~PSYCHOMMUNITY~
State of mind: Sail away~ 
*huggles Seth*
Su didn't make it to the finals. I almost threw my empty Qoo can down at the judges. Feel so sad. I missed their stunt and watched the video.
*blindfolds Seth to block out swearing*
Damn that fuxxin' bitch of a judge. She was shooting at them before the results were out! "YOU were told about the area and boundaries" blah blah blah. Go to hell. Rubbing salt into wound. Try doing it under intense stress you fuxxin' pig! So what if TP performed after a paper? We have our papers NEXT WEEK and they trained like hell for this event, you fuxxin' asshole! I don't think you can even fuxxin' fly! Or pigs will fly! Either that, there will be a bottomless pit when you land! *pui*
*removes blindfold and huggles Seth*
Su noticed my necklace! Nya~ Happy~ I didn't show it to her and she noticed~ I was rather detached today. I was at "home" waiting for Yanqi to come. But she didn't come and I was late for the cheerleading event. So was kinda blanked out...
Went to my uncle's house to celebrate my grandma's birthday. Before setting off to my uncle's, my mum saw my necklace and asked me not to wear it there. I shrugged it off, replying "No one will notice". One of my aunts noticed though. But she didn't say anything either. o.O'' Oh well...
My god, screaming mad kids! One of them even spilled MY sago on me. Su was at her bf's friend's birthday party at the same time. No better ne? Inu annoyed by screaming mad kids, while neko bored by ojiisans.
Managed to persuade my mum to let me pierce my ears finally. *huggles Seth* But I have to wait till July, due to a rather lame reason. I can wait though, just a little disappointed that I can't wear it by May 2nd. Hell, May 2nd don't wear is fine too. I'd rather wear it by Dec 13. That is much more significant and definately not depressing.
Right... time to pay my ZzZz debts... *yawns*
akane turned into a plushie at 11:29 p.m. Saturday, March 8, 2003
State of mind: Dangerously Genki 
Added Hanyi to my links... Thank you Hanyi!!
I got my skulls necklace today. Yup~! The one hide had!! hide's skull necklace! Oh my god, I am so happy. You have no idea how high I am feeling right now man...
Was out with Jotaro, Lester and Yanqi. Jotaro finally found the shop and my god, when I saw the shirts I started clawing at the thing nearest to me. It's a natural reaction lor, that I will claw something. And if Su was there, she will stop me. But... No one did and AFTER I clawed, I noticed that I... Well, clawed some innocent shirts and also noticed that someone else was looking... God, I felt like hiding somewhere. But ohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygod... Oh.My.God! Seth!! MY FAVOURITE HIDE IMAGE OF ALL! ohmygodohmygodohmygod... I really can't explain why I love his Seth image. God, I just love it... ohmygodohmygodohmygod... And there is another one, which I like too. Geez, I juz love his long hair images. But nothing can make me feel so much for Seth. And GOD someone saw me claw! Dammit, why didn't anyone stop me?! The other time if Su didn't pull me away I might claw away the board at Aye Workshop. And what got me clawing were only TAG CARDS!
I got a new hide Tag Card. Oh, Jo, strung up your Siam Shade and Laruku tag cards yet? -_^
Then Lester wanted to take neoprints. Jo was in a good mood so he's in too ^_^
We went all the way to Heeren and took our neoprints. I was struggling with Jo to get rid of some stuff and scribbling our names and all. But it turned out good. I only dislike one of the neoprints where I think I looked awful. And there were some where my peace signs were cut off coz of the limited camera size :/
Then we learnt that minna (Eiji, Kat etc) was released at 9.20pm! My god, the meeting started at 5pm and sensei can talk that long?! -_-;;
Then rushed like hell home coz I over shot my curfew like shit. But I kinda managed covered the thing. Though I feel bad about telling those white lies, but I gotta save my skin. And after talking some stuffs (indirectly asking for extended curfews), she allow me to occasionally extend my curfew. Well, that kinda eased my conscience a little...
Chatted with Jo along the way home. Was nice to know...
-_^ Ganbatte ne Jo! (of coz, itz hush hush :X)
akane turned into a plushie at 11:14 p.m. Friday, March 7, 2003
State of mind: -_-* 
Was rudely awakened by a phone call early in the morning by an IDIOT! He left a voice message asking did he do anything wrong and why did I treat him so bad? And I did NOTHING? and he said it as if.... YUCK!! And what's best? My mum was the one who picked up the phone and she let me listen to the repeated message. And she was worried that... OH YUCKS!! GO TO HELL!! It's times like this that I wanna slap that idiot to hell!
Yay~~ Yo-chan Su finally have her webby up~~~ linkie~ added linkie~ whee~~
akane turned into a plushie at 09:19 a.m. Friday, March 7, 2003
State of mind: head BANGING! *bangs head against wall* 
Headache headache headache headache~~ shit...
