Friday, May 30, 2003

I think I'm becoming too antisocial

I have a new goal in life. Get the ball when playing captains ball. Lol...we played captains ball for P.E. today. Most people thought it was fun. But...I noticed that a few people didn't so much as touch the ball. People like me. I think Tracy and Seewah and some others also didn't get to play much. Always the same people catching and throwing. And it's no that I don't try to get the ball. I try okay, I really do. I make space for myself and since I'm such an unnoticable person no one blocks me. I run back and forth shouting the person who's holding the ball's name. But it seems all my efforts were for nothing. It's frustrating you know. The worse thing was that even though I was free the person with the ball would pass it to the person that was not free. And then they say it's better to throw to the back people because the further the better. So what do I do? I move further back. But, as expected, they still did not pass me the ball. But then it was the same people playing all the time so it wasn't only me not getting the ball...but whatever. Doesn't matter. It's just a game right? Okay this is getting too personal. Change subject.

Mrs Sim was so annoying again today. I think her favourite phrase is rotton apples. That's what she keeps calling us anyway. She says we're a bunch of rrrrrrrrrotton apples. She's so damn annoying. I hope she retires soon. Hehe. Maybe we could get Mrs Lam instead. Mrs Lam's so much nicer. Last year she caught me sleeping in class just before the End of Years and she didn't even scold me. I just told her I was studying so hard at night that I couldn't stay awake in class and she's like "Oh, ok. Go wash your face." So much nicer then that tood magsim.

Then during English we had to act out our Dracula skit thing, but Amy didn't bring the script so we're going to act on Monday. Oh we "designed" a T-shirt on photoshop for computer today. I did an X-men one. I used rogue. Hehe. Quite fun. Then there was international friendship day. So proud of my class, they made such nice costumes and I think it was all last minute. And Michelle and Cynthia both looked so great, I think we should have won. Heh, oh well at least we tried hard =) The International Friendship day program was kinda boring. Especially during that solo Thai dance thing. Almost fell asleep. Only part that wasn't boring was when Michelle and Cynthia came out and the teacher's one. Heh.

Sigh have to go do CIP tomorrow. Pick up litter at East Coast park. It's 7:30 to 1:30 I think. So unfair, we're only supposed to do 3 hours more...sigh tomorrow's the only day of the week I can wake up late and then now I have to go for this beach cleaning thing. Hopefully it's be fun and not too hot. I don't have school berms so I guess I'll have to wear the full school uniform. So hot...

[Jiayi got inspired at 11:41 p.m.]

Thursday, May 29, 2003

Hmmm....

Haven't blogged since Saturday...I've got so much to say...don't know where to start. Hehe, well I guess I should start with Monday. Everything was fine until after school when I bumped into Eelin and she told me that the Computer test thing was that day and I was really annoyed but had to stay back anyway. So I went lunch with Eelin and Waisan. I ate from Hock Seng's store, one of those bread thingys. The rasin one I think. Anyway after I had finished it Eelin found out that the test was actually on the next day...so I was really relieved and went home. But then, on the way back when I got off the bus, I suddenly had this really bad stomachache. It go worse and worse until I felt like puking and fainting. Really, I was so scared I would puke or faint on the pavement or something. Anyway I dragged myself back home(I had to stop and rest a few times cause my stomach was driving me crazy and my vision was kind of blurring) and the moment I got back I just puked out all the bread I ate in school. It has to be the bread cause it was the only thing I ate all day. It was terrible. My stomach really really hurt a lot And I puked a few more times then I went to my bed to rest. But then my stomach wouldn't stop hurting. It was like...it would hurt for about half an hour, then I would puke, then I'd just lie on my bed feeling dead and drift of to sleep for about 15 minutes and wake up with my stomachache and start puking again. It was a living nightmare. So I was in bed vomitting and moaning the whole day until about 10. I fell asleep but woke up at 10:20 but luckily the stomachaches had subsided a bit and I didn't really feel like vomitting anymore. So I drank some tea, bathed and nodded off again. My mum said I better not go to school the next day, and I didn't feel up to it so she wrote me an mc and I took the day off. It's like my first time being absent in don't know how many years. Well there was that time in p6 when I drank Qoo from Hock Seng's store and puked and fainted all over the place and got sent home. Hm. Maybe I should go complain. Get food poisoning twice from eating hock seng's food. Hm.

Okay enough about that, I feel sick just thinking about it. So. On Wednesday I went back to school and everything was back to normal. We checked some of our marks and I think that I did really really badly for most of them. I got a lot of 70s. mostly between 70-75. And I failed art. Mrs Chan is heartless okay. I only needed 2 marks to pass, and when I did my garlic to pass you know what she gave me? 1/5. Like what the???? SO bad! And I only needed 2 puny marks to pass!!!! And all she said was "Be grateful I'm even marking your garlic." So annoying! Urgh.

Today we had our lit skit test thing. I was kind of lost the whole way and kind of just stood there letting the others act. I feel really bad, we got 20/25, which is good. But I don't really deserve it because I didn't contribute much to the group, so I hope no one in the group is angry with me....I don't know, I can't really contribute much to skits like this, sigh I really feel bad. I didn't even help to write the script cause I was absent...sigh.

Well. I was supposed to watch the Matrix Reloaded with Yo today, but then she was sick. So sad. So we're probably going to watch tomorrow. Kind of inconvenient for me though, because I have tuition at 7:30, so it's a bit rush. But nevermind. Actually I didn't even know Yo was absent. Just that Claire(Yow) was supposed to come, but then she said she didn't want to, so I was supposed to go her house for lunch and then meet Yo at cine after her remedial, but then we decided to eat lunch in the canteen instead, and we met Sarah Lim, and she was playing with my handphone then she noticed that I had a new message, so I read it and it was from Yo, she said she didn't come to school and asked me to call her after school ended. Um, did any of you understand what I just said? Haha, very long winded I know. Anyway, so I called her, and she was sick so we decided to watch tomorrow. Then I was with Claire, we decided to go to her house so I could help her make her new layout. We just hung around in school until about 3:30, then we went to her house. I made her layout for her, I don't really like it, but she seems to so that's okay I guess =) hehe. Anyway I got home at about 6:30. Ate dinner, so here I am now. :). Hehe.

You know what, I think I'm typing out too much of my feelings here. I should seriously delete the last few entries. A bit personal. I don't even know why I wrote them, I guess it's because I thought no one would come to read my boring diary, but now I realise that people can just come here anytime they like. So I guess I'll talk about less personal stuff now.

Okay, this entry is way too long already. But I'm sure none of you are reading this by now. I'll stop now. Hehe.

[Jiayi got inspired at 07:58 p.m.]