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05:44 p.m. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE! the gp common test was okay.. then i had no place to go and went home with yunxin. slept from 12 to 4.45pm.. haha i didnt go for the chouwei meeting, and yimyiu is still lining up in some forest, she says, for the zaizai autograph. we are going to buy grace's present tomorrow and celebrate her birthday. then monday's kbox day but im sick now, down with sore throat and runny nose. but not flu.. hahaha.
07:17 p.m. when i came to school this morning i saw the plasma screen saying that there is school on monday. which is supposed to be a holiday!! how can they deprive us of our holiday?! then during assembly siva confirmed that there is NO school on monday. equivalent to plasma screen cheating me again. it bluffed me twice.. this time and the previous time that we were caught by mr seet. finally saw my angel, he's shawn. and haiya he gave me such a hard candy that i decided to throw it away. maybe i should buy a VCR head cleaner. seems like the VCR cant really show clearly.. megan grace dolly me and kenneth went to suntec and ate at n.y.d.c. the food was quite nice and we saw this fake meowmeow that looks like jazreel!! fwahahhahahah.. we lamed around and laughed at people, cannot tell who.. then megan and dolly went home first and the 3 of us went to buy mayling's present. um so bored. joe appeared yesterday!! so happy, and he looked so cute when he blushed! ahahah. argh i've run out of strepsils.
06:38 p.m. i won the calendar! its the one with fann at suntec city and all other celebrities like grace's mark chay, leslie kwok and the rest. it was sent to me via snail mail and hahah was so happy, but then i realised i have 3 desk calendars now: the meowmeow one, the fann one that i just got, and the oncoming TVBI one that i ordered from joanne. problem is, i dont use them, i just place them on the desk for display. ahahaha. just now when i was at white sands, a guardian promoter came up to me and asked me to buy some children's vitamin pills. like hello, im reaching 18, do i look like i need vitamin pills? (okay most people think i look like sec one but whatever) anyway i took a sample and told her that i dont have enough money for a bottle (yes i have only $1.75 when the pills cost $4.90). grace cant go on monday coz she has cco concert. so now its like some cant make it on saturday, sunday and monday. minghui lamely suggested we go from 10pm to 3am. that way everyone will be free.. (-_-!) i think tonight joe's not appearing coz the focus is still on lisa and damian.. there's nothing nice online except auctions but i promised myself not to spend unnecessarily.. argh im bored.
12:34 p.m. yesterday my juniors were all in the lame mood, kept telling lame jokes during dazu. today i had a serious cough and im on eating my second packet of strepsils. i embarrassed myself by walking into LT1 with adel when the previous lecture hadn't ended and worse, adel just walked straight in and up the stairs, oblivious to the stares from the S1 people and michael lim. then i realised and i told adel to hurry up leave and the whole LT started laughing. super mah lu...just received a letter from my super lame angel.. haha in a good mood now.. the kbox outing is changed to monday which means i can spend the whole saturday at home slacking away. invisible journey is starting on next friday on channel u, after the awakening story. and by the way, i wasted 2 days in front of the tv coz dear joe didnt appear for 2 episodes. boohoo..im so bored even though i know i have a lot of things to do.. there's jacelyn on gotcha later and on the chingay.. yay can go home early to sleep later..
11:24 p.m. went to parkway's ya kun to eat kaya toast with megan, jazreel, grace, denise, wenting. the food was very nice and cheap.. then we walked around parkway.. took bus 15 home which took ages. then switched to bus 81 on which i saw fadhilah my primary school friend. she's in mass comm. looks like all or almost all of my primary school friends who are in poly are taking mass comm. i should have gone straight into a poly. dearest joe didnt appear today, which almost ended the day with a sad note. am wondering whether it was right to drop econs. alison says its dangerous. dont know leh. papa came home just now, and told him today's fann's birthday, and he said, "so?" then i had nothing more to say. papa started the day and ended the day. the co problem has been settled. no tea party tomorrow coz mdm wee allowed it to be postponed to march. so practice as usual. my computer still cant read chinese. papa didnt bring it to be repaired. i shall not be extravagant. i cannot buy things like vcds or cds (things that cost about $20) twice a month. i shall buy evonne's cd in february. coz january's expenses are going to be on kbox. no more clothes. no more unnecessary items. but cannot dont buy magazines and birthday presents. haha. even i dont buy newspapers so often. life during this period of time is aimless. im beginning to dread dhsco. serious.
