~PSYCHOMMUNITY~
State of mind: Toothy tooth *toot* 
Dentist says widsom tooth might be growing... And the pain killers don't really work... Wore off about 5 mins after it took effect... Ice packs don't work either. I have to lift my head to a higher angle to sleep. At least I got sleep this time. Strange that the pain attacks me only at night... And the dentist says this is normal --|||
Was online for a short while last night and buaya Aya is online. Shortly after I went into IRC too! Trying to ask me out on a Sunday... I said I need sleep and went offline, turn off my handphone and went to bed... Gee... He don't get it, does he?
Did some changes on the profiles on the left... And also did a quizzy~
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You're
Simply!
You like the clothes that makes you be comfortable the whole time. Very natural and fast, don't like a lot of things everywhere, you feel very well with jeans and t-shirts!
What's your Own Fashion Style?
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akane turned into a plushie at 07:34 a.m. Wednesday, March 19, 2003
State of mind: screw the superstitious crap
When I was damn sick last December, it has nothing to to with my X pendant. My sufferings from bad toothache has nothing to do with the skulls necklace I'm wearing. Sure, hide's in heaven now, but these are just accessories, period. Why can't my mum just get these into her head?! Stop asking me to not wear them if there is no valid/logical reason whatsoever.
And if wearing certain accessories = you are evil etc, hey, I am wearing a skulls necklace now and soon to wear a skull earring and if I can find that god damned eyeball ring (or hide's skeleton hand ring for that matter), I'll wear that too. So, does that make me a shaman or anything? (I did curse the PS to hang on Ezzat and it did hang though oO;)
Quizzy...
Su always say I am a sadist at heart nya...
Which Guilty Gear X character are you?
Or here if the image fails to load.... nya, I hate sch PC...
akane turned into a plushie at 09:22 a.m. Tuesday, March 18, 2003
State of mind: NEED SLEEP
Lack of sleep lack of sleep lack of sleep... Didn't sleep at all last night thanks to that toothache. Been bugging me for so long and now it's back with a vengence. For the past 2 nites, it will wake me up with pain in the middle of the night. And last night, it started before I went to bed and it lasted the whole night. Gr...
QuIz... Again... I am in E-learning lab... But who cares... nEeD sLeEp...
Once again...
You are die....what else is there to say?
Which Dir en Grey member are you most like?
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And again... oO;
Die is a sweetie! You take good care of him!
Which Dir en Grey member would be your ideal boyfriend?
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I need sleep... And last night, Aya tried to sian me again... And ask if I could let him sian me. --|||
Gals out there beware, coz he broke off with his girlfriend again. And Eiji, he remembers you. BeWaRe...
akane turned into a plushie at 10:57 a.m. Monday, March 17, 2003
State of mind: Shinu mae ni....
Went out for family breakfast as usual...
HATE SUNDAYS HATE SUNDAYS HATE SUNDAYS!!
Never liked Sundays.
School as usual tomorrow... *sighs*
Was watching Battle Royale with my parents and my mum kept asking me "Can don't act or not?" --;
Not that she superstitious... She find the movie meaningless and boring and I should be more mature blah blah, the usual. PLEASE, I am human. Can I have freedom please? And let me have my own life? As if stressing me with studies is not enough, she wants to control my life as well... Bleah...
Went out to dinner with parents... Forgot to bring phone... Came back to see phone bombarded with SMS by buaya...
Quiz!
And I am DIE... *pokes Fate* --;
1st, got ppl say I look like DIE. And I am going to cosplay DIE for club crawl. Now this... Not that I mind though. I like DIE. I'm such a sucker for these kinda guys *drool*
die
Doki Doki Dir en grey quizz ver 2.0
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OH HELL I WISH I *censored* HIDE AT THE PARK!
... *ahem*... *looks around*... *coughs* well, J looks like he did that with hide here anyway... *coughs*
You're J! Looks like hard rock and body piercings are right up your alley. Don't cut your hair!You'll look like Aj McClain! You don't care what other people think of you and you like it just fine! And you're also disturbingly good friends with hide and give him credit for your fame! Keep up the good work!! ^-^
Which Member of Luna Sea Are You?
