Wednesday, July 30, 2008, 11:24 p.m.
nothing much today too.
happily reading 王子公主。
school's starting in 6 days' time.
as much as i want to go back to school, i just dont want holidays to end.
so yeah, am slacking as much as i can now.
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY KENNISE!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
stayed home.
nothing much.
learnt how to solve rubik's cube.
shitz im blogging less every day.
and blogging crap.
Monday, July 28, 2008
went back to mediacorp to visit my dear colleagues.
had lunch at pizza hut.
the gossips, bitching and discussions never seem to stop, and i really enjoy being updated with all these.
collected the book for auntie jennie.
continued rewatching la femme desperado.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
woke up late.
we went j8 and suntec.
was very fun!
Saturday, July 26, 2008
went e!hub with 615 gang.
sang at kbox, went arcade, and then to tampines.
so fun to hang out with them.
after which went park mall to meet all the sammi fans.
we went shopping after some discussion during coffeebreak.
i bought another karaoke vcd!
luckily its quite cheap.
at night there was a havoc msn conversation.
haha that was super funny. =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN!
aarrgghh!!
stupid facebook keeps hanging whenever i open (lil) green patch.
i was blogging halfway when the stupid facebook window hung and the entries are gone.
never mind, i'll just retype.
anyway, i went for fyp meeting in the morning.
stupidly tripped when i ran up the stairs at the mrt station and now my left knee is bruised.
went grocery shopping and packed the room a little.
saw at mikong that sudden weekly (magazine) is celebrating its 13th anniversary and 13 artistes are giving away their items to lucky readers who write in with the attached coupon.
Mi's giveaway includes her orange hollister hoodie, Show Mi boxset and Show Mi DVD, ALL AUTOGRAPHED.
i soooo want the hollister hoodie.
so i was thinking, if the magazine arrives tomorrow, i can either airmail or speedpost the coupon, which will then arrive in hk before the deadline, 29th july.
then if i heng heng win the prize, i would need to fly to hk to attend the ceremony next saturday, and ive checked out the prices for jetstar, go and come back on the same day.
then.....
one phone call brought me back from la-la land.
the magazine only arrives next week.
sayonara, hollister hoodie.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
the aftermath.
was still a bit scared.
im just timid.
it took a lot of videos, chats and songs to ease the feeling.
replenished my sleep in the rainy afternoon.
saw an old magazine article in which Mi mentioned about her seven favourite mornings.
the 7th morning was the sweetest:
第七個早上。
我第一次偷偷地和男朋友去泰國旅行。
在酒店那朝早上很開心。其實那間酒店在市集，樓下有平價購
物商場又有街市，環境非常差。但是那朝早我一覺醒來很開心，
心想：「我又住咗在個皇宫度。」我記得那朝冷氣蓋冧掉了下
來，第一次已正正式式同男友去旅行，怎樣也好玩。不過，回
家又要承受壓力，要騙說媽媽去别處旅行。回想起來，第一次
同男人去旅行，战战兢兢，颗心真的很卜卜......架。
so sweet right... =)
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIMYIU!
went hmv and bought eVonne's album at SGD9.95.
went kino and bought a book.
went to tcc for dinner.
went to take neoprints.
went to watch a movie which everyone thinks its nice except me.
i thought it was scary.
okay full stop.
im scared that i will be scared again.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
yy, boon, cui, yanting, tracey, adel, and all my ntu business and accountancy friends' convocation.
after which we went shopping at vivo.
bought another 2 cds.
开始爱上发呆。
原来发呆可以让人忘记一切。
脑袋空空的，什么都不想。
这种感觉很舒服。
但是，眼泪出卖了发呆时的空白表情。
很喜欢这种催泪的方式。
至少，若什么都不能说，这方式能抒发内心压抑的感受。
有时会觉得自己的想法是多余的。
不论说什么，尽管是对的，都一概不被采纳，甚至被怀疑。
旁人的一句，尽管是错的，都完全地被信任，百分百支持。
有反省过：是自己的问题吗？
始终没有答案。
当这类事件一再发生，就由不得自己觉得是自己的问题。
但是，到底错在哪儿？
朋友间是如此，亲戚间也一样。
也许以后，自己什么话都不说，什么事也不需要预自己一份。
因为自己原来都不属于每个人的圈子。
中午的偏头疼，原来是征兆。
ashley and gareth's full-month celebration.
baby galore!
baby #1: ashley cheong, 1 month old, elder sister of the 龙凤胎 by 2 minutes, in the arms of her mummy aka my cousin, annie-zeh.
baby #2: gareth cheong, 1 month old, younger brother of the 龙凤胎, in the arms of his youngest grandaunt aka my youngest aunt, auntie jennie.
baby #3: trevor lim, 7+ months old, son of my cousin victor-gor, rolling around on the floor trying to attract the attentions of the adults from another baby rival, zachary.
baby #4: zachary kwok, 1 year and 3 months old, son of my cousin melvin-gor, in the arms of his grandma aka my 5th aunt, auntie karen.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
stayed home.
thankfully i did.
tvbj showed 《第11届新秀歌唱比赛》(1992), and i thought there wasnt anything about Mi.
haha until dicky mentioned that Mi was performing.
yoohoo!
