Saturday, May 24, 2003

I don't care anymore.

I'm going to talk about yesterday..because a lot of thing happened. Most of them were bad so if you can't tolerate complaining and whining I suggest you skip reading this entry. Lol.

I've had enough of teachers. First Laoshi, then Miss Tang, and now it's Mrs Lim. It's kind of hard to explain, so I'll just type out the scene.

During English

Me, HannahC, Stephtan: Amy let us see the script
Amy: No.
Me: *Tries to grab script from Amy*
Mrs Lim: Jiayi, since when did you become so naughty?
Me: *Says nothing but thinks "ummmm"
Amy: Mrs Lim you mean you never knew Jiayi is naughty?
Mrs Lim: No, she's usually so quiet
Me: *Thinks "Oh no here we go again"
Amy: *bursts out laughing*
Mrs Lim: She looks like a primary school kid
Me: What?!?!
Amy, Hannah, Steph: Hahahahaha
Mrs Lim: And she has an innocent look
Me: What?!?!?!

So that's basically what happened. You have no idea how angry I was/am. I mean me? Innocent? Primary school kid? ahhhhh....the thing with Laoshi and Miss Tang was bad, but this is far worse! Do teacher's really think I'm like that? If so then I am so dead. I thought that they just think I'm quiet and shy....but never as bad as this. Maybe I'm just taking this situation too seriously but it honestly is so disturbing. To me at least. I really don't know what to do, but you know what? I've decided not to care anymore. Like I said, I don't know what to do to change people's opinions about me, so I'll just let them think what they want. Besides, I know, and my friends know, that I'm not like that. At least I hope so. Sigh, my self-condfidence has just dropped from low to mega low.

Well enough of that, we had computer photoshop test. It was pretty easy, I finished it in about 5-10 minutes. They I just played around with photoshop for the rest of computer.

Then during art we had to draw this garlic thing, but of course I forgot to bring both my garlic and paints. So I just sat around doing nothing for an hour. Sigh I need to hand up so many art assignments. Repeated pattern, ice cream poster, and now the garlic painting. Better do it this weekend...wait isn't that what I said last week? Lol.

The there was Literature. Miss Gan told us that the test was that we have to act out this poem in groups of 7-9. As in we had to write out a script based on the poem and act it out. I've never heard of a test like this. Well there's a first time for everything. The poem was about this teacher who was weary at his naughty students. Then my group some how decided to have everyone act as celebrities when they were young and have them irritate the teacher. It's quite a good idea I guess...though I don't really see how it's relevant to what we're supposed to do..but nevermind, I'm no complaining, I mean it's not like I can think of a better idea. Well I was so lucky! I got to be Michael Jackson!!! Yay! My dream come true!!! -__-; In case you didn't notice I was bring sarcastic. I mean, Michael Jackson?? I can't sing OR dance for nuts. But nothing I said could make anyone change roles with me. And then there's the part where everyone has to act like animals. I'm thinking that maybe this group is a little too enthusiastic for me. Okay, maybe not enthusiastic...more like. Hyper. I'm a seriously non-hyper person. But I don't want to spoil everyone's fun. So I guess I'll just have to act like Michael Jackson. Can you imagine me doing to moonwalk? I don't think so. I can't either. Sigh, I feel so extra when I'm around my group members. It's like I'm on one side of a mountain and everyone else is on the other. And I can't seem to climb to the other side.

[Jiayi got inspired at 11:41 p.m.]

Thursday, May 22, 2003

There's only so much I can take!

Today during Maths...Miss Tang was asking people questions row by row as usual. She started with the front row...I'm on the second row so I had to pay attention for when she came to me. So she finished the front row and went on to my row. She started from the left...Ruiqi, Rachel, Shubha...I sit next to Shubha so natually I thought I was going to be next. But...she stopped and started calling names from the other end of the row. Sharon, Colleen, Amanda...and Amanda's on my right so again I thought I was next. But...guess what she started on the third row! Okay don't get me wrong it's not that I want to be called. It's just...it feels so depressing. You won't know it till it happens to you. It's like. You're invisible and no one takes any notice about you and your feelings. I just can't take this anymore. Why don't people ever notice me?? I'm not quiet...I know it. I mean there are people in class who are quieter than me and the teachers know their names. What's wrong with me? I mean half the teacher's don't even know my name. Or that I exist for that matter. And what's more I sit practically right in front of the teacher's table. Sigh I guess I can't do anything about it. It's just the way things are.