12:38 p.m. HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANN!
although i'd seriously want to start the day with a big smile, papa just had to spoil it. when my alarm clock rang this morning, i accidentally pressed it and it dropped onto the floor. i let out a shriek and papa came in scolding me, like said i didnt press properly and i could have placed it on the other side of the bed so that it wont drop and stuffs.. i was only half-awake then!! from that, i had a premonition that today wont start off well. missed 3 buses coz they were all full. took the 4th one but some assholes refused to move in to the back of the bus. missed the 2nd train. missed the 608. and i wasnt even late. i reached bedok at 7.05am. then i waited for 196 and it came freaking 20 minutes later. reached the entrance and the councillors were closing the gates. anyway i had to write my name down. bloody pissed. by the 196 bus. and the freaking assembly ended in 5 minutes. why cant they wait a while or something? so that im in time? a shit start. then i hate it when there's a reserved seat for someone during lectures and when that person didnt turn up or sat somewhere else, then the people around that seat ask me to sit there. like im some kind of substitute. i dont want to be a substitute. i'd rather live in my own world than to please people by being their substitute. mingjie came and said that bloody fat-oozing OM complained to ttk and now ttk wants the names of those people from vj who went back to dance mass dance. freaking asshole. im still in a bad mood. i dont know what to do now. i dont want to call him now. havent settled the tea party thingie for tomorrow with mdm wee. every time i feel pissed, i try to remind myself that today's fann's birthday and i should be happy. but sorry i cant. i dont wish for that to happen too.. so now i shall please myself with screenshots of TITS. and imagine myself meeting joe later.
01:28 p.m. chem test was a killer. i was stunned by the first question.. haha. somehow when i was trying to download hansvision on saturday, the cd-rom made my computer cannot read chinese anymore!! boohoohoo.. am saddened. err yimyiu is going to chase zaizai on saturday after gp common test, and i want to go out with the class to kbox. haha i made my promise and i didnt go to kbox for about 3 months.. ahahah so means both of us want to pon the stupid chouwei meeting. but i dont know how to tell shuzhen.. and i love going to school with yunxin, coz we will take a cab to school and her mother will pay for the fare.. haha means i take free rides to school! =) argh i traumatised by the fact that i have to organise some rubbishy tea party for co members. last year's was a failure coz i ponned it.. dont know what games to organise for wednesday.. finally handed in my drop out form and i was hesitant coz im scared i cant handle chem. argh well never mind coz its over.. downloaded the faye wong song le.. super nice!! by the way, tomorrow's dearest fann's birthday!! happy early birthday! but you are in china now.. never mind you will have chris to celebrate it with you.. fwahahahhaha. every day i await 9pm to arrive to watch awakening story. and next sunday there's love is beautiful, aka wu tou dong gong. heehee its hk drama time!! am super bored. dont want to do 3D problems and hydroxy. finished capacitance. means i have no homework. i dont like econs. =D
11:33 p.m. am very sleepy now, but have to wait for yongjie to come home first then i can sleep.. the sound system in the computer has gone cranky again, so cannot listen to songs. must restart. just now came to school in a cab with yunxin and her parents, SAT was okay except that i left 3 blanks and guessed some of the questions in the verbal section. then i went to the vj bus stop to pass yanting the ATE tapes and we yakked about TVB serials on the bus to hanfeng's house. woah hanfeng's house is super enormous lor, every room has a television with SCV and a computer. has a pool table, gym, and a fish pond bigger than the turtle pond in vj. and a large kitchen and a huge attic. and 2 dogs which belong to hanqin. hahaha we played mahjong at the attic and watched some jacky wu lame show which was so funny.. played 4 hours of mahjong.. the rain didnt stop since yesterday and it is still raining now. so i had to ask papa to fetch me home, adel, yos and minghui hitched a ride too. fwhahahahah. almost getting ready to sleep but yongjie went to auntie jenny's house to lao yu sheng. i also want to lao but never mind, maybe next year.. finally got to download TITS episodes 10 and 11. shall watch it later after i restart the computer. fwhahahahah.