Mi's part was a bit silly, but still worth my recording.
stephanie che was one of the contestants in that batch, and it was quite obvious that she would win, because she really stood out sounding better than the rest.
dicky's standupper was super funny, along with philip chan.
shush i actually know of so many artistes in the 90s.
Friday, July 18, 2008
cleaned out the kitchen.
went shopping for ashley and gareth's presents.
olympic glass #2!
change of plans for september.
went down to collect my card.
they are super inefficient.
my card looks quite ugly.
never mind, two years later when the card expires, i'll see if i can change for a nicer looking one.
quite tired from the housework.
suddenly there are so many things to think about.
routine housework.
brunch.
feed fishies.
2 x on-zai's cds.
SVS concert cd.
sammi 完全精彩 karaoke dvd.
met meiying at mrt station.
rewatched DIF4.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAZREEL!
did the usual housework, and cleaned up the tv console.
did the groceries too.
finished transferring ROTCH.
am starting with the legendary swordsman tomorrow.
pauline called in the morning about the music cue sheet.
then chatted with poker about what else but MHA and mobwars.
there certainly is a difference between playing MHA and mobwars in the office and at home.
thanks to poker's advice, im buying all the tiny properties in bulk.
he's earning 4 million more than i am!
but i caught up with the difference by half after heeding my advisor's words.
miss you guys at mediacorp a lot.
xun and i are coming down someday!
am going to ring up GWC tomorrow for my card.
rahhh.
“很难解释为何一伙朋友中，总有中心份子和流离份子之分，
也许与物理有关，又好像与五行之说有关，它本是一件很玄的
事。中心份子绕着中心人物转，有迹可寻，不易偏移，流离份
子却是不能预计的，缘来便来，缘去便去，无迹可寻，也不会
留低什么。”
--- YEN，《百分百o岩FEEL》。
我很认同。
anyway i finished the book yesterday.
did housework yesterday and today.
its my holidays, yes.
but,
i have no life.
Saturday, July 12, 2008, 11:13 p.m.
woke up around 10 plus. missed doraemon again.
wanted to leave the house at around 12pm, but i had a feeling that the postman would arrive, and i didnt want to miss it again otherwise i'd have to wait until monday, so i waited.
and i was right!
my "feel 100%... once more" book has arrived!
yippie.
finished reading my "150cm life 1" book on the train, so i started chapter one.
am going to continue with it later.
HAHA.
happyyyy.
met up with germaine and subrina. when we reached i met up with jo and her sister and cousin. saw jessica and her friends there too. =)
after which the 3 of us just talked crap for 1.5 hours, while waiting to be pushed into the queue.
we seemed to be more excited about Mi than the event we were there for.
after what seemed to be 10 years or so, we finally managed to get into the queue.
this event was quite boring, because there wasnt anyone that i like.
i gave up on mataktak a long time ago (shortly after i saw him for the 3rd time), and this time when i saw him again, i didnt have the melting feel leh.
this meant one thing.
i dont like joe ma anymore.
but he's still quite a nice guy la, to be fair, even though his mandarin cannot make it.
i heart on-zai now. =)
lai lok yi is surprisingly good looking.
ha yu is funny as usual. i like his "ah-fan" in EYT, so annoyingly funny.
i purposely gave my yellow tissue wrapper so that i could shake hands with suzanna kwan. shes quite pretty for her age.
fala chen is... quite alright.
after getting the autographs and handshakes, we waited around until they left, and i managed to shake hands with lai lok yi again.
no purpose la but i kind of enjoy the chasing process.
how i wish Mi and meiheng would come.
gave jo the lai lok yi photo.
haha one auntie came to kaypoh about our photo exchange and she wanted to exchange for lai lok yi's photo with fala chen's photo.
after that we met may at the escalator. she was wearing the same top she wore during the chalet! haha.
bought another on-zai cd just now.
couldnt find the ones that i wanted.
am collecting the olympics coke glasses from macdonalds.
im a sucker for such rubbishy collections.
but i dont want to eat macs once a week for 5 weeks.
i shall buy them for sailo to eat and i can keep the glasses.
yay.
am excited about september.
am excited about next summer.
i have decided, if it is confirmed, then my grad trip shall be in hk! haha if i have enough money i may go either taiwan or japan too but thats next year's issue.
hk is a must-go!
go go go.
haha shall go read my "feel 100%... once more" now.
