.zahra.


.o0| wants |0o.

i wanna highlight my hair. i wanna get dat sandals. i wanna buy dat nike's. i wanna dat 599's. i wanna get more tees. i wanna get dat leather bag. n oh, dat sling ones too. more jeans. more capris.

money do the talking. yeah, i guess i'll just shut up.


jotted down on 19-02-2004 @ 06:48 p.m.


.o0| wat now?? |0o.

i don noe wat wrong-doings we haf done in dis skool but how come it is as if they're holdin grudges against us?
wat did we do? why?

Trust no one.


jotted down on 18-02-2004 @ 10:02 p.m.


.o0| valentine |0o.

saw couples makes heart more pain...heart pain~


jotted down on 14-02-2004 @ 10:34 p.m.


.o0| how? how? how?!?! |0o.

how??!!! i don noe if i wan to continue in MI. dat freakin mr.heikal wants me to join MI. he made it sound as if i was the best runner. just becoz i haf the body, doesnt mean i can run it, bodoh! i want to go poly!! i don noe!! see if i pass maths ferst. even if i pass, i still wanna consider joinin MI..but so many liars ard!! how?

I DON NOE LAH!! scared lar..


jotted down on 13-02-2004 @ 09:18 p.m.


.o0| -_- |0o.

tired. now back home. went tp. very tired. don wanna go sch. permual will call home. don care. very very tired. eyes closing...in 5..4..3..2..1. eyes closed.


jotted down on 12-02-2004 @ 09:23 p.m.


.o0| anemonia strikes back |0o.

i noe i wan to add an entry bout sumthing but i kinda forgot wat i wanna add. amnesia! amnesia! the tot was there a few seconds ago. dunnoe wat happen..

neh-mind..anak metropolitan 2 jus ended. so touching..*sob sob*. esp the scene in the hospital n all the flashback was shown. feeling emo, wanted to cry. weak ar fart!! harapkan muker jer garang, padahal padahal. all dat sibling love. haiz~~

guess im goin sch den to nyp 2moro. to those who see me, say hi. anemonia[my lang for amnesia] seems to get the best of me nowadays. cant recognise pple..im gone. *poof* magic!


jotted down on 11-02-2004 @ 10:30 p.m.


.o0| peeeek-a-boo! |0o.

had a fun day todae! yay! sch starts as per norm, 7.40 in th morn, but its not for us. me, shikin, ruz, fart rox n nadia met up at toa payoh at 8. dats like 20 min past the morn assembly. decided to haf breakfast at mac's. i guess we sat n ate there for about 1 hr plus. left mac's at abt 10 [i think?]. n dats 15 min past my morn break which is from 9.00-9.45. but usually, me, shikin n fart rox[same class] would skip the lecture after dis break just so we could hang ard wif ruz's class coz her break's right after us.

k, left mac's...hmmm..wat else?? we don noe where to go. nadia was already callin up her fren if we could lepak at her place. somehow i wanted to go to skool to see the other pple [not the teachers, of course]. so reached skool. suddenly don noe wat to do. so went for accounts lecture. by the way, dats the only thing dat we went while in skool. after accounts, i had management lecture [n yet another damn lecture?!]. as usual, skipped dat n ruz skipped her malay A's tutorial. saw ain, sha n wida skippin too n decided to chill at library for one period.

n guess who we saw there???!!! dat freakin mr. perumal. he's my home tutor, by the way. dats the same as form teacher. stupid us!! ruz went in the library den we followed. we quickly followed ruz's lead to the second floor. dat freakin guy recognized us. he went upstairs to find us. we, being mischievous played hide n seek, of course. he saw ruz. ruz don haf to hide since she was no longer in perumal's class. she had transferred from our class to the malay A class. he questioned ruz. ol man!! ruz tranferred already lar!!

me, fart rox n shikin were in hiding. ol man come to search for us. shikin heard all the gigglin from ain, sha n wida. clever her, came out from her hiding place. i stayed at my place. of course lah, dat ol man saw her. arrgghh!! shikin's caught! 1 down, 2 more to go!! suddenly, this fart rox went over to my hiding place. i shooed her but she wont budge. i tot the coast was clear..right at dat moment, at the corner of my eye, i saw dat ol man. now cannot run. haf to surrender. action take book to read. fart rox was beside me. funny sia! read abt microwave cookin. wat fcuk! he was already standing beside me.

he told us to get out from dat place n questioned for the green form [the latecomin form, dat is]. we, of course made sarcastic remarks n all. wat kind of students r we?? already came late, still dare to joke ard?? in the library summore. n he told us dat he called our parents. n he thinks we bought dat crap?? yeah rite...so had to take dat green form.we came to skool without reporting. n wat time was it?? like 11 plus, close to 12. hahaha..

we're still in a dilemma on whether to take dat green form or not. jus so he complaint abt us, we took the form. went to general office n the clerk was surprise for us to ask for the at 12.

clerk: wah! now then den wan to come to skool izit? 12 oredi..

me: u think we wan to come to skool at dis time? better don come. waste time onli. we jus din report, dats all.

let mrs. wan[accounts teacher, the only teacher dat saw us bsides dat ol man] sign the form. after which the 5 of us cabot skool again. hehehe. hooray hooray come skool. think dis is our fathers' skool. me, ruz n shikin went town den fart rox n nadia went woodlands.

fun sia todae. feel like doin it again. hehehe. i guess we'll nvr learn , do we. dats coz mr amir's not here. he's the DM. so many happenings in sch though went for a short while. shikin got her share of happenings. she played wif the toilet paper in the toilet. hahahaha. pulled it from the outside to the end cubicle. farnie!! wahahahaha..

as for me, the long-sighted gerl, was always knockin/walkin into things, injuring my body. wat laugh, laugh!! pain lah bodoh!first my right ankle , den my left coz i was foolin ard acting like sum retarded person. den knocked into the window, hurt my shoulder. in de bus, accidentally kicked n hurt my left knee. clumsy sey..wat more can i sae..;p..


jotted down on 10-02-2004 @ 06:29 p.m.


