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11:51 p.m. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE! not exactly in my bestest mood today. a lady from england bought 2 bottles of so magic and hongyi and i split the bottles up so that we could have one transaction each. other than that one and only transaction i didnt have anymore today. haiz. some birdbrain CAAS security came to check the outpost during hongyi's shift and said our drawers were messy. he said that violated the rules of fire safety. and he reported the matter to the supervisor, the sup told roph and roph came to scold us. haiz. so we arranged everything in the drawers. got our schedule for february and the 4 of us were discussing about it enthusiastically, ignoring any customers, if there were, that is. ahhahaha. that was the first time the 4 of us were present during one shift and talking so much. =) so we changed the schedule a bit here and there and it was finally settled. had chouwei meeting at the airport. quite successful. at least we gave out the telephone numbers to call to sell tickets. hahaha. but seriously, i dont like most airport staff. i mean, in general. ive seen so many of them walk past the outpost and in central. the girls are like chatterboxes and the guys are cheeky. and most importantly, they arent friendly or polite or courteous. i think we smile to passengers more than they do. i think my impression of the airport was quite good coz of TITS. but in fact, it didnt turn out to be what i expected. haiz. and we have a hideous uniform. i absolutely refuse to wear it. but do i have a choice? haiz. i hate it when my computer cant access to mailboxes, and whenever i go to the free internet at the transit, it will always be full of people and i cant use it. haiz. i simply dont click with the usual airport staff. i think the best person in the airport is the trolley uncle. coz he's super cute and he greets us and gives us today to read and we everytime see him driving around collecting trolleys and smiling to us. =) getting our pay on the 5th. i felt like quitting coz they people there arent making me comfortable, i have so little sales, chouwei have no time, and i dont really like my boss. and i hate the salesgirls at central. haiz. and to think i like my job last time. yah i do, probably before i realise how hypocritical the salesgirls were. when i said that i wanted to work in the airport, i meant the jobs that are only found in the airport, like passenger service. not selling perfumes. but anyway, ji lai zhi ze an zhi i shall not rant about it, i shall see how the situation goes day by day.
01:59 a.m. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE! im not offended. but i dont know why people are still discussing about my encounter with raymond. yes, strictly speaking im not his fan. but i dont hate him and hes a very friendly person unlike other artistes who like to act big shot. erm that encounter was for a very short while and yah i admit that im lucky because of my job. but that doesnt mean that i know everything about raymond. like hello, i only talked to him for an hour. every single raymond fan will know more about him than me. so its actually useless to ask me questions about raymond since i dont really know him. probably for an hour while the rest of the fans worldwide probably know everything about him. like i dont even know his birthdate. at least i shared my experience here, not that i kept it to myself. so i'd appreciate if people stop discussing about my encounter. its already a thing of the past. im not exactly offended but i dont like people rephrashing what i write and posting elsewhere. its like plagarism you get it? anyway "hahahah" and all the useless laughter are some no-meaning words that i use to represent my laughter. coz i totally resent using "LOL". its the same reasoning as sigh and haiz. you say haiz when you sigh. so you laugh as hahahhahah and not laugh as "laugh out loud". and whether or not the laughter sounds like a real laughter or a sarcastic laughter, it can be seen by the contents. har-har-har. hahahahahahah. can you sense which is which? sorry if i sound mean or anything, this is my blog so i shall write out whatever i feel. i'd be very happy if people stop discussing about my meeting with raymond. its the same as me stopping to harp over the fact that i missed sending flora off the last time she came to singapore. because i believe that there will always be a next time. so why talk about it anymore? and, i love joe. =) i'd also appreciate if people dont pull joe into the discussion. thanks.
11:45 p.m. got two sales today. i hate working at central. coz the salesgirls are like hypocrites. one moment they talk to you like very nice people, the next moment they evilly steal your customer and ast as if they got the customer by themselves and claimed them to be theirs. haiz. luckily i am not close to any of them at all. hahahah mano's different. coz he's really nice and he doesnt steal customers from anyone. hahahah coz he's not a salesman. hahhaahah. my sales are slowly decreasing. haiz im not up to par anymore. haiz. daryl, ive replied your email. do check your mail. hahaha. today when i reported for work, i saw mary bukoh and jeff wang at the departure hall filming some travelogue. hahahah they kept NG-ing so i had to wait there for them while watching. i got their autographs in time coz i was running late. hahahaha. then while hongyi and i were with a customer, he saw quan yifeng but we didnt have time to catch her, and i didnt see her. so after the customer left, i went to transfer C to look for her and found her in the gate le. she had bright red hair, and like what hongyi said, she had a black face. yeah i saw her looking pissed in the gate. hahaha so i couldnt get her autograph. by the way, the customer we were attending to, she wanted to buy one bottle and get 2 free gifts. but our promotion was that when you buy 2 bottles you get 1 free gift. so she wanted the opposite and we were telling her our boss said cannot and the 4 of us were like 2 chickens 2 ducks, speaking in english and malay. hhahahhaa. kept telling her tak boleh but she insisted. so in the end she didnt want to buy le. haiz.
i saw nick shen arriving back in singapore! hahahh remmeber the first day of work i saw him departing? hahaha and today i saw him arriving. haahahha. so coincidental. and he was wearing the same shirt. hahaha. am so troubled by chouwei and concert. there is frigging no more time left. only one more month. and no tickets sold. so please, if you want to watch DHSCO's annual concert, please drop me a message.
the fanfics are all not updated. so bored. cranky computer cannot access emails so i have to go to the airport and use the free internet to check my mails. eileen sorry i cant send you the pictures and song yet coz of cranky computer. =( and im still waiting for TITS. i want to dye and cut my hair!! and buy clothes!!! but...... no...... time...... =(
11:59 p.m. got 2 sales today. yesterday sales were booming and yet i had my off day. haiz. went for lunch with vincent and irwan and we talked about horror movies. as usual i had nothing to talk about coz i never watch horror movies. hearing them say about how the horror movies were so scary, i concluded that i made the correct decision to ban myself from scaring myself. hahhaha. there was this kb woman from the central shop. i dont even know who she is. she walked up to me and said "why didnt you put lipstick?" i told her my lipstick got wiped off during lunch and she said "next time your lipstick must be seeable.." wah lau. do customers actually care how much lipstick you put?!?! anyway i dont wish to look like the rest of the gossippy salesgirls in central putting on thick makeup looking like sluts. we are at a loss finding a date for chouwei meeting. it seems that everyone is busy everyday everytime. haiz. gujie came to my house just now and she bought some goodies for us. =D and i received xinhui's photos!!!! absolutely fabulous. especially the group photo with flora. stunning. hahhahhaa. my computer is infected with stupid spyware. so every webpage i go to will kena cut off. so now i cant even check my mail. hope this problem will be solved by tomorrow. i usually dont deal with these problems; its usually yongjie who does all the cleaning up. coz i scared if i press anything wrongly yongjie will kill me. sooo.. not that i dont want to clean the rubbish up. hahhahah.
