when the morning comes...

Monday, January 28, 2008, 11:00 p.m.

janelle is my new colleague!
havent seen her for 5 years since the dhsco days.
she's a full time location researcher, and we are going to be on the same project, with huixun and marcus.
=)

finished my work quite fast today.
and i was given next week off (ie. 2.5 days off, because eve is already a half day), which means i have no work from 2nd to 10th feb.
=)
i love my little 鼠仔.

Sunday, January 27, 2008, 11:50 p.m.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENFANG!

time to recep my busy week.

the sun didnt come out on wednesday.
half a day on thursday.
full-to-the-brim friday.
went back on saturday.
stayed home today to do shot lists.
i am engulfed by work.

the names are out! 賀子揚 and 蔣雪蔓.
cant get the best of both worlds.
at least i like 5 out of 6 characters.
then there're statements from both parties, to which i have no comments.
im happy as long as they are.
i bought a mouse for the year of the mouse.
fake one lah.
the mouse carries a lot of meaning.

rewatched UADITSOL.
wanted to rent DIF1 and 3 but no time.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008, 11:18 p.m.

saturday i went causeway point (ie. my neighbourhood shopping mall) with yy to see the tvb artistes. its been... 2 years since i went for the last tvb promotion, which was the one with kenix. going for such functions are quite fun, but i was feeling quite old among the 小妹妹s.

we were around the third row, and based on experience, we would definitely go further front when the actual event started. true enough, i almost reached the front railings. comparatively to other tvb events that i went, i wasnt as excited about this than the rest of the events. mainly because the artistes who came are not my idols. plus yy didnt want to scream for her myolie coz she felt so embarrassed. after the event i still asked yy: "you want to chase them to the carpark?" the reply was a definite no. haha if my idols came i would chase to the carpark. so this time we were purely watching a live show so after that we went for late dinner at ichiban sushi, which i have never entered before for as long as i moved to woodlands.

i was quite happy when myolie sang 猪小姐 because it is a variation from on-zai's 猪先生, and i LOVE 猪先生 very much. so was quite happy because it reminds me of mion. to digress, i was thinking of going to hk to watch on-zai's concert in may. (may again? coincidence, no? think again. everything about them seems interlinked.) but then there's internship so perish the thought ba.

i went crazy when the host mentioned hard fate and flora, even though it was just for a few seconds. i brought the mingpao weekly with flora on the cover, and after the event the magazine almost had its cover torn away from the main book. i regretted bringing the magazine. and so i was telling yy if meiheng ever comes to singapore in the future for tvb promotion i'd reach the place super early and be the first fan. after which i added, that there arent a lot of meiheng fans, and in the first place meiheng might not be going back to tvb at all in future.

sunday was then filled with endless shot-listing and feeling very upset. thought about all the ridiculous things i could do to escape from it... but knock knock. its back to reality.

monday's magazines were ALL of wenfang. 7 bucks worth of magazines and i realised i missed the ah long pte ltd roadshow on saturday. then today huixun saw wenfang at wardrobe when i was at the office. everyone has been seeing wenfang at the company except me. i kept missing the chance. this year laozhao doesnt have any lobangs for the ah long pte ltd movie premiere on 30th jan. even if she has, i cant go coz ive got a night shoot for keppel. bah. i have 144 more days to try to bump into wenfang.

everyone's been feeling down over at OMR, because of the rumours of on's so-called new girlfriend, and they dont know whether to be happy or sad. havent been updating at MT for a week or so.

im going to fight against the sun tomorrow. i'd probably look like an idiot being covered up totally but i dont care, coz i dont want to be burnt anymore, especially CNY is coming... hee.

Saturday, January 19, 2008, 11:31 p.m.

