~ライド ザ ライタニング！~
 what the f**k?!
Ok, this is seriously a what the fark case.
I am labelled an "empty promiser" when I didn't seriously do anything, being compared with someone who ran away, and even being showed attitude at. All at once. When I dunno what the fark is going on.
All these just because I jokingly don't hand over a stuffed toy.
All these to show that I am not trusted.
I am compared with someone who ran away with her money.
Now, is this being fair to me?
What she did to me for the past one evening and one day left me both bewildered and annoyed.
First, the evening, she went off without saying bye, when I tried to say bye.
Fine.
The next day, the group meeting, she came late. But she did not even bother to inform me that she will be late. Until half an hour later I called her up.
After that, I tried talking to her (because two members went missing and I asked what happened after they called her) but the tone she replied me was the "WTF" type of tone.
Fine.
When we met the bootmaker, I am already tired of it all, yet I tried my best to salvage HER boots problem with the bootmaker. And she still have the WTF attitude.
Fine.
When we are at the tailor's, I felt I had enough and so I did not bother to help her with the sash. Yet, I helped when the tailor wanted to do something that would make the over-all look kinda awkward.
But later on MSN, she still have the WTF attitude. I decided I had enough, and confronted.
TRUE ENOUGH, it was because of the stuffed toy.
I went offline. I had enough.
I decided to NOT even see her today by just leaving the damn thing by her door and left, without even knocking.
But we are supposed to go to a friend's house today. I already had made up my mind to go on my own. But she SMSed me to meet up.
I ACTUALLY WANTED TO DELETE IT BUT I REPLIED ANYWAY.
When I made known I am pissed off, and after she told me about the above mentioned "explaination", yay. So I am not trusted after all.I was agitated to tears.
Fine.
She offered me tissue.
I WANTED TO SMACK HER HAND AWAY BUT I TOOK THE TISSUE ANYWAY AFTER A LONG PAUSE.
WHY?! BECAUSE I CARE. It is because I CARE, that I tolerated, talked to the bootmaker and tailor and replied the farking sms and took the farking tissue.
But what for? I don't know if I should even care anymore. Fark, I don't think she even reads this.
IT IS FARKING NOT FUNNY. HOW ABOUT I GIVE YOU AN ATTITUDE AND I DON'T TELL YOU? HUH?
WAS IT FUN?
AFTER I LEFT THE PLUSHIE AT YOUR PLACE AND HAD NOTHING OWING ANYMORE, AND IT'S MY TURN TO TURN THE TABLES ON YOU, WAS IT FUN?
BY ALL MEANS DON'T TRUST ME ANYMORE, EVEN THO I STILL DO TRUST YOU. AND I WILL NOT FARKING JOKE AROUND YOU ANYMORE.
I WILL BE ONLY BUSINESS AND NOTHING MORE.
HAPPY NOW?
YES, I FARKING FEEL HURT. BUT FARK THIS, NO ONE CARES ANYWAY.
Akane Rode The Lightning at 09:01 p.m. Sunday, December 5, 2004
sad
Things are not well for my grandmother.
All I can do is pray.
Akane Rode The Lightning at 09:11 p.m. Saturday, December 4, 2004
お~ほほほほほほ ~★
 これが私の封雷剣です
<3 <3 <3
I'm anticipating the SCC Cosplay Extravaganza on the 18th of December. We're so going to invade the Science Centre.
Akane Rode The Lightning at 09:29 p.m. Saturday, November 27, 2004
HELP~
Argh... My FYP sux.
I hate my netless lab.
I need help on VB!!!
ARGH~!~!
And my supervisor is a cranky old man!
I wish I have a better supervisor.
I wonder if I can survive the remaining 10 weeks.
Akane Rode The Lightning at 01:48 p.m. Wednesday, November 24, 2004
~★
New layout, finally.
Not really a major change, but hey, I like things simple.
And it ain't simple to work while your parents disturb you every now and then. I swear, they have this knack of knowing when you seriously do NOT want to be disturbed and they will come at that point of time to annoy the hell out of you.
I have yet to mount the Fuuraiken on my wall yet. Will do it as soon as I find the missing hooks.
Tomorrow be my second week of FYP. I seriously wonder how am I going to survive with a reeeeaaaally obselete project partner. I can only keep my fingers crossed that I can just pass this damn thing and get on to IAP.
Akane Rode The Lightning at 09:08 p.m. Sunday, November 21, 2004
joyeux~★
*lights sparklers and waves*
Happy Birthday to you~♪
Happy Birthday to you~♪
Happy Birthday Dear Frenchie Boy~♪
Happy Birthday to you~♪
And I'm bringing 封雷剣 home today~★
Akane Rode The Lightning at 07:36 a.m. Saturday, November 20, 2004
booooo
My FYP lab has no net. And it is right next to the Hall of Innovation. Meaning there will be vistors walking past our lab every now and then. Some even take pictures. I feel like I'm in a zoo.
On a better side, at least we can listen to music via earphones. That makes life easier there. And we can interact with each other.
My task is to make a GUI that is able to let the user save the images taken from a web cam. 11 more weeks to go~
Akane Rode The Lightning at 08:38 p.m. Thursday, November 18, 2004
dead tired
The tournament was fun.
But I was damn unlucky. I got two unbeatable people in my paths.
One in the normal and one in the loser's bracket.
How unlucky...
The only lucky thing that happened was I got an Angel from Faust's overdrive.
More Bugis training for me.... But I can only go during the weekends, back like when my timetable was packed.
Because my FYP starts next week.
Damn...
And I certainly hope the next time I join the tournament, my luck isn't this bad...
Akane Rode The Lightning at 10:11 p.m. Saturday, November 13, 2004
*excited*
I get to hold my 95% complete Fuuraiken today.
Ultra ultra happy.
And I get to bring the baby back next week! v^^v
Can't wait!!
3 more days to GGXX tournament... Whoooo
Akane Rode The Lightning at 10:50 p.m. Wednesday, November 10, 2004
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