Cats
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
The thing about them is they're so dignified and collected they push you away, and you can never get close enough to know them. And you're stuck outside their shell, watching, hoping, and wondering what they're thinking behind those distant eyes.
Lies.
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deadroot poison
Saturday, January 8, 2005
She was a fairy, reckoned fair even among those of her kind, where beauty was taken as a matter of course. He was a prince from the world of men. And they, unlikely as it was, fell in love. But it was impossible, for they were from different worlds. Only at the stroke of midnight, when night turned into day, were they allowed to see each other. Even so, the prince waited up everyday, for that one precious minute when he could gaze at her from afar. And that single glimpse was just enough to keep him going for another day. Eventually, the prince died of old age. The fairy wept endlessly, and never moved from her spot, where she continued to keep vigil for him. Night after night passed, and the midnight minute came and went. Still she sat there, unmoving and silent in her grief, until she turned into stone from sorrow.
Their story was noted by a clock-maker, who made it into a masterpiece of a grandfather clock, in his sympathy for them. And at the stroke of midnight, their story would be retold by wooden figures moved by mechanical gears.
This story caught my fancy while I was watching Whisper of the Heart....with chinese subtitles (liling! how could u submit me to this torture!). I translated it into english and embellished it a little with something i read about before. Its a nice story.
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we never said, our love was evergreen
Wednesday, January 5, 2005
Auntie, uncle, bang1 wo3 mai3 tissue paper haaaao3 ma1?
One dollar, one dollar
Only one dollaaaar
thats what I hear from a wheelchair bound tissue paper seller everytime I walk home. Its quite a catchy tune, and she's become quite an icon around mrt stations. And she amazes me really. I mean, day after day, she's sitting there selling tissue paper, and she never ceases to be cheerful, or to stop singing. Even when most people ignore her, or wince at her singing (she's quite off-tune), she's never become self-conscious or given up. Makes me think. Compared to her, studying for the O levels is nothing. At least I have food, shelter, a nice room to study in with a comfortable seat, and people to listen if i want to sing.
This is how life is, this is what we've got. So get on with it.
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There's an eagle's cry, on the mountain top, up where we belong
Tuesday, January 4, 2005
School starts...and in my head i hear doomdoomdoom over and over again. Like, damn. I'm already terrified of the O levels, and im one whole year ahead. *mutters* stupid lucky IP ppl.
tests and all the doom lectures haf already started. There's a chem test next tuesday and next next monday. HELP. Well, I haf to run off to rush chinese hol hw now. ^^;
Incidentally, some sad student councillor thought i was a sec 1 today during the air rifle exhibition, while I was trying to psycho the sec 1s into signing up for the trials. I stood up and flaunted my age at her hard. I felt quite amused and laughed like a maniac. This is kinda fun.
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Without him, the world around me changes
Thursday, December 30, 2004
megatokyo- Largo is crazy. Miho is scary. Piro is whiny. Kimiko is depressing. Erika and Junpei kicks ass. And the nameless bearded guy who 5p34k37h c00| l33t 5p34|< pWnX0rZ.
On to Bintan. Left home early in the morning, panicked cos the sad ferry hotline we called to book tickets said the only ferry with seats was at 5pm, but when to Tanah Merah ferry terminal anyway to try our luck. T_T turns out that we were just in time for the next ferry, which, coincidentally, had free seats. Reached Bintan at abt noon, mooched around til we could check in, and spent the rest of the day exploring the resort. We went to try the air rifle games, which turned out to be teeeeeny little guns using the obsolete 0.22 caliber pellets, and you're supposed to use them to shoot down empty drink cans. Like, thats DIRTYING the good reputation of real air rifles! I felt cheated. And i couldn't even shoot one can down either. Hmph. Anyway, lazed about until dinner, when we went to Oleh Oleh, some little village nearby. Nearby being abt 20 km away. Bintan is beeeg. The restaurant there was quite cheap for Bintan, (we spent more than half a million on lunch! Rupiahs that is. And it wasn't even that good) abt $80 dollars. And my parents allowed us all to get cocktails. So i got a Blue Lagoon, my bro got a Pinacolada, and my twin got a margarita (sp?). Pinacolada sucked. Blue Lagoon was okay, but looked like swimming pool water. The margarita rocked. I drank all of my Blue lagoon (my family didnt steal much cos they didnt like the colour), a lot of my bro's margarita and a little of the pinacolada. I think i got a bit drunk after that. I felt really happy for a while. Then i started feeling nauseous and really sleepy. Lol. Went back to the resort and fell asleep. I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, and heard my brother snoring. And for some strange reason, my first thought was 'oh my god im stuck in a cave with a hibernating bear'. Dun ask me. I blame the alcohol. Between my snoring twin and sleeptalking elder brother (he was CHEERING. in his sleep.) i couldnt really sleep.