09:31 p.m. woke up late coz i slept at 3 plus yesterday so i couldnt go to meiqi's house to dub tapes. haiz. yingchun messaged me that the GOH cannot make it for the concert. well done. because of him, we had to delay printing the posters and the letters. because of him, we might not be able to meet the deadline. and now, because of his irresponsible actions, we have to change everything. being invited to be the GOH doesnt mean that he has absolute authority to act like he's the boss. excuse me, he's JUST a permanent secretary. note: permanent. so sad means he cannot be promoted. and because of his "cannot make it" we have to do so much work. haiya dont invite people la, invite tan thiam hock can le. since he's so supportive of CO, unlike the new principal. and ttk also another one, at first we were rushing to print the tickets and he said "bu yong jin, man man lai" (never mind, do it slowly) so we did it slowly lor. and now we tell him that the tickets will be out next week and he said "too late le". wah lao who was the one who told us not to hurry? and who was the one who said it was in time? and so he was also the one who said too late le. haiz. i expected it la. ttk. old le. i expected him to eat up his words so we were actually speeding things up le. but then all went wrong because of who? the lousy ex-guest of honour. =( met up with yimyiu and went shopping. couldnt find any clothes to buy so in the end we went home empty handed. when we walked past hyatt, i felt like going back to work at hyatt. hahahaa. but at least i like my current job. =) yay received my pay from sanshu le. correct pay. hahahah. saw this nice jacket from zara. i want to buy!!! hahahah. then yimyiu and i went to play around wearing office wear in zara and the high heels and acting like executives. yimyiu snapped a picture of me but then the salesgirl saw and was on the way to us. photography wasnt allowed there so we hurriedly put the clothes back and walked out of zara. ahhaha. haiz i cannot go for meeting tomorrow. everyone wants the meeting to be at 3pm instead of 11am. soo.. yimyiu will have to lead the meeting instead of me. speaking of which i havent told her what to say during meeting. hahahah. i havent received xinhui's photos while she said she had sent them le. what if she sent to the wrong address?? then it would be so wasted. haiz shall ask her. so many people knew about raymond and i. so it means that so many people come here to read. hahahaha nice to know that i have a broad readerbase. hahahaha. if you have any questions you can drop a note in my guestbook. i will reply when i can. ahahhaah. and when will TITS boxes 3 and 4 be coming out?!?!?! i cant wait le. everytime i walk past poh kim i will want to buy it. coz ive been waiting for it since 2 years ago. you can see that im totally anxious about it from my archives. hahhahaha. i dont want to continue with LIB yet coz its a sad story in the middle. poor ling wan. idiot chor chor. stupid wong seung. hahahah. i dont want to continue with the missing episode of ATE yet. coz i need to recheck whats missing then continue. and that is totally a waste of my time. stupid scorpioeast cut off the episode. haiz. and chronicles of life is so sad to start with. haiz. i havent bought my fair lady, lost in love, and practically all those in my wishlist unstriked. hahahaha. so here i am talking nonsense again. coz i have nothing to do online. shall go save my pictures. and change my pictures for my blog. hahahaha.
11:55 p.m. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENFANG! went to the airport at a super early time of 6 plus. did split shift today and time passed by very slowly during work. woah i hate doing split shifts, because i have to snatch customers from the other salesgirls. and they snatched mine too. so the competition there is very tough. haiz. there are some people i quite like there, like eileen, cindy and joanne. and the funny security man called mano. ahhahaha. azar was very nice to help me get my first transaction. but the second one i had to fight with the other salesgirl to get it. haiz. at 11am, i went over to the outpost and helped yunxin and grace out. hahahaha grace and irwan have the fu qi xiang hahahahah. but so many people are quitting. haiz. i rested during my break. roph said i shouldnt be appearing anywhere near the outpost coz i wasnt supposed to be there. so i took a light nap at the chairs opposite the outpost, and haiz after i woke up they said danny yeo just walked past. hmm not that i cared la but haiyo so coincidental coz i was thinking "danny yeo sounds familiar" when the announcement called his name for boarding. haiyo how can he be late for flights?!?! hhahaah. took a nap at the rest area and then later went out of transit with grace to find the tvb stars. woah when we went out they were there le! so we walked towards them but raymond had many fans while kevin had a few (or none) so we took photos with kevin first. then we took photos with raymond and he was talking to the other fans. so grace and i just stood there listening to him. i took out what adel asked me to let him sign. =) but a bit embarrasing coz adel printed like 3 copies of different sizes of the SAME photo. haiyo. then i asked him to talk to the camera and he just said "hello, byebye" hahah so stupid. then he stayed outside for quite some time, but not long enough for adel to rush to airport from her driving. kevin went in to the departure gate first, with his assistants. but raymond was left alone without assistants. and he was carrying like loads of things. so one fan asked if i was working at the airport, and i said yeah, and she said "then you help him take the things in la!" errr i couldnt possibly say no.. so in the end grace and i took a bag each and entered from the pass holders' entrance while he entered through the tourists' entrance. weird. how come news travel fast, that im working in the airport? haiz. hope they wont expliot this advantage from me. anyway i wont agree unless i can do it. hhahaha. after we entered, raymond was still checking in so the whole group of fans were stuck to the glass pane looking at him. i bet those people were full of envy and jealousy of us. we took a trolley and placed his things there and then he came in and he pushed the trolley while i carried his pandan cakes. we chatted a lot of things. haahhaah. he was quite a chatty person. as in i didnt ask personal questions and i didnt ask stupid questions. ahahahaha. showed him the way to his gate. but the gate wasnt opened yet and he needed to find kevin to tell him the gate. so we led him out again and ahhahah we looked like his personal assistants! hahaha. but so weird nobody came up for autographs only got one mother went up to him to let her son take photo with him. aahhaaha. grace went back le, so left with raymond and i. we went to the departure gates again coz i told him that adel wanted to see him. so he said okay. before that he talked to adel on the phone and adel was scared coz she didnt know what to say.. =) then he said he wanted a drink and so we went to coffeebean and he asked me if i wanted one and i said no need.. ahhahaha. so we sat down and he was busy calling overseas calls while i was trying to contact adel and deleting her pictures. after so many attempts to try to see him, adel finally saw him. ahahha. well at least she didnt rush there for nothing. ahahhaah. got a lot of interesting things happened and raymond and i talked a lot. i was super embarrassed when i conversed to him in cantonese. hahahahh. he seemed to be my friend more than an actor. ahahahah. so i was his overall personal assistant but yunxin said i was the maid. =( hahahah. anyway soon i led him back to the gate and he met up with his crew so i bade him goodbye.. thats all. hahhaha i know a lot of people wanted to have such close approximity with him. maybe he isnt my idol so i wasnt as nervous as adel. but if it were my idols i tell you i will also be too nervous to talk properly. so far i havent seen joe, mariane and jiawei. if i ever see joe...... IM GOING TO HUG HIM!!! hahahahah he's soo darn huggable. plus if he'd sprayed miracle homme, i wont ever let him get out of my embrace. ahhahaha. ive seen fann, jace, chris, flora, jessica and moses, and of course a lot of other stars. hahahaha. raymond should hire me. but haiz i forgot the most most most important thing: to tell him my name. haiz. but after troubling him for so long i decided it'd be better if he forgot me. haahahhaha. my newest friend, raymond lam fung. hhahahaha. my future boyfriend, joe ma tak chung. after the star-befriending, i went to eat dinner at coffeebean. the pasta was bland but the chicken and mushroom were yummy! ahahahahh then i started work. at 7 plus there was this guy who wanted to buy miracle homme. but then he had only 42.50 while the bottle cost 52.50. i assured him that we could return the change in US dollars coz he wanted to use up the singapore dollars. but then when i was entering the sales, i somehow pressed wrongly and the change was in SG dollars! then i didnt know how to calculate and i called the DE for emergency help. but they took a million years to come when it was only a few steps' distance. so the man was in a hurry and left without buying. it was my fault. haiz. couldnt stop thinking about what a grave mistake i made. only until i got another sales then i felt a bit relieved. ahahhaah. closing was tedious. so many things to check. in the end i reached home at 12 plus, even when papa fetched me home. haiz. talked to yimyiu about today's events and she said that tomorrow i will be in the tou tiao maybe some papparazzi had taken pictures of raymond and i at coffeebean then they might spread about his rumours. just like what they did to raymond and michelle chia in today's wanbao. ahahhaahah. and then yimyiu was saying i will be yi pao er hong hhahahah she thinks im a packet of red tea. yi pao er hong. hahahaha. i love my airport job. my dream job every since i watched TITS. actually my first choice location of job is at mediacorp. then at airport. ahahahaha, so next time i want to work at mediacorp. hahahahaha. =D
