Wednesday, October 28, 2009, 11:05 p.m.
had some rough patches.
had many bored days.
had some nightmares.
had some anger.
but in the end it all becomes history.
because after the fair share of horror, comes your fair share of joy.
mine comes in small packages.
and i prefer it that way.
because life has so many simple pleasures.
like,
having a long weekend.
having cheap thrills like waiting for 10am to click.
buying a stack of ATASHIN'CHI poker cards. (i love that stack of cards to bits. DAMN CUTE.)
watching the shows that i produced on tv.
cheap thrill to see my name on tv.
watching the simpsons.
watching lost in love for the Nth time (reason being i was too lazy to dig out another show to rewatch.)
playing RC and CW every day.
going to work at 12pm and leaving at 430pm. (PS. only today.)
receiving my items from yahoo.
reading Mi news and watching Mi videos.
getting a new tv in my room (huge panasonic viera. my laptop looks tiny beside the tv.)
getting my hk puzzle all framed up.
eating ice cream while watching a lose weight programme (ie. my own show.)
but then its funny how hard i recalled for this list of small pleasures in my life for the past week.
then i realised it's because the bulk of it was boring. either that or i dont wish to disclose as yet.
anyways nothing much these days.
waiting for project to end.
slowly clearing my things.
busy weekend.
saving up (and scrimping >.<)
and waiting for tonnes of registered mail.
luckily i called my biggest seller and the items were sent today. (I HOPE.)
decided that its time for a change and therefore did some tweaks to the blog layout.
and so it turned out that i didnt need to transcribe because there isnt time to transcribe and it doesnt make sense for me to transcribe so much for a 30-minute show.
cafe world is a new game similar to restaurant city, except that it doesnt have much activities.
weird that whenever i have both RC and CW opened at the same time on different tabs/browsers, the entire computer slows down by 100 times.
so im playing them strategically now, no need to explain here.
because opening both games has caused a serious lag, therefore whenever i play, i cant do other stuffs like download O記II, play online mj, and watch mi clips on youtube.
mmm october has been pretty good.
just started transferring life for life tapes.
happiness to rewatch the show again.
my all-time favourite dr.chan show.
previously rewatched a place of one's own.
just finished rewatching lost in love.
i watch multiple shows, but all with the same actress.
am very inspired by mi and dr.chan.
side note: one day while rewatching lost in love, papa came home and saw dr.chan on tv, and said,"isnt she the one who acted in the change-face show? (love is beautiful)" i replied yes, and he continued, "her acting is damn powerful."
I WAS SUPER THRILLED.
good taste runs in the family gene.
just bought another 4 books off yesasia.
the reason why i dont buy from kino at the moment is because the stocks for erica li's books are running low and all that is left are 散文 and i dont really fancy reading them.
but nonetheless i still have my vouchers from the tyfs and i will use them soon, probably when mi's new book is out.
wanted to buy the entire series of atashin'chi dvds (taiwan version) but yesasia is missing part 2, and i dont want an incomplete collection so im putting that on hold at the moment.
anyway my usable cash is also depleting at a fast rate.
some serious home clean-up coming soon during the deepavali long holiday from 16th to 19th.
i dont know what to write.
simply because i dont know how im feeling now.
a mixture of everything.
just some updates.
doing Lose To Win now.
airing on 21st oct 9pm channel 5.
previous project First Class Back for Seconds, airing now every tuesdays 8pm channel 5.
rewatched better halves and a place of one's own.
罪與罰 rocks.
waiting for a lot of things now, including 搜下留情.
felt sad for them coz their most memorable day has turned out to be a commercial show, with all the ads plugging, random intervenes from trashy hosts, watching so many clips rather than the wedding itself, and the guests actually thought the hosts sincerely wanted a long interview from them that they started rambling non-stop ala their exclusive interview. rahhh the 1 hour thingy turned out to be all interviews. at this point of time my life revolves around interviews (and countless transcribing) so i cant stand shows that deem themselves as a coverage of an event but instead 90% are rubbishy interviews and clips. only 5% are the couple's interviews and the best clip of the night: the shen diao mock version. i laughed until pengz, mainly coz i can memorise the entire storyline and their lines by heart, so much so that i know what has been changed and stuff. but then that is only about 5 minutes so the remaining 55 mins was boring.
i know they are very sweet and all but too bad the coverage sucks.
actually got more rants on other stuffs but wont write them here.
september took a long time to pass.