06:16 p.m. morning yongjie was watching some sport channel where it was showing an ad saying that there's a new channel called "star chinese movies" on channel 62, free until somewhere in february. so i flipped channel and guess what i saw? LOVE AU ZEN!! then i immediately went into papa's room to watch. just started. even though i wtached it before, but this time there's subtitles.. haha flora looks super nice in it..
10:27 p.m. HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR! went over to my paternal uncle's house at toa payoh in the morning and ate lunch there and slacked around, taking photos. then went over to my maternal yi-ma's house in pasir ris. was super bored at first, watching some american show with all the brides fat and plump. then later we started playing mahjong and i was kind of addicted to it.. first we didnt play money, then played chips, finally played cash. the last round i had 5 tais but yongjie said my yanjing made the game not counted!! i almost won $28.30!! darn it.. but as a whole i won $6.00.. in the end, i lost all in some rubbishy dai-dee.. =( aahahahaha one thing that i dislike about new year is that relatives come and ask me, "xuelin, this year A levels arh? can one larh, you so clever.. what do you intend to take in university?" this kind of stuffs. they really stress me out. i dont really enjoy replying their questions about school and courses, and they think too highly of me.. missed my lao fu zi.. never mind la. i came home first coz yongjie wanted to watch finish his chicken run.. now there's american idol but i dont like to watch the auditions especially the first few.. i like to start watching from the middle. am now pigging myself out in front of the computer with one container full of bak kwa. havent counted my angpows. my imagestation account is exploding, coz i have like 10+ albums with 2000+ photos, of which flora ones tallied up till and counting 700+. jessica, 100+, fann, 200+, jacelyn, 50+. ahahahah.
04:14 p.m. im sleepy now.. anyway the cny concert was kind of screwed up. finally over. watched the rest of the show and was okay. then danced 8 mass dances. then yimyiu, grace and kiaying convinced me to go back to dhs. the year ones wanted to dance mass dance at dhs, so i helped them set up the mic and speakers, just like what i did for last year's cny. they happily danced without knowing the dance steps. so i had to lead them. which was a bad thing coz even with me leading, they just went at their fast pace and totally out of beat with the music. so okay fine luckily i led them for one dance only. was super embarrassed. and i wanted to find a bus and hop on it and go home. then i went to the mic and held it to the discman speaker and read out commands from the mic itself and i saw much coordination. then the spastic OM came and pulled out the plug and demanded us to stop. and scolded the hell out of me and mollie, could tell that mollie was pissed with her. we had to say sorry and blah. she chased everyone out of the school, saying that the school was closing. and so i went home with a bad mood because of OM and year ones. except mollie, mingjie, minyan and the dhsco ones. and stupid tjc people were daring us to dance and rushed us for the music and so the vj year ones were impatient and they rushed us too. like what the hell, i have no responsibility to set these up for you guys. since you think you're so clever, then set it up yourself without CO's mics and speakers lah! i did it last year by myself and linling. last year that sickening OM wasnt there yet. heard that many admin staff quitted their jobs because they couldnt stand the OM. the OM should just resign. had a clean-up at home and everything was spick and span. too many new year goodies to finish. i seriously have no festive mood. maybe other than waiting for the night to come to watch the countdown and pack angpows for my papa. these few days will be like any other holiday, but i have to study for 2 things: SAT and chem. i could have only needed to study one thing. all because of theodora. see below for actual reasons. i am not dancing any mass dances for the next month, means no dancing until 21 feb. i can do it. really. that time i promised myself to refrain from going kbox for a month and i did it. till now i havent went to kbox yet. i have the urge to promise myself not to go back to dhs for a month or maybe longer, but i have to coz i have chouwei meetings and qianyu wants to go back to see the teachers. i want to quit chouwei. yimyiu too. we shall both quit together.