11:22 p.m. haiz. no sales at all for myself today. grace got one while hongyi got 3 from central. maybe central has more people. tomorrow im working at central so hope i can get at least one bottle. haiz. broke my record. =( this korean guy came to me just now and the 2 of us were talking like one chicken one duck. he took out a piece of paper and wrote: give you . i was puzzled: why would he want to give me ? anyway he walked away muttering something i didnt understand and he never came back. ahahhha. so many people walked away promising to be back but they didnt come back. haiz. roph said big boss was coming from hk to singapore today so we hurriedly prepared for his arrival but he didnt come. wasted. but she said he's coming tomorrow so we'd better buck up tomorrow. haiz. TITS boxes 3 and 4 are still not out yet. cant wait. haiz. i love today's i weekly. firstly, the advert said that the issue with flora on the cover was totally sold out! hahahh coz the other issues of i weekly were never sold out before. ahahhaahah! yay! and i bought 2 copies somemore. ahahaha. secondly, there were pictures of flora and jessica in the astro wah lai toi awards. and among so many hk artistes that went, they only featured flora and jessica. ahhahahaah. thirdly, there's a new show to be acted by fann and chris soon! called fu lu shou or something. ahhahaha. goody! forth, there was a message from jace about her new year wishes. hahaha. fifth, moses' show, riches and stitches, is showing on scv soon. hhahah. haiz. all my idols were featured except dearest joe. haiz. never mind, at least i found another flora-joe fanfic to please myself. haahaahah. i cant wait to watch TITS and make that as my full time job. hahahaha. =D
11:33 p.m. today did early shift again. wasnt too sure how to set up coz the first time i set up with roph's help. hahahaha i couldnt find the switch to on the lights for the display. ahhah. at first i felt like i might have zero sales again, then this aussie man bought one from me! ahahah was over the moon. this time i checked that i gave him the correct bottle. hahhha. but at around 9 plus, i started to have gastric pain. haiz. so painful that i had to sit on the floor hiding behind the cupboard. then roph's spy came and said i didnt give out the blobbers, ie. the paper that we give out for people to smell the perfume. hey i gave out like a hundred lor. stupid fella. how dare you say i didnt give out any. just because you spied on me for like a few minutes and just nice i had gastric pain then you say i didnt give them out. rubbish. anyway, i went for lunch with vincent and irwan and after that my gastric pains were gone. =) hongyi and i crapped so much during work. really no potential passengers during that time. haiz. so we were saying whether we could see some ming xing... coz hongyi and melina saw energy yesterday when i was off. so i was thinking maybe some day i can see some artiste.. i knocked off at 3.30pm, so when i exited the staff and pass holders' entrance, i turned to bengawan solo and i saw a familiar face. very, very familiar. ooohh. charmaine sheh. hmm i dont really like her, but then i dont mind getting her autograph. i only wont get the autographs of people i really detest, like ho yeow sun. hahahahahaha. so i borrowed a pen from one of the working ladies, and asked her to sign for me. i asked her if she was leaving today and she said yeah. she bought 8 boxes of pandan cakes!!!! aahahah wonder why all hk stars love pandan cakes so much. i love them too ahahhahah. anyway i looked at her entering the departure gates alone, without any guards or assistants or fans. so weird. she was wearing the exact same clothing she wore to singapore. ahhahaha. so i quickly walked back in to transit. dashed to hongyi and told him that i saw charmaine. he was excited and we checked her flight, it was the china airlines departing at 5 plus, gate D44. since all the transfer D gates are near our side so when she wanted to enter she would definitely walk past us. if it was transfer C then wont lor. hahahah. so we waited. then siti maisara came for work. she is one of the senior's daughter. she's very nice.. ahhahaaha. then while we were briefing her how to use the cash register, i saw charmaine walking towards us. but she went in the toy shop, called kaboom! and was looking at toys. i went in with a blobber and asked her to try the fragrance. she took it and smelt it for a while. meanwhile i asked for another autograph and told her that jessica was waiting for her at the hotel just now. so i got charmaine to talk to jessica. haiz. that jessica. talked and talked and talked. very chiong hei.. i saw that charmaine was a bit irritated le coz i kept hearing her repeat the same things again. after that call she wanted to stop le but i asked her if she could talk to eileen again, and after hesitating and my assurance that it would only take a short while, she agreed to talk to eileen. eileen was super shocked to hear charmaine's voice. ahahahahha. yup as expected they talked for a short while. short and sweet. i think eileen left a better impression than jessica. and i was the worst. following her from outside to inside. ahahahah and she couldnt chase me away. ahahahha. anyway after the calls i asked her if she liked the perfume, she said it was too strong. i guess she didnt want to buy so she cooked up some excuses. ahahahh coz the perfume was sprayed for some time le so definitely not strong le. ahahahah. i thanked her and she smiled back and she left with her assistant for more shopping. and thanks to her, i stayed at the outpost for a while and thus i got another transaction. ahahahahah. but it was also thanks to her that i got scolded by papa for being late for house viewing. ahahahaha. went for house viewing at woodlands. haiz. the 2 houses were similar. but after a long talk, yongjie and i accepted woodlands. because i thought that if papa likes it there then we should respect his decision. some more, if we really cannot accept woodlands when the time comes and after a few years, then we can move again. plus yongjie and i are still young, we can choose our homes when we get married next time. so we decided to let papa make decisions. there was also another family competing with us for the house. in the end the highest bidder won, who were us. hahahaha. but then after we signed the contract, i thought of the facilities and amenities. haiz. no tvb weekly. hope there are vcd shops and rental shops. haiz. no wet market. actually im not very sure coz i havent been doing my homework about woodlands yet. soo... lets wait till the time comes. haiz. haiz. i wished i saw someone else other than charmaine. maybe my idols. but then again, i would be so tui if i saw my idols coz i didnt have a camera. hahahah.
06:17 p.m. went for tooth fillings today. hahah makes no difference coz it wasnt painful. =) today was my off day so i cut some newapapers but became tired so i stopped cutting. ahahhah. so many things to do for gongyan. and they are now showing my fair lady's ads. im lost for the show. hahahha. finding some nice pics to change my pictures. hahah.
11:40 p.m. today when i reported for work, melina hadnt had any sales for the morning. then i was thinking, "haiyo then like that i wont be getting any sales too.." then at around 2 plus, this russian couple bought a bottle of so magic from me!! hahaha i was overly elated that i soon forgot if i had given the correct bottle to them. so i hurriedly and worriedly went looking for them. went to their gate but i forgot how they looked like. so i went back to the outpost and took the visa receipt which had the man's name printed on it. the people at the gate were very nice to let me in to find him and with their help, i managed to settle it. in the end i realised that i had given him the.. correct bottle. haiyo. anyway never mind, at least i was sure i had given him the correct one. ahahhaah. while grace was having a break, i got another transaction from this hongkong couple. i heard them talking in cantonese so i was wondering if i should talk to them in cantonese. so i managed to insert one sentence of cantonese. and they laughed upon hearing it. dont know why they laughed, because of my cantonese or because of the sentence? hahahaah. but i felt so embarrassed coz my cantonese is so lousy compared to theirs. ahahah. then i felt so bad coz i got two receipts while grace got none. so the next transaction was from a british couple, which was brought in by me. but i typed in grace's salesman code. hahahah. yay! so now grace has one! hope she will get a few more after i left and tomorrow! hahah. but for that couple, i forgot to press the visa button on the cashier, then in the end the receipt printed as cash instead of visa.. haiz dont know whether will be affected or not. then after the british couple i got another one from thailand. so today i got a total of 3 transactions!! hahahah im absolutely over the moon. ahahhaha. my favourite fanfic, Who Do You Love has finally ended! the ending is a great one!! ahahaha. but it also means that i have no more flora-joe stories to read anymore. hahahah no fret. im buying TITS soon!!! when the rest of the boxes come out. hhahah. yesterday grace and i were looking at a handsome angmoh pilot, line pilot (3 stripes), going into the bookstore. gawking at him. ahhahaha. so handsome. some pilots are quite dashing, but some are old and balding and have beer/pot belly. here is the pilot ranks . hahahha. vincent is the best looking pilot ive ever seen. i mean, joe is the best looking actor among all the actors acting as pilots in TITS. ahahahaha.