I'm supposed to change my layout! Damn, too busy and putting it aside. MUST.DO.IT.THIS.WEEKEND! GRR...
We are treating the club room just like our "home". We play (Yanqi's PS), we cook (Yanqi kaa-san!), we leave our stuff there (kaa-san's PS, mine and Eiji's guitars, CDs, Games) we munch there, study (needs alot of determination for that)etc.
Takeshi was late so was locked out of "home" for about 2 hrs. I donated my X poster to our "home". My god, that place really needs some Jrock. There's Utada Hikaru, Takizawa Hideaki, Matsushima Nanako, Kinki Kids, V6, Amuro Namie posters and a Ayumi wall scroll. So, I donated my X poster to one of the bare walls. Where I can stare from where I always sit. AND DROOL!
Ever since I started to be active, I kinda brought in some revolution/evolution. Me, a jrock siaoz, met a fellow species during open house and now she is my shimu for guitar. And now, she became active too. I pestered our VP about Jrock in JMD, and he said that we need to come up with a proposal, she works on it! I love you Yian Han! *hugz* But I wonder if it will be approved.
Did some filming today finally. Did Lester's video scene. Very cute and funny~! Before we start fliming, Ezzat shot us playing for memorial. And I stabbed him with a katana. Heee... that was fun. Coz I accidently stabbed somewhere near his *ahem* and he went "OW!"
You're a silent letter!
You're one of L'arc~en~Ciel's most overlooked ballads.
Soft, beautiful, and hopeless, you spin a tale of lost
love and detail the incredible need and inability to forget.
Ri-chan has a hunch you were written about Sakura.
But no matter what your origin, you're still one of the
bright spots, lyrically, on what ended up being a weak
lyrical album. I hope you feel better soon.
What Little-Known L'arc~en~Ciel Song are You?
akane turned into a plushie at 09:12 p.m. Thursday, March 6, 2003
State of mind: ZzZzZzZz 
I miss my Seth so much today... Must be from lack of sleep. *huggles Seth hide plushie*
Was supposed to start filming today but end up doing nothing again. Played Metal Slug with Jotaro, but the stupid controller's X button was jammed and my Fio was forever jumping. Gave up and slacked in the club room with Su... I think the only paper that I can pass is my Marketing paper.
Oh shit. Marketing essay still half done. And haven't start research on my Internet Computing Project. Blah...
*Huggles plushie to zZzZz*
Fated... Fated...
 You're hide! You are the heart of the band! Nothing's possible without your charisma and you know what is best in this situation? You just have to BE THERE, and fans are happy! Oh, the bad new is that you died, but you had the best solo career of the band!
Which X/X Japan Member Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
akane turned into a plushie at 08:59 p.m. Wednesday, March 5, 2003
State of mind: Stamford no baka 
Yian Han taught me some music theory today. Now I know abit of tau gay~! Wheee... And Stamford, our VP, also taught me how to play The Cranberries' "Zombie". He said that it's a very simple song coz it only revolve around 3 notes, hence good for finger excercise. But when he sang to the "In your head~" part, he changed it to "KAN NI NA BEH~~ NI NA BEH~~ NI NA BEH NI NA BEH NI NA BE~EH~EH~"
Actually, he was doing that yesterday when we were doing scripts for BR. I was standing in front of him when he was singing, but when he reached the KNNB part, I stunned abit and turned to look at him. And he was grinning at me. Then he sang louder. He explained the he and his sec sch friends did that for fun back then. DAMN, now I have the KNNB in Zombie's melody stuck in me!!!
Took quizzy...

I took the fruity fruit quiz
Check out which fruit you are
akane turned into a plushie at 10:18 p.m. Tuesday, March 4, 2003
State of mind: ever free... doko ni free? ever free... 
There are times I don't want to be alone, yet I am alone. I feel so extra. So alienated. Want to talk to someone but don't want to waste my smses like yesterday. Anyway, who would care. I am just another extra being anyway.
Spent the day in the club room. I did bring my lecture notes to study but did not. Want to talk to somebody but I feel so damn extra. I feel like digging a hole and stay in there. No one will notice anyway.
I actually found the whole body pic of the hide image I'm going to cosplay. The bottom was not what I imagined it to be. It don't seem simple either. *shrugs* Oh well. Only I would care anyway, and I don't dare to complain. If not, anyone will say I'm fussy/picky again. Blah.
akane turned into a plushie at 07:17 p.m. Monday, March 3, 2003
State of mind: Go . To . Hell......All . Of . You! 
Stupid Sunday.... Was alone, depressed and bored to death at Orchard this afternoon and Su never replied my sms. Yeah, all attached and busy. Poor me. I was around Far East vacinty and was asking when Su want to check out her stockings. I actually want to help her check it out but scrapped the idea when she never replied my numerous smses. Fed up. Only Yian Han replied my sms. And she is in Malaysia. She's Malaysian and travels to and fro Singapore everyday for school. Can't help me much can she?
