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o ya i wanna make this CLEAR. this is a BLOG...not a tackey&tsubasa site > <
----------------------november 30, 2003-----------------------
FRIENDSTER
2:53am--any1 hv friendster plz add me la
----------------------november 23, 2003-----------------------
YUME MONOGATARI
11:41pm--i loved the [yume monogatari] cd so much that i uploaded it^^ [look on the bottom]
this sounds pathetic but i really need to find new friends. if u wanna be my friend, add me on msn...my e-mail is devilscrush13@hotmail.com.
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yahoo briefcase:
link
username: txtshinya_15
password: tackey&tsubasa's new song, entitled yume __________
----------------------november 6, 2003-----------------------
NEWS NIPPON
12:00am--wow...that pv is just...wow. NEWS IS THE BEST!! although i'm still not happy that all those groups had to break up > <. haha the pv reminds me of [v6 - cosmic rescue]. yamapi, hiroki, and ryo-chan look the best in the video!! -___- although i dun like how yamapi wears those shorts. they all look so cute!! but some of the other members don't get shown that much...cuz NEWS is such a huge group (of lik 9 ppl). i can't wait until their cd comes out. i'm SOO buying it...=P but i wonder if the other songs are any good =P. it's coming out tomorrow...so nov.7...but i dun even know how long it will take to get to canada =(.
i also wanna get tackey&tsubasa's new cd. i saw the performance of "yume monogatari" on MS today. omg they're so sexy LOL...the song is kind of changed a bit and they wear different costumes than before. OOO and at the end, tackey & tsubasa just stare at each other...omg..SO CUTE!!i wanna buy their CD too...it's coming out on nov. 12 or something. i wanna hear a full version of "kaze". i really liked that song. the cover is really nice too^^ it reminds me of the [lead - funky days] cd cover.
long road pv was oso good^^ i hated "love is message" pv...i thought it was such a stupid song. so different from w-inds' usual type of music. but "long road" was really good. i like the rapping part that ryuichi does in the end. and...i've always wondered...does keita just sing like that naturally or do they do stuff to modify his voice? o___O
\listening to: NEWS NIPPON (NEWS)
----------------------november 3, 2003-----------------------
bored
7:29pm--alot of ppl e-mail me about my files on yahoo briefcase -___-. i dunno...sum passwords don't work. it's either because the account hasn't been used for a long time or someone just changed the password > <. anyways just msg me on msn if it doesn't work.
i finished [dekichatta kekkon] today. so good^^ the baby is so kawaii!! haha i only watched that series because takenouchi yutaka was in it. and that girl from [summer snow] was in it too (forgot her name).
halloween was SO FUN. i was originally going trick or treating with melody and cory, but then they're so boring. they're only interested in getting candy. so i went with nancy, gigi, gina, joanna, vivian, conrad, derek, kalam. haha most of them i never really met before. it's really fun hanging out with friends on the streets at night. we went to the park and it was so scary...cuz it was so dark. gina knows p-jai cuz she also goes to P.E.T. she says that p jai smokes =( and he was caught smoking by the police. she said smoking is very bad and told me not to try it. but i was really gonna try smoking last week, because i was so depressed. but now, i changed my mind. i realized that conrad is so nice. AWW he even introduced himself when i talked to him lol. -___- this is scary...i dun think i can have a crush on sm1 who's younger than me. and besides, i think melody likes him.
friends are so mean sometimes. they use me to get lang jai's e-mails. so sadd...cuz they never give me anyone's e-mail =(. arg..they suck. i'm not gonna give them any more ppl's e-mails.
i HATE food&nutrition and com sci. i have lik NO FRIENDS in those classes. well at first i thought i did...but then...i realized that those ppl aren't really friends. and in com sci, i'm falling behind, so i have to stay after school to catch up > <. in food&nutrition, i only sit with 1 person in that class. but coincidentally...that person is the one that caused me to hate my bestfriend. so i dun like her...but then i have to PRETEND to be nice to her. i hate being so fake -___-. and in com sci...i sit with ppl that can never help me with anything > <. and then, i can't ask the teacher either...cuz my friends mite think i'm stupid for not knowing how to do it.
i need new friends (sounds so pathetic). i do...cuz...i dun think i have any true friends right now =(.
\listening to: how are you (will pan)
----------------------October 25, 2003-----------------------
‘zŽ€
1:09pm--depression is really getting to me > <. i dun even wanna eat. anyways...my friends probably realize that whenever i talk about my problems...it's always with the same people. they always wonder why i'm still friends with her, even after all the trouble she caused me. i dunno myself...but i guess i still am > <. they think that i should just find another bestfriend. but it's not that easy > <.
