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11:36 p.m. received a free nice file today, the colours are beautiful! but i figured that many people will use that file as their personal file so im not using it hahahahah! im going to paste some things over the words and make it mine! ahem but wait until i have time. it is still sitting peacefully in my locker. i felt so disheartened after hearing what cyl said to me. i kept thinking to myself, is it that i cant do anything other than watching tv? the thoughts of me, the useless, kept running through and i still feel useless and hopeless. i just want to be an ordinary girl. is it so hard to be one? keeping myself away from the computer as much as i can to concentrate on studies. nowadays i come home to ASITP and later feeling sleepy. so i'll have to do work in school. and i did. hahah. 2 weeks to dhsco concert. 6 weeks to vjco concert. i still dont know whether i can squeeze out time for kiaying's birthday celebration. gosh, im losing my motivation to work. maybe its due to cyl. she makes my life miserable. =( i've lost my communication skills. i realise that i dont talk as much as before. maybe its because i talk less rubbish and nonsense. but no, mayling and adel still think that im laming around again. im not.. i cant wait to hand down all CO affairs.. =)
07:01 p.m. i finally received my fannatic fann club membership card. after like, 3 months? hahah but the card looks nice, nicest among all the other ffc cards. im being nice today, coz yongjie isnt home yet and im planning to tape gods of honour last episode for him. he'd better thank me later. im finishing nuclear physics tutorial le.. so i'll try to cope with all the CO rubbish and homework before continue with TITS and later family man.. =) time to bathe.
01:19 p.m. cyl was the lecturer for today's physics lecture, and the moment she came into the LT, everyone (yes, everyone) was shocked and groaned at the sight of her. some people came in and went out of the LT upon seeing her. as usual her lecture was boring. i was watching MBF yesterday and i decided that my favourite scenes are 1) the doggie scenes, 2) jessica scenes and 3) joe scenes. =) i was so tired yesterday that i almost fell asleep halfway through ASITP. erm after tingfang's scenes, that is. i called the schools up and 4 schools requested we send another letter to them. another didnt want any tickets. apparently jingxin told me to ask them to contact us if they want tickets but i dont think they want any. out of the four, 2 schools do not have CO. and i think i have a lot to say during tomorrow's CO practice. and VJCO is putting a lot of responsibilities on me. finding scores, write-ups, practice sessions, welcome dinner, ticketing, particulars, whatnots. i hate this. luckily i have cynthia and weixin to help. okay time to do my homework. i feel bored. not that i have nothing to do. but none of my assignments and jobs interests me. yesterday when i was watching ASITP, i finally realised why qinqing looks so different from the other girls. its because of the hair. her hairline is that of a guy's. look carefully at her front hairline and compare it with tingfang, or even the dumb princess. no wonder qinqing looks ugly in that costume. speaking of which, seeing sonija reminds me of family man, and all of a sudden i have this urge to rent family man. although that show has many spoilers like sonija and myolie, im watching it for the sake of flora and moses. hahahahaa see how first.
01:06 p.m. im still upset over the fact that vincent is dead. i still cannot accept it. thus, to relive my hopes of flora together with joe, i turn to fanfics, where my dreams can come true. indeed, happie just updated her "on the fired fate" and im now happy because flora is with joe now.. =) shoot me. im soooo idol-crazy now. my watch was spoilt today so im going around watchless, which im so uncomfortable with, because i wear a watch everywhere unless im at home. i forgot to bring the telephone numbers of the schools, but brilliant me remembered that i have one copy in my email, so ive printed it out already. im going to call the schools now. hope that there are some positive response from them.
12:30 a.m. another friday five even though its not a friday: i took this friday five questions because of the after-effects of TITS. hhahahhahah. im bored. =(
11:49 p.m. now i know why i hesitated so long before i start to rent TITS. its because i know i dont want to see vincent die. i was watching episodes 29 and 30 just now, the first time i cried in the show was during vincent's interview about sam's award. whatever he said came as a premonition that he would be leaving forever. once i started tearing i couldnt stop. second strong sense of bitterness was when at home, vincent cooked his last meal for belle, and both of them slept very tightly holding onto each other's hand. thirdly was when belle sent vincent off for his first flight as a captain. from belle's expression and reactions i knew that she had an answer already; the one she loves most was vincent. even after vincent died, i continued crying. even till now as i recall the scenes, i still feel this tinge of bitterness and sorrow. i was crying throughout the whole of episode 30. luckily yongjie was aleep already. this is the third time i cried so fiercely for a drama serial. other times i'd only tear. first time was growing up, when mrs tay died. second time was looking for stars, when orange read what her mother left behind for her before she died. third time was vincent's death. after all that crying im feeling kind of weak and exhausted. i know that i will cry some more after i rent the last 10 episodes coz i know belle would be terribly upset and whatever vincent said in the telephone message would lead me to tears again. hmmm im an emotional person. i dont know why im saying all these here, you may think this is all rubbish, but this is the only way to release my thoughts. if i were to tell anyone about this face to face, i dont think im able to start talking coz i wont know where to start from. this is sort of like my diary. i dont mind people reading this. because this will be one way in which people can understand how i feel. i dont really have secrets, even if i do i wont tell them here. today's a starry night, just now as i come home, even at around 8pm, i can already see the moon and stars. very windy and cool now, maybe tonight is a nice night after all..