comparisons between DHS and VJC: just now june asked me which do i like better: dhs or vjc? i said none, coz my home is better. but just now i was in a foul mood (now isnt any better) but if i have to choose i'd choose dhs, but not the current one, it would be the dhs that i had studied and enjoyed in from 1999-2002. that feeling will never come back again, but will stay on as beautiful memories.
10:50 p.m. after pe today, me adel grace cynthia and yimyiu went to arrange the co room and adel just slacked at the whiteboard drawing all her rubbish pictures and helped only to move one bass for less than one metre. then after we moved finished, we (except cynthia who left early) settled down for a game of mahjong. yes mahjong. while we were cleaning the co room last week we found a set of tiles in the room.. haha and i was so scared mr seet or mr tan will come to catch us.. but some idiotic year ones peeked in and i was kind of freaked out. i "hu" twice and yimyiu "hu" once. but we ended early coz we thought the rain had stopped but apparently it didnt coz it actually stopped about half an hour ago (ie. around 10pm). was half-drenched. the mahjong was real fun coz the table was small and we kept dropping the tiles and dice and drop this drop that and we thought that the chicken was an animal but after adel's smart thought we realised that it was actually a "yi shuo"!! okay was damn lame.. was searching the joe ma sites but most of the pictures i found are those that made him look like a bad guy. =( cannot. must find all the good guys ones.. he's so poor thing. all his previous characters were supporting roles.. so "jia lat". what king, boss, bad guys, erlangshen.. whatever you can think of. but hey he has a cd!! erm can try to buy it when i have the money.. his website is Forever Joe Ma
10:28 p.m. i love watching the awakening story. the show's nice because of lisa and joe. okay i know this will sound like some drama review but whatever. lisa's acting is superb and she can really portray such a simple-minded person well. she deserved her best actress award in 2001. then next to joe. he's such a good guy in the show and so capable and honest and he has all the good qualities you can find in a man. his character in this show is almost the same as vincent in triumph in the skies. but i like vincent more. i watch the awakening story because of joe and lisa. haha. next to the other good actors. first is deng jian hong who acted as qiqi. he's handsome (but not as handsome as joe) but he can really act. and he's cute. the total model brother that one can get. unlike mine. next, xinxin. she's okay except that she can be spoilt at times. since i had met tavia before, i think she's unlike xinxin and if thats the case then i think she can act. she deserved her award last year. then to the hate list. first, damian lau. i always thought he was a good actor. undeniably he is a good actor coz he portrayed xueqi as such a detestable man that even i hate his character. so in short, he acts well, but his character sucks. next, maggie. her character (jiajia) is supposed to be a strong, capable and independent woman who cant handle relationships. but she didnt display her acting skills to her full potential coz she's very weak and tried too hard to look strong and fierce. dont know whether it was her acting or the character that makes me dislike her. she doesnt even appreciate the fact that such a good man like joe is helping her along the way and yet reprimands him for being a busybody. overall the show's nice, the theme song is nice and joe and lisa are nice. ahaaahahah i drool at the tv whenever joe appears. other times i'd just walk away and do other stuffs. =D