\listening to: turn left turn right
----------------------October 24, 2003-----------------------
ho moon ar
11:24pm--i want to die. after all i did...my bestfriend still hates me alot. she even called me a backstabber > < omg. i swear...if this friendship ever ends, it's not my loss, it's hers. she will never ever find a friend like me. arg...everytime i put effort into something, it always fails. but when i don't try, i always succeed. i can't believe no matter all that's happened...i still choose to be her friend. for some reason...she is my bestfriend. i'd rather lose all my friends than lost ONE bestfriend. if it was another person, i wouldn't care at all. hai...i give up. i dun care anymore about her. she supposedly "gave me another chance" already...but i doubt she has actually forgiven me yet. she takes so long to reply on msn...and also...we dun even talk in school. even tho i HATE her "friend" very much...i "pretend" to be nice to her cuz i dun want my bestfriend to hate me.
this is the only thing bothering me right now. i don't even wanna go on msn anymore. when i'm depressed, i usually stay offline for a while =( arg...i always have these complicated problems...and it's always with the same person. hardly any other people are that much trouble to me.
chiu kup oi lei (alex fong)
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----------------------October 22, 2003-----------------------
LANG JAI + LANG LUI THEORY
11:07pm--nancy and me jo "lang jai and lang lui theory". is based on real life experience wor...everyone in my school is like that. anyways...here it is
The Lang Jai Theory
1) Lang Jais have ugly children.
2) Lang Jais have bt in girls.
3) Lang Jais all dye hair.
4) Lang Jais looks like girls sometimes.
5) Lang Jais are all over 170 cm.
The Lang Lui Theory
1) Lang Luis have ugly bfs.
2) Lang Luis ho sor ga.
3) Lang Luis are short.
4) Lang Luis don't weight over 110 pounds.
5) Lang Luis always sut luen.
i hv grade 10 literacy test...it's really hard to do. i hate writing essays and summaries...and READING. my hand hurts and i hate writing in pen. but i have to do the SAME THING tomorrow. there are 4 booklets...and each of them have lik...reading and writing tasks in them. OMG...i think the booklets get harder and harder cuz i was struggling to finish the 2nd one today.
omg...my bestfriend and i are really having alot of problems. on monday, we went to the science center. before...she told me to go to the science center so that we could hang out. but...i didn't realize that the same thing that happened last year would happen this year. she hung out with someone else. i felt so left out...and most of all...REALLY JEALOUS. the jealous side of me is a really bad thing. i hung out with my friend lily that day. i was acting like we were such good friends and that we were having so much fun. whenever we saw my bestfriend and her friend that day...we just walked away from them. on the bus they sat together > < and so i sat with lily. during the presentation thing, we sat in the same row..and i just glared at her when she looked at me. at lunch...they were at the same place as lily and me...so i walked away. omg...they sat down at the same table as me...so...me and lily moved to another table. lala...and my bestfriend tried to hug me and i pushed her. and on the bus...we sat like rite across from each other > <. so i was like "go away", "dun talk to me"...or "dun touch me!! > <". i dunno...i think it's kinda mean. i wouldn't make eye contact with her.
after school, she talked to me to ask me what's wrong. and i wouldn't tell her the reason cuz i thought it was stupid. i just told her that i was purposely being mean to her. then i stopped answering her and she called me. i said sorry and all that...cuz i thought that it was just a misunderstanding.
so then...the next day...in com sci, i was so nice to her. i hung out with her at lunch. omg....when we were eating lunch, her friend came and sat down. and my bestfriend was like "it took you so long". then...some guy friends of mine came and sat down. and my bestfriend and her friend left me > < omg they ditched me...i can't believe that > <.
after school, i blocked her. i didn't wanna talk to her. and when i see her online...i always msg her. then...i told my other friend everything that happened...and she told my bestfriend -____- omg...she even told her that i blocked her. thenn...my bestfriend started giving her all these msgs to send to me > <...so i unblocked her finally. but she acted like nothing happened. she talked about something else.
and finally 2day. i said hi to her before the literacy test this morning. then...at lunch...she hung out with her "friend". my other friend told me she saw them...and she heard my bestfriend say "she has no right to be mad at me". and...i saw them at lunch time too...she didn't say hi > <.
i had food&nutrition with her friend. omg i didn't wanna see her. everything she said to me i ignored. my other friend was sitting there too. she asked me what's wrong and i said "nothing". then...in science class, my friend told me that she told her EVERYTHING. omg > < my bestfriend told her everything. but she interprets it differently than i do. i make it sound like everything i'm doing is rite...and she makes it sound like everything she's doing is rite. omg i wonder what will happen tomorrow?? > <. i wanna be with my bestfriend...but i dun want that other person to be there. they are gonna leave me out and i'm gonna be so lonely =(. am i really that boring that it's hard to hang out with JUST me?? > <
\listening to: jian ao(westside story ost)
omg...all my entries and updates from the past month were deleted. i even lost my tackey&tsubasa poll and tsubasa birthday post. arg...i'll make it again later.