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Awooo~
I did not howl... I just so did not howl... Did I? oO;
You are Sugizo x Ryuichi. One the most popular pairing around, and with loads of fanservices.
Can't really say much about you two, since there is so much in common for the both of you.
Which Luna Sea Pairing Are You?
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Somewhere you dun wanna venture ne? -_^
Imagination
What Kanji word best suits you?
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akane turned into a plushie at 07:45 p.m. Sunday, March 16, 2003
State of mind: bLuE tRaNsPaRaNcY
Was out with Shooping with Kat after AAA meeting. No screening, coz no one brought anime --;
Kat got a $10 top at Far East. What shop?? Senile me forgot --;
I got... one hide badge at AYE Workshop and she got a chibi ShinHwa Tag Card. Kawaii~ That card ^^
Then I got Luna Sea's first album (Taiwan version, ya) at Parklane. She was surprised that I don't need much convincing. Don't envy me, I dunno why I buy stuff without much thinking either. Sucker for Jrock, I am.
Su... --;
Your members not disciplined/dun have sense of responsibility one izzit. Besides, the bands were not that great... It started at 6pm (an hour late) and I left an hour after the thingy started.
I really need to change my layout... Grr... If only my parents would leave me alone and stop disturbing me. It's not as if there is only one phone in the house, why do they keep coming into my room to use my phone?! And my mum will nag at me for using the PC for long hours. She has her own PC so what noise is she making? --*
And if they will LEAVE ME ALONE, I won't be spending long hours! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Tea... I drink tea like water, so it kinda explains? :Þ
 Cor blimey, I taste like Tea.
I am a subtle flavour, quiet and polite, gentle, almost ambient. My presence in crowds will often go unnoticed. Best not to spill me on your clothes though, I can leave a nasty stain. What Flavour Are You?
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akane turned into a plushie at 08:01 p.m. Saturday, March 15, 2003
State of mind: Whee
Whacked Lester didi and Eugene (Ex-HR VP) at Tom & Jerry today. Muahaha... then went off to the Band Revival thingy with Jotaro and zer0
Added zer0 to linkie~ Actually, chatted with her before quite long ago. Saw her at open house but I didn't know it's her at that time --;
Went to the Band Revival thingy at NYP Dome with her. Jotaro had to leave before the gig started --;
And of all shirts... --;
grrr *throws a bomb at Jotaro*
Hmmm... Oh ya, my channel finally got registered two days ago. Old news --;
AAA activity tommorrow. Hope I don't bump into things I don't wanna see. --;
Sore jya...
akane turned into a plushie at 10:59 p.m. Friday, March 14, 2003
State of mind: Entry ahoy~
~Warning~
~Long entry ahead~
I'm gonna flunk my last paper today. Managed to draw some circuits which I think are rubbish, wrote some gibberish and the rest are blank blank blank. I forgot to bring my book out to study today --;
Yesterday:
Scribbled gibberish on Eiji's away note on the door and went to get blank CDs. Came back to see Stamford reading the stuff I scribbled and waited for Eiji to come back from her paper. He wants some changes in "house" rules and deco. Called out some ppl to help, but only Yanqi came. Kat at chalet, Yian Han can't make it last min coz of tests and Ezzat din read my msg (--;) and roped Jotaro in when he called me ^^v
Spent the afternoon dumping stuff and pushing falling apart furnitures. Went for maths paper and back to see if there's anything more to do. Apparantly not, since Ezzat and Jotaro are still playing KOF.
Went down to get munchies with Yanqi mama and Lester didi. Mama got guavas while I got tea for didi while he wait for his noodles. God, if you buy guavas, stay away from the western/noodles stall!! The moment we reach there, the 3 ppl at the stalls were echoing "guava guava guava" and the noodle lady complained that when she buy, she never get such a big pack. But it's all in the fridge for you to take and it's all the same!! She shoved me a dollar and asked me to go get a pack for her.
All 3 of us were like --;;; and --||| and oO;;
Went back up and didi piaked me.
"Later play Tom and Jerry with you!"
