~PSYCHOMMUNITY~
State of mind: i hate my dad 
Chibi asked me out today. It was last minute too. I just went online out of boredom, and he asked me out to Orchard. We just have to go out... Staying at home everyday is killing us. And we were talking in Japanese all the way too ^^
That did draw a few looks from people. But hey, we don't care. We were randomly looking at stuff in Kinokuniya (and exclaiming everything is expensive) then we went down to basement 2. I was tempting Chibi with food and he refuse to give in (^^;) until we wanted to get out of Takashimaya and it's raining outside. So, we went to eat at McDonald's (^^) and randomly walked around Wisma, Heeren, Paragon and Far East. He can't decide whether to take a neoprint or not (^^|||) and decided not to in the end.
And I hate my dad. Feh, I never liked my dad in the first place. It's a long story why I hate him. Started since as young as 5. I was accused of using and spoiling the living room TV. HELLO? I wasn't even at home to use it! And he knows that I wasn't home all afternoon!
What the hell?! Now how unreasonable can one be? Who helped him to choose the TV back then when he dunno which to buy? Me. Who helped him choose the entertainment system? Me. Who taught him how to use them? ME. Yet, he don't allow me to use them. Why? Coz I, the one who taught him how to use the stuff, will spoil them. HAH! Ok, so why isn't MY TV spoilt yet and HIS is spoilt? And he accuse me?! GO TO HELL AND STAY THERE FOREVER!
The TV how old already? A good 8 years ok. It's already faulty and he is the one who loves to watch long hours of TV shows and sing karaoke for hours on it. Come and accuse me?! If after 8 years of abuse still got no problem, Sony might as well close down. Idiot.
akane turned into a plushie at 08:59 p.m. Tuesday, April 22, 2003
State of mind: not good
This is the last straw. Other than the usual "Good morning! Wanna chat?" thingy, that pig added a "I miss you" in his crappy SMS. WHAT THE FUXX?! HELLO?! Who the hell he thinks he is?! Oh yucks, that makes me feel so sick. If he ever SMS me to ask for a chat again, I give him hell. And if I ever see him in school, I make sure I kill him.
*leans on Su-chan* Ne, Su, tell me why that pig just like to buaya me?! I thought he claims that he can "feel" if the person is not happy or whatever that kinda crap?! Well, he said he "felt" that you are distant with him and all, then how come he can't "feel" that I WANT HIM TO GO TO HELL AND STAY THERE FOR ETERNITY?!
I HATE that disgusting horny son of a bitch! Gonna slap the daylights outta him one of these days. Grrrrr
Other than that disgusting incident, the day range from good to great. Helped a friend with her assignments, paid my bills and plan to eat grass till next month. *glomps Drain-chan and rubs faces* Nya~~ You're soooo niiiice~~
Quizzy... Nya, I'm good
You are anything but evil...you're a compassionate,
loving person who would give the clothes off
your back to a firend in need. Keep on being
wonderful, and kind, our world suffers from the
lack of such people as you.
Are You Evil?
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akane turned into a plushie at 06:46 p.m. Monday, April 21, 2003
State of mind: Fweeee
Added Drain-chan to my linkies~ *points left* Oh yes, our Psychommunity is a big family. Thank you for the songs~~ *glomps* Ne, did you draw that? XD
Sunday... Bleah...
Rainy... Bleah...
Parents home... Bleah...
Su-chan! I have had it with that pig. Every morning I'll recieve a "Good morning, how are you?" and if I don't recieve anything in the morning, at the end of the day I'll recieve a "Hello! How was your day?"
WHO THE HELL DOES HE THINK HE IS?! I don't think even good friends go to that kinda extent!? Hell, I don't even want that kinda fella as a friend.
Quizzy... I've always wanted wings...
You're White-satin wings! How can such evil be
present in such a lush world... What's it
matter, though? The Lord will correct the
wrong!
What kind of Wings are you?
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akane turned into a plushie at 011:43 a.m. Sunday, April 20, 2003
State of mind: HyPeR
I finally managed to clear off 4 gig worth of stuff... about time man...
Found a song I've been looking for eons ago... So happy~ *has it on repeat mode* XD
And shared with Aya-chan ^^v
Will share with Dana-chan too, when I see her tomorrow morning. Which is her night time... Damn the timezone thingy *kicks timezone*
Added Aya-chan to my links~~ *huggles Aya-chan* There are two links ^^
Sweet sweet my Honey Blade~
Takagawa can go to his concert... Feel happy for him too. He saluted me on IRC... Aww... So touched...
