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11:30 a.m. am now in the library computer lab saving my pictures and stuffs. clever me came in uniform because i was afraid that L28 would be taken up. true enough, it was taken up by some course. so hahahah. flora's birthday pictures are not up yet. anyway there's this very nice .gif image made up of a lot of birthday wishes from flora's friends. heh heh but its too big to put here. so if you want you can ask from me. realised that there's nothing for me to update into the log files. a lot of things are done by cynthia. hmm im like on an errand today. with lots of things to do. almost finished with my job here. hmm either i get myself to fight against my home computer or i drop by here tomorrow to archive. hahah. just realised that i didnt go for CCO's BBQ at east coast. and i promised xinyi that i would be going. oh drats. anyway she wouldnt realise that i wasnt there. im just a small fry hahhaha.
11:16 a.m. as usual, mass blogging, but this time, its at home:
watched healing hands discs 15-17. stupid yongjie didnt tidy up the house. and he just had to choose the time where we were busy packing to study for his O level chinese. and boy he was very very rude. not like i didnt mention before. he shouted at me and luckily papa was home. but it didnt help. papa thought i brought up the fight. and you know papa, when he's in a bad mood, he scolds everybody who gets in his way, regardless guilty or innocent. whatever. i know i didnt. coz that stupid yongjie blocked my way while i was entering the room to put my things in. excuse me, i have a share in the room too. =( im typing all these on my home computer, in wordpad, then transferring them onto my blog tomorrow. coz to get access to the webbie, it takes a million years. some pop-ups will come and irritate and jam things up. in the end i have to open and close the window a zillion times. am still waiting for those people to come to our open house. meanwhile, clever me uses the computer to listen to songs and watch videos and go online at msn. hah. shall come back later to update more. thats it. nobody came. i waited for 4 hours, watched finish healing hands, chatted with eileen and minghui, and nobody came. wasted my energy packing the things on the big table. all my notes and stuffs are in plastic bags and i dont think i have the energy to put them back in place. haiya wasted papa's energy mopping the floor and wiping the kitchen. the most effortless person in the house is yongjie, he just dumped his things from the chair to the floor. it didnt get any neater. heard from the agent that she pasted a lot of posters but some other red-eyed agents went to tear them down and threw them on the floor.. thats why nobody came. sigh.. now that TTOAL has ended, i kind of miss the theme song. im listening to it now, to think i cant listen to it on tv again. haiz.. im starting golden faith tomorrow. and passing grace her tutorials and adel MBF's discs 1-4. i conclude, the open house was a failure. haiz.. just a reminder. add dolly's blog . and update my blog. and send pictures to my yahoo account first. hah.
saturday we went to tampines to deposit money. stupid pasir ris branch. cash deposit wasnt working but passbook update was. the tampines branch was the opposite; could deposit but couldnt update passbook. =( then we went to century square to buy my tvb weekly. dropped by at poh kim and gu jiebought me golden faith! yay! there was this promotion, that for every 2 boxes you buy, you can buy the second box at $12. but golden faith has three boxes, so i was having a headache deciding on which other vcd to buy. either that or we could save $5 and just settle on the 3 boxes. finally i decided to buy happy ever after. but we bought the 3rd box so i have to wait until the first two boxes are bought before i can watch them. hahahh. kept forgetting to blog that li jiawei is the sportswoman of the year! hurray! but she wont be able to get this title anymore coz she has already gotten it for 3 years. never mind, she can get other titles anyway.
