Wednesday, October 31, 2007, 11:52 p.m.

updated below:
31 october: entries x 2
19 to 30 october: summarised events
20 october: Show Mi Shanghai photos
18 october: feature entries x 2
14 october: Show Mi afterthoughts
13 october: Show Mi Singapore photos

Wednesday, October 31, 2007, 11:46 a.m.

有时,会觉得有心无力。
事与愿违的情况实在太多了,多到难以置信。
what will go wrong, will go wrong.
觉得人人似是不情愿。
自己本性不喜欢逼人。
所以,到头来辛苦的是自己。
会认为他们非常自私。
但却又能怎样?
无奈。

适量的协助会令自己较有些信心。
太多,反而显得自己没有本事。
确实很矛盾。
有时,会觉得自己所言得不到认可。
似是不存在的表达。
说了,没人回应或认同,反而大家反对。
不说,就没贡献,转个弯却变成自己的错。

信心跌倒新低点。
為何又是這樣錯。

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很喜欢《忘記巴黎》。
很喜欢王子公主的故事。
很喜欢重看《楚汉骄雄》。
在无奈和无助的情况下,幸而还有一些能让自己欢欣的东西。
珍惜。

Wednesday, October 31, 2007, 11:31 p.m.

3
MLS Presenter
hello and welcome to the long-awaited blog entry. i'm you-know-who-i-am, and today i'll update you on what has happened in and out of campus. i'll also be bringing you my blogging methods for the past events that i havent been updating.

first up, in this last entry of october, i'll let you know of my updating intentions. for the significant events after 12 october, i will be updating them by date. therefore, these backdated entries will be inserted into their respective dates in order. so if you are interested to find out more, do read in detail so that you wont miss anything.

i'll also be putting up some pictures to my lacklustre blog. i havent been updating it, not because i dont want to, but i didnt have time to do so. my inserted entries will also be in one of the three languages that i usually write in.

(TURNS HEAD)

2
MS Presenter
after hearing about the entries, it's time to confess: this entry is actually written on thursday, 1st november. but because i want to update the october entries, i decided to cheat on the date. as such, wednesday's entry will be a separate entry. however, thursday's entry will remain in november, which will be updated when i have the time as well.

the tons of projects and assignments have been reduced to two after what seems like eternity. the studio has been my second home, and the most frequently-dialled number is 6552-1111. also, the vehicle with a cap on its head has been my mode of transport for the past few weeks. now that i have some free time, i thought it'd be good to let you know why i had been on an unplanned hiatus for almost three weeks, especially when i'm supposed to blog about the spectacular concert of gorgeous cantopop queen, Sammi Cheng.

with that, we've come to the end of today's episode. if you want to find out more, you can visit here. alternatively, you can leave a message at the chatbox, and i'll reply you as soon as i can. dont forget to tune in to the next episode, and till then, goodbye!

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* the after-effects of writing too many scripts, both for spectrum and scriptwriting class. but the information above is true. will insert the past entries before i archive for november. =)

Tuesday, October 30, 2007, 11:47 p.m.

a rough summary of the things done in rush week:

friday, 19 october:
- went to tracey's house to do mickey's project
- rented vcds for term paper

saturday, 20 october:
- morning + afternoon shoot for video
- continued with mickey at smu until 1030pm

monday, 22 october:
- presented mickey

wednesday, 24 october:
- interview with mediacorp studios and tv

friday, 26 october:
- went balaclava for the first time to shoot
- the week with one of the highest number of taxis taken

sunday, 28 october:
- bought show mi dvd!
- love the transition from 神奇女俠 to 煞科

tuesday, 30 october:
- painted flats
- the interview segment of spectrum with EIC

Saturday, October 20, 2007, 11:25 p.m.

《Show Mi鄭秀文上海演唱會2007》


shanghai hongkou football stadium.

opening.

this outfit is so Mi-style. to be accurate, it is super 何麗珠-style. pretty.

happy medley. Mi has used this outfit for every single concert.

