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11:45 p.m. we're going to reformat the computer, so yongjie made me transfer all my images to imagestation. hmm, finishing soon, but they are all in a mess. decided to make it private coz there's nothing nice to see anyway. suddenly have the urge to rent UE2 to watch, and i finished my econs essay liao. sheesh, still got a lot more things to do.
01:43 a.m. haha.. gonna sleep liao, just to add on. this picture is very nice. i plan to use it on one of my pages but got no time and i have a cranky computer. i'll just put the link up and will try to put it up asap: okay going to sleep, it's raining heavily here.. good nite..
12:22 a.m. yoohoo, i didnt come here for quite a few days liao.. teachers' day celebration was alright, luckily they didnt put mother hen's voice and eyes up for us to guess, i think it'd be easy to guess, hers would be the pair of eyes that looks like that of a snake or reptile. got some games after that and the college locked up the gates so that no one can leave early. went back to dhs and not many people went back except for the whole bunch of vjc people. realised that 4J became scattered and either have no sense of belonging or cant make it. only a few came back: me, meiqi, yiling, edwin yeo, weibiao, xinwei, therie, weijing, jasmine, jovina, jialing, yingchun, kellyn, aprilyn, zanrui. well done. 15/36. that's 41.66667%. less than half. well done again. went lunch with yiling and later went to shop around bugis. looked for my new bag but to no avail. met up with meiqi who went for basketball lunch and we headed for suntec to watch freaky friday with the 4K people. freaky friday was nice and funny, unlike the name. fwahahah. i had the urge to buy clothes but got no money. went home and was half-asleep while watching qian nu you hun(QNYH). coz dont have hongye. went for CO er.. yesterday (since now's already sunday) and was really glad yubo came. felt guilty when i went back to CO room upon forgetting to take my water bottle and saw yeelun sweeping the floor! maybe i shouldnt have scolded him here, or complained about him in front of my friends. like what weixin says, he's doing the "backstage stuffs" and im at frontstage. hmm, shall not complain about him anymore. wanwen, yimyiu, weixin and i went to tampines to eat and they shopped for cynthia's birthday present. and yimyiu accidentally broke this purple elephant photo frame and this salesgirl came to pick it up. yimyiu thought she was kind to help her with it, but when she stood up she told yimyiu "it's broken and you have to pay for it" woah yimyiu boiled and so the whole night she was in a bad mood. very unlucky and we all consoled her that she can hammer the elephant when she's pissed and when the elephant finally becomes smashed she'll become happy. but apparently that didnt work coz before we leave for home she was still boiling. in case you are wondering, they decided not to buy cynthia's present coz her birthday is... today and they will not see her till tuesday so they decided to pretend to forget about it. ahahahah. shit i havent do my econs essay and got two freaking lecture tests next week.
01:56 p.m. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY QIANYU!!! watched mars from my kitchen window yesterday, and it looks the same as it was for the past few days. been looking at stars frequently, for a long time, and i noticed mars like, two weeks ago. so i didnt find it any surprising. realised that only by using a telescope one then can see mars very clearly, otherwise only the bright spot can be seen with our naked eyes. unless you have a telescope, otherwise i dont find it interesting. i look at stars every night and every dusk. heehee... however, it was really nice to see it in the sky. saw some other silver stars but dunno what they were. very faint, compared to mars. wanted to get my bag today since my old one has a enormous hole. but i have darn chem makeup lecture till 6pm. shit... never mind. =) shall buy it some other day. tomorrow's teachers' day celebrations, and we are all getting ready to go back to dhs to see our beloved teachers. yayay! i wanna see feng lao shi, miss goh, mrs har, miss low... and all my friends!!! so fast end of the month liao. i've been lagging here, and lagging in tutorials. gotta catch up. will try to update here whenever i can. fwahhahahahaha..
12:28 p.m. fwahahahahah, so long never come liao. was busy studying for chem prac and rushing for pw written report. chem prac was.. lousy. spent the saturday afternoon sleeping and watching ATE. i think helen should not divorce barry. he's such a nice guy. and so considerate. unlike rongtian. somehow im prejudiced against rongtian. and i hate wenbiao. even before he became bad. he was so stuck to his principles that nothing he did was successful. hahahahahaha. i like barry the most (for guys). and i like helen too. yayayaya. luckily at the end of ATE2 helen went back to barry. goody. er... nothing to write liao. guess im too stressed and busy. with studies and co and housework and tv. now i spend 2 hours on the tv for RDA and qian nu you hun. nice show, but i think the ads come out at wrong times. jazreel is bessotted with the show. i watch it only because of jessica. but i think gallen's look is cool as the demon. fwahahahahah.
