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10:46 p.m. this is a very nice fanfic: Promises . do check it out! another one! Who Do You Love .
09:18 p.m. am disappointed. on this very day that will occur once every four years. i finished my homework and did the chores and ironed my uniform. then i went to ask papa whether i can fetch flora from the airport. he refused to let me go. i dont blame him because i know he is concerned about my safety. but i am disappointed that i cannot see her today. just now LIB was also disappointing. whenever i put myself into ling yun's shoes, i'd tell myself to leave the useless emperor. im not lamenting about the synopsis of the show. its just that these unhappy things can actually be happening all at the same time. i can only comfort myself by listening to flora' songs since i cannot fetch her. you wont be seeing me smiling tonight. and maybe tomorrow. but im not angry. i just feel sad. all i can do now is to stare at the purple screen of pitas and type these. i have no more homework. math and physics have to be done in school coz i left my tys in the locker. my newest favourite place is the airport. no link to today's event. every time i go the the airport there's this overwhelming warmth there, even thought its freezing cold there. i like the night airport the most, because there's lesser people there. i have no idea why i like it.. it has nothing to do with TITS even though its related to airports too. i like to walk around the airport at night, watching the planes take off and land, the airport staff working night shift and yet still so energetic. maybe its because the lights at the airport are nicer at night. i havent been on an aeroplane before. maybe thats why.. departing and arriving are part of everyday life, i think the airport is like a stage, showing memories of our lives. maybe because i have nothing to do thats why im typing so much. its time to archive. shall go parkway tomorrow to buy gu jie's birthday present..
12:42 p.m. HAPPY 29th FEBRUARY! not like its someone's birthday or something like that.. but i will only get to blog on this day 4 years later. so i'd better write some things to remember this day. flora's coming later and oh yah, yesterday's LIB was great! just that the voice-over for mariane has changed and it sounded horrible. the previous one was better. the current one makes her sound like a tomboy. and she was soooo cute in yesterday's episode. yongjie and i were guessing what would happen in the next scenes as the show went on and we were both so clever. the emperor was useless and all he thought of was the slutty chu chu and he still dared to deny it. hmm i've saved quite a bit this week and maybe by next week i can buy the vcds already.. goodie..
12:17 p.m. thursday
friday
sautrday received a message from joanne that flora's coming on sunday (which is today) 1030pm and i dont know how to tell papa that i want to go. i really want to go. gu jie didnt want me to go, coz i called her to ask for her opinion and she said flora wouldnt want her fans to fetch her at the airport at such a time. and i have to go to school on monday. so i took the whole night to think about it.
sunday, today not at all a realistic dream. 1)sammi wouldnt talk to me and write me a note and give me presents. 2)my brother doesnt like sammi. 3) he wouldnt go to a sammi concert with me. 4)enoch wouldnt snatch a sammi note from me. 5) i dont think enoch likes sammi. yah so many loopholes. but nevertheless, it was still a nice dream coz sammi treated me like her sister and stuffs and ahahaha but in real life it will never be true. since i already said that out. fahahhah. im still deciding on how to tell papa about me feching flora later.
12:05 p.m. there will be a mass comm talk next week!! yayay i want to go!! meanwhile, i'll be mugging for chem. and im very excited about meeting flora again!! bwwhahahhaha...
01:23 p.m. argh. darn. i missed the first 10 minutes of the australia show which has jace in it. coz i didnt immediately read ng's reminder and i missed the part which she went to the great barrier reef and touch the fishes!!! argh never mind lar.. visited another site yesterday which was so funny but aiyah i have no mood to post the link up so just heck. see if you can find it through my links. the sexual education talk by the teachers was so hilarious at the beginning but as they went on to invite some students as interviewees, it became ultra boring. and the interviewees (except lynnette) were all so tactless when they talked about fat people. just had no mood to continue studying chem so i popped in to type these. grace just finished donating blood and she came in to complain that the person gave her a green strap instead of the orange one that she liked.. ("-_-) i'll just write an email to jace and comfort her a little.. hope she can take it in her stride.. be strong jace! i will always support you!!
