
Gum Gum music: L'Arc~En~Ciel - AWAKE (Album)

It's been a year since I found the girl who means it all.
It's hard to believe a year ago I was this nice, humble kid who was looking for love only to get shit on repeatedly. Then, I met a girl who turned my life around, a girl who saw me for me and had so many interesting characteristics it would have been stupid not to go after her.
And in that year, there were so many ups and downs. Days where I was on top of the world, wrapped in a high from caring feelings and attraction. I had fallen in love, though I didn't want to admit it because I knew if I did, I'd fall right back out and be the hurt little kid I was before.
When I finally let it all out, the downs started.
Everything had meaning, and that was just cause for insanity. The smallest details meant the world to me, even if they weren't supposed to. I was paranoid, scared that one wrong move and I would regret it all. Those times almost happened, even if they were minor.
Needless to say, I was a basket case.
Things picked up, even though at one point I laid it all out on the table and I got hurt. It was something I had to do, and I did it, and I don't regret it thought at the time I did only because I knew the consequences. Oddly enough, things changed, but for the better.
She actually liked me. And she let me know.
And a year later, here we are, still remembering the silly things that happened between us, the good times, the losses and the battles we either fought or chose to take the higher road and be civil.
A year later, I'm in love with the girl who means it all.
Sailed Away @10:56 p.m. on Sunday, July 17, 2005
__________xShip Log: Hmmm...
Gum Gum music: L'Arc~En~Ciel - LINK
Duty and Loyalty: You serve your purpose and do
what you must do. People would consider you
someone to rely on, and one who keeps his/her
word when he/she gives it.
Which Characteristic From the Samurai Code Matches You Best? (You may find out your best trait)
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And now that that's out there....I gotta change my layout. I dunno what to do, but best believe it'll be sexy.
Comments, ideas, whatever are recommended~
Sailed Away @01:20 a.m. on Monday, July 11, 2005
__________xShip Log: Ok~
Gum Gum music: L'Arc~En~Ciel - AWAKE (Album)
Alright, birthday has come and gone, I am 21 and I rock.
With that said, I just saw the lineup for musical guests at Otakon...so lame. Unless they're teasin' us with some bad foreplay, they'd better get Gackt or some shit to come 'coz seriously, I'm not about to listen to some shitty bands after the greatness that was L'Arc~en~Ciel.
Oh yeah also, anyone who's still coming needs to pay me for the room. I've been somewhat lenient but it's gettin' closer and closer and I'd rather have the money upfront 'coz I'm tellin' you right now, no money, no room. Yeah it's harsh, but it's not too fair to the people that already did pay, y'know? If I don't see some funds by August 19th, you'd better bring your own car to sleep in or have some other friends goin'.
Ok I'm going to bed~
Sailed Away @12:41 a.m. on Saturday, July 9, 2005
__________xShip Log: HEY!
Gum Gum music: L'Arc~En~Ciel - AWAKE (Album)
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!
21 fuckin' years old and I'm still rockin' like no one you've ever seen, baby >D
God I just woke up and I'm still woozy...give me comments!
Sailed Away @12:01 p.m. on Wednesday, July 6, 2005
__________xShip Log: Guess What...
Gum Gum music: L'Arc~En~Ciel - AWAKE (Album)
In a half hour it'll be my birthday. Joy and rapture!
Man I'm finally gonna be 21...that's a big deal, innit? This day seemed so far away when I was in high school, and to think it's so close...I'm old. So yeah, my comments better be full when I next check this!
Lesse...Otakon's gonna be so awesome this year! So many people coming, some I've never even met before. Hell, some none of the yakuza have ever met! It's gonna be so interesting...
AWAKE kicks so much ass. I love L'Arc and damnit I wanna see them again. Cursed Japanese bands and their limited touring areas...
Yeah that's it. Happy birthday to me!
Sailed Away @11:31 p.m. on Tuesday, July 5, 2005
__________xShip Log: Oh my god...
Gum Gum music: L'Arc~En~Ciel - AWAKE (Album)
Did I get drunk at my party last night.