01:58 p.m. friday five
01:08 p.m. up to this point of TITS (episode 26), coco has become better with belle, and sam is with zoe. good. but i think the rest of the show will be more focused on sam and zoe which is not good to me. i think paul and ruby are very funny. and hmm i shall write a summary of my feelings of the show after i finished watching. and that idiot lian jin, dont ever let me see you with tingfang again, you had ruined her life. no offence meiqi, but i think lian jin looks sissy. qinqing does not look pretty. i dont see why shaolong likes her so much. that stupid shuzhen messaged me only today at 11.27am that there's a meeting. and i have to pass messages to all the members. so shuzhen, you think my contact web is for display har? i wont pass such dumb messages anymore. please follow the contact web. there's no shows to watch on weekends le, so it means that i have time for homework. to all fanfics' authors, please update your fanfics. im bored.
06:27 p.m. HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBECCA! yesterday some family of approximately 10 people came to view my house, the kids were running around and the adults were asking us questions. stupid yongjie kept saying that i followed him around. like hello? how big can the house be for me not to follow you around? there was a little girl around 5 years old, she was looking at practically everything, and she's really cute and sweet and loves to smile at people.. =) i finished TITS episode 11-20 so i rented 21-30 just now. all of a sudden it poured really heavily and luckily i was just downstairs, otherwise i'd still be somewhere else other than at home blogging. my trusty little umbrella was almost blown away by the strong winds. today's physics remedial was lectured by cyl, to our shock, and i wasnt able to help wenting sign her attendance coz cyl knows us. argh a boring day. a boring day means a day to stay home to watch vcds. hope there's no meeting tommrrow..
07:08 p.m. yesterday i didnt go to meiqi's house, didnt watch FM, a bit sad but never mind coz i rented TITS episode 11-20! and i watched 7 discs yesterday at one shot. i really dislike nancy wu's character, she's a total spoilt brat. everytime she makes people's lives miserable, especially flora and joe. which i totally cant stand. in comparison, myolie wu isnt that irritating as nancy. erm maybe at these episodes. haha. francis' english is worse than horrible. i sigh every time he starts to speak in english. the pilots' training course is nice to watch and i get to learn a lot more about piloting.. ahhaha and of course my flora's the cutest and prettiest. ron is the handsomest among the S4, but i think joe is more charming.. hahahha this morning the noodles and carrot cake stall changed stallholders, to my shock, the new owners are zurong's parents! hmm to be on the fair side, i think $1 for plain beehoon is far too expensive, wenguang bought it and the price of his plate of beehoon is the same as the price of chicken chop! $2.50! honestly i havent tried so i cant really comment, i walked past the stall and i think his mother looks quite friendly and amiable. but erm i cant really say that about her son.. umm as a suggestion, maybe they could lower the price of beehoon coz others are selling their food at around $1.30 and if this continues, there will be less patronage. hahha just a suggestion.
CONGRATULATIONS TO FLORA AND JOE FOR WINNING IN THE NEXT AWARDS! yay! i got back my cip card from kavita (finally) and im getting my cip hours from cyl. hah, time for my TITS hahahahaha
01:36 p.m. today's i weekly has a charming picture of joe!! plus an article. yeah he's soooo handsome.. math tutorial was switched with econs tutorial, so im officially off at 1230. but i have fenzu so have to stay in school. um adel is beside me reading ASITP synopsis while laughing and asking me the names.. she was totally amused by the comments about michelle saram and sonija kwok.. thanks to my precious recommendation of the website. its now found at the links section.. am going to meiqi's house again later. meanwhile i have nothing to do so i guess i will do some work.. anyway, tingfang wont disappear so soon, said jazreel, when tingfang disappears it means that sonija will appear and so hmm maybe im not watching these episodes too seriously. heehee.. i found out what is the name of mariane's serial in channel u! its called life for life! its the one that i liked a lot with her acting as yuxue..