Righty... Quizzy... Hmm...
But I also like breaking things :Þ
Guitarist
Just... not much to you. Fairly straightforeward.
You see life as it is, and just don't give a
damn enough to pull any stunts like a bassist
or break anything like a drummer.
What Instrument in a rock band are You?
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akane turned into a plushie at 09:26 p.m. Saturday, April 19, 2003
State of mind: ~Questy~
Bored bored... *hugs Sesshoumaru plushie*
See Garion kor? I got hug him one wor~ I am not biased wor~ *hugs Seth plushie as well*
When are you reviving your blog?
Got this Questy from Kat:
TIME STARTED?
7.39pm
A LITTLE ABOUT YOU...
FULL NAME?
L.S.L are my initials
BIRTHDAY?
20th Feb every year
AGE?
I am ancient
BORN?
A psycho
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
Roaches, Dark, Under my bed...
DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS OR GLASSES?
Both... But mostly glasses coz mum is against the idea of putting things into my eyes
PERFECT MAN/WOMAN?
In heaven?
DO YOU LIKE YOURSELF?
Yeah... But I am not narcissistic
EMBARRASSING MOMENT?
Waaay too many
YOUR GOOD FRIENDS?
Those reading this? haha
PERSON IN YOUR FAMILY?
3, including me
ICE-CREAM?
STRAWBERRY!
VEGETABLE?
Anything but bittergourd
FAST FOOD?
Mos Burgers. But they are not fast...
CANDY?
I like choclates :)
BEVERAGE?
Any form of tea
MOVIE?
Comedies, mostly
TALK SHOW?
Depends on topic
ACTRESS?
No preferance, but HATE FANN WONG
ACTOR?
No preference...
BANDS?
X Japan, Luna Sea
SINGER?
hide
PLACE TO VISIT?
Japan, Australia
COLOURS?
Purple, Pink, Black, Blue, White
JEWELLERY?
Skulls accesories, ear cuffs
SPORTS?
I am a sports idiot
NUMBER?
20
ANIMAL?
Dogs
FLOWER?
White Orchids. My name leh...
BRAND OF SHOES?
No preference, as long as comfortable and catches my eye
PERFUME/COLOGNE?
Mum got me Baby Doll from YSL... Which I didn't use...
CAREER?
I let fate decide...
HAVE YOU EVER LOVED SOMEBODY SO MUCH IT MADE YOU CRY?
*sigh* Yes... *points sky*
DRANK ALCOHOL?
Nope
SMOKED?
No, AND NEVER WILL
BROKEN THE LAW?
Nope...
RAN AWAY FROM HOME?
Nope...
BROKEN A BONE?
Nope...
PLAYED STRIP POKER?
Dunno how to play poker. Even if I do, I don't think I will play...
PLAYED TRUTH OR DARE?
Nope...
FLASHED SOMEONE?
No, duh...
MOONED SOMEONE?
What's that?
KISSED SOMEONE YOU DIDN'T KNOW?
Why the hell would I do that?!
BEEN IN A PHYSICAL FIGHT?
No...
RODE IN A POLICE CAR?
No, duh...
BEEN ON A PLANE?
Yes...
COME CLOSE TO DYING?
.....
CHEATED ON YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
I don't have one. And some bitch used me as an alibi when cheating on her ex
BEEN IN A SAUNA?
Nope
BEEN IN A HOT TUB?
Not yet...
SWAM IN THE OCEAN?
Yeah
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT........
ABORTION?
Not good...
CLASSICAL?
I like :)
SOAP OPERAS?
ZzZzZzzzzz
THE PERSON THAT SENT THIS TO YOU?
*smiles*
AMUSEMENT PARKS?
Roller coasters~~~
WHAT IS.............
YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM?
I dunno...
WHAT'S YOUR BEDROOM LIKE?
Post World War 100
YOUR SECRET CRUSH?
It won't be a secret if I tell, ne? Actually, I don't have one... My crushes die off pretty fast, because I know it can never be possible
YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
My plushie?
ARE YOU A........
GOOD STUDENT?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
GOOD ACTOR/ACTRESS?
Don't think so
GOOD DANCER?
Hell NO
GOOD STORYTELLER?
I dunno...
DO YOU HAVE...
STITCHES?
Nope
BLOODY NOSE?
Never
CANCER?
...No...
SURGERY?
Never
SOMEONE BESIDES YOUR FAMILY SAY THEY LOVE YOU?
Mum once said that it is pointless to love me...
