0n k0r k0r,Ba0 beii kaii liin, sandy jiiEx,Shuana mummy & akiirah * *

("v") ("v") theQUEENandKINGofTheT&TWorlD ("v") ("v")

hapiie happiie day f0r miie... l0ve all of euu peeps whiich made my da so speciial and memoreble! heEx... lurb all of y0ur care and c0ncerN

t0dayy mett ba0 beii kaii liin and shuana mummy at west mall den we g0 l0t 1.. den ii buy bar bell f0r my dearest jasmiine mummy.. heex.. dEn ii g0 studii0 d0 moii piian0.. den later jacks0n k0r k0r and terry dear dear keep caliing/ sms miie ask miie quiick g0 riink. hhahax...

g0 riink le so fun w0rRx!! heex... terry dear dear so sweet.. ii kn0w shuana hao xiian mu n0r.. heEx..skate skate so fun.. took lots of piics too.. den the akiirah so lii siia0.. heex.. Miie and dear dear berii funnie w0rxx.. we eat thing all must shaRe shaRe de.. heex.. he eat one siide ii eat one siide all da way to da middle.. heex.. missh hiim l0ts.. all hiis studiip ideea. jacks0n k0r k0r keep makiing ba0 beii angry.. hahax.. den ba0 beii wear akirah jersy.. ii wear moii dear dear jersy.. den shuana wear k0r k0r jersy.. hhEex... t0day lii xiin neber cum w0rrx.. shoo sad.. heex..

KarEn iish shoo cutE!! LurB h3R l0tS moii lil pwincEsS < 3 had so much fun todayys.. kiiEx i'll st0p hErE..

_________# skatiing FerVeR
^ ^ lil Goth lurrB euu. sweet v0dcA yumm.pure aiituDe ^ ^

07:30 p.m. Wednesday, August 17, 2005

* * * 0ut new st0ryy. lurbb ya l0dess 15/08/05 20.55* * *
[[ liiving in a t & t w0rld... ]]
thAnks fer everythiing my deaR..

yupps yupps.. miie and terry stead lerrs.. heex... s0 hard f0r us t0 be t0gether.. yet we diid iit... yEapXx.. FeEl tt ii'M shoo lucKy.. he rEalLy beri g0od berii sweEt.. lurB hiim l0deS... Help miie f0rget b0ut da pasT.. l0ts peePs say FiirSt tiime seE hiim s0 serii0us.. heex... *blushh*

t0day went t0 enter g0 fiind hiim! muahahax... saw jeniifer jiiex and ba0 beii jasmiine mummie yesterdayy.. all 0f dem so cutE... saW mei jUaN tooS.. shE s0 chii0... heex... at je unit3D wiib moii old skating fwens.. heex.. yEapX.. and of cos spEnd tiime wiib m0i deAR deaR.. hahax... g0rrt hug huG hiim t0day.. he g0rrt kiss moii cheEksoso.. den shuanan mummy and kaii liin ba0 beiix keep lii siia0.. < 3 < 3

i'll lEarN t0 trEasurE all da thiings ii haB... love everyone ar0unD miie.. *muackiies huggies*

^ ^ 718 jiiex meiix f0reber ^ ^
[[ d0 euu regrette?? ]]
liive lyffe t0 da fullesT

05:28 p.m. Sunday, August 14, 2005

[[ Ii'm walkiing in da sun round and round and round ]]
** things have changed.. put da past behiind miie **

well.. things have really changed much.. f0r 0ne ii have broken wiib xiia0 ma yii lerrs.. thiis tiime n0 m0re patch le.. i'm c0ntented wiib everythiing... he have been breaking maii heart agaiin and agaiin .. ii can't believe he jiio back moii emillia and chew yii... break emiliia's heart b4.. ii wun let hiim to iit to her or miie agaiin.. we no need hiim riight nu er? we hab each other.. heex

i'm n0w cl0ser den ever wiib moii jiiex meiix agaiin.. united.. kekex...

sh0uld be g0iing d0wn tuh da riink m0re often n0w a dayys.. g0 see moii terry dear dear.. kekex... < 3 < 3

h0pe he can help miie f0rget da past.. yupp yupps.. he beri sweet... never regrette giviing hiim miie number heex..

("v") lil g0th lurbb euu ("V")
contented.. i'll treasure da ppl by miie siide...
**** l0ve 718 jiiex meiix lodes! *muacks* ****
^ ^ 213 gii nii wan suii YO AH YO ^ ^

12:01 p.m. Tuesday, August 9, 2005

[[ lyffe is g0iing on as per n0rmall ]]
^ ^ treasure da 142 dayys left!! I"LL MIS ALL OD EUU ^ ^

okiiex.. well lyffe is okayy.. ii w0uld really like tuh live iit tuh da fullest.. have n0t been bl0gging fer a l0ng tiime l0ts of thiings ame up.. t0dayy ish miie and ba0 beii 10 dayys le.. ii really h0pe he is serii0us thiis time.. haiish.. sumtiimes dun really kn0w wad he wants... he d0es n0rrt really seam t0 care b0ut miie lerrs.. haiish

ii'm s0 t0uched tt there are so many ppl wh0 care al0rt b0ut miie.. ii kn0w you'll miss miie.. but i'll miss all 0f euu even m0re... thanks kwang ma0 fer sayiing tt euu are just a ph0ne call awayy.. i'll always remember tt

all moii dear meiix.. and moii nu er i'm leaving le.. so euu all muist take care 0f y0urselfs.. you will all never be replaceD! ("v")

okay it is still a l0ng way tuh g0.. so lets not thiink b0ut iit.. ii made sum new piics! kkekex.. of all da 213 gi nas! wohoo.. we r0cks! = D later g0iing t0 see NDP.. yesterday went to see firew0rks wiib moii c0usiins.. yupps.. kekekx..

yesterdsy l0ts of ppl cum miie c0nd0.. hahax.. ba0 beii 0s0. but ii can't peii dem.. cause ii g0 0ut.. but ii was wiib kaii liin ba0 beii, shuana, arongkorn ah gong, xiao ben, alviin, blah blah f0r awhiile.. poor berr meiix got thr0wn into da pool by gabriel daddy agaiin.. hahax. ho eh ho eh...

gabriel daddy realy care b0ut miie l0des.. ii l0ve hiim so much.. moii ba0 beii daddy f0reber! Winglok oso... f0reber moii 101% ha0 peng y0u..

g0rrt a new la0 g0ng le!! jiia yiing la0 g0ng! ("v") lurb her l0dess! kekex.. g0 check 0ut 0ut piics.. on moii Thirrd acc0unt!

oh ya moii real frenz pls add moii new real frenz acc0unt lilGoth_RealFrenzOnly@pwincess.ting
ariigato =D

liive lyffe tuh da fullest euu only liive once*
lil g0th. sweet v0dca . byttch pwinces.. i''m waiiitng fer a mirecle..
___ # 718 jiiex meiix & 213 gii na WAN SUUII! lubb euu all 1314

08:41 p.m. Wednesday, August 3, 2005

[[ liive lyffe to da fullest ]]
^ ^ treasure da last few months ii habb... ^ ^
("v") tLa ("v") will euu keep y0ur promiise??

t0dayy... haiish went on as per n0rmall.. wen tuh school.. chat wiib berr meii in da m0rniing... yupps.. announce to more ppl b0ut thiis sad news.. actually it's norrt all bad... 2 years... = 24 monthss... ii h0pe euu will all waiit for miie... most imp0rtantly dunch f0rget miie!! kkekex..

after sch g0 213.. play playy...saw meii juann.. omg so chii0.. but beri fiierce and scaryy.. saw weii an's gan jiiex too... kkekex... he beri good to miie... but abiit attitude larhxx... hhahax.. at fiirst he dunch care miie den ii beri du lan... but later we g0 289 see dem play b ball den he berii good l0r.. yupps.. kaii liin ba0 beii peii miie t0dayys... yupps.. l0ve her l0dess...

ba0 beiix b ball skiils norrt bad w0rr.. lol... yupps.. siianz he just call miie.. now goiing to call hiim back...

=29/07/05 21.47 till e end?? w0 huii aii nii yi beii zii=
all of euu must waiit fer miie tuh cum back w0rr...

08:03 p.m. Tuesday, August 2, 2005

[[ sad newss... i'll really miss all of euu]]
` ii wanna treasure the days ii have left wiith euu guyss

Well have to announce everythiing n0w.. i'll be leaving to australiia f0r tw0 years... i'll be leaviing next year.. haiish... i can still meet euu all on msn, sms and even call euu guys.. i pr0miise to call euu guys everydatt.. i'll even come back to visit as much as possible.... haiish..

You all cannort f0rgett miie!! most importantly!! and n0w siince ii dun have much tiime left ii wanna live everydayy happily espacially wiith my ba0 beiix... my dear ba0 beii.. euu sayy euu will waiit f0r miie... it's two yearss leii.. 24 moths... ii can't bear to leave euu.. but ii dun have a choiice... ii dun expect euu to waiit for miie... iif euu can fiind a new stead good for euu.. ii just d0n't want euu t0 f0rgett miie... ("v") w0 huii aii nii yii beii zi

moii god family and cl0se friends!!! thanks f0r everythiing... you made my liifeso perfect and beautiful... ii won't f0rget all of euu... my ba0 beii, darling, mummy, daddy, jie meiix, qiong di and moii ah gong.. ai si ni men le... promiise we will keep in contact... and promiise not t0 f0rgett miie... read my blog to see updates kayys?? ii can only hope for a mirecle..

^ ^ thanks f0r everythiing ^ ^

ting ("v") an.. d0u jiiang y0u tiia0 st0rry 29/07/05.. till e end?? i'll miss euu.. //* ("v")

08:25 p.m. Friday, July 29, 2005

[[dunno iif ii made the riight choiice]]
____ # moii d0u jiiang yuo tiia0 st0ryy ilu 29/07/05 21.47
ba0 beii.. bu yao li kaii w0 le... ("v")

Happiie happie day f0r miie! ii thiink it's beri obvii0us bahxx?? hahax.. emiliy jiiex waiit for miie at stairrs today w0rr.. shoo good h0r?? kekex... love her lodes..

miie dad went out to buy dou jiiang and you tiiao for miie le... kekex..

ii'm reallie beri happie... hope euu w0n't leave miie le.. euu sayy wan change le.. kekex.. treasure this last chance ii'm giiving euu... remember all out promiises too w0rr.. hahax.. Another good news! Wen qii and meii juan baby cum out le! hahax.. ba0 beii become a jiiu jiiu le.. kekex. i'll stop here

* * lil goth * *
y0u are miine agaiin and ii'll h0ld on to euu f0reber//*

09:05 p.m. Wednesday, July 27, 2005

[[ sl0wly getting better ]]
~thanks everyone wh- was there f0r miie... *huggies*

t0dayy cum sch g0 2n2 as usual.. hahax.. wiib edgar.. caus ehe evrydayy cum miie class fiind miie. shoo sweet h0r? haiish... den arongkorn ah gong and gabriel keep li siia0 miie.. hahax.. n0w miie and gabriel daddy loving say.. "ho eh ho eh" kekex.. means good good in hokiien.. kekex..

goiin tuh faiil moii "ting xiie" but wh0 cares.. ii wanna gorget everythiing n0w... relax moiself and just be da 101 % pure miie tt ii am.. oohh yea... kekex... say al0y k0r da stead t0dayys.. hmm.. hai hao laxx.. kekex.. xun shan berii da cutiie w0rr... hhahax.. moii new gan meii oso beri sweet.. wan ting.. hahax.. ting and ting f0reber.. jiiex meiix qiing shenn... hahax.. must get ready da "dou jiiang you tiia0" lyriics fer miie chinese teacher.. haiish..

end common test.. ii thiink i idid okayys. den later went o moii 213!! wohoo.. l0ve da ppl there.. yupps thanks fer beiin there.. sha0 pii k0r b'dayy todayys.. happy birthday k-r.. today beat euu 14 tiime.. kekex.. ai si ni le.. later play play there.. got cheer up by dem... moii a.c.g kekex..

later went fer b ball practiices yupps.. .norrt too bad.. den later go 213 agaiin.. saw karen ba0 beii theyy all waiiting fer miie.. den ii g0 playy wiib sha0 pii, weii an deyy all ..hahax... so fun... lol... siianzz..yupps...

718 back agaiin.. wan suii 718...
213 rockks... l0ve all da ppl who supported miie all da wayy...
sweet inn0cence//* 101% pure poiis0n.. lil gothiic ting

08:48 p.m. Tuesday, July 26, 2005

[[stress stress stress.. wad to d0?? ii wanna run awayy...]]
I'm just a lil gurl wiib livivng in my chlidish fantasy wiishing for thiings tt wiil neber cum true
32 dayys.. and iit will st0p there... lyffe is meaningless..//*

stresss... ii dunno wad to d0!! ii'm goiin crazy soon... iif norrt f0r the ppl ar0und miie ii thiink ii dun wanna live anym0re... so many probs... so many thiings... so stress....

t0dayy run 2.4 km.. later g0 canteen.. sweet evon jiiex giive miie driink water... april deyy all thiis lyk berii buay song wiib miie.. haiish.. f0rget iit... spent sometiime wiib moii sisters t0dayy.. hope i wiil feel better soon.. thanks everyone for your concern. ai si ni men le

ii shed tears... ii shed bl00d... all f0r euu.. maybe ii'm stupiid... but tt is just h0w ii am.. wad euu saiid reallie truly hurt miie lodess... at least ii h0pe we can be friiends agaiin.. ii just wanna see euu happiie... but ii just dun understand wad euu are thiinking.. euu can be reallie niice and sweet an one tiime.. but a barstard and a flirt the next...

so many things happening.. dun wanna wriite down.. just can say stress , upset... ii dun wanna liive in thiis curul w0rld anym0re...

take miie away frm all da paiin ~
|giiven up all h0pe |

09:37 p.m. Thursday, July 21, 2005

[[ Wo zhi dao ni he wo jiu xiang shi dou jiang you tiao ]]
ii thiink ii sh0uld just giive upp... yepps..

Hyiie.. miie ish a guaii guaii gerr gerr.. started doiin moii homework and paying attention in class.. well at least SOME of the classes w0rrx... waiiting for hiim to call miie...

tomorrow ii briing hiim g0 meet hiis aii aii.. at l0t 1... hahax... gtg lle..still got lodes of homework to do... hope berr comes to school tomorrow..