Mum is like "Oh no, Jojo, quick! Go train!" Was getting abit used to the game only when didi joined in and murdered me. We played randomly and was screaming like mad at each other as we set traps and all and Eiji couldn't stop laughing. Funny, didi kept walking into his own traps XD
Played Bubble Bobble with Jotaro too. Lester kept asking "what is Jojo doing?" and after a while of "What is Jojo doing?" from Lester and "Which?/Huh?" from me, Lester changed to "Matsumoto, why you keep blowing bubbles only one?"
Matsumoto... First time someone called me that. Feels good in a way hehehe. He was reading off my name from my lecture notes.
Then, we went back to the cash box which we failed to open while cleaning/packing/arranging our "house". Do not underestimate our chibi!! He is literally murdering the cash box with all sorts of tools his hands could get hold of! And what's inside? One token and a note. Didi was guessing that there might be a note in there too. oO; After all those nonsense, he wanted to murder the PC too --;
THEN, sensei popped in. I kinda thought it might be sensei when the door knob moved, coz who else would come at 9pm?! But we freaked out and chibi shoved the wrecked thingy under the table and Jotaro covered the PS with didi's shirt. --|||
Came to say St Nic thingy cancelled, meeting for comm members, and commenting on the deco. He prefer the previous cramped arrangement instead of our spacious homely arrangement?! Go die lah --;
But he only took ½ hr to finish his "speech" and left, which is very~~ good already
Very sleepy now. Didn't sleep well last night, had morning paper at 8.30am today, saw a friend, went to her FYP lab, baka Yahoo down, blogging halfway her classmate came, went to collect tix for guitar concert but no booth at mac, went back canteen check venue for collection, confirm I didn't see wrong, now finishing up bloggin' from where I last left off while waiting for mummy to go collect tix together.
Quoting from evil Stamford: Yanqi ar~ Stuck at the door/lift door/chair izzit?!
akane turned into a plushie at 11:48 a.m. Friday, March 14, 2003
State of mind: Quizzy...
yeah... Did quizzy... weehee...
I would love to find this plushie man...
very fucked.
what fucked version of hello kittie are you?
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I do have a sad life... *sigh*
Gray:
You poor, depressed child. A rain cloud seems to
follow you everywhere. The worst has always got
to happen doesn't it? Life is miserable.
What color do you see the world in?
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I am a cute hamster~
You are a Russian Dwarf Hamster!
What Breed of Hamster Are You?
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And I am soooooooo twisted...
You are ...on crack.
What Breed of Hamster Are You?
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akane turned into a plushie at 08:30 a.m. Thursday, March 13, 2003
State of mind: OoOoOoOo....
I just realised something... I was wearing skull necklace while stabbiing voodoo doll/cursing. Will that help? Aww, all I lack is the skull earring coz I haven't pierce my ear yet. But I have it. So... Does that help? Bwahaha...
And, I also JUST realised that I FUXXIN' MISSED ONE PAPER TODAY!! Shit, I must be cursed. Missed one exam paper last last semester (but managed to take it and pass), study wrong paper for common test last semester, forgot calculator for paper during 2 exams... Now this. I AM CURSED!
But, things were good today. Took me 28 mins to finish my Marketing Paper. My god, I never imagined it to be so easy. Then drank a lot of tea... So much that Lester label me as "Forever drinking tea". Hey~~ Lester also eat only you char kway in rojak~~ Yay~ I'm not alone~ Hehe~
Su... --;
That pig suddenly came and asked me how come he felt so distant with you wor. Why you like have walls around you wor. I tried to be tactful lah, but you know lor, he is the type who don't take hints one so I told him straight in the face that he need to be automatic lor. So, I guess you won't be seeing him lounging around your clubroom in a while ne? I hope he really take my super big hint to disappear lor... But... Don't think he understood my hints coz he said that he will do the disappearing act for "a few weeks". So, a few weeks later he go disturb you again, I dunno ar!! *runs away with Seth and hide*
What? Ain't no asian?! Go die lah!
Ain't no asian in you 0%
How azn are u?
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akane turned into a plushie at 08:40 p.m. Wednesday, March 12, 2003
State of mind: Voodoo anyone?