Doing some quizzy to pass time...
This one is hilarious. I got a weird result, but hey, if Yoshiki is the man in charge of the bootcamp place, nothing can be normal, can it?
 JINGLE BELL MIYAVI!
Miyavi in a santa suit carrying a sack full of cash sounds like your idea of the perfect roomate. Maybe he calls you BEBEI a little too often and wears huge boots to hide his small foot size, but these are insignificant elements of a very significant partner in crime. Ho ho and ho. Enjoy your new roomie!
Which Miyavi would be your ideal bootcamp roomate? brought to you by Quizilla
I am weird but I am not suicidal. I always say that and no one believes me. NOW HERE IS THE PROOF!
 You are normal. Lucky little you
What Self-Mutilation Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
I think I'm pretty normal... I think...
akane turned into a plushie at 09:35 p.m. Sunday, March 2, 2003
State of mind: gibberish 
Juz read Jotaro's blog...
Yo, I dragged you to be the soldier in Battle Royale, so sue me! BWAHA! Or you want me to throw another battery at you? Wait, you were wearing something distracting! AND YOU FORGOT WHICH SHOP! *fires wildly at Jotaro with 9mm machine gun*
Where was I? Oh yeah, Battle Royale. Spent my entire day at the club room helping out with the scripts. Damn those flashbacks and rapid scene changes. Have to pause the damn thing so many times. I could just watch and type but NoOoOo, they love to change scenes so much, I have to pause the thing to fill in the extra info before I miss any action! And the best part? THE REMOTE IS SPOILT! So there is another person by the TV doing the pause/play thing. I was doing the Pause/Play job before the typing job. Yanqi got fed up with the typing so I took over. And when I passed it to Fabian (I have to go home already), he got the part where there are even more rapid flashbacks and scene changes. Wheee....
Filming starts Monday onwards. Hear that Jotaro? MONDAY. IN UNIFORM! BWAHA!
Borrowed Bishi Bashi from Yanqi. Heeee.... *off to play*
akane turned into a plushie at 09:51 p.m. Saturday, March 1, 2003
State of mind: O_O 
Was checking mail...
A guy from Japan e-mailed me. He's a hide fan! OH.MY.GOD! A Japanese hide fan looking for me as a pen friend!
And Kumiko, the classmate of Kyoko (the hide fan girl from the exchange programme) invited me to their party at RELC. No idea where it is. -_-;;
*looks at hide shrine*
Finally my prayers are answered. Slow, but answered!
Wait. I have to tidy up the shrine again. After burning CDs for Su my shrine is kinda messy... oops. *bites Su's head and clings there* Grrrrrrrnnnnnnn
Added Kat to my linkie~
akane turned into a plushie at 09:56 p.m. Friday, February 28, 2003
State of mind: #&%&*!@%! 
FUXX THE LOUSY C++ LECTURER. LOUSY FUXXER THAM WS! I HOPE HE GOES TO HELL AND STAY THERE AND BURN FOR ETERNITY! THAT LOUSY GAY ASS FUXXER! The moment I entered the lab, he said I haven't finish my lab 2. But I finished it the week before! I even showed him! So, I showed him again and he wants me to explain part of a program. I dunno how to explain to him and he said "Copy is easy. Don't just copy. Read up and then explain." FUXX! I spent hours doing a program, showed him, he didn't mark, I asked him to mark, he ask me fuxxin' questions and then said I copied?! FUXXIN' GO TO HELL! JUST BECAUSE HE'S A LECTURER SO WHAT?! LOUSY FUXXIN' BASTARD!
akane turned into a plushie at 04:23 p.m. Monday, May 26, 2003
State of mind: v(n_n)v 
My previous entry earlier in the day was crappy. Screwed up mornings do that to me. But not in the afternoon though. I went to the club room before meeting Su and the moment I stepped in, Lester pointed at me and exclaimed "YUKA! YUKA!" and I was like '_'?
Then, he shoved me some papers and I took a look. Our club is doing our very own version of Battle Royale (Japanese movie) and my role is Yuka. Geez! I have a nice weapon (9mm machine gun) but I don't get to kill anyone! I got poisoned to death and my weapon gets stolen! *sulks*
When I was at the gym, my dad suddenly called me. He took off today and was going out. And my clever dad locked himself out. So he came to school and I passed him the keys. Since the workouts are distracted and Su had to go for dialogue session, I went back to the club room. They are going to perform for the Japanese exchange students and were changing. Yian Han came in and we tagged along to BLK E to check them out. Halfway, some idiot left Su locked out of our club room and her stuff is inside, so I went back to the club room to open the door for her. Then, I helped Eiji get her clothes to BLK E (brought wrong jeans, oops) and when I got there, they are interacting with the Japanese students. Eiji was asking what are their fav. Jrock bands and we went nutz. Then Eiji pointed to my X pendant and said that I am a X Japan fan. Then, one of the girls asked me "Which X member do you like?" and I exclaimed "hide!" and she replied "AAH! Really? I like hide too!" That did it. I was hyper and bouncing! And she continued "hide's so cute!" And I was bouncing and nodding going "un! un!" Then Eiji pointed out that my face is very red. After a while, my face is still very warm *n_n*
I'll get a copy of Battle Royale tomorrow and watch it. Sensei was in the room for a while and we were discussing about it. We might show it to the audience at the orientation or exchange programme if it turns out good. Filming starts next week!