The second day. We'd intended to go play some sea sports. But guess what. It was pouring. So we spent most of our time missing the shuttle bus, travelling to the sea sports centre and getting turned away cos the sea was too choppy. I liked the weather though. It was realli windy and cooling.Only thing of note was that I went to a massage salon for the first time. It was okay, but i think the massuers were all dying of starvation or realli tired or something. It was like being kneaded with a bean bag. Lol. And i got myself a tattoo. Not a real one, it fades within ten days, but it r0x0rZ.
The third day. All we had time to do was to eat breakfast before taking the ferry. Nothing much can happen right? Wrong. I saw Mrs Chua AND Mr Ang. Like, WTF?! Mr Ang walked right past me, and while I was going for a third helping at breakfast, I almost bumped into Mrs Chua. I lost my appetite right away. Like, wat are the chances of meeting ur teacher in BINTAN la! wah. If she'd gotten up half an hour later, i wouldn't have been so traumatised.
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A little fall of rain can't hurt me now
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
But it can certainly make me bored. Went to Bintan for 3 days, where it rained for most of it, and came back early today cos we were bored. Then, being sad unsatisfied nehs, we went to malaysia straight away. Went shopping (vcds!) and just came back. It takes us 20 mins to get from Malaysian customs to home. =) I'll blog abt my Bintan trip later.
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Ho Ho Ho
Friday, December 25, 2004
'The commonplace miracle:
that so many common miracles take place.
The usual miracles:
invisible dogs barking
in the dead of night.
One of many miracles:
a small and airy cloud
is able to upstage the massive moon.
Several miracles in one:
an alder is reflected in the water
and is reversed from left to right
and grows from crown to root
and never hits bottom
though the water isn't deep.
A run-of-the-mill miracle:
winds mild to moderate
turning gusty in storms.
A miracle in the first place:
cows will be cows.'
-Wislawa Szymborska
Merry christmas! =)
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I'm 15 for a moment, counting the ways to where you are
Thursday, December 23, 2004
'We solemnly swear that we're up to no good' - mysti
'I am genuinely sorry for not being able to be solemn' -ets
'hang up a sock while you turn fifteen. Its fun. No, really!' -me
Happy birthday to me. =) What a fun birthday. Like, how often is it that you stay up just to count down to midnight only to haf your mom make you hang the clothes right at the crucial moment la. Lol.
(not to mention to have your two friends attempt to sing happy birthday to you eh berns -- mysti)
(shorts is just one syllable =( -- ets)
=P too bad. Thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday/came today/gave me prezzies! You r0x0rZ!
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
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muahahahaha
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
Guess wats the special today? its....KAKASHI! =))))
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lol as you may be able to tell, its just a way to put off blogging. but hey, kakashi rox! (if anyone wants to gimme NICE kakashi pics for me bdae i wouldnt mind *hints*) ^_^
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arc chalet
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
I haf decided to fight against exhaustion to blog. Well, not realli. I cant sleep. I just came back from the arc chalet- was supposed to be 3 days 2 nights but i couldn't stay that long. I slept at like, 3, and woke up at 6....and guess what? IM NOT SLEEPY. Its a miracle! I must be improving. Ok so what did we do at the chalet......nothing much. When I heard abt it, I was like, oh my god, so cool, cuz apparently it was 2 stories tall, with a microwave, fridge and X box thrown in. But turns out its one tiny room with a tv, x box WITHOUT controllers or games, fridge, microwave, toilet and a few chairs crammed in there, and one small bedroom with 2 beds upstairs. w00t. So basically all we did was play the X box (we rented the controllers and games) and play cards. Or more accurately, the girls played cards and watched the guys hog the x box. I got to play a little Soul Caliber though. Lets see....Hui yi, Cai Xiang, Kelly, Soong Teng, Grace, Marina, Desiree, Jun ya, Jinghuan, Xiu Rong, Derek, Chiak chiang, Kelvin, Elbert, Yi ming, Yan wen, Kai Fong were all there. And me! Oh yeah, and if anyone wants to hear abt the aard chalet, go to Nellyn's blog. Im lazy to type out =P
Hmmm. Should I organize a birthday/christmas/whatever outing? Meh. I feel lazy.