12:54 p.m. am slacking in the library computer lab now. yikes almost the whole class knows about theodora and kenneth that i think kenneth wants to find a hole to bury his head in. and mr chok postponed the organic chem test because theodora requested it, so made me studied for nothing. yesterday gu jie popped over at my house and bought cny goodies like bak kwa, popcorn, potato chips and stuffs. then we went to the bustling and crowded chinatown and we almost couldnt move. i bought 3 pairs of socks for $5.00 while yongjie bought more. actually the things there are cheap, just that there were too many people.. by the way i went to raffles city to meet up with the ffc members to renew my membership and i got 3 "when i fall in love... with both" postcards, a note from fann and some letter and receipt. ahahaha and i bought teenage which has one page of flora but the interview was very nice.. =D erm yah so basically the main point is that the stupid test is postponed so i'll have to study it throughout cny which isnt good all because of theodora. if the test was today then i could have done it once and for all and just concentrate on SAT which is 10 times more important. stupid theodora. wasted my time. i want to celebrate my cny one.. ='( gu jie gave me her second-hand bag which was the one that i helped her choose that time. she bought another one. i think the bag she gave me is nice. hee. basically i have nothing much to say just that i have the cravings for more bak kwa. i still dont know whats my angel's name, but i know how he looks like. coz i eliminated those catholic high guys that i know of. left one with unknown identity. must be him. never give me presents. im bored. even though i can go and finish my p and c and study for SAT. actually i dont even have to re-study for the test at all one. all theodora's fault. must ask kenneth to "guan3 jiao4" her more. =)
08:09 p.m. yesterday our class of around 10 people (me grace dolly megan jonny enoch daryl ken ng, later minghui jazreel) went to suntec to eat sushi.. super nice but a bit expensive. was a darn hilarious day we used xiaoqiang the cockroach to scare people and amused ourselves with utter nonsense among ourselves. later we went to the fountain of wealth to touch the water and was also super fun and funny. everyone was full of shit that day coz everyone went shitting in the toilet after the sushi buffet. we concluded that daryl was the king of shit that day.. ahahahaha then we walked around aimlessly and we yakked about how theodora likes ken ng for the whole day since we got on the bus.. erm to round up the day in short it was a fun and shit-ful day.. =D then today i went to suntec (again) with emu and shopped around for my new year chothes but cant find anything nice. then we were late for the "short-lived" meeting (emu said it was the duan3 ming4 meeting) coz i havent photocopied the minutes yet.. and when we reached it was 4.30pm. but the stupid meeting ended at 4.55pm!! and to think we rushed there.. luckily we didnt take a cab down.. wasted our time.. argh. i received the flora photos from the hk person le.. actually i still dont know if that person is a he or a she.. doesnt matter.. the photos look nice. and i bought 2 mags today, tvb weekly and nuyou with fann on the cover, with a freebie cosmetic case.. must go download hansvision later for my minutes and study for organic chem later..
11:21 p.m. today from the first period to the last period i was pissed. terribly pissed. we had a spot check and cyl realised that all the girls didn wear belts so she said we had to stay back to see the principal. we thought she was joking but in the end we had to see her and mr seet scolded us mildly. but cyl gave a big grin on her shit face and i felt like slapping her. she thought she could claim credit by catching us. both mrs chans were standing there mocking at us being scolded. we all felt a sense of betrayal and totally disgusted by her behaviour. then i was pissed for very long. during physics we got our angel and mortal letters and we were busy reading them when cyl came in like a ghost and sat down. and of course we didnt realise she was there but suddenly she said "so you think im non-existent here arh?" and she forced us to greet her twice and we had to remain standing until wenting and becky were back from the toilet. like whats her bloody problem? she thinks that we purposely wanted to pon her lesson. why cant she use her brain, if we wanted to pon we would have left like a million years ago. and i dont mind remaining standing for the whole period rather than listening to her farting. and then she scrutinises our tutorial as if we didnt do like that, so i was "bu shuang" and i opened my tutorial big and wide for her to see with her big fat ugly monster eyes that i DID my tutorial and as usual she stared into it like there was an ant there.. she likes to stare at people. doesnt she know that its very rude to