SOMEONE PUNCH YOU?
No, but I punched someone in primary school though. Hey, that guy was annoying and I gotta punch him to shut him up.
DO YOU......
WET THE BED?
Never
COLLECT ANYTHING?
Currency notes, coins, manga, anime, magazines, CDs, accesories... And the biggest collection so far is dust.
LIKE TO SING?
Singing my song, for me...
LIKE TO SHOP?
I'm more of a browser than a shopper
LIKE TO PARTY?
Hmm... I dunno, really
BEEN IN TROUBLE A LOT??
Never
EAT A LIVE HAMSTER FOR A MILLION $?
You stay away from my hamsters!
GO TO A HANSON CONCERT IF YOU HAD A FREE TICKET?
Sure, if a bazooka comes free with the ticket too! No weapons, no Hanson concert!
GET ANYTHING PIERCED?
I wanna get my ears pierced...
KILL SOMEONE YOU DIDN'T KNOW FOR 15 MILLION DOLLARS?
Why not? Maybe that person I don't know is someone I wanna kill too?
ANYONE OFFERED YOU A SMALL PART IN A MOVIE WOULD YOU ACCEPT?
Well, I got in a small part before I know it. Not that I mind. ECA thingy anyway, so it should be fun?
HOW LONG WAS YOUR LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
I never had any?
WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Sadistic Inu, Sick Inu, Akane, Jojo Akane/Akane Jojo, hide-chan
WHO DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON?
Didn't I answer this already?
EARLIEST MEMORY?
When I was a kid, I went into the gents to look for my dad. But I was VERY little back then and I know no boundaries
TIME FINISHED?
8.14pm... I was on IRC, AIM, MSN and mum kept pestering me
akane turned into a plushie at 07:21 p.m. Friday, April 18, 2003
State of mind: I hate SARS
SARS curfew sux. Hope Takagawa can go to his concert too. Poor guy, he got SARS curfew too. All SARS' fault... grr...
Handed in my project... Thank you Lord Mikan! Will remember to get you some mikans from Ehime... Provided they are still mikans on the way back lol... And have to ship Yoshiki to Su... Oh dear...
akane turned into a plushie at 07:15 p.m. Thursday, April 17, 2003
State of mind: Fwee~
Thank you Su~~~ *glmops* Nya... Didn't notice that stupid target thingy >_<
At least I am project free for now. And I hope I can pass my C Programming exams. I don't wanna see that lecturer nor do that project again. Yucks...
And I hate that stupid pig~~ Early morning SMS "Good morning! How are you?" when I am in lab trying to save my project. I already told him that I am busy and don't disturb me, HE STILL SMS ME! Yeah, of coz I can make it, provided he STOP PESTERING ME! Somehow, when Su scold him, he runs away. I scold him he still pester me?! Why? I not fierce enough? Easy to bully?! Fuxx...
*kicks Garion*
ARrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrGH!
*strangles Garion* >_<
akane turned into a plushie at 01:31 p.m. Wednesday, April 16, 2003
State of mind: Head Throbbing Mind Lagging
I owe Su chan BiIiIiIiIiIig time. *huggles Su chan* Nya~~ Sankyuu~~~ Demo demo... Still got problem... >_<
Doing Power Point for my lame presentation... Now that is really lame. "Cannot be less than two minutes or I will fail you." That lousy lecturer... Anything also "I will fail you." I bet she is not married. Bleah...
Spent the entire afternoon doing projects. Bwargh... Headache... Going to bed early to sleep the pain off... And my neck still hurts... Gah...
Quizzy! And well, waddaya know...
You're a classy, hard working Gibson!
most people love you, but can't afford you. You're
a bit stuck up, but only because you're better
than everybody else.
What brand of guitar are you?
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akane turned into a plushie at 07:55 p.m. Tuesday, April 15, 2003
State of mind: Rush Hour
Yeah, gotta rush my projects already. One is due Wednesday by 10am, the other by the end of Thursday.
Finished my lab test today. *crosses fingers* Can't afford to fail that one. With the help of the friendly unknown guy #1, I suppose I can make it, even without the final simulation print out.
Today's morning class ended one hour early, so I kinda flipped thru my lecture notes at the benches... Then met Jotaro while going downstairs for munchies. Stamfie came and sat for awhile before leaving due to extreme heat and boredom. Then I am left alone again, when Ezzat came up and asked me to help out his homework. Helped him to cut out his frames and paste them on his mounting board. And he wants me to teach him how to cut the frames out fast (^^;) Then Eiji came and helped him ink his works...