07:21 p.m. i feel so demoralised after receiving my gp common test. i almost passed. and cyl just had to walk by after school and asked me to jia you.. jia your head lar, today she spent the whole period integrating some equation that didnt solve the question, and she integrated wrongly some more..realised that i can work better when im alone. so the library is the place for me. just gotten news from tvbspacenews that flora will be coming to singapore on 1st march. which happens to be a monday. either i skip school or i dont get to meet flora. hope she changes her flight to sunday. or thursday or friday coz my lessons end early. argh. please let me meet flora. please..
01:43 p.m. everybody else is mugging their econs test in the library while they join me for my break. the stupid librarian is screaming at the people outside and hahaha i think she is a stupid idiot. yes. im that childish. the dumb tangents and normals tutorial is so difficult that i decided to stop at question 6 to come in to computer lab and type these. hahahah just now during break, mr samuel lim was scolding zurong and jingxian and i feel so elated.. dont say im mean but i am.. hahahaha grace is now joining me at the copmputer.. and we are now looking at the class photos jazreel sent to us.. just voted for the SC nominees and i think only a few are okay, the rest i voted against and abstain. argh dunno whether cyl got come or not, didnt see her today. hope she didnt come. and today's PE lecture and so i dont have to run again.. goodie. arh my throat is getting itchy again. and there's no aws tomorrow. everybody let's light the firecrackers..!!
11:03 a.m. math common test is finally over but there's chem common test awaiting.. after math test yesterday, me yunxin and adel went to century square to buy my magazine then to white sands to buy chicken to go to yunxin's house to cook. but the ntuc person said there wasnt any chicken wings coz of bird flu and adel was so devastated. we went to yunxin's house (i went there for the first time) and i stayed to finish my sushi before leaving to meet gu jie at harbourfront. ue2 vcds are now selling at cheaper prices than before. when we bought it at harbourfront poh kim, they were selling at $40.90. hahahah.. later we headed to singpost to meet the flora fans and only 4 were there.. received a gigantic TITS poster and a flora magazine, and photos from yahui. then we chatted about almost everything, from TITS to flora's parents and her ex-husband to myolie (whom they called "dai-pi") to work and studies to flora's likes and dislikes to NUS and NTU to computers to mass comm to what-have-you. yahui had THREE bags of TITS files and haha i got another one from her, means i have 2 now. fwwhahaha. like i said, im sure to have a rewarding experience whenever flora's fans meet up. then later yuki came but she forgot to bring the sisters magazine.. then i rushed home to watch LIB. gu jie and i went to the rental shop at pasir ris and they sell ue2 at $38+!! and they have a super beautiful poster of flora!! but the auntie said she only has one so she cannot give it to me.. she's a very friendly lady, so i decided to rent tapes from her instead of the black faced woman at simei. then after some time i will go to the auntie and tell her to give me the poster when she dont want them anymore or when she needs to change to other posters.. bwhahahha. some family came to view my house but i didnt entertain them coz i was engrossed in LIB that i didnt bother. after LIB, i watched behind the fame, and it was super funny! but flora teared at the parts where she talked about which love story she'd like to experience in real life. she said it was the scene in TITS where joe and her were lying on the bed and joe said "i'd like to hold your hands while sleeping for one night" and she was already in tears while she was saying all these, and fei-jie was also crying.. another part flora cried was when lydia asked them which part of your life you'd never forget and will always want it to be in your memory, and flora replied that it was at the airport in USA when her mother hugged her and said "take care" and she said to her mother "i love you".. and then ada and lydia started crying again.. this is a really nice programme coz it contains both happy and sad events.. besides flora, ada, gallen and lydia were also very funny.. =) hahha i finally got my ue2 which happens to be the show that caused me to like flora.. erm no excitement these days. boo.