I have resigned to the fact that I'm just not good in sports of any kind. My PFT totally sucked. At least I got a silver. I'm so frustrated with my sit ups. I did 30..and I still had time to do more. But I thought 30 was A...but later when I went to check the grades, guess what? I needed 31 for a A. aaaaargh.

This entries kind of short...but I need to go eat dinner. Then watch American Idol 2. ^_~

[Jiayi got inspired at 07:09 p.m.]

Tuesday, May 20, 2003

I'm so insulted!

I can't believe laoshi still doesn't know my name! I mean almost half the year has passed already! And she already knows everyone else name! Haha sorry for all the exclamation marks I just feel so insulted. Lol. She says I'm so quiet and all that and she was like "wo yong yuan ji bu dao ni the ming zi". I'm not that quiet am I? I mean what am I supposed to say in class? And there's a lot of other people who don't say anything in class too. I guess I'm just the not very noticeable type...it was like this last year too I think, Miss S Tan didn't even know my name when she left...I think..Ha. And Mrs Lam also. I think she only started too call me by name in the 3rd term. Maybe this is a good thing...cause teachers won't notice me and I can just nod off in class without being scolded. And I'm not really that keen on student teacher relationships anyway. In primary school I used to fear going to the staffroom. Haha.

Claire stole 60 cents from me! Hmph! 60 cents may not be very much to most people but it is too me okay...and I'm not a miser. I'm just saving up for a rainy day. And she didn't even tell me any of her results. Hmph.

It's so hot nowadays. The rainy seasons over...it was so hot on Monday. I really hope it isn't this hot tomorrow...have 2.4 run. I'm going to do so badly for it. I haven't ran 2.4 in I don't know how long already. And I seem to be getting so tired after only 3 rounds. So lousy right...well I really hope the weather's fine tomorrow. Even when I'm walking home from school I can practically feel the heat from the concrete pavement through my shoes. Oh Miss Gan was so funny today. She said the heat was getting to her or something. When Stef asked her a question she didn't answer for like 15 seconds and since I'm right in front of her I saw that she was falling asleep really okay I saw her eyes closing! Then they suddenly they snapped open and she was like "Huh? Ask again?" So funny! Then she said that she had told that other class that Antonio fancied Shylock. Like what the...? Haha...

Mrs Sim was so crappy again today. Cause those that went to watch I am Sam came back a bit late for science lab and she went "LAST PERSON TO REACH THE SCIENCE LAB GET DEMERIT POINT!" Then I think Michelle had a sprained back or something so she was last then she got a demerit point anyway. So bad right? Some people...so unreasonable. Then about eighty percent of the class didn't bring their 2b practical book so she just blew. Heh.

[Jiayi got inspired at 10:07 p.m.]

Tuesday, May 20, 2003

chocolate

Just this really cool thing I found on the net ^_^

CHOCOLATE

Chocolate is a Vegetable:

Chocolate is derived from cocoa beans.
Beans are vegetables.
Sugar is derived from either sugar CANE or sugar BEETS.
Both are plants, which places them in the vegetable category.
Thus, chocolate is a vegetable.

To go one step further, chocolate candy bars also contain milk, whichis dairy.
So candy bars are a health food.
Chocolate covered raisins, cherries, orange slices and strawberries all count as fruit, so eat as many as you want.
If you've got melted chocolate all over your hands, you're eating it too slowly.
The problem: How to get 2 pounds of chocolate home from the store in a hot car.
The solution: Eat it in the parking lot.

Diet tip: Eat a chocolate bar before each meal.
It'll take the edge off your appetite, and you'll eat less.
Chocolate has many preservatives.
Preservatives make you look younger.
Put "eat chocolate" at the top of your list of things to do today.
That way, at least you'll get one thing done.

A nice box of chocolates can provide your total daily intake of calories in one place.
Now, isn't that handy?
If not for chocolate, there would be no need for control top pantyhose.
An entire garment industry would be devastated.
You can't let that happen, can you?

