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444Obsessions: Shounen ai, mild yaoi, bishounen, anime, manga, Japanese, J-pop, J-rock, J-dramas, seiyuus, Final Fantasy. 444Date of Birth: 7 Oct 1986 444Addictions: Chocolates, shounen ai, mild yaoi, Gackt, some J-rocks 444Layout: By Nessa of TaiteDreamz.Net |
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Jikan Tuesday, November 23, 2004, 08:08 p.m.Damn it. Who would have thought seven weeks would felt so short? My holiday ends this Sunday, and I've to return to that wretched place! But look on the bright side. No more annoying brother around to bother me. No more wasting time. No more being uncomfortable (to just be myself) in front on my family. What am I saying? I rarely make sense nowadays. ButI do thank God for my results. Who would've thought English was what pulled my grade down and made 4-flat out of reach? Some people don't deserve to judge... Though, I suppose I should have finished Final Fantasy X-2 and venture further in Star Ocean III; Till The End of Time. Mou, Isami's almost done with her Grandia II. No more tv watching! How am I supposed to watch Star Ocean EX and one or two Korean Dramas!? (As for Naruto, Oriquey once offered me hers...Damn, I owe people too much...) Yuen invited me to go out tomorrow. But after what I've done today (involve in a violent fight with the aforementioned @$$hole of a brother) I doubt she'd make things easy for me. It's unfair. She pampers him too much, and who am I to say "I told you so" when he barks/irritates/etc her? (I do have respect for elders despite me...mild attitude problem). That moron needs some harsh teaching. It is not often that water can extinguish fire... And why can't the Moon Child section at FF.Net have more happy Sho/Kei/Sho fics? Don't they know excessive angst intake might prove to be suicidal to some? Flavour: AlbelFayt (Star Ocean III)
Current Music: Story - Gackt Camui
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Shadow Friday, November 19, 2004, 10:57 p.m. Your element is Shadow: Indifferent, unusual, gentle and a complete mystery. No one tends to know quite what to think of you because you camouflage your emotions so incredibly well, almost as well as your thoughts. You are unpredictable in that no one knows exactly what your going to do or what your capable of and you've made sure they never will. You are quite the wallflower but deep down inside is a kind and very intelligent person. You are capable of love but unless you let some light into your shadowed life you'll have a hard time with your relationships. People are a mystery only because they all seem too superficial, you would rather be somewhere else, away from all the noise perhaps putting your feelings into a form of art, maybe writing your feelings into a poem or journal, or perhaps painting a picture. The shadows make you feel comfortable and you don't like to step outside your comfort zone or let anyone else in, the spotlight terrifies you. You are truly a mystery. .:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers- brought to you by Quizilla
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Star Ocean EX Friday, November 5, 2004, 03:29 p.m. Claude C. Kenni What Star Ocean 2 character are you? brought to you by Quizilla
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Rancour Friday, November 5, 2004, 02:51 p.m.Nikunde mo ii ka? Is it wrong to abhor someone so detestable you can't stand living with him/her under the same roof? I loathe my brother to the point of having multiple illusions of murdering him, from sprinkling poison on him to stabbing using the good ol' kitchen knife. That tub of lard is so irritating that his mere presence is more than enough to make my life miserable. His impertinence is capable of sending even the most patient of men into rage. His wretched mouth would one day bring him trouble, if not cost him his pathetic life. His black hole of an appetite would land him in a hospital for months to come. His ugliness would make a girl run away from him without looking back and never return. His piggy, avaricious manner is enough to disgrace the entire family and possibly including our ancestors. In short, he's pigheaded, eats 24/7 like an animal mentioned previously, moronic, insolent, mortifying, greedy, selfish, fatuous, built of nothing but fat and more fat, not cute AT ALL, excruciating, spoilt, materialistic, and other negative adjectives. In shorter term, he's nothing but pain. Worst, he's only eight. Who knows how the would would survive when he gets older, when his bad manners escalated to the point of no cure. Even my sister's childishness (despite her age) seems angelic compared to him. But seriously, if it is sinful to just harbour hatred towards another, then my sins must be at least as wide and as deep as the seven oceans put together. From the cold war I waged last year to this infernal war against my @$$ of a brother, not forgetting the everlasting war against that retard. It is hard to not hate when aversion is the only thing I am capable of, given the situation. I believe I can be rational when I lose my temper, but it depends on the case, the perpetrator, and time of incident. If it's a small case, I'm willing to entertain my anger in silence before forgiving the perp. If a small case is exaggerated, then feel my wrath. As for who the perp is, blame me for playing favouritism (honestly, everyone must've done it at least once in his/her lifetime) but if it is just so happens that the perp is casuing me nothing but trouble around the clock, then don't ever expect me to let him/her go that easily. That only shows he/she doesn't learn from his/her mistakes. So the only way to make this kind of people learn is by teaching them a thing or two about the consequences of angering people. Furthermore, I find it hard to forgive people who I thought knew better, and those who I thought would understand (or try to, at the very least) my role in a situation. To me, it seems that they're not taking enough initiative to consider how others who are involved would feel. The result? Unfair judgement. Time of incident; If the perp happens to commit his blunder when my patience is away on vacation, I rarely give it a thought on who it is that I am screaming my throat out at. I don't like to hate people. It makes me feel mean, and I've been brought up in such way that I believe, as much as one good turn deserves another, the same holds true the other way around.
