~ライド ザ ライタニング！~
 Aiyo
I think I'll scrap my plans for CosMas. Save money from my attachment for all my cosplay projects.
Will try to go for the end of year one tho...
Aiyeeeesh.
Attachment faster come. Money faster come.
Akane Rode The Lightning at 08:26 p.m. Friday, April 15, 2005
Something to think about.
I need sleep. I have been thinking. I know, people have told me to not think so much about stuff and save my brain cells, but well, it's me I guess.
Well, this is something to think about. Sorta.
Lets say "you". You are nice to a person. But he/she is petty/narrowminded over really minor stuff, and then tells others saying you hurt him/her behind you. And if the others take sides, is it fair to you then? And what if this happens often, coz you never know? Who is the one who is really hurt then? Is this backstab?
This happend before. I'm tired. I accomodate. I tolerate. I say nothing. But I always get the shit in the end. So, I am the bad guy. As always. Something I foresee long ago but did not heed the warnings.
For once, perhaps, I should mean it when I say "I don't care".
"Want to be in my shoes?" is my line.
One should really be in my shoes for once.
Akane Rode The Lightning at 09:17 a.m. Thursday, April 14, 2005
Bored to death
The agency finally called up asking if I want to take up a tuition assignment. If they called earlier, I would have taken up the task. But I am starting attachment on the 25th! >.<
I told him I'll end my attachment in July and he said he'll contact me again after July. Well, I hope he does and gives me a better assignment.
I have unlocked all the characters in Shin Sangoku Musou 4 (DW5)~ Yay~
All that is left is unlock all their endings =_=
Freaking lots of them leh. I have unlocked all of Shu and the misc. character's endings.
I haven't complete the Wu and the Wei ones.
Waaah. And because of this I haven't been frequenting the arcade much.
I need a life.
Akane Rode The Lightning at 01:36 p.m. Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Ho Hum
A secondary school friend asked me out yesterday to catch up and pour woes with each other. Heh. Well, at least I m anaged to finally poured my woes. Since I found out some people just cannot lend a listening ear and run away when you need to talk it out.
We ate at Yoshinoya, walked around till our feet ached, sat down and talked away while sharing chocolate ice cream. Yes, chocolate. You guys oughta buy some shares or something. She bought the ice cream, not me, anyway. So yeah. Chocolate. Sat there and poured woes till like around 8 when we decided to head home. And I had to make the wrong choice of a bus that looped me around Singapore before finally getting back to AMK. =_=
CHOCOLATE IS EVIL! *^#*
And I just read about something in the forum that occured before happening again. Ok. Fine. So be it. And I thought she was busy with projects and exams hence the inactivity. And I even thought of asking her out after the exam period.
I AM SO TOTALLY BLIND AND WRONG. SHE WENT TO LIANG COURT AND THE ARCADE. AND NO, I WASN'T ASKED ALONG. BOTH OF WHICH I INTENDED TO ASK HER TO GO AFTER HER EXAMS. AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW UNTIL I FOUND OUT MYSELF.
I shall seriously consider if I shall continue and go ahead to ask her out after the exam period. I mean. What for?
I AM VERY HURT. And pissed.
... I am considering the "I don't want to care anymore" option. Maybe I shall take up that option. Saves me from bleeding to death time and again.
Akane Rode The Lightning at 01:57 p.m. Sunday, April 10, 2005
=_=
The lightning which struck right outside my house the other day caused my PC to be unable to boot. And the good news is, it's a small problem and no harm was done to the motherboard.
What it killed was the 56k modem which was still in my PC. The reason why it got destroyed is because my phone is connected to that piece of junk. The blessing in disguise is that my phone wasn't connected to my DSL modem, or else there goes my broadband. And good thing nothing happened to my motherboard too.
I am hungry. Ack~ This is not good~
Akane Rode The Lightning at 09:44 p.m. Wednesday, April 6, 2005
I want my father dead. NOW.