friday we bought wenting a cake and cut it in the canteen after baba's lesson. after that i went to meet adel at plaza singapura to watch shrek 2. wow the show's very nice! and funny! funniest part is where pinocchio admitted he was wearing thongs! very very funny.. my favourite characters are puss in boots and donkey! pussy is soooo cute! and donkey blabbers so much nonsense.. hahahahhah. but the show was quite short. very hilarious show that is worth every single buck.. =) after the laugh we went to adel's house to watch TTOAL vcds. adel warned me about her father being eccentric but i thought it shoudnt be that bad. to my surprise it was like what adel described. exactly. i was kind of scared that i didnt dare to explore around. and yes, adel's house is in a big mess. compared to mine, mine is nowhere near the messiness in adel's house. haahhaa. watched TTOAL and we were cursing baoyi from the moment she appeared. heehee, we kept spotting the loopholes in the show.. i prefer the show to end at ah zu and ah tong, where they met each other at theie usual place.. instead of the final ending with stupid baoyi in the picture. the baby is veryyyy cute! but she does not look like baoyi. if she looks like baoyi then she wouldnt be cute anymore. tomorrow im going out with gu jie to the food expo. yeah free food. =P
09:48 a.m. yesterday i wanted not to go for the hockey match coz i was tired, then i messaged adel and got a scolding from her. so in the end i flagged a cab there and it cost me $15! aiyoh so yam gong.. anyway the hockey girls won RJ 1-0! yay! i was so scared if there were penalty flicks.. rented TTOAL and watched finished le, aiyoh the ending would have been better if the show ended with just ah tong and ah zu coz *spoilers* the final ending included baoyi who spoiled everything. yes everything. i hated her to the core while watching episodes 17 to 20. wanted to slap her right in the face, he's one of the most despicable women ive ever seen in hk dramas. i like tong in winter wear i think she looks nice in that.. and amy looks stylo when she doesnt smile. =) today the principal didnt give us a full day, but a half day like yesterday. coz she said the teachers couldnt finish the syllabus. anyway i prepared for a full day so i came in pe attire and brought nothing except my discman. so i did nothing during physics lecture and ponned baba's lesson (as usual). hmm we are going for lunch later but dont know where.. just read that there's a new flora show, starring flora and steven ma. yucks i hate steven ma. i really dislike him. yuck. hope they change the male lead vbwhhahahahahha.
10:42 a.m. 3 more days to flora's birthday! mrs chan gave us a half day off today. was expecting a full day, but never mind, maybe the full day will be tomorrow. hee. yesterday i went to watch soccer with jonny and benjy, but it rained in the middle of the secondary school match. and later there were lots of lightning bolts which almost scared me to death. i thought i saw two bolts hitting the field and the track. (according to adel, the lightning hit a bird at balestier cricket field and killed it instantly, so they had to postpone the cricket match. to some extent i felt pitiful to the poor bird.) stupid adel said the lightning should have hit some trees or lamp posts so that the organisers would postpone the match (so that she could watch) and i replied her there werent any trees or lamp posts in the stadium.. so anyway the rain subsided and the secondary school match continued. benjy wanted greenview to win, so i had a bet with him. whoever that lost shall throw away the rubbish we had with us. in the end their match came to penalty kicks and fuchun won with 3-2. benjy was so disappointed coz greenview was the defending champion. hmm i was just happy that the jc match was able to start soon. wow vj rocked the stadium yesterday, we kept on cheering and cheering and left SA quiet. the boys did a great job too, leading in a victory 4-1! we were all so elated because we won! last year was devastating coz we lost through penalty kicks. there was this girl beside vanessa and i who kept on shouting "yo yo yo vj go vj check it out yo yo yo yo yo..." as if she was rapping. we shot each other with a disgusted look. '~' after the first two goals we started chanting "full day full day.." and after the match with 4 goals, the chant became "two days two days.." as usual the two principals just hid away from us. it was 2030 when we left the stadium. grace sprained her ankle and had to take a cab home. kenneth's father was nice to give grace and i a lift to pasir ris mrt station. weird that ken's father doesnt like us to address him as "uncle".. i missed my TTOAL and the kissing scene! aiyah so tui.. adel says yuanlin won the "ling ji yi dong"! my goodness even if he won i dont think it has anything to do with vj. dont link him and vj (or even dhs) together. and so the half day was till 1035. im off already. dont know whether should go to support the hockey girls or not. im renting TTOAL vcds later to compensate for my loss. haha. oh yah, flora is now in hk, she'll be having a function tomorrow (apparently i cant be there), and she's staying in hk for one week before coming to singapore for filming for gasp two months!! yayayay! hope i can fetch her. and bump into her or something. hahhaa. hard fate has ended in hk and so now there's nothing new in the forums (except the good news about flora's schedule). "to get unstuck in time" will be airing in june so hope by then my albums are ready for more screen captures. =)
still weighing the factors, whether to go or not to go? hmm shall decide later.
