screenshots ?m a d c o w
if u wanna use my screenshots then at least ASK ME. blah :P...it's hosted on geocities so sometimes all my pics don't appear and it's really obvious to me why. if ur one of my friends then i don't really care...but if ur not then DON'T STEAL MY SCREENSHOTS lol
----------------------August 23, 2003-----------------------
haven't updated for a while -__-;;
it is true that the friend who knew me the best is not even my friend anymore.
12:11am--i haven't updated this page for a while...too lazy to and i've been going out too much. but i think this will be my last update for a while because school is starting soon.
on august 14, at about 4:15pm, there was a blackout. it affected all of ontario plus some states in the US. at this time, me, my bro, and my mom were at the eaton center downtown. my bro was eating and just as i walked into a shoe store, the lights went out. at first i thought this was only temporary...but soon i found out that this would last for a very very long time. my bro thought it was a terrorist attack. so we were all confused. we just sat there for a while, waiting for the power to come back on. we were waiting for the subway, but then the subway closed down so we had to go outside and walk. for the next few hours, we walked from yonge+dundas to yonge+eglinton...that's like...10km at least. omg i was so tired. all i saw was this big wave of ppl on the sidewalk. the cars on the street couldn't move at all because all the traffic lights were out. we were walking faster than the cars. anyways...ppl who owned restaurants sat outside to sell drinks to ppl. omg they ripped us off. a bottle of water was like . so anyways...at about 8pm...my bro and my dad finally picked us up. it took a long time for them to get there because of the traffic jam. when we went home...it was ALL DARK. we had to use candlelights. we ate sandwiches -__-;; because it was too late to bbq. that was the most boring night of my life. my bro and i played CARDS...and the rest of the family talked or something. it's very annoying carrying a candle with u when u go to the bathroom and to take a bath lol. my bro and i scared each other by telling ghost stories. next morning the power came on at 4am^^
on august 20, yukiki got mad at cory and me. to this day i still don't understand why. we both put our msn name as "u can't change who u r with money. without money you're useless". yukiki got so mad at this. but...cory and i had promised not to tell anyone who the msn name was referring to. yukiki blocked both of us. a few days later, kyo told me that yukiki thought that the name was intended for HER. i couldn't understand this at first but then i realized it. cory and i went to yukiki's house to see the new clothes she bought. and then when we came home, we changed our msn name. i guess it's easy to misunderstand like that...but i wouldn't say that stuff about a close friend anyways. finally...2 days later, yukiki talked to me...on her new account. she says that we shouldn't backstab or hate other ppl. but that's not possible...especially for me. there will always be people in the world that i don't get along with. it's impossible to be friends with everyone. i really didn't think i did anything wrong. it was the TRUTH. that person was my friend last year. she promised that even when i go to high school, we would stay good friends. that was such a lie. after that summer, we stopped talking completely. she wouldn't even talk to me on msn. and...i saw her once this summer, and she acted so conceited. she wasn't the person i used to know. it's not about the clothes or makeup...it's about the attitude. by putting that msn name, i have nothing to lose. we aren't even friends anymore. it is a personal opinion and i don't mean to hurt that person by doing that. if i tell her how much i hate her in person then it'll just get worse. i don't have anything against her i am just disappointed that she changed into this selfish person. cory knows this too.
\listening to: all my life (lead)
----------------------August 12, 2003-----------------------
MY BDAY TOMORROW!!
9:46pm--it's almost my birthday...i'm turning 15 soon. pretty soon i won't be the same age as yukiki anymore *sniff* =(. anyways i spent the whole day today looking for amy's present. her bday is tomorrow, same day as mine -__-;; i bought her this thing that just moves its head back and forth o__O it is so hypnotizing...i could watch it all day. the series [romance] is too sad now. it's hard to watch. i can't wait until i finish the series because i want to see the happy ending. some dramas i finish but some dramas i just watch the first and last episode. i watched the end of [narita rikon] and [the ring] this week. [the ring] was so scary. that guy from TOKIO (tomoya nagase) died. even tho he was dead, his sister was still pushing him around in a wheelchair. <
> they found out a vaccine for the virus. they combined that TOKIO guy's blood with the ring virus. that guy didn't die because the ring virus in his body was broken. omg that little kid yoichi is really cute. soo happy he didn't die.
\listening to: vow (flame)
----------------------August 9, 2003-----------------------
YAN HO LANG JAI AR!!