06:37 p.m. CT walkabout today was horrendous. the SC nominees think it is a joke to walk to classes to answer questions. seriously, only a few will get my vote. the rest, im sorry. in your next jc, maybe. then after that we received our physics common test papers. im going into physics remedial. expected. was terribly upset over my grades. hate the statistics lecturer coz he doesnt know how to use a mic and he booms over the mic, trying to make us deaf. plus with jingxian and zurong in front of me (talking bad about me, thinking that i wont know. but i do) and michelle in the same row, i felt like giving these 3 people tight slaps and get out of the LT immediately. they know i hate them and i know they hate me. the feelings are mutual. chemistry lecture was equally traumatising with theodora sitting beside me. bah. i have no idea when flora will be coming. all i know now is that my fridays have been taken up by physics R. and its starting tomorrow. qianyu's leaving tomorrow but i have no presents for her. i feel so guilty. there's nothing to be happy about at this point of time except that i can start eating dinner.
11:31 a.m. omg this is something to anticipate about..
12:59 p.m. yesterday i watched FOJ4 again and realised how old the singaporean actors were.. went out for jts at airport while gu jie taped LIB for me. most of us were coincidentally wearing dark coloured clothes and like some black-gang.. swensons couldnt accommodate so many people but in the end they let all of us in to the room. the food there is nice and haha i ate finish my food before adel's food came! and she was like saying how slow i eat.. the climax of the jts was jingzhi and ziyi saying all kinds of lame jokes and riddles and all of us were totally amused by them. and they commented that my answers were also very lame.. ahahha. and jingzhi started telling dirty jokes but some innocent girls in the junior class couldnt get the jokes.. am supposed to meet laozhao yanting and wangying but it was too late already so i didnt meet them. but yanting told me a horrible news over the phone, that she accidentally erased my ATE episode 44-48 to tape some other shows!! omg i screamed immediately.. but yanting was apologetic and offered to rent the tapes to re-tape again.. joanne messaged me that she can cancel the ue2 order already. hahaha i can go buy my ue2..
11:49 p.m. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! not like it matters to me but anyway, hope all who enjoys valentine's day to have a great time! today's cross country was fun, i ran with denise since megan jaz wenting and minghui took MCs, but halfway denise took speed and i couldnt catch up with her, so in the end i came in with a position of 393. aiyah, dropped by 100+ positions compared to last year. i was the last girl in the class, and considering the positions, our class had chance to retain our title of being the champion of inter-CT competition. hahah went over to cheer for the boys after our race and wow shamir was like flying coz he ran so superbly fast! but too bad he isnt in S61, if we were competing by faculties, i tell you, S6 will be a sure winner. =) there was a prize giving ceremony after all the races, and many runners were from phoenix my house. then we had a nice identity and received nice vday gifts from grace and kiaying. then there was a lucky draw and the emcees were saying there will be a jean yip voucher and i told adel, "eh xiuzhen (jacelyn) is the spokesperson for jean yip leh.." and later huang zhen won a asics bag and our class was like wowww.. was happy for him.. and then i told adel again, "aiyah why they call 343, they should call 393.." and guess what? they really called 393!! and everyone around me was like "XUELIN YOU WON!" and i went up the stage super embarrassingly i wanted to hide my face immediately. i won a jean yip 50% voucher, but must spend above $50 and use by 30 june this year.. haha maybe can go rebond or straighten or have facial.. fwhahahhaa. then when it was time to announce the jc2 inter CT competition, our class felt really stressed.. then after they announced the 3rd and 2nd, yos pang suddenly signalled to us that we won and before we actually heard the results, we were already standing up and cheering!! yay! three cheers to 03S61!! hahah got a large hamper and we popped the champaign and took photos in front of the gigantic phoenix banner and cheered, and vivian was like saying the trophy was like the manchester united trophy and he was hugging it.. after a while the lousy trophy fell off and vivian was devastated.. ahhaha. 