stare at people? somemore everytime she accuses us of something and realises that she is in the wrong, she doesnt bother to apologise. as a teacher she should set by example and apologise whenever wrong. so i say she is not fit to be a teacher. no matter how good her physics is (which in actual fact is lousy and her teaching skill sucks, proven by the whole cohort's lousy superposition and waves grades) if there is a flaw in her character and she makes no improvement to change for the better, she makes a bad teacher. and a teacher doesnt go around catching students who broke the school rules like cats catching mice. a teacher is one who gives a second chance and a chance for explanation to a student who broke the school rules. of course, the lesser students caught the better, but cyl is the opposite. she thinks its challenging to find the most students that break the rules and her catch is the largest. that doesnt mean she wins the game. in actual fact she loses coz the actual winner is the teacher with the least number of students breaking rules. and everyone in 03S61 cannot stand her being so unreasonable and tactless. hurting a student's pride isnt one of the learning outcomes that a teacher should do. and she wears her bumblebee shirt almost every day and makes us wonder whether she did bathe or not. anyway even if she did she still stinks coz she is shit. i told 5 people (weixin, cynthia, yimyiu, mollie and my angel) about the story and i think everyone else in S61 will tell their friends about it and soon the whole vjc will know what a conscious-less bitch cyl is. if she doesnt treat us with any respect we can always do the same to her. so she deserves it for not getting any respect from us. whenever she stares at me i look away. and give the black face. she has no dress sense. she says jokes that nobody other than herself thinks is funny. she tells stories about how clever her previous classes were and says until like we are dirt in her eyes. biasness forms her and basically i think she loves boys more. just because she has a daughter and not a son doesnt mean she should be bias against girls. girls cannot break the rules but boys can. this is utter rubbish. she thinks that our class likes to talk to her. actually we wanted to waste time so that she wont continue with tutorials. and also she herself likes to yak thats why she wasted the majority of her time and our time. i cant scold vulgarites at all, if you want be to scold the f word sorry i cant. but shit and rubbish and bloody etc. are not vulgarities. shit is the thing everyone passes out everyday and rubbish is unwanted stuffs being thrown away. bloody describes a scenario with blood. no vulgarities. but ever since i met cyl i had the urge to scream all the vulgarities in her face. but my vocabulary is limited so its always others scolding the vulgar for me.. i conclude that cyl is brainless and heartless and soulless. she's just a monster and a terrorist. she has eyes that of a dragon and hairstyle as orbit as from the olden days. she's evil. okay shall not yak about her anymore spoil my blog. but in any case must write here so that i will remember why today i was so darn pissed and furious. was so stressed with co stuffs that i almost wanted to quit once and for all. i harboured this thought ever since i became the chairperson. but it didnt come true at all. am so tired. yuck i dont want to see her face tomorrow. bah.
11:43 p.m. the year ones were okay today, except that it was messy in the co room and they took their own sweet time to choose their instrument and stuffs. and some people were so attitude that i dont even feel like saying it here. today the rubbishy principal chan told the whole school about yunxin's dislocation of her knee. wah i felt like beating her up coz she said until like it was some joke like that.. it wasnt even funny coz i know yunxin was and is still in pain and that idiot was still thinking how funny it was and laughing over it.. heartless jerk.. during pe we ran 5 rounds again and played soccer. megan kicked the ball and it whammed onto my left eye. for a moment i thought i lost my eyeball in my left eye..! that was terrible.. then i was traumatised with people coming to me saying they want to quit co.. and im stressed up with co that i want to quit it too.. bah.