12:41 p.m. i want to watch shrek 2 but cannot find someone to watch with me. and i want to watch chris' new movie too. i have to work out on my june schedule as soon as possible, to fit in the passing down dates, outing dates, revision dates and free days. just read the fanfic "unspeakable" and it gave me a headache staring at the monitor for so long. basically not much to do these few days, into holiday mood already. im supporting the soccer guys later, hope they win! but im clueless about what time the bus will leave and hmm it seems that nobody will be accompanying me. im so alone.
02:36 p.m.
02:03 p.m. 谈谈情 探探听 楊千嬅
谈情谈情 神奇且充满戏剧性
如在跳着舞 学会朝夕同步
* 假使你发觉有天厌倦了旧舞伴
# 朦住了眼目 尺度允许天天放宽
谈情谈情 原来彼此欠缺耐性
其实你或我 在爱中亦捱饿
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就算你 尽全力小心掩饰过
Repeat *
朦住了眼目 放任你去天天新款
12:58 p.m. imagestation lets me reactivate my account, on condition that i remove anything that is a still capture from TV. means i have to remove all my screen captures, including those from TITS and hard fate. means i have to find another album which allows me to do so. hmm shall find one free day to do all these. and i must plan carefully otherwise i might lose some pictures, and i will bang my head on the wall if i lose them. so im not saving any pictures for now. ive reactivated my account. hopefully they dont close it. yesterday grace and i went to tampines and grace was overly excited by the daniel wu cover of tvb weekly. square pegs are out already and i've made up my mind to buy square pegs first. love is beautiful can wait. bwahhahah. meiqi lent me the lyrics of TTOAL theme song. heehee i fugured out 80% of the lyrics correctly! especially proud to say that i fugured out one whole paragraph correctly! =D am so into the holiday mood already. haiz my main problem now is the imagestation problem. how am i supposed to transfer 2000+ pictures into another album(s) in one day? thats why i have to plan first. flora has just arrived in hong kong. hope she comes to singapore soon. as long as the date doesnt clash with jace's birthday bash. i have a lot of pictures to save. no money. no working computer. argh i want my vcds and pictures and laptop. i am so deprived of shows, albums, money and computer. argh.
12:52 p.m. mass blogging time! hope there's no PE later. for now, hope PH's pictures are still there. no news about flora coming to singapore. but we will be celebrating jace's birthday on the day itself. =D hard fate has ended in hk. eileen said she saw hard fate's rental advertisement. never mind, i can see it somehow. hee. every weekend i will have to mass blog. and maybe this week coz on wednesday there's cricket and soccer finals, thursday there's hockey finals, and friday there's badminton finals. probably you wont see me blogging during the holidays coz i wont have frequent access to the computer. unless i have enough money to buy my laptop by then. haahhaha. i cant wait for qitong and yaozu to be together. and where the legend begins will be starting after flora's birthday. which is timely since moses will be in the show. everytime the commercials of the show plays on screen i would shout "chan ho".. i have a feeling that he's a bad guy. and omgoodness the puss in boots in shrek 2 is sooo cute!! grace said it is bad but who cares, i like it. =D this morning i saw 4 kittens under my block when i was going to school, sooo cute! one brown one black one white and one mixed white and black. they looked so frightened. anyway i didnt go up to them coz i was running out of time. hope they will be showing something nice after the monkey god show. =)
sunday
saturday thanks to the paiwei people, for the help and the tolerance with the se teachers. thanks to mdm wee, who stood up for us against the se teachers. thanks to exco, who helped out a lot on admin and to pass messages. thanks to my suona juniors (kesmond chunmeng zicheng) for all the hard work and the lame jokes during practices. thanks to papa, auntie jenny, gu jie and her friend, and all my friends and juniors who went to support us. thanks to gu jie, kellyn and hsu imm for the flowers. thanks to people who helped to move instruments, chairs, music stands, and cleared the LT5. thanks to zicheng who helped me heat up my shaopian. thanks to guo laoshi for enduring my constant chase for scores and bills and stuffs, and for the conducting and patience. thanks to string ensemble, for the combined effort. thanks to shaun, for the hard work and announcement. thanks to se teachers for the guidance. thanks to alumni and guest players for their help. thanks to pa crew for the lighting. thanks to everyone else who helped or contributed to Infusia 2004. thank you! =)
friday
thursday
03:20 p.m. felt really consoled by laozhao's email. hahahah thanks laozhao! plus i received PH's email and she's a really nice person, she offered to give me her album's address and she's very amiable. am getting addicted to TTOAL but i still cannot find the full lyrics. hmm must get meiqi to borrow the cd from her if she has it. i think amy kwok is a good actress. adel was shocked by the fact that amy kowk's husband is lau ching wan.. hhahah and i "stole" this from flora4eva. dunno how to insert.