[[ missing euu... 29 dayys...]]
ii just want euu to be happie..
Gothiic miie. Int0xxicat3D. Pwincess byttch. pure poison

06:15 p.m. Tuesday, July 19, 2005

[[ C0nfused gerr gerr... stiil l0viin euu... ]]
wo aii nii... 27 dayys lerrs.. haiish...
** Feel lyk letting euu g0.. someone needs you m0re den ii d0... **

ii l0ve euu.. very very much.... n0 w0rds can explaiin my feelings f0r euu.... but someone out there needs you too.. m0re den ii d0... sh0uld ii giive you up to her??

it's all y0ur fault... whyiie are euu such a flirt?? y0u ch0ose thiis path.. al on your own... you are already walking half way thr0ugh.... so ii h0pe euu will continue walking it till the end...

ii hope you are happie... it's all ii want... you are a reallie special pers0n... no one can replace euu... i'll always have a space in my heart for you... but f0r n0w ii thiink ii have to let you go... ii cry cause ii can't bear to leave you... w0 aii nii... wiith all my heart... but ii kn0w you still lyk herr... ii want b0th of you t0 be happie...

ii had en0ugh 0f crying... whyiie d0 ii have t0 act happie everydayy?? you've hurt miie so much.. h0w can ii bring myself to trust euu agaiin??

continue walking thiis path... siince you are halfway thr0ugh.. dun true back to the old path... if the rodes were to cross agaiin.. will euu c0ntinue to walk stright and continue or true back to the old path... it's all up to you.. the old path will be there f0rever...

you waled the old path for 26 sweet memoreble dayys.. until you saw a new path whiich wad much m0re attractiive.. so you choose it... later you realised.. the rode LOOKED niice.. but iit was not niice to walk.. the old one was niicer.. but iit was not very attractiive... all these you brough onto yourself... all ii wanna say iis I LOVE YOU.... W0 AI NI.... hao xiiang he ni zai yi qii...

Sh0uld ii f0rget the old one and start a new??
ii can't bear to leave you....

07:03 p.m. Monday, July 18, 2005

** iif we ever have a chance to be together agaiin... pr0miise miie euu w0n't leave miie lyk bef0re... * *
[[exciting and fun dayy fer miie]]
^ ^ 26 dayys... ^ ^ sixteen m0re dayys tuh go... ^ ^

hmmms.. came tuh sch.. saw hwee xiianand wan tiing at the canteen w0rrx.. dey tell miie b0ut the vincent taii jii call miie g0 see.. hahax.. yesterdayy weii an already t0ld miie b0ut iit... kekex.. orbii arhxx..

went up tuh class saw edgarr waiitin fer miie! hahax.. so good siia.. den ii copy copy homew0rk as usuall.. den playy wiib moii ha0 br0ther daryl... hahax.. i fell off the chaiir t0dayy.. lol.. all thanks to daryl.. kucky never hiit moii face.. den he keep sayiin sorrie tuh miie.. kekex..

hate mrs dave.. hate her f0rever... humph.. idi0tiic.. send miie go see mr leng.. ii dun wan leii? wad can euu do.. hahax..

after sch saw miie ba0 beii, emiliy jiiex and evon jiiex.. ba0 beii liin t0ld dem b0ut the yesterdayy taii jii abd everythiin.. den ii pei dem go another block cause theyy wans sm0ke...saw jiie yiing, wing lok moii a.c.g and ba0 beii huii liii jiiex there...

later g0rrt niice niice sh0w to watch w0rrx.. wanted tuh fiind weii an but dunno wea he go to lerr.. so they all so cute and good tuh miie.. say buy tiicket for miie go see m-viie.. so ii and chew piing mummie follow huii lii jiiex and the rest g0 up see gals fiight one on one!!

they gorttone cigrarre tiime to fiight.. wa lan so hiiong.. so scary siia.. the gal beri ke liian.. bleeding and "zhao geng" kekex..winglok so funnie..

later saw weii an and sha0 pii w0rxx!! so happie den we all take cab go clementi sports hall.. we all squeeze.. kekex... den ii gotta siit wiib weii an.. he so fat siia!! lol...den we go sports hall see match... gave all of dem suprize! edgar, gabriel daddy, ba0 beii all dunno ii cumin! kekex... den we watch the match.. we l0st!!! omg omg omg... took some piics wiib jiiex ying too! den later go back we li sia0 sum guys... so idiotic and useless.. haiishh.. shii baii..

later go up bus lerr... actually sat wiib jiie yiing derr.. but den later weii an call miie go behiind siit wiib hiim and kaii liin so miie and jiie yiing go behind.. weii an keep looking at chew yii in da bus.. miie abit pissed off.. kekex.. shuana siit wiib winglok leiix.. so wad.. lol.. haiish.. miie and hongzhao are drifting away and away frm each other.. haiish... dunno wad iis hiis prob als0... den g0 back 213.. muahaha... saw emiliy jiiex and muii jiiex agaiin.. kekex.. they keep kaii liin as gan meii w0rxx.. later miie and cp and cy g0 h0me lerss.. yupps... long dayy..

[[[ w00 aii nii... aii zhe nii.. jiiu xiiang la0 shuaii da mii]]
^^ contented wiib moii lyffe... ^^
Techno craze.. crazy baby, poiis0n.. chii0ngggg.... dance all da wayy

06:48 p.m. Sunday, July 17, 2005

[[Happy b'dayy gu0 liiang !! ]
*"*" Techno Craze Chii0nggggggggg dance all da wayy*"*"
^ ^ 25 dayys lerr..16 m0re dayys..ii pr0miise.... ^ ^

happy biirthdayy gu0 liiang!! *huggies* kekex.. crappy and crazyday f0r miie.. in quite a g00d mood.. kekex... g0t w0ken up by moii c0usiins agaiin..hahax,.. yesterdayy chat wiib weii an and alviin k0r until berii late.. den weii an make miie beri du lan s0 ii cap the ph0ne.. suprisingly he call me back later to sayy s0rrie.. kekex

den iin da m0rniing went 0nliine... chat wiib gu0 liiang and weii lun!! hahax.. we keep lii siia0 each 0ther.. espacially gu0 liiang.. hahax.. he s0 cute.. lol... but he keep gettin sc0lding frm kaii liin ba0 beii.. kekex.. she is beri confused n0w.. h0pe she d0es not get too stressed up bahxx... als0 tried to cheer weii lun up... i suceeded!! wohoo.. chen gong lerr..

t0dayy g0rrt l0ts of testiim0niial.. kekex... ii thiink ii'm cheering up lerrs.. contented wiib moii lyffe...

gorrt a new jiiex lerrs Jasmine jiiex.. kekex.. l0ve her l0dess... <3 Kaii liin ba0 beii, huii lii jiiex, leen jiiex,jasmine jiiex, evon jiiex, emily jiiex, ivon mummie, chew ping mummie, siqi,chew yi meii, berniice meii,honhzhao k0r, guo liiang and last but not least gabriel daddy... thanks for being by ma siide all da tiime... l0ve ya all l0des

_____ByttchPwincess_____
ii wiil keep moii pr0miise.. 25 dayys..
iif he's y0ur he's y0urs.. if not no matter h0w hard you try he will always belong to someone eles...

08:23 p.m. Friday, July 15, 2005

[[ mem0riies 0f miie and euu every where.. imp0ssible t0 f0rgett ]]
l0ve huii lii jiie jiie, Iv0n mummie and ba0 beii liin f0rever..
___xX___718 jiiex meiix Wan suii ___Xx___

ii have n0w 0fficially n0thing at all t0 d0 wiith weii weii anym0re we all break fwenshiip wiib hiim lerrs! he s0 act siia.. he reallie thiink he berii biig issit? t0day g0 d0wn 0ne head cause he thiink he berii "dua" den wanna tii0 wiib moii gabriiel daddy! humph. ii w0n't let hiim t0uch daddy derhxx...

happie happie dayy f0r miie.. saw weii an t0dayy.. hiis eyes sw0len! omg.. s0 ke liian.. but berii cute... den ii keep laughiing... lol... ii keep lii siia0 agar t0dayy.. hahax.. and weii lun als0. b ball guys shoo funnie siia... den we siit the sch00l bus g0 see the match... too bad they l0st.. s0 sad.. ii cheer until n0 m0re v0iice lerrs...

b ball guyys.. jiia y0u!! ii f0rever supp0rt euu derhxx!! Saw huii lii jiiex jiiex and jiie yiing at 213 t0dayy... and yii han jiie jiie als0.. hahax.. als0 saww iv0n mummie at 1 head w0rrx.. miish dem shoo muchh.... hahax...

^ ^ h0pe everythiing euu sayy came fr0m y0ur heartt... ^ ^
l0viin miie g0d familly f0rever and ever... *muackss*
love miie Hate miie Admire miie Look down on miie all up to euu.... ii'm contented wiib moii lyffe.... l0ve the ppl ar0und miie...
___"*"* ByttchPwincess in pure poiis0n palace "*"*"___

06:54 p.m. Monday, July 11, 2005

[[ w0 aii nii, aii zhe nii.. jiiu xiiang la0 shu aii da mii]]
______xX____ByttchPwincess_____Xx______
trap in her w0rld 0f childish hopes and wishes whiich wiil never come true...

normal average b0ring dayy t0dayy... wake up.. get ready.. call kaii liin ba0 beii... chat wiib her... she t-day nvr cum sch.. heeheex... she sayy we g0tta g0 clementii settle wiib that stupiid gerr.. haiish...

reach sch.. g0 class waiit f0r berr... do mah homww0rk... hahax...

sociial w0rker came to talk to us b0ut rachel t0dayy... den we sayy daryl got shuaii shuaii cancer, ii g0rrt chiio chiio cancer, berrniice got cute cute cancer and dzul got cool cool cancer.. shoo funnie h0rxx??

yesterday finnaly can g0 0ut lerrs.. went t0 see mah nu er.. mah ba0 beii.. mah daddy... spend on miie.. hahax... had a real funn tiime... weii an and sha0 oii dunno whyiie become s0 jii hong.. hahax... sayy jiian xiiang... wow.. so l0ng neber see hiim lerrs.. hahax...

well moii lyffe goiin on as per normal everyday day after day after niight... but ii'm missing euu so much... d0 euu feel the same?? wad euu t0ld miie.. ii h0pe euu are seriious thiis tiime...

winlok so cute todayy.. the giim ham siia0 derhxx.. den he and moii act cute gang protect miie w0rr.. hahaxx... who wann joiin miie and alviin the act cute gang?? hahax...

== * Contented wiib moii lyffe..* ==
missing moii jiiex meiix...
wan suii 718 //*
*int0xiicated, g0thiic. pure poiis0n, l0ve miie f0r wh0 ii am **

05:42 p.m. Saturday, July 9, 2005

[[ Should ii waiit f0r euu?? ]]
[[ 17 dayys...]]
i've been lonly and all by myself f0r 17 days le... ii'm stil living...If ii did not break wiith you today wiil be our 43 dayy de... ii'm, miising you alort... y0u ask miie yesterdayy t0 waiit but ii diid not say anythiing...

Iif you love someone you will want hiim to be happy... ii hope tt you are happy n0w....

sometimes ii wonder how iit wiil be like iif you never met her... ii miis your hugs and kisses... ii h0pe you wiil cum back t0 miie 0ne dayy.. ii thought tt we were fated.. but ii guess ii was wr0ng...

be smart be wise be on your own...can ii really be on my own?? but ii'm not... ii have all the people around miie to care and love miie... miie jiiex... miie la0 gong, miie ba0 beii.. miie mummy, miie daddy... all miie fwens and my bao beiix gan meii and nu er..ii l0ve all 0f demm... deyy will never leave me like the way you diid...

ppl ii wpuld really wanna thank : Emiliy, evon, kaii liin,huii lii, siqi, leen, Ivon mummie, ah bao,weii weii, ah xiian, wiindlok, yvonne, gabriel, hongzhao, guo liiang, guan kaii, agar, Chew yi, chew piing,Shuana everyone who have always been there supporting miie...

08:05 p.m. Friday, July 8, 2005

[[ Swimming Carnival ]]
+ + Iif euu l0ve miie let miie n0/ oof y0u d0n't den let miie g0 + +

3rd 3rd 3rd wohooo... ii g0rrt thirrd.. hahax.. t0day iish s0 funn... lazy t0 wriite.. but ii'm quiite diisapoiinted.. cause 0verall stiil diidn't wiin.. nvm... next year ii wiil try harder!! suces c0mes after many failure! ii'll never giive up!! yupp yupp.. thanks th0se ppl f0r supp0rtiing miie! i l0ve euu guys!!

+"*"*"* Miis euu lyk hell l0ve euu like crazy *"*"*"*"+
giive upp??

07:04 p.m. Thursday, July 7, 2005

[[D0n't wanna be l0nely f0reber]]
______xX_____*ByttchPwincess*____Xx______
Wo Aii Nii Aii Zhe Nii Jiiu Xiiang la0 shu aii da mii

t0dayy ba0 beii liin siick w0rxx.. so ke liian h0rhxx... h0pe she will be okay soon.. siianzatii0n 2day siia... stupiid berr neber cum.. ass h0le siia... den after sch ii g0 213... wiib all moii aii aii.. all miie k0rs, jiiex, fwens, daddy, la0 gongs.. hahax..
Hongzhao t0dayy like berii unhappie dunn0 whyiie als0.. den ii g0 lii siia0 winlok.. hahax.. he s0 cute.. den sandy jiiex cum bvss agaiin lerhx...

oh ya kaii liin g0nna tranfer iin s0on lerhx! maybe yan miing als0! hahax..

03:26 p.m. Tuesday, July 5, 2005

[[ Rec0veriing lerxx... ]]
miising euu baby... euu misused my trust iin euu.. sh0uld ii giive euu a sec0nd chance??
Attitude gerr. Int0xiicated pwincess Byttch.pure p0iis0n.
just 101% pure miie.. live wiib iit.. l0ve miie f0r wh0 ii am

T0day neber g0 sch.. stayed at h0me sh00 siianz.. miis tan called miie parents leii!! humph nvm ii g0t mc de okayy.. and ii wad reallie siick.. can't believe she d0es n0rrt trust miie!

oh ya kaii liin iish moii ba0 beii agaiin!! can be happpy lers... gab and kaii liin back wiib miie again! kekex.. called her thiis m0rniing.. den got a very bad s0re troat.. even when ii talk als0 berii paiin.. ii dunn0 h0w am ii supp0se t0 g0 sch tmr... haiish... waiiting f0r hiim t0 call miie... he hiinted al0rt 0f tiimes tt he s0rt 0f regrette wad he diid in da past... haiish... easy t0 f0rgiive hard t0 f0rget... Still l0ve hiim l0des w0rxx..

can''t waiit tuh g0 back to sch tmr.. gort v ball training.. den can see moii jiiex, k0rx.. daddy, mummie lers... miish dem l0des... and 0f cos can see hiim agaiin le!! kekex... he stiil call miie everydayy.. as iif nth iish wr0ng... havent seen hiim fer days.. suppose tuh g0 meet hiim but ii was siick,, haiish

today gab g0rrt match! wiish hiim g00d luck! gd luck to edmond la0 g0ng and the rest 0f the b ball players!!

[[euu serii0us mahxx??]]
confused gerr gerr..
Sweet Inn0cence//* Gothiic miie

01:57 p.m. Monday, July 4, 2005

* * Youth Dayy * *
siick siick miie...
_______xX_____*ByttchPwincess*____Xx______

new s0ng... niice mahxx? hahax.. by twiins de... siianz/.. today youth day.. suppose to be enjoying moiiself but instead ii'm at h0me.. goiing t0 diie s00n.. temperstude iis 39.2!!!! den cann0rt g0 west mall lers... haiishh but berr later cumiin to fiind miie... kekex...

http://byttchpwincess-purepoison.blogs.friendster.com/photos/just_101_pure_miie/ g0 check iit 0ut.. moii new ph0t0 album.. kekex... siianzz... haiish.. dunno iif ii should g0 sch tomorrow mahxx... missing moii han han nu er....