Lesse, I had a birthday party on saturday, though my birthday isn't until july 6th, which is wednesday. Well since this was the only time I could see my friends before they go on vacation/back to school, I decided to have the party early. Man, what fun.
A good amount of people showed up, good friends that could make it and got to see me in all my glory. Unfortunately some couldn't make it, but it's ok 'coz you were with us in spirit~ I'm glad that everyone at least acknowledged my birthday, that's enough for me. We'll all get together again, I'm sure, and we'll rock somethin' serious.
So yeah, back to the drunkness. Everyone brought some kind of liquor, to which we all promptly tasted and loved. Of course, it was everyone's intentions to get me soused, and man did they succeed. Good to know I'm a happy drunk, whether I'm laughing at everything stationary or somewhat amusing, to being extra loud (i'm half puerto rican/cuban, imagine me liquored up), to riding my dog like a little pony because he was simply in the way.
Goddamn I had a good time. Woke up with a bit of a hangover, nothin' serious, and then slept through some of the day while I did a lot of writing and drawing. I'm back to 100% now, a little hungry but it's all good. Once again, I'm glad to have good friends who, even if they couldn't make it or had to leave early, still managed to take the time out to wish me a happy birthday. It means a lot to me, and I'm glad to have you guys in my life. You best believe when your birthdays roll around, you're gonna get a helluva good time >D
Oh, and another thing...I noticed when I'm drunk my movements are more meaningful and drastic, and yet I come off as slightly ghetto, throwing around a few "sons" and cursing up a storm. I even get a hip swagger...but that could be to lack of balance.
Rock out with your cock out, all.
Sailed Away @09:27 p.m. on Sunday, July 3, 2005
__________xShip Log: It's Early!
Gum Gum music: Gackt - Metamorphoze
Damnit I hate being up early. I've got work at 11 and I don't want to go 'coz it's early and I could be sleeping still. Fuck. Fuck me with a big stick.
So I was going through my daily site run when I came across This. Fuggin' Jiro from GLAY is in a side project with the lead guitarist/vocalist from the Pillows? It's so weird...and what's even weirder is that Jiro's not all prettied up like the bitch he is in GLAY. I'm not a big fan of Jiro's, I always thought his bass playing was good, just not great. Especially after being spoiled with Tetsu-J-Toshiya type bass. Still, I guess it'd be cool, only 'coz I like the Pillows, they're funky.
And what is up with Jiro's sunglasses? Can you say 'pulled out of 1989'?
Lessee...friday was not a good day. It started out nice, but in the middle it just kinda went all types of shit, but during the end it got better. My poor Cornball had a lot of shit goin' on but she's good now, so that makes me good now 'coz I don't like her gettin' all the way she was, it ain't cool.
Um...I'm topless and I have to get ready for work.
Sailed Away @10:17 a.m. on Sunday, June 26, 2005
__________xShip Log: Stuff!
Gum Gum music: L'Arc~En~Ciel - New World
Ok first and foremost, my birthday's on July 6th.
Presents. One Piece 1-3 is taken by Cornball, Bleach 1-3 has been taken by Niikura, and Bleach 4 is taken by D, the lovable bastard. All that leaves...is a lot.
I ordered L'Arc's AWAKE album, and it'll be coming soon. I'm so happy 'coz it sounds like a fuggin great album.
Ok and now stuff 'coz I was tagged by my Cornball:
Make a list of your pet peeves - no size limit, but at least 5.
1.) Stupid people who don't listen
2.) Blatant Racism. I mean honestly, is there really a point in hating someone just because their skin is different, or they have different views? No, you hate someone 'coz they killed your family, or shamed your temple. Then comes vengeance.
3.) Elitists. You cannot possibly love something so much that it can destroy worlds if talked about negatively. Nothing is that important.
4.) People who have eagle nests for heads, or semi- bald people with pony tails. Stop. Cut it off, be bald, be happy, stop looking like a shmuck.
5.) People who state the obvious when there's no reason to.
Things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play. What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? Make a list, post it to your journal... and then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it to theirs.
1) Drawing.
2) Eating good food. Sometimes it's as good as sex.
