hello kawan kawan! selamat pagi! apa khabar awak? kiter khabar baik. mcmlah awak kisah tapi sajer jer nak bilang. hur hur.
fed up lah wit the tagboard. suddenly the codings seems so unfamiliar. YOU! u're reading this. abeh tak tau tolong ah. kau!! gini kawan.
i haf to stop going out. not gonna go out todae ah. been going out from mon till wed. everydae. only juz now got my black shoes. shopped ard town alone. i shouldnt be out alone. very dangerous. especially when i haf money like rite now. i got 2 pairs of shoes, 2 tops n 1 skirt. all for ard 60 bucks. quite ok. i hafto stop. yest went out n satisfy my cravings for frosted choc malt. den bought a polo T frm citylink mall.
reminder: not to go out later! only out to settle my bills n alter my nursing uniform. dats all!! haf to discipline myself.
penned down @ 01:10 a.m.
been a while since i loggd in. one helluva week.
FRIDAY: finished the last 2-hr paper in 45mins. after dat went to meet 'minah memo' (aka my mentor) to settle the bbq thingie. den in the evening went off to the ex-peicaian chalet thingie. damn those chickens were addictive! n YOU! ur head's gettin big oredi. i can see it from here. alas i get to see the 'muffins'. din sleep the whole nite. tokin n being subconciously horny. hahaha. amazes me how veri little sleep does to the body. den took one of the first few buses to shikin's place where we chilled.
SATURDAY: in de evening, out we went again. but dats another story. lots of happenings n same thing happen where we took first few buses back to shikin's place. took our bags n head to home sweet home.
MONDAY: supposedly my rest day but sarita msgd sayin wanna meet up n finalise the overnite bbq thingie. planned to meet at jurong east but changed plans. met at mc cafe instead. went back home n find the tent n water cooler/dispenser or whatever u call it. packd my bags n off to sleep. note: still lackin of sleep.
TUESDAY: poly class bbq day! planned to meet at bedok interchange at 1 den changed timing to 1.30. guess wat time i came? 12.55! freaking early. waited there wit my bag n my oh-so-heavy tent n dat water dispenser. like a dork! n they came at 2. reached ecp n pitch tent with classmate daddy-O. tak guner bdk2 lain. den food came at ard 5. went to start fire but not happening. alas ard 6.30 den can start cookin. 3/4 of class not overniting. left few of us palying cards n toking. had forfeit here n there while palyin cards. lucky af's fren quite sporting.
WEDNESDAY: din sleep on tues. early in de morn,me n diana spread the mat n tan while sleepin. an hour passed. too hot. one side burnt. den played in de waters. by dis time, we don haf food so went to macd. i went to komala villas and dis kebab store to check out the food. stupid ang moh! look at me from top to bottom. me in slackiest outfit oso wanna look at me. korek mater baru tau! den for dinner, bbq-ed survivor style. we had some uncooked stuff frm the previous nite. the chicken had almost turned bad. diana's abg angkat came n bought us chicken rice. thank god! planned not to sleep for the second nite but i guess it was too dark for me. n the rats didnt provide sufficient entertainment for me. so accidentally dozed off at ard 4.
THURSDAY: woke up ard 6 plus. den tanning alone since diana was sleeping. den they had their breakfast n den we packed up. by the time it was lunch. diana's fren has a car. n 7 of us crammed ourselves in dat small nissan car. from ecp to bugis. lucky thing onli 15-min drive. they went off to BK while i took 80 n head back home. while unpackin, ruz msgd sayin she craved for BK. tot of meeting us at BK@compasspoint. in de end, sumthin croppd up. so cancelld plans. n i onli slept aft watchin OC n One Tree Hill. passd watchin Everwood.advertisements too long so off to bed.
FRIDAY(aka today): slackd at home. watchd gelora. funny how i can get addicted to dat show. din get out of house. n im so so bored oredi.
n so these r the days of my life. (show the hourglass n play the theme music). crapness. n dats the story morning glory. so how now, brown cow?
penned down @ 07:44 p.m.
DAY__. i cant keep track of my daes. heh. im back to being bored. 1 down 4 more to go. 2moro another match. dis time round it'll be a 2-hr match. burn my ass sitting for de upcomin one. haiyah. my body's lackin anxiety.
aarrgghh!! my bro juz farted in my room! intoxicated!! cant breathe! urgh!! help!!anyone!!help!
feel like goin to esplanade n chill listenin to watever gigs dats there. cant give in to those temptations. i wanna keep on typin but somethin juz sucked my brain juice dry. i need my dose of anxiety. i need food. i need chocolates. lots n lots of them. think i'll juz grab my track shoes n do my estate jog. stadium jog makes me sick. i cant see the sorroundings. cooped up in dat arena. n i dun like to run in circles.
then again, im too lazy. yes, blame it on my ass. it juz wont budge frm dis seat.
ouh forgot to add, i got my sis a nice vintage clutch. super nice coz im the one who chose it. heh heh. her b'dae's 2moro but gave her yest. hah. since everybody seems to giving her in advance. n she's totally lovin it. there goes the rest of dis mth's money. back to square one where im broke. seriously. i am.
penned down @ 06:48 p.m.
