"Isn't the ultimate answer to any question, no matter how profound, thoughtful of cosmic merely 'Who cares?' "

++ BLOG ++
Heart-felt desire :: for those who are aware of my obsession with Dongwan, please pardon the blog address.^?^
Version 1 :: A day at a time :: It's futile to fret by worrying about tomorrow.
Layout :: Kim Dongwan from Shinhwa

++ BLOGGER STATS ++
name :: sassy
d.o.b. :: 17/1/85
icq :: 23877081
email :: sassy@imazn.com
currently studying :: [highschool] introductory calculus, english literature, japanese, geometry and trigonometry, physics, chemistry
current goal :: complete ff9
religion :: Christian

++ sassy is nice, but talk to you and she'll bore you to death
++ sassy is honest, but turn around and she's probably lied already
++ sassy is immature, but watch her and ... yeah she's immature
++ sassy likes poetry, but only when she understands it
++ sassy likes making webpages, but only when they behave
++ sassy is committed but when you need her she's not there
++ sassy doesn't like Lucarelli fullstop.
++ sassy wants to be friends with you. Age and appearance do not bother her
++ sassy must already be boring you to death

++ BLOGS I'VE READ ++
Amei Faded Ink
Jekki Girl Oh my joolia
Jocelyn Sketches
Kara Coming Out
Kyoko Cast Complete Strangers
Leareth Echoes from the void
Linh Dancing Mad
Linny Reflecting
Nancie Green Tea Artist
Priya Basic Black
Val An Assassin's Life

++ INSPIRATION ++
big fan of :: Dongwan, Shinhwa and woo-wannie!!!![oh yeah...am I allowed to say 'ming-dong']

- If anyone would kindly donate a poster of Dongwan preferably with his T.O.P haircut so I can stick it up on my ceiling and wake up seeing his face every morning, it would be greatly appreciated. =D

++ PAGE ++
Crap...not finished, hardly started and at this rate I never will. Hahaha...I'll never make it as a website designer/maker. WHY do I have to be so computer illiterate and so poor too @_@

++ LINKAGE ++
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Wednesday, August 22, 2001
sassy is bouncing today

Bai bai old layout. I like you but I'm gonna have to pack mai bags loh. New one is coming out. SAYONARA. ARIGATO GOZAI MASU. (I'm so sad...I'm talking to my layout)Hahaha...

I was so damn happy 2dai rite cos I got 12/15 for long essay on PRIDE & PREJUDICE...I was like putting my head down on my desk, pretend crying, and going...'I'm so happy...I don't deserve this. Why is life so unfair...' *bounce* ^_^ Jacqui turns around wondering what the hell I'm on about. Lauren said she was happy for me and I said 'me too!' Edwin is like rooted on the same mark over and over. *bounce*

Intro Calculus - Period Zero Test: 85% *bounce*

New layout, new layout. *bounce bounce* OHAYO!!! ASOBU TOKI DESU NE!!!

sassy's day catches up with her at 12:30 a.m.
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Tuesday, August 14, 2001
sassy is feeling like a new layout today

Hey..I just realised amei linked to me. So guess she's still alive. Thought she disappeared from the face of the earth.

Just came back from nightclubing!!! It was pretty good. I thought I'd get bored but I didn't and everyone looked ready to eat too. They looked and smelled good =PPpP. I wore this pair of skyblue pants made out of the synthetic type material and a black sleeveless which was also plastiky. Going plastic now. I wanted to get into some leather but winters almost over. The japs get to go clubbing free. Hope they liked it there. Some of the native jap teachers were like commenting on the dance floor. I think they were pretty happy with it. GAWD...WHY DOES EVERYONE DRESS SO NICELY?

I can't believe I have to go to school tomorrow!!! I was having fun too. *sniff* Have a jap test, lit long essay, physics oral and blah blah blah I have to work on. I was sooooo pissed at my Chem test mark..28/42!!! Isn't that just shocking? I thought Chem was supposed to be my best subject too!!!

No-ones online. Everyone has deserted me. FINE!! just go to bed =(. Oh and sophie, can you please develop those photos as soon as possible? Want to post them =>

sassy's day catches up with her at 12:48 a.m.
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Thursday, August 9, 2001
sassy is off the hook today

NO!!! no no NOO no NOOOO!!! That should be me he is holding! MEEEE!!!!! Thats so unfair. How the hell did she get a picture taken with him? AWWWw.... I'm gonna like *sniffle* weep now..awww.. Wannie looks pretty good too. HE likes that pose doesn't he? The one that shows off his nice cheek bones.. HahahHa Oh well... At least he made one girl damn happy. Still, that pic is going to drive me in agonies for a while yet. AHhhh.... God help me!

Well I managed to get an extension for my physics talk which is really good because I was so bummed out this week and I really need a break. For once Lucarelli did something decent. I really thought he was gonna yell at me because I didn't book the projector earlier. I was gonna do a powerpoint on holography you see.