03S61 rocks! after the celebration, me, grace, meiqi, yimyiu, adel and kiaying went to tampines mall to eat and since kiaying sprained her ankle, we took a cab there.. met michelle at pasta mania and she also sprained her ankle! same leg as kiaying too! so coincidental.. ate at ajisen and yiling came later and the sexhons (without adel) played the exchange-gift game. you will receive the present from whoever you pick. yiling and kiaying bought the same cup!! and guess what? they picked each other!! omgoodness, that was really hilarious.. then we picked again and again coz we kept picking our own names, finally after many rounds, yiling got yimyiu's earrings, yimyiu got kiaying's cup, grace got yiling's cup and meiqi got grace's bolster. me and meiqi havent bought presents yet, and kiaying picked me and i picked meiqi. so we went to precious thoughts to buy kiaying's all wanted mr.on doggie. then i didnt know what i wanted and we walked around and i wanted a pair of earrings from six but isetan's six didnt have the ones that i wanted, then i remembered i have to buy tvb weekly and so meiqi bought it for me.. hahah i know its cheap but since i wanted it i think its okay.. =) really had a fun time today.. went home and fell asleep immediately and woke up in time for LIB. gu jie was extremely pissed with joanne coz she said joanne was irresponsible and she should have gotten information from hk about when the ue2 vcds will arrive and stuffs. she kept complaining to me on the phone as if i was the manager of some company with irresponsible staff. and so i just said yah yah and she carried on with the complaints.. i think joanne's not to blame coz she's just the middleman and usually this kind of communication problems are bound to happen.. i decided to go for my jts and not the 4jam dinner. as for LIB i'll ask papa or yongjie to tape for me and megan promised to lend me her moulin rouge vcd. so solved. hahahah
07:15 p.m. omg i cant believe this. just now when i was signing the guestbook of the TITS unofficial website, i read all the other entries and found this:
What is your name? i cant believe this. seriously, it sounds so real and yet so fake. i dont know whether to believe that it is signed by flora or not.. the website address posted was florachan.com, and there was an email but shall not disclose it here. haha shall email her to see if that was really her message or not.. i seldom see flora signing guestbooks or signing in forums, but i do see jessica's replies in her forum. so this came as a total shock to me.. but i know flora and jessica visit their fan sites and are really appreciative of their fans. heehee they are so nice.. =D
05:41 p.m. today's friendship day and i bought a water bottle from adidas for mun bbun, and a nike wristband for shaun. early morning at the table, five of us bought things from adidas and there were five adidas paper bags there! was quite a funny sight.. then after assembly there was mass dance but only danced i want you and friendship dance. then we exchanged gifts, mun bbun gave me merci chocolates and shaun gave me a $25 voucher at broders to be shared with becky who is his angel. hahaha a lot of people ponned lectures especially S41, kiaying and meiqi's class, like the whole class skipped lectures! ahahaha, our class was very lame today and was very funny during gp.. i munched on the most number of sweets and chocolates today! scared that i will become fat.. went out with laozhao after school to parkway and showed her around the newly-renovated parkway, and laozhao was amazed by the dramatic changes about there. we walked around and bought a badge each plus she bought a belt. before meeting me, laozhao had bought a pair of converse slippers, but she decided to give it to me.. i said no need but she insisted, so i accepted, i feel so guilty, so im giving her something before she leaves for melbourne.. at poh kim i saw untraceable evidence 2 vcd and i gasped and the shopkeepers turned to look at me.. omg they are selling it at $64.80 but after 30% discount it will be around $45.. cheaper than buying from hk.. but i placed my orders from joanne already, and she couldnt cancel the order.. haiya, really feel like buying it instantly.. there's another vcd inside ue2 vcd and its called "zhang sheng de bei hou" and its featuring flora!! its the one that i always couldnt download from loveflorachan.com, coz the moderator irene removed it from the website. arrgghh i want the vcds immediately!! then i can erase my previous ue2 tapes which was dubbed from the rental tapes by meiqi. so my top priority for cds and vcds are 1) untraceable evidence 2, 2) love is beautiful, 3) evonne "mei li de ai qing", 4) sammi's chinese compilations album. they changed the 4jam lunch to dinner and it clashes with S61's jts so im thinking whether i should go for either one or both. i want to meet up with laozhao jesslyn yanting and wangying. but i want to have free dinner from my juniors. so hmm maybe i will go for jts at changi airport first, then after the dinner i go to dhoby ghaut to meet the 4jammers. but the next day is a school day so i have to reach home early. plus there's LIB on sunday and moulin rouge on channel 5.. aiyah so how? i want my vcds and 2 calendars immediately. people from hk, please pass these things to joanne quickly so that i can collect them..