DAY__(fill in de blanks). wahaha! psycho's done! k..k. we see what roving reporter zahra has to say. heh heh.
way before match stated, fart was panic-in-silence attack. waited for transport(aka bus 72) from locker room (aka her hse)for nearly 20 mins till it finally came. still on time at the field but coach(aka her inner self) din get to go through briefing b4 the game(aka THE exam. so she had to proceed goin to the field without briefing and warming up(aka calmin the nerves). match started out with fart goin to the wrong side of the field(wrong zone). lost points for all dat had happen. she was struggling to get herself settled during the first 5 mins of the game(aka the reading grace period). she made sure she had THE game under control. she read the game. and soon she the ball in her possession. gosh! she had the ball for abt 75% of THE game. damn the opponent's coach!(aka the paper setters). they had their way of tricking her. haha. managed to fool her onli for the rest of dat 25%. opponent tried hard but she tried harder. end of match(which lasted an hr). score was unsure. official(aka the markers) still reviewing tape. signing off, zahra.
hahaha..so dat was it. aft paper went to meet parents n sis at downtown since its mom's bdae. already presented my gift way early in de afternoon. its a 'CHOMEL' brooch. conferm nice. coz im the one who chose it. ate there. n i ate alot. way alot. but wasn't full. ah not surprised.
n did some thinkin while doing housework(hanging out the laundry, actually) just now in de aftn. i think i want to be a housewife. n i meant that as if it was career. i can so imagine myself alone at home doing household chores with my husband at werk. den i'll just go out n shop using his money. heh heh. like gabrielle seleese of desperate housewives, minus the fact that she has a housekeeper. unlike her husband, mine doesnt have any problems with the law.
fantasies aside. i'll jus hope my upcoming one aka my ferst one will ride a scrambler and have nice "cabbage" hair. haha. i'll keep on dreaming then.
penned down @ 12:36 a.m.
DAY 6. hur hur. early morning entries. was suppose to slp at 2 juz now. blame it on zaini. haha. i got paper he got paper 2moro but both of us chatting. his fault! he chatted wit me first. can blame it all onto him since i doubt he's reading this.
2moro psycho paper. ferst paper. kick off to the 'when-the-exams-gonna-be-over' league. its FART vs. THE PSYCHO PAPER. place ur bets at my house. heard fart's on de losing side but supporter's still strong by her side. we'll see the outcome 2moro when the match ends. signing off, roving reporter zahra. cheh..zahra konon.
penned down @ 03:17 a.m.
DAY 5. no use me still awake with intentions of studying. all plans but no action. watched soccer, listening to the radio, studying psycho n toking on de fon at one go. im gettin gd at dis. multi-tasking. chelsea scored first goal but missed the whole action. my back was facing the tv. y? coz i haf eyes at the back of my head. nyahaha. conclusion: i cant think of any rite now. don multi-task maybe? but i want to multi-task.
in other words this whole entry is totally pointless. i don even understand what im typing abt. care to explain anyone?
penned down @ 03:46 a.m.
DAY 3. i still haf to study. im tired. hope my body doesnt fail me dis time round. nd it to study. wasted my whole wk coz was too weak to get up frm bed. even everdae things seems so hard. cant even inhale in nicely coz it hurts way too much. gosh! imagine me havin labour pains alone at hm. think i'll do home delivery. sounds like pizza hut delivery. hahaha! cant even haf the energy to call up the ambulance or my husband. by the time i haf energy, the baby's out. maybe ask the cute hunky paramedics to clear up the mess i made. gd! u don even haf to pay them. its like having free maids n they're gd-lookin too. get the best of both worlds! wahaha!!
k i've sidetrack far enough for tonite. off to lala land. wif dis state im in, dun think anything's gonna be absorb. n YOU! c u tonite in our wet dreams 2gether. haha. names r not publishd to protect MY privacy. heh heh.
penned down @ 12:28 a.m.
this is bcoming a habit. im typing out entries in de wee hours of the dae. im loving it. im supposed to be studying but im studyin on the wrong side of the rm. yes, in front of this sinful screen. heh heh. more temptations.
anywhoos, went all the way to cck to study at dee's hse. OMG! tell ya, i can finish up one chapt of bio wit the journey to and from my hse. 3 hrs wasted juz like dat. thing is, they usually study together coz most are livin in the north western part of sunny spore. n im way out of location. almost a yr being in de same tut grp but i've nvr studied wit 'em. even to civic centre, where they usually study, takes me abt 1 hr to get there. at least cleared the motivation topic of psycho. 25% of psycho battle hopefully already won. den clearing the SAQ part for bio. n now im still doin bio. it is so not me to sae dis but BIO is sooooooo a-d-d-i-c-t-i-v-e!its like pringles, once u pop the fun never stops. ok im exaggerating.
i don think anybody noes of my newly revived blog. lets see how long i can keep this secret. btw me and u, we make dis our pact. loser treats winner to dat straits cafe at grand hyatt. heh heh. im loving this newly-sworn secrecy. im loving it. sorry macd's.
penned down @ 02:35 a.m.
OMG!this is my official virgin entry after sooooo long. its been a while since i last blog. so so so missing those daes. n a lot haf happend. was i here to report my ferst dae of poly life? ferst month? ferst clinical posting? must have been a yr then. how ironic, im here(yet again) on the same situation where i ferst started. decided to set up this blog in the midst of O's n studyin it. n now, im studying for sem 2 of my ferst yr poly. heh.
guess i must haf been damn bored studying bio. its freakin SIX in de morn. ive yet to slp. later out to meet sya. goin to dee's hse to study, i hope, n not end up slping. wat am i thinkin?! ive nt fully recovered frm my gastric n here i m typin dis out. im suppose to be on de bed having wet dreams or so. haha.
n thing is, im not even sleepy. or i'll hafto resort to find my sis's glue gun. glue my eyes shut.
penned down @ 06:09 a.m.
test mike...aloooo...anybody awake?
penned down @ 06:00 a.m.
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