The Japanese exchange students are really really kick-ass cute eh. Apparently Shiho has an admirer already. Too bad she already has a boyfriend. Muahaha...

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Wednesday, August 8, 2001
sassy is trying to *dammit* study today

Yeah yeah... I should'nt be on the net, much less blogging but I have to tell everyone just in case they don't know, that junjin has literally shaved his head. I think some people beat me into saying that but yeah!!! It's so hell shocking. Constance just goes crazy all of a sudden (as she usually does) and tells me the last thing I want to know.

Well I took an I-zone of Michael and Jackie. They look so cute. They're cousins right and Michael goes to my school. Hahahha ...you're hell popular Michael!! (hahaha, just teasing) Yeah, it took three tries to take the pic cos they kept laughing everytime. Hope they don't kill me for showing this on my blog...^_O

Yay!!! I'm going to a japanese excursion tomorrow!!! Finally...something to take my mind off school for a little bit. The exchange jap students are hell cool. I asked Shiho, Iara's hostee, if she like Utada Hikaru and she replied saying how popular she was and went on about her new album. Bit of trouble comunication there but she had this cool electronic dictionary most of the japs carry around.... *boohoo* I want to host one!!!!

Downloading 'Distance' by Utada Hikaru at the moment.

sassy's day catches up with her at 12:03 a.m.
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Saturday, August 4, 2001
sassy is feeling like she could use some tissues today

Well...what can I say. So much has happened since I last blogged and it would take me too long to explain it. First, my mum was really upset with me because she walked into the room at about 1:30am in her night gown and found me on the net. She got pretty cranked up and I felt really guilty and angry at myself. Got in a really bad mental state for the rest of the day. I think I was pissed off at myself more than anything. It's over now. I've made up with her but like I don't think I'll make up with myself for a while. Permanently affected I guess. I think I'm feeling depressed again. It's a horrible feeling. I remember how I got the same feeling/problem in year 9.

Oh look..I just recieved two brand new woodong fics. I'll check them out. They always make me feel better no matter what.....still....I'm permanently affected. For a long time anyway. And it's not because my mum caught me at so late an hour, I think that just stimulated what I've been feeling for a long long time.

sassy's day catches up with her at 12:11 a.m.
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Saturday, July 28, 2001
sassy is not going to sleep today

I just read this woodong fanfic and its just so delicious. I never knew though that I could read such arousing erm... fiction. Blah..you probably don't know what I'm toking about but for some reason I'm supporting woo-wannie 100%. And if you still do not know who woodong/wannie is then maybe on the next blog layout I'll feature a woodong. Now wouldn't that be delicious?

Why is the world so darn difficult to understand!!!!!!!!

Oh...eric and junjin from shinhwa have posted on http://www.lemonjjangoo.com's board..isnt that just so exciting????

My apologies to anyone I've offended today. I think there were quite a few.

Must be compelled to stop talking about Shinhwa. Well..it actually helps relieve all my problems so thats a good thing in a way. Was kinda depressed today. Then Chung gave me a big brother lecture which makes me wonder how much he cares sometimes. Aw such a nice ani.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO!!! Expect a visit from me. =))))

*sassy sick of life*

sassy's day catches up with her at 12:53 a.m.
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Friday, July 27, 2001
sassy is 'totemo ureshikute tamarimasen' today

Jackie from church recently had this haircut and dye which makes him look so much like JunJin from Shinhwa. I couln't contain myself. I'm sorrrrrie... just had to tell everyone. Janice copped it pretty well with my behaviour. I think my bro Tim was a bit 'Aww my gawd, get over it will ya?'

What is it with my DongWan pic anyway? Caro and constance, specially caro, keep asking me where I got it. Haha...happy I found a rare specimen. It's a pic of him before, I dare say, he started boby building. Muahahahah *grinz*.

Anyway, today Lucarelli dissed constance again. It's a conspiracy I swear. He hates us all!!! Damn, I've already failed in my attempt to try not to contaminate my blog. Constance will probably be racking off about it in her blog. The word 'Lucarelli' has bad connotations and gives bad vibes. Hm... I'll say no more.

Got a new GNT teacher, Mr Jones. He's alright at the moment. It was funny how he warned us to turn right and not left to find his office otherwise you'd be in Weiman's 'chamber'. If you don't know already, he's the most dreaded, horrific, monster-of-a-maths teacher at our school.

sassy's day catches up with her at 12:07 a.m.
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Thursday, July 19, 2001
sassy is downloading Finkl mpeg today

I just had a special request from John. (The one who lives in Malaysia). He wants to say HELLO to all YG ppls and that they better watch out (I'm serious. We dont want spilt coke on old ladies again do we?) because he's coming back and staying in OZ for good on September or December.

Crap...this blog is turning into a message center. No more!!! Hahahah ^_^ Yeah its nice talking to you John and WE CANT WAIT UNTIL YOU COME BACK...*cough cough* no seriously.

sassy's day catches up with her at 12:58 a.m.
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Sunday, July 15, 2001
sassy is starting to get real bored today

hey..this sleepover is starting to drag. Before Viviane's mum picks her up (she refused to stay overnite) better let her say something.