12:30 a.m. When I Dream
I could build the mansion that is higher than the dreams
I can be the singer or the clown in any role
11:55 p.m. im seriously not into the valentine's day mood, i dont see any reason why i should be. buying gifts for people is troublesome, especially when you know the person for barely a month, like my angel and mortal. i dont know what to buy for them. and yimyiu suggested that we exchange gifts among the few of us, erm i dont have time and money to shop before friday, so maybe you all can leave me out in the gift exchange. anyway, it doesnt matter whether i receive anything on 14 february or not, its just another day like any other day. maybe because i have no dates thats why i feel this way, but i dont need valentine's day to remind me to be appreciative of my loved ones. and im really tired of buying presents. yes im complaining here, so maybe just dont give me anything coz im not worth the trouble to buy things for anyway. some thoughts just crossed my mind, was thinking, maybe im too introvert, otherwise im too tactless. or im just purely unlikeable. yes probably thats about it, i didnt want to think this way, and i try to maintain a positive outlook regarding this issue, but this has become more prominent and i cant help but feel this way. i feel im being ostracised in a less obvious way. dont know whether it is a good thing or not.. maybe im ostracising myself, but i tried to fit myself into other people and somehow i was repelled by them, and i felt really out of place and really need a hole to hide in. thats why most of the time i prefer to do things myself. like shopping. and doing homework. or even jobs like in CO thats why you dont see me telling yeelun what to do. i will feel that im pressurising him and i dont want people to think im abusing my power. im an easy pushover when im in a good mood, but i can really scream and scold people when im in a bad mood and when provoked. maybe because of my temperamental moods people dont like to get close to me. in short im a loner. yes and so i expect zero presents from everyone on friday. and my taste (food, people, fashion, music, tv, etc.) differ so much from others and there's nothing common among me and others. and i usually keep my inner thoughts to myself, even like now coz i didnt even mention the people's names (those names i mentioned are not those whom im referring to) so it proves that i dont wish to disclose everything to others. le-er is a cancerian, just like me.. i dont feel like facing people everyday. sometimes i'd really wish that i can stay away from people and remain secluded in my own world. even if i see people whom i know, i'd just try to hide or walk another direction or pretend i didnt see them. i hate to pretend that i know them well and can click so well, but in fact we dont talk to each other a lot and have no common topic. and i know that people gossip about me. i dont really care. as long as they dont do it in front of me. sometimes i seem to be nosey, but im actually trying to mix into the group of people. with intentions misunderstood, i'd rather stay in my home forever.
01:40 p.m. chan yang leng's lecture was incomprehensible. and i felt like slapping her right in the face during lecture. and during tutorial was worse, she kept staring at me as if im some jail convict and must really keep a close watch on me.. and when i showed yos who was beside me something, she suddenly asked "so xue lin what have you got to say? whats the answer? what were you talking about?" like what the hell, i was talking to yos, not her, why does she have to be so nosey?!?! and so i cracked up some nonsense, like "oh i was asking yos whether photoelectrons is one word or two words.." wah really felt like giving her one tight slap to stop her from staring at me and pinpointing at me when i have done no wrong.. finished typing the minutes but realised that i cannot type the proposal for the training camp yet because guo lao havent given me his free days yet so for the first section of the proposal, which stated "date", i have nothing to fill in... hahahaha. the bell has just rung and its about time i go do the stupid quantum physics. ahahahah. argh. i dislike wednesdays.