11:01 p.m.
10:21 p.m. hah.. laozhao, i havent watch finish yet, i watched one disc only. but its just the normal story of chang-e and hou yi and how they met and fell in love and how they ended up dunno-what. the only thing nice about the show is the two main leads, fann and chris. yah, that's the poster. but since i dont intend to put it up, i see it as redundant. maybe i shall paste all my posters when i feel like it. went to central narcotics bureau and the people there are very friendly. mother hen acted like a tour guide bringing first-timers to view exotic things, though i find this statement made by her funny:(said before we enter) "females who need to go to the ladies please do so now. males, im sorry the toliets are washing." then megan replied (of course not to mother hen): "the toliets are bathing themselves arh?" (-_-") after the talk about drugs, we went on a trip to the lab where they test for urine samples. that part was quite boring. then we went back to the room where we had the presentation and it was the arts class' turn to view the lab. and our turn to look at different types of drugs. later, when we had no questions the person said we can help ourselves to the refreshments, jazreel and adel chiong to the table and somehow jazreel was banned from the table. she was the first to reach there yet the last to leave. frankly speaking i dont recall seeing her back at the room even after the arts class came down for refreshments. hoo. was damn hilarious with two big eaters in our class. thought it was quite weird that the arts class was quietier than us. rowdy we were, and we were so enthusiastic and i think this was the best class outing we have ever had. (if you count this as a class outing.) reached back school at 5.15pm and thought dazu was halfway through. little did i expect that guo lao shi ponned dazu! linling was conducting them lar.. like what rubbish. no wonder yeelun had such an easy time. getting tired of CO. xiaoting messaged me a million times asking me whether i can find year ones back for ezsco camp. their level camp clashes with one of the days of the ezsco camp. blast dhs to come up with shitty level camp at the end of the year. all sars' fault. they were supposed to have their camp in april.. like now i cant find anyone to help out in the camp. hmm, must ask ttk got cip points or not, like that then the year ones will help out. but ttk said we discuss this with him during september holidays what, dunno why xiaoting is so anxious about it... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!! =)
09:37 p.m.
yo laozhao, if you're reading this, i have tonnes of yanzi stuffs at home. will send them to you after my promos and open house and submission of pw written report. which is... in october, so make do with the ones you have with you first ok? =)
12:10 p.m. more pictures of helen: wanted to do all my tutorials at one shot today. guess i'll go out of the computer lab in 5 minutes' time. heehee.. i think wednesday's CO sure die.. both yeelun and i have learning journey trips and that leaves the whole CO with guo lao shi... fwahahahahah. love PM goh and his national day rally. wish he wont step down so quickly. watched the first disc of benyue and i think the shooting skills are super luosy. from the front i didnt know what the story was trying to say and i hate the commentator (or pang2 shu4). and yah, i dont like shows without any subtitles. and you know, china shows everytime speak in uncomprehensible mandarin. and worse, their voices are dubbed!! rubbish, i felt the shows was terrible. only the parts with fann and chris were nice. but, hey... this is only the beginning, might be better as the show goes on... fwhahahahah.
these are the guanyue pictures from the dinner...
11:55 p.m.
 Is the glass half full or half empty?
 Which [Rainbow Colours] are you? "you are the colour of joy and energy. you bring warmth and laughter to surrounding people. cheerfulness is one of your trait."
 What's your usual [mood]?
08:48 p.m. lalala, wanted to come onine yesterday, but stupid yongjie didnt let me. anyway it doesnt make a difference. went for pw and im really motivated to make my group's file thick, because everyone's file is largely filled, and ours, thin, says mr chew. haiz. bought benyue from issac and wah, cost me 46 bucks, comes with a free poster. the poster's nice. really elated after gu jie told me that she has the last card that i dont, the one with terence and jace. yay! jace is going to downtown east tomorrow and i dont know whether i should go, considering next week's my chem prac promo. see whether i can find out the time of it first.
07:37 p.m. been a long time since i came back here. shall summarise:
been very stressed up with:
01:02 p.m. monday blues. felt blue today dunno why. didnt talk a lot today. hope everything gets better later. papa's sick, and im worried for him. hope he's feeling better...
