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~PSYCHOMMUNITY~
State of mind: Depressed
09:36 p.m. Wednesday, December 5, 2002
Was out sourcing cosplay stuff with my pals... Was having lots of fun and was very hyper till... I found something that I cannot afford and my mum have to kick a big superstitious fuss over it... *sigh*
Going to Su-chan's place to finalise some stuff before going out to source stuff with the members again tommorow... Hope it'll be a better day then...
See you born again...
State of mind: Longing
05:06 p.m. Tuesday, December 3, 2002
This being hide's birthday month, I changed the layout... And hopefully by his birthday I can finish up on the webby project! I don't want another nightmare!! No smashing guitars!!
And also a very big ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU to a certain kami called Homoora (moooooo!) for helping me get a hide plushie!! *hyper bounce* Hontou ni arigatou! Hm... I don't eat beef in the first place, now how am I going to show gratitude? Maybe I'll start with the Homoora thingy... Hey it rhymes with Homura! I din do nothing!
See you born again...
State of mind: PYROMANIA
09:55 a.m. Tuesday, December 3, 2002
Been to HMV 3 days in a row... And I got addicted to J's PYROMANIA... I hogged the CD Samples player for at least an hour I think?! HAHA! It's heavy and I love it... Now if only I can make out what J is singing... It's in English and J's diction is.... Quite bad...
See you born again...
State of mind: Temporary deaf
08:48 p.m. Saturday, December 1, 2002
Raided HMV today... And almost made myself deaf because I did not notice that I turned on the volume to FULL by accident... It is NO FUN to have hide screaming right into your ears like that!! Su-chan called me to complain that a certain idiot called her up at work and refuse to hang up. And guess what? That idiot called her up to look for me. Geez... And I don't even bother to call that idiot. Why? Waste of time. It's all gonna be mundane stuff anyway, why bother?
See you born again...
State of mind: *boing*
11:26 a.m. Thursday, November 28, 2002
I really wish some unconcerned usless animal will stop calling up to annoy me. Itz not coz she concerned I am recovering or not. She called to ask me about mundane stuff. Well, she don't have a brain to begin with, so I guess she can't think, ne?
I shouldn't have shown my friend hide's baby photo though... She's squealing "AAAH! KAWAII!!!!" and I have to shut my book and run away before she does anything to my book! Now she's pestering me to scan it. I don't want to! I don't wanna spoil my book!
See you born again...
State of mind: Possessed?
03:17 p.m. Wednesday, November 27, 2002
My mum thinks I am possessed. Just because she cannot find a reason for why I fell sick etc. Geez! And she's trying to talk me out of cosplaying him because of that. What in the... My mum thinks waaaay too much...
Took a little quiz and waddaya know, I turn out to be one of my fav GFs of FF
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State of mind: Existance?
11:36 a.m. Tuesday, November 26, 2002
I dreamt of a certain moon angel for 2 days straight and we were talking about the meaning of existance. It's been quite some time since I last met him... Previous dreams with him were somewhat of the same topic too, but this time it's 2 days straight! And till now, we don't really have an answer... Why do we exist? What is existance? I think therefore I am. But, Who am I?
See you born again...
State of mind: Happy in pain
08:14 p.m. Monday, November 26, 2002
Finally went to collect my hide photo book... $88 poorer haha... But itz way cool. I love the 3D hologram of his eye on the cover. Some pages are pull outs to see a range of his certain images and some are even tranparent/translucent pages. But somehow I have an acute pain in my abdomen the whole day... Even after taking more of the prescribed medicine for the pain... It's no fun being so sick...
See you born again...
State of mind: Hyper sick
09:46 p.m. Sunday, November 25, 2002
Went to work but have to leave halfway... Was ok in the morning but later in the evening I cannot take it anymore and had to leave early... It's heartwarming when all the other cosplayers show concern *touched* My genki in charge saw my pale face and went "Aw you poor thing... Worked so hard for the past weeks now then fall sick... Go back and rest!!" Somehow after I saw the doctor and took some medicine I became quite hyper... The side effects of the medicine?? I have to take a total of 12 pills daily now... I am a junkie! But a healthy junkie :P
See you born again...
State of mind: Sickly
010:46 p.m. Saturday, November 25, 2002
Very very very sick... Shitted and puked like nobody's business right after work... Could be that BBQ ungagi... Or that apple pie... Or both... But everybody else had them too and they are ok?! Could be caused by a certain idiot then...