“一遮”(一姐)outfit, which appeared only in shanghai and hk.

the leopard girl. *roar*
she sang 黑盒子! so rare to sing that song.
i like the top and the sunglasses. i dont really like the skirt and tights haha.
3rd picture: signature Mi-pout.
4th picture: shanghai is super cold. look how much clothes MC仁 wore.


i like this outfit. =)


my all-time favourite is replaced. i still prefer the tee with her face.

richie jen's the guest. =)

encore outfit: the bathrobe! probably the first hk singer ever to appear on stage in a bathrobe.

*all photos courtesy of hong kong cable images, sina, sohu, on.man.road, on.cc, and baidu.

Thursday, October 18, 2007, 11:32 p.m.

the feature entry i promised in mandarin:

《我想。。。》

想独自在香港旅行一个月。
想找到心仪的小说。
想拥有一部摄影机。
想睡到中午。
想看《兄弟》。
想悠闲地逛街。
想溜冰。
想运动。
想打麻将。
想一睹靚媽与阿妙的风采。
想拥有华少在工作上的冲劲。
想到访麽麽茶馆。
想像王子和公主一样。
想问Mi有否把DooDoo带回家。
想砌图。
想笑。
想哭。
想看小说。(说过了吗?太想要找到喜欢的小说了。)
想学一门手艺。
想戒掉犹豫不决,裹足不前的个性,尤其在功课上。
想思念。
想买齐整套SK-II的保养品。
想吃寿司。
想看一大堆VCD。
想躲在被窝里开冷气。。。读小说。

也许有一天,25项之中,会有一些成真。
现在最希望第20会快快实现,功课简直一拖再拖。

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* 这原本应该在星期二放上来的。一边写这个,一边赶剧
本。剧本一直没灵感,结果从晚上写到清晨五点。睡了三
个小时,又起身上学交剧本。
简直赶到~~~

Thursday, October 18, 2007, 11:21 p.m.

the feature entry i promised in english:

the cheap thrills episode:
(last monday to friday)

- reading articles about Mi in almost every available print media
- catching a part of a live telephone interview of Mi on the radio
- reading the article in 8 days about the 50 cheap thrills
- knowing that a certain lousy lecturer has gone away for a training course for a whopping three weeks
- receiving an extension of deadline for a project
- getting to do a report about SK-II, even though tedious and all
- being able to reach home after school before the sun sets
- being able to watch the 5:10pm show on tvbj on a school day
- reaching school on time
- saying something intelligent in tutorial
- getting news about 靚媽 shopping in great shape
- receiving a spectrum mug
- seeing Mi playing with the mushroom i gave her
- posting such a backdated entry about cheap thrills

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* this was supposed to come before Mi's arrival. was too busy to post it up. looking back, i think all these cheap thrills are no longer thrills anymore (except for some). so its true that thrills are really short-lasting.

on a side note, im currently in love with 《生活語言》cd.

Sunday, October 14, 2007, 4:27 p.m.

亲爱的Mi,

寻晚嘅Show Mi演唱會真係好high呀!
我成个show都喺度丧跳丧唱丧嗌。
嗰阵係好开心好开心。
见到你健康开心的笑容,真係难以形容嘅兴奋。
睇住你丧跳,我也丧跳。
真真正正融入你的歌声舞步。
真真正正享受你的光芒。
真真正正嘅开心,由心发出的快乐。
真係好耐未试过呢种感觉。
呢种真正开心快乐的感觉。
演唱會中我有影相。
但係到咗中间已经放弃了,同你一齐唱歌跳舞。
唔理隔离啲人嘅眼光,唔理其他人讲乜,净係专心听你唱歌,
同你一齐跳。
已经到咗疯狂嘅程度。
可以放低介意人地睇法嘅感觉,非常自由。
懒理其他人点諗,自己开心就好。
我諗,放假期间嘅你,亦都係咁。
好耐好耐,我都未曾成功做到。
可以话压抑喺我心里面的情绪,喺呢三个钟头里面全部释放出嚟。
又可以话呢三个钟头係我选择用丧跳丧唱嘅方式嚟逃避一切。