11:17 a.m. thanks to people who cared. thanks to grace and adel. =D im alright now. it seems that i forget unhappiness easily, probably by sleeping or by watching tv. hahaha. oh yah, forgot to say, yesterday i saw nick shen at transit. he was with a group of people going on holiday, wearing the same t-shirts. i waved at him and he waved back to me. ahahah. today's sales was terrible. one person only. i heard that the outpost in T2 sold 6 bottles yesterday while we only sold 2. but today they sold none and we sold 1. ahhah. so we might be able to catch up with them. but then again, if the customer doesnt like the scent then what can we do about it? so it all depends on luck. haiz. i smelt of so magic when i reached home. hahahah. hongyi was quite nice and friendly. ahhahaha. overall this job is nice, but then when i worked for the first 30 minutes, i was already feeling as if ive worked for an hour. time passes by very very very slowly during work. and i was absolutely rejoicing when the clock striked 1900 hours. hahahah. jessica called me to tell me that TITS was out on sale! thanks! after work i went to tampines and saw TITS. but only boxes 1 and 2 are out. boxes 3 and 4 are not out yet. i want to buy all at one shot. ahhahah. TITS is the first tvb drama to have english subtitles. hahaha. it doesnt make a difference to me since i watch all tvb shows in cantonese. all i need is subtitles of any language. coz sometimes they will say some phrases that i dont understand. like that time when i rented UE2 tapes, they tapes didnt have subtitles. and they were talking about the forensic terms so i was very blur at those parts. hahahaah. yay. finally TITS is out. and ive decided not to lend anybody my vcds already. so those people with my vcds currently are still able to watch my vcds. but ive promised megan and yimyiu to lend them GF and SP respectively, so they will not be included in my decision. hahahah. and to those people who wants to watch TITS, im sorry to say that i wont be lending anyone the show for at least the next 6 months. coz you know me, ive waited for this show for a million years. hahahah. but if you want to watch you can come to my house and watch with me. but not all are welcome. ahahahha must ask me first. =)
06:12 p.m. today im terribly accused. upset. i felt so wei qu. coz papa scolded me for not washing my black shirts. but today was the first time i wore it ever since the hyatt job. so that was a long time ago and papa could have very nicely told me to wash them instead of hollering at the top of his voice at me. luckily i was in the bathroom so i didnt have to face him. it wasnt my fault that i didnt wash my black shirts while i was in hyatt coz i started work early and ended late. and its not my fault too that the colour of black clothes will run. papa called me just now to ask me something about the computer. i had left it on with my msn and my blog minimised. apparently he went to the computer and looked at the stuffs as if they were his. and he was booming over the phone "who was the one who watched pornography?!?!?" no it wasnt me. i swear. sompah. it was yongjie. i didnt tell papa that it was him. but then again, what papa saw was a virus. coz since dont know when, there was a programme that will auto save into the computer after some time and we always had to delete them away coz the icon was a picture of a woman. a slutty looking woman. gross. dont know how come will have such viruses. then papa was scolding away about porn. scold me for what? i wasnt the one watching porn. the computer is shared by us so if it wasnt me it must be yongjie. so i felt totally accused when papa made a sweeping statement that WE watch porn. another thing. i dont want to move house. but papa insisted and there was nothing i could do. coz i can NEVER win papa over such topics. and then if i had told him that i dont want to move, he will flare up and you know when he flares up, he will scold anything under the sun. put the blame on everyone else except him. for this characteristic, its like father like son. so anyway, i dont want to move but it is too late coz someone has agreed to buy the house. so we need to find a house soon. the thing is, I DONT WANT TO MOVE TO WOODLANDS. NO. i love the east. i have spent all my life in the east and i will want to do so in the future. woodlands is like, alien to me. the only thing i know about woodlands is that it is near to the causeway. like it helps. i hate going to malaysia. and papa wanted us to go view the house on sunday. but i'll be working and papa wants me to change shift. i wont lor. i wont change shifts with my colleagues just to go view some house that might not be what we want. worse, just to view the house in a location which i dislike. and i know i wont be happy with the whole idea of moving house. and he insisted on me changing shifts. i wont. thats it. i love my job more than the unknown woodlands house. and i love my present house the most. yah so now im terribly upset. and crying. things are not going my way. i dont understand why papa and yongjie have a fiery temper and i dont. i dont understand why woodlands. its not very near to any poly or university anyway. so in what way will it benefit us? even if it is near compared to pasir ris, then what about in the future? just because it is closer for a few years doesnt mean that it will be an easily accessible place for us next time. so next time i want to go airport chase idols i have to take a whole bloody hour. next time i want to go downton east i have to take a whole bloody hour. next time i want to visit my grandparents i have to take more than a bloody hour. next time i wont have my tvb weeklys. no more airport. no more friends. i will be a freaking loner in a loner place. i have to take another bloody hour to go meiqi's house to dub tapes. it doesnt help that its near town. its also not very near actually. i wont have the money to frequent town anyway. i have to spend so much time and money on transport. dont talk about pasir ris being at the very end of the east west line, and thus being very inaccessible too. rubbish. i have everything here. even if there is nothing here, at least i have the memories of us in this house for 15 years. so many things happened here. if i blurt out the truth, nobody will buy our house. i'd rather do that to keep my house, but that will make papa very angry and in the end our family might be always at loggerheads. why is it so difficult to stay here? i will pay for the expenses if papa thinks the cost of living is too high. i'd rather find a job and work to earn money to sustain the house than to go to uni and lose the house. im sorry if this whole entry seems alien to you if you are reading. im already crying like im going to lose this house of memories forever. in actual fact, im losing it as every day passes. i wouldnt know what to do by the time comes. i think i will have a breakdown. like now.
yesterday, 20 january 2005 met up with adel at orchard. im sorry for being late. we went to buy cosmetics for my work while waiting for jessica's call. saw allan wu, lilin and their daughter at taka and they were very nice to let us take photos with them and get their autographs. sage cadence wu is soooo cute!! hahah. the 3 of us were supposed to meet up and go to raymond's hotel and wait for him there. jessica knows which hotel it was but we didnt. at first she said it was at orchard. i swear she said that. then i received jessica's call that it was in bugis. i was quite pissed coz she made us go all the way to orchard. dont forget they we are paying adult fare which is frigging costly. i wanted to leave at 830pm for like my own, but in the end i didnt coz i felt bad leaving adel on her own. so i asked 5 people to tape like my own for me. hahaha. many thanks to yimyiu, kiaying, meiqi, gujie and yongjie. =) we reached AAA hotel (undisclosed due to reasons) and saw ben's car. haha. waited until 10pm for them. meanwhile adel and i talked and acted as if we didnt know each other too. while we were talking about raymond being "adel's friend", suddenly someone shouted "ah fung!!!" then we turned and saw raymond!! adel dashed to him and requested to take a photo with him. then he said "sure, but you'll have to make it hurry." in a weird tone that i wanted to laugh out. hahaha. the rest of the fans were getting autographs with my pen! hahaha. i let adel touch it first after he returned it to me. =) then he went out to hail a cab and we went to talk to him. he's a nice guy, at least he didnt chase us away or express displeasure. hahah. we didnt wait for the rest of the artistes coz it was getting late and i had work the next day at 6am. so adel was extremely thrilled after he shook our hands. hahaha. at least i didnt sacrifice like my own for nothing. went home and watched like my own. my goodness the ending is.. alright. not the happy family ending i had expected. but ahhaha i guessed correctly!! hahahah clever me. i cried at some scenes, especially during the scene when steven woon was crying outside the room. haiz. the nice show has ended. my thursday nights are now going to be very boring.
11:18 a.m. yunxin, grace and i went to the airport to report for work. candy dropped out so there wasnt a need for a buffer anymore. yay. there were 10 people in all, 4 boys, the 3 of us, priscilla, melina and samantha. hahah. they briefed us about the rules and stuffs and we went to exchange for our pass, but yunxin and samantha's ICs couldnt be passed. so they couldnt go into the transit. today was my first time in transit. coz i have never flown on a plane before. ahahaha. they brought us around for us to be familiarised with the place. then we were split up to learn cashiering from different cashier counters. wooo. i almost entered something wrongly. ahahah. overall it was fun but the shop that i was sent to had sooo little customers, that i was walking around the shop for like 10 times looking at the perfumes for so many times. haiz. yunxin was pissed coz she couldnt enter the transit. haiz. there was nothing we could do but to tell her what we did and observed inside. we went back to vj and my goodness, the fenzu was inefficient!!! okay i admit that kesmond, chunmeng, zicheng and sweekeat, probably mingfue and yixiag, are very good players. but i cant really say so for wenjie. and the juniors should have proper fenzu instead of practising by themselves. haiz. zicheng is playing the zhongsuo now, coz ever since i left vj, there was nobody to play the zhongsuo. ahahahah. so now he has to do it. its so unfair. when we were still in vj, we had to play lousy songs like sha di er, nan dao ah li lang, and whatnots. now they are playing all the nice nice bao3 liu2 qu3 like guan1 yu3 and mang2 chun1. why like that??? haiz. and my zhongsuo is missing!!!!! couldnt find it in vj and lydia said she brought it back to dhs le. but what about my gaosuo which was inside the zhongsuo box?!?!? how?? haiz go back to dhs and search again. =(
while yunxin was talking to her junior on the bus, grace and i did something super silly but fun. we pretended not to know each other. hahah this was taught by minqi so i was the one who brought this silly thing up: tomorrow working at weixin's office packing cds since my airport job starts on friday. hahaha. i feel so guilty missing my fair lady. haiz i have no time for tv shows le. so here i am munching on grapes, and typing the long entry. =)ahahaaha.
