~PSYCHOMMUNITY~
State of mind: ... 
Some one I know is gone. I may not know you well, but I respected you as some one I know. I hope you'll really be happy and free now, though you shouldn't have taken this path...
Good bye. See you born again...
akane's eye was licked at 08:46 a.m. Wednesday, June 25, 2003
State of mind: Hyper
I got my copy of The Great American Novel by Dana Galasso today.
You did write my address correctly you silly girl! *ruffles Dana-chan's hair with a big wide grin*
Kinda saw this coming, coz everytime I dream of him, something sweet happens *smiles* Tho the dream is REALLY random/odd... He must be drunk or something. Not telling! Unless you come online, Dana-chan!
My Seth dress is 95% done. Now all that's left is the pants! FWEE! And lacking a wig *&@$^!%... I'd better start praying for the wig now...
akane's eye was licked at 09:50 p.m. Tuesday, June 24, 2003
State of mind: ...uneven...
Went to town... maybe there is hope for my wig...
Kill some time in school... Think I pissed someone off...
Missing him... Hugging him... Tears can't stop flowing...
何か 悲しい です．．. 僕 は ずっと 君 と いっしょうに よ。 君 は 僕 と いっしょうに の か？ 淋し。寂し。もう 二周間 ね。僕 頑張ります！
akane's eye was licked at 9:42 p.m. Monday, June 23, 2003
State of mind: bored
Quizzy... Eh... you have been warned? LOL~
what warning label are you?
Am so tired... And Sue appeared in my dreams last night. Who's next? Chin and Yingying? Su already appeared. Am so going to be annoyed. It's SUNDAY @(*%! I hate Sundays. Coz my dad's home. And I HATE my dad. I mean it. He gave me a bad childhood. These scars can never heal. Tho he may seem to be making up to me now, I don't think I can ever ever even like him one bit.
akane's eye was licked at 09:27 a.m. Sunday, June 22, 2003
State of mind: omens?
Nya... I had a dream last night where everything was screwed up for me in the last minute for Cosfest. Maybe because after I did so many things and in the end, I'm the only one still doing it and stuff like that... What they call stress? And what's really bad? I met face to face with certain bitch I do not ever want to see again. Damn...
Ended up looking forward to the Club Crawl cosplay than the Cosfest. Maybe because there is company in the former.
Had a little sore in my left ankle when I woke up. Because I sorta hurt it in my dream. Did I mention that I can feel in dreams? Yeah, I think I did... I can have predictive dreams too. And yeah, if it is a nightmare, I can wake myself up before anything happens. Envious?
akane's eye was licked at 08:13 a.m. Saturday, June 21, 2003
State of mind: amused
I changed my left piercing stud to hide's skull earring today. I stabbed it in a little too hard and it bleed a little... But I don't care XD
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Most hated person ever? Ok, so everyone DOES hate me... The other results are kinda me... BUT! The "sexual" result applies to him, NOT me!! But hey, that means this thing is kinda accurate nya...
akane's eye was licked at 09:53 a.m. Friday, June 20, 2003
State of mind: fweee
Ok I am bored... And waiting for time to pass by before going out to meet miko... I NEED WIG! Either that, share a formula that makes your hair grow to your hips overnight?
Quizzy! (been a while since I last took one ne?)
You GRAB THE SIDE and CLIMB BACK UP. As if there
were any other options....
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akane's eye was licked at 07:50 a.m. Thursday, June 19, 2003
State of mind: sleepy
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*sigh* Need a wig need a wig need a wig... Where else other than chinatown have wig... bleah... 2 more weeks to go... Rush rush stress stress... sleepy sleepy... Oops... Forgot to take my medicine... *runs to kitchen*
Bah... If I didn't cut my hair back then, all I need to do is dye it. Ah what the heck... And I gotta save up for next year's stuff too... Damn I'm sleepy. To think I slept for about 10 hours last night too... Medication...taking...control...urk...zZzZzZzzz
akane's eye was licked at 08:12 p.m. Wednesday, June 18, 2003
State of mind: sick
I am sick. My plans to finish up some stuff for my cosplay crashed. *(@%%! Have to go out AGAIN tomorrow... If I am better tomorrow. Which I better be... I DON'T CARE! HEAL BY TOMORROW DAMMIT!
To think I was happily having my lunch before that. Not really happy actually, because for the past few days I have not much appetite and had slight headaches in the late afternoons... Anyway, after lunch, felt sick, went to toilet and ended up camping in there for a good half an hour or more, throwing up my lunch and having bouts of diahorrea... Struggled back to the clinic downstairs and the counter staff was shocked to see my temperature: 35.8c
"VERY LOW!" she exclaimed and took my temperature again: 35.9c
-_-;; ok, so my temperature is low, but at least I am not a walking corpse *^@$!