12:28 p.m. okay lets talk about yesterday's rehearsal first. nobody took the initiative to move the instruments down. there were people who forgot to bring their clothes. and shoes. and what-have-you. the se teachers were making hell lot of noise. first, i was pissed with the tsd people. of all days they were having mock exams yesterday and didnt bother telling us beforehand. we were forced to start at 3.30pm. second, pissed with guo lao for changing the seating plans again and again, and i have to draw everything out again. next, my suona. when i tuned it at the audience seats, it was alright, but when i got on stage the sound went off. bah. and paiwei made me boil. forgot this forgot that, no initiative. the pa crew made me boil again. they swithced off all the backstage lights. so they think we can see in the dark arh? i had to use a torch to locate my instruments. the se teachers made me boil until i evaporated. they asked the people to settle on stage as if the item was starting in a minutes' time, when the actual item started in 10 minutes' time. and the chairs and music stands werent even ready and the people just plonked their big fat backsides on the chairs thus blocking the way. brainless i tell you, these women made me carry chairs from one end to the other just because they ordered their members to sit down and block the way. their favourite: all talk no action. they think their jokes were funny. no they were not. and bias they were, clapping for the se conductor but not for guo lao. there were 2 stage managers, me and shaun, why is it that everytime they find fault in me and not shaun? why is it that i have to draw everything and not shaun? unfair. ive had enough of such nonsense in the teachers. they arent fit to be teachers. more like librarians. and another one that pissed me off was mr ng. said our dressing was like that of a communist. excuse me, have you ever seen how a communist wear? if that looks like a communist, do you mean that the majority of the people at raffles place and city hall are all communists? nuts. they think im some superwoman when i carry a lot of chairs. and they stand there and laugh and talk and NO HELP FROM THEM AT ALL. slap them right in the face. and people dropped instruments like they dropped their schoolbags. pling-plong and they started to giggle and smile shyly. EXCUSE ME, they were in the wrong and they still dared to behave that way as if it was unintentional? rubbish. and people were talking as if they hadnt talked in a year. if i can have a choice i'd throw away all these and escape from these nonsense. i was so boiling angry that i went around checking their clothes and shoes and rubber bands and files and scolded every single one who didnt obey instructions. and i rolled my eyes at the se teachers. who cares man? dont think i can be bullied. just go away you amateurs. was really boiling, luckily at the end of the day yimyiu amused me by wearing the scarf on her head acting like an indian lady. today the announcement was short, okay i guess, and was less angry today. argh thinking about it made me wanting to slap the tsd people, pa crew, se teachers and mr ng. yucks. if anyone else reads this and isnt happy with my comments, get out. i dont welcome you. i cant wait for tonight's TTOAL, qitong and yaozu will be soo cute.. =)
01:28 p.m. the interview talk was pretty entertaining, at least it kept me awake. the same old thing happens again. if i hadnt seen minghui holding the block test schedule, i wouldnt know that the whole class had the paper except me. and they presume i have the paper. the thing is, they gave it out during econs period, which happens to be my break. so how in the world do you think i can get hold of the paper? not that im petty, its from the little things that i can understand people. im not trying to be pessimistic, its the surroundings that made me feel this way.
01:47 p.m. failed chem as expected, nothing new. am still upset over the fact that i had caused so much trouble for PH. plus somehow i feel outcasted because i dont take econs anymore. it seems like everything takes place during econs periods and i just miss out on everything. i dont have this, i dont have that, people dont include me in everything, and i kept feeling that people put the blame on me if CO clashes with any other activities that they intended to go to. i feel neglected by my classmates, i feel ostracised by fans, i feel dominated by my brother. does that imply that im a useless person? im just a loner in a lonely world. thats why i depend on myself. i have everything in my bag so that in case of emergency i do not need to plead someone else. maybe im the most irritating person on this planet. i shall not rattle on about flora anymore. yes, im taken aback by something as small as a polite scolding. call me useless. i've thought of everything in my mind but i wont say it here. nobody gives a hoot about me anyway.