12:50 a.m. hahaha my latest favourite song:
恋爱达人
(girl)给你一分钟你若还不行动你就是没种装再酷也就都没用
(boy)眼神不能在乎态度若有似无你自然就会跟我走(baby)请上钩
(rap) un...爱是个野东西它让我的心变成了谈恋爱的机器谁遇见你
(boy)我已喜欢你 yeah...
(rap)恋爱达人的终点就是追到你没有规则这游戏永远继续
baby 就是你请靠近我怀里别假装不在意我想我喜欢你 view in chinese simplified. im almost done in memorising wen wo. ahhaahh.
11:57 p.m. woke up late so i was late in meeting grace. ahahah it was a coincidence that we both wore yellow shirts and jeans!! ahahahah we looked like bananas in pyjamas! hahaha. met up with yimyiu and we headed to yung sheng printing to change some things about the poster and tickets. very sorry to yvonne who had to wait for 1.5 hours for us. when yvonne and i walked to the canteen, one girl who was walking towards us bowed at us!!!!! ahahhahahahahaha. i saw that and i was totally amused. she thought we were teachers. hahahaha. after lunch we were busy with the addresses and stuffs. haiz. so busy. went to meet megan for interview at cafe cartel, and lent her my square pegs vcds. they seemed interested in hiring us coz they looked shorthanded. ahahhaha. was thinking of renting my vcds out instead of lending, but haiya since they are all my friends so lets not talk about money. jiang3 qian2 shang1 gan3 qing2.. ahhaha. so long didnt see megan hahah i miss the times when i get to see my vj classmates everyday. =)
01:20 a.m. haiz, it seems that only Yang Qian Hua can work on my blog. probably i need a song with a smaller size. coz of all the songs that ive uploaded, this song is the smallest in size. haiz. anyway stick with it, whether you like it or not. its a nice song actually. ahahahah. =) i wanted to put xian ni tai hao but somehow cannot work. haiz. ahahah.
10:59 p.m. went to dhs to settle things with ttk. haiz. so many things to do. wrote the addresses of all the primary schools in singapore. totalled up to 177. haiz. still got secondary schools, JCs, polys, unis.. haiyo. the training was changed to wednesday so tomorrow im still going down to dhs to settle things. after the hard day's work yimyiu, grace and i went to kfc for dinner, thus missing my fair lady. haiz. so i have to buy the vcds. hahaha. yimyiu's house area is a place not fit for people to stroll in between 6pm and 8pm. coz thats when the birds come home. and relieve themselves. hahahah. so scary. so many birds circling the sky and making so much noise. hahahah. like bird park. yucks. ahahah. went to pasir ris poh kim and hahah the lady said TITS will be out in 2 weeks' time. and the 50% discount will apply for TITS too!!! ahahhaah goodie. the poster was right in front of the shop. wow so impressive, ahahha. walked past arts laser and they were showing the lunar new year vcd. just nice they were showing fann's song. so i stayed to watch. ahahha she was so cute in the mtv, appearing in 3 characters. the old woman character was so cute!! ahhaha. bought the mock shark's fin soup again. ahahah delicious. mingjie hopes that i can go back vj for fenzu on wednesday, i told him i got training so maybe if im free in the afternoon i can go down. woah they have 70+ CO intakes this year!!!! so many. dont know whether they will stay on after first 3 months or not. and gosh, guanyue has 26 people!!!! never in history that vj guanyue exceeded 8 for each batch!!! wooow. so many no wonder they need people for fenzu. hahahah. hmm promising. my batch only had 5 guanyue people, and i was the only suona. haiz. sad. kelvin has the potential to be a good chairperson for dhsco. ahhaahh just now he was scolding his committee for being late. ahahahah. well done. he was taught by me. haahahah. in terms of skills and leadership. ahahah inherited from me. =) coz i always came back to fen them hahaha.
11:37 p.m. im now hooked sammi's wen wo. coz just now i heard andy hui and gigi leung singing it on the charity show on tvbj, and i recalled that sammi was the original singer of the song. hahahaha. so now im learning it. ahahah i learn songs very fast. the justice sung 2 theme song was composed by koo ka fai, and lyrics written by james wong. i think james wong's lyrics are superb; they contain so much meaning. wen wo was also written by uncle james. its a pity he had left us. my respects to zhim shok.
问我- 郑秀文
問我歡呼聲有幾多 問我悲哭聲有幾多
無論我有百般對 或者千般錯 全心去承受結果
問我得失有幾多 其實得失不必清楚 view in chinese simplified.
09:31 p.m. first day wearing my contacts, hahahah was a bit not used to it in the beginning. somemore cannot really sleep with it. hahaha. went to visit my grandparents. as usual i was supposed to cut newspapers but i didnt coz i was too lazy. fwhahahah. and too tired because of the contacts. so now im lazing around and tomorrow going to dhs to help settle the tickets. tuesday starting training. hope everything goes on smoothly. and hope TITS vcds will be out soon. hahahaha. and hope m1 decides to have an offer for e330c. haiz. the fanfics are not updated and im bored. as in, there are things for me to do like arranging my table and cutting the newspapers and stuffs but ahhahaha these things need a whole day to complete so im leaving them to some other days. bwahah.
02:07 a.m. i just realised i have the same birthdate as jeanette aw. ahhahaha. thats fair, yimyiu has the same birthdate as christopher. so my birthdate is the same as her idol's and her birthdate is the same as my idol's. ahhahaha. i love it that dearest joe's birthdate is one day before mine. hahahah. hope we can celebrate our birthdays together. ooohh. =P
11:39 p.m. collected my contacts today, so i was late in meeting yimyiu at bugis to buy her present that she was supposed to exchange with her class. hahaha we got distracted easily so we decided on a present really fast. heard so many funny stories from her students, especially the primary one kids. soo hilarious. reminds me of the times i led the taonan camp and the cute children. ahahah. when we reached dhs, the npcc students were walking out of the gate, and when we walked to the foyer, this female teacher came shouting at us, "WHO ARE YOU?!?!" and we didnt know she was referring to us. didnt she learn her manners when she was a student? mei2 jia1 jiao4.. then she shouted at us again..
and guess what? when we went into the co room, there were like 7-8 people inside!! with the lights on!!! was she blind or what? locked the room? nobody? so all the people inside were invisible arh? siao. so we told the people in the room and they hurriedly packed their things. when we were walking out, the crazy woman stormed to the students and railed at them: GET OUT NOW!!!!!!!! wah she thinks dhs is her house arh? nuts. somemore yexiang's car was there too, i think she's really blind? couldnt she see the big fat car parked there??? then she made a big fuss again. after the meeting yimyiu and i had dinner at pastamania. the people were queueing before getting a seat so we were saying how dumb they were coz the place was almost full. hahahah. went to poh kim and looked at the vcds and decided which vcds to buy. asked the salesgirl when TITS will be out and guess what?? ahahahahh she said NEXT WEEK!!!!!! ayayayayayay!!! erm she said if its not next week then its 2 weeks later!!!! ahahahah yayayyayyay! ive waited for 2 years for this fabulous show. hahahah. since 2003. grace lost her wallet!! we helped her search for it but to no avail. then just now grace messaged back to say that someone found her wallet and returned it to her!! ahahah so happy for her!! =D
09:46 p.m. went to meiqi's house to dub tapes. but i didnt finish dubbing like my own coz meiqi had to leave at 12pm. so i have episode 12 and the last episode to dub. haiz. bought a bowl of mock shark's fin at white sands for 2.50. hahaha mock shark's fin is comparable to the real one!! ahahah. but try not to eat the real one coz the sharks are innocent. hahah try eating the mock one. its quite nice! hhaha. my fair lady is very funny!! its not the conventional ancient dramas. hahha. i cant get into loveflorahan.com. dont know why. nobody is updating fanfics anymore. im so bored. and i cant get into the website to download the astro wah lai toi awards. haiz. i want to go shopping for clothes and accessories. seed of hope and not just a pretty face are out on vcds. so i hope TITS will be out soon. haiyo my blog is getting uninteresting. and so is my life. h..a..i..z..