Satomi mama brought me to her lab to de-bug my programme... Then I was notified that I left my handphone at the benches (--;) so I went down to get it. On my way down, the lift stopped at one of the floors and something crawled by.
Just one of the days a worm crawls by, ne. Can't be bothered. Snuck up on Stamfie and caught him chatting instead of doing FYP ^^|||
Have to rush my projects now... *stress*
But Quizzy first! And... Well... Heh...
You are THE LEAD GUITAR: beautiful and complex..
But do I really need to swell your head any
more than it already is? Let someone else have
the spotlight every once in a while.
What rock-band instrument are you?
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akane turned into a plushie at 07:01 p.m. Monday, April 14, 2003
State of mind: bida bida bida bida bida biiiiiiiidaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
*Hugs Dana-chan* I hope you can re-gain your internet access again nya...
AND I JUZ READ SOME REALLY COOL NEWS!! I AM SUPER HYPER NOW!! *huggles* Can't wait to tell you!! Man, I hope I can catch you on AIM tomorrow!! AAAAH~~~
Don't like thunderstorms... I like to snuggle in bed, though I can't sleep in the day, during rainy days but the occasional thunders are very annoying. Not afraid, juz noisy and annoying. My neck has been aching for more than a week now. Can't turn properly... And gets really sore when I try to. SARS? Ahaha... Don't know, don't care...
I hate this chair. It's been... 2 years since my mum broke my PC chair and she still haven't got me a replacement. This lousy chair is an extra kitchen chair so I can't adjust the height. And I get tired, coz I have to hunch a bit.. ALOT actually... The chair is tall and I am tall. Tall in my family that is. Of course my mum finds it alright, since she is the shortest in the family. I've been pestering so long for a replacement but... *sigh* And she complains about my posture whenever I use my PC. She has her own PC and is also using the kitchen chair. We have alot of extras since there is only 3 of us in the family. Bleah. Of course she is all comfy. If I have the money, I'll go get one. But she complains again that it is a waste of money. It's very tiring and I don't want it to become a habit... Grr...
Su arrr... Tell me, how do you scare off that fuxxin' pig of a door god? What is your secret in keeping him away from you?! That idiot has been bombarding my handphone with SMS every morning! I don't reply, he send the same shit again in the afternoon. *kicks chair*
akane turned into a plushie at 06:52 p.m. Sunday, April 13, 2003
State of mind: BiiiiiiDAAAAAA
Headache gone!! WHEE~~ Today's tea is abit weak... Ah nevermind... Tea... *grins*
Turned on my handphone and one of the bitches SMS me, asking me not to blame the other bitch for not lending me her program. Four words: FUXXIN' GO AND DIE.
Well, I never talked to them at all in classes. So, why scared of me all of a sudden? Did I scare the poo outta them when I retorted back to the lecturer? Huh? And all I did yesterday was sit somewhere else other than my usual terminal, that's all. So?? Ooh, yeah, once I changed my seat, they can't snoop on my work, ne? Go to hell all you snooping bitches. Don't ever come to me crying for help, coz I ain't gonna help any furthur. I only help those who deserves my help. At least they appreciate. Unlike you backstabbing ingrates.
Satomi mama going to help me debug~ Whee... Great, and I have 1 more project + presentation to mug. My friend's class don't have to present~~ Envy~~ Our lecturer told us "If you all don't present with ppt to me by 10am, I will fail you" (--*)
Hmm... Chibi was telling me to grow back my long hair. He saw my long hair days in club photos. So does Satomi mama... Hmm...
Su chan~~ That pig is bothering me for 2 days straight!! For 2 mornings, I get his SMS wanting to "chat and de-stress" with me. *insert frustrated scream* And just now another one... Praying for all of his friend's to be healthy against SARS. Oh well... He can't pester you come pester me... Makes me wonder at times why I haven't blew up in his face yet.
*pokes Su chan* Ne, my dad is now like your dad. Pouring me with stuff to burn for him. NYA! *pouts*
Dana chan, were you on AIM? Mine was on, but I didn't notice that I closed it by accident *kicks AIM* until I saw your tag ^^;;
*starts praying that Dana chan's mail can reach safely* Die equator, die SARS!! *stabs equator and SARS voodoo doll*
akane turned into a plushie at 10:23 a.m. Saturday, April 12, 2003
State of mind: Bwargh
Fuxx... Recently been waking up WAAAAY before my usual wake up time and can't fall back asleep. Havin' a major headache already. The past 2 days were minor throbs in the late afternoons, today is one whole day. And there is no such thing as panadol in my house. Bleah. Stupid lecturer. If it wasn't for his stupid project, I won't be under such stress and suffer. And he's so "nice" to me today when he see me lying on the table most of the time. "Wake up, you are not sick" "Wake up, good morning" Fed up, I shouted back "HEADACHE LAH!"
