Wednesday, February 27, 2008, 11:20 p.m.
want to buy 《我係華星人》cd+vcd.
feel left out.
only scanning through for meiheng in tai chi.
so many thoughts, but its tough to choose what to write.
sometimes i dont even know what i feel.
i received this today!
there's a free set of balloon clapsticks! the whole set including the tee looks brand new. =) costs a bomb but should be worth it.
yesterday night i had a conversation with the seller. haha she thinks my cantonese is so hk-ish. i got a shock when she said the tee is too big for her. then wouldnt it be gigantic for me?? i knew it was a size M but i didnt know she thinks its tooooo huge. after i expressed my concerns about the size, she then said she is quite big-sized, so i supposed she meant that the tee was too small for her. i tried it during office hours; it is quite big but i can twig it so that i wont look like im drowning in the tee. haha.
they have returned! i didnt realise Gi was sooooo tall...
四萬之吻... hee
Mi 的侧面好靓。
went shokudo for cui's birthday yesterday. =)
yay cant wait for overnight/night mahjong!
downloaded tai chi episode 1. scanned through and saw a meowmeow with meiheng. haha. no time to watch. shall download each episode a day and watch all during the weekends.
Saturday, February 23, 2008, 11:16 p.m.看了肥姐2000年的生日show。
当时她邀请了很多很多亲朋好友到场。
8年前。
那时，梅姐，哥哥，罗记（罗文）都还在。
那时，欣宜只有13岁，依然胖嘟嘟。
真的，我开始感叹香港演艺圈已经慢慢脆弱。
看到肥姐开朗地笑，自己仿佛觉得那时又健康又乐观的她还健在。
到最后不禁流泪，因为听到欣宜唱了《真的爱你》。
记得第一次听到这首歌，是欣宜在肥姐的演唱会中演唱的。
很感人。
想到肥姐，想到自己。
这首歌，似是将自己从幻觉中叫醒：肥姐已经走了。
“无法可修饰的一对手 带出温暖永远在背后
总是罗嗦始终关注 不懂珍惜太内疚
沉醉于音阶她不赞赏 母亲的爱却永远未退让
决心冲开心中挣扎 亲恩终可报答
春风化雨暖透我的心 一生眷顾无言地送赠
是你多么温馨的目光 教我坚毅望着前路
叮嘱我跌倒不应放弃
没法解释怎可报尽亲恩 爱意宽大是无限
请准我说声真的爱你
无法可修饰的一对手 带出温暖永远在背后
总是罗嗦始终关注 不懂珍惜太内疚
仍记起温馨的一对手 始终给我照顾未变样
理想今天终于等到 分享光辉盼做到”
我的“饭后胃痛”又回来了。
而且，贪睡的我听不到邮差的铃声，只好星期一到邮局拿我的Show Mi tee。
there are only 5 photos of meiheng in the master of tai chi's webpage, out of 113 photos in the gallery.
i got more photos of meiheng from mnfc 2 years ago than the official website.
Friday, February 22, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA!
was too sleepy at night these days.
someone won my bid for the needing you pictorial.
i wasnt very upset though, because i bidded it on impulse.
Thursday, February 21, 2008
rewatched fantasy hotel.
i've seen Mi's photos in laos.
Mi, GiGi and 芝See菇Bi looked like they were having fun.
饑饉三十2008
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
i hate it when tvb makes meiheng the FIRST lead, and yet gives the SECOND lead more screen time than meiheng.
i hate it more when tvb then promotes the show as if the SECOND lead is the first lead, and totally hides the fact that meiheng is the FIRST lead.
i hate it even more when tvb forgot that meiheng went to their rescue when they couldnt find a FIRST lead for the show when it was shot in 2006.
kenix rejected tvb, then they went to ada, and then the 3rd they approached was meiheng.
meiheng accepted it readily even though she was totally bushed from acting 5 shows non-stop from 2005.
they pushed the telecast date several times for no apparent reason, that i thought it was going to be warehoused.
if it was warehoused i swear i would not watch anymore future tvb dramas.
after watching the preview clip i am even more enraged by tvb.
her name was obviously FIRST, even before vincent zhao's name.
and yet the way tvb promotes it, it seems that every other character is more important than meiheng's.
all of a sudden i dont feel the excitement in waiting for the show anymore.
it just makes me angrier.
if someone talks to me about this show without a single mention of meiheng, i will not talk to the person at all.
the sheer ignorance of the commonfolk pisses me off.
now i am fuming with anger that i cant fall asleep.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
初始听到消息时，真的难以置信。
到现在为止，还觉得她仍然健在。
我超级记得她说过的一句话：
“知唔知我钟意食咩呀？我钟意食糊（麻将）呀！”
肥姐，一路走好。
“当你见到天上星星 可会想起我
可会记得当年我的脸 曾为你更比星星笑得多
当你记起当年往事 你又会如何
可会轻轻凄然叹喟 怀念我在你心中照耀过”
一时嘅八卦，累到自己好无辜咁被认定冇专心做嘢。
一时嘅消息，唔知会唔会諗得太多，心里仲希望呢啲都係烟幕。
一时嘅好胜，落投咗我之前諗住要买两样嘢嘅其中一样，即係
《孤男寡女 光影文字記憶本 紀念集》。
我真係衰冲动喇今次。
但係我真係好钟意《孤男寡女》呀嘛...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUILIN!
today is garfield day.
received this set of stickers from ah pok. =)
bought these for no reason from valudollar shop. =)
there are cups and forks and spoons and everything for a garfield party, but i think it'll be dumb if i buy all and not use them.
have to slowly recap the stuffs that are not work-related in my life.
bought kung fu mahjong vcd on wednesday.
i finally found the cantonese version on vcd.
went terminal 3 with gujie yesterday.
immensely huge but fricking high-end.
havent logged on to mantown for about 2 weeks.
but ive been to onmanroad and mikong so i know whats going on.
mi's going to laos from coming tuesday to sunday for the 《饑饉三十》activity.
mar 22: show mi concert at mohegan sun arena, uncasville, connecticut, usa, 2am and 2pm (2 shows).
mar 28: show mi concert in new zealand.
yay.
i keep falling asleep with my computer on.