11:42 p.m. went to recruit express to find jobs. haiz. then went to airport to meet grace and yunxin. so i might have a job soon. hhahaha. kinokuniya called me too but if i accept, i'll have to sign a contract, so she gave me time to consider. hahaha. my blood test results are back and there's nothing wrong with me. so i still dont know why i fainted. ahahah. yongjie won a handphone just by playing a one-dollar game at the arcade. hahaah. so lucky. dont know whether i should buy my fair lady vcds or not. coz i dont really like shows (especially china-based) without subtitles, either english or mandarin. hahahah. hahaha as usual the bored me resorted to watching tv to cure my boredom: ahahahahah. zhi-en is so cute in today's episode. =D and yay we guessed correctly. hahaha. in today's episode of jade starbiz, there was a special on moses in australia. ahahahah. luckily i taped it. ;) tomorrow going to meiqi's house to dub tape. hope her vcr wont spoil again. TITS is ending soon on vv drama. hope the vcd will come out soon. ahahahaha.
11:16 p.m. what a boring day. watched one disc of LIB. then searched for jobs from newspapers. used the computer for a while then watched tv. these are the shows that i watched today: except for the first one, the rest were all tv shows. ahhahaha. im a tv addict. today's justice sung 2 was absolutely exciting. but then i dont like marco ngai's character, not because it is a evil character, but because he has the same name as me. a guy with the same name as me. yucks. hahahah. my fair lady was very cute. the hk actors were superb. i think gabriel harrison is very handsome even with the moustache. hahaha. but somehow the show reminded me of benyue. hahahah. i think jade showbiz was cut because of lack of time. haiz. i wished i could watch the full show coz maybe got my idols. hahaha. i taped the part with yiuyiu being pushed!!! ahahahah that part was super cute!!! i prefer flora's voice to the dubbing. so the cantonese version of BF2 is better. all their voices sound better. ahahah. i want a job. a job which allows me to reach home before 7pm for my fair lady and like my own. speaking of which, yay gujie and i guessed correctly. mabel is mrs wong's long lost daughter. hahaha. or so we think. coz 8 days left a cliffhanger for us to guess. so still not confirm whether our guess is correct or not. hahahahah.
11:40 p.m. went for interview at goodwood park hotel. the hotel in which like my own press conference was held. hahaha. met a girl who presumingly know me and i presumingly know her, but i just cant recall whether she's from vj or dhs. ahahaah most probably from vj. ahahah. hope they will contact me soon. went to tampines after that and walked around. the samsung phone is sold at 168 for singtel plan, 138 for starhub plan, but 498 for m1 plan!!!! how come? then like that how am i able to buy it? haizzz.. kellyn works in starhub. met her just now. went to ajisen but they only hire full timers. bought tvb weekly and filled up another application form at poh kim. looked at i love zhong wu yan vcds, and realised that they dont have english subtitles. so im taping the show tomorrow. hahaha. went to adecco for help to find jobs. haiz. im a poor jobless girl. walked around tampines for like 3 hours while waiting for adel to come home. the tired me ate 2 packets of twisted fries, went to the toilet a zillion times, walked to and fro for a zillion times, and finally saw three buses 15 zoom past before adel was spotted. hahaah. went to her house to let adel scan the moses pics, and we watched double happiness last episode. luckily jiaqi didnt die. coz i'd rather yaxi be with jiaqi than with jiaming. hmm not that im against jiaming, but since yaxi waited so long for jiaqi, they should be together in the end. woah gave me a scare when tianle called jiaming papa. but expected la, in the end jiaming was his godpa. hahahaha. the ending was a happy one and an expected one. hahah. watched pck and laughed like never-ending. then we watched healing hands.
i admit that some parts of HH are very boring. like the parts with rebecca. zzzzz... but i like the scenes in the A & E. as well as the scenes in after five. and the scenes with annie and jackie at home. and of course all the scenes with annie. hahahaha. my favourite scenes:
hahaha. overall its a very nice show, but the ending is a cliffhanger so have to watch healing hands 2. but HH2 is not very nice because: the bonds between the characters were almost totally lost in this sequel, no more best friends cum housemates closeness between annie and jackie; no more silly but hearwarming concern from the three buddies, paul, henry and gilbert; no more frequent after five gathering of the people; no more joe, peter, judy, carmen, helen and amy, who had close colleague bonds among each other. in turn these absentees were replaced by snobby tracy, money-minded MC, sisters anson and suki, MOs chris and dorothy. these characters are good in their own way, but the healing hands spirit from these second cast of people will never attain the standard of that from the pioneer cast. hhhaha. sounds like a review. it is a review. but ahahahah. this is my own view so if it differs from yours dont come and scold me. everyone has different views. maybe its because the actors and actresses of the pioneer cast, like lawrence, bowie, flora, ada, william, steven, nick, etc. are close friends in reality, so when they acted together they naturally had that bond between them. its the same for files of justice 5. hahhaha. since now there's an upcoming healing hands 3, i dont expect it to be better than healing hands 2. only paul and henry are left from the pioneer cast. MC and anson are still there too. the rest are totally newcomers. haiz. the original healing hands is still the best. ahhahah.
in case you are wondering who's who:
anyway i came home and watched justice sung 2. hahahah. whole day watch tv. what to do, cant find a job. haiz. chey i thought today was the last episode coz i hoped that some new show will start soon and hoped that it might star my idols. but nevertheless, justice sung 2 is very very nice. hahahah. i still have 4 vcds not watched: hahaahh. enough talk about drama. time to dream. =D
07:03 p.m. hahah am so bored. so i decided to list out the songs that i like in flora's third cd. coz im still listening to it. for the nth time. hahaha.
in order of preference: to view in chinese simplified. hahahaha. so bored. actually i like all except that i dont really like the last song. so techno. hahha. go and buy her cd coz its super nice! but too bad coz her cd is like so hard to find now. hahahha. last time when i bought it, the stocks were already running out. hahaha.
06:04 p.m. yesterday adel and i went to the university cultural centre at nus. frigging far. we alighted two bus stops after our expected stop and we had to walk for quite a long distance. finally we reached but there were like so many guards outside. we were afraid we couldnt go in so we ate our packed dinner at the bus stop opposite the cultural centre. ooohh the fried rice was super delicious! plus the egg made it more heavenly. ahhaa. after dinner we called jessica again but then we couldnt contact her so we decided to try to enter. we saw a few aunties leaving so adel asked them if they just came out from the ren ci charity show and they said yah. so she asked if we could go in and she said can.. then we asked if we need tickets, then the auntie said: "need tickets arh? give you la!" then she took out one stack of tickets from her handbag and gave them to us!!! so nice! we asked her if the tvb stars were inside, but they said only nancy sit was there. anyway when we entered, the guards didnt do anything to us!!! chey, the guards were there only for show. then we walked up to the complimentary circle seats, and the show was into commercial so the stage was empty. we looked around the surroundings but we couldnt find anything. the show started and out came guo liang and chew chor meng. then the three girls, jeanette aw, yvonne lim and michelle chia came out dancing. hahahah. then later jessica called and said the tvb stars might be at suntec so we rushed to suntec via taxi. this was the first time i met jessica hahahah. at suntec everyone's attention was on reverend ming yi and he was already standing on top. we stood there looking for a while and then we went to the sides. saw edmund chen and shook his hand, he said he knocked his forehead yesterday morning and he had a little plaster on his forehead. he said if the wound is serious he has to go for stitching. haha. very nice guy. but apparently adel hates him hahha. he autographed for me too. =) then ben yeo was there and we talked to him. jessica and her friend qian fu talked to him about raymond and stuffs while adel and i looked around. later, ben took photos with us and autographed for us too!! he's very cute!! hahah. quan yifeng and darren lim were there but we didnt get their autographs. then... i saw xiang yun!!! she was my second idol!!!!! hahahah. so i was naturally excited and asked for her autograph and took photo with her. but the photo didnt turn out nice. hahaha never mind. her daughter is very cute too. the whole chen family was there. hahahaa. saw this guard who was 189cm tall. wah that is like 37cm taller than me. i had to lift my head high to look at him. hahaha. but not as bad as yubo. 190+cm. hahahah. the tvb stars appeared on the screens at suntec. where were they? at the cultural centre!!!! aaaahh wasted. anyway never mind la, if it was flora or jessica i would have rushed back there. hahaha. then we went to lau pa sat to try our luck in catching them filming there. i thought that chances of them filming there were quite low since they went there before le. but since they wanted to go so we just follow them lor. then we sat there to rest and later it was getting late so adel and i left le. hahah. overall it was a good trip coz i saw people that i like. ahahaha. oh yah, being the nice fan, before we left for lau pa sat, i went to ben and said goodbye to him. ahhahah he's very friendly and nice!! ahha. went for interview for the receptionist job but the hours are too long so i didnt want it anymore. the lady boss was very nice, she passed me on to her other friends so that i can be hired by them if they need staff. and one company said they might need so she gave them my number. ahahah. so nice. i came back and continued sleeping. i had a dream: part of the dream was of yulu, the girl in virtues of harmony. she was pregnant with twins. but she became bad and started killing other children that were 10 years old. people asked her why she was so cruel to kill other children, and she explained that the fortune teller (assuming that he was very accurate) said that the children who were 10 years old will harm her own children when they grow up to 10 years old. so in order to save her children she had to kill the rest. it had me thinking: if i were to be caught in this situation, will i sacrifice my children and save the rest, or save my children and sacrifice the rest? hahahah i wouldnt know what to do either. ahahah anyway its just a dream. but maybe there is an underlying meaning to the dream. but i dont know what it is. hahaha. saw the pictures of the astro awards. flora and jessica looked so pretty!!!! and flora has a million and one adidas jackets. so i still dont know which colour to buy. haiyo. anyway, flora changed two sets of clothes during the awards. hahaha. both of them looked sexy in the dresses. hahahah. i want to watch the show!!! it sounded so exciting. haiz. hope someone puts the video clips up soon. ahah =) finding jobs now. if anyone has lobangs please inform me. thanks! hahaha. listening to flora's third cd now, called ngoi tak hei (ai de qi) hahaha listened to it for a million times le. but its still so nice to listen to. hahahahaha.