09:50 a.m. got back my physics lecture test after a million years, and guess what? i got 65!! and just the score alone made me very happy. and on top of that, yang leng said that those who scored 65 and above are out of physics R!! double joy! plus yang leng knew i studied and she praised me! that was the first time she praised me! wow.. and hahahah was elated. napfa was tiring. my results worsened, luckily i managed to get a gold. not full marks though. hahha my inclined pull-ups hit a record of 25! thanks to grace standing there and kept on saying "ma tak chung".. hahahahha. guo lao messaged me that he wanted to cancel practice today. and i asked him why, he replied, "have a break, have a Kit-Kat". then i replied him, "haha.. (-_-") quite funny.." he's so lame.. hahahahha. anyway, i am excited over the fact that flora's coming to singapore. and i managed to drag meiqi to accompany me, coz i think i'll feel outcasted if im with the rest of the fans. and plus, i feel bad having PH to repost the pictures, coz one fan just scolded me.. =( so okay, i wont ask her to repost le, i figured a way to get the pictures.. that is by copying and pasting the URL and get them one by one. though tedious, i'd rather this way then to annoy others anymore. so i wont bother PH anymore. i feel so guilty.
01:24 p.m. oh yah i forgot to add. fann's chronicles of life vcd is out! but i dont know when it will arrive in singapore.. in any case im buying it! hhahaahha..
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12:40 p.m. mass blogging time. finished saving the pictures and hah later i will have napfa five items. ho-hum.
sunday
saturday
friday
11:52 p.m. today ponned chem R today. met kenneth and he said there wasnt any chem R, which was told to him by sinyee. so the guilt was lessened. accompanied adel to the parkway bus stop to meet the tuition teacher. at first she thought the tuition teacher would fetch her in a van. i thought the van looked like the type with which people use to kidnap people. hahah. in the end, the kidnap van drove away, so it means the van wasnt the teacher's vehicle. anyway she was so nervous because the other students in the tuition group were strangers to her. i accompanied jialing to buy lemon, and she accompanied me to see vcds. jialing said she's going to hong kong in june and i requested her to buy all jessica, flora and joe stuffs from there. she said joe is handsome =) but he everytime acts as rapists and killers.. =( wanted to rent hard fate, but well, i have no time. and gu jie said she will buy me golden faith. so i will watch golden faith first. hahha. and i couldnt find the full lyrics of the theme song of The Trust of a Lifetime.
wednesday rehearsal was a flop. total flop. people took their own sweet time to move the instruments, and some people took their wrong initiative to move the wrong chairs when i clearly told them that we would be using the pt chairs and not the music room chairs. i flared up at them and only then they started to move their feet. before the rehearsal the se teachers came and rushed us to start the rehearsal. like what the hell, we arranged the chairs, music stands, and I drew the seating plan which they didnt even bother doing. they had no stage sense at all. their stage crew could be seen walking here and there aimlessly when help was obviously needed. people were standing around the back stage area doing nothing. and of course the co members were lacking in initiative. and brains. you tell me, who in the right mind would bring in the instruments when the chairs and music stands werent even ready? in the end it resulted in instruments dropping and bangs and knocks. worse, the music was terrible. especially the dizi people. they didnt practice. they didnt make any improvements. they didnt change their lackadaisical attitude, thinking that their notes would always be accurate all the while. when the played the wrong thing, they just smiled to themselves, as if that their mistakes were tolerable. and their tempo was way off. i have every right to say that everything they played during the rehearsal was wrong. and the paiwei were slow. but that can be understood, it was their first time anyway, i'd like to express thanks to them for doing their best in arranging the chairs and stands. but hey, what were the others doing? chit-chatting, reading newspapers, laughing, playing, studying. none of these should be done during the rehearsal. and no initiative, i have to stress, no initiative from them at all. one chair was needed at the right side, the chairs were at the left, people from the left had no initiative to move the chair even when i shouted across for one chair. they just stood there and stared at me. brainless, i'd say. and the se people werent doing anything consrtuctive, except for shaun and the teachers. shaun did help out. so did the teachers. but they didnt keep their promise. they promised not to move the back row of chairs which were for the guanyue people, and the percussion instruments. they failed to keep their promise. they tried out and there was actually more than enough space for their arrangement and there was no utter need to move the chuida arrangement. whatever they did during the rehearsal they refused to admit. like when the piano was supposed to be moved back into backstage, the se teacher said that the yangqin couldnt be put behind the curtain first because the yangqin might be blocking the piano's way. truth is, the piano wasnt even anywhere near the yangqin when it was being pushed backstage. and after the rehearsal i talked to the teacher about placing the yangqin there first since there wouldnt be any obstruction done to the piano, she said that the yangqin could be placed there. her tone was like, "i knew the yangqin wouldnt obstruct the piano" so why in the first place she wanted the yangqin not place there? i bet she didnt realise that moving in and out so many instruments on our part was taxing. in any case, i was totally pissed with them. guo lao shi was unusually patient and tactful towards the dizi people. and due to the upsetting tragedy of my dearest tys, i was in a bad mood the whole day. everyone just pissed me off.