07:18 p.m. i found my water bottle! i left it at the money changer the previous time! haha.. but they refused to change the coins with me.. we are going to have jts on sunday but it almost clashes with the 4J lunch, so haha.. i dont know which to go.. and today weixin sent me a dumb message that says "i know this may seem shocking to you, but you are invited to my engagement on this coming 30th, raffles hotel, 9.30am. your presence means a lot to me. thanks. see you there." and i stared blankly at the screen at first, then understood that there's no 30th in february, and so i laughed and messaged her back "haha dont try to trick me there's no 30th this month.. haha who's the groom? gorilla? haha.." and then i showed it to grace and both of us started to send it to our friends, and adel actually fell for it.. hahahah another really gullible one was jesslyn, she asked shockly "huh? engagement? yours? serious?" and i replied yah, and she said "huh.. i mean.. you serious with me? how come?" and i told her i decided to settle down, and finally she realised.. hahah. another dumb one was mollie, he thought the raffles hotel thing is some co orientation!! like no link lar.. and he thought im engaged with yeelun!! yuck yuck, i wont even marry him for all the money in the world.. and i told him my future husband is joe and he thought its joe millionaire.. wah i read his messages and i wanted to laugh.. and i told him its joe ma and he still doesnt know. but he didnt reply me anymore so i guess he knew it already. haha. the clever one was eileen. she knew it was a fake from the start but she still had to confirm it with me.. what a laugh.. pe was terrible, only 3 girls and 5 boys, dolly, megan, jazreel, vanessa were all sick. so we played combined floorball with A52 but it was still boring coz there were so few of us.. it seems that a lot of people like to watch love is beautiful, all of them said its very interesting. told you mariane is cute and she can really act.. anne is also good but ahem i like mariane better.. ahahahah. got to go bathe and watch invisible journey later.. bfwhahahahahah.
01:09 a.m. just checked my SAT scores. i got surprisingly full 800 marks for the math section, and gasp! 570 for verbal. guess my math helped me a lot.. total i got 1370. haha means i dont have to retake it and can thus save $80+. hahahah..
12:13 a.m. hallelujah. im almost certain that im going into physics remedial after this morning's trauma during the paper. dont talk about it anymore. friday was basically mug day for physics, but apparently i forgot what i've studied. hrm. after the common test, i went to eat at macdonalds with adel and vanessa and ate my delicious hotcakes while adel looked on with disgust. she hates hotcakes. haha. went home and slept for two hours and dragged myself up to attend the most hated meeting of the year- chouwei meeting. yimyiu decided to skip it, i wanted too but to prevent shuzhen from nagging at me, i decided to go and stop her nagging. was a terrible move. i was late, and during the meeting all they talked about had nothing to do with me. and i felt so out of place with all the TBY and XYZ people and im the only guanyue person. argh. yimyiu is changed to video and recording and when she received the news, she almost wanted to faint. faint with horror. we both want to quit this meaningless committee. yes. everyone inside it (except us coz we are different batch from them) is so pretentious and tactless and arrogant. yuck. the next horrendous meeting will be on valentine's day. dont talk about it. IJ is superbly nice, and yongjie watched it in disbelief that le-er can walk around without a walking stick and knows how to cook. LIB is nice after they changed faces, i concluded, finally mariane can act as the good girl. anyway even if she is chuchu, she is also very cute especially when she pouts her mouth. haha. awakening story ended with a nice note but when i saw the wedding i started to laugh hysterically. coz the background had their names and it read "rose and hin". okay hin is joe coz "hin" is qian in cantonese. but ROSE omg of all names maggie has to call her character ROSE. very funny... i hate common tests to be on staurdays. they rob me of my friday outings. usually friday is when the class or the click go out and enjoy the weekend but now it becomes a horrible mugging day. vjc wants their students to have no life.