----------------------October 1, 2003-----------------------
SLEEPING SOON
12:30am--i really should be sleeping..VERY VERY soon...after i finish this entry. omg...a few days ago, i did something SO stupid. in career studies, my friend distracted me and i dropped my pencil. i picked my pencil up, but the top of it was missing. so i walked around the room to look for it. but still..i couldn't find it. after half an hour, i got so frustrated that i just gave up. but as soon as i sat down...i noticed that the pencil thing was actually WITH me. it was inside the bottom of my pants...where i folded it -__-. i'm really baka aren't i > <.
OMG did ENERGY break up?? cuz i read my e-mails and it keeps saying that toro is officially out of energy. it's because of JASON or something. until now, i still don't know which jason they're referring to. do they mean...JASON as in 5566 jason?? -__-...anyways...i hope it's just a rumor and that it's not true. cuz i really love ENERGY...mainly because of toro > <.
i love boy'z...esp. the "say sing but goi" pv. SO cute...
i have to go SLEEEP...OYASUMII minna san!!!
\listening to: how are you (will pan)
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...[steven]...
...[kenny]...
----------------------September 28, 2003-----------------------
SO SLEEPY (-__-zZz)
1:08pm--yesterday night i stayed up until 4:30am doing screenshots for that kanjani 8 video and watching the rest of the show [lavender]. lavender is so sad...> <...ah xun died. she and xiaotong was supposed to go to australia and leo and maggie were supposed to go to US. but then...leo found out about ah xun's disease and wanted to take care of her. omg so sad...she was pregnant when she died > <.
i almost finished watching the series [24 hours emergency ward]. i really dun like this series...but i watch it because i have nothing better to do. there are NO actors that i recognise in that show...and it looks so low-budget > <. the last episode is an hour and 1/2 long. i mite watch it laterr cuz it's wasting like 700mb on my hard drive > <.
i dled episode 9 of [stand up!] but it's raw and has no subtitles. i could only understand some of it. yamapi is SO cute in that show!! so is nino!! and...i found out that akina (folder 5) is in that show too.
...[stand up]...
*yawn* i have to go out now. i wanna buy a movie or something =P.
\listening to: loving the future you ai shang wei lai de ni (will pan)
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...KANJANI 8...
----------------------September 28, 2003-----------------------
UPDATE!! UPDATE!!
2:25am--i was so pissed off when i found out about the new johnny's group [news]. it consists of tomohisa yamashita, ryo nishikido, hiroki uchi, keiichiro koyama, shigeaki kato, hironori kusano, takahiro moriuchi, takahisa masuda, and yuya tegoshi. i only kno a couple of those ppl...and 2 of them are unknown to me -__-#. anyways...what's so sad about this is that THREEE groups had to be split up to creat [news]...and they're some of my favorite groups too. 4tops, kanjani 8/vwest, and kkkity. i can't believe they would even leave their groups in the first place...especially yamapi...cuz he was such good friends with the other 3tops. debut isn't that important...what's important is to stay with ur group > <. now they're all gonna debut as a group with 9 ppl..isn't that a bit too many?! anyways...i hope [NEWS] doesn't last...cuz...i wouldn't want those groups to be split up permanently. their cd is coming out in november...i mite buy it...i dunno...[
NEWS]<--news official site
o ya...KANJANI 8 wa SUGOI ne!!!!!!!!! i'm addicted to this video of their perf. at shounen club > <. i like ALL of them^^...but i like subaru shibutani, hiroki uchi, ryo nishikido, and yu yokoyama the most!!! subaru sang "shelter". omg...how he says some words is really weird...but still cute^^ he's OLDER than tsubasa. his birthday was on september 22 so it just passed. but my favorite song is "dreamin' blood". i watched that part so many times i could romanize the lyrics > <. so that's y i'm so sad especially cuz kanjani 8 and 5west are gonna split up. i want them to stay together cuz they're so talented.
[yume miru koto yame nai, boku ra no naka no dreamin' blood]
SEPTEMBER 23...was shinya taniuchi's birthday!! awww...so cute...he's turning 16! wa...so old now > <...uchii is now a year older than me. hmm i wonder what he got for his birthday =P probably a kiss from kei-chan lol. i wanna see the fg episode celebrating his bday (if there is one).
\listening to: dreamin' blood (kanjani 8)
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...KANJANI 8...
----------------------September 11, 2003-----------------------
TACKEY&TSUBASA 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!
8:23pm--yay!!! been 1 year (september 11, 2002) since tackey&tsubasa first came out. i could never figure out why they pick this day to debut. is it because of 911?? -__- i dunno. tackey & tsubasa are my favorite group...besides WFL. and...my favorite videos are "true heart", "kiseki", and "get down". in "kiseki", tackey's crying was so cute!! and in "get down", tsubasa's dancing was amazing =O. anyways i hope they stay together forever!!
listening to: TRUE HEART (tackey&tsubasa)
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...[kiseki]...
...[true heart]...