shui zhoi zhok tin geng guo dek dak yin yu seung liu ngoh
yu yuu seung ta zam hoi doh si si hau fong dai ngoh hahaha guess what song? =D
04:11 p.m. DOTS. after the one and a half hour translation, i found out that there was an english translation for it. drats. never mind. =( anyway i enjoy translating from cantonese mandarin to cantonese english. ahhaaha. whatever.
02:34 p.m. was awakened by a telephone call from leisure group. it seems that the commission-based companies really call us up. but the rest didnt. anyway i rejected them. hahaha. and i find it really annoying when they cant pronounce my name. they are chinese people, for goodness' sake. they pronounced as "siu" when its "xue". oh my, does xue=siu? dots. xue=/= siu!!!! they should brush up on their chinese before hiring people. hahah. i still cant get over the awards. here are the winners of the astro wah lai toi awards yesterday:
favourite drama
favourite leading actor
favourite leading actress
most unforgettable villain
favourite theme song
favourite characters (not in any order)
most unforgettable moment
most unforgettable kiss
most unforgettable slap the end. wah took me one and a half hours to type these out. hahah. please give me some credit for the translation. thanks! hahahah. maybe going out with adel later. hahah. got to take a break. from all the typing. ahahah.
03:04 a.m. thanks adel, i changed it le. hahahah. as you can see its 3am already, and im too happy to sleep. but well, papa's coming home anytime so i got to sleep now. ahahah.
11:18 p.m. went to the ntu talk at hotel inter-continental. first was the school of humanities and social sciences. was okay la and i think if i cant into SCI then i will choose psychology. hahah. then the second one that i went for was the school of art design and media. the ang-moh lecturer was so boring. ok i thought he was boring. i wasnt listening to him. at the talk i saw dozens of people i didnt see for like 4 years. hahah. like a mini gathering. yanting joined meiqi, yimyiu and i for lunch. oh ya, yimyiu bought a new phone, the one we all wanted to buy. and she was showing it off. hahhah. and busy taking photos of people so that she can put their faces in her phone book and will appear on the screen when they call. hahahah.
the most interesting talk, or so i thought, was the one from the school of communication and information, aka mass comm. hahahaha. the lecturer was quite detailed and the video was quite nice. although i saw the second half of the presentation when they came to vj last year. hahah. there was a part where they showed some captures of the students' award-winning films. one was a cantonese crime film. four guys were holding their guns pointing at each other. hahahah. after the talk, meiqi yimyiu and i went to paya lebar for some flyer distribution job. the guy kept calling us, even after he'd told us the details. every half an hour he'd call any one of us and say the same thing "did you call for the flyer distribution job?" he's mad. and apparently he didnt have any direction sense. he told us it was at city plaza. then we couldnt find the place. just nice he called again. so i asked him for the exact location. then he said it was a shophouse at the junction between two roads. like siao! then why did he say city plaza? he could have told us the proper location so that we wouldnt go the wrong place. and it was raining. then we went to the shophouse and oh my goodness. it was a staircase leading to another floor. you know those black shops.. we decided to leave without entering it. conned us. still told us that the pay was 5-7 bucks. crazy. went to this fashion. and it was blasting chinese new year songs already, the salesgirl said the hours are long and the pay is measly. so i rejected it. haiz. so we sat down at macdonalds and started flipping the newspapers like jobless people. erm no, only me. qi found a job at a childcare centre. emu's a relief teacher for 4 days. haiz. yimyiu and i later went to dhs for chouwei meeting. and yay! this was the first chouwei meeting with almost complete attendance. except for linli and jiayin. who didnt come at all!!!!!! since day one. it will be their turn next year so they will regret it soon. haha. yvonne came back le, so this chouwei meeting was especially full of laughter. ahahha. first she tripped over nothing and fell on the floor. then she tripped over the erhu and fell again. ahahahah. ooohh i love yvonne. she brings laughter to the boring chouwei meeting. ahahah. tszshan says if we chuguo then we do not need to perform. haiz why didnt they say so earlier? hmm but i can consider la. anyway i wished we chuguo like immediately coz at that time about 6 plus, the astro wah lai toi awards was in KL! and when i came online just now, hahaha i saw something that can make me forget all unhappiness...
CONGRATULATIONS TO FLORA FOR BAGGING THREE AWARDS!!! how i wished i was there. haiz. anyway xinhui promised me photos so hahahah hope she gets good photos!!! hahaah. there was this job at downtown east. when i called them i thought it was a manicure job, or so it said in the newspaper. then when i called she said she needs a full time manicurist but there's a receptionist job available. pay is 800 excluding cpf. quite low. but good thing is that its near my house. but its a 6 day week working for 11 hours. supposed to meet her on monday. hmm see how first. oh my i cant sleep already im soooo happy for flora and jessica!!!! hope the malaysian fans can put the photos and the full list of winners up soon!! i know roger got the leading actor award! err the rest i dont know.. hahahah. yayayayayyayayayay!!!!! hmm got to earn money for my trip to hk. so i can see flora and jessica and joe and moses!!! okay im a bit mad le so you can ignore me. but ahhahah. one more time. CONGRATS TO FLORA AND JESSICA FOR SWEEPING THE ASTRO AWARDS EMPTY!!! YOU TWO ARE THE BEST!!! =D
11:38 p.m. today the titans person called me, congratulating me for being shortlisted. hahah i dont want to work there.. so tomorrow im calling them up to reject their offer. hahah. went to the dentist and the dentist confirmed that it is a wisdom tooth, but i only need to extract it when it starts to hurt. but i have 4 small holes in my teeth, so i need to do fillings. haiz. i watched fann's concert again, and it made me want to go back to year 2000 and relive the feeling of the concert again. hahaha. so fun. just now i went downstairs to buy wanbao at 7-11, the uncle asked me if i wanted to work there, so i said okay and he brought me to see the manager, auntie laura. wah she's very very very long winded, repeat and repeat, but she's very nice. but the pay is terribly low, 3.50 per hour. but the times are flexible. all of a sudden i felt very giddy and held onto the shelf and she kept talking. then suddenly i fainted. blackout. thud. fell onto the floor and she freaked out. then i slowly regained consciousness and she helped me apply medicated oil. she insisted on calling papa down and he came to bring me home, even though home was only a 2-minute walk. i think i have low blood pressure. haiz. so im supposed to sleep now. but here i am. hahaha. okay really got to sleep le. nitez! =)
11:13 p.m. went for interview at henderson building at tiong bahru. wah the office like some suspicious company like that, and the lady was so rude to us, she just shoved the forms to us while she handed them politely to others. yucks. then this manager came to interview all 5 of us, and i think he meant to make a fool out of us. he asked some silly questions, like how old are you, and when we wrote 19, he said, you all are not 19 yet how come you wrote 19? so you gave false information... like no difference la. duh. and he asked silly questions which have totally no link to the job, like what course we want to take in university.. duh. haiz. anyway the job is commission based and its so far away and the employees suck so im not applying for the job even if they call me. thats it. yingchun told me that ttk wrote the guest of honour letter only TODAY when he was supposed to do it last week. so everything will be delayed because of this. haiz. irritating. and so we decided to omit the GOH's name on the poster. waste our time. =( went to orchard for another interview, this time for a travel company. we were told that we can only do the outdoor job, which is to talk couples into coming up to listen to their presentation about some travel package. the interviewer was quite nice. she explained everything in detail. there's a basic pay but majority of the pay comes from the pay-by-couple commission. haiz. but this one the timing is quite flexible. can consider. hahahaha. all of us decided to buy the new samsung e330c, the one that kiaying just bought. haahhah very very cheap. but wait until sanshu has given me my pay. ahhaha. we went to heeren and visited pamela at work at nydc, and while we were standing outside heeren, guess who we saw? or rather, guess who i spotted? WILLIAM HUNG!!!! haiyo of all people i had to spot him.. hhahahahah he was wearing a red flowery shirt and his parents were with him too. when he walked out of heeren, it was like nobody recognised him, or rather, nobody bothered about him. no mobs, no crowds, nothing. hahahaha. the 3 of them plus some assistants walked down orchard road like commoners. ahahhahaah. hmm ya lar no big deal, but i was surprised to see him in singapore. hahaha. suddenly this white faced guy came walking in front of me and he looked super familiar. hahahaha. flora looked like a super business woman when she tied her hair in a messy bun in today's episode of like my own. hahahaha. so cool. and how i wished i was the girl acting in the show. she got to hug flora!!!!! hahahah i know im a bit crazy ahhaahha but well its all fated. ahhaa. and the way weijun wooed mabel was cute. hahaha. just now there was a gigantic praying mantis that flew into the house, circling the lights. frightened yongjie came shouting for help. that gross insect was the size of the full length of a normal palm!!!! disgusting. so i took the pesticide and waited for it to stay on the light, and sprayed with all my might.. sprayed like 4-5 times and it finally died. hahahah. the whole kitchen smelt of pesticide that i wanted to choke. yeeee... stupid praying mantis. hahaha.