05:30 p.m. yesterday when i was in the co room doing homework while waiting for practice to start, i was listening to UFM100.3 (the only audible mandarin channel in the co room) and there was a request to the deejay. a girl wants to know where to buy a triangel!! and then when i heard "triangel" i almost jumped out.. ahh so this girl really like flora coz the triangel is the doll that isabelle wanted to find and sam found it for her.. okay then the deejay also dont know so she appealled for the listeners' help, and one listener messaged in the address, and hahaha the address is in hong kong!! i think the girl might have fainted upon hearing this.. coz me and weixin almost fell to the ground too.. hahahaha i know where to buy it though, either you ask a hong kong friend to buy for you, or you go to yahoo hk auctions and type "triangel" and all kinds of triangels will pop out for you to choose. but they are seriously expensive, like HK500+ equals SG100+.. and none of them look like the one isabelle wants. anyway i wouldnt want to have it. coz belle and sam met through triangel, and vincent went to fufill belle's wish by trying to find the kind that belle wanted.. but vincent couldnt find it. i think the triangel will remind me of belle and sam rather than belle and vincent, and like i said i dont like sam. so why should i buy the triangel? hahahahha..
12:16 p.m. yesterday's CO was crap coz so many people were absent especially the year twos. was pissed off with them. hrmph. today's the last episode of the awakening story and tomorrow's the first episode of invisible journey. am stressed now coz there's this person beside me typing superbly fast like she's playing the piano and in contrast, me the utterly super slow speed woman. took a cab to school from bedok and was almost late so i concluded that i have to wake up earlier. and i dont want to take the same train as yeelun. very awkward when we are both in the same carriage and he's standing and im sitting and we dont communicate. yuck. hong kong is not that active now, as in for flora and jessica, but jessica and joe's new show, fan lei fa, is starting and im seriously lagging coz singapore now only sells tvb weekly #346 and hk is at #348. argh. my vcr can play tapes but sometimes has the flickers and somehow the numbers dont run. they just stop running from the time i start to play the tape. it runs only when i forward or rewind it. shall go buy head cleaner later. we are having a 4J class meal on sunday 15 feb at glasshouse but dont know whether im going or not. see if the rest of my click are going or not.. im sick of every week having to clear the mess of CO rubbish, messaging all the people that i dislike that there will be chouwei meeting that i absolutely dont want to go, call guo lao shi who always ignore my calls and messages, study for weekends common tests, homework and yongjie's bullshit unreasonable complaints. both my angel and mortal dont like to reply my letters. so i dont reply to them lor. somehow i feel that i've become isolated from the class coz when its my lesson its their break, when its my lesson its their break. so we only see each other in math and gp lessons. haha. so you can see me looming around alone. im a loner. got to go study for physics le.
01:39 p.m. i hate it when i come to line up for assembly, there is no 03S61 line and every time i have to be the first one. and spastic year ones just think that their seniors are invisible and stand anywhere they want, causing us to be squeezed like tomatoes. hrmph. then my mood was better when samuel lim came out to introduce the faces of the year competition.. haha. but when zurong and jingxian came out, i had the urge to slap the both of them real hard. dont know why but when i see zurong he looks so ya-ya. and jingxian too, she also looks proud to have a ya-ya boyfriend. argh want to slap both of them. physics lecture was by cyl and everyone was like "omg its her?!?!" and gosh her lecture notes and her slides dont tally, and she doesnt know how to use powerpoint. argh and she made us copy dozens of stuffs when the stupid notes have nothing in them at all. and she skips sections and plus all the nonsense, everyone in the lecture became confused and irritated by her. aim to finish some homework and start to mug for physics.. hmm but hope tomorrow dont have CO coz maybe the music room havent finished renovations yet.. ahahahah. am going to print a picture of joe and put in my file and wallet ahahahah.. i come to library to use the computer and surf the chinese websites coz i cant view it at home.. so haha nothing nice to see..