The doc said I have stomach flu. No wonder no appetite these few days. And she detect no activity in my intestines. Yeah, hence all the puking and shitting. They are on strike. And here I am, at home, damn sleepy, windows and all are closed, fan is off, and I actually don't even feel a thing. Not even warm. Sick sick sick...
akane's eye was licked at 03:54 p.m. Tuesday, June 17, 2003
State of mind: endless rain
It's raining... Cats and dogs... No I am not going to throw a rose at Su unless she cos Yo-chan and go fall in the middle of the road in the rain now. XD XD XD
Woke up with Sethy flopped on my face. *awwwwwwww*
Then mopped the floor, thanks to my mum... stupid... The moment I wake up, I get chores.
My hair color sorta turned darker o_O?
Heavy heavy rain... Feel a bit cold cold... Sethy need warm hugs too... So nya! *chibifies and jumps onto bed*
akane's eye was licked at 08:39 a.m. Tuesday, June 17, 2003
State of mind: sleepy
I lack sleep... And I don't like that~~
See the color in the hide-chan piccy up there? Yep, I SWEAR, MY HEARDRESSOR IS COLOR BLIND! This time I gave her an easy job. Instead of re-coloring it pink, I wanted RED And what did I get? THIS! *points to piccy*
She is super, I tell you. I showed her a piccy of RED and when the job is done, I see my blog color on my head. The only thing that kept me from killing her today is she actually styled my hair hide style. Which I didn't ask her to do at all. BUT I AM STILL UNHAPPY!
Dana-chan where are you~ Missing you lots...
Oh hey Mel is alive here?! ^_^
hehehe as in wheeee I can finally hear the vocals~~ Oosh gig that time dun hear much~~~ Emi nice voice why hide her voice?!
July 6th nearing... Yeah, I can finish both my clothes by the end of June... I am now damn stressed over the wig though. And I haven't pay my handphone bills. Wheeeee~
akane's eye was licked at 09:24 p.m. Monday, June 16, 2003
State of mind: headache + truamatised + lack sleep + repairing mental damage
I am so gonna repeat a module next semester... oh well...
I went for the Street Festival gig today. It was good. Except the very last one. More on that later... You'll see...
LGF
hehehehehehhehehehehehehehhehe... Yeah, good job. Finally, the vocals are not drowned out this time :P
La'Dies
I can't really make out the vocals. And it started raining so I was in one of the tents. When they ended, the rain stopped. Compared to the last time I saw them, they have improved...
Deathopia
Wheehee... They are good. But vocals drowned -_-;;
They played Iron Maiden's Fear of The Dark. Whoo... A little bit of mistakes in Rosier, but not noticeable. :)
Resisted the urge to knock out the bassist and steal the Pyrobaby for Miko...
Heaven & Earth
They rock~ Yeah they do. Too bad, the vocals abit on off on off also... And they only played 3 out of 4 songs coz the management say they are running out of time. Well, if the hosts cut their crap, there is actually ALOT of time...
Gearbox
The only band where I can hear the vocals clearly. o_O
They're good~ But I wonder if it's because it's nearing the end of the day and they are tired, coz they seemed a little off...
Kurotenshi
Drowned vocals >_<|||
They were good for the 1st three songs... Gravity, (forgot song name), Mikan no Uta... Jotaro did the "MIKAN MIKAN MIKAN!" part for Mikan no Uta so I did the X Jump for X :P
But there were quite a few mistakes in X... *sigh*
Defuse
Go to hell x infinity!
The solos for all the songs were screwed up... (god dammit, a GIBSON LES PAUL IS UP THERE!)
And you have no idea how much damage they did to a song that means so much to me. And it was truamatising. I was praying so hard for a lightening bolt to come crashing down on them! I am now listening to the ORIGINAL song in repeat mode to repair the mental damage they did to me... IN REPEAT MODE!
I lost count the number of times it's been playing now... But yeah, this therapy will go on till I'm not truamatised...
They always say, people who don't have a temper will be deadly when they are angry. Heh, I guess this saying is true. Ah bi was like "!!!!" and Jotaro came running from afar to cool me down... Luckily the barricades were strong enough. For a moment I thought I'm gonna tear them down *laughs* Yeah, I was in quite a fit.
If Dana-chan is with me, I think we both will THROW the barricade up the stage. *laughs* Yes Dana-chan you seriously will wanna throw the barricade too. I think if I didn't leave any sooner, the barricades will really be flying. Why was I around? Why didn't I leave as planned?! Because Sakuya wanted to get Qoo, then Ah bi came up and chatted... Righty, next time they come up, no matter what, I WON'T BE THERE!
akane's eye was licked at 08:52 p.m. Saturday, June 14, 2003
State of mind: ...........