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hypeeeeer
Sunday, December 12, 2004
Whee. I love december. Lol. Lets see. My wish list for my birthday/christmas is:
Earphones (got em)
speakers
disney music cd (got it)
ipod usb wire (got it)
handphone (got it!)
heh. so only one item left. tho if someone could lend me spirited away vcd, that'll be great. =) happyhappyhappy. I love my new sony ericsson phone. Looks like shit but its fun. Lol. And I keep making mistakes on it. Im exhausted la. I spent the whole day outdoors, first for an air rifle competition, then church, then christmas shopping. Then I come home and spend all my time playing with my phone. *exhilarated* I wanted the panasonic x400 but it was too ex. >< funfunfun
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bittersweet
Thursday, December 9, 2004
If only we could turn back time, and undo our mistakes. Which one is worse? Heartbreak, or guilt and remorse and the pain of seeing another's hurt? There isn't always a villain in life. and sometimes...it hurts so much that the only thing you can do is to step away, away, away. Maybe if you close your eyes, and pretend hard enough, everything bad will go away. Maybe if you tried hard enough, wishes will come true. And maybe Santa Claus is real and the tooth fairy exists.
Sometimes the only thing you can do is to lie. The sad thing is, the only person you can't deceive- is yourself. But you can supress your emotions...and push them to the very back. And with luck, they'll fade away before you burst.
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Just what I think
Sunday, December 5, 2004
Talk is a tool, to draw out the day's turmoil, and convert it into meaningless words, leaving behind only the numbness disguised as calm, and emptiness we perceive as peace. I guess that is why we turn to our friends and blogs, to relieve ourselves of the churning emotions and tangled thoughts inside us. Some of us blog for ourselves, for the pleasure of giving tangible forms to our- emotions, perceptions, opinions, premonitions, while others blog as a way to inform other of the ongoings of their life. But maybe each one of us who do so, are in fact indulging in pride. For in blogging on the public net, perhaps we subconsciously feel the desire to show off our writing skills, or the current events in our life and so on. Yet again, it may just be a means of expressing ourselves, before we burst from our contemplations and dammed up feelings.
Who knows. One day, I may look back, and see only the lament of another self-absorbed teenager, or the conceited gibberish conceived from half-awake boredom.
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one more day
Thursday, December 2, 2004
I don't reply because I don't know what to say to you. Please dont feel bad.
I'm sorry.
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Peace is hard to find
Monday, November 29, 2004
Look at ppl falling in love all over the place. Couples everywhere. Especially in Suntec. Irritating I say. In every corner I bump into a couple, hanging onto each other like siamese twins while i edge past. Not to mention other ppl flirting with each other. This is completely irrevalant, but im bored.
Anyway. Work. Is. Boring. And getting up early everyday is such a pain in the ass. Its like school, 'cept you do even less brain work. It can be incredibly lonely there. Walking alone through the crowd, getting out of the way of the high powered executives, avoiding being swept away by the meandering paths of groups of friends, being ignored by engrossed couples....
Too much time to think creates room for brooding. I am exhausted.
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drifting....
Sunday, November 28, 2004
B:
Your Beauty lies
in Plain Sight. Plain, simple and the girl next
door. People tend overlook you as you are the
"normal girl", but you're actually
very beautiful. And you have plenty about you to
set you apart, but more that
lets you blend. People love the stability you have
because as others may come
and go, you will always be there and you may always
be the same. You like simple
things and that's what people like about you. You
most likely enjoy things most
consider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort
of thing and are very friendly
and probably have many friends. You are sweet and
kind and that shows on you,
but you're also strong and not very naive. You're a
rather well-rounded
individual. Even though some people pass you off as
just another girl, shrug it
off because they don't know what they're
missing.