06:23 p.m. was shocked to see that mayling, enoch and i wore almost the same clothes to the class outing. especially mayling coz both of us wore long sleeved white shirt and jeans. haha. the 3 of us waited at dhoby ghaut station for about 15 minutes but still no one appeared, so i called jazreel and she said she was at the new dhoby ghaut station near the NEL. so the 3 of us headed there and minghui told me that we were not going kbox. erm yah so what can i say but to say never mind.. i wanted to go one but since the rest expressed no interest in it then forget it. we went to plaza singapura and ate at swensens. saw this photo of flora, gallen and louis taken last year when they came for the concert, and a t-shirt with flroa's autograph on it. i immediately asked for adel's camera and snapped pictures of it for rememberance. haha. i shared a superbly delicious salmon and mushroom baked rice with megan. then i became bored. we gave mayling a birthday ice cream and she looked surprised.. then they said they want to watch movie but there were a lot of people there and tickets were selling fast. i told them i dont want to watch gothika which was a dumb horror movie. but there werent any seats left so they settled on house of sand and fog and i wasnt interested in such movies so i declined to watch. went down with mayling and minghui to times and i saw this little book called "pluto's book of wisdom". was very cute and tiny but cost a bombing $10+. saw this cute red tomato in action city, basement one. arrhh so cute! cost $14.95. hmm maybe when my birthday is approaching i will buy it myself. then i went to century square to buy tvb weekly and changed money. but the stupid money changer said he didnt have small change. he only had at least HKD500. i was thinking to myself, then why do you open a money changer shop when you dont have small change? means i have to change $125 to get that HKD500 of yours. crazy. i dont have such money. so i didnt change money. there's this video taken by a joe fan and its very touching. its called "memories of vincent and isabelle" and it shows how they met each other and their sweetest times together, and at the end how vincent died and how belle was shattered.. was very touching and every time i watched i i would cry.. =( i think no one i know who reads my blog will want to download it so i dont bother to put the link of the video up. if you want then you can leave me a message. in short today's class outing was boring. thats it.
10:47 p.m. Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You
If I had to live my life without you near me
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
10:18 p.m. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIALING! decided to rewatch FOJ 4 coz i had nothing better to do while eating breakfast. realised how old that serial has been. everyone in that show (yes including jessica) dresses so differently, and if one dresses like that now, people will call it obiang. haha. because of the show, i was late in meeting the girls to buy grace's present. but i wasnt the latest. we settled on a blue adidas watch after much consideration. and grace was happy with it. =) we went to marche and ordered like 10+ plates of food. and some lamo waiter helped us took pictures and he was very fuuny.. we finished at about 4 plus and by then, outside heeren was flooded with xiao-zhu's fans. somehow i spotted a flora fan in the queue too. and apparently she saw me and she looked rather embarrassed. so grace couldnt get her cd signed. then we headed to taka then to wisma coz huiyi wanted to buy a pullover. she finally found a nice one but it was a jacket and it cost a bombing $93. i will never spend that amount for a jacket. hahahahaha.. most of us were so synchronised that we either wore white or blue or both. and dangling earrings except adel. fwahahahaha. went home to watch love is beautiful. fwhahahaha mariane is so cute. yongjie thinks i will like the second part better, the part after they change faces. erm im not so sure leh coz i havent watch finish yet. i think i will buy the vcd. coz my vcr is very irritating. and gosh i havent touched homework! and tomorrow i'll be out the whole day jamming karaoke.. at night joe will be waiting. so how??!! aiyah try to finish some later..
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