11:48 p.m. cca walkabout was a total flop. yes, total. the whole O2 was a failure. year ones can be seen leaving the college at a darn early time of 10am. my lessons never end so early. only 3 second intakers signed up, and only one has proper experience. well done. CO might collapse. or rather, the SCs might collapse. there was no aws today. good. me yimyiu and adel went to meiqi's house to watch ASITP which mei taped for me yesterday. then adel had to go for her training and so i had to wait for her training to end at 7pm to pass her the tape. while waiting, i dubbed the episode, watched feminine masculinity on channel 48, and watched DIF IV again. firstly, i think im addicted to FM coz i feel like going to mei's house tomorrow again to watch. plus, im listening to flora's "when i need you" now, and it reminds me of today's episode when diana sang it too.. but of course flora sang it better than gallen did. secondly, watching DIF IV brought back pleasant memories of jessica and louis. yay. =) thirdly, i saw the kelly chen mtv with joe in it, joe looks sooo charming in it.. =P waited for adel for a million years at the bus stop and she arrived at 7.45pm.. hmm i wasnt angry with adel but was thinking that i wasted the time from 6 to 7.45pm.. luckily i reached home in time to watch ASITP, otherwise i will really bang my head. judging from today's episode, tingfang probably wont come out tomorrow, ooohhh maybe this episode was the one she left the state of zhao and then returned to become a new person, fengfei. is it so?? hahha just guessing. i missed gp for the walkabout. i felt so guilty. coz its mr teo. if its mr chew, i'd gladly miss it. not that i dont like mr chew, but i prefer mr teo's way of teaching over mr chew's method. hoooo if i cannot go to mei's house tomorrow maybe im going to rent FM. argh nothing's interesting for now. =(
12:54 p.m. finally settled shuying and bentoh's appeal cases, now we'll have to wait for the results tomorrow. regarding the ASITP tape, i think i'll try to leave early today. hmm but dont know whether got aws or not. im want to watch feminine masculinity! im going to meiqi's house again.. hoohooh.. today mr chok was terribly angry, he was telling us something and then i think wenting or dont-know-who was talking and mr chok suddenly shouted very loudly. "AEI!!" wah today was the first time i heard him scolding at the top of his voice. can tell that he was really fuming. but a while later he cooled down and was back to the normal cute and friendly chokkie.. hahah we had a shock of our lives and we didnt dare to talk anymore. i decided to write a few gp essays to improve my writing skills. maybe during the weekends. heh, cca walkabout is starting later, have to get ready.. hurrummmm but i dont want to go for walkabout.. so boring.
12:00 a.m. hoohah, ive blogged at midnight! wait i have a lot of things to say: firstly, enoch cheated my feelings. in the end, cyl said there's NO common tests but there's lecutre tests. like, isnt it the same?! and we DO have common tests.. =( okay next thing, PE was fabulous, we changed teacher to mr peter wee, but i still think its the same coz arts changed teachers with us, but in the end we still have to have combined games. equals to not changing. haaaa. we were supposed to play soccer, but melvin tan says that we need to play captain's ball to have some ball sense first. soo okay.. haahhahaha S61 thrashed A52 with arts having measly score of <6 while we, ahaha >20 yeah thats what i call class spirit.. we had 5 people while they had 7.. today's PE was so fun! =) me adel emu meiqi and kiaying went to parkway, first to buy adel's shinguard (which she didnt buy coz she couldnt find the colour she wanted) and later accompanied adel to buy ASITP vcds. apparently with all the ASITP and HK craze, all the ASITP vcds were out of stock. poor adel was demoralised. she wanted to watch it so badly, and we were all shocked that she has such fetish for the show. hahhaa then we (minus adel) went to meiqi's house to dub episodes 9 and 10 of ASITP. ahhaha and i saw feminine masculinity on channel 48!!! somemore it was the first episode! ahah.. then later me and emu took a long bus ride to dhs, only to get down the bus clumsily coz both of us were listening to cd and sleeping and we realised we reached the stop, so we scrambled down. so embarrassing. *screams in shock* when we reached ttk's office, dearest shuzhen wasnt even there! and she didnt go at all! so why did she have to remind us THREE times about the meeting? we were thinking that it might be important and in the end shuzhen didnt even go.. argh. me and emu came to a conclusion, that ttk is actually very pitiful, at such an age he still has to handle EZSCO and DHSCO and CCO and all sorts of CO stuffs. he should be living in luxury at home.. and the internal struggle between him and guo lao, haiya indescribable. all i can say is, please, for the sake of the future of DHSCO, dont quarrel anymore.. have to settle shuying and bentoh's appeal. argh i hate settling all these. i want to sleep. i still have to settle cca walkabout. and i missed ASITP today because of the meeting, reached home at 10pm. luckily i asked meiqi to tape for me.. and omg when i was at meiqi's house, my DIF IV tape couldnt play!! i was sooo freaked out.. until i just checked with my vcr, its working fine.. whew thank goodness.. that tape is the tape that has tsui fei and quin beginning their relationship and experiencing all the hardships and stuffs.. i cant bear to lose it.. ahhhaaa uuuhhhuuuhh i want my LIB and BF2..