_____Trap in a w0rld wiit my chiildish fantasies____
w0 aii nii, aii zhe nii, jiiu xiiang la0 shu aii da mii
just 101% pure miie! liive wiith iit.. Love Miie 4 wh0 ii am
Sweet Inn0cence//*

06:30 p.m. Sunday, July 3, 2005

[[ wan suii 718 ]]
* * Siick.. fever.... flu... * *

okayys so gab did n0rrt diis0wn miie... nvm... haish.. stupiid hongzhao so bad siia yesteday s called "quarrel" wiib hiim.. hahax.. iif ya free go check out mah fwenster ph0t0 album kayys.. at moii secod account..

dunch know whyiie startiing tuh miish euu lodes... but ii pr0miise miieself tuh f0rget euu lerss.. now euu mii gan k0r.. let iit remaiin thiis wayy.. iif we are fated we wiil be together agaiin...
Joiined v ball lerss will be goiin fer v ball pracitice thiis wednesday.. n0rrt fogeting miie swimming c0mpetit0n thiis friiday!! omg!!!! diie lax./. sec 1 - 3 will be seeing... so xia suay.. hahax...
[[ wo ai nii, aii zhe nii. jiiu xiiang la0 shu aii da mii]]
_____xX____* ByttchPwincess&___Xx_____
love miie for wh0 ii am.. just 101 % pure miie!
Confused ger ger... d0 i stiil liike euu 0r have a fallen f0r another??

05:39 p.m. Friday, July 1, 2005

[[Dis0wned]]
**** ii miish euu... but you'll never be miine *****

parted with gab kaii liin and shuana... i neber d0 anythiing t0 dem.. dey just feel tt ii have changed... ii neber d0 anythiing wrong to dem ii reallie dunch understand?

Everythiing i d0 ii thiink 0f euu all fiirst... n0w ii'm already the lowest 0f the l0w... can't euu understand h0w i feel?? iit's okayy.. past is the past n0 use talkiing ab0ut iit... my liife wiil stiil c0ntiinue...

ii;ve triied my best to be a gd nu er and a bao beii but i guess ii've failled.. s0rry... Thanks f0r everythiing in da past.. alth0 we have parted my heart still have place f0r all 0f euu.. thiis is wad i wanna sayy... everyhing iin da past wil now remain beautifuk mem0riies in my shattered dreams...

[[ Wo haii shii hen aii nii... but i wanna f0rget euu ]]
* * Chi xiin jue duii.. * *
All these ii brough onto myself..

07:04 p.m. Thursday, June 30, 2005

[[ wanna get 0ver euu]]
^ ^ Shattered hopes and dreams ^ ^
sianzzz.... slowly tring t0 f0rget hiim.... ii miis hiim alot alot... altho ii see hiim everyday and talk to hiim everydayy he iish n0rrt miine anym0re.. i thiink ii just have to wake up.. he asked miie iif ii w0uld waiit f0r hiim ii t0ld hiim tt " Ji Hui Yi Shi Qu, Jiiu Zai Ye Bu hi Hui Lai Le" i gave you chances but once iit's gone iit wiil never come back agaiin...

fiirst and second dayy of sch g0t taii jii lers.. wa lann.. haiish ... shuana n0rrt miie mummie anym0re... she thiink i've changed.. say ii wanna act le... ii have all along been like thiis when ppl make miie du lan... she iish the same as well.. i can be a very guuai guaii pers0n wh0 liistens to wad miie g0d family has to say.. i put miie god daddy, mummie, bao beii, jiiex meiix and xii0ng dii fiirst b4 anythiing... and ii love dem al0rt...
i als0 can be beri good to ppl but iif they are too guo fen ii can be beri bad and fiierce too...

_______xX___GongZhu Ai WangZi___Xx__________ ii'm scared ii'll fall for euu agaiin.. just liike b4... miie baii ma wang zii... ii've kept iit to myself all along... ii h0pe euu can be the one who helps miie f0rget hiim...

718 jiex meiix rocks..
Gothiic miiex.attitude.intoxicated. pure poiison.pure Sweet innocence//*
jusstt 101% of pure miie.. live wiith iit!
[[Dunch break miie fragiile heart...]]

01:25 p.m. Sunday, June 26, 2005

_________xX___* Byttch Pwincess *___Xx________
Saddie miiex....
[[ I'll still be myself wiith0ut euu ]]

Thanks all da ppl on miie tag b0ard.. I'm so shii baii.. he g0rrt stead le.. he stead wiib mah precious nu er.. i can't believe it!! haiix... ii just h0pe he will treat her well.. ii want dem to be happie...
ii'm slowly getting over iit.. thanks to the ppl around miie...i l0ve all 0f euu!!!!!

[[miising euu...]]
* * Hui tou ba bu yao zhou bu yan zhe yang li kai w0 * *

09:26 a.m. Friday, June 24, 2005

_______xX___*Over over it's so over*___Xx________
45 sweet memories....
[[ended on the 26th day 23/06/06]]

I thought ii was the luckiest gal on earth.. i now realise ii'm not.... ii'm just living in my childish fantasy... wishing for things that will never come true....

Been crying my heart out for two days... stiil not getting over iit... hope i'll get better soon.. but ii can never bring myself to smile again... it really hurts alot...

If euu love someone you gotta let hiim go... iif he come back he's your if not you two were never ment to be.. i'm such a failure shi bai shi bai shi bai...

this tiime ii'm the one who broke wiith hiim but iit does not make miie eel any better.. ii just want hiim to be happie... he really likes her... i should let hiim go...

[[ heart brokend shi bai ger ger ]]
I'm nothing without you..

09:50 a.m. Thursday, June 23, 2005

_____x____*ByttchPwincess*____x_____
[[Eber lasting love 26 dayys]]

Qurelled wiib miie mum thiis morning! miie whole family iish driiving miie crazy!! ii can't take iit anymore!! they are so unreasonable.. miie mum sure g0 c0mplaiin to miie dad de lorhx.. den ii t0m0rr0w n0 need tuh g0 0ut lers! ii can't stand them!! miie lyffe iish sh00 misereble!! feel like running away from iit all but iit wiil only sh0w tt ii'm scared 0f them and ii'm not i'm not ii'm not!!!!!

Quarelled wiib ba0 beiix yesterday...obviously cause of his flirtish behaviour! haiish.. dunno iif ii'm thiinking too much but ii really cannot take iit.. fell like giivin hiim a taste 0f hiis 0wn medicin... arggh... i l0ve hiim t00 much to d0 anythiin,.. ahyiie iish thiis world so curual t0 miie miie miie?!!! i guess he DID say s0rrie and make a bunch of stupiid pr0miises whiich obvi0usly he w0n't keep but i forgiive hiim anyway... i''m sure ii'm g0iin to regrette thiis! my br0thers are riight he iish so freeking childish... and hum jii als0... ii hate iit... haiizz..... wad shall ii d0 n0w??

iif my REAl mother iish such an ass hole ii have 4 god mummy to care and dote on miie... iif my REAL father iish sucj an unreasonable old fashion idiot ii stiil have 2 god daddys who are very very good to miie and are more UNDERSTANDING.... I LOVE MIIE SISTERS!! THNAKS FOR BEIIN THERE!! Miie k0rs too! ("v") dem... Miie nu er iish miie most dote de... And lastly iif miie REAL ba0 beii (wei an) iish so childish and a flirt ii still gott miie OTHER bao beiix KAI LIIN!! Who iish shoo good to miie! glad tt she iish moii ba0 Beiix!

____XX___Take Miie Away___XX____
[[hate miie family...]]
loviing and miisg euu every min and sec of mie lyffe...
_______Shattered hopes and dreamzz_______

06:03 p.m. Wednesday, June 22, 2005

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("v")Wo Ai Ni ("V")
Bu Yao Li Kai Wo...
______________*Byttch Pwincess*______________
31/05/05 22.26 ilu...

05:40 p.m. Wednesday, June 22, 2005

__________x_____*Byttch Pwincess*_____x__________
[[25 dayss]]
sweet memoriies

omg sch is gonna reopen soon! haiish.. havent finiish miie homework... stiil have to helpp ba0 beii to hiis home work... aiyo shoo mah fan...
today bao beii cum miie house.. lol AGAIIN! ii thiin they in love wiib miis hse.. hahax.. everyday kenna bully by ba0 beiix humph! He Still havent Write me a testiim0niial back.. haiish.. 25 days le w0rx... hope iit wiil last forever.. ii've loved someone shoo much before iin moii lyffe altho ii never show iit out...

Tried to teach hiim how to play guan huai fang shi yesterdayy but.. hahax.. better norrt sayy... They went to take emilia nu er's number the other dayy... beri scared tt he wiil lykk her...

han han a.k.a.emilia miie new dearest nu er... love her lodes!!

^ ^ Wo Hui Ai Ni Yi Bei Zi ^ ^
____**han han nu er and ting ting mummie**_____
718 jiiex meiix huat ar

06:23 p.m. Sunday, June 19, 2005

[[ Xiia0 Tiingz & xiia0 An 184]]

**22 dayss**

sorry never blogged for a beri long tiime... gorrt al0rt of probs lately! omg... miie and ba0 beiix 22 days le... miish hiim shoo much.. he cumiin miie c0nd0 tmr...

we almost broke but fate pulled us back together agaiin... ii'm g0iib to trust hiim frm n0w 0n... lol..

i gorrt a new mummie le! ivon mummie! love her lots! *muacks*

love kaii liin,emily,evon ,shuana,chew piing,chew yi ,gabriel,Hui li,ah bao,ah xian,ah long,weii2,Leen,ivon,wei anthanks4beinThere4miie

ii maybe wanna joiin volley ball when sch reopens.. norrt sure yet.. kaii liin ba0 beiix maybe gonna cum to bvss! wohoo... good good... today fathers day... miie reletiive at miie house now.. well gotta go!

[[ gabriel daddy and jiia hong daddy happy fathers day!]]

*everytime we touch**

09:57 a.m. Wednesday, June 15, 2005

[[Happy Birthday to miie!!]]

**18dayss**

yesterday had shoo much fun at miie party! wohoo... gorrt shoo many presents.. ii want to thanks all the people who came to miie party and thanks for the presents!! hahax...

the best was miie surprise!! they all bluff miie sayy weii an neber cum but iin the end g0rrt!! i was shoo happiie!!

we ate marshmellos too!!

bernice and kaii liin euu two still owe miie presents hor.. hahax..

now shao pi, ba0 beiix and berniice at miie house.. they playiin like siia0 ppl.... hahax... childish..
btw ah bao broke wiit berr le.. she berii sad den ton at miie house lo... she talk to yong quan until 3 plus leii.. den she so fat keep suqeezing... den she snatch blanket wiib miie also.. wa la0... den morning the stupiid weii an and sha0 pii wake miie up.. sh00 idiotiic.. okiie gtg liiaoz..

10:39 a.m. Saturday, June 4, 2005

[0ff to k0rea tonight!]
[will miishh euu guys!!!]

omg. leaving tonight... will she bu de all of euu de!! i'm so touched.. lol.. yesterday recieved shoo many sms and msn msg askiin miie to take care and everything.. phone calls too!! i'll be back soon! b4 euu know it de 2pid irritating niicoleeee will be back.. muahaha.. den it will be time for mua b'day! ppl make ur self free from the 12june to 16 okiies?? wanna hang out wiib euu guys..

All miie gan meis thanks for ur concern euu all must take care of urselfs when i'm not arond okiies??

718 jiie meiix take care!! i'll miss all of euu! victoria jiie, shuana mummy, kaii liin bao beii, chew ping mummy,bernice meiix and chew yi meix!!

all miie gan kor, gan daddy and other gan jiies dunch w0rry b0ut miie yahs?? *ai si ni men lers!* huggies...
Will miish miie ba0 beii the m0st... lol..muacks!

i love victoria jiie's blog shoo much man!! go check it out... at mie links okiie i'll stop here... buaiz
[intoxicated]
[718 jiie meiix huat ar]

10:48 a.m. Friday, June 3, 2005

[Techno craze]
[love miie sisters forever]

hyiie! 12 dyas to miie b'day w0rx... don't forget miie presents... t0m0rr0w g0iin k0rea le... sad sad.. will miis all of euu!! kekex

t0dayy morning gabriiel daddy jii0 me g0 west mall wiib hiim.. but miie cann0rt g0 out... *sob sob* s0rry daddy! he t0ld me tt i'll be recieving al0rt 0f presents frm 2n2.. w0hoo... hahax... thanks thanks everyone...

haish miish miie ba0 beii sh00 much.. dun hab much tiime to peii hiim.. lol.. so excited goiin to k0rea!! wohoo..

berr really become beri ah liian w0rx.. tt day sc0ld ppl untills0 hi0ng.. alm0st call regina and siqi cum and help her... lol... evon and emily keep berr as gan meii.. omg... hahax.. but good for her lax.. she s0 happie... liive such a perfect liife...hahax.. wiib her ah ba0...
okiie gtg le... nw chattin wiib chew yi meii & cyndii.. she call to be her gan jiie... i still considering.. kekex..

[intoxicated]
[loving and missing euu every min every sec of miie liife..]
[718 jiie meiix rocks]

08:45 p.m. Friday, May 27, 2005

[ I'll Still Be MySelf Without euu]
[ Int0xiicaTeD ]

Today tt stupid berr berr never come sch.. idiot sia she...lol... den after school support to go fiind tt shuana dunno she run until where le.. shoo miie go fiind adeline jiie jiie chat chat awhile.. omg.. edmond lao gong gonna kenna caning leix.. haiyo ke lians...

today we cleen class sh00 fun siaz.. lol.. den weii an and aloy k0r k0r walk pass our class then kennna sc0oldin by miis tan... lol... idiotic leix.. my grades sucks man! sh00 sad... ti0 gan by parents.. wa lan.. scold me cause miss tan say i gotta pay attentionin class den they think i beri nottiie in class.. pls lor... they never use brains de... attitude leix my parents!

shoo fun today Ah bao, Ah xian , Shuana mummy , kai lin ba0 beiix and ber ber meii c0me miie hse swim.. ah bao push miie int0 the pool leix! omg omg.. but i had alot alot of fun today.. lazy to write down everything.. hahax... let euu xin yang yang..
Today zi kang wanna bully miie keefe di di... idiot sia... box hiim... i ask daryl help miie take care of hiim... I think daryl gonna et scaked.. cause he so nottie in class... den maybe zi kang gonna be chair man.. den i surely quit de lor.... i'm n0rrt fiit to be cive-chairman anyway... so wad lor... all ATTITUDE de!!! omg i'm so du lan now lo..
Cheng yang sending miie a song n0w.. sh00 l0ng.. i now berii du lan wiib weii an! humph... idiot sia... he just now call miie den we chat awhile den he ask miie for patch i say dun wan.. how am i suppose to believe hiim agiin lor.. den he du lan.. wa lan... idiiot leiix he.. haish but can't deny tt i still like hiim abiit... omg... idiotic.. anyway i'll stop here for now.. take care peeps..

[happy june holidays!]
[D0n't f0rget miie birthday present for.. 15th june.. kekex..]
718 jiie meiix rocks rocks rocks..