3) Oh, right. Sex. Damn that's good.
4) Playing my bass~
5) Cornball. Yeah, she's related to the sex category but she calms me down without her having to give up the lovin.
TAGGED!:
+ Niikura
+ Jo~
+ Daniel
+ Kazu-chan
+ Akio
Sailed Away @11:51 p.m. on Wednesday, June 22, 2005
__________xShip Log: Lesse...
Gum Gum music: L'Arc~En~Ciel - Killing Me
So friday night I gave some preteens a fangirly heart attack.
So very weird: I was chillin' with the Cornball, just walkin' around the mall because it was hot and we needed some AC when I had to go to the bathroom. While I'm on my way there, I hear some girls laughing and making noise, so I'm thinkin' "Hey, they might come running through here and I don't feel like getting hurt", so I kept my distance until I figured it was ok to walk through. So as I'm walking through, with my rocker shades picked out by the lovely Daniel, lookin' as funky as I can, these girls take a look at me, their eyes widening up like a deer to headlights, and one of the girls says to me "Hi, I'm Tiffany". I gave her the patented pirate smile...no not the one you're thinking about now that would undoubtedly make you laugh 'til you pass out, it's the smile that wins the hearts of millions...actually, I just kinda smirked 'coz I really had to pee...well anyway, the girl runs back to her friends where they all start exclaiming praises to the big man himself, the great G.O.D.
Word, it's a bit of an ego boost to have girls screaming "oh my god!" over and over just for smiling. I felt so sexy.
But yeah, you know...adding to the fact that not only am I taken by the bestest woman in the world, they're preteens. It was just cool to have that happen. I wonder if this is how Daniel felt being chased by fangirls in NY?
Uh, my birthday's coming up. Anything else? Hmm...Chris Wan, who bears a striking resemblance to This man, said I keep looking japanese the more he sees me.
Cool. Never got that one before. So yeah, pretty funky stuff happening lately. I'm currently working on a new picture, it's almost done...just have to add the background, which'll take a little while. Still stuck on my current chapter in my story, it's hard to figure out where to go from where I've last written. Ah well, it'll come to me soon.
Yay! Aka-oh is gonna come home this weekend! Mucho the bloopies >D
Ok that's enough, go make me a sammich, reader.
Sailed Away @01:39 p.m. on Wednesday, June 15, 2005
__________xShip Log: Eh...
Gum Gum music: L'Arc~En~Ciel - Time Goes On
Okay, so to add to Toki's buying of One Piece vol. 1-3 for me, Nickels is going to get me Bleach vol. 1-3, so yeah...Bleach 4-7 are still up in the air and then there's Naruto.
L'Arc's new album, AWAKE, comes out the 22nd of this month, and I did think of asking for it for my birthday, but I can get it on my own and I don't feel like waiting for it from someone else sooooo imma get it. What else? Um...
You know I don't have much else to blog about anymore, really. Been drawing a lot lately, but nothing's uploaded yet. I'm so lazy...it's fuggin hot though, so I cannot be blamed.
I'm going to bed -_-
Sailed Away @12:51 a.m. on Friday, June 10, 2005
__________xShip Log: Listing! Part 2.
Gum Gum music: L'Arc~En~Ciel - Jyojyoushi
Okay, update!
One Piece 1-3 has been officially taken by Cornball, so that's off the list. Everything else is still up in the air.
In other news, It's hot. Fuck.
Sailed Away @11:06 p.m. on Tuesday, June 7, 2005
__________xShip Log: Listing!
Gum Gum music: UVERworld - D-tecnoLife
Ok you faithful crew members, I'm makin' the coolest list known to man right now...
my birthday list.
So lessee:
One Piece vol. 1-3. Yes, I'm aware I started after those three but thats because i had already read them. I need back issues, smartass.
Bleach 1-7. You don't have to get me all of them, just as many as you think I deserve >D
Naruto 1-7. Yeah, you know what I'm gonna say.
Kazuya's already gettin me the japanese-english dictionary so she's good, you awesome bastard you ^_^d
Uh...that's it. I understand everyone may not be financially, uh...good, so if you want to get me a gift it's cool, if not hey, I understand, just don't forget to say happy birthday to me.