01:20 p.m. yesterday's LIB was so tickling, the parts where chuchu and xiao tao were dying were gratifying, and omg the last part where ling yun said "indeed, kindness begets kindness" was soo funny cos the whole cast suddenly turned to face the camera and wah, it was very anti-climax.. adel says she wants to buy ASITP. i support her decision. hahhaha but i cant go today coz im going to meiqi's house to dub tapes. and did i tell you? there's a darn meeting with ttk today at guess what time? 7.30pm! and shuzhen had to remind us 3 times! argh i hate meetings. the new orientation group names are boring. hhaha like what's new anyway. cca walkabout is tomorrow instead of wednesday. guo lao insisted on having dazu despite the drastic drop in attendance due to orientation. haizz... dont know why shuying's coming to vj but anyway i think with her score, its difficult to appeal in. haahahah i think MBF is funny, and im renting TITS after im done with MBF and LIB. got to complete my homework asap coz gp common test is in april along with the rest. but heard enoch said that there wont be common tests this term due to the carnival in may. mrs chan said that during assembly too but she didnt say why.. and we were thinking maybe she meant the year ones.. but now since enoch also says that i think it contains some truth. but anyway i'd study in case its not true. PH finally updated her fanfic. i love her fanfic! i like PH. arisa, wildchild and lulu's fanfics! hahaah finally flora got to be with joe again in WDYL.. anyway argh i hate meetings especially with ttk and the previous batch of TBY people..
09:37 p.m. yay i cut my hair! but i think it isnt obvious coz i trimmed it only.. as usual i bluffed the hairdresser that im in sec 4 and she believed. i bet if i told her im in sec 2 she would also believe. fwahaahha. took a long trip to clementi to meet gu jie just to eat the chwee kueh there. apparently i was too full to eat finish all 4 pieces.. yah and so we walked around the neighbourhood, then took train back to tampines where i did my weekly saturday routine (buy tvb weekly and drop by at poh kim) and YAY! gu jie bought me MBF! yayayayay! at clementi's TS, i saw burning flame 2! i want to buy! and then there was an offer on happy ever after, that the 3rd box can be bought at $5 if you buy both the 1st and 2nd boxes. means instead of $80, it now costs only $45! hoohoo but i dont have money. =( my first priority is LIB, then either BF2 or CBWH. or maybe rent TITS. fwhahhaaha. today's LIB was funny, i kept guessing correctly what the character's next lines were, and gu jie teased that im friends with the scriptwriter. hoohoohhoo i cant wait for chuchu to die tomorrow. and the scenes with mariane acting bad was super hilarious, she looked like xiaoxiao in HEA. and the emperor was useless as before, he thinks that beheading people is his hobby. wuahaha. papa and gu jie were engrossed in the taiwan elections and papa wanted me to keep him updated in the results even when he was driving..
10:01 p.m. i just reached home, say about 9.30pm. apparently i hurriedly placed my tape into the vcr only to take it out untouched, coz after i came home, there was NO scenes of tingfang. =( just caught a big fat disgusting cockroach and it stinks. erm yah i shall start from this morning, came to school at an early time of 8.15am, only to be sleeping in the CO room until 9am. quite little people came today, during dazu, guo lao decided to let us, the suona people, have fenzu coz the pieces that he wants to go through dont have suona parts. but in the end *shhh* me, chunmeng, kesmond and zicheng were *shhhsh again* playing mahjong.. yes playing mahjong! i was afraid that some teachers will scold us. and so we didnt have fenzu and when we went up later for the next few songs, we sounded horrible, says yimyiu. i think we were okay. fwhhahhaah. after exco lunch, we played captain's ball but there were altogether only 20+ people and so we split into teams on the spot (which means all the time i spent at the computer lab typing the groupings was wasted, along with my math tutorial which i skipped because of the groupings). i wasnt playing; but it was absolutely hilarious watching sweekeat playing coz all the rest were shorter than him and he was the dominant player.. final score was 21:9. but i have to admit everyone who played had a great time, and those who watched (like me) had a wild time laughing at those playing.. then all of a sudden a bolt of lightning came flashing across the sky and i was scared out of my wits and called for a halt to the match immediately. safety first.. but then we played mahjong in the CO room later and it was very funny and fun. fwhahah. kiaying had to tell us a million times that today was her favourite day coz she did 2 of her most favourite activities: captain's ball and mahjong. later we went to meet meiqi, yiling and michelle at some bus stop and we went to far east square for meiqi's birthday dinner. the japanese restaurant is owned by kiaying's father's friend but she forgot how to get there so we spent a while searching for it.. kiaying said got a lot of stars go there and my eyes lit up.. but most of the stars are basically local artistes. YAY there are 2 jacelyn's signatures i took photos of them. but kiaying bluffed me and meiqi that there are also hk stars' autographs. the food there was nice, meiqi liked her presents, we talked rubbish and laughed around, it was a great day. hahaahh but i wanted to take a cab home coz it was almost time for ASITP. but i didnt have enough money. yiling led us to some building's underpass instead of the MRT station when we were going home, and that underpass looked spooky under the yellow light. some lady fainted in the MRT, she was somewhere near us and we saw the event, another woman was shouting "aei aei" and we turned and saw a lady lying onto another person seated and later fell to the ground. everyone around was stunned and shocked, dumbfounded. they wanted to stop the train, but somehow those "audience" seemed stoned and did nothing. i almost wanted to help, but luckily the lady regained consciousness. i asked gu jie to help me tape ASITP. hahha. but i couldnt help yongjie tape GOH and he sounded angry (through SMSes) so i asked my grandmother to tape for him but she didnt know how to operate the vcr and gu jie wasnt home yet. i still dont understand, why do i have to get help from people when HE wants to tape the show? he could have jolly well asked his friends to tape it for him. its totally none of my business. i have a brutal and violent brother. people who do not know will think that he's my elder brother. NO, he's younger. sp hosting has gone cranky, i cant read my fanfics. boohoohoo.