Anyway...Viv's wanna say:'The house almost burned!!! I wished I was staying...I'm really tired and want to go to sleep.'

I think my friend Les is getting peed off with me. I dunno why. Maybe I shouldn't feel this way but for some reason I feel kinda bad. Not that I did anything. But he's not his usual self.. I think the incident with Yang and the fact that he is getting deported is getting everyone down. I should spend more time with Yang eh...he's a pretty kewl guy. Yeah 'WE LOVE YOU YANG...WE WANT YOU TO STAY!!!!'

Blogging twice in one night. This blogging thing is really getting into me cos I've figured out how to do it. Damn...feel like making a new layout already. I'm really bored. I started to blog right, cos constance said we could bitch about each other but then...well...I can't really say anything. Only that I want my other half of the shinhwa concert vcd. It was fun at her house cos we were both laughing and crying about our fav gasoo. So good...*smile at the memory*..yeah can't wait. I really need to drop by her place. Laugh over that overly-grotesque graphic of *cough cough* KangTa. I mean I can't believe I took an interest to him. He's the typical cute guy and all..but nah..I really shouldn't diss him cos he's not that bad and he's the whole reason why I'm into DongWan.

Well, yesterday we had a barbecue in that park near Burswood Casino. It was nice there and then I got dragged with 6 other guys I think, to go to the City.. Bunch of immature savages. Man, Michael almost got bashed up by this really homey-G looking guy. Tim would have loved to see the three Porches we saw. I was bored to death. Going shopping with guys is almost worse than going shopping with gurls. Then Jonathan had to accidently walk into an 'OUT OF ORDER' changeroom and got locked in. You REALLY should have seen him. He had his head stuck up at the top going 'I need some help here'. Kodak moment man... John, with his head stuck out at the top of a door with a big sign saying 'OUT OF ORDER' Then we had complaints off jeans being too tight and feet hurting.

We were waiting for the bus to take us back home but John, Michael and the others couldn't get on the bus cos the damn big-looking-bus-driver fella chucked them out because of their drinks. Another KODAK MOMENT from Johnathan when he glared at me and Les who made it. HAHaHAHa..They had to wait for the next bus which is in 45 minutes.

Yeah, so me and Les went to his place to grab his car and drive to Southlands to do the shopping we initially wanted to do. He ran out of money "ok, maybe I shouldn't have said that in case he pounds me" and we had to get to the car to grab my wallet. While we were walking to the BP station to get coal for our bbq and when we get there Les is like 'sorry Cindy but I forgot to tell you to get your wallet from my car' FINEEEE...we had to walk all the way back to his car and decide to drive it to the BP station instead. After that we had this huge argument about him paying me back and me saying it was alrite. Cried laughing again for a few minutes before I finally won him over and we took off.

Ah yeah it was a kewl day. Alister is next to me at the moment. Maybe he wants to say something? Ok he says 'um... I'll get you back Mike!!! I gave you $500 for my new mobile but you say that you lost half the money while on a bus. I don't believe you...'

Ok I don't know what that was all about. I better stop blogging now cos Michael is trying to sleep (he was kind enough to sacrifice his bed) and I'm pissing him off with my typing. Also its way pass his bedtime. Ok...I'm off.

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Sunday, July 15, 2001
sassy is sleeping over at Michael's place today

Ok. I should be out there helping out in the cleaning up. I think they are roasting marshmellows at the moment. Hope no-one's mad at me.

Michael is saying 'Hi everyone, watsup? um...I'm feelin' really weird, too much passive smoking. They nearly burnt down my house!!! Hope tomorrow is better.'

Yeah I think I should help out now. Blog later...

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Saturday, July 14, 2001
sassy is downloading Just In Love by S.E.S today

Yeah I know I said I'd get this blog done constance, but I didn't like my previous Shinhwa layout which had a blue checked kinda look to it. Thought this green one is better after getting inspired by this ayashi no ceres wallpaper I saw. I accidently stuffed up the dongwan pic...sorry dong, made your face all screwed up, and I dunno how the hell to fix it.

Sleepover (or mass-orgy) is tomorrow!!!! I've been looking forward to this and its probably the highlight to the holidays (so sad, unless you count getting the second half of the shinhwa concert vcd). 12 people in one house. Sounds a bit like 'big brother'... man I hate that show. Anywayz, it was supposed to be 12 people but now 3 of them couldn't sleep over. That just leaves two gurls and...heh heh...use your maths.^?^

This has got to be the worse holiday I've ever had. The first thing that happens on Friday night of the first day is I get sick. I'm still sort of recovering and I haven't gone out with anyone since!!! I get no sympathy from anyone *sniff* nobody cares. Except leslie called. He didn't recognise my voice cos it had a toad stuck in it. Asks me to help him make pizza and I was like '?!?!?!'. Dammit school's starting soon.

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