But I was rather happy to see that one of our cosplayers soooo genki after she got her belated birthday present. She was soooo kawaii when she unwrapped her present and squealed "AAAH!!! Shiawase!!!" Glad she liked her present :)
See you born again...
State of mind: Genkai Haretsu!!!!!!!
05:57 a.m. Saturday, November 23, 2002
I passed my exams!!!! Finally! I passed them all at one go!!! This haven't happened to me again since year 1 semester 1!!! But there's one lousy pass/fail module that I repeated this semester failed again. It's a good thing the exams board allow me to continue because of my good performance... Nonetheless I PASSED PASSED PASSED PASSED PASSED PASSED PASSED PASSED PASSED PASSED!!!!!! I think I need therapy...
Therapy~ Kore mo therapy~ Boku no therapy~ Therapy~
See you born again...
State of mind: Weekend.... I'm at my wits end...
09:28 a.m. Friday, November 22, 2002
Nay, not because of work... It's because the results are out tomorrow!!! Super stressed... It's really been a long time since I passed everything in one exam and for this one I cannot afford to fail!! Geez... I even have pimple outbreaks now... ACK!!
See you born again...
State of mind: Damage
07:20 p.m. Wednesday, November 20, 2002
Let off quite some steam at the gym today with Su-chan. hide's "DAMAGE" keep ringing in my mind. Especially the part where he goes "YOU TOOK THE BEST PARTS OF MY LIFE"... But somehow, I also have him going "BULLSHIT!! F*** F*** F*** YOU!" from "DOUBT" ringing in my mind too. Maybe it's a sign that I am starting to get over the shit that happened to me over the weekend... I have my friends to thank. Thanks for giving me support and helping me cool down over these days. One of my friends told me this: Then all the more you should avoid her, and not let her know any single thing happening to you and all.
He's got a point. I've always been open and all to all of my friends and we get along well and are happy. All the unhappiness and shit happened only when she's around. Hell, she even made use of me as an alibi too and it took me quite some time to find out about it! Lesson for life: Avoid all pests. I've learnt my lesson the hard way, hope nobody follow my footsteps.
See you born again...
State of mind: Miffed
08:21 a.m. Wednesday, November 20, 2002
Lesson for life: Do not reveal too much about yourself. Some People will twist it into an entirely different and untrue story and turn it against you. Believe me, I learnt it the hard way. Just because I am broke, some people will go around telling others that I will not pay for stuff. What logic is this I wonder? I may sound petty, but it really hurts you more when your friend backstabs you like that and have the guts to tell you that she did not assume anything. GAH! I'm going back to cooling down. Though it may not work. The incident happened last Sunday and till now I am VERY MIFFED!
See you born again...
State of mind: I'm gonna crap your face on and on till you're down on your knees!
09:50 a.m. Monday, November 18, 2002
Some damn bitch is unhappy that I got praised and did alot of things on purpose. And she went around spreading untrue stuff about me! When I see her next time I'm gonna crap her on and on till her mum can't recognise her!
See you born again...
State of mind: Hyper
09:23 p.m. Friday, November 15, 2002
Found more stuff!!! Heh, was out shopping for our Jrock cosplay stuff with Su-chan and found hide and X Japan lami cards... Those that you can hang on your bags. I got 2 hide ones and a SD X Japan one while Su-chan got the SD X Japan one... Wheee...
See you born again...
State of mind: BLISSFUL!
09:33 p.m. Thursday, November 14, 2002
Was out with my friends to source for our cosplay stuff. And endep up with me... SPOTTING TONNES OF HIDE STUFF! hide keychains, can badge, trading cards, booklet!!! ACK! And they only bring in ONE of each item ONLY!! And I was literally scratching the display panels everytime I spot one item! Su-chan showed me the booklet and I grabbed it from her haha... In the end, I got the badge and booklet... Now I have new items to display in my little hide shrine! Yes, I do have a little shrine of him in my room... Just minus the incense...
See you born again...
State of mind: Sadistic.... MUAHAHA
09:05 a.m. Wednesday, November 13, 2002
It's true... I am a psycho. I admit I am. I know I am. MUAHAHA... And this also proves that I am! MUAHAHA....
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State of mind: 1 Banana, 2 Banana, 3 Banana, 4!