01:08 a.m. my eyelids are closing, after browsing through tonnes of fanfics. found these but havent read them yet, didnt even bother typing in their links and titles. haiya shall do these tomorrow.. haha how lazy i can get..
10:56 p.m. today's camp wasnt that bad, almost everyone handed in their consent forms, and fenzu was slack. i mean, we finished with all the songs and we still had 2 more hours to go. chunmeng, zicheng, kesmond and i were laming around and fooling around. i guess linling and angela were amused by us.. thus i let them off for lunch at 12pm. me yimyiu yunxin weixin and huising went to ajisen for lunch. erm i was pretty corny and lame but i didnt mean it.. but the rest were also funny and lame.. stupid yimyiu kept wanting me to sit in a corner. dazu was okay except that guo lao was a bit boiling at first then he was okay. as for tomorrow, we planned to continue with the captain's ball. but just now's news said that there may be rain and thunder tomorrow afternoon, so i have doubts that captain's ball can be carried out smoothly. some people want and some dont, but cant satisfy both, so if it rains, we'll cancel it.. yongjie went campfire and till now im alone at home. as usual im bored. i realise that my writing style hasnt changed much. im back to the old me. hooray. anyone can dont agree with what i have in view. but it wont affect what i write. leave if you arent satisfied. fwhahahahha. i saw cold blood warm heart's poster at poh kim just now, the salesperson said the vcd will be out next week! yay! the tv was blasting "what will i do" for the promotion of the new show after LIB. at first i thought it was some FOJ commercial and i ran towards the tv with expectance of some jessica scenes but to my disappointment it wasnt. hhahah nvm anyway it is a nice song.. argh havent iron my skirt yet..
12:59 a.m. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIQI! we went to buy meiqi's present.. erm yesterday (tuesday). meiqi i shall not tell you what it is.. basically mr ng makes my life miserable by adding another item to collate, which is the members' addresses. i just finished collating the rest and now he wants to add in another item. heck i shall give him whatever i've done tomorrow. i dont think it is necessary to give the address. contact numbers will suffice for emergency cases. dear laozhao, dont worry im okay i will be the old ah xue in no time. its just that i need some time to.. adjust to my new writing style in case others come here again. im still feeling a bit out of myself. maybe i need to start renting TITS. if you get what i mean. and i hope the fanfic authors will update their fanfics soon coz there's nothing to read there.. okay got to sleep already.. and get ready for a torturous camp tomorrow.
12:16 p.m. im drowning myself into homework. maybe it will be better if i end this all. this blog is supposed to be mine. it is mine. how should i say.. i feel disheartened about this whole blog thing. i can only comfort myself with TITS theme song. im not getting anywhere near vulgar. im not a vulgar person in the first place. but i hope this blog can be returned to me fully. rightfully.
11:54 a.m. sunday
today i was an optimistic girl, i still am..
06:34 p.m. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERLYN! even though i know you wont come here but anyway, ahhahah just looked at the date and remembered that its your birthday! hahaha i can remember such things clearly, like which day is whose birthday, who was sitting beside me during which lecture, etc.. little things it may seem, but it means a lot to someone when he/she receives a birthday wish from someone else.. went to dhs today to pass yanru some receipts, and saw ttk and guo lao shi, somehow i feel that dhsco is not as strong anymore, plus the committee seems lacking of bonding ties, and everything there seems disorganised. went to singpost later, and omg i saw man's best friend vcd!! its selling at $59.90 but after the discounting and stuffs, it will cost only $30+.. and i saw invisible journey vcd, hmm should i or should i not buy it? hahah wait until i got money first. the weather is gross, at first i wanted to go downstairs to buy dinner, and now with this horrific rain, i may have to stay home and cook instant noodles. its still thunderous now.. just now papa called but all i heard was some zizzling sound, i hope papa's alright.. yup, he called again and i can hear le. its just that his handphone was cranky. okay got to go watch LIB le..