Mi,寻晚见到靓爆的你,跳舞劲,唱功冇得顶。
你喉咙唔舒服,但係你可以掩饰得咁好,证明“天后”嘅称呼,
唔係浪得虚名。
今次新加坡演唱會,你加咗好多新衫,新假发,新面貌。
歌曲方面,我最钟意《愛是...》,音乐响起,我已经发晒颠。
仲有好钟意从《神奇女俠》到《煞科》之间嘅transition,真係high爆。
《绿光》亦都好劲。
基本上所有快歌都好劲。
high到仿佛觉得自己身处喺红馆。
你嘅rundown加咗好多喺香港冇唱到嘅至爱歌曲,多谢你。
Mi,其实后尾每个人都好想你再出嚟encore,你讲咗byebye之后
又咁快番出嚟,都唔似encore啰。哈哈。

Mi,演唱會完咗之后,我身心好攰。
攰完之后嘅今日,先至觉得一阵空。
好似74日前拥有嘅期待,一刹那就结束,突然间冇晒方向, 冇晒期待。
失落。
我諗,我会永远记得呢一日。
因为呢一日係我最欢欣嘅一日。

Mi,多谢你。

永远支持你的米饭wild_orchids上

Saturday, October 13, 2007, 11:47 p.m.

《Show Mi鄭秀文新加坡演唱會2007》


show mi stage!

me.

(left) me and my "Unique in the World" tee.
(right) Mi and her "Unique in the World" tee.
the tee is HK250, designed by Mi herself.

us.

lit-up stage.

唯獨你是不可取替。

the controversial (about mimi), but pretty outfit. =)

the happy medley outfit. i love the remix version of 表演時間。

靚女 + yanzi.

黄花闺女。

one of my all-time favourite outfit. super high power medley. the hands-free mike spoilt halfway during the medley so Mi used the normal mike.

the moment i heard the first five notes of 愛是..., i went mad.
the moment i started the rap, people around me had their jaws dropped.
MC仁 is cute. haha.


sexy suit. my new favourite. haha.

*other than first 4 photos, all other photos courtesy of KS Photography, sablewhite and SC.

Friday, October 12, 2007, 11:13 p.m.

hohoho, im a happy girl!
=)
went to concourse to buy lightsticks.
if not for the fact that i cant find a single lightstick in my area, i wouldnt have travelled all the way down to get them.
in the end i bought the normal ones. they didnt sell the super big ones.

after which i took 20 mins to reach airport.
miraculous speed, i'd say.
before heading to terminal one, i went into mini toons and bought another doodoo mushroom, intending to give to Mi.
apparently the other small toys there are ugly, except for the mushroom which i already had one of the same colour that i bought in june.
reached terminal one, and spotted a cameraman and reporter.
their presence told me i was on the right track.

the screen said: CX735, 1732, landed.
hoho, the flight landed 23 minutes earlier than scheduled.
i reached at abt 540pm and waited for a short while before a commotion was made at the belt 22 entrance.

arrival of Mi!
as she walked out, screams were heard and i gave her my present in a small plastic bag.
and she thanked me. =)
followed like how i always did, running in front.
it's weird that i have this pattern when im chasing idols.
(speaking of which, its been SO LONG since i last chased idols- almost a year ago.)

i asked Mi if she had eaten, in cantonese, and she replied yes.
(ppppt says i always ask my idols this question, and she thinks its super dumb to ask that. haha i didnt have anything to ask, so the meal question was the only polite question to ask in all that frenzy.)

Mi headed to her maxicab in lightning speed, followed by tens of fans and security and cameras.
after boarding it, i went to the back of the cab coz she was visible through the back glass window (the sides were reflective windows).
so did the other fans, and Mi turned around and waved to us.
then she turned back to face the front for a while.
the next moment, she turned back to face us, HOLDING UP MY MUSHROOM, AND STICKING IT ONTO THE GLASS WINDOW.
and she played with it for a while and smiled to me.

OMG.
at that time i was super super duper happy.
but it wasnt for long before i got worried: what if she forgot to take it down from the window?
then the taxi driver would have the mushroom instead. =(
but then i held on to the optimistic view that she might look through her presents and realise the empty plastic bag and remember that she has a mushroom left behind on the window.
and she gave us a final wave and off she went.
i forgot to notice the cab number, in case Mi forgot to take the mushroom with her, i can still trace the cab and get it back.
haahah.

all these happened within about one minute.
at that time i was alone, coz ppppt hadnt arrived yet.
by the time she came, it was five minutes after the frenzy ended.
i couldnt resist blabbering every single detail out to her.
oh the excitement in me was building up.
then kennise came and i repeated the story to her.
went to meet karen and her friend at city hall for dinner.
and i repeated the story the third time.
this entry is the fourth.