*stabs Ota Kenji voodoo doll violently over and over*
Butayarou! SHINU~~~ *stab stab stab*
Yanqi called me and told me that the sushi thing is off. GOOD! Coz I might stab the real person instead of the voodoo doll with the sushi knife.
Was out with the Chukyu girls yesterday night, but left early coz of common tests curfew. Stupid... Grr... But They still want to go our before they go back to Japan on 13th. Gah~~ Why on common test week???
Might be able to pass my C Programming paper, despite finishing it in half an hour. Maybe not. Bleah...
Tutor Su on Marketing. That's tomorrow's paper... And the ONLY one which I think I can pass hahaha...
Went to get hide's skull earring with Su after that. But I can only pierce in July. *sigh*
akane turned into a plushie at 11:12p.m. Tuesday, March 11, 2003
State of mind: Psyence
Starving, and really need to study... But I did a quiz anyway... bwaha...
1) What time is it?
11.14am
2) Name as it appears on your birth certificate?
Matsumoto Akane *grins*
3) Nickname(s)?
Jo~, Akane, sadistic inu...
4) Parents' names?
Why would you wanna know?
5) Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake?
2 long ones, 1 short one. Go figure
6) Date that you regularly blow them out?
20th Feb
7) Hair color?
Pinky red. so damn easy to spot me *pouts*
8) Tattoos?
I drool at hide's tattoo but I will NEVER get one. *ow*
9) How much do you love your job?
I'm a student. go figure.
10) Hometown?
Singapore
11) Current Residence?
Ang Mo Kio
12) Favorite food?
FISH FISH FISH!
13) Been to Africa?
Nope. And don't think I will.
14) Been toilet papering?
I shit every morning.
15) Loved somebody so much it made you cry?
Yeah, and he's in heaven. go figure.
16) Been in a car accident?
CHOY! NO!
17) Croutons or bacon bits?
Bacon~
18) Sprite or 7 UP?
Neither. I don't like gassy drinks.
19) Favorite Movie?
Can't think... Don't frequent the cinemas that often...
20) Favorite Holiday?
Sch hols. Coz they are the longest!
21) Favorite day of the week?
Bounces between Fri and Sat.
22) Favorite word or phrase?
Ano.../Are?/Nya.../FUXX!
23) Favorite restaurant?
No general preferance. Go for environment.
24) Favourite drink?
ANY FORM OF TEA!! I GET HIGH ON TEA!! Awoooo (yeah, I juz had a MUG!)
25) Favourite sport?
I'm a sports idiot dammit >_<
26) Preferred type of ice cream?
STRAWBERRY!
27) Favorite Sesame Street Character?
Cookie monster~
28) Favorite Fast Food Restaurant?
Mos Burgers
29) What do you look for in the opposite sex?
ifonlyicanfindahidelookalike... *ahem* Seriously speaking, I don't know where to start.
Damn long list.
30) Pet peeves?
Doggies~! *howls*
31) What color is your bedroom carpet?
I don't have a carpet!
32) How many times did you fail your drivers test?
Haven't even take my BTT yet...
33) Have you ever been convicted of a crime?
No and never will!
34) Which single store would you choose to max out your credit?
LEMONed Shop. *grins*
35) Wat do u do most often do when you are bored?
Clean up my very own hide shrine~
36) Name the person that you are friends with that lives the farthest?
Enen mei, from Pasir Ris
37) Most annoying thing people ask/say to me?
Those obviously idiotic questions.
38) What is your favorite TV show?
Don't like TV. Like DVD. hide~! *nosebleed*
39) Who is the last person you went out to dinner with?
Jotaro, Lester and Yanqi... But I didn't eat anything
43) Last Movie you saw at the theater?
The Cat Returns. Yeah I am pathetic
44) Time when you finished this?
11.20am...
akane turned into a plushie at 11:21 a.m. Monday, March 10, 2003
State of mind: SpLaT
Su went into hysterics after I showed her Yoshiki's plushie. Nya~ Jealous?? *huggles Seth*
Didn't go out in the end. Was thinking of going out, but was too tired... So stay home do quizzy before trying to nap. I never take naps, coz I juz couldn't sleep during the daytime.