06:01 p.m. bought the two jace magazines and they weigh a ton! carrying them back home was like carrying 2 schoolbags.. cost me $11.20 altogether, a bit heartache, but i think its alright, considered that i didnt spend a lot this week.. erm just popping in for fun, anyway nobody's online, all are mugging.. and oh yah, flora's leaving hong kong on monday for beijing, and hopes she'll come down to singapore very soon.. hahhaahha
01:25 p.m. today's attendance was worse. even grace skipped school. looks like this econs test is really tough.. some petty thief stole my collar pin when i placed it on the canteen table, coz i forgot to put it on my tie this morning, and when i came back to look for it, it was gone, with the petty thief. like how much can a collar pin cost, $1.50, that person has to steal mine.. and so i bought another one. the toilet water from the female toilet leaked into LT1 during math lecture and those people on the left side were yelling for help.. then just now when we walked past the toilet, we saw this sign and started to laugh hysterically:
06:44 p.m. this is one of the thursdays i come home early. starting from next term, i will have chem remedial on thursdays and physics remedial on fridays, plus gp remedial on either monday or tuesday. haiz my computer has low disc space already, must ask someone to burn some videos into cds for me ahhaha. eileen told me the whole ending of LIB, was elated about the ending, but i wont say it here coz some people dont want to know. i told eileen that since her friend told her everything about it, then watching the show on tv will have no more kick. hahhaha to think i actually said that. no wonder joel thinks i crack him up. know why? coz im the spoon and he's the egg. i crack him. fwhahahah lame right.. the weather is bad, hot and cold spells alternating in a day for many times. this weather might be due to global warming. which is serious. please take care of the environment.. otherwise i have to go to school in the rain, and have PE in the scorching sun. they can be harmful to human body. erm i think i sound like an essay. ahahaha. decided not to go for the fann's fans gathering at party world, coz im not used to singing in front people whom im not familiar with. plus fann's not even going.. haha im exempted from the chouwei meeting tomorrow coz yimyiu has econs test.. time to read fanfics
12:22 p.m. many people ponned school to study for their econs and so, the school looks kind of empty. and im going to do my stuffs le.. hmm ASITP is nice except that more spoilers will appear, like michelle saram and sonija kwok. louis and jessica are the best!
01:21 p.m. another boring day. must settle all the CO stuffs for camp by today. then i can do my homework tonight or tomorrow. am having a splitting headache today and my mind is in a mess. i dont know why, but nowadays im losing concentration on the things im doing. and yah i have no current motivation, maybe to go kbox or something. and yah, to sleep.
10:29 p.m. JUST read from jessica's forum, that man's best friend vcd is out in hk! means it wont take long to get to singapore!! yay! hahah am happy now.. today was a boring day, raining in the morning, and failing my chem test by a wee bit. come to think of it, i dont mind remedials, at least they make me study harder. its just that i get upset with myself for getting such grades. drew out some personal plans for myself and im glad that i completed some.. hahah to all my friends who are having econs common test this saturday, must jia you! hahaha joel thinks my blog cracks him up. to joel: please dont tell your friend (jx) that i mention her here. its not that i dislike her, just that sometimes her actions and behaviour really put me off. people do piss each other off once in a while, some maybe more frequently, but nevertheless, i'd rather have a friend than an enemy. frankly speaking, i dont really hate them, the only one that i hate is my primary school enemy, amanda. hmm, but on second thought, even if i see her again, i wont have that hatred as before. so maybe i dont hate her after all. hahah i seriously have no idea what my mind and heart are thinking.. yay bought the sister's magazine which has jessica on the cover. and i didnt buy the joe magazine coz there's NO joe picture in it. luckily i didnt waste my $6. but he really looks cool holding the green apple.. hahaha
11:46 p.m. oh yah, just now as i was helping grace search for her daniel wu vcds, i came across 2 joe's vcds, one was The Point of No Return, another was some sex movie. for the first one, i didnt know who the female lead was so i didnt buy, and for the latter, it's some R(A) show and i dont want it to spoil his image in my mind so hahah didnt buy them. was disappointed when all the vcd shops couldnt give me the ue2 posters. boohoohoo.. am now watching healing hands again to relive the friendship between flora and ada.. fwhahahahahha
11:22 p.m. mrs chan gave us a full day off today. if she didnt, then i think the whole school will bash her up. actually i knew it was a full day but i wasnt too sure, until i saw that the canteen stalls were all closed. we danced mass dances as usual.. then me and grace went to parkway's yakun for some early bird kaya toast breakfast. aiyah, i realised that there's something serious amongst myself and my surroundings. i hope everything will be resolved and not be too awkward for me. if you get what i mean. hahah. me and grace went walking around marine parade since the stores werent open yet, and we went into a pet shop and amused ourselves with the fish and doggies and rabbits and hamsters. but there was this bird that almost freaked me out. it was supposed to be a pair of lovebirds but only one was left. poor thing. grace bought yesterday's xinmin, which printed that jay chou has cancer or something like that, which made grace worried. grace became crazy over her daniel wu and started to become like me and jazreel (ie. buying loads of vcds). met up with adel after her training and it was raining. speaking of which, it has been raining since morning today.. we went to plaza singapura and decided to catch a movie, although i later changed my mind not to watch, adel and grace kept pleading for me to watch. so i did.. we watched mystic river. frankly speaking the movie's okay, just that im a timid person. but the story is still fresh in my head that im scared that i cant sleep. met vivian and his friends outside the toilet before the movie, they watched lost in translation and he said it was okay.. i'd rather watch that instead but the next screening was at night.. so no choice. i wanted to watch cold mountain but it wasnt on screen yet. met loads of vjc people, and part of S62 were also watching the same movie as us.. i think the public must be thinking that we skipped school.. hahaha. ASITP wasnt nice for today's episode coz all they showed was louis and that rubbish sonija. let me announce to the world that, ahem, louis can only match perfectly with dearest jessica. just look at the both of them, they look sooo matching together, and yah LJ (louis-jessica) rules! fwahahhaha hope tingfang comes out soon..