Some Things That Represent You:
Element:
Earth, Light Animal: Cat Color:
Pinks, Blues, Browns Song:
Girl Next Door by Pilot Expression: Simple
Smile
Gemstone:
Alexandrite Mythological Creature: Fox
Demon, Hobbit Planet: Jupiter Hair
Color: Light Brown Eye Color:
Brown
Quote:
"To the world you may be one person, but to
one person you may be the world."
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numb emptiness between my ears
Thursday, November 25, 2004
There. I shall blog. Hr department ppl in IDA are nice. Filing is bad. Document rooms are bad. Organising files are bad. Stock checking the files are bad. Anything to do with files are bad. Food in Suntec City is expensive. $7 per day for all this work is bad. Oh yeah, and scott rawks. Check this out!
ANOTHER BABEL IN THE MAKING?
Scott Tan
IT is a crime to be different. An ironical statement considering that we who live in the 21st century often pride ourselves on our democratic ideals of equality and tolerance.
The recent brouhaha over the issue of changes in the Chinese education system led me to think about some of the views that have been acrimoniously spread by some members of the public.
They gripe that Chinese is not being given the place it deserves in Singapore. As a mother tongue, they argue, it is often neglected and overlooked in favour of the lingua franca of the business world: English. Language — its form, history and beauty — leaves an indelible and, a sometimes obvious, mark on a nation's culture.
Language is an issue of great pride to many people who feel every slight or threat dealt to the language very viscerally — often rising up in arms to defend it.
This is clear in Singapore, where our island nation, in embracing globalisation, has unwittingly become the battleground between two distinct groups of people: the Chinese who prefer to speak Mandarin and the Chinese who prefer to speak English.
Nowhere is this polarisation clearer than in certain Special Assistance Plan (SAP) schools where Chinese is taught as a first language along with English.
There is usually a strong Chinese--speaking culture in those schools and certain groups of students — most notably those in the Gifted Education Programme (GEP) — are often treated with derision. They are even termed "Anglophiles" because of their tendency to use English.
Students are taught to love their mother tongue but, in some cases, teachers carry this to another level by stereotyping GEP pupils deliberately as "bananas" (that is to say: Yellow on the outside, white inside).
The malicious nature of such comments reflects the state of affairs in our nation today.
The arch-conservatives, on one hand, and those who embrace change too willingly on the other, just keep moving further apart from each other, instead of coming together in some form of propitiation. Both sides have taken flak — because there is no acceptance of the nature of culture.
Culture, by its nature, is nebulous and mutable. As much as we complain about the "McDonald-isation" of our culture, the truth is, no culture is ever as pure or unadulterated as we pretend it to be.
Here's a case in point: The famous Chinese blue porcelain pieces which so many associate with China and its culture. Yet, the craft has its origins in the Middle East and these porcelain forebears, in turn, closely resemble mandalas that have been present in the Hindu religion for thousands of years.
There is no panacea to our linguistic differences and a bi-cultural nation — or even a small group of "bi-cultural elite" — can only be achieved if both parties understand and respect each other.
A Sisyphean task? I sure hope not.
The writer is a 15-year-old GEP student on a one-week attachment with Today.
Do you agree with him? Tell us at news@newstoday.com.sg
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lack of motivation
Friday, November 19, 2004
I'm feeling quite disillusioned. I guess I always tried to believe that the world is really fair and that things will turn out all right in the end. But now...i feel realli disappointed. I dun know. Maybe I really wouldn't have made a good team captain. Maybe i'm too quiet and I dun have the leadership qualities required, while Kelly does. Im jealous, and I feel lousy for being jealous. There are over 14 positions in the air rifle club, and I cant even get one. Pathetic. I was happy when they said I was going to be the team captain- I thought i could do the job, and do it well. But i didn't even get a chance to try, and i dun think thats very fair. Me and Kelly has always been relatively equal. But a lot of things has changed this year, and I guess i've changed too. God knows, I'd be horrified to get a position in the club committee last year. Still- to see your friend get two positions while you have none, and see everyone else being given a chance to be on the comm....it makes me feel discarded. And the thing is, I can see the reasoning and logic behind the choices, and i AM happy for everyone. I'm just....not happy with myself.