07:18 p.m. Wednesday, May 18, 2005

[A fun Skating Day for miie]
[ I Saiid I w0uld Channge,ii wanna change,ii hope to change,ii WILL change]

Hey never blog for a long time lers... sorriie n0 m00d... Den Berii Fan.. alortt of pr0bsS.. Sh00 ii hadd stopped bloggiing for awhiile...
Ber ber meii neber c0me sch t0day.. Humph! Today keep quareling wiib daryll.. hahaxx... I PASS MY CHINESE!!! WOHOO.. Mie chiines3 teach3r wsh sh00 happiie.. kekex..

After sch rushhed outt to mee ber meii.. den we take cabbiie go to jurong enter to meet kai liin ba0 bei... Jasmiine Mummy, Jeniifer Jiie and my newest moSt Chiio Bu jies Vicotira!! We fiirst go to acarde go play play Den We go kate!! w0h00.. sh00 many ppl siaz... omg! Den actually we Kai Lin dun wanna go derh... den later she angry... den we all go confort her and persuade her tuh g0... kekex..

Later we skat3 skate play play.. saw mii3 any0ng and jing de korr... Lol.. anyong ish cute as usual.. den berr berr keep aviodin jing de,, hahax... today shoo shuang., skate fast fast.. hahax.. 2pid Akirah and tw0 0ther hockey skater keep on li siao me.. humph... lol.. den any0ng k0r scold one of themm... kekex... "dun bully her horx.." hahax.. den going home ler exchanmge hugs wib everyone.. took lots of pics also.. too bad never gort a cahnge to take a niice one wiib victoria jie jie... hahax.. miie jamine mummy shoo cute sia.. hahax... i oso gort hug anyong! hahax... den he go tell sandy jiie... hahax..

later when we wanna go 0ut le.. BERNICE LOST HER TICKET!!! 0mg omg omg... den the another h0key skater keep li sia0 me.. ahahax... sh00 funniie.. later we all sneak berr berr out.. l0ls.. den all exchange hugiies again.. hahax.. ii'm addiicted tuh huggiies le.. 0kiie ii'll stop here...

^ ^ Skating Fever.... ^ ^

[Jie mei 718 rocks! ]

01:55 p.m. Saturday, May 7, 2005

[ Xiao Tingz luvin Xiao An 184 ]
[ Patched 06/05/05 21:48 ]

Well Slowly Life stars to get better..
1) i ALMOST passed history.. just needed 1.9 more marks!! omg omg omg!
2)And i got A1 for geopraphy... lol... miracles do happen... 3)managed to force myself to study abit....
4)Hmmm.... and Kai LIn ask me to be her bao bei.. kekex...
5)Me and wei an are back together... So happy!
6) Got 3 new gan jie jies... luvin them forever... Mui Mui jie jie... Emily jie jie... and Yamiko jie jie...
7) Being back to my old cheerful self...
8) can heck care bout the rubbish on my tag board
9) loving all my sisters....allways there for me! Having so much fun with them!
10) Adicted to ice skating again and now i know can ask who to pei me le!
11) Can play the koren song on the guitar...

I hope my life will stay this way forever.. thanks everyone who suppored me all the way... my god family and all my jie mei! love euu guys forever! Will Change and Become a better person....

[ Luving Wei An forever and ever! ]
[ Say say say you love me... bu gu yi qie.. hen hen ai]

01:46 p.m. Saturday, May 7, 2005

[ Xiao Tingz lvuin Xiao An 184 ]
[ Patched 06/05/05 21:48 ]

Well Slowly Life stars to get better..
1) i ALMOST passed history.. just needed 1.9 more marks!! omg omg omg!
2)And i got A1 for geopraphy... lol... miracles do happen... 3)managed to force myself to study abit....
4)Hmmm.... and Kai LIn ask me to be her bao bei.. kekex...
5)Me and wei an are back together... So happy!
6) Got 3 new gan jie jies... luvin them forever... Mui Mui jie jie... Emily jie jie... and Yamiko jie jie...
7) Being back to my old cheerful self...
8) can heck care bout the rubbish on my tag board
9) loving all my sisters....allways there for me! Having so much fun with them!
10) Adicted to ice skating again and now i know can ask who to pei me le!
11) Can play the koren song on the guitar...

I hope my life will stay this way forever.. thanks everyone who suppored me all the way... my god family and all my jie mei! love euu guys forever! Will Change and Become a better person....

[ Luving Wei An forever and ever! ]
[ Say say say you love me... bu gu yi qie.. hen hen ai]

01:46 p.m. Saturday, May 7, 2005

[ Xiao Tingz lvuin Xiao An 184 ]
[ Patched 06/05/05 21:48 ]

Well Slowly Life stars to get better..
1) i ALMOST passed history.. just needed 1.9 more marks!! omg omg omg!
2)And i got A1 for geopraphy... lol... miracles do happen... 3)managed to force myself to study abit....
4)Hmmm.... and Kai LIn ask me to be her bao bei.. kekex...
5)Me and wei an are back together... So happy!
6) Got 3 new gan jie jies... luvin them forever... Mui Mui jie jie... Emily jie jie... and Yamiko jie jie...
7) Being back to my old cheerful self...
8) can heck care bout the rubbish on my tag board
9) loving all my sisters....allways there for me! Having so much fun with them!
10) Adicted to ice skating again and now i know can ask who to pei me le!
11) Can play the koren song on the guitar...

I hope my life will stay this way forever.. thanks everyone who suppored me all the way... my god family and all my jie mei! love euu guys forever! Will Change and Become a better person....

[ Luving Wei An forever and ever! ]
[ Say say say you love me... bu gu yi qie.. hen hen ai]

07:29 p.m. Monday, May 2, 2005

[S]kaTing [C]razE....

Today kenna dua by that bernice again... humph.. stupid mei! euu dua me! humph! me and kai lin so angry lo.. lol... but sandy jie say she help us find group lax... we meet at west mall first.. guess wad?? I'm not late this time!! wohoo... Kai lin so chio sia... she put eye liner and mascara so chio! lol.. at least she know how to put.. not lk some ppl.. put le look like monster.. lol me so bad hor?? ok lax.. i dun say le.. lol

later at MRT station wei an call me leix!! lol.. so happy.. hahax... and suprised oso... den he wanna jio me go out.. but i say i going out wib sandy,.. den sandy snatch the phone and talk to him.. lol... hai.. den lk tt lo.. hope he not angry bahx!

Go je le we go at the shop and sit den chat chat lo.. kai lin keep telling me cannot pang seh her.. lol.... cause sandy will go wit they skaters den kai lin alone mahx.. so she ask me dun pang seh her.. hahax.. later saw Leen Jie!! She so chio sia! lol.. love her hair! she looks more matured now! Den exchanged hugs wib her.. later me leen jie and Kai lin go but long john silver then eat..

eat le later we went skating! wohoo... Leen asked me to rent hocky boots but dun have le.. so sad.. lol... den she help me tie my boots.. so sweet of her horx??
Skating so fun! I skated wit kai lin most of the times... sometimes wit sandy and leen jie oso lax.. hahax.. say anyong kor!!! Miss him so much sia!! he is still as cute as ever.. kekex... kai lin oso agree tt he is beri cute... lol.... Den the stupid Skirah so li siao leix.. lol.. keep making ice onto me and kai lin.. lol!

LLater Anqi jie call kail in and complain bout shuana diao her.. blah blah... den wanna settle that time shuana give kai lin attitude den kai lin not happy lo.. haiz.. den make until the prob beri big lo.. shuana oso dun wanna say sorry when she is in the wrong haiz... den now make until the prob beri big.. lol..

den we cannot eat in peace sia.. so many phone calls.. lol... den they all li siao me.. onder how akirah know tt me and wei an stead.. lol.. the anyong beri funny oso beri li siao.. hahax... so fun sia... den leen jie come pei me and kai lin to eat.. hahax.. den later see them split skate.. wohoo.. so cool sia... stand there feel the wind.. hahax... later we go continue to ksate... den later go home le.... hahax... she bu de leen jie jie and the rink worx... and anyong kor oso.. din't get chance to say bye bye to him and sandy jie.. well hope to go to the rink again soon.. hahax.. me and kai lin set set le.. lol... okie i'll stop here...

[s]lowly getting over euu.....
^ ^ Skating fever ^ ^

03:46 p.m. Tuesday, April 26, 2005

** All ended on 25/04/05 16:27 **
^ ^ If we are FatEd We wiLl bE toGetHer AgAiN... ^ ^

Yes the rumours are true... me and wei an break le.... haiz... so sad.. thanks everyone for conforting me... i appreacheat (sry dunno how to spell) it alot.. i love euu guys... I'll try to get over it... trying to act happy in front of him.. well.. at least we are still friends...
I will remember the memorable 19 days forever....

He seams so happy... well... maybe it's better this way.. so many ppl know le... feel so wad lo....
Well i really hope we can be together again... i'm so shi bai... got dumped AGAIN... i canot seam to forget him... the memories will last forever... hope there will be a chance one day to continue this brokened fairytail...

I guess wad ppl told me about him was true.... i tot i could prove them wrong.. give wei an a chance to prove them wrong too... but i guess i'm just unlucky... sorry.... jia hong daddy,.. jing de kor kor.... sorry for not listening... but i really loved him alot.... but i also love all of you... my whole god family..... i wish we can all be united again... i miss euuu guys.....

^ ^ The memories will last forever..... ^ ^
("v") THANKS ALL MY JIE MEI AND QIONG DI WHO WERE ALL WAYS THERE FOR ME... ("v")
+ + If You LovE somEthinG yoU gOt nO chOicE buT to Let It gO.. + + <

02:59 p.m. Monday, April 25, 2005

^ ^ Xiao tingz luv Xiao An 184 ^ ^ [18 days]
+ Ni Hai Ai Wo Mahx?? +

sorry havent been blogging for a beri long time..du mind my tag board.. it's polluted wit a looser's childish nonesence.... haizZzZzzZ... so sad.... wish me and him could be as close as last time... well... i don care le.. as long as he 5s happy can le...
well hope u guys lk the new song... oh ya got something to annouce!! BERNICE GOT STEAD LE!!! omg... lucky her... she seams so happy... well good for her.. now a days so many pobs... i'm so stressed... oh ya.. i learnt how to play the first part of qing tian on the guitar....
slept beri late yesterday.. chatted wit wei wei and zuo jia and play game until beri late... was conforting zuo jia actually... haizz... pity him.... JIA YOU ZUO JIA!!

Haizz... trying to make myself happy... maybe i'm thinking too much... well.... good thing is a got two new jie jie... Chio bu Hui Li jie jie!! she rocks! and stephanie jie... kekex... and one new kor.... yu cheng kor...

dorothy mei broke wit yu cheng le.. haizz... tt day settle the indian prob in sch.. this time i just stad there and see show... cal all the chinese to go see oso... support the chinese! wohoo...
Well... something eles to be happy about... bao bei wei an is seriis about changing himself le! he now treat his mum beri good le... and got study oso... so proud of him... bao bei jia you.... must become a better person.. dunwish to see u go boys home... but if u go i will wait for euu de..

okie i'll stop here le....
^ ^ Wo Hui ai ni yi bei zi..^ ^
* * No matter wad happens... m willing to go through think and thin wit you my bao bei... * *

07:02 p.m. Monday, April 18, 2005

Hey guys! I've changed song to wo du cuo by B.A.D... it rocks! Have fun listening!

* * loving Wei An 1314.. [12 days...] * *

08:53 p.m. Sunday, April 17, 2005

* * ("v") Xiao ting love Xiao An 1314 3344 ("v") * *
[ bad boy ]

okay today is is a super errr.. dunno how to describe day.. hahax.. went to celebrate bao bei's b'day wit him today...

went to church in the morning.. kinda fun lax.. kekex.. made butterflies! wohoo..lol.. den later went to mac to meet hwee xian.. den we go west mall and met up wit wan tian.. den go to yellow shop to go buy bao's bei present! oh no.. i'm broke now.. ahahax.. small present but beri expansive worx!!! omg omg omg,.. but nvm lax.. kekex.. yellow shop jie jie all know me wei an stead omg.. lol.. one of the jie ji say my hair beri nice... ask me how i ask the ppl to cut de.. den another one say i tie hair beri cute.. but let down hair look more matured.. two diff ppl.. hahax..

bought for bao bei something to hang on hp de.. beri cute.. i oso have.. den got carve name de... hahax.. ting and an.. shooo nice... den later wan tian wanna go buy shirt.. den me and hwee xian help her to pick a nice shirt.. cause cannot let her loose to CARITY that ass hole... lol.. k i'm so mean.. but she really sucks lk hell.. no offence.. alot pf ppl agree wit me.. we choose for her a yellow halter top.. she wear le look so chio man! later we saw caity wit shao pi kor and wei an... she was wearing yellow too!! and her shit was lk so.. omg act chio! eww...

Later wei an was abit pissed off as we were late.. not our fault wad.. impatient.. den they all say wanna go escape dun wanna go k box..wa piang.. but in the end they managed to persuade them lo... den i was lk du lan wit wei an cause he eep folow carity den pang seh me lo.. he totaly dun care me lei... wa piangz.. den later go jurong le... hey cao beh again. say wad go ba hai tong ppl cannot go there.. later kenna beaten up. blah blah.. cartity so act lo... then me hewee xian and wan tian really beri du lan lo...

humph... den later they tell wei an tat i beri angry le... den wei an don't care sia... den when we go the k box there we totly ignor each other lo.... i only talk to shao pi... den he keep pei carity lo.. i so damm du lan.. then later i give him the present hor... he throw to shao pi lei.. omg... i lk beri agry and heart broken lo.. wanna cry le but i ren...

den later he sing the wo de cuo den wan tian and hwee xian see me lk gonna cry le.. den they ask me dun cry dun cry... i cannot ren le.. one tear drop.. den two... den i started crying le.. dnno why jusy keep crying and crying... den wei an ask hwee xian to move aside den he sit beside me and hug me den he ask me why i cry.. den wan tian and hwee xian help me ans " wad do u think?? she so ke lian lo.. u go witcarity den dun care her.. den make her so du lan.. she dun cry is fake one lo.. " i just keep crying lo.. den he confort me ask me dun cry le.. den he say sorry.. den he sang one song... he change the lyrics.. kekex.. the song can so called say he composed de lax.. "nicole nicole.. wo zhi cuo.. qing ni da fang yue liang wo... Wei an yi ding hui gai guo.." bah blah.. so touching lo.. omg... hahax... den i lie on his shoulders.. cause so touched.. but at the same time still beri sad lo.. hahax.. den he say "you ar.. wbhy u cry?? u still angry wit me?? dun sad le lax.. u said u will never cry infront of me right?? " den i say "ya.. but i cannot take it le.. " lol.. so sad hor? lol... den we sing tong hua.. blah blah.. de all okay le.. kekex..den he took back the present.. then he said it was so sweet lol.. well at least he liked it.. now hanging on his hp.. the rest of things is privent and confidential cannot tell eu.. bleahx!

hahax.. anyway i enjoyed myself.. later went back to wm.. i play para para.. den met the wan tian say hillgrove sec 1 most xia lan gal.. she abit act lax.. but she smile at me den say bye bye to me when i go home so i think it is okay lax.. kekex ya. thats about all.. i'll stop here...