每一天，都会提醒自己，正处于逃避当中。
然而，若要逃避，需要跑得比别人快。

“2:2，平手打和@2007年平安夜。小寶閣。半夜熱身の大戰中。病貓vs老鼠。”
无比的甜蜜。

Thursday, January 17, 2008, 11:23 p.m.

quick update.
i am burnt.
both inside and outside.
my arms are like crabsticks- one side red, one side white.
am glad today is the last day at keppel in the week.
5 more days of shoot to go.
and 10 more tapes to timecode and transcribe.

from tomorrow onwards i have no more table and computer.
huixun and i are sharing one table and computer, to give space for new interns.
reminds me of my entry on the 2nd.
one less thing to be happy about.

am going for the tvb promotion, partly to accompany yy, and partly because it is freaking near my house.
was initially contemplating on going for summer studies.
i checked: there's only one university for hong kong, and i dont want to go that uni.
guess its fated.
shall escape to hong kong for a while after the 149 days has ended.

saw hong-zai (william so) at the company reception!
was kind of shocked to see him in singapore.
wanted a photo but there were too many unknown people there and was too shy to ask.
the "together" "news" in the papers about mi and on is trash.
i read it yesterday online and its all fabricated out, even though mion fans cant wait for the day they are together to come soon.
we are damn weird; we want them to be back together, we find clues and loopholes to prove there is some hanky-panky going on, but when the tabloids talk about it, we suspect its authenticity, and slam the magazine/paper for the foul language and terms used in the articles.

王子公主 are going to have names!
i voted 賀子揚 and 蔣雪敏 but the majority have chosen 蔣雪蔓 instead.
love the 雪 but dont fancy the 蔓, haha.

i am pathetic.
i cry myself to sleep every night.

Wednesday, January 9, 2008, 11:26 p.m.

warner music is quite cheapo.
they are going to release 鄭秀文極品精選 LPCD Mastering.
all the past prominent warner songs are included.
warner keeps releasing compilation albums of old old old songs; what for?
probably not buying unless the cover is damn nice; but then the warner copyrighted pictures are probably old old old.
warner has overestimated the mifans: a lot of them are thinking of not buying the compilation album.
me included, because its just so dumb to buy it when i have all the songs in their original cds already; and we probably have a lot of compilation albums already too.
so there.

PI is professional internship. sorry for assuming everyone knows, because everyone else's are called professional attachments.
i need to visit mantown soon but i have no time and im sleepy.
cui is the first friend that i know who likes on-zai.
yippies.

Monday, January 7, 2008, 11:33 p.m.

i hereby declare that i love fridays.
i love the weekends too.
weekends never felt so heavenly before.
on friday, OMR was up again, and the boardmasters declared that they are restoring 王子公主。
was so glad and excited.
but its really hard work for the contributors.
thankfully cherry saved 48 pages of the 2007 version.
but there are still 10 pages to reconstruct.
鸡柚 everyone!

went grandparents' house on saturday night.
saturday and sunday were spent watching old Mi movies and Mi dramas.
yesterday's hacken show was quite short.
i thought tvb was going to mosaic the drawing but apparently no.
instead they made it super short; Mi hardly said anything new.
haha but their rendition of 红日 was damn nice.

opened a partially private blog for my PI entries.
haha nothing updated yet, so if you want to read about my PI, leave your email in the chatbox and i'll add you in my list.
but everything here will go on as per normal.
that is, full of idol crap.

okay i think im done for the day.
i have no time to check MT coz im downloading a life of his own disc 11.
thanks to MK, im finally able to complete the series.

Thursday, January 3, 2008, 11:43 p.m.

1月3日。星期四。冷。

几天前，怀疑自己有否后悔。
几天后，更加怀疑。
也许一切由始是个错。
错。错。错。
想想不久的将来，自己会做什么。
良久，始终未有头绪。
感觉自己笨透了。
笨。笨。笨。
想了想，或许应该做小贩。
或者OL。
或者...

163天。
何时才能来临?
沉在一片苦海中。
然后逐渐感受现实的残酷。
迷惘。
从来未似今天的失去方向。
能否从繁乱无路的人生中，重新找到红绿灯，好让自己不再迷路?

眼泪不听使唤地流下。
任由它。
现在，只有它是知道自己应走的方向。

好友们的关心，倍感窝心。
谢谢你们。

1月2日。星期三。阴。

喜。有自己的座位。
欣。有自己的电邮。
乐。有朋友的陪伴。
可以因简单的事开心。
偏偏事情越复杂越难过。

1月1日。星期二。雨。

新年快乐。
08年的愿望：
祝家人朋友身体健康，平安，快乐。
祝自己身体健康，平安，快乐。
不奢求什么，
但愿健康，平安，快乐。
07年的最后一天，向了观音菩萨致谢。
谢谢朋友们，给予愉快的游戏除夕与日本餐元旦。
铭记於心。