And, like most who are sound in mind, I hate to be hated.
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Reactivate Wednesday, October 27, 2004, 08:14 p.m.Reactivated my long discarded yahoo email account. Hopefully there were not many of the messages I was supposed to receive during the long, cold "hibernation period". Downloading Count Cain manga. Thank Kami-sama and Ame-chan for telling me that there's online scanlation of the manga available, though, like YnM, it is not really complete. I love my connection when it's not acting up! I really should stop procrastinating. I take it upon myself to take care of this computer, but without an up-to-date anti-virus program, my task sounds pretty impossible to be carried out smoothly. Some people need to be taken out from their shell of ignorance...
My trying to learn HTML is presently so-so. Understood a few things, but I still can't try to figure out what's wrong with my previous blog. Experimenting over and over again proves to be tedious.
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Desperate Sunday, October 24, 2004, 12:14 a.m.I really, really, REALLY need somebody to teach me HTML. It feels like I'm missing something big by not knowing. One week wasted by doing absolutely nothing (let be known that sleeping, to me, is considered fruitless as well, but there's this human need which I have to cater to for my health and Kami-sama's sake). Hopefully things will improve. Wait a minute, I'm not supposed to hope. Aim, damn it! Flavour: SasuNaruSasu (Naruto)
Current Music: I Myself am Hell - Ito Kanako
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Pathetic Tuesday, October 19, 2004, 10:00 p.m.I feel so pathetic. A pathetic should feel just right at home if he/she is surrounded by pathetic-ness. So why am I feeling out? Dangit, I want to read some Sasuke/Naruto and Gackt/Hyde! It is a cruel, cruel world~! Current Music: Driver's High - L'Arc~En~Ciel (I'm so desperately needing some Gackt/Hyde chemistry here...)
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VIVA Oasis Saturday, October 16, 2004, 12:11 a.m.It's funny. I bought Nicholas Tse Ting Fung's VIVA casette ages ago, noticed Gackt C. somewhere in the cover, and didn't bother. Today, I decided to revisit the casette and saw the name, with a different reaction. "OH MY GOD! What the HECK is Gackt's name doing in Nicholas Tse's album!?" So, as predicted, I forwarded to the track in question, and for a brief moment, I was horrified. Oasis in CANTONESE! But as far as my poor Chinese is able to translate, the lyrics to both songs don't tally with each other, leaving my thinking that Tse's lyrics has nothing to do with Gackt's Oasis other than the tune (but even that is not 100% similar). Still, imagine my shock. Personally, Tse's song (read "Can Ku Aiqing Shi Lu" in Mandarin - is it translated as "True Record of Injured Love"? Screw my Mandarin...) lacked Gackt's majestic and powerful vocals in Oasis. And personally, had Tse's song been in Mandarin, I think it'd be easier on the ear...Not that I have anything against Cantonese. I love both jargons. Heh, but it's a good thing that Huo Zhu VIVA won't be the only song in the album that I'll be listening to... Current Music: Driver's High - L'Arc~En~Ciel
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Random drabbles! Sunday, September 26, 2004, 01:08 a.m.
Take the Spirit Quiz and visit Castle Diqueria. On the contrary...I think there's some sort of mistake here... *sweatdrop* WHY is it AWFULLY hard to find any Gackt/Hyde/L'Arc~en~Ciel/Anime/etc ringtones on the net? Just finished printing out the translations for Yami no Matsuei manga volume 9. Must remember to save to get 10. Want more mp3s... Dang, when am I ever going to finish X/1999? Thinking of buying my own set...it's so hard to root for the canon Seishirou/Subaru when Subaru/Kamui looks equally yummy and cute... And, there's just too few of Touda/Byakko fics out there. Kami-sama, I'm asking too much again. Plus, it's getting late. I should go to bed now. Tsk.
Current Music:Melody - Petshop of Horrors
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LJ Profile Saturday, August 21, 2004, 11:27 p.m.
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Angst! Saturday, August 21, 2004, 10:59 p.m. Vanilla Find your angst's flavor Haha, yeah right. *glances at username* Right *sarcastic*. This is proof that I tend to overreact. *sweeping bow* Current Music: Kimi ga Matteirukara - Gackt
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Blur-ness Friday, August 13, 2004, 11:50 p.m.End of break. Soon. NOT looking forward to it. Sure, it's better studying there, away from distractions. I'm too comfortable in my comfort zone that I don't want to get out of it. Ever. Hah. We always wish for what we can never achieve. Why the heck do I have blogs when I barely update any of them? Current Music: Asu He no Brilliant Road - Angela
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Tenipuri Quiz Thursday, May 27, 2004, 03:56 a.m.The Humor What type of TeniPuri fan are you? (With Pictures! :O) What type of TeniPuri fan are you? (With Pictures! :O) Two results because my percentage on both are the same. It's only fair that way.
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Missing Thursday, May 27, 2004, 02:12 p.m.This is getting on my nerves. I've been trying to log into my LiveJournal site but the notice "Page Cannot Be Displayed" appears instead. Several times. Argh. Hopefully something is wrong with their server/etc...my computer's already gone nuts. Current Music: Do You Feel Like I Feel? - HunterxHunter
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