^ ^ wei an wei an wo ai ni ^ ^

[ bad boy rocks ]

08:06 p.m. Friday, April 15, 2005

("v") Xiao ting loving Xiao An 1314 ("v")
[Tong hua]
Hey long time no update le.. kekex... bao bei today dua me sia... nvr cone sch.. kekex... miss him so much...me and him is in love with tong hua lei.. kekex.. alissa say bao bei beri cute.. kekex.. wohoo.. ya.. he is sick today lei.. haizZzZZ.. lol.. hope he gets better soon worx..

hahax.. After school went to look for germai ji..she and dorothy quarreling.. haiz.. den aot uper sec wanna tio wit dorothy.... haiz.. dunno wad to do sia... oh ya Garni bring guitar to sch.. de we play.. kekex.. so fun.. Bao bei know how to play "qing tian" lei.. wohoo..so coooll.. lol..

I'm broke.. broke broke... lol... anyway todat after school i go find bao bei.. den we all go walk walk den saw wei wei A.K.A Franky.. kekex.. finally know hu is wei wei le.. oso saw aloy bro.. adrian.. kekex.. and alot more ppl.today all go the 1 head there.. kekex.. met one of wan tian friends frm common wealth.. kekx.. she so chio..lol... den she oso know daisy.. tomorrow i think i go ask for donations.. den buy bao bei present.. den go k box wit them.. den go ask 4 donations again den go back to jp... okay.. i got 6 hours to do tat.. LOL! today had lots of fun. yupp yupp.. bao bei now sleep cause he sick... haiz.. sian no one pei wo chat le.. hahax... okay bahx i think i stop here le... buai buai...

+ + 3 days to bao bei b'day... + +
* * luving euu 1314... * *

08:11 p.m. Sunday, April 10, 2005

("v") Xiao Tingz luvin Xiao An 1314 3344 ("v")

omg omg omg... i cut my hair le!! kekex... i look weird.. anyway Yesterday after i cut my hair went to meet bao bei.. adeline jie jie... edmond kor... Shao Pi kor.. Wan tian they all.. chat chat lo.. lol... after tat went for youth group meeting! Wohooo.. so damm fun! It was the most fun meeting i ever had... we all got like disco de.. but den is praising the loard songs lax... kekex..
Today went to My bro's baby god bro b'day party.. eww.. filled with little kiddies.. luckily my real god sis and god bro went.. or not i would have been bored to death.. hahax.. Me and moi real god sis went to inhale Hilium GAs... omg.. lol.. den our voice so funny... but only for awhile lax.. lol.. so fun sia... weird too.. den berr called me to chat chat.. she keep talking bout daryl.. which is really gerrting on my nerves man!
Pls... He cause me so damm much trouble... so fan... everytime when i'm with him i have alot of preasure.. haiz... wonder whyy... den now ian hates me! omg.. he lucky i never pao toh tat he smoke lo.. haiz... daryl smoe cause of me.. i feel so guily man! But wad can i do...haiz.. dun talk bout that.. today kenna scoldin frm sandy jie cause of him lo! so pissed off... is lk me and daryl prob... den so many other ppl chap inside.. den his friends everyday come and fan me lo... wad to do!! Fell like just dying man! I got my bao bei le... and i love him alot.... haiz... hate my life... it totaly sucks..

After tat Shao pi kor, charity, bao bei. wesley and another unknown guy come my condo... then tim kor, stephen di di.. all saw moi stead le.. lol... Tim and bao bei seam to get along quite well... thats good... hahax.. Still thikning of weather to pontan sch tomorrow.. pei edmond adeline jie jie they all... but me and bao bei dunno if wanna be guai kia anot.. lol.. Aloy and charity break le.. but wan tian still hates her like hell... lol... haiz.. just now chat with bao bei on the phone.. bao bei so sweet sia.. kekex...okie i stop here le bahx...

Missing euu... 1314...
Bought sly's new album le! wohoo... it rocks! love the song "suo yi"..

07:28 p.m. Friday, April 8, 2005

^ ^ Baby i love you and i'l never let euu go... ^ ^

+ + Beri fun and interesting day.. kekex.. + +

wohoo... 7th April2005 22:36... a day to remember forever..
okie so i've finally decided to acept him... m gonna be a good good stead... Well at least i'm trying my very best... hahax...

Today came to sch super early.. den go class do finish my chinese home work.. see i so guai.. lol.. today bernice uncle come sch lei.. wa lao.. hahax.. i go 1N1 class room in the morning to pei joey mei.. den bao bei follow me go.. hahax.. den after sch we gotta go put the chair in the hall den bap bei come li siao.. lol so XIA SUAY man... lol...

after sch got one sec 3 gal wanna find germain to settle so me pei her go lo... suan bian saw or wei jie so call him to help me buy chocolate cookies.. kekex.. for charity de.. shuana made them.. lol.. i put in my bag.. cause outside staff room den cannot eat mahx... later we go outside... den theresa beri scared cause jasbrina jie jie wanna find her trouble.. they saw she diao them.. but she say she nvr.. den i try to help theresa oso lo.. lol.. in the end everything ok le lax... den bernice the tai ji oso settle le.. *wheew*.. finally... this week shooo many tai ji to settle.. haiz... later we go west mall... go eat.. we saw timothy kor korthere oso..lol... den later we pei jia hong daddy go toh guan to change.. plannign to go stright back to 213 after tat...

oncce we reach his house outside... guess wad?? HE GOT NO KEYS!! omg omg omg... we were so anhry man!! we sit out side the house hor so long sia... den later we took cab go Fu hua... lol... me shuanna mummmy and my bao bei take pic in the cab.. so nice sia the pic... now wanna send to com but den dunno why cannot.. aiyoyo.. lol... after tat we go back jia hong house.. den me and shuana sleep there! lol SHIOK sia.. we sleep for bout forty mins plus... then wei an make so much noise.. lol...ask us dun sleep dun sleep.. wad sia... hahax.. later we go back 213 den saw wan tian they all.. then chat chat.. den later we go west mallk again.. wit shao pi... now moi new kor kor.. lol.. cause i wanna go find hairband mahx.. lol.. den he help me find one beri nice one.. pink colour de.. hahax..after tat wei an bring my go yellow shop seee the jie jies.. den he show them say i his new stead.. lol.. they saw his taste better cause his stead getting shorter and more chio oso... lol.. more suit him.. hahax.. cause all his ex beri tall and big size de.. lol.. den later me and shuana go home.. b4 tat we went to the pasa malam den saw zhao hui! wohoo... lol.. go buy his food.. so yummy sia.. wow.. i wrote so long le.. slowly read bahx.. i'll stop here le.. buai..

* * support Sly!! buy his new album!! kekex * *
^ Jian dan ai.... luvin you 1314... 7/04/05 22:36 ^ ^

06:56 p.m. Thursday, April 7, 2005

^ ^ 22 Days... Totaly Given up...^ ^
+ + Realise the important things in life.. + +

+ + ^ ^ [ Ji Mo Bian Jie] ^ ^ + +

Hey havent updated in a long long time.. kekex.. alotf ppl call me to update so update lo.. haiz..
Today kenna pang seh by the stupid bernice again.. pa ta liang pa gei ta si.. lol.. aiyo.. this whole week so sianz.. wa lao everyday must settle tai ji de... If is not other ppl tai ji is my own one.. i dun even have time for my own tai ji.. haiyoyo... glad that me and most of all sec 1 gals beri good terms le.. got a new jie jie.. Germain Jie Jie.. kekex... Theresa mei.. and dorothy mei... luv them lodes...
Gabriel kor kor i would like to thank u for supporting me all the way and allways being there for me... you are the best kor i've ever had..

Wan tian so ke lian.. yesterday she came to bvss opposite crying in tears.. why?? Obviously cause of Alot kor and tat charity.. wonder wad aloy see in her.. all of us prefer wan tian lo.. wa lao.. she was so soaking wet man.. den she was fuming... and oso she cut her self.. damm dam deep lei... omg... Wan tian gal.. no matter wad i'l lallways zhi chi ni.. dun do stupid things le lax...

She pro lei.. scold charity den later push her down! wohoo.. lol.. den wei an cover my eyes.. say i cannot see.. lol... he everyday call me to sparing wit him.. but i dunwan.. lol.. scared he loose.. haha.. jk jk ...

today morning met up with wei an and dorothy mei... and xuen shan oso.. lol.. he rocks man.. so cute.. everytime call me Da Jie or Da Sao de... lol... he kenna beaten by one guy today.. den he call wei an go 1T1 classroom to settle... me and adeline jie jie go see show.. kekex... Wei an pro..

later after sch saw berr... she came wit us... den later we go 30 story.. i tot she and shuana was going.. but ended up she only pei shuana to wait 4 bus.. lol... her ucle call me and scold me lei.. knn .... wa kind of uncle is this man?? scold me.. den talk lk gangster.. make me so angry.. cause i never do anything wrong lo.. today forgooten to bring swimming costume.. lucky got sandy jie, wei an and one shu qun guy to pei wo... lol...

den i walk here walk there around the pool so sianz.. hahax.. den pei dorothy mei, Germain jir dey all chat chat... dey complain to me about faith AGAIN.. can't believe she say herself chio when she is so kenna sai.. lol... den maybe tomorrow we going to settle cause they buay song dorothy.. haiz.... sianz man..

oh ya.. Wei an Kenna caning again lei.... wa lao two strokes.. yesterday 3 le lei.. so ke lian... aiyoyo.. but this time he kenna cane he was innocent lo... he nvr smoke i can be witness.. but mr leng aiya.. haiz... lol... Okie bahx i think i stop here le.. long long entry... buai buai..

* * Ji mo bian jie * *
+ + [Jian dan ai..] Lovin euu 1314... + +

07:14 p.m. Friday, April 1, 2005

* * + + exciting and wonderful day.. * * + +

^ ^ still loving you... 16 days... ^ ^

Yoo April Fool! hahax...
Today after school... Sandy jie and my ex, Anthony come fetch me go cck stadium for my primary school sports day.. kekex... Anthony still as cute as ever.. lol... when we went there met many primary school firends! wohoo.. miss them so much.. missing the wonderful times i had in primary school.. gald they all still remember me.. i oso go li siao li siao teachers.. gald tat they stil remember me as the naughty nicole.. hahax.. SAw Odell Di di!! omg he is so damm cute and yan dao! hahax... saw yi ting, jing jing the chhio bu and auriel mei mei.. yi ting run so damm fast man! Auriel oso not bad,, hahax.. saw brendan di di oso... feel lk running track again sia.. i so long never run le... only run long distance lk 2km++ hahax... had sucj a wonderful time..

later went back to bvss with sandy and alicia... saw hong zhao kor and yu quan at the stairs outside sch.. den later go into school and find berr mei and wei an... Wei an so funny sia. we to play so called sparing.. wohoo i won.. then his friends ask him.. wei an how can u loose to a gal?? wohoo.. i rock man.. hahax..

dorothy, germain, theresa all of them got some serious problems... omg.. so woriied for dot=rothy.. i'm glad that theresa is alright now... haiz.. hope everything will be okay.. i'm so scared.. may god bless all of them... hmmm i wanna be god sis with theresa, dorothy and germain.. kekex..
monday going to find the "her" omg she sucks big time... so bhb, hao lian.. blah blah.. she oso dun lk me.. i oso dun lk her lo.. haiz... no mood to talk about this le lax.. gotta go to yi han jie jie's quiz le... buai buai..

+ + Baby i love euu and i'll never let euu go.... + +

08:59 p.m. Wednesday, March 30, 2005

^ ^ Baby i love euu.. and i'll never let u go...^ ^

Today so sianz... came school with bernice.. haiz... den later I went to do my chao xie... lol... later maths lesson... hmm.. went quite well.. den chinese teacher forgot about the chao xie so nvm.. kekex... recess went on as normal.. den later lit lesson so fun.. so called... i'm starting to like lit.. kekex... later wad science did some ecperiments.. yay managed to get mrs chan to let ber sit with me... kekex... after school damm sianz... went together with chew yo mei.. chew ping jie and karen jie.. i cut myself today.. 10 times... haiz... cannot take it le.. chew ping oso cut... berr also... lol... today after school was so fun.. kekex... dorothy didn't come to school today today recess joey tell me one gal wanna be friends with me.. i say anything... forgotten her name le.. dne during basketball training hong zhao tell me one of his friends wanna noe me.. lol.. den tell me o li siao him.. when he look at me ask me to wave at him.. lol... obviously i listen to hong zhao kor lax.. zuo jia kor kor today dunno where in the world he went to... so sianz... keep seeing shawn no matter where i go.... can't seem to avoid him.. so i decided not to avoid him any more.. .. yupp yupp...

* * It feels so guilty to regect someone.... u will never know how i feel* *

^ ^ Should i continue to wait for euu?? ^ ^

09:51 p.m. Tuesday, March 29, 2005

* * an unlucky day for others but not me..part 3* *

^ ^ baby i love you,and i'll never let you go...^ ^

esther ask me to help her settle things with hazel... lol... hazel go scold her lei.. piangz.. but me nd berr help them to be friends again le.. wohoo... i now doind my chao xie.. so sianz.. my hand pain sia.... haiyo... , so confused now... WAn tian so lucky sia.... She told me and berr bout she and her stead.. woah me so xian mu ta... hahax.. omg... india got earth quake and wei an father is there lei.. he now very worried.... i hope everything is alright.... haiz...okie bahx.. i stop here le... buai buai...

+ + Heart broken gal gal...+ +

08:03 p.m. Tuesday, March 29, 2005

^ ^ unlucky day for others but i'm not affected ^ ^

later after school i was waitng for stupid berr mei mei.. shekenna punish by mrs katar.. as usual.. hahax.. den she ask her go buy hot dog bread for her.. lol.. den edmond go put chicken and chili in side lei... omg... hahax...

after tat went opposit go find sandy.. wohoo.. miss her so much man! then later we went to b ball court the play ground there.. sit sit chat chat take pic.. together with wantian they all.. later pinky, jian xiang.. wei an's friends,,, zuo jia kor.. hong zhao kor... all come... sad lax.. only my bao bei daddy never come.. cause he kenna tai ji in school.. stupid mr leng... slap him ar.. hahax..

den later pinky and jian xiang keep talking to me bout wei an... den later they go talk to berr bout dunno wad cause she stting another pace den i was with sandy... den later jian xiang wanna tell me something then berr screm and ran after jian xiang and guess wad SHE FELL DOWN! omg!! omg omg omg.... ke lian he man...we all went to look at her.. goodness man.. he leg bleeding like siao.. all the gal help her whipe den i go scold jian xiang.. lol.. stupid jian xiang... dne sandy is the most "hen xin" one still can say"woah so nice!! i wanna take pic of it!! " omg man.. hahax... then i help berr to cleen her wound then she keep screaming.. wa piang noisy sia..

my ke lian de bernice mei mei... hahax... later we went to west mall... walk walk le... all of them keep distubing me bout zuo jia.. wa lao.. so pai seh lo.. stupid hong zhao... lol... all his fault la.. hahax... den later we saw shuana jie jie and her BUS STOP GUY... hahax... den we go disturb them.. omg.. tat guy was from hong zhao kor's primary sch leix.. hahax..