akane turned into a plushie at 09:05 p.m. Wednesday, February 26, 2003
State of mind: Frosty the snow man~ 
Fuxxin' cold... And it ain't fun when you are in BLK S early and the lecturer comes late. You are already freezing while waiting along the corridors and it's much worse inside the lab. And whoopiee~ ALL the PCs are down because of some fuxxin' circut trip. So, sat there for one hour freezing myself half dead. I'm supposed to do my XML and XSL lab assiginment now but... grr... If only my dear dear plushie is here *sniffles* I need warmth!! *sniffles*
Super broke. Paid my share of Monday yesterday, overspent on junk ($4 for popcorn?!) and it's the end of the month... So it's kinda normal. But I'm slightly ok now, compared to the horrible me back then. Back then, I'll scream at the ATM when they can't dispose $20 and can only give you $50 because I have less than $50 in my a/c. Now? Don't give a damn. $50? No probby~ Haha~ But I'm still broke. I haven't paid my handphone bills yet (shit, must pay by 27th before they fuxx up my services) and... what's this? *picks up paper* DAMMIT! I HAVE TO HAND IN MY EXCUSE LETTER FOR OPEN HOUSE!! I keep forgetting! I only got it on Monday. Supposed to hand in on Monday but I hang out at the clubroom till late and didn't hand in. Yesterday totally forgot about it! Damn...
Slightly better note, I have a new locker~! Not totally mine, but hey. My friend has a big locker (mine is small) and he complains that it is seriously under-used and asked me if I wanna share locker with him. WHY NOT?! I seriously over-used my locker anyway. Ohohoho... I'm so gonna invade his locker... Ano... Will he die of shock when he opens his locker and sees a whole lot of visual stuff there? Wait. Do I care? *evil grin*
akane turned into a plushie at 09:11 a.m. Wednesday, February 26, 2003
State of mind: Kiss my ass? 
Chatting with Dana-chan + chatting on ICQ + mass sms-ing with friends since 7am. Yes, 7AM. I'm awake and bored! Tuesdays = blank till 4pm day. Abit of a blank time here since Dana-chan is making parady pics and... sudden stop of smses... so decided to take a little quiz... I still prefer to call that bunny a Psycho Bunny rather than a Happy Bunny. In what ways does it look happy? It looks so Psycho... Ah well... I dunno... What did you guys get for this quiz here? Psycho Bunny....
 congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything. You must be so proud
which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla
akane turned into a plushie at 10:48 a.m. Tuesday, February 25, 2003
State of mind: Genki~ 
About time I archived ne... ^^;
Was hanging out at the club room~ And was laughing till I go weak all over... They were all crazy about Battle Royale and were making our very own version. What with sag balls, tako, sushi and teriyaki sauce all over you. And also the sag balls thingy. My god, the sag balls were the most hilarious... been going on during the open house and still going on till now. I think it will go on forever...
Then, after all those, we ordered KFC and munched in the club room. Must return $4 to Eiji tomorrow. Jotaro, not we don't want to jio you, you are contactless! Ota sensei said you were looking for Eiji when he dropped by.
Speaking of Ota sensei... one of the hiliarous things was cheer. I was out making a phonecall and when I came back in, Lester started cheering "Oh Mickey you so fine, you so fine you blow my mind, hey Mickey!" and he did the same when Takeshi came in, only replacing "Mickey" with "Saggy". And I was like "You cheer for everyone when they come in, later sensei come you also cheer". Then Ezzat said Ota sensei told him before "I don't like my name, sounds like malay food. Next time call me Kenji sensei". Then, Lester belted out the cheer again, replacing it with "Ota". Eiji and me were like "Hey satay, you char kway" And it ended up with Takeshi cheering like this:
Nasi lemak, nasi lemak, nasi lemak
OH OTAH YOU SO FINE YOU, YOU SO FINE YOU BLOW MY MIND HEY OTAH!
^^;
Then we were playing the Singapore Beat song again. GEEZ, I kept going in the wrong direction in the dance >_<
akane turned into a plushie at 09:55 p.m. Monday, February 24, 2003
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