Friday, July 11, 2008
slept until late afternoon.
did some housework, then fixed my puzzle.
papa came home after work, and the two of us finally finished the puzzle!
yayayay.
i kept my promise of letting papa have the sense of achievement.
the holiday air smells so good; i didnt realise the next day was a weekend. =P
am in love with mion's version of 教我如何不愛他.
then there are a few "new" songs that i liked too: 好男不與女鬥,日落旅館 and 雨天晴天.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
woke up early to go my grandparents' place to accompany them to the polyclinic.
spent about an hour and a half there, then we went for lunch and to the bank, and eventually back home.
the 3 of us were bushed so we napped.
it was precious time spent with my loved ones.
the guy in hearts of 19 is so cute! (the 7pm channel u korean drama)
he has the on-zai aura.
hee hee hee.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
went ps to walk around.
i cant seem to find on-zai's "in the name of..."
went park mall for some enquiries.
then went to my grandparents' house.
after dinner, i went back home, and when i was at my letterbox, i realised i forgot to bring my keys out!
i still went up, hoping that sailo would be at home.
nope.
called papa and he was in johor (thankfully johor and woodlands are super near. i would have waited until midnight if i were still staying at pasir ris. then again, i could have crashed at yeema's house if i were still at pasir ris.)
so i went causeway point to jalan while waiting for papa to come home.
must remember my keys in future. >.<
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAREN!
went gym with yy.
i love the treadmill.
there werent a lot of people coz it was a weekday.
after that we ate late lunch (and all the shedded calories came back) and yy wanted to buy her black pants for work.
we went shopping for her pants and luckily she managed to get one pair.
boon and mich dropped by and the 3 of them camwhored with boon's new samsung phone, while i collected my mingpaos.
am damn glad i gave up tvb weekly for mingpao.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIAN!
rewatched KOYAT.
did some housework and transferred 4 episodes of ROTCH.
shootz i cant remember what i did yesterday.
oh i remembered. i got another contact for the fyp.
going to contact the person soon.
today i transferred another 12 episodes of ROTCH.
used papa's computer to rip the "new" cds i bought, because my cd drive is stuck.
went to research on how to make LED placards.
the making is easy; its only the wiring that is complicated.
swept the floor today.
am making myself useful at home.
papa asked about my genting trip.
that means its a yes!
yayayayayay.
am excited about it.
now that i dont work in mediacorp anymore, i dont really see the point in playing mobwars and my heroes ability.
its definitely the colleagues that make these games fun, especially when the whole department is playing them and discussing about them even during lunchtime.
that day meinu pauline called my "helpline".
i felt like going down to help her with the transfers and the random work that nobody is helping her with.
if you guys are reading this, i miss you all.
update: just now was reorganising my files, and i listened to 教我如何不愛他 (on-zai and deanie yip's version), then listened to on-zai and mi's version. mion's version was full of screams. at the beginning, i only heard screams and i said to myself, "omg i cant hear a single shit." then after that the screams subsided, on-zai's part was very soft, then when it was mi's part, i was stunned.
omg its damn nice lor.
their chorus was even better. halfway through, the screams got intense at one point and i figured it must be something mion was doing on stage that caused the frenzy. mion's version is so much better than on-zai and deanie's version.
then i went on to listen to mion's version of 會過去的. the screams are worse, more like shrieks. my favourite part of the song was interrupted by the shrieks. personally i like on-zai and stephanie che's version very much. if only there is a clearer clip for mion's version. then it would be perfecto.
Saturday, July 5, 2008, 11:05 p.m.HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZONGXIANG!