01:15 p.m. hahaa this is the first time in 2004 that im using the computers in the computer lab and they've changed to xps and they dont have hansvision which makes my plan impossible. i planned to type my minutes here.. =( anyways i got out of econs tutorial with wenting and somehow the organic test is postponed to next monday so i have nothing to do now. erm i think im flunking my group 7 test coz i read the notes only without touching the tutorial.. basically life is carrying on as usual and i really hope cny will be well over coz i wont have to be worrying over that stupid concert. and the dumb year ones. argh. realised that im pressed for time and yet i dont know how to use my time to a greater extent. hmm maybe i should go and type the year one contact list out first. and then think of a way to type my minutes. actually i'd rather this computer not be changed to xp coz it totally defeats the purpose coz its pretty slow.. and yongjie has always been driving me up the wall. i basically have nothing nice to write, maybe about whether i should drop econs or chem or physics. i dont like econs. i dont like the econs teachers. i suck at econs. i like chem. i like the chem teachers. somehow i still suck at chem. i like physics. i dont like the physics teachers. im better at physics. hmm after this analysis, im not dropping physics. but really cant stand chan yang leng, she stared at me for nothing today just because i was standing behind dolly.. !!! okay its either econs or chem. most probably econs coz i think i can catch up for chem if i put in more effort in my work. so there. ahahah im dropping. but what if after the chem common test and i realised i cant take chem then how? argh im in a dilemma. anyway benyue ended ridiculously and i dont think i will be continuing watching it for the time being. i watched the channel u charity show for a while and i realised that i really regretted not taping the channel u celebratory first broadcasting performance, where flora and jessica were involved.. aaaaahhhhhh.. and that darn hongkonger took my money and havent sent the photos yet..
05:36 p.m. i skipped my first physics lecture of the year!! it wasnt intentional. coz we were late for physics lecture after the co meeting and the LT was full except for the first row so we were to paiseh to enter and instead we went to library to do work.. today was normal. came home to go online but the sound system cranked up again. bah. must restart. today is benyue last episode. even though i havent watch since episode 18, am lagging 11 episodes behind. anyway shall watch it today.. ahahaah. received my flora photos and wing gave me 2 photos extra as a gift.. so nice.. am waiting for another seller. i think he is dead. coz i emailed him 3 times and he didnt reply. argh. feel like cutting my hair. but not now.. went to find SAT book from pasir ris library and found a pathetically thin one, but anyway still do-able.. weekend has arrived! hoohaa..
03:50 p.m. today came home early. the day was normal. chem lab was fun. lee ba's lecture was ridiculous. he treats us like primary school kids. please pity 03S61. we have him for tutor and lecturer. for 2 years. bah. jack cook wanted to go through case study today but as usual he was too carried away telling his stories. i think i like him telling stories but if you ask me, i dont understand his teaching. even the previous topics like monopolistic comp and oligopoly. so i've decided to drop econs. am taking the drop-out form the next time i see him. chem lecture was super cool! lecturer is mrs chew the group 7 e-learning teacher. she's damn funny and interesting and she makes me feel that its interesting to learn chemistry. she explains clearly the procedure of finding the reaction rate and she jokes and be serious at the right times. ahhh i like her.. this was one of her lines (in a light note): "if you see that your friend's head is parallel to the table, please give him or her a whack on the back.." fwahahaha.. today's best time was during chem lecture. hah. the rest were utterly meaningless.. this was what i found in the new paper today. in the hey! section there's this professional musician or something called mr. suen (not related to grace) and he said this:
HO YEOW SUN omg i was laughing hysterically when i saw this. shit sun finally gets a dressing down from a pro. hers was the worst comment. and she deserves it. bwahahha. and here's the best comment:
FANN WONG ahahah see the difference? long live wenfang! =D
11:59 p.m. i think my eight characters and chan yang leng's really clash. everytime i see her, either she "suans" me, or i will be scolded by her. and to think i cannot even talk bad about her. coz she has supersonic ears and even if we whisper she can make out what we are saying. so i shall try not to incur her wrath. today's cca walkabout was successful, we got 50 applicants for CO!! a tremendous number and hopefully it will sustain maybe until june.. everyone says the posters i made are nice, its the same design as my flora poster but aiyah donno how to describe but can tell that i made it. fwahahahah. stayed to watch orientation night-o and their role plays were awfully boring that i couldnt stand it anymore. the best part of orientation is the mass dance and later there was mass dance and woohoo it was fun but imagine i danced in uniform! so "kang kor".. so far, only minghui, adelene and yunxin feels that the flora picture i took looks like ho yeow sun. yuck i'd rather that shit sun look like flora, at least its an honour to look like flora. even though it isnt good that both look alike. in my case i feel that shit sun resembles flora in a certain angle, but i will never say flora looks like shit sun, because flora came out first and she doesnt look like anybody other than herself because she is truly herself and that is her unique character that nobody else can possess. so shit sun, please go home and do something about your looks. and your singing. one word to describe: horrible. shit sun fans, please dont bombard me. i have every right to speak in MY own blog. (in any case i dont think there will ever be any shit sun's fans at all..)