02:08 p.m.
01:29 p.m. yesterday we took our napfa test, we ran 2.4km, and that was the last time i ran coz from now on, i wont have to run anymore!! yayay, hmm i sound lazy. but anyway, before i started running, i wanted to sleep.. and when mr peter wee started the run, i was still tying my shoelaces.. i ran until i was about to die, the weather was so darn hot and my soles were almost burning.. then at night i watched survivor and i wanted rob to win.. i fell asleep waiting for 11pm to come and by the time i woke up it was 11.30pm and i went out of the room and asked yongjie the results, and he told me that it was amber that won. and so i was like, hmm, okay since i know who won, i shall continue with my sleep. and so i continued sleeping.. hahhahaha. and mr chok lied! he lied to us that there was a class test today and to think i studied for some chapters! hahah but i didnt study all coz i didnt have enough time to do so.. and so he lied and all of us were exasperated. im feeling a bit stressed coz the concert is approaching.. and i have the urge to rent hard fate. my birthday wish is to have my own laptop, so i wont ahve to use my cranky computer and dont have to ask yongjie for permission to use it.. hope the concert will end soon...
10:47 a.m. flora video part 1 time to study later. hoo.
10:26 a.m. yet another mass update. struggled with my computer saving my pictures for the whole afternoon. it was alright, after closing and opening the internet explorer for N times. yesterday night was a starry night. i noticed that there was one especially birght star. maybe its my lucky star, ahhahah.
saturday went to eat at dont-know-where but the chicken rice was delicious. came back for combined practice and was soo boring that chunmeng and i were reading new paper, 8 days, playing each others' handphone, playing worms and getting myself killed, playing chopsticks, sleeping and what have you. cos they practiced the songs that didnt have suona parts..
friday
thursday
01:42 p.m. im officially off from lessons already. PH's screen captures are lost from her posts, so im requesting her to email them to me. hhahaha my new email address is: florajoe2806@yahoo.com.sg which is only used for pictures. hahaha. yesterday guo laoshi was in a bad mood. so was i. my suona's yin bu zhun and i was very upset. but my mood brightened up after watching true colours.. =)
by the way this is flora's interview about ada's new movie: i kept telling myself to study and study but nothing goes into my head. especially when mdm wee calls me to bug me about the concert preparations. hrmph.
01:10 p.m. today
monday
sunday watched a little of the sunday 7pm show, waited for 1 hour for joe to appear but he didnt. gave up waiting and went home. by the time i reached home the show was over. =(
saturday our ice cream stall was a big hit! people were queuing up regardless of the length of the queue for ice cream, then the ice cream went out of stock, we went to 7-11 to buy more. we sold floats the most! first, ice cream was out of stock, then the soft drinks, then the cups and ice and ice cream and soft drinks and cups and spoons.. in the end we even sold off the unused chocolate fudge and soft drinks and full cream milk and even the bananas! =) we closed shop at around 3 while others hanged around until 5 plus.. my grandparents, gu jie and papa came down to support me and i was so happy to see them! =D but in the end i didnt spend a lot on myself.. me grace megan jazreel and ken ng went for pasta mania dinner and we yakked during the whole filling dinner..
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