09:37 p.m. Tuesday, November 12, 2002
hide's "Space Monkey Punks From Japan" is stuck in my mind! Again!! Must be that banana! I bet it's radioactive! I was at one of my friend's house doing screen captures for our cosplay... TEDIOUS! We have to play-pause-play-pause just to find a nice frame... But it was alright in general... Except for that song in repeat mode in my mind! I keep having visions of hide flying around in a garbage can with a bunch of monkeys beaming everyone with gamma rays!! ACK! Going to bed! Cannot take it!!
See you born again...
State of mind: PAIN
08:21 a.m. Tuesday, November 12, 2002
As expected... The pain is here! Woohoo! Sore neck and restricted movements for at least a week again! yay....... Hmm, I just woke up from a strange dream (again)... I was actually bringing X Japan around Bugis, one of the Japanese shopping districts in Singapore, and hide suddenly had a craving for apple pies. After a very long search, we found a shop but there is only one apple pie left. Toshi grabbed and chomped on it right in front of hide!! hide got pissed and grabbed me and ran off to a hotel... And that's when the pain on my neck woke me up... Apple pies, pissed off hide and hotel... I don't think I wanna know...
See you born again...
State of mind: BLANK
07:26 p.m. Monday, November 11, 2002
Headbanged for about an hour plus non stop... So now my mind is blank... Can't help it... I was watching hide's ALIVEST DVD. Hmm... Just took a quiz to see what music genre fits me... Kinda true... I love guitars, Rock and expressive stuff...
Ahhh... Can't really think well when your mind's zonked out... And I bet my neck's gonna be sore for at least a week again... The last time I headbang was for 20 minutes straight and the pain refuse to go away until almost one week later...
which musicgenre fits to you?
See you born again...
State of mind: YOU TOOK THE BEST PARTS OF MY LIFE
12:11 p.m. Monday, November 11, 2002
GAH!!!! It took me so long to remember that I can upload files thru my very own ISP... I am going senile!! Wasted so much time and effort and blood just to upload a pic!!!!!!!!
Now... To hunt and kill and eat... Lunch time... Then hunt for kind souls for links...
Not having a very nice morning... Sittng in front of my PC since 7:30am JUST TRYING TO UPLOAD A PIC! *kicks chair*
*grumblegrumblegrumble*
See you born again...
State of mind: To laugh or to...?
11:11 p.m. Sunday, November 10, 2002
Still cosplaying cum working today... I do not belive the number of hairclips I have on my hair! Took me quite a while to take them all off... And I am rather pissed with one idiot who asked if I am a ghost and ran off! And two other idiots who came and poke at me (yeah, they used their finger to JAB me)! Hello? I am human, not a dummy on display! I have feelings! As in I CAN FEEL! One of them idiots just jabbed me and ran away laughing! Grrr...
But what's nice today is that there are tourists asking for my pictures to be taken... And one of the staff coming up to me and said that I did a good job at the end of the day is very heartwarming after all those nonsense...
I have to do this "job" for the rest of this month and those who are out to provoke me better think twice before they do... I do bite, and it will hurt! Grrr
See you born again...
State of mind: So tired...
11:43 p.m. Saturday, November 9, 2002
Cosplaying cum working for the whole of today... My job is simple. Go on a train ride in my costume and hold a tiny digital camera while other cosplayers held the slogans for the camera. It's fun to cosplay and work but no fun to loop around Singapore by sitting there and pose with the camera... My butt hurts...
But on the bright side, dinner's on the house! We had our stuff at Hard Rock Cafe and it's great that I made new friends - Bright and Rinka! Actually, I took a picture once with Rinka at the Youthopia cosplay when she cosplayed Athena and I know Bright thru a ML... ^^; I am the lurker in that ML... ^^;;
See you born again...
State of mind: Scan your brain, Scan your bone, Scan your all!
11:15 p.m. Friday, November 8, 2002
Dammit my HTML has gotten rusty...
Finally did something productive to my webby project ^^; Been collecting dust in my HD for god-knows-how-long and I have to find something to motivate me to finish it up... Hence, the birth of this blog...
I've gotten lazy! And, of all the hide dreams I had, there is this one and only one that I will categorise under "nightmare". No kidding. You DO NOT want to have hide chasing you and smashing around with his guitar screaming "KONO NAMAKEMONO!" (Translation: YOU LAZY ASS!")
That dream happened... On his birthday last year. Yeah, he came and haunt me because I promised to do it before his birthday... I gotta start working fast before his guitar hit my head... But he really can't blame me. My parents make a whole lot of noise whenever I want to have serious work done and I have to put it away over and over...
In the meantime, I hope to link some friends from the Psychommunity as a starter... Anyone nice willing to help?
See you born again...
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