06:49 p.m. okay somehow the next afternoon my phone's vibration came back so i didnt have to go back to the nokia shop. received a message from yiling saying that there would be flora on channel 8 on sunday 1330h. but when i on my phone and saw the message it was already 1430!! shit never mind but gu jie said she watched but didnt see flora. somemore the forum didnt mention. so never mind la. my timetable is okay but i seriously want to drop econs. but must discuss with papa first. today pe was half horrible. the non-horrible part was our pe teacher changed! yay finally gotten rid of yucky goh. changed to melvin tan and he's quite nice. but the horrible part was that we did sit-ups on the wet part of the track and melvin tan didnt know it was wet until our backs were soaked. yucks the water was smelly and we felt as if some idiot splashed dirty water from behind. then the best part was that when we were leaving for home, it poured with meowmeows and doggies all over! of all times it didnt rain it just have to rain when we were crossing the bridge.. when we wanted it to rain it didnt; when we didnt expect it to rain it just rained like that.. and yes i went home terribly soaked and smelly. congrats to me, next week i have 2 tests and the following week is SAT. plus i still have to juggle these with cca walkabout preparations and cny preparations and homework. equals to no time for tv. horray. my life is sinking into a bottomless pit..
12:57 a.m. an angry. boiling mad. just now i went to fix the vibration of my phone and it took a long time. at first the vibration was okay, then just now when i checked it again, the vibration is gone..! i feel like strangling the nokia people.. bought 2 magazines, new earphones, went to buy gu jie's bag and she took a million years to choose her bag.. went back dhs to fen my sec 2 juniors but in the end only one out of two appeared. argh am feeling pissed over my phone. hope i can complete whatever i want to complete by tomorrow. argh.. pissed.
11:20 p.m. so fast tomorrow im going back to the school that im currently hating. plus the sight of chan yang leng will make me puke. am thinking whether to go back to dhs to look at their orientation or not.. see whether got time first. whenever the ad for the channel 8 newscasters appear and the music is played, it reminds me of TITS coz TITS uses the same music. hmm, just found out that joe's brithday is one day before mine! and just realised that almost all of the popular tvb actors are over 30 and reaching 40. but undeniably they are good actors. as for the actresses they dont have their year of birth beside their birthdate so i dont know. i forgot to fix my handphone so tomorrow i'll have to bear with a vibration-less phone..
01:49 a.m. 歲 月 如 歌 《 衝 上 雲 霄 》 主 題 曲
愛 上 了 看 見 你 如 何 不 懂 謙 卑
抱 著 你 我 每 次 回 來 多 少 驚 喜
＊天 氣 不 似 如 期 但 要 走 總 要 飛
再 見 了 背 向 你 回 頭 多 少 傷 悲
抱 著 你 我 說 過 如 何 一 起 高 飛 please view it in chinese traditional (big5). im putting this up again coz i havent finish learning it. long live triumph in the skies!
01:39 a.m. HAPPY NEW YEAR! hmm hope its a good year ahead.. downloaded many nice pics of TITS again and im happy on the first day of 2004! =)
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