I got two letters waiting for me to open. And my mum asked me to go open it. I said I want to wait till tomorrow and then my mum INSIST I go open them now or else SHE WILL OPEN IT. And I replied again that I will open them tomorrow. And then that scum of the earth started to scold me. "What is there to hide? Why are you afraid to open them and let us know?"
That was the last straw.
"It's MY letter, why would you two want to know the contents?"
And you know what? That scum of the earth continued! "Look at yourself! How old are you already? And all you do is go out, play games, come home and use the PC! Useless! Look at your cousins! Look at you!"
Fine, I GO OPEN MY LETTER, WHICH IS NONE OF HIS FARKING BUSINESS IN THE FIRST PLACE, HE CONTINUED HIS TRASH TALK.
Then my mum, after I told her what the contents are already, TOOK MY LETTER ANYWAY AND READ THEM.
WHAT THE FARK DOES SHE WANT? SHE OPENS MY BILLS AND MAKE NOISE, SHE OPEN MY ACCOUNT STATEMENTS AND ASK THIS ASK THAT, AND HELLO? I PAY MY FARKING OWN BILLS CAN?!
And what are the letters? One is my edusave and one is from school informing me that they provide job placement services for graduates. And then my mum insists I go fill in the form now.
I AM NOT DUE TO GRADUATE UNTIL MID JULY AND ONE OF THE REQUIREMENTS IN THE FORM IS I FILL IN WHERE THE FARK I WAS ATTACHED TO. AND THEN SHE MAKES NOISE, SAYING THAT I LIE ABOUT WHEN I START MY ATTACHMENT WHEN SHE IS THE ONE WHO REMEMBERED THE FARKING DATES WRONG.
And so, I explain, and she continue to argue with me and that scum of the earth gave his usual "Heck care her! Don't give a damn!"
WELL THEN, WHO THE FARK WAS THE ONE WHO INSISTED ME TO OPEN MY LETTER IN THE FIRST PLACE?
WHY CAN'T THAT SCUM JUST DROP DEAD RIGHT NOW?! I WANT HIM DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD DEADER THAN DEAD! AND NO, I FEEL NO REMORSE FOR THAT SCUM OF THE EARTH!
Akane Rode The Lightning at 10:07 p.m. Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Sleepy ar...
Suddenly woke up at 5+ in the morning and can't sleep anymore =_=
Lab test today~ I gotta pray that I pass it dammit~
Was helping Kyoka and Yukina unlock items and weapons yesterday. And the first thing Yukina want to do was look for Lu Bu to kill him XD
Exactly what me and Masa did when we got ours. XD
Today I'm going to help them unlock more items.
And. Jiang Wei is so gay.
And Wu kingdom is filled with ugly or gay people =_=
Akane Rode The Lightning at 08:25 a.m. Tuesday, March 29, 2005
!&@^*%&^
ANYBODY HAVE TIPS ON HOW TO KILL YOUR DAD?
Here I am, trying to type this bloody enrty IN THE DARK IN MY OWN ROOM.
Why am I deprived of light? Coz that man had to STOP ME FROM MY GAME SO THAT HE CAN BLARDY USE THE TV IN MY ROOM, TO WATCH VCDS, TURNED OFF THE LIGHTS SO THAT HE CAN ENJOY THE THEATRE EFFECTS.
HELLO??
DON'T GIVE ME BULLSHIT LIKE "He is your father, you got to be fair" BULLSHIT.
WHY CAN'T I BLOODY PLAY IN MY ROOM ON MY TV WITH MY PS2 ON A SUNDAY, YOU TELL ME.
AND IT'S ALWAYS ME HAVE TO GIVE UP MY TV OR MY PLEASURES OR THEY WILL GIVE ME SHIT LIKE "You play the whole day everyday."
FARKING BULLSHIT. DURING THE WEEKDAYS I AM NOT HOME AT ALL AND I ONLY PLAY LIKE ONE OR TWO HOURS AT NIGHT BEFORE I SLEEP AND, HELL, I MULTI TASK WITH BEING ONLINE TO SAVE TIME AND THEY GIVE ME SHIT LIKE I HOG THIS I HOG THAT ALL THE TIME.