Oh, that's July 6th for those who don't know. 21 years old. Party time.
Sailed Away @10:38 p.m. on Monday, June 6, 2005
__________xShip Log: Pics and info
Gum Gum music: Thee Michelle Gun Elephant - Moongoose
Angellus, so sexy - Drew this last night out of boredom...I don't like it that much, it looked better in pencil before i inked it. His right arm seems too long -_-
Garan - Ooh he's so GQ. I like this picture...I'm trying to work on perspectives now, and jeezus meezus it's tough. I keep wanting to make arms and legs at normal lengths but perspectives sometimes don't allow that, and it's killing me...Ah well, I'll figure it out.
Meanwhile, Thee Michelle Gun Elephant is fuggin awesome. In their last concert, Last Heaven, the guitarist Abe broke a guitar string and...in such a rock star move, continued playing, substituting other chords to make up for the missing one. Apparently he didn't want to stop playing 'coz it would be his last time playing live for TMGE.
That's so badass.
Sailed Away @05:34 p.m. on Tuesday, May 31, 2005
__________xShip Log: Quiz and Certain Affairs.
Gum Gum music: Do As Infinity - Rakuen
What Bleach Character Are You?
Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.
How boss is that!? I love Ichigo and here I'm just like him. Woo hah.
So I think I may have seen a dead person today.
I was at Cornball's house when her mom busts into the room and tells us there's been an accident near the apartment complex she lives in, so being the quiet, conservative type, Cornball gets me and we leave the house to go see what happened. Apparently, a man on a motorcycle was speeding quite fast when someone was about to make a turn into this horseshoe parking space in front of another apartment complex when he rammed right into the car. The man managed to get his bike completely totalled, meanwhile he flew off the bike, hit the windshield, and flew about a good 30-40 feet from the car as he landed on the road. The man wasn't moving at all, it was a pretty nasty sight. No blood or anything, but some people attempted to move him and he was just limp, i didn't see any heavy breathing or anything...I felt bad for the guy 'coz...well, he pretty much just got his ass kicked today, and if he ain't alive, I mean...I dunno, it was creepy seeing this man on the road just lifeless. Of course, there were many people to come see the wreckage, and they came in swarms which made me not feel so bad about being one of them...still, it's something I usually don't do so to be there, I felt guilty. Didn't stop me though, not until the cops told everyone to go home. It took about 6-7 officers/emts to do whatever to the guy, so i pointed that out as a sign that he's probably not alive. You figure if the man's injured but still conscious, you'd need only 3-4 people, but 6-7 surrounding the guy with various medical utilities...I dunno...
Ok sorry to bring the mood down, let's bring back the funk. I have three days off next week since God...or the United States, in this case, decided Memorial Day would be a good holiday for May. Woo....haaaaa.
Yeah I'm out.
Sailed Away @12:36 a.m. on Saturday, May 28, 2005
__________xShip Log: Randomness
Gum Gum music: P'Unk~En~Ciel - Heaven's Drive 2005
Now that that's out of the way...
I woke up early today, and half my day is already done. I'm bored and a little sad that I have this little to do in my life right now, har har.
Oh wait, there's One Piece. I have two episodes left.
...Goodbye.
Sailed Away @12:35 p.m. on Thursday, May 26, 2005
__________xShip Log: Happy Birthday to...
Gum Gum music: J - Route 666
This lovable bastard!!!!
I love you a whole bunches, you cute person you.
So yeah, very busy weekend...Akio, Jun, and the runaway Ghost
Kazuya and I cheesin' it up
YO-suke and Ghosto, totally unprepared. This was a fun pic 'coz we caught 'em off guard, and...it's silly.
Jun and Kazuya cheesin'. Jun's a picture junkie.
Me and Toki, a fun pic she doesn't like and will most likely not like this being up. I love you~
By the way, how sexy is my hair? I got it permanently straightened so it's no longer bushy and frizzy, just....sexy. It's good being me sometimes.
Random soup spoon pic.