07:53 p.m. ive decided to make a backup disc of all my pictures and files. hahah. so nowadays i will save pictures from my album to make backup. ahahah. today i went meiqi's house to dub tapes, but the moment we tried to put the tape in and take it out, the vcr ate the tape!! luckily that was a spare tape. it seemed that meiqi's vcr didnt like me. ahahah. anyway her vcr had the same problem as mine. so we rang up several companies to repair it but some only repair refrigerators. the exasperated us went to search the classified for jobs instead. haiz. finally we found one company but they guy got lost so he took quite some time to find meiqi's house, while we watched point of no return on vv drama. in the end the technician uncle said the motor was spoilt and he had to bring it back for servicing. haiz. so i went to her house for nothing. but never mind, at least i got to watch TITS and belle and vincent. ahhahaha. =) minghui messaged me that there was a class dinner. i messaged everyone but they felt it was quite last minute. hmm not my fault what why did they complain as if i was the one organising it? haiz. but in the end i couldnt go coz i didnt ask papa and papa cooked dinner le. and anyway papa's dinner was nice.. hahah. busy saving pictures...
05:10 p.m. yesterday's top fun was crazy!! the lunatic steven lim came and made everyone puke. gross. dont know which brainless producer allowed him to come. nuts. and he scared the hell out of all the girls, especially wenfang. madman!!! and his yucky dragonball stunt. g.r.o.s.s. went to singpost to change my ATE box 1. then they realised the whole batch was defective. so the person said he will call me when he has any news. then later he called my handphone, saying that scorpioeast has cut the whole of episode 4!!! darn. but he said i could change ATE for another show if i didnt want the show. hmm so i said i will consider first. haiz poh kim has a branch at white sands!!! hahahaha but quite small la. and they tore down the hair accessories shop to put poh kim there. just when i wanted to buy rubber bands. -_-" they should have torn down the stupid and lousy arts laser and put poh kim there. hahahahah. shall ask them whether they need staff or not. hahaha. anyway the kelly services didnt call me or anyone of us. haiz. probably dont have le. so im searching for another job. hahah read xinhui's message to jessica that she might be going to the wah lai toi awards this saturday. hahahha shall ask her to help me take photos of flora and jessica!!! haiz so sad that they arent coming to singapore.. meanwhile i take a break and stay at home pack my things, watch love is beautiful and like my own, and hahahah slack! but not too long coz my pockets are going to be empty! hahah. so bored. tomorrow im going to meiqi's house to dub tapes. going to spend like the whole day there and im bringing 6 tapes and 2 boxes of vcds there and 9 tapes and 2 boxes of vcds back! haahhaha.
02:09 p.m. darn. just now when i was watching ATE disc 2, i realised that the whole of episode 4 was missing! coz suddenly the workers started calling yan as sister in law. in my memory i recalled that there were some scenes before that but there was none in disc 2. so i took out my tape to double check. indeed the whole of episode 4 was missing!!! damn. and there's helen in episode 4! okay even if there wasnt any helen scenes i'd also want the scenes to be added inside. now i felt as if i was being cheated of my money. =( i called scorpioeast up and they said i can change the box from ts laser. but then, im afraid that the following boxes will be the same. haiz. now i stopped watching le. whats the point of watching something with missing episodes? like in man's best friend, there was a scene not inside the vcds. but that really didnt matter coz it was just one scene and tahnkfully, it didnt have jessica in it. but now its the WHOLE episode missing!! damn. im quite pissed now. what if i changed the box already and yet the same thing happens again? then i will demand a refund. darn. PISSED!!!
11:23 p.m. watched ATE discs 1 yesterday till 3am and ATE disc 2 this morning. the first time i cried while watching ATE was when ah yan (kenix)'s mother passed away.. i think liza wang is so stylo and cool! hahahah like mother like daughter... anyway i dont like tina (maggie siu)'s voice hahah. went to the airport to send qianyu off. we took pictures and chatted until 2 plus, when qianyu was about to enter the gate.. her father came with her and i realise her whole family calls me ah xue.. hahahah. will miss her a lot. haiz. went to whampoa to visit my grandparents, then took a nap there and spent time with them. but then i missed the charity show with jessica in it. read online that she appeared for about one minute. haiz. eileen told me that raymond lam, tavia yueng and kevin cheng came to singapore just now. but charmaine didnt come but she's coming tomorrow. not like i bothered, hahah but i attempted to find them since i was already at the airport. but since the timing was wrong, i didnt really insist and left le. told adel about it and she was utterly upset. i can understand, like how i missed seeing flora. haiz. its all fate la. anyway, i think tavia's quite nice, the last time she came she was very friendly. i dont like or hate kevin and raymond, hahaha just normal lor. hahahah. pardon me for saying this, but i dont really like charmaine. dont ask me to explain why, coz i will really be beaten up if i explain why. ahhaahha. i like to chase artistes. regardless of whether i like them or not. its the kick. hahaahah. like that time i accompanied grace to chase daniel wu and jackie chan. they are not my idols but i still felt really good seeing them. so hahaha if adel wants me to accompany her to send raymond off, i dont mind! ahahahah adel remember to call me hor. hahaha.
05:34 p.m. HAPPY NEW YEAR! yesterday night i went for a karaoke countdown with qianyu, yanting, yinglan and puayleng, at katong shopping centre. the room is very tiny.. but the songs are quite adequate. however the mtvs are all screwed up. hahhaha. i admit that i sang the most songs yesterday. and the song that i was most satisfied with was zhi de.. hahahaha. then at midnight, we sang errr... ahahah a chinese new year song. hahaha no link la but just for the atmosphere we sang a bit only la hahaha. the funniest thing was that when we were singing one song, we all started standing on the sofa, and yanting's head bumped onto the ceiling!!!! ahhahah we laughed until got stomach pain... i guess that's one disadvantage of being too tall. ahahahah. overall it was an unforgettable night and we really enjoyed singing.. hahaha. slept until noon today and watched tv till erm.. now. hahahah. am very bored. haiz. when i was very busy, i complained for a break. now when i got one, i complained that im bored. haiz. the paradox of life.
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