THERE IS A BLOODY TV AND DVD PLAYER IN THE LIVING ROOM TOO DAMMIT. WHY MY ROOM? WHY ME? HUH?
BE FAIR TO THEM? WHY NOT THEY BE FAIR TO ME FOR A CHANGE? PARENTS DOESN'T MEAN I ALWAYS HAVE TO SUFFER YOU KNOW?
Akane Rode The Lightning at 07:56 p.m. Sunday, March 27, 2005
=_=
No GGXX in UGC. Bleeeah.
Went to Bras Besar with Yukina to print her project today, only to find out the poster was kinda screwed up after printing it. =____=
Ah, bleeeeeah...
Akane Rode The Lightning at 10:14 p.m. Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Tekken 5
Any opponent that appear after stage 4 in story battle are (&*(Q!^*(%^(*^!!!!!!!!1one!!
And ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH! If Zone X does not include GGXX in the tourney, I WILL KIIIIIILLLLL!!!1one!
Akane Rode The Lightning at 08:35 p.m. Tuesday, March 22, 2005
*toot*
Blardy hate it when someone always do things out of the blue and then I have to answer questions to the people around when I myself also have no effing clue.
*toot*
Maybe next time I'll do that too. Seems fun to a certain person. Pffft.
And you know what? When they (even dare) complain, it's never their fault but mine. People will be like "Oh you poor thing, that other one is such a jerk!"
SUUUUUREEEE! I have to effing clean up the mess they so conveniently created then get labelled the bad guy. As always, as usual.
WHATEVER.
Pfffffffft to you then.
Next time I shall have the fun of doing things without explaining and let you all do all the answering to all the "Why" questions.
Oh, and I'll be labelled the bad guy again when I do so, am I right? You can so conveniently do it and get away with it and all you have to do is whine and there you go! Not your fault. While when it's my turn, it's the other way round. Suuuuuuurrrrrrreeee.
Akane Rode The Lightning at 10:16 p.m. Monday, March 21, 2005
.....
I know more than what you think I don't know. Or what you don't want me to know.
Liars. All of you. Liars.
Akane Rode The Lightning at 09:02 a.m. Thursday, March 17, 2005
EQ test thingy
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Your EQ is |
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100
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
The results picture seems odd.
Akane Rode The Lightning at 10:44 a.m. Thursday, March 10, 2005
Err?
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You Are "Dizzy and Giddy" |
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Does this explain why I am ever so blur? Hmmm...
Akane Rode The Lightning at 09:58 a.m. Monday, March 7, 2005
The killer in me (is the killer in you)
I am fed up and I want to hurt people bad.
I have been down these few days. And I still am. I have no idea how long this will last too. Down. DOWN.
STFU.
And my mum just threw my allowance at me. Just because I did not hear her. Is it wrong of me to be in my room and did not hear her?
Clobber me to death. Go ahead. Make my day. I wanted to end my life like... 4? 5? I dunno how many years ago anyway. And it's all because of her too. Whatever I do, it's just wrong anyway. My mere existance is just wrong. Perhaps my disappearance will set everything right.
Go ahead. Make my day.
Akane Rode The Lightning at 10:13 p.m. Monday, February 28, 2005
Scream!!
Both Ky and Sol are cosplayed by the same person. And the person is a he. When he cosplay Ky, he looks like a guy. But when he cosplay Sol, he looks like a girl.
Conclusion: Sol == Barbaric faggot.
LOL~
Akane Rode The Lightning at 10:29 p.m. Sunday, February 27, 2005
I'm le bored... PART 2
I did the brain test again, out of boredom and changing one of the answers which both could apply anyway, and this is the results I get:
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Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male |
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Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve |
Yes, I am still more female inclined.
Akane Rode The Lightning at 12:31 p.m. Friday, February 25, 2005
I'm le bored...
Tag board is getting more and more gay. It's annoying me. So here is this new shoutbox.
Quizzy that I took:
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Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male |
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Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! |
Akane Rode The Lightning at 10:18 p.m. Thursday, February 24, 2005
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