Monday, February 11, 2008, 11:34 p.m.i bought the show mi tee!
managed to talk the seller round to register for paypal.
will receive the tee two weeks later.
which is just about in time for the master of tai chi.
it is starting on 25th feb!
yipps. =)
coming saturday's show is not what i hoped.
never mind, there's always another chance.
i watched the 最佳荧幕情侣对对碰 show that tvb had in 1995 this afternoon.
i got very excited when i saw people like wah-zai and hacken coming out in traditional wedding costumes.
for one moment i thought it was THE show with this:
apparently, it wasnt.
i have a lot of this series of photos but i never thought that it might be a variety show that they appeared together in.
but i think it would be very very nice to watch them doing couple activities, just like how the 6 couples in today's episode did.
am now hoping that there is such an episode next week.
i finally found 札西德勒!
have been finding it for a long time, even though i prefer the children version of it.
if it ever sounds familiar to you, there was this TCS drama a long long time ago, called 《万里晴空》... this was one of the songs in the show.
i also found the themesong of 《阳光列车》。
i think the songs of the past TCS dramas are damn nice.
Friday, February 8, 2008
spent the whole afternoon watching the amazing race on axn, from 2pm to 8pm.
decided to spend some money on hk auctions.
should i buy the needing you pictorial, or should i buy the show mi tee?
i would want the show mi tee very much, but it costs a bomb, and the seller doesnt have paypal.
does anyone have an account with the bank of china, or standard chartered bank?
Thursday, February 7, 2008
原本可以开开心心，又有谁会料到两个臭脾气会相骂。
一时之间反应不过来，之后才感觉到两人的火爆与不甘。
相对的，也感受到旁人的力阻与恐慌。
气氛一度凝重。
重得差点窒息。
之后谁也没道歉，各自离开战地。
旁人不知如何是好。
时间像是过得太慢，怎么等都等不到救兵的莅临。
似是过了良久，小救兵终于到了。
大家松了一口气。
小救兵懵懵懂懂地进来，观察一番，然后开始发功。
把其中一方逗到破涕为笑。
自己暗暗庆幸有他来解围，不然会非常尴尬。
其实小救兵都不晓得发生什么事，
他的存在很自然地让大家开心。
因为他有着旁人都已失去很久的东西。
童真。
这一场突如其来的战争使到另外一方得撤退。
之后大家话不多，皆因心照不宣。
尽快将两方分隔，方为上策。
将来又多了几个禁语。
说话时要三思，真是考功夫。
希望这件事能尽快淡忘。
很爱很爱小救兵。
当然，能平息这场仗，不完全是小救兵的功劳。
也得靠大家冷静地对待，分工合作，好言相劝。
之后又到了另一个陌生地。
幸而见到的是熟悉的面孔。
与表兄弟姐妹难得的相聚，
彼此间又多了份可贵亲情。
更奇妙地与外甥们一起玩，
是自己从来都没有的经历。
姨妈们与自己都想打麻将，
因地方小不能玩而感可惜。
今年的新年是前所未有的不同。
少了过年的气氛。
少了几家的团聚。
少了最爱的肉干。
少了自家的角仔。
少了过年的麻将。
虽说是最难过的新年，但却是充满感触的新年。
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
packed my room.
not as messy as before, but with the stack of magazines, it is nowhere near neat.
有史以来最不开心的“团圆饭”。
最不像除夕的除夕。
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
rewatched UE2, due to seeing a bunch of screenshots of flora and bowie.
went back to office, and then to bishan for lunch with qianyu.
after which i popped by to her new condo, and its really pretty!
the ikea smell is heavenly.
rooms are a bit small, but its quite cosy to live in, and quite easy to clean up too.
but i cant live in a room the size of qianyu's room.
after putting all my magazines, vcds and tapes, i probably cannot enter the room at all, let alone put a bed and table in it.
spent a nice afternoon with qianyu reminiscing about almost everything.
《查之女》is showing in june!!!
i cant wait.
i am hoping that there will be a movie premiere for 《查之女》, and hopefully mi will come again.
i must somehow get the movie premiere tickets, if there is.
Monday, February 4, 2008
after receiving the email, i rushed from 3am to 645am.
then it was time for good morning singapore.
dont like such emails.
went shopping for my cny clothes, and only bought one top.
collected my magazines.
am happy that the tvb people still remembers meiheng.
the master of tai chi is releasing in this month.
finally.
i waited for it for more than a year.
please come out soon; i have no more shows to watch.
tuesday: two nice interviewees plus spotting a porsche.
wednesday: one nice interviewee plus a nice movie premiere.
thursday: one lousy day for myself plus two happy birthdays for grace and mayling.
friday: one busy day plus dinner and brandon, plus feeling damn useless.
saturday: grace's birthday lunch plus city plaza venture, plus 3 new 黑仔s (fish).
today: grandparents' place plus deli-indo peanuts.
and, i have realised that in the real world, there is no such thing as holidays.
one moment i feel a glimmer of happiness; without allowing much of the happiness to sink in, the next moment i am taken back to hell.
好不容易地捱过一个星期的无泪。
原来，
这一个星期是用来储存泪水。
狠狠地被拉回真实世界，
也许，
存好的泪水注定要流下来。
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