12:19 a.m. okay today's events:
11:56 p.m. okay, national day's events. then after NDP i watched the last tape i have of ATE. helen married barry. and when i watched till that part, i realised that she chose the correct person to marry. if i were her, i'd never choose rongtian coz he doesnt give a hoot about helen at all. barry's very considerate and caring. but like what helen says, he's a bit boring. i'd rather marry a boring but caring and loving man than marry someone who makes use of me and too career-minded to the point of sacrificing his loved ones. yay! three cheers for barry! and helen! barry's the nicest man you can find in ATE and all the others are either small characters or too despicable. zhiqiang's all right, but i think barry's better. hoo~ wanna find someone like barry... i spent my national day like that...
11:47 p.m. omg, my house computer is suddenly working. better blog the things i wanna say in parts: later we walked around and ate our lunch on the stairs outside the mrt station. yimyiu, grace and kiaying went hair cutting (their new hobby) and me and meiqi went home. i watched the new tapes of ATE and the last episode of LIB. yay, finally liheng died. fwahahahahah. romance de amour is starting tomorrow.
09:37 a.m. yesterday i felt that the whole CO have an attitudinal problem. like does it hurt coming for practices? if they dont want to go, then whats the point of joining CO? might as well quit it. look if you're one of those who dont have interest in CO and you find it a hassle to come and a waste of time practising then DONT COME! i see no loss in you not appearing. even if you come you'd just give me the buay song look and whats the point? since everyone hates CO might as well disband the whole CCA. i ran for the EXCO with the motive of bringing CO up to a point where everyone will KNOW whats CO and will respect it. but now even the members dont respect their CCA so i see no point in them sticking their butts in. everyone's just self-centered and dont give a hoot for those that organise stuffs for the whole orchestra. they think that it's our job to serve CO. yes it is, and we chose this path. but without everyone's cooperation we cannot do it. its like an army with all the equipment ready for war but the soldiers have no passion to fight for the country. the ending result will be the collapse of that empire. in this case, it's the Chinese Orchestra Empire. i dont wish to see it fall, and sometimes i wonder if i fail in being a good leader. because everyone's hearts are not with CO. yes they all have other commitments like studies, other CCAs and family. but no matter what, they chose CO, and so they have the responsibility to turn up for practices. if not they might as well get out of it. i dont want to see people coming for the sake of gaining attendance. its like attending physically but not mentally. and let me tell you, if this goes on, CO will collapse. and that's the end of VJCO. if you're the ones that im referring to, please do some soul-searching. if you're still insistent on not going or giving me the attitude, then dont blame me if i flare up at you. you deserve it. mayling beside me says i dont have to vent my anger on the keyboard because it didn't offend me. yes it didn't offend me but all of you ingrates who think that ponning CO is the best thing on earth offended me! feel like quitting CO once and for all. nobody bothers about it anymore. im getting sick about all this shit reasons everyone's giving for not attending practices. what pw, dental appointment, other CCAs and family and wedding dinners and whatnots. even if you have a valid reason, you must support it with concrete evidence. just like an essay. without evidence, nobody will believe your points no matter how true it is, and you wont score high grades and might even fail it. i know there are a lot of people out there who dont give a shit about it. there's nothing i can do to change you. just dont blame me if i scold you. i have to stress this: YOU DESERVE IT!
09:19 a.m. hate my brother. he's an unreasonable fellow and does not think through his head. rude and irresponsible, bochup and shitty. can't believe i have to endure until he's in the army. and he scolded me again for using the toilet in the kitchen. in the first place the toilet wasn't in use by him, and papa was sleeping so i couldn't use the toilet inside his room. and yongjie chased me out of it and fiercely said, "DON"T USE THIS TOILET AGAIN!" there is no rule that says i cant use it, and the toilet doesnt have his name on it. he keeps saying that i make the toilet floor wet whenever i use it. but if i need to wash my legs i cant help but make it wet right? but i have to stress that i didnt make it wet today. and i still havent blame him that his darn alarm clock woke me up at a frigging time of 4.30am! i had the courtesy to wake him up to watch and he didnt evn thank me. if he missed the match he'd scold me for not waking him up. like it's his own problem, why does he have to make it my business? and when i presumely thinks he wants to make it my business, he tells me off and says not to bother about him. rude and ill-mannered, i tell you, and sometimes i really wonder if my giving in to him make him a haughty person. i think he thinks he can hoard over me. he can't. and everything he does, he does it in a slipshod manner. like when i ask him to buy newspaper on the way home, he forgets to buy. and whenever he forgot to bring his keys, he'd always make it like its my fault that i dont get home to open the door for him. ITS HIS OWN FAULT! okay for the toilet matter i decided to relent for a while and use the other one whenever it doesnt affect papa, but for others im not going to obey him at all. im the elder sister. i dont have to listen to him all the while. i dont have to be at his beck and call and run errands for him. i dont have to face any shit from him when he's in a bad mood. it's NOT my responsibility. i want to do my part as a sister too. but he doesnt give me the chance. like when he has problems in his studies, he doesnt ask me. when papa probes then he asks me, but he always gives me the irriatated look and after a little explanation he chases me away, saying he knows how to do. but in the end he still gets it wrong. he just dont want to di tou and ask people for help. proud and arrogant. sometimes i have faults too, but look at the way he treats me, like his maid and servant and sidekick and punchsack. sometimes when he needs me he comes pleading with me (like when he wants to borrow money and my discman), but when he finds no use in me he kicks me away and ignores me. i'd rather not have a brother at all.