so after dinner we were chatting aimlessly, then gujie called and said she saw me on tv with Mi.
!!!!!
shockness. haha.
on the way home i was imagining what i could have been caught doing on screen.
probably something very unflattering.
the worry.
only the 9pm news had that package. the 10pm and 11pm ones didnt have the package.
oh for the sake of myself i shall not link the video here.
so paiseh.
anyway i was only seen standing there and running along with Mi, as said by gujie.
so nothing much la, i bet if i didnt say, no one would notice my screen presence.

so yay. pictures time.
i only took six photos.
three turned out fine (and nice), two others had Mi's head "missing", and the last one was in darkness.

SERIOUS NOTE: PLEASE DO NOT PUT THESE PHOTOS ANYWHERE ELSE ON THE INTERNET. 违令者会没有好下场。


Mi!

Mi with diesum.

Mi with the mushroom i gave her. look at her hand fiddling with it. plus the cute look on her face. hahaha. =)

i might be starting a trend among mifans in singapore with the doodoo mushroom.
mini toons should thank me and Mi (pun intended) if their sales increased.

tomorrow is show mi concert!
yesterday i didnt want the concert to come so soon.
yes its contradictory, since ive been counting down to it everyday.
but now that its starting with a blink of an eye, i dont really want it to end with a blink as well.
74 days of waiting for a three-hour stint.
anyway im going to enjoy tomorrow. =)
so happy that i cant sleep.

Tuesday, October 2, 2007, 11:31 p.m.

冷的夜晚,寂静的路
沿着路的右侧边慢步
听着歌曲,深深思考

思想仿佛和步伐一样
一步一步,往直行走
却不知最终的目的地
迷惘无奈,失去自信
歌曲像配合心情一样
高低起伏,道尽思绪

勇气,是最好的出路
失去,是无可的奈何
选择,是错乱的开始
沉默,是自由的结束

路上的障碍无法移开
只好绕路,不能止步
心里纵使百般不愿意
只好认命,不能上诉

也许改变是唯一方法
只好适应,不能逃避
暗许某日能真正欢欣
只好希望,不能奢望

Monday, October 1, 2007, 11:08 p.m.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY YUNXIN!
HAPPY BELATED 21st BIRTHDAY HUIYI!

yay its october!
its SHOW MI MONTH!

ive been counting down to this from the day i bought the tickets.
yunxin's going too! but shes ushering that day haha.
have been persuading her to sign up for this concert.

this week's cover for i-weekly is...
MI!
and i bought two. hurhur.
even though the pictures are old old old.
the issue number is the date of her very first Show Mi concert in hk. =)

finally presented for GV11, which has been dragged for 3 weeks.
getting perked up for Mi's arrival.
at the same time, have to get ready the props and all.
and, most importantly...

... finish all my work before the day comes.
because the following week is "deadlines week", aka "d-week".
and i think the Show Mi withdrawals are going to be massive.
rah i hate this kind of withdrawals.
all the more i have to finish everything before the concert.

september has really the least entries.
lesser than august by one.
hahahah.
aching arms after i cleaned my house yesterday.
want to zzz like him...

chinese words in simplified chinese encoding

me.

28 june 1986
typical cancerian
lps, dhs, vjc, ntu-sci-ebm
chinese orchestra
tv dramas, cantopop, ktv, mahjong, iceskate
faves:
melissa ng, sammi cheng, fann wong, flora chan, mariane chan, andy lau
garfield, pluto

wish.

* videocam * books * time place person cd * love stories cd * show mi hk concert cd * show mi hk concert vcd/dvd * hong kong puzzle * tai chi vcd *

links.

adel collen cui eileen jean jessica joanna laozhao ling munbbun mq shisanyi ting zx

diesum hocc hoyee gigi vic wah-zai

mnfc mantown on.man.road foreversammi loveflorachan craze4flora ffc healthyintl bravenet jsfc tvbnews lfd garfield baidu simpsons

fanlisting.

wah-zai & sammi on-zai & sammi sammi moses & flora flora melissa

chat.


archives.

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credits.

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