Whats the use of trying so hard, if it all doesn't matter in the end?
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
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kakashi ish coolz! *nodz selfz*
Monday, November 15, 2004
Damn. I forgot to watch the champion today. =| I completely forgot what time it was until now. ='( Third time i missed it, and tmr's the end of the show! Bleh.
BUT im still the same ol' happy hyper me! well, maybe not. I dun recall being happy and hyper without intake of chocolate before anyway. -_- I have just gone on a Naruto marathon- 30 episodes non-stop! w00t! I feel kinda stiff and there are weird japanese words ringing about in my head but i feeeel good ^^
oh yes, JZ ROCKS SO BAD. check out the new colour schemes below my tagboard! You, my cherished viewers, now haf a choice of how you want to view my blog! Courtesy of Chrono X as usual. =)
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BOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBORED ><
Tuesday, November 9, 2004
Lol. I missed the champion yesterday! =( Thats cos I was stuck in a hawker centre while my bro and my cousin chomped their way across several bowls of rice. So I only saw this tiny bit from halfway across the hawker centre of kaixin and toro making up. I couldn't see the words, but thats okay because i can LIP READ. Well, actually, no i can't. Not chinese anyway. But its easy anough to get the gist of it. Anyway, i'm sure the girls already all know how cute toro is and the guys should already be bored of hearing that, so i'll skip right past that part. I missed everything except for a tiny little part at the end, but wai lumn explained everything to me. I shall camp by the tv for the champion today!
On a different note, I like halo. I played it yesterday in my cousin's house (he got an x box TOO. total count:still 2. wei quan and kaiho[thats my cous]. elbert's and vincent's disappeared.) Halo is fun. I couldn't get the hang of it at first, i kept running off the cliff and letting off grenades- most of the time, for some inexplicable reason, at my brother. Well, HE kept shooting me too. We made complete fools of ourselves but it was fun nonetheless. I need a new comp game to play.
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its not always rainbows and butterflies
Sunday, November 7, 2004
I was reading ryan d's entry abt wat a girl wants and it really got me thinking. You watch it in the movies all the time- the guy grabs the girl and kisses her, and there's fireworks and rainbows and sunshine and somewhere in the distance a bluebird starts singing. Do it in real life and you'll get slugged right where it hurts.
You read stories. You watch shows. And you get an idea on how things should be, you think you know what love should be like. And girls- most girls are all just romantic suckers at heart. And so we think that love means a dozen bouquets of flowers, love means jewellry and expensive lunches, love means going out everyday and not getting bored. Love is when you get petted and cosseted like a prize poodle. Then you find out that thats not what you really want, you find out that it doesn't feel like you imagined it would, you find out that maybe-what you have isn't love.
I suppose thats why secondary school relationships never really turn out fine. What a girl wants- is different from any other girl. No matter how much advice you receive, even her bestest best friend, will never truly know what she needs. So maybe a real relationship, is when you can figure what each other needs and desires, and make compromises. And maybe you'll find that there's still sunshine on a cloudy day, you'll find a rainbow in a puddle, you'll find music in the caw of a mynah, and you'll find that you don't need fireworks after all cuz sparklers are damn fun too anyway.
Just what i think.
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field upon field of poppies, the ground is covered in blood
Saturday, November 6, 2004
I'm driven by boredom to blog. Sigh. There was supposed to be a shps reunion today, but they changed it last minute (at midnight T_T) to 5.30 pm, which by then would be useless for me to go. Most ppl online are aocers, and the other ppl offline are probly out having fun. Or not. So i just sit here, watching glumly as ro crashes for the fiftieth time, surfing blogs and slowly decomposing. Sigh. I need something to do. I wish it would rain. Rain just seems easier to deal with now...the sun is too bright and harsh, the light is unforgiving. I cannot concentrate on reading, and my thoughts are scattered and senseless.