*~*~ end of part 2*~*~

^ ^jian dan ai ^ ^

07:48 p.m. Tuesday, March 29, 2005

* * ^ ^ Unlucky day for others... but i never seam to get affected.. part 1^ ^ * *

+ + still livin in a ji mo bian jie+ +

hahax.. okay today was a super suay day for my friends... came to school to meet my edmond "lao gong" bernice mei and wei an kor... den dorothy and joey come find us to chat chat.. talked about hakimah.. hahax... wanted to go jio meng her.. but later since she changed and become a good friend to izzah me and berr just forgt about the matter...

now me and dorothy good friends le.. kekex...they told me tat theresa's friend tot i wanna go tio with theresa.. pls lor... i dun any how go and tio wit ppl... and i now dun wanna find trouble le... hahax... den i saw theresa downstair i go talk to her tell her tat i won't go find her for trouble de.. she looked so stunned... hahax.. found out tat forothy and joey they all beri scared of my jia hong daddy.. omg.. hahax... he scary mehx?? i dun find so...

after assembly dorothy wad called out... i didn't know why at first.. i tot her attire prob or she talking too much during flag raising... so i didn't took much notice.. untill one of my friends clair wh ocame late told me she saw dorothy crying.. so i sensed tat something wad not right at before tat she told me she had to go see teacher...
during shuamsu's boring thinking skills class i saw dorothy getting out of her class with her bag and crying... i was worried bout her so i go ask shamsu for exit pass.. i wentout to talk to her... then she told me the whole story.. nat was there too.. we conforted her and asked her not to cry.. still being worried me,berr and nat when to look for her during recess... she said tat she scared her family would send her to the gals home... den later i think everything was settled le so i was not so stressed le...
later is was GEOGRAPHY TEST!! omg.. i think i fail le lax.. hahax..

*~*~* End of part one *~*~*

03:24 p.m. Sunday, March 27, 2005

Today is my shuana jie jie b'day...

HaPpY bIrTHdaY sHUaNa jiE jiE!!
*muacks* love ya lodes!

07:49 p.m. Saturday, March 26, 2005

^ ^ Gei wo yi ge ji hui zhao gu ni^ ^

Hey! today went out with sandy hoping to cheer myself up! anyway she owed me 3 neoprints! wohoo... hahax... zuo jia got stiches on his lips... omg... hope he is alright..
We went to neoprints and saw some ACT jap ppl.. ewww... me and sandy think tat they are so damm xia lan.. sandy very buay song them... i feel lk slapping their faces lo.. haha.. den we went into the door machine thoese gal purpusly go throw the curtains at our faces.. knn.. hahax.. den when we went into the machine they forgot to choose the pictures! wohoo.. heven is no our sides! orbi.. hee hee... perfect revenge.. wohoo.. we are so evil..Hi 5 sandy! jie mei xing shen! later we took some other cute cute neoprints! wohoo so nice!later sandy come moi house... then bernice so jealous cause we never jio her go out... jio for wad sia... she oso everytime cannot go out... tomorrow shuana jie jie b'day.. havent bought her anything yet.. haiz... kekex... shuana jie dun angry hor...

* * Living in a Ji Mo bian jie* *

+ + missing euu+ +

07:27 p.m. Friday, March 25, 2005

^ ^ Jian Dan Ai^ ^
Today suppose to go ice skating de.. last min mum dun let me go... soory hor sandy jie jie.. pang seh you... i owe u okie?? sooo sianz..... yesterday the swimming coach socld my ki lun jie ie.. humph.. slap his face ar.. den she tot theresa go socld her big ass or dunno wad... den i go ask theresa.. den now all settle le.. dorothy yesterday ask me if doreen is my mei.. den i say no.. hmmm.. so weird wonder why she will ask me this kind of question... hmmm.. i decided to be good terms with the N 1 gals la... only unless they very wad lax..
Haiya... today go one head eat dinner.. kekex... yummy.. so full now... my father bought converse shoe for me in USA! wohoo... kekex.. so happy... i miss my god family.. i miss sandy jie jie too... so sorry to pang seh her today.. i miss anyong kor kor!! hahax... i miss the skting ring alot worx... hmmm... well hope u guys like the new song i put up.... rock on..

^ ^ Hope to be the one tat u can rely on... i'll allways be here for you^ ^

* * Jian Dan Ai* * + + Ji mo bian jie+ +

10:28 p.m. Thursday, March 24, 2005

Hey.... today saw his blue black marks.... so xin tong.. wa lao... now a days so many ppl keep asking me if jia hong is my stead... ahahax.. the chio bu talk to me at toilet ask bout jia hong again... hahax..today got back progress card...so disapointed... but i think i di ok lax...hahax... today the whole day neber hang out with my god family... hahax... miss jia hong daddy so much.. hai.. me so sad.. today go buy pen knife.. wanna cut myself... haiz... btoday went swimming... swim 8 laps! 8 laps lei!! almost fainted... hahax... cannot take it.... hai... today art lesson bernice help me draw one beri cute thing... of my bai ma wang zi.. hahax.... berr found out about "him" lk me lei... she so sad.. i feel so bad... haiz.... so fan.. i feel so shi bai.. haiz.. disapointed with muysefl

+ + ke bu ke yi gei wo a ge ji hui hao hao de ai ni??+ +

heart broken nic..

07:14 p.m. Tuesday, March 22, 2005

HEy guys!
Today my father went to USA to work for two and a half weeks wohoo! so happy.. i sound so bad.. haiz.. so sad.... Now become a normal gal.... no more the "center of attraction" sad.... * sob* somemore now "they" no more wanna support me le lorx... is she really tio with me i think they will rather side her.... so disapointed.. today berr last her hp! omg... she wand wei an patch le! I'm here to annouce this.... today got maths retest kekex.... lol... mrs dave (geography teacher) so bad lor.... she go disturd me and daryl.. pls lor! why the whole world wanna match make me with him.. goodness! yesterday Pei Xiang call me lei! kekex... he keep asking me to guess who he is den yao chong oso call to check on me.... lol... Aloy got stead le ahahax... hai everyone found stead le.. only lef me.. sad sad sad sad.... today after school went opposit school.. sandy came again... seeing her almost everyday... den we go west mall.... well today at least hz not so cold towards me... den in the food court hai.. everyone pang seh me.... son't wanna talk about it le lax.. den we go 30th story.. kekex... so fun... we wrote on the wall again... hahax..shuana is crazy abour deep again... OMG... hahax.. okie i stop here.. bye bye

^ ^ Unwanted gal gal ^ ^

04:22 p.m. Sunday, March 20, 2005

Hey like the new song i put up??
* * Can't Stop Falling in love woth you! * *
Hope this song can help to cheer me up!
+ + love ya! + +

10:13 a.m. Sunday, March 20, 2005

* *+ + Songs+ + * *
- Ji Mo Bian Jie
-Dang Ni
-Pretty boy
-bie shuo dui bu qi
-Wo ai ni
-The Day you Went away
- An Jing
-Jie kou
-Ye zi
-Gu Dan Bei Ban Qiu

All these sad sad songs represent my feelings... so sad right??
I'm in love with Ji mo Bian Jie.. kekex... haiz.. listening to this song reminds me of Wei An... i feel so guilty.. yet i dunno wad to do.. I know my mei still likes him there for a can't do anything... I'm so shi bai in ai Qing... But i've leart to let go of it... if we "you yuan" i'm sure he'll come to me.... yupp... haiz... Still secrching for my Bai MA Wang zi... i thought i found him... but in the end he belonged to someone eles... haiz,. den another one was waiting ever so patiently for his bai xue gong zu... mmm... well better leave things the way it is.. altho both of their bai xue gong zu may not be me.. but at least we are still close... yupp yupp... in the god family...

+ + * * Still searching for euu* * + +

12:57 p.m. Saturday, March 19, 2005

+ + + Nicole + + +

hey guys i'm slowly gettin better le... thanks for all the concern you have given me... thanks timothy kor for talking some sense into me...

some lessons i have learnt from this...
i have leart how to let go of things.. ^ ^ if he is yours den he is yours, if noe no matter wad u do e'll still belong to someone eles..^ ^ If you truly love someone you gotta let them go... don't hold on to the past.. but think of the future.. ( shuana jie jie pls note this)

i've leart not to be selfish and think of others...
jealousy will not get me any where...
I've also leart to teasure everything i have now and not to ask for more... i'm glad my friends, god family, god silbilngs were there by my side.. i love you all 1314..

I've finally woken up... and stop day dreaming about things that would never happen...

08:47 a.m. Friday, March 18, 2005

Hey HEy tingz here again to blog.. i've just edited moi photo album.. go see.. kekex.. lots of new pics.. yesterday went out wit jia hong daddy, hong zhao kor or, zuo jia kor kor,sandy jie jie and shuana mummy/jie jie... i'm the youngest lei... haiz... shoo ke lian.. kekex... we took a super super cute cute taxi! We went to sandy mother's wokring there to eat.. wabted to see if kwang mao was there.. but to bad he wan't.. kekex.. den after tat zuo jia called us ask US to go PICK THEM up lei... kekex... then go took the cute cute, super cute cute taxi go! Behing can sit five ppl de worx.. hahax. .den we go west mall.. got gtwo ppl ask for sandy's number worx.. hahax... she chio mahx wad to do... den we follow the guys go to bukit pangang go cut hair... sandy keep on talking about kwang mao the whole day.. cause hong zhao cut the hair style same as km de.. haha.. den we go buy wallet all of us have the same wallet! wohoo... white colour de.. hahax.. then me and sandy jie go but clip.. the whole day we keep on suan sandy and hong zhao.. hahax..
mmm... i'm going to help hong zhao to jio sandy... shje moi twin sis and i'm the one who knows her the best... altho I am abit jealous, but seeing two of them happy i'll be happy too... yupp yupp.. go home le talk on the phone wit bernice den keep suaning her.. hahax... a abit siao siao liaoz... omg.. okie i think i stop here le lax.. buaiz...

Chinging to be a better person... will not be so selfish and think of only myself

+ + Be smart, Be wise, Be on ur own+ + (sandy teach de)

07:09 p.m. Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Moi shoo shoo sad... haizz... heart broken.. and feel so negletted...
today berr make me wait for her shoo long lei,... stpid berr.. she this morning forty five mins late lo... den we late 4 the stupid maths enrichment course! humph... yhe maths course shoo boring.. haiz kater got chinese remidial must do all corrections sia,. hand pain sia... again must wait for ber.. pianz..i shoo hungry.. wait for her.. she shoo slow.. shoo many things never do.. wa lao.. den sandy and shuana came to sch... den we go mac eat.. piangz i cry today lei.... cause i really cannot take it le... den later we saw "him" wa lao today in school he can still talk to me as if nothing happen lo.. haiz.. i'm so unperfect.. but i'm determined to win "them" back.. yupp all of "them".... not easy but i'll try.... i'll not be so childish frm noe onwards....

+ + * * Heart broken galgal... * * + +
^ ^ Wo hui xuan zhe fanf qi ni.. she yin wei wo tai ai ni^ ^

08:09 p.m. Tuesday, March 15, 2005

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05:19 p.m. Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Trying my very best to change thanks for the support many of you have given me... Thanks for being there to support me and show me care and concern... haiz... i'm trying my best tostay happy.. yesterday ent for the class comitty training.. kekex.. shoo fun... met some new friends... kekex... haiz... Spending most of the days wib moi sandy jie jie.. some how i feel moi god family and edmond they alll dun wan me anymore... haiz... Wei An asked for her numberr too i'm sure they wanna jio her... we went to 30 story yesterday... den the guys all go smoke... haiz... den later they come moi condo then we call chat chat.. kekex.. den later sandy and shuana mummy ( not jie jie le) came moi house to scan photo.. hahax.. den sandy accidentaly took moi hp home.. kekex... keep on seeing shawn again and again no matter where i go.. haiz... so dao mei.... haiz... feel shoo sad..

+ + Trying my best to change for you guys... i won't give up hope... even if u all don't care about me anymore.. + +

12:17 p.m. Sunday, March 13, 2005

feeling so sad and down today.. kenna backstabbed... kenna scolded.... and even my god family... haiz... i'm at my loswest of the low no one is there to show me care and concern... i'm trying my best to change my attitude..... only no one will give me a chance... i just got scolded by my kor kor.... now i found out bernice mei say things about me behind my back... all of them... if they had a problem with me.. i wish they told me... instead all of them talk about me behind me back... and my daddy is surely gonna side them also.... haiz.. i'm so heart broken...

+ + It hurts when u love someone but dun get loved in return.. but it hurts even more when you don't have the courage to tell the person how you feel.. + +

07:54 p.m. Friday, March 11, 2005

Haiz... i've just rejectted daryl... feel so guilty.. haiz.. he now damm damm sad.. al my fault.. but wad to do.. aiya i so fan.. feeling beri confused now.. now one group of gals buay song me... Again... wonder wad to do now... haiz... den berr and them so good terms.. i feel so F*c* lo... cannot scold bad words le.. must be more guai... can start by saying toot toot.. kekex.. cencered.. haiz.. tomorrow got piano ex zam... wish me good luck! it'll be at anglo chinese independent.. anyway today has been a ok ok day lax.. after sch was with zuo jia they all.. we went behind the canteen there.. me and zui jia keep throwing this at each other.. kekex so fun.. lol.. he so childish.. den later wait until jia hong finish his 2pid speech day thingi.. den we go his house.. me, berr mei mei.. zuo jia kor and zui jia's friend.. saw izzah at the bus stop den we go together.. i saw daddy's mummy.. kekex... den his house ner moi ex (anthony) house.. lol... den the house lay out about the same too.. den i play wib daddy' com den 2pid zuo jia sit on the chair den me and berr must stand.. den he ask me to sit on his lap.. but i say dowan later his legs break.. kekex.. den dey keep talking bout wanna buy cigarette... haiz.... den later we go west mall see zui jia and daddy pierce ear.. kekex.. den saw hong zhao but i late le so me and berr rush home... so sianz now.. haiz.. so much holiday home work... okie i gtg le..