我觉得人是非常矛盾的，很多时候因为想鱼与熊掌，所以搞到
自己不清不楚。昨天，因近排吃多了烟熏烧烤口味的薯片，想
转一转口味，就买了熏猪肉口味薯片。原来，有些东西，分开
时，各有各的精彩，各有各的味道。一旦硬把它们凑在一起，
效果却不太理想。所以，之前曾幻想熏猪肉与薯片的混合味道，
原来与现实差距太大。如今，可怜的薯片静坐在餐桌上，无人
问津。
昨天花了整个下午，砌好所有的楼房，只差海与天空未砌好。
老爸昨天不舒服，午间返归歇了些，看到砌图的三分之二已完
成，自己也想动手砌。原本已经决定好，让老爸砌完剩下的三
分之一，好让他有满足感，我自己却心痒痒；幸好手没痒痒。
昨晚开始把《神雕》过带，过了八集。突然有想立刻过完它的
念头。我爱《神雕》，小说漫画电视都看了几十遍，可是在过
带的六个小时里，我不知道狂笑了好几次，现在重看，原来看
出了很多奇怪的漏洞。《神雕》，是好看，是好笑，是个美好
的回忆。
今天与两组好朋友进餐，很开心。两组人都话当年，谈未来。
我发觉，这个时候的我们，都是矛盾少女，没工作的为找不到
工而烦恼，有了工作的，却为即将或已经开始工作而难过。正
在放假还没毕业的，看似轻松，内心里暗藏着不同的忧虑。每
个快乐脸孔背后，都有着忧心忡忡的烦恼，是开心，是难过，
只有自己了解。
我觉得自己不可能是朋友们之中的重心，也不想做重心，因为
我不喜欢万众瞩目的感觉，反而喜欢躲在自己的温暖角落。但
偏偏的，有时的我很想他人能重视自己的感受与想法。我是矛
盾的，我承认。我不想有口话人冇口话自己，所以每次我都会
努力地重视别人的感受与想法，成功与否，我唔知。我只知道，
若想他人对你好，你就得先对他人好。只要自己付出过，就已
不在乎成果。是非常老套，但是，有时我会奢想能有一天得到
成果。
我本身不喜欢自作聪明的人，自己亦都尽量别自作聪明，以免
有口话人冇口话自己。但是，如果自己是对的呢？是否也不把
它说出来？说了没几个人相信，就没了自信。不说，别人可能
会捷足先登，然后自己不甘心，来个马后炮，结果还可能会被
冠上“笨蛋”的雅号。所以，做人真矛盾。
有些人喜欢惊喜，有些人则喜欢淡然。想有惊喜的人，得到的
却不是想象中的，就后悔为什么不接受与想象中相近的淡然。
喜欢淡然的人，得到的却是意料之外的，就后悔为什么不接受
含有期待与无知，和意料之内的一丝丝相似度的惊喜。
今天买了三张安仔的華星年代的专辑，和在我的wishlist里已
久的专辑：鄭四萬的《时间，地点，人物》。原本想从新加坡
的yahoo auctions买的，谁知网页有技术问题，连自己卖的东
西都看不到。幸好香港的yahoo auctions没有问题。曾几何时
自己对自己说过，暂且不买安仔的专辑，结果一买就买三张；
然后又对自己说，既然难得的找到了，就买吧，况且其中两张
有亲笔签名。矛盾的心理会变出很多歪曲的道理，好让自己舒服。
老板亲自招待我这个稀有的豪客，并说没有鄭四萬的签名专辑。
（心想：都已经有齐了Sammi的专辑，只差那么一张，我怎么还
会再买已有的专辑呢？）老板说，有机会的话，会去让Sammi签
在专辑上。我毫不犹豫的说：“要不然你带我去找Sammi，我自
己跟她拿签名。”老板笑了笑，不语。近80块的生意，得罪不起。
原来老板也会矛盾。
下午我在MPH翻了翻两本介绍香港的lonely planet，在音乐介
绍中，小本的有提到安仔，却没有Sammi。大本的，有提到Sammi，
却把鄭四萬的姓氏写错，把Cheng写成Cheung，害我当场向老赵
大发牢骚。原来，lonely planet也有自己的矛盾。
生命中的许多矛盾，当发生的时候，让人抓破头发；但事发之
后的反省，更能显出，这些恼人的矛盾，其实也是生活中的一
种趣事。
(PS: thanks to all who remembered my birthday, before, during
and after.)
fixed half of the puzzle.
once i sit down, i cant stop fixing it, until i get a headache.
raw salmon is yummylicious.
checked out the price of the recorder.
shall get it tomorrow.
i havent done the tape transfers yet.
the stupid puzzle is stuck in my head.
finally finished rewatching hh3.
ive watched it a million times so i was basically forwarding it throughout.
the sheer thought of going on a holiday makes me excited.
not to mention going to see Mi.
okay, NOW im excited about Show Mi in genting.
its just that, i havent been to genting since 20 years ago (the last time i went, i was only two), and i have no inkling about genting.
irene-yeema called, she said the twins are having their full month celebration on the 20th.
the girl is ashley, the boy is gareth.
i forgot to ask who's older.
i won the auction for the "mi, myself and i" lorry cap.
but the seller is going to australia and coming back 2 weeks later.
means im only getting my cap in august.
hmm what show should i rewatch tomorrow...?
Wednesday, July 2, 2008, 11:30 p.m.finally archived the march to june entries.
after breaking them up into their months, i realised i only blogged twice in may, and 3 times in april.
after hh2 ive been rewatching hh3.
i think ive had enough of healing hands.
shall finish it soon and rewatch other happy shows.
did a bit of my puzzle.
did the usual housework.
time passes fast at home.
yesterday i didnt do much either.
watched tv the whole day.
did the housework too.
i havent spent any money in july.
YET.
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