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Rant
Thursday, November 4, 2004
Okay. I think the school has gone too far. They've GOTTA increase our budget- we dun even haf money to buy pellets now. Come on....pellets are the bare essentials! What do they want us to shoot, paper bullets? And thats not all. Yesterday, we entered the range for the first day of holiday training to find the school has stripped the range of practically everything. The fans are gone, except for the two wall fans, but thats only cos they'll haf to dismantle them to take them away, and they took the damn cupboards away. So now we're left with tables overflowing with ancient trophies, etc, the 7 decrepit lanes, a few rows of plastic chairs and 3 rotting roll-about chairs. Its as hot as Hell's bollocks down there, and trying to breathe is like trying to inhale treacle, the air's so thick with dust and void of ventilation. The must and dust in there's grown a personality by now, and not a nice type that gives freely to charity and visits the elderly either. 3 rifles that I know of are spoilt, and probably more that i DON'T know of.
We already pay for most of our stuff- our gloves, pellet boxes, competition fees (at least ten bucks per month), transport fees, air rifle t-shirt fees, lane fees ($2.10 per lane), and so on. And now pellets. Besides, its not even like we're BAD at air rifle. We're quite accomplished actually, and its not fair that the school's so biased.
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Move on, you gotta get a move on
Tuesday, November 2, 2004
Went to watch the Doll Master. It was okay, not spooky-scary like the grudge, but more shocking-scary, if you get what i mean. Moral of the story? Dun get too attached to your stuff, and dun be stupid enough to throw them out of the window when you're through with them. I think im addicted to horror movies now....I dun like watching them, but I like the zoned out feeling you get afterwards, when you feel all relieved and numb. Lol.
A day of firsts it is today. I screamed for the first time- I think. Hard to tell, cos i was sorta drowned out by Allison. But after that, my throat hurt, so i guess it was a scream. Elbert bought his first proper shirt today, a nice quiksilver one, instead of those gay giodarno ones he always wears. And he bought REAL shampoo today. Thank God.
Stand outside, where the rain hurtles down from sullen grey miasma, and the wind gusts and howls like a deranged cat with its tail cut off. Feel the sting of the raindrops as they splatter themselves on you, the spreading coolness on your skin, the flapping of your clothes as the wind tugs at them. Open your eyes, and find yourself enclosed, cocooned, isolated, by walls of rain, pliable to touch, but imprenetrable as stone. There is a wildness, a majestic beauty in the fury of a storm.
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Lit seminars are not l33t
Saturday, October 30, 2004
Horrible pun, i noe. But seriously, i think its a bane on my life. the Plenary lecture was quite good, actually, and i enjoyed it. But the concurrent sessions.....Oh God. Not to mention our own lit presentation, which a much-too-frank friend told me was lousy. Well, our fault for rushing it last night i suppose. But it seems a bit much to forgo my beauty sleep for a 20 min presentation, and sleeping at 1 does not make me bright-eyed and bushy-tailed, so as to speak. I wanted to go watch that ri play but sadly, i was confined to room 404 in order to give my wonderful dissertation on Wordsworth and his love for flowers. Whee.i dun really like GEP meetings anyway- i tend to stick to a corner. Gep meetings are ALWAYS full of guys, who are invariably 1.65 and above, which makes me feel extremely small and insignificant. And the girls tend to cluster together, which makes me feel isolated and claustrophobic. I wish I was taller- being short isn't very pleasant in the least. I walked into a dustbin today cos I was too sleepy to look where I was going, and a nearby mother glared at me for the swear-word that i let slip ( it was accidental! i swear!) Well, the hols haf started, and i believe that a week long nap is in order.
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The phoenix blazes again from her nest of ashes
Monday, October 18, 2004
Well, its a new beginning. The exams are over, and its the start of days, of fun, warmth and laughter. Or so I thought. So sian. During the exams, you can think of nothing abt the day it ends, and the holidays seem to be so enticing...then now that the exams are over, somehow its all anti-climatic. I'm just sitting at home, with nothing to do....even ro isn't realli that fun anymore. oh well. Good luck to all those out there mugging for your chinese o levels.
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