04:45 p.m. now in V28 waiting for aws to start. just now grace was pestering me and benny to teach her cantonese to sing her jay chou song. and it sounds horrible. grace was upset with horrible goh, and she decided to call him meany goh. sounds like minnie. hoo, my wound's healing and im in a good mood for now. hmm, sexhons crisis is up at its climax, and i think everyone is feeling the tension but not voicing anything out. wait. kavita ask us to gather around. kavita realised that we have no time to go to the metta cattery and so it's been put on hold. ahahahah. my hotmail account is gonna be out of storage soon. gotta clear them, but i dun have internet access at home. absolutely hate the computer. meiqi calls me meimei, coz my new hairstyle has two ponytails and she thinks i look like a kindergarten girl on her first day of school... fwhahahahahaahahh. have physics oscillations test on thursday and organic chemistry test next week. so gotta study. and havent do my tutorials. but anyway, love is beautiful is ending soon and i cant wait for liheng to die quickly. ahhaahahahh. im evil. hahhahahhahah.
10:00 a.m. shall make it a point to blog whenever i have access to computer. tests have been bugging me and stress is building up and co stuffs, of all times, have to pile up right now. so im quite busy at the moment, so if i don't blog for a very long time, it means i've been buried under the books and notes for ages. please remember to come and save me when the time comes. yongjie that idiot railed at me because i failed to open the door for him coz i was bathing. HE was at fault first because HE forgot to bring his keys and called me in the middle of my meeting to ask me hurry home. it's HIS fault and he dared to throw temper at me. didn't talk to him for the rest of the night. unreasonable fellow. lalalala, national day's coming, and so is jiawei's birthday. hope the sea games or asian games will start soon or some table tennis tournaments will commence soon so that i can go and support her. hmmm, her boyfriend ronald susilo is playing at the yonex sunrise tournaments. should i go buy tickets to support him? nah, got no time liao.
11:59 a.m. okay my house computer dieded right after i saved the entries onto microsoft word. so i'll have to make do with school computers. watched finished ATE episodes 1-16, and so didn't finish my homework yesterday. was utterly pissed right from the start of the day because of yongjie that slowcoach. and old mother hen just had to give me that face when we were at the hall. sickening. everything came as a mess and i feel that it's high time that i organise all my notes and study materials and homework. actually nothing nice to write in except that VJCO is gonna perform for SM Lee Kuan Yew on his birthday!!! yayayayay. will get his autograph and take photos with him... wont be blogging much for now until my computer's fixed. and i think i'll remove the "things you'd never know" section form my site stuffs. coz after i heard what mrs chan said about online privacy, i think that section is too personal and shall remove it henceforth. the "about me" section will also be modified. sorry for all who want to know more about me. but i guess this decision of mine wont affect anyone coz i guess nobody will want to care about my particulars...
11:55 a.m. this was what i wanted to write yesterday: went to tampines regional library to sign our cip cards and might as well do some more cip. did the book sorting and shelving. hated the shelving and we were stoned for hours. anyway we did 4 hours and then wanted to blog all these yesterday but dumb computer jammed. luckily papa fixed it today and all these finally came to light. aahahahaahhah."
11:53 a.m. this is what i wanted to write on 31 july 2003: thought of buying a videocam/ cassette recorder to record things worthy of remembrance. was laughing hysterically during parkway trip. angry with yongjie for accusing me. angry with the whole CO. angry with the blasted computer. and everything else. i have to stress that life does not suck. i enjoy life and love my life. just disappointed in things and people around me. feel like doing everything by myself, since no one is willing to cooperate. but circumstances don’t allow. when I have the opportunity i’ll type all these in my blog, but it’ll be in the august page. who ask the stupid computer to fail me on the last day of july? all its fault. =( ANGRY WITH EVERYBODY. AND REALISED THAT IM BEING DISLIKED. hai… what’s the point. this is part of my life. nothing i can do about it. just do my part as a normal citizen and get along with life.”
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