1. What's your ideal bishie age? (and is that younger or older than you?)
Same age or slightly older than me. Not revealing numbers~ *whistles*
2. What's your ideal bishie hair color?
Red/Pink
3. What's your ideal bishie eye color?
Hazel brown
4. What's your ideal bishie testosterone level? (seme? uke? neutral???)
100% man thank you...
5. What's your ideal bishie appearance?
(muscled? lean? naughty? sweet? quiet? stern?)
lean + naughty + sweet + no facial hair + no hair in wrong places
6. What's your ideal bishie height? (5'? 6'? basketball player height???)
1.74m~
7. What's your ideal bishie voice? (deep and low? tenor? sweet? quiet? stern? fierce?)
I have no idea how to describe hide's voice...
8. What's your ideal bishie personality? (nice? evil? goody-goody? humorous?)
As weird as me? That'll be nice. 2 psychos out together...
9. Who's your ideal bishie's counterpart in real life? (name some celebrities or whatever who are ideally bishie IYHO, or who resemble your ideal bishie startlingly :)
Matsumoto Hideto -_^
10. What's your ideal bishie dress-sense? (sci-fi? flowing robes? weird fur cloud over one shoulder?)
Like Seth from Seth et Holth. *melts*
11. What's your ideal bishie power/weapon? (what kind of magic power? what kind of weapon?)
Swords or guns...
12. Name your favorite bishounen.
Matsumoto Hideto -_^
13. Name your favorite manga and/or anime that has your favorite bishounen in it.
E's, Alichino...
14. If you had the opportunity to shag ONE bishie, who would it be? (can be cartoon or rl)
Matsumoto Hideto!!!!!!
15. If you had the opportunity to enter ONE manga/anime/movie/book world, and be one of the characters there, and live and be part of their story, which manga/anime/etc would you choose? And would you go as yourself, or as a character there? If the latter, who/what would you want to be? (can be a character you invent but must be according to the framework of that world - ie. if it's a world of rabbits, you'll have to be a rabbit)
I'll enter Atum, from Seth et Holth, as myself. EYE LICKING TIME~!!!
16. Would you rather BE a bishie or HAVE a bishie for your very own? :>
HAVE ONE!
17. If you woke up one morning and saw your ideal bishie gazing back into your startled eyes, what's the first thing you would say?
AaAaAaAaAaAaAaAH!!!!!!!
18. What's the second?
What happened last night?
19. If you had more time to think and prepare, what would you ideally like to say to your ideal bishie at your first meeting? What would you wear?
I don't think I can think properly!! I'll just be myself.
20. If you and your ideal bishie had A Song together, what would be Your Song? :)
BEAUTY & STUPID (don't ask)
21. If you could go on a date with your ideal bishie, what would you do/where would you go?
Lying on the grass, gazing at the stars
22. If you had your ideal bishie at your mercy, would you be a sadistic bastid or would you be all sweetness and light? How would you treat him? :)
I don't have the heart to abuse him. Besides, I'm not into SM. I think I'll just drag him to bed...
23. It's Valentine's Day. St Valentine pops up and tells you "Yes, I do indeed exist. I am not in fact totally a figment of the commercial imagination. I can give you one wish related to bishounen. It will take effect immediately and it will end at the stroke of midnight." (ie. you basically get one day, Valentine's Day, to experience the results of your wish) What would be your wish?
No idea what to wish for. Besides, it's not permanent.
24. If you could make up a name for a bishie, what would it be?
Seth!
25. Have you ever read bishie-related fics? Written them? Drawn them? Wanted to read/write/draw them? Why not?
Read them, yes. I suffer from writer's block everytime I write to the climax. My drawings sux.
26. Have you got a really good idea for a manga about a bishie? What is it?
Well, if you have the patience to read thru whatever I doodled in my lecture notes...
27. If your favorite bishie was dying and you could save him by sacrificing yourself, would you do it? Why? (Name the bishie while you're at it)
No. I'd rather suffer the pain of losing a loved one by myself than let him suffer.
28. If you could save him by sacrificing someone else close to you, or your favorite pet, would you do it? Why?
I won't sacrifice my friends. But I WILL sacrifice that cat downstairs...
akane turned into a plushie at 02:18 p.m. Sunday, March 9, 2003
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