.o0| change clothes |0o.

as u can see, i've changed the layout. did this on impulse n voala~ dis is it. so far i like it. suits my mood for now. im not always dat pink aneway. k..comment pple!!

p/s. juz wondering..watever happen to dat anonymous guy?? hmmm....


jotted down on 08-02-2004 @ 11.58 p.m.


.o0| raining food! |0o.

hei..hei!! freakin tiring dae. im sick. caught the flu bug. (abeh korang tak tau kesiankan aku per?!) i cant breathe properly n my ears r blocked. arrgghh!! doctor, doctor, pls help me!!

todae went to ngee ann poly. quite ok. i guess Wan was the host for the dae. dat sch is freakingly hilly. lots of slopes like millenia inst xcept MI got tonnes of stairs everywhere. left np at ard 3.45 den head to adam rd to eat of course.

took pics of food. mcm hooray hooray gitu. eat till it rained. planned to eat at swensen's(again?) after dat. we, of course crap along the way.

took bus to toa payoh to take the train to dhoby ghaut to get to plaza singapura to get to swensen's. wah! so many 'to's..haha ;p aneways, took pics of ice-cream again.. like jakon-ese sey kiter. mcm tak pernah mkn ice-cream gitu. den after eating, decided to slack at istana park where we realised dat its thaipusam todae. pics not clear though. quite scary seeing those pple carryin those kavadi. all in a state of trance. only followed the procession for a while den took pics of us (again?!). kiter ni konon nyer nak step anak metro sikit. muker eksyen jer sombong. padahal padahal. *garok dagu sikit*.hahahaha. watever lah fart.

the pics for todae is right here. click here


jotted down on 05-02-2004 @ 11:20 p.m.


.o0| on the break |0o.

weee!!!having luch break now in sch. there seems to be tonnes of break ard. hehehe..maybe becoz i've skippin lectures n all. so while im here in the library with access to the internet, might as well, might as well. cant seem to access to friendster at home so now doing all the things. arrgghh!! i dunnoe wat im tokin. im gone now. poof!!


jotted down on 03-02-2004 @ 12:42 p.m.


.o0| dangerously in love |0o.

I love you... I love you,I love you

Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete
If you weren't by my side
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrop
I am the sea
With you and God, who's my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I'm so proud
So proud to be your girl
You make the confusion
Go all away
From this cold and messed up world

*chorus*2x
I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me

And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Later on in my destiny
I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife
And I see my whole future in your eyes
Thought of all my love for you
sometimes make me wanna cry
Realize all my blessings
I'm grateful
To have you by my side

*chorus*2x

Every time I see your face
My heart smiles
Every time it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world
To love and to hold
To feel
To breathe
To love you

Dangerously in love
Can't do this thing
I love you , I love you, I love you
I'll never leave
ust keep on loving me
I'm in love with you
I can not do
I cannot do anything without you in my life
Holding me, kissing me, loving me
Dangerously
I love you
Dangerously in love


jotted down on 02-02-2004 @ 01:49 p.m.


.o0| locked inside out |0o.

i actually wanted to make a fourth entry yest skali jeng jeng jeng... me n my family members were stucked outside the house, couldnt get in. freakin! yer yerjer. smangat dah plan nak add entry pasal makan malam aku kat swensen's. abeh sampai rumah, pintu tak leh bukak. citot peh baghdad!

ni lah adek aku(yg the third one), tanak ikot kiter gi mkn. tinggal lah dier sorang sorang kat rumah. kiter ni pon balik lambat. sleng ar si dektu tu. dier gi latch pintu tu asal? pandai sgt lar tu. dah latch tu tak per, si dekni tdo dah lah tdo mati. seriously sey, semalam kalau ader bombings ter-happen kat s'pore, dier tak terbangun nyer. bapak aku dah pekik mcm nak rak. tau lah bpk aku nyer suare tu. mcm nak carik gaduh. abeh dier hentak2 pintu tu. aku relek jer. aku tukang picit bell rumah tu. mcm semuorg semalam ader roles diorg tersendiri. kakak aku call rumah. adek aku yg kecik call hp adek aku yg kat rumah tu. mak aku tukang chill-kan bpk aku. tertdo-tdo aku picit bell tu. kesian lah aku ni.

abeh bpk aku jadi cinderella. memandangkan kiter tinggal tingkat duer, dier ingat nak campak selipar mahal dier dlm rumah. kononnyer ingat boleh terkena si kepala adek aku ar ni. abeh campak satu selipar jer. kiter kiter pon ader feeling feeling yg dier tertdo kat living room.

at last, tak leh tahan. kiter fikirlah nak crash rumah saper. naseb baik pakcik aku takder performance semalam. dier ader kat rumah. kener lah kiter naik last bas ke kovan saner. dah lah aku nak terkencing pasal minom air belambak belambak kat swensen's. sampai rumah pakcik tak jadi, terbantot sey. wahsey!

pandai sey dier! suker nah latch. kiter dah smangat unlock semuer lock ni. dah bukak gate semuer. abeh skarang baru aku sampai rumah. dah sempat pon tadi gi pasar.

n despite all dis happenings, i wanna wish to all muslim peeps all ard the werld, SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI!!


jotted down on 01-02-2004 @ 06:56 a.m.


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