08:04 p.m. Tuesday, March 8, 2005

today is a super sianz day.. i've decided to try to be more guai.. kekex.. use less vulgarities.. unless nessary.. muahaha... found out lots of things today... kekex.. aiya tioday berr never come! humph! 2pid ber! pang seh me... so boring to whole day... lol... ,must help her to write geog content page and to filing 4 her.. 2pid sia.. she owe me.. kekex.. after sch hanged out wib izzah and daryl they all until 3.30 den go find jia hong... and saw hong zhao kor and zhuo jia kor (a.k.a suay kia) kekex.. den dey two later go find ppl so me and daddy go west mall walk walk den saw two sec 3 gal.. daddy's friend.. dey give me lollipop eat.. kekex.. yay... den saw daryl ian and jeremy at west mall too.. den me and daddy go mos burger there sit talk talk.. kekex... later hong zhao come den he frm behind hit moi head leix! ouch.. 2pid hz.. den we chat chat den take hp take each other's pic.. lol... today daddy realized tat his face very de xia lan.. kekex... and i realised two things about hz.. one is that he got a baby face.. look like little kid.. 2nd is tat he got very nice complection... kekex.. den later go homd chat wib sandy she again talking about hz, zui jia and daddy.. kekex... okie bahx i stop here...

buai buai
luv my god family forever! *winks*

09:22 p.m. Monday, March 7, 2005

HEy it's me again! went to sch wit shuana jie early today.. kekex.. den go class meet bernice.. omg her hair!! it was not that big of a deal but she made a big fuss of it the whole day! Bernice don't u think u r abit over reacting?? hahax.. daryl bought new hp sia... saw it it was shoo nice.. but guess wad it was stolen during assembly! omg.. he was so so sad... pity him.. new hp... den he told miss tan and the dm... today everyone keep bulliny my berice mei sia.. coz of her hair.. 2pid ppl.. haha... my grography got 90 lei!!! wohoo.. so happy! A1! nicole rock man! kekex.. okie i over reacting again.. kekex... later during assembly one guy frm e2 sitting infront of me and berr stand u cause he was talking... tat idiotic mental prob guy.. name is hong kian i think... wad an asshole.. den i saw a shape of a hp at his back pocket.. den it was the same shape as daryl hp! somemore daryl told me it was a e3 person wo stole it... so i tod arun and arun told the coulclers.. in the end it was really him who stole daryl's hp! wad a ****** sorry i'm trying not to scold vulgareties now..kekex.. try be good good gal.. kekex.. afer tat my so called "bai ma wang zi" talked to me.. kekex... so happy! *blush* den went to macdonal wit berr kekex.. eat untill full full den go home.. omg today so early go home worx.. see i shoo guai! kekex.. hate ms yeo sia...today pe lesson she very **** feel lk punching her man.... hate pe forevr... she sucks sucks sucks... hahax.. mrs dave today shoo chio.. she wore pink... kekex.. all thanks to berr i today sisn't get to hand out wit moi god family... i miss dem so much!

okie stop here....
love my god family forever! *muacks**winks*
*~*~~Nicole~*~*~

05:10 p.m. Sunday, March 6, 2005

kekex.. omg i cut moi hair! oh no... kekex... i look o weird remember to check out my new hair style on monday! hahax... hmmmm... i miss moi sandy jie lei... and i miss ice skating too! i think i saw jia wei (ice -skating) at west mal... but i'm not sure if it is him.. dey know wei an lei.. omg.. haha... Berr also cut hair worx... hahax we two so rocl man.. last time also cut hair together... i thinking of joining the guitar group in moi church... cuz got shuai ge.. kekex.. no lA...also cuz i allways wanted to learn guitar.. hahax.. everyone keep on saying tat me and jia hong stead.. plz... he is moi god daddy and he wanna jio one of moi jie jie *hint hint* jie read le dun come disfigure my face okie? kekex.. okie lax i stop here...

stilll waiting for my bai ma wang zi.. hai..
ppl pls stop polluting my tag board..

08:12 p.m. Thursday, March 3, 2005

haiz me blogging again.. now me daddy and mei mei so called quarreling about likeing someone and all da shit... haiz..
ppl reading this.. remember we only live once... and u never know when da world is gonna end... treasure what you have now and if u like someone go ahead and tell him b4 it is too late.. nvm if he does not lk you... at least he knows tat someone out there cares for him... in da mean time try your best and be happy everyday.. if u really like someone u gotta let him go and be happy... and u can be happy for him... like wad i did to my ex...
btw i saw jochim kor kor the other day and saw jun han toay at west mall.. suprised they still remember me.. my beloved primary sch friends... love them lots! kekex... oh ya one idiot frm hillgrove say i ugly... break my heart man... stpid "bah gay"....

07:53 p.m. Thursday, March 3, 2005

haiz why is life so unfair?? i ke lian my berr mei mei... and my sady jie... why do we have to suffer so much??... haiz... Jia hong daddy so noisy... lol... talk to much.. so naggy also..
these few days have been so boring and lonely.. but i spet it with my god fmaily...i wrote three songs during my free time.. cause so sianz.. oh ya i got something to be happy about..i got 83 for my mathd fracton test! unbelievable! oh ya tomorrow maybe getting back history paper.. and i'm gonna fail fail fail like hell man... today art so fun.. everyone so disgusting... but i think me berr and dinah did a good job 4 our art.. altho most of the time was spent talking to daryl and jonathan about disguating thiks and laughting lk crazy.. lol...
oh ya today karen and Nicole birthday.. .hope they will have an enjoyable birthday... kekex.. oh no i avent do my art yet... omg... lol okie i think i'll stop here.. buai.... luv my godfamily forever!

08:26 p.m. Saturday, February 26, 2005

A happy day in town part (day to rememebr 4eva...)
So after taking pics with the guys.. which were so tireing.. forcing them to take it nicely... lol.... we went to city leisure! wohoo.... kekex.. waled there... while munching some stuff... jia hong daddy give me eat.. kekex... we first went to the neoprint shop! kekex.. take more neopprints again.. then we go walk walk... hahax so fun.. then went arcade waited for para para machine... wait soo long... and they all so pro! I later play.. at first there was not much ppl there... after playing two stages and i think i did quite well... (kekex) i turend around and saw one whole big bunch of ppl surrounding me and looking! omg.... so scary... got soo er xin one.. some chio bu,... some ah bengs.. some shuai ge! And of cus my bao bei family.. kekex... and later half way berr mei mei come tell me" jie got some guys later wanna take ur number... gab kor ask u dun give them " i was abit blur.. did not know what she talking about.. then later shuana jie come tell me tat after i play hong zhao will act as my stead.. omg.. now i was really "stun tio" so after that they brough me stirhgt to hong zhao.. i still blur blur sha sha stupid stupid de... then hong zhao put his hand around me and said " come lets go faster walk faster walk" they could see that the ah bengs who wanted to take my number wad follow us behind so gab kor kor ask me to faster walk and den we went into neoprint shop... after that the explained everything to me so i was not so blur.. kekex... so funny sia... den later we took mrt back... den met wei an... lol.... then later i went home le.. still got alot of token worx.. kekex... i think tuesday i go west mall play... practice my para para skills... lol... okie that's about all.. i wanna tahnks my family for bring me out today.. i never regrette it.... in fact it helped me to forget all my unhappy memories.. i'm glad that my god family is allways there to support me... jia hong daddy, hong zhao kor kor, gabriel kor kor, shuana jie and bernice mei i love you all! *muacks!*

07:51 p.m. Saturday, February 26, 2005

A happy day in town part 2 (day to rememebr 4eva...)
Den after we took neoprints we went to the shop called "ice lemon tea" saw this cute billard balls wit numbers... wanted to buy number 11 for gabriel kor and 13 for hong zhao lor.. their jersy... i wanted to but 4 hong zhao then i ask shuana jie to buy for gabriel.. but she dun want so we exchange lo.. then we scare later jia hong daddy feel left out so we ask berr mei to buy number nine for him.. his fav number.. kekex.. i love all of them so much sia.. happy family... hahax... so later we give them presents le we go eat.. yummy! den later we walk go to the heeren! kekex... we again saw some shuai ges.. kekex.. so cute.. me and shuana jie almost fainted.. lol... we go take neoprints! again.. lol.. if u wanna see can go to moi pic gallary and check it out http://public.fotki.com/XiaoTingz/tingz_pic/ den lwe go buy loloipop! yummy.. kekex.. we pig sia eat eat eat.. this time we maange to force the guys to take pic wit us... yay... kekex bleahx...
*~*~End of part two.... to be continued.. *~*~

07:18 p.m. Saturday, February 26, 2005

A happy day in town part 1 (day to rememebr 4eva...) Hey it's me! just got back.. i went town today! I enjoyed myself soo much! Went wit Hong zhao the shuai ge... gabruek kor... jia hong daddy.. bernice mei... and my bao bei shuana jie.. i went shuana's house first to go make moi hair.. kekex.. i wore skirt and army pattern bare back today.. kekex... my fav outfit.. hahax... den went to west mall and wait for the rest... one gal say moi hair is nice.. kekex... and i donated 70 cents to her.. lol... then went kopitiam and see 2pid jia hong eat... lol... while waiting 4 bernice who was so slow... then we all go sit mrt... stuoid ber went to tell shuana jie about the person i like... humph! But never mind.. it is just a crush... dunno if i really lk him.. anyway we went to far easte first.. saw shoo many shuai ge! One is super cute.. and he looked like ming wei! lol.... we went to look atr cloths... then we go take neoprint... me berr and shuana take only lax... cause the guys dun wanna take... *~*~Part one end*~*~

07:31 p.m. Friday, February 25, 2005

HEy.. yoyo so long never blog le.. haiz.. ppl pls stop poluting my tag board and trisha queck i know is u cause you wanna take revenge.. let me tell u i dun even know your blog add... how to go? and i'm not so lame lo... anyway my bao ei wei qiang di di got the highest in the whole sec 1 lei... for science! wohoo.. kekex.. i got A2 for maths and A1 for science.. now tat i got no stead i think i just cincentrate on my studies bahx.. altho i miss him alot.. sigh.. hmmmm... daryl so called cried today.. he very sad cause of mis maths marks... haiz... berr mei mei got stead le... humph... she stead wut wei an kor kor.. haha... i'm here to anouce to everyone... lalal.... berr u angry mahx?? i purposly de.. lol.. mmm.. today wei qiang thought us how to climb into the class room throught the windows.. kekex.. he help me take my shoe bag... kekex.. gabriel kor kor lk wei qiang so i think everything should be okay bhahx.. kekekx... haiz.. so many ppl ask me about shwn.. then i say break le... they ask why i say tat he dump me.. thjey dun believe sia... say who will wants to dumo me... haiz.. but tat is the way life is la...eve miss tan know le... lol... today i saw him i dunno how to face him sia... omg.. today jia hong damm horney sia.. then me and berr follow him horney.. kekex. omg... okay i think i ll stop here.... in sch... my tai ji slowly okay le... i wanna thanks all my jie and bao bei gabriel kor kor...

09:02 p.m. Monday, February 21, 2005

I've just been dumped...haizz... yesteday... almost same time as bernice sia... we two good sisters kenna dumped.. haiz... I FIRST time kenna dump lei.... so sad... so heart broken.. feel so alone.. my heart has shattered into a milion pieces... haiz... today the whole day i so damm sad man... i even wrote a song lo... everyone noticed tat i'm not my usual cheerful self.. haiz.. i'll try to get over it... trying me best...but it is just so difficult... haiz... ni zhi bu zhi dao... wo shi quan xin quan yi de ai ni... wei she me ni yao dui wo zhe yang?? haiz... i damm crappy after going to seven 11 to buy the "bu shuang" dirnk wit wei an kor, aloy kor ad my bao bei gabriel kor,... he this morning so call confort me... haiz... i'm noow at the lowest of the low yet no one is here to support me... why sure my kors and jies and mei and my dear daddy is here... but need more then that.. haiz.... still feeling so sad.. we stead for 23 days.... 23 meaningful days... i can't bear to leave all of it... oh ya say kwang mao after sch today... but he didn't smileat me haiz... but i didn't mind too much..

11:17 a.m. Saturday, February 19, 2005

okay after alot of persuading from ppl... i have decided not to transfer... i can bear to leave my bao bei de mei mei, didi, kor kor and of cus my bao bei daddy... i've realised altho alot of ppl now is buay song me they will still help me ad stand b my side... i now know who really care for me... i would lk to thank wei an and and aloy kor kor, bernice mei, chew yi mei, chew ping, guo liang, hong zhao kor, jia hong daddy, chin xiang kor and all the ppl who persuaded me... oh ya anyway i got into detention.. oh no.. at least got berr to pei wo.. we not sure whe we going... but ber seams pretty excited... lol..maths common test on monday i'm gonna study later.. hai... i'm trying not to fail any thing for the time being.. lol... still very sad and bad mood... hope i can retur to my happy self.... me and shawn lk drifting away from each other... hai... then now i think some teacher found out about us... i suspect miss tan know le.. aiya how... haizz.... still so fan...

08:05 p.m. Friday, February 18, 2005

hai... i feel like transfering... i dunno which school to go to.... i'll miss my friends... which mosly are guys... and of cos the only person who supported me.. bernice mei....the gals say i flirt... but all of them dun lk me obviously i go mix wit the guys lax.... i have no chioce wad..then they say i flirt... so i really think of transfering...

07:20 p.m. Friday, February 18, 2005

Feel so bad and fucked up....alot of ppl from "one class" all buay song me.... anyway i'm sorry even my sis want to disown me.... as long as one group of ppl don't lk me everyone want to copy.... i'm really trying to change.... cause my daddy tell me.... i'm very grateful to have such a good daddy and freinds... but alot of gals dun like me...MY very good fried is also angry wit me cause i didn't listen to him... i regrette this the most... i'm xia lan.. hao lian say whatever u one..... anyway i just want to say sorry... i won't bother u gals any more....

07:34 p.m. Thursday, February 17, 2005

wohoo.. today science test quite easy! hahax... someone is using my nick on the tag board. fuck sia.. and btw who is cheng xi and shi jie?? lol... i skipped swimming today sia.... kekex... i wonder if i will get into trouble tomorrow... omg... Berr told meher "secret" kekex... she so good tell me lei.. berr mei mei rocks man! kekex... in art class today me daryl, berr and onahan playin.. kekex so fun.. teacher dun care.. kekex... then whei wanna call daryl i accidentaly called him shawn.. omg.. haha... then me and berr keep laughig.. now all the guys like dun really lk dzul any more... hai... after test went to buy cup noodle the eat.. went wit aloy and wei an.. today wei an so mean sia humph! keep on scoldin me but at leaste later he say "joking only la.. joking only la.. dun cry la" kekex.. guess who i saw today?? chin xiang kor kor come my school.. kekex... wanted to show him who is shawn but could not find shawn.. hai.. kekex.. i spent most of the time wit jia wei kor kor they all... haha.. saw jia wei's reflaction sia.. i keep laughing.. haha... so funny sia.. ad it is so fake lo.. hahax.. but he will still be moi best jia wei kor kor de.. hahax.. okay all my kor kor rocks like hell! jie jie also.. i hope yi han jie jie is not in any trouble anymore... hai.. okay i think i'll end here.. buai buai

08:13 p.m. Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Haiz... still got xia lan ppl making my blog the tag board.. oi u allm i let u scold until gam lan lax..still not happy then come find me lax..i'm not scared lorx... okay anyway tomorrow science common test lei.. i damm scared today took E maths mok test...hmmm... it is not that difficult lax.. kekex... today wei an edmund and jing de skip school sia.... i keep on acting dao to arongkorn... then i say he from sia lan club.. the number 1 xia lan person.. kekex.. the he show the act cute face..lol...science lesson was kinda fun today lax... hahax.. Bernice fell down today! omg.. farez trip her de... lol.. went to seven 11 after school... saw some kinda cute ITE guys.. kekex... they were looking at us.. hahax..cross country i wanna die le lax..kekex... teacher ask me to go for the race lei.. kekex... die lax.. 3. something km lei..i die le lax.. haha... yay i finaly gotmy belated valentine present from shawn. kekex.. it is so cute! hahax.. Today in sch got Tai Ji.. involve ak, yh jie jie and others... hai.... ak kenna caning xia.. omg...After going to see shawn and blah blah blah blah..i went to look for felancia jie jie, wen long and all his friends.. den hey keep on asking me if i got act b4... hahax... say i look like actress... den i told them i want to become actres... then Daryl (sec 5 de) cal me to cry.. lol... den we play play talk talk..kekex... today keep on playing wit the sec 2 malya gals.. so fun sia! kekex... they damm nice and friendly... kekex.. i now i=at msn so many ppl loodin me sia.. kekex.. i think i'll stop here.. buai buai!