罪與罰
作曲： 陳奐仁
填詞： 黃偉文, 24 Herbs
編曲： 陳奐仁
監製： 陳奐仁
主唱： 鄭秀文
誰懲罰過你
想想從頭到尾
誰迫你認罪 炮轟你
衪這麼愛你 但你覺得衪討厭你
因此給你那罪惡感 拖垮起重機
衪只想教你 磨練更謙卑一個你
多反省你 對人對己 易犯禁忌
我無得救
我嘅路係咪走到盡頭
只靠毒品讓我有一剎自由
望住塊鏡見到自己越嚟越瘦
係呢個社會
只感到越退越後
望天打卦 感覺可怕
可唔可以將我軀體立刻火化
現實社會 我再無能力招架
我放棄自己
神會寬恕我嗎
人生為乜
生存好迷失
為金錢卑躬屈膝
為明利改變本質
再唔記得自己有乜原則
見一日過一日
直至我嘅末日
我繼續 沉溺
萬無目的
負面嘅思想
永遠在腦裡充斥
係抑鬱定壓抑
我唔識
呢張紙可能會係我最後嘅筆跡
誰懲罰過你
怎麼垂頭喪氣
誰迫你認錯 擔起苦行石碑
誰原諒過你
可否牢牢銘記
從寬恕入面 見真理
我地係呢一齣戲嘅主角
想演好呢個角色需要時刻保持醒覺
擘大眼打醒十二分精神
提防小人喺你背後用暗箭將你擊暈
戲如人生盡力做好本份
但可能故事結局太過逼真
而真相更殘忍係要被大眾公開評分
無奈
你要成為人群中嘅最劣等
光與影呢秒鐘無法形成對等
黑與白嘅關係再次引起紛爭
灰色地帶衍生 一連串質問
你會失去所有似戰爭
自由太多會令世人失去平衡
唯有全能嘅神
能夠給你指引
我祈求上帝向你伸出援手
能夠帶你走出呢一個十字路口
其實你 原諒了他 等於救己
個個犯罪 誰會沒罪 誰壞到要死
而你 何事要 下半旗
你要贖罪 陪你贖罪 何只你
誰懲罰過你
怎麼垂頭喪氣 (我唔想再咁落去)
誰迫你認錯 擔起苦行石碑 (想你教我點樣去面對)
誰原諒過你
可否牢牢銘記 (我唔想再咁落去)
從寬恕入面 見真理 (想你教我點樣去面對)
誰懲罰過你 (衪這麼愛你 但你覺得衪討厭你) (我唔想再咁落去)
怎麼垂頭喪氣 (因此給你那罪惡感)
誰迫你自責 天天刁難自己 (拖垮起重機) (想你教我點樣去面對)
誰原諒過你 (衪只想教你 磨練更謙卑一個你) (我唔想再咁落去)
可否牢牢銘記 (多反省你)
能寬恕實在有福氣 (對人對己 易犯禁忌) (想你教我點樣去面對)
my blog is ageing.
slowly getting out of the blogging phase in my life.
it took me six years to realise how much im divulging about my life, and how many pervy people there are in this world.
thats part of the reason i blog less, but the main reason is that ive been busy after my previous post.
landed myself in a part time job for a week while waiting for the new project to start.
cashiering turned out to be very fun. even folding children's clothes can be so fun.
but the pay is damn low.
new project started on 1st september.
quite alright, will last till early november.
same pay for slightly lesser workload.
not going for the hennessy artist; got shoot on that day.
not going for moov; also got shoot on that day.
not going for staircase event; lagi got shoot on that day.
hopefully nothing happens on X date and Y date. i'd be cursed.
not watching the wedding prelude this thursday; got shoot.
not watching/attending the REAL wedding; got shoot but ends early, but still no invitation. pauline got invited but shes not going. wanted to pretend to be her and just go for the wedding but i dont want to part with my money for the red packet. i can put that money to good use.
bought quite a lot of old movies starring dr.chan, and 80% are horror movies. le sigh. buy already also dont dare to watch. the other 20% are gangster movies, with no happy ending. why like that.
therefore, i enjoy watching her tvb shows more than the movies, partly because of the horror element in movies. then again, most of her shows ive watched a million times, so im watching her first few shows lor. download off tudou and 56. left about 3 more shows i think. they still dont have my favourite show. im going to transfer it out from my tape when i have time.
cleaned my room/house quite a few times, about once a week.
very accomplished.
but it still looks like a warehouse due to the numerous plastic bags.
cash converter's rate is super duper low: any mandarin cd/vcd/dvd is 20 cents each regardless of quality.
since nobody wants zoe tay or ann kok or mingshun's albums, ive sold them for 20 cents each and 2 other movies which i have not watched. total 1 buck. spent it all on postage to hk for my dr.chan movies, and i still have to 倒贴。
times are bad.
and i need the cash.
luckily im not invited to the wedding.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MI!
have a safe and enjoyable trip to south africa.
for the past weeeks didnt feel like blogging.
had nothing much to say.
even if i had things to say i wouldnt say it here, or to anyone else.
watched a whole load of dr.chan's shows.
comments about the shows will bore you to tears so i shall skip the details.
weird that i have to spare a thought for silent readers when this is my blog.
but since when there is privacy on the internet.
tidied my house in the past weeks.
improving by the day.
watched movies, both online (old dr.chan movies) and in theatres.
shopping aimlessly.
bought cds, vcds (online and in person), and random stuffs.
welcome back, herbleaves.
earned a little income but probably not enough to sustain.
went for fun photo shoot with family.
realised the importance of a thumbdrive.
nothing much. i finished watching 花木蘭.
tudou couldnt load so i had to change location.
nothing else to say.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DR.CHAN!
very inspired by you.
"你要學吓自己照頋自己，知唔知呀？"
"咁我同你喺埋一齊做咩wor，我就係要你照頋我呀嘛。。。"
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