I'm up and running again!! *leaves a trial of dust*
I wanna find who the hell created maths/physics/circuit analysis, destroy their graves and make sure they burn in the deepest levels of hell for all eternity. #&*%!&^$&^@^&*!
I think I hurt my left piercing... #&%^&@!$#^
Yesterday... was talking to Miko about taking puri kura (neoprints) in our outlandish clothes (in Orchard no less) with whoever else who is cosplaying as well for both club crawl days. I don't mind that. I only mind something which I told Miko (and perhaps some others who know) and god, please don't let that happen...
I have to study. 1st paper tomorrow morning... bwargh... I HATE CIRCUIT ANALYSIS... *(@%&*!%!@ stupid analog... (*@%&*@%@!
akane's eye was licked at 08:39 a.m. Friday, June 13, 2003
State of mind: leave me alone
To hell with all the "I can do it on my own" self consolations. I'm tired. Just let me have a good cry and I'll be up and running again tomorrow.
I sorta expected it anyway. Ah what the heck. To hell with it all.
akane's eye was licked at 08:30 p.m. Thursday, June 12, 2003
State of mind: mixed up
This week's gonna be hectic. It's been rather hectic recently coz I have to continue completing my cosplay stuff for July and Club Crawl. This week:
Today = Remedial classes for my supp papers
Wednesday = Out with Miko again for cosplay stuff
Friday = Have to make a trip to school
Saturday = Supp paper in the morning, support friends' bands at the street fest in the noon, friend's 21st bday BBQ at night
Next Monday = 2nd Supp paper in the morning
Project Cosplay will resume straight after that. Oh whee~ And I am still jobless.
Quizzy... The results are true... Ya...
You are a weird dream
What kind of dream are you?
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akane's eye was licked at 06:39 p.m. Monday, June 9, 2003
State of mind: havin' fun
Everytime I do screen capturing, I have fun. Yeah, fun. Seriously, everytime I do screen caps I don't have complaints. I have the patience lol... And I screen cap so much, I think I can qualify for a job at the TV station *laughs*
Best part is, I konw every sequence... Am I scary or what? Knowing the sequence not from the screen capping but because everytime I watch the videos I remember~ Yeah hahaha... But there's pros and cons... Good thing is you know what takes place when. Bad thing is you have so much fun you forgot to screen cap... OOPS...
akane's eye was licked at 10:22 a.m. Sunday, June 8, 2003
State of mind: Amused
Something amusing up in the sky today.
In the blue blue sky, with all the white white clouds, there is ONE black cloud floating among them. And it's shape? A flying V. Uh-huh. A flying V! I think I know who's on that cloud XD
I wanted to wave hi, but I'm on the bus ^^;;
I did wave hi to him once, when I missed him badly. Then he appeared in my dreams to wave back. Uh-huh, same day. Ah nya, he's most likely jamming with Kami, Kazuki and Tokihiko today. Oh hey, they DO have a bassit with them up there! Tokihiko no less. A complete band up there *smiles*
(Anyway, for those not in the know, a flying V is a guitar model...)
akane's eye was licked at 09:45 p.m. Wednesday, June 4, 2003
State of mind: pain in the HEAD! @^%!#!
Had serious headache from late morning till now... *@^&*@%!... I never had headaches! Must be the stupid weather...
Passed all except for 2 modules, which I have to take supplemantary paper to pass them. At least I made it for a supp paper instead of a direct repeat. But gah! Electronic modules SUX! Thank goodness I passed my maths. NO MORE MATHS!! YAHOO~~!!
Going out with Miko tomorrow to prepare for cosplay stuff... Will be sleeping soon... STUPID HEADACHE SUX!
akane's eye was licked at 09:19 p.m. Thursday, July 3, 2003
State of mind: wakey~
mmmm... Yeah I am awake. Going to job hunt for me and Miko in a while... And play postman in the noon~
Went out with Miko yesterday and met Kyoist and Ah-bi... Before that we are walking in circles inside Far East and ended up counting chocolates outside 7-11. Spent the entire afternoon inside Long John Silvers at Level One. The 2 of them are super quiet~ O_O
But I managed to chat with Kyoist, before she went back to quiet mode again ^_^;;
Then saw Jotaro at GC... AHAHAHA~ he got that kinda hair again~ Just like when he was in year 2~ AHAHAHAHA~
akane's eye was licked at 08:38 a.m. Monday, June 2, 2003
State of mind: Uneven
I'm so mixed up today... Wanna do something, yet did nothing. But lazing around the house is... boring... Ah nya...