Coke and glass, in ya ass.
Beard Papa's...I'm such a fuckin' rockstar.
Me and my nigga beard papa. We're rockin' out.
That's my trip to NY! I'm gonna go now.
Sailed Away @07:49 p.m. on Sunday, May 22, 2005
__________xShip Log: Surveys and the such
Gum Gum music: Guitar Wolf - Planet of the Wolves

[[ Which Martial Artist are you? ]]
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Who's badass? Hmmm???? Yeah, I'm so damn sexy it kills sometimes.
Lesse, I'm all about pilfering shit from my Cornball:
You are...(looks)
[ ] tall
[x] in between: Yeah, I'm tort.
[ ] short
[ ] blonde
[ ] redheaded
[x] brunette
[x] black-haired...I got a little confused 'coz my hair's dyed...
[ ] blue-eyed
[x] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold eyed
[ ] grey eyed
[ ] with glasses
[ ] with contacts
[ ] with braces
[ ] with freckles
[ ] with piercings
[ ] with tattoos
[ ] and have long hair
[ ] and have short hair (front/sides)
[x] and have mid-length hair...again, confused 'coz my hair's long but not real long.
Your nationality includes...
[ ] chinese
[ ] indian
[ ] taiwanese
[ ] japanese
[x] hispanic
[ ] nicoya
[x] puerto rican
[ ] chicana
[ ] italian
[ ] scottish
[ ] filipino
[ ] dutch
[ ] french
[ ] german
[ ] irish
[ ] greek
[ ] portuguese
[ ] polish
[ ] korean
[ ] jamacian
[ ] canadian
[ ] lithuanian
[ ] native american
[ ] russian
[ ] british
[ ] danish
[ ] african
[ ] scandanavian
[ ] armenian
[ ] finnish
[ ] other
[x] pirate
I swear to god, it was there...
Your favorite color(s) are?
[ ] red
[ ] pink
[ ] yellow
[x] black
[ ] green
[x] blue
[x] white
[ ] silver
[ ] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange
Some things you've done/played include...
[x] soccer
[ ] cheerleading
[x] dancing
[ ] lacrosse
[ ] field hockey
[ ] hockey
[x] football
[x] softball
[x] wrestling
[ ] gymnastics
[ ] track/cross country
[x] basketball
[x] baseball
[ ] golf
[ ] playing in the mud
[x] playing music
[ ] hiking
[ ] kayaking
[x] camping
[ ] horseback riding
[ ] marching band
[x] good ole' fashion sex!!!!!
And loving ever minute of it!
You are sometimes...
[x] annoying, so fuck you.
[x] talkative, excuse me for being lively.
[x] shy, yeah, i get shy, whatcha gonna do?
[x] funny, like a fuckin' clown. Boo.
[x] serious
[x] bubbly...am I? Yeah, I'm a bubble. Of pirate.
[x] spazzy
[x] fun-loving
[x] laid back
[ ] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird
The music you like is?
[ ] rap
[x] rock
[x] pop
[ ] country
[ ] hip hop
[x] r&b
[x] slow jams
[ ] Christian
[x] classical
[ ] techno
[x] oldies
[x] the 80s
[x] punk
[x] Metal
[ ] reggae
[x] Goth
[x] Latin
[ ] 90's Grunge
[ ] musicals
The pets you have are?
[ ] cat
[x] dog moose
[ ] lizard
[ ] rat
[ ] ferret
[ ] rabbit
[x] fish
[ ] Bird
[ ] other
Clothes you like to wear are?
[x] plain t shirts, that have funny shit on them. 'Coz I'm funny.
[ ] sweatshirts
[ ] stockings
[ ] high heels
[x] boots
[x] sneakers
[x] jeans
[x] pj pants
[x] boxers
[x] underwear
[ ] dresses
[ ] mini skirts
[ ] long skirts
[ ] watches
[ ] necklace
[ ] hoop earrings
[ ] toe socks
[ ] flats
[ ] halter tops
[ ] stilletos
[ ] band shirts
[x] shorts
[x] sleeveless shirts
How do you like to wear your hair?