REMEMBER: "Stressed" spelled backward is "desserts".

[Jiayi got inspired at 12:23 a.m.]

Monday, May 19, 2003

I feel sick

Argh I don't feel very well...in fact I feel terrible. I think I'm sick. I've got a sorethroat and flu...but lucky no fever. The opposite actually. I think I have a cold. My temperature today was 34.9 and 35.5. But then again maybe I'm just taking it wrongly. Sigh but I'm pretty sure it's correct...I don't like talk while taking my temperature or anything. Hehe. Argh...stupid sorethroat and flu...I find it hard to sleep at night too. It's like I can't breathe properly. I can't breathe through my nose cause it's blocked most of the time and when I breathe through my mouth my throat hurts. This sucks...and I have pft this week too. What a lousy time to get sick. Sorry if I'm whining too much...I can't help it. Heh.

Chapel today was okay I guess...the class sang really softly though. And Mrs Chen made us do reflections again. I don't like reflecting and thinking about stuff...and we had to write down a "thought" onto this card thingy and we're supposed to carry it around for the rest of this week or something. I didn't actually write anything. Lol nothing that meaningful I think. I'm not very good at expressing myself...especially on paper.

We had to do curved graphs for maths. They're so trouble some! I can't stand that flexible ruler...it never stays still. It keeps snapping open everytime I try to draw the line. And my curve turned out horrible. *shudder*. Miss Tang told us another joke again today. I don't think she's very good at telling jokes. She tells the joke and then she starts laughing and everyone's like riiiiight. And even if the joke's funny it's still doesn't sound that good because of the way she says it...maybe it's just me. Lol. Anyway then we had P.E. It was okay I guess. We didn't do much. It was really really hot. I hope it isn't this hot on Wednesday. If not I don't know how I'm going to survive the 2.4 run. I can't believe Claire got 10 minutes...how can anyone run so fast? And Jing got 9 something I think. But then she's a crossie so that's expected I guess..but still. Lol I'm just jealous. Anyway during P.E. we just practised our 5 items...I didn't actually practise all of them though. And I can't believe my IPU is so bad! Argh it wasn't this bad before...I just get to tired so easily now.

I guess I should go study now. Have History on Wednesday and Science on Thursday. And I haven't even started.

[Jiayi got inspired at 02:51 p.m.]

Sunday, May 18, 2003

New X Men 2 layout!

Yay I got the layout up! And I archived all my other entries too. So what do you all think? I took so long to do it, and used so many images. I think it's a little too cramped though...and the colours a bit dull, but nevermind I like it anyway cause I took so long to do it. Lol. Sigh I miss my other layout already. Hehe. Actually I can still see it whenever I want. So can you all just click on the archives and look at the past entries. My old layout(the one with the stars) will still be there. Cause I can't change the layout for archives or older entries. So all my older layouts will still be there for you all to admire. ^_^; Just joking...I'm not that egoistic. Haha.

My Kazaa has something wrong. Whenever I download any Linkin Park songs(example: Somewhere I Belong and Meteora) They won't be transferred over to my list of songs. It's kind of annoying. And I don't know what's wrong. And when I go to the shared folder from My Computer - Program Files all the downloaded songs are there. I don't know what's wrong with it...anyone who knows how to fix this please tell me okay? Thanks a lot.

I'll talk about today now...I woke up a bit late. 9:35. I slept so late last night...haha. Well then I had breakfast and went to church. Then I went for lunch at Turf City. We ate at this Japanese Restaurent. I'm kind of sick of Japanese food. I ate it on Mother's Day, Wednesday and today. Turf City wasn't that crowded. It used to be really really crowded. When I went a few months ago I could barely walk through the crowd...and push the shopping cart through Giant. But now it's kind of empty. I guess it's because of SARS. But SARS is almost over already. The WHO is just about the declare Singapore SARS free soon. That's great ^_^ it's finally over. I wonder if we'll still have to take or temperatures everyday...

Oh shoot...I just remembered I haven't done my English I Am Sam movie review. And I haven't learnt Ting Xie either. I'm so dead...better go do now.

[Jiayi got inspired at 07:53 p.m.]