09:50 p.m. finished typing the minutes. feeling exhausted now. LIB was okay. i felt a tinge of sorrow when ling yun was beheaded. but it was very satisfying when i saw chuchu still not getting what she wanted. and i have to say that the emperor is useless. hahahahha.. need to call mdm wee and guo lao shi later. im feeling happy all of a sudden. a sense of achievement. im currently living my life to the fullest, awaiting every happy day, even though there's heaps of CO stuffs and tests for me. yes, xuelin, look positive. you will be happier. i can feel happiness already. =D *smiles* im an optimistic little girl..
05:55 p.m. i would like to quit my post as the VJC chinese orchestra chairperson. any interested takers? i really hope there wont be lessons tomorrow. just coming in for fun, knowing that i'll rant on about LIB later. but maybe not if i cant have access to the computer. okay, time to type minutes for chouwei. i cant imagine myself having to head the chouwei next year.
10:06 p.m. went to tampines with gu jie to shop and gave her her present. she was delighted. came home to watch LIB, and not long after that, i became depressed. my emotions are easily swayed by drama synopses. if im ling yun, i'd rather die.. and that baby is innocent. i hate child abusers like chuchu. i concluded that in the whole show, only ling yun (mariane), her father and xiaoxiao are the good ones. leren is good, just that i dont like leren. and just now i received a call from someone i really hate. cant say who, but it really irritated me. i wished i hadnt answered the call. this whole mess was from papa, and i dont want it to involve me. to that person: dont call me again! am angry now. =(
06:17 p.m. the library was closed at 2pm, dont know for what. me and adel had nowhere to go, we stood around in the canteen looking at the year 3s flocking in to collect their a levels results. then i began to wonder: will i be like them during this time next year? i noticed adel wasnt herself; she was busy messaging someone but i didnt probe. she looked distracted. we went to the second level of the hall to watch them for a while, then i went for physics remedial while adel and wenting ponned. michael lim was very nice, he went through the questions slowly. most physics teachers are not nice, with the exception of mr beetsma, mr michael lim, mrs har, mr chow and a few others whom i have not met. hahahahah. the chinese results are out, grace got A2 and so did theodora. and grace was upset coz her oral got distinction while theody only got a pass.. and they both got the same grades. minghui, yos and ken kwan got A1. ken ng got C6 but he seemed satisfied with it, anyway chinese wont be included for university entry for our batch. am alone at home now, yongjie has gone merrying at some excursion, and absconded with my discman. am listening to flora's cd now, and it happens to play yin nei tai hou which is my favourite flora song.. and ngoi dak hei and yau yuen yan, these 3 songs remind me of the peaceful hong kong.. speaking of which, this morning while i was in the train stoning, flora had already taken off heading back to hong kong, without my well wishes. i feel depressed again. when can i get the freedom that meiqi has from her mother.. i love singing cantonese songs. i like milk chocolate but not to the extent of addictive. i hate to be alone at home at night. im just blabbering nonsense coz i realise i have nothing to write. oh yah, i saw a joe magazine just now but it cost $6 and i had only $5 with me.. hmm shall buy it tomorrow. hope it doesnt cheat my money. lalalalalalala.. i enjoy singing.
01:59 p.m. meiqi said she wrote 3 fanfics.. i only found two. cant find the last one. she said the last one is the longest and nicest one. hmm shall ask her. just now i was looking at the pictures joanne took this morning at the airport, i wanted to scream out when i saw their group photo!! i could be part of the photo! im soooo depressed now. im missing flora. library's closing. have to go now.
12:32 a.m. okay the fan fiction section is up! and i placed my favourite picture of flora and joe! hahahaha go and see, its under site stuffs. i've removed all the previous links to the fanfics from my previous entries. erm my comments are shallow. dont laugh. my "enter" keys are spoilt, dont know why. cranky computer. hmmm okay got to sleep already. and by the time im on the train to school, flora has already left singapore..