And the 2 bitches from last semester. Damn them. They are in the same class as me for that bloody module. Last semester, help them out and all, what they do? They scold me. I don't ask for anything in return in the first place and that is definately NOT the way to treat people. This semester simply bochup them. But one of them doing same topic as me, as the project is individual and only 2 people in class gets same topics out of the many. And I have no other choice but to asked nicely if I can take a look at her project as REFERANCE, as I can't figure out where I've done wrong. She shouted back a NO. Well may you whores burn in hell! At least there is a helping hand from a guy in my other class who is willing to let me refer, even though we don't know each other, despite his program got problems. And there are people called FRIENDS who help me debug. Bleah. The world would be such a better place to be in if there are no selfish bitches around.
Was with Stamfie and Satomi mama later in the evening. Me and Stamfie were *insert hours of nonsense* and Satomi mama just couldn't stand us both. She was laughing till her face turned red and my headache just got worse. Bwargh... *yawns*
Oh my god... oh my god... I'm one of my dream guitars!! If only I have a grandma who gives one to me on my 14th birthday too *sulks*
HASH(0x84250c8)
What guitar are you?
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akane turned into a plushie at 10:22 p.m. Friday, April 11, 2003
State of mind: Random Madness
More madness on AIM. Oh my. AIM now has a new meaning. Always Insane Madness.
Added Kenji-kun to my links~ Whee~ Madness! Oh god, he have to show me that pic that makes me melt... CUTENESS! I want hide-chan lying on my bed like that too!! KWAWAII *melts*
Su-chan~~ I sent you mail on Seth's dress le nya... And the pic too. Both to your hotmail... Oh my god~~ CUTE~~ HE SO KAWAII NYA!
Dana-chan~~ Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you~~~ *huggles snuggles rubs faces*
Met Ezzat in school today while rotting with my prawn noodles and new paper. He loomed over me and asked "You alone?!" And I'm like "Yeah..." And he sat down to do his stuff. He only unpacked and said "That's it, I go get food first. Can't work when hungry." (^^;) Got him to buy milk tea for me along the way. Falling asleep and having slight headache. Then Stamfie came along... And *insert nonsense session* before we leave school. School is so dead. It already sux, and now it's worse due to SARS. All lectures cancelled and it makes us harder to meet each other up since it dramatically changed our time tables. *sigh*
Project deadlines are near.... Oh shit... Need help~~
Tarot Quizzy~
Which tarot card are you?
akane turned into a plushie at 08:35 p.m. Thursday, April 10, 2003
State of mind: (¬_¬) random ('_')
Crazy stuff on AIM as usual XD
*looks at Dana-chan's pic*
(¬_¬) Dana-chan usotsuki~ you liar~ you are not ugly at all~~ *points self* I am the ugly one. Seriously, you are not. Oh my god you really are kawaii! I wanna play with your cat ears! Oh ya, Kenji connected to me today and played SCARS guitar solo. *pokes Dana-chan* You still owe me SCARS bass solo! Don't you dare say you forgot~ My, you guys are scary. Dana-chan first with Rose of Pain bass solo, then Kenji with... I'm going over to America one of these days to hunt you all down.
Oh ya Dana-chan, I kept forgetting to tell you that I like your flame in your last post before you archived it. Or Deleted it? Anyway, I loved it! Maybe you can go flame that bitch as well ne?! BURRRN! XD
Gym is closed... *pokes
Su-chan... Nya... That pig SMS me again yesterday!! Did he sms you again? Bored... *bites
Su-chan's arm*
Met
zer0 dear on my way home... Ahaha~ I am your dear oso mah?? Aha~ This is fun~ XD
Today... Met Jotaro, Miko and Itsuki too. Ezzat came and "hi-bye" me before going off to Bugis. We are lacking in the male department for our Tomodachi Nihon Trip!! If Ezzat can go, that makes 3 guys 4 girls. Need one more to balance off. Unless Itsuki takes his JLPT 2 before going. If he takes it here, it will be 3 guys 3 girls. And if Ezzat can't make it, it will be 2 guys 3 girls. (--;)
Shy Plushie
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akane turned into a plushie at 06:23 p.m. Wednesday, April 9, 2003
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