Jotaro's stuff came today. Funny thing is, the postman didn't even make a sound. He just left it there by the door. If I didn't step out of my room to go to the toilet, the box will be there till god-knows-when. Maybe even picked up by others o_O;;
Oi, Jo, I pass it to you at your glass prison on Monday? LOL~ I bet you'll just run home to watch it the moment you got it LOL~ And likely cursing why school PCs don't have DVD drives LOL~ Or maybe waiting for Monday to come is driving you insane already? LOL~ YoU sTiLl HaVe OnE mOrE dAy To MoNdAy~ ohohoho~ *evilness*
Wonder how did Takagawa's audition go this time... Best of luck nya~
akane's eye was licked at 06:00 p.m. Saturday, May 31, 2003
State of mind: *sigh*
Mum made me go to my grandparent's house today to send them some stuff. I don't mind that. What I mind is my uncle, who LOVES to ask me alot of stuff about my studies. I don't like to talk about that, and he'll say that I am hopeless when I don't want to answer the questions. And my biased grandpa sometimes annoy the hell out of me too. Yeah, he's the traditonal boys-are-better-than-girls type of grandpa. He loves to call me "good for nothing" for no apparent reasons. Even worse when it comes to chores. He always thinks that I don't help out (when I practically did everything) and will call me a "parasite" among other insults. Well, I don't see him help my grandma doing HER chores. I love my grandma. She can do so many stuff, bring up her 8 kids and even look after grandchildren (I being one of them) and she didn't even complain once. All my grandpa does is laze around at home or the coffee shop and smoke. And I fuxxin' hate it when he smokes in your face. He KNOWS that I dislike smoke and he did just that.
Hey, he wanna look down on girls? Now, who gave birth to him? Eh? HIS MUM IS A FEMALE. Does he look down on his mum as well? I fuxxin' hate it when he acts as though boys are superior than girls.
akane's eye was licked at 09:50 a.m. Friday, May 30, 2003
State of mind: random random...
Zi:Kill Zi:Kill Zi:Kill Zi:Kill Zi:Kill Zi:Kill Zi:Kill Zi:Kill Zi:Kill Zi:Kill~ *ahem*
Ah nya... Been listening to them XD
My driving course is expiring soon, and I have to re-new at least 6 months for it. T-T Stupid Basic Theory Test has to be on a date that is the very next day my course expires! *kicks chair*
akane's eye was licked at 12:55 p.m. Wednesday, May 28, 2003
State of mind: sheepish
Downloaded a Chinese song today... It's really been years since I actually download a Chinese song. Yeah... Chinese songs that can grab my attention are really rare. And I don't watch TV too.
It just happened that my dad loves to blast his TV. And this Channel U 9pm Drama's opening song caught me.
Conscience: *ahem*
OK OK! It's the GUITAR SOLO at the beginning of the song that caught my attention. But I actually listened to the song OK?! It really has lovely guitars and melody... And the lyrics are rather meaningul. After an episode or two (actually it's the last episode today -_-;) the song grew on me. It's really nice. Like I said, it's very very rare for a Chinese song to catch my attention. It's not rock but not that poppy either. Somewhere in between. (yeah, one of the reasons why I don't listen to Chinese music anymore is it's getting really mushy, poppy, meanlingless and bleah) So I like meaningful stuff, sue me...
A dream in a lifetime... One lifetime, one dream... Yeah, I like the lyrics... *sways with the guitar solos*
akane's eye was licked at 09:06 a.m. Wednesday, May 28, 2003
State of mind: annoyed
*sigh* People with attitude problems sux... Period. Must they always act high & mighty and all? Ok, so that's why I'm not surprised that he is friendless. *rolls eyes* And duh, I have a life. I can't COMPLETELY quit going out with friends or stop all activities, can I? Unless I am friendless. *rolls eyes*
*pokes at some snails* Which one of you have the package I sent to Dana-chan?! SEND IT BEFORE I MAKE ESCARGOT OUT OF YOU ALL~!
akane's eye was licked at 08:35 p.m. Monday, May 26, 2003
State of mind: happy
Got my ears pierced... My very first time... and it was FUN FUN FUN! And no, I'm not going to get more. A pair is enough. And my mum got freaked out during the process. Duh, she freaks out on almost everything...
So now I have amethyst studs on my ears. Yup~ My birth stone, also my favourite gem stone, also my favourite color. PURPLE~ wheee...
Only a matter of weeks before I replace my left one with the skull earring. Can't wait! *^-^*
akane's eye was licked at 07:48 p.m. Saturday, May 24, 2003
State of mind: Coatin' Oblaaaaat~
Ok, I am watching ALIVEST early in the morning... So? *Biidaa*
I'm getting my ears pierced today... Yeah, my first time. Kinda scared... But I don't care. He'll bless me.
Took a quizzy... My god, the quiz is so easy! And there is no such thing as TOO MUCH here! It's never enough! *cough* *ahem* Now if only all my exams are like this...
Wait... Garion did say that my exam topics should change to hide/X Japan subjects... *shrugs* Oh well...
akane's eye was licked at 08:16 a.m. Saturday, May 24, 2003
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