10:49 p.m. i've decided not to go and send flora off at the airport. its useless to ask papa for permission to go at such wee hours, like 4.30am. and like what my friends said, there will still be more opportunities in the future, coz flora will be coming back and forth for filming.. yeah and so i took their advice after nagging to them about my situation for the whole day. decided to lump all my fanfic readings into one section, which can be found under site stuffs later. coz this fanfic thing is making me headache. i like to read fanfics but only those which make sense and have clear storyline, as well as they match the leads with people i like, and most importantly, my idols are the leads. i cant write fanfics coz my organisation skills and language proficiency isnt up to standard. ya and so i read others.. the pw grades wont be out with the rest of the a levels subjects tomorrow. i think tomorrow's invisible journey will start at 8pm, couldnt catch what the advertisement was saying, so i set my handphone alarm to remind me. if i missed it i would be greatly devastated. i hope i wont miss it. nowadays, or rather, this week, there's little tutorials to be done. basically cyl goes through dc circuits with snail speed and ive done that tutorial way back in donkey years. as for chem, i'll always go along with mr chok's pace and i do understand the tutorials. for math, there's actually 2 undone tutorials to do but lee ba finished one and i will try to finish the other one tomorrow in school. have to rattle about schoolwork, otherwise i will fall into the deep hole of idol fantasy. having mixed feelings this week, dont know why too. grace's new blogskin looks nice, maybe its time to change my template. but im too lazy coz its time consuming. im starting my dread for VJCO. again. and my favourite word of the month is "goodness". it sounds good. heehee.
12:28 p.m. yesterday night i received a message from joanne, that flora's flight is at 6.50.. AM! which means if im sending her off, i'll have to pon school. actually i dont mind ponning school.. then i messaged her today and asked what time do we meet, and she replied... 4.30AM! which means i have to wake up.. erm i mean get ready at around 3.30am! which is impossible for me to sneak out of the house without papa noticing. he reaches home at around 4 plus and he'll know if im not in my bedroom. then how? should i ask him again? argh im in a dilemma.. today zurong "impressed" the whole school with his fake accent and i think the whole college, except jingxian, wants to slap him. chem prac test was okay. and yah dunno why suddenly kiaying cried, and she said she cried for no reason.. i think she's too stressed. dear kiaying, look on the positive side. there'll always be friends with you to comfort you.. yay found many fanfics. one of them is done by meiqi. a superb writer. i refuse to read the louis and jessica fanfics coz there are just too many and i cant possibly choose the better ones from so many. so haha i'll recommend meiqi's one.
05:50 p.m. the sexuality talk was okay but kenneth felt uneasy that theodora was beside him and the whole class tried to hold our laughter but couldnt and so we sniggered at him.. hahahah after the talk, the CDC teacher said that there's a mediacorp trip next wednesday.. and i almost screamed out loud and was super excited about it.. but after physics practical, grace said that all 30 places had been taken by the WHOLE class of 04S62!! how can they like that? it becomes like their class outing!! they are robbing the others an opportunity to go just because of their selfishness. i detest them, just like how i detest their senior class, 03S62. i do not hide my dislike for them. and thus i was terribly upset and hurt. boohoohoo.. i cancelled CO practice today coz guo lao shi was on MC and me, grace and linling were going for the mass comm talk and yunxin's not here and some people wanted to support the cross country people. i can see that many members were thrilled to the moon to hear that co is cancelled. coz huising almost wanted to hug me when i told her the news. the mass comm talk was very interesting and the speaker, dr. ang, was very friendly and amiable and all the more i want to join NTU mass comm. so i must study hard. and i hope i can send flora off at the airport on friday. although i've said that im officially off fanfic, but it was irresistable whenever i find a new fanfic and well-written. some are horrible due to their rubbish vocabulary and grammar, and come cant even get their storyline clear. ahahaha im talking to laozhao now when at melbourne its 8 plus reaching nine. singapore is lagging by 3 hours from melbourne. and my computer sound system has just died on me again. bah.
12:17 a.m. goodness. im into fanfic again.
among all the 5 fanfics that i've read, here's my top three faves: hahah got to sleep le.. my eyes are tired.
01:18 p.m. HAPPY BIRTHDAY gu jie! my latest hobby is reading fan fiction.. found these great flora fanfics, now available at site stuffs. most probably the a levels results will come out on friday. which means i can send flora off at the airport!! i was so devastated when i saw the photos posted on the forum, thinking that i can actually take these photos and get sooo close to her and talk to her.. saddened. by the way, these fanfics are readable, Promises is very sweet and innocent, WDYL is more romantic and more characters, and more focused on flora and joe. these two are on flora and joe, for the latter its more R(A) but hahaha the storyline is good.. for the third one, ILWY, its written by joanne, good but i think too vulgar for me, im an innocent little girl.. hahahhaha but till now, her plot is around flora and moses. i prefer flora and joe together. aahahahha.. but since i've finished reading all three fanfics, im officially not into fanfics yet.. good fanfics are hard to find. got to finished what i've scheduled for today. and get on with life without fanfics, carry on with my math coz its been hanging there since the end of math common test. am meeting huizhi later to settle her appeal stuffs..
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