07:45 p.m. Tuesday, February 15, 2005

hihi! Today daddy never come school... why?? cause he sick.. LOL! so sianz... i changed back to my original hairstyl already.... kekex.. Feleancia jie gave me belated valentine's day present... kekex.. today is total defence day! wohoo.. hahax... will have the sirent at 12.05 so fun!! hahax... just b4 D&T lessons.. kekex.. today got D&T test so scared!! kekex... others got home ec test! wohoo... free foood later after that can eat their food... anyway... so sianz sia today lesson... can die... then in thinking skills lesson i wanna fall asleep le! den the bell suddenly rang... then i look at the clock it was only 9.30... even "stun tio" sia... kekex

07:27 p.m. Tuesday, February 14, 2005

Valentines Day part Two

okay where did i stop? oh ya.. about miss yeo, my pe teachers... she totaly sucks... and for the next few weeks as a form of punishment me and my friends have to lead the stupid point less yoge warm up together with the pe captains! humph... hahax... okie...hmmm... then it was soon recess time we rushed to the toilet to change and do up my hair... kekex.. my two pony tails.. wehee... kekex.. den i took my "zhou ji" down to do.. we had to write about the ocean... fortunately i got to finish it in time b4 the bell rang.. hahax... after that went to find shuana jie, aloy and wei an.. shuana was disturbing them.. pestering them for valentines day present.. hahax.. so cute.. ya.. then soon it was time for eng common test we had to sit according to index number! i sat all the way in front... eee..... hahax... The test was okay... later after school, i smsed kwang mao to wish him happy valentines day... and anyong kor kor also... both of them replied my sms.. kekex.. so happy... Wei An smsed me two times but i forgot to reply cause i was busy.. Then i went for tuition... and he called me and smsed me but I could not reply cause i was having tuition... so just at that time when my tuition ended.. aloy called me.... he said Wei An was damm angry that he threw his hp on the floor... omg... and after that he ran of... Aloy said he never saw wei an so angry b4... hai.... at that time i really felt very bad, sad guilty.... i really wanted to cry... aloy said "dun cry dun cry.. okok i go change then i go down to look for him okay? don't cry ok??" After that i ask zhao hui if he was with wei an.. but he wasn't... so i waited and waited for aloy to call me back... Finaly he called me... but wei an was still angry.... so i told aloy to tell him that if he would not forgive me i will never forgive myself... (it true okay... stop laughing) den i asked aloy to tell him the whole story... finaly he agreed to forgive me... lucky... I was very grateful to aloy for helping me.... hmmm... i must repay him one day... Later i chatted wit dear dear for awhile b4 watching the new 9.00 show. hahax.. it was so funny! wesley smsed me after tat... i was shocked at how he managed to get my number as he had been pestering me but i didd not want to give it to him... it was that 2pid BERNICE!! hahax.. okay but i'm not angry now... i just want to wish me dear dear and everyone reading a Happy Valentines Day!! *huggies*
*~*~Nicole*~*~

06:53 p.m. Tuesday, February 14, 2005

Valentines day.. Part One..

Today is valentines day! kekex.... and i'm in such a good ood... okay.. maybe abut angry cause of ppl who eep scolding me on my blog... anyway i would just want to say sorry if i offended ppl... if u dun like me then say it to my face.. don't dirty my blog... Ham ji... okay anyway woke up and say wei an sms.. kekex.. hai... i feel so bad... anyway we have already settled it.. kekex.. okay i decided to tie two pony tails today.. just to so called "act" cute.. kekex.. that is wad shuana said lax.. but some others thought it was kinda cute lax... hahax... okay sorry if again ppl think i'm hao lian.. i just trying to be bhb.. (well you all know i'm like tat right?) okie... went to look for shawn in the morning.. kekex.. then later went to find yi han jie jie! She gave me valentine day present! wohoo.. it was soo cute! kekex.. chocolates my fav! Then go around the school wishing everyone happy valentines day.. hahax...shawn write me a latter... do sweet and touching... read le feel lk crying...hahax.. after that went for pe... saw wei an playing wit the broom outside his class.. hahax.. then me and my "gang" were damm noisy and playful during pe... teacher super buay song us.. humph! So daring dare to buay song Nicole Tan Pei Ting.. nvr die b4 ar... aiyo.. kekex.. (copy arongkorn one..) okie i gotta go eat.. mum nagging.. blog again later!

10:09 a.m. Saturday, February 12, 2005

Hai... Got some bitches write about me sia.... Surely sec 1 de... CHILDISH! If they let me find out who they are they will aurely die untill very "can" Fuck you chee bai lax! Btw thanks, shuana, sandy, chin xiang and tim for helping me... i really appreachet it... If u say I'm ugly then you very chio mehx? You chio then talk ugly then shut the fucking hell up! If u jealous of me then say lax.. Dun like me come up to me and say... u down hear scold 4 wat? chee bai... Ham Ji ar?? I'm so pissed.... lol.... anyway i'm gonna get ppl to help me.... okay... anyway i win't let them off so easily... anyway i'll stop here... any of my good sisters or buddies who want to help me just tell me lax.. thanks alot... i'm really very shocked thath they would scold me... surely sec 1... okie.. *~*~Nicole*~*

10:34 a.m. Thursday, February 10, 2005

Hey everyone! Gong Xi Fa Cai! hahax... just woke up not too long ago.. kekex... yesterday tak o d dear untill telve plus sia.,. lol.. tell him shoo many thing about my past..hai... lol..ai i scared wei an dun wanna be my kor any more.. because of some reasons... hai.... heard tat zhao hui wanna jio shuana sia.. now jie getting more chio le shooo many ppl wanna jio her.. lol.. i so jealous... i saw her "spring pig" yesterday.. hmmm... he not bad looking.. kekex... hai;... i still havent do my maths lei... hai.... how... i scared i fail my maths.... hai... i also scare fail my chinese.. how how how??? hai... can't wait to perform on stange again.. the feeling is so shiok! kekex.. okay i'll come blog again later.. buai buai..

05:43 p.m. Tuesday, February 8, 2005

Heyy!!! we got second for the cheer!! wohoo.. but we will try to get first next year!! go E3 go go go!!! 1 for all and all 4 1! e3 will not give up!! hahax.. okay i'm over reacting.. kekex...today bao bei bring me go school!! but den dunno why got one shuana, vanessa and oliver there.. kekex... all waiting for me.. this princess... so slow de... lol... I so worried tat my pck won't come... but i saw him so perfect! with the perfect out fit.. the mole... the yellow boots and the curly hair!! wohoo.. yay! yeah man...Then kor kor actually wanna go find the xia lan gal one.. but dunno where she go liaoz... kekex... after cheer go back primary school.. they all waiting for me sia! i'm soo touched man... being popular can be really fun sometimes... then later bring sandy go see moi "daddy" lol.. and wei an kor kor also... and also go find aloy... then later ah gua (sorry forgot his name again!) come find us.. ask us folow him go quenns way to make TEMPORARY tatoo... but i no time.. kekex... Jia hong quit smoking le!!! yay! mission completed... daddy i love you!! hahax... okay again i'm over reacting... did't expect kwang mao to sms me today... he ask me how was cher... kekex.. when go home saw tim kor and cx kor swimming... they ask me join them but i say i very tired.. kekex... okie i think i'll stop here.. to veryone reading.. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! muacks! luv ya all! Thanks for allways being there for me! and bernice mei youre the best! berr and tingz rock forever!! remember!!

04:10 p.m. Sunday, February 6, 2005

Hey it's me again.. hai... sandy and terry break liaoz... so sad sia.. but daddy maybe wanna jio her.. hmmm... i can tell that she is abit interested in daddy also.. hahax... daddy jia you! Your bao bei nu er will zhi chi ni to jio her!! gogo! hahax.... got one asshole from 1e5 called doreen buay song me! humph! She damm idiot sia..ester told me cause i stead wit shawn then doreen also like shawn then she angry with me! humph! Not only that she scold me vuagarities behind my back! fuck sia! I'm damm pissed now! If she dare scold me in front of me lax.. why must scold behind my back.. wad sia.. even seniors dun have scold me vuagaries b4.. maybe play play only lax.. haha.. humph... this bitch... when i find out who she is she is gonna die... not my fault wad... i also dunno that she like shawn... shawn dun even lk her lorx... she damm ass sia.... she dunno who i am ar?? lol ... eeee i saw until i lk very big lk tat... lol... okay must be humble... cannot be hao lian... humph.... i thinking of telling shuana.... but scared later become very big tai ji.... so maybe i tell wei an..cause he moi new kor kor... hmmm... i dunno lax.. or not i settle myself! I pro.. no need backup.. maybe need lax.. just in case... hahax... i go complain to my daddy... lol... okie i think that's all bahx... if any of u got anything to say about this pls tag the tag board! thanks! luv you guys! muacks! *~*~*Nicole*~*~*~

10:25 a.m. Sunday, February 6, 2005

Hey everyone! Got miss me?? kekex... Chinese new year comin soon! yay... hahax... my parents went to malaysia yesterday... hmmm... then i got the whole house to myself... kekex... yesterday so sianz.. stay at home... but i went to jie jie's house to help her make her hair... kekex... Her sis wear until so nice sia... kekex.. so chio! I wrote alot of testimonials 4 ppl yesderday.. hahax.. u know why?? cause i'm so lame! lol.. kiddin... i did some of my homework yesterday... see i so guai.. oh no.. i think i fail my chinese and E maths test.. die la die la... lol.... my daddy is sooo horney.. oh no... lol... he wanna jio moi twin sis lei.. kekex... haha.. later arongkorn jealous... lol.. yesterday talking to tim kor kor and cx kor kor.. then they keep forcing me to choose who better.. haha i choose tim kor kor cause he every time treat me go k box.. lalala... kekex... Jing De call me yesterday.. so wad sia.... then dunno wad he say... he scold me 4 dunno wad reason also.. i wanna cry sia.... so sad.... *sob sob* hmmm... going to church soon.. so sianz... hai.. can't wait 4 tomorrow... my dear dear bringing me to school.. yay (",).. haha... sandy also wanna make bloggy... hahax... okie i gtg liaoz... see ya! oh ya.. remember to drop me a testimonial if u guys are free okies?? *~*~*Nicole*~*~*~

07:01 p.m. Friday, February 4, 2005

Haha today i'm very happy! super good mood! hahax... today very busy have to help miss lieow "dian ming" for chinese lesson and help miss tan to see who never bring consent form and all the shit... somemore got history test, chinese test and maths test.. oh no... i think i'll fail my maths again.... *sob sob* Jia Hong was damm dammm damm disgusting today... oh no... hahax... i can't believe tat he is moi daddy... haha so pai seh..hahax.. arongkorn drawings are really very nice lei.. kekex... today my sisters all pang seh moi... hahax.. lucky got my dear dear to "pei" me... hahax... he so good.... kekex... Saw Wei An today... he keep looking at me like wad... dunno if he not happy with me or wad but edmond say wei an wanna be my friend lei.. hai i'm so confused.. kekex... today alot of people saw me and my dear dear in canteen together then go disturb us... kekex... so many people know about it le... haha... after sch i was going homw with my dear dear i saw kwang mao... he was waiting 4 celeste... he told me they two quarelling... hai i hope they will be okay....

07:05 p.m. Thursday, February 3, 2005

Hi!!! hahax.. i just came back frm swimming today...hahax... today was super fun man! had so much fu with my two sisters dinah an bernice.... fiona wated to "break up" with us so be it lo...hahax.... alward brought his ps to sch.. hahax.. then samuel try to help him fit... the we played the cd in theclass so fun... then all of us singing... kekex.. so fun and we took lots of pics too! the later glenn call me to go outside cause shawn looking for me.. Then i sat with shawn at the stair case there... lol so many ppl looking at us... kekex.. they so jealous... haha... then one guy ask shawn "woah this your stead ar??" the shawn look at me and ask me "So are you my stead??" then i nod my head... hahax... he keep touchig my face and saying i'mso cute! yay... after swimming spent most of the time playing with mei mie... then saw daryl kor andzoo... haha... saw debbie too... with another guy... i dunno if he is her stead or wad also... hahax...then whe i came home saw stephe, tim kor kor ad mandy.. hahax... timothy so cute as usual.... then he treat me eat sweet.. hahax.. he keep saying i got stead then forget about kor kor le... but of course i still remember him lax... hahax... today arongkorn keep disturbing me during recess....then say i forget him liaoz... wad la... haha.... The saw my daddy this morning he is still as horney as ever... omg... haha made alot of new frieds in swimming but i know one of hem does not lk me cause i'm shawn's stead... lol... anyway berr mei helped me to write his name on my hand then ppl keep sking... haha... going to call him lter i think.. and still gotta do homework.. haizzz... okay i think i gtg le.. buai...

05:58 p.m. Tuesday, February 1, 2005

Hey!! Today i'm abit siao siao de.... so i'm gonna write a siao siao de blog... kekex... oh no... wad happen to me... kekex.. okay today came school late... well not really lax... but just in time so no time to go up to class so stay in canteen buy water, and chat wib jie jie.. she keep on disturbing me sia... so irritating... lol... then later go line up and meet up wib moi 3 good sisters, daryl kor and zoo!! Then chat chat chat.... kekex.... then later the whole time in class so sianz sia.... then history lesson so sianz... feel like sleeping.. some more today not feeling well... hahax... after recess we saw theresa crying.. then me two friends ataring at her... then one xia lan gal scold us say "see wad see" wad lao i damm angry lorx.. i diao her... she looser sia.... then after school i go complain to daddy.. obviously he dun care.... then saw moi dear dear today!! He so cute... haha.. oh no.. so many people talking about us... haha... daddy now prisoner of war... hahax... then spent the whole time practicing cheer andpayingwih berr mei... okie... my mum is nagging at me i gtg eat... come blog again later! Buai!

01:48 p.m. Sunday, January 30, 2005

Hi! Just came back from church.. then now talking to my bao bei.... yesterdat went to west mall with daddy, daryl, zoo and berr.... then i went to play para para... kekex.. so fun.. cause i pro mahx... hahax... then i treat daryl and zoo to go play... aiya actually is they rob me de.. hahax anyway later we sit MRT go to causway point... then in the mrt they were like talking about damm disgusting thing... lol! Then we went to take neoprints! yay.... then we sat bus home.. Jia Hong and daryl was like damm horney lorx... keep on talkng about one night stand..omg... stupid daddy... then we talked about shawn.. then daryl keep asking me not to stead with shawn... then he and daddy said shawn won't stead wit me.... then we had a bet if shawn stead with me they will each give me or not i will give them ! hahax... i know i will win cause i already stead wit shawn le... kekex... they so 2pid.. anyway after that went to the youth group thing... so fun! b4 that i met moi bao bei de shawn in church and talk talk awhile then i go to my youth group thing.... we go treasure hunt.. hahax... then later we eat yummy food... yummy... omg i'm starting to feel hungry