[x] down
[x] ponytail
[ ] pigtails
[ ] messy bun
[x] half ponytail
[ ] scrunched/curly
[ ] bun
[ ] crimped
[x] with a bandana
[ ] French braids
[ ] lots of little braids
[ ] Gel
[ ] hat
[ ] messy hot guy hair
[x] sex hair
[ ] fauxhawk
You're mostly labeled as?
[ ] goth
[ ] emo
[ ] prep
[ ] punk
[ ] scene
[ ] nerd
[ ] ditzy
[ ] hyper
[ ] happy
[ ] everything
[x] I hate labels! I'm just me!!!
[x] I have no idea
I mean seriously, I dress the way I do, I dunno what to call it.
You eat?
[ ] dessert every night...it's every other night.
[ ] no meat - well no red meat.
[ ] diet stuff
[ ] healthy foods, i ain't no nuts and berry man.
[x] junk foods, i'm more of a twinkie and pepsi man.
[x] a lot of carbs
[x] lots of meat
[ ] salad
[ ] seafood
[ ] Mountain Dew
A typical friday night...
[ ] mall with your friends
[ ] partying...where would i party?
[ ] watching movies
[ ] going to the club...yeah right, so i can be with goofy white kids who think they're cool 'coz they can go like this ~x_X~? Idiots.
[ ] staying home
[ ] babysitting and getting ££...the fuck is that, yen?
[x] hanging out w/ my friends
[x] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] working while your friends are out having fun...sometimes.
[ ] family dinner
Currently you are...
[x] in a relationship, and i loves it the mucho~
[ ] single and lovin it
[ ] crushing..sorta
[ ] single and looking for someone
[ ] just broke up... and so sad about it
Online, you use:
[x] lol
[x ] sup
[ ] =D
[ ] lmao
[ ] stfu
[ ] ty
[ ] j/k
[ ] ttyl
[ ] g2g
[ ] ^^
[x] T_T
[x] x_x
[x] ^_^
[x] XD
Lesse...no jam session today, which i was sad about 'coz I really wanted to go. I hope we can do it soon 'coz I like jammin, it's fun >D
Started working on my comic again 'coz I got tired of being lazy, and as we all know my job is a big fat whiny bitch. So yeah, i'm really jumpin' into it this time, it's gonna be great.
Oh yeah, so I love One Piece. I'm only on episode 7 but goddamn is it good. The manga's funny as all hell, I can't wait 'til vol. 7 comes out. Anyone notice the resemblance between me and Luffy? Mostly our personalities, 'coz our hair's different, and...you know, he's rubbery. i'm all normal and shit.
...I wanna be rubbery...
Sailed Away @12:23 a.m. on Thursday, May 19, 2005
__________xShip Log: New layout and stuff.
Gum Gum music: Gackt - Ash
Yeah, my new layout. I know you're jealous >D
Lesse...I went to NY on saturday with a whole gaggle of people and it rocked bunches. Lots of walking, I was dead tired afterwards, but it was well worth it.
Fangirls are scary individuals. They got so...fangirly about this one artist who was doing a book signing or whatever and they all just acted so nerdy, it was sad. I met the lady, said what's shakin' and got an autograph, that was about it. I dunno, fans like that...it's a sad thing, really. It's one thing to love something a lot, it's another to devote your life to it, and if someone should so much as say one negative sentence you'll burn them alive. Get lives, you weirdos >D
Then on sunday, I was kidnapped by Daniel. That was fun<3
We saw Unleashed, and I have to say it is definitely Jet Li's finest american movie. You can only take so much of that damn "I'm a CIA agent teaming up with a rapper so we can find someone and then have a fight with explosives and monkeys and shit."
Sorry, I'm really tired of that cliche for martial artists. Why can't they just, I dunno, do more shaolin movies? And no, I don't need to see someone's heart get ripped out, just some fancing footwork and a whole lot of ass whuppins are enough for me. Pheck.
In other news, I have a jam session tomorrow. Love me everybody~
Well, it damn well should be. It's about pirates.
Yar, baby. Yar.
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