11:42pm--yukiki woke me up > < she called me at like 10am. cuz we had to go to the hiphop dance competition later. sara, lina, erika, and joanna were performing and they were called KAZE 4. anyways...i had to walk to sara's house at 12:10pm. i was SOOO tired. i brought shinuchi along tho. sara's mom drove nancy and i to that place. it was near fmp. wa...the dancers ho ging ar...EVERY ONE OF THEM. they were so amazing...but most of them did break dancing tho. when kaze 4 went up i wanted to scream "GA YOU" but then i didn't wanna look stupid. they were good...but they didn't breakdance. but i could see that not everyone in the group was equally good. i only thought sara was good. her dancing ho ging ar. like their dancing was GOOD...but some of them didn't look like they were trying and they were kinda off-beat. ho dor lang jai ar...but i just kept staring at yan. yan is so hot...yan is so ying lol. even tho the dancers were good...i eventually got kinda bored of them and started staring at yan. yan's shirt was so short. so when he jumped up his stomach would show...so cute!!! and then i found out that he knew a dancer in one of the groups. he knew that jason guy or something. they even hugged but i didn't get to see. personally...i just wanted to see yan dance. in the end, jason's group won most of the awards...like best costume, best dance, etc. i kinda thought it was funny how some of the groups didn't know cantonese and yet they were still participating in this competition. when the whole group came up, they had to speak in english instead. i wanted to hug yan...he was just SO CUTE!! he changed his hairstyle now. it's now spiky blond with red at the very top. at the end, there was this guy singing. i really started laughing at him. cuz he's so FAT and he's singing usher's song and trying to look cool. he even put wheels on his shoes to slide across the room. his name was PHILIP or something. the second song he sang...omg i had trouble telling if it was chinese or cantonese o__O. at the end...rite before we left, i HAD to go see yan. me, janice, and nancy walked by him. janice said "i adore you. i love your singing" and he smiled and said "thank you". i just smiled at him and said "hi" LOL. but then i was still not happy. so i went inside and asked him to take a picture with us. he's like SURE. but before that...i was scared to ask because he was hugging this girl and holding hands with her. i hope he is single. i don't think it's true that he's gay. anyways...when we took the picture, he put his arm around me. omg he's so skinny when i leaned against him. [that is the story about how i touched yan] lolz. i didn't actually see the singing competition but i kno that yan won and this other guy named leo came in third.
in the car me, nancy, and janice kept talking about yan. he's just SOO hot. anyways i did not have fun at pmall. i finally realized what cory has been telling me all this time and why she didn't come to the singing competition. she was right. everyone has changed in the past year. they are so "chuen" now...so much attitude...and i was really trying to be nice to them. omg they lost...SO WHAT. it's not that big of a deal. it's kinda obvious that they weren't going to win because there were so many breakdancing people performing. like if u do something like this, it shouldn't be just about winning or losing...it's about IF YOU LEARNED SOMETHING OR NOT. u gain experience and next time you do better. if the judges didn't think that the dance was the best..THEN IT REALLY WASN'T THE BEST. they can't do anything about it. it's no fun going to pmall with them cuz they were acting so moody. janice and nancy were ok tho. usually i wouldn't treat ppl differently just because they are younger than me...BUT THIS TIME THEY REALLY ACT LIKE LITTLE KIDS. they don't even go to hiphop dance class. all the moves were made by themselves. the other ppl probably took lessons their whole life and have been practicing for a long time. they deserve it then.
anyways so tired. i hope they didn't film the audience ppl cuz i don't wanna be on tv. i kno once everyone sees this program on tv they will talk about it non-stop. so i'd rather not want to listen to them. YAN...i wanted to shake his hand but i couldn't. i wanted his autograph too but he mite think i'm so fan for asking him all this stuff.
ooh ya...i saw w-ind's new pv [LOVE IS MESSAGE]. wow...the atmosphere really reminded me of [another days]. it's not that good. haha maybe it's just because i don't really like w-inds songs anymore. keita looked so...mature. i don't think he looked very happy in that video. [funky days] is WAYY better. i think i'm only gonna see the w-inds pv once and that's it.
\listening to: vow (flame)
----------------------August 7, 2003-----------------------
BOUTAOSHI
1:54pm--shinya's little sister in boutaoshi is so kawaii!! she must be like 14 or 15 years old. ooh ya...for a YEAR now, i wanted to rent this series but i had no idea what it was called and who that leading guy is. but now i kno. it's called [haru ranman/spring romance/friendship]. that guy in the show is oshio manabu. omg he's so hot...but then he's kinda old. he was born in 1978. but still..very cute!! today is vanness's birthday!! he's turning 25 lol. he looks really good with the hairstyle he has now.
kelly made me a postie for my birthday. [postie]. i would post it up but it's too big to fit. anyways i have to go to pmall to get AMY CHU a present.
\listening to: lionheart (SMAP)
9:20pm--wa...still very very tired. me, cory, and yukiki went to peachtree center. omg we stayed there for like 2 1/2 hours. so fun tho. nancy and i bought 2 doggie keychains. mine is named shin-doggy and hers is named kei-doggy. SHIN-DOGGY IS WAY CUTER lolz. anyways...we saw her old "friend" dennis. i had to talk to him. -__-;; omg he thought i was crazy. we also bought green tea pocky...wa...OISHII!!! it's so good but it's kinda expensive. YUKIKI wasted so much time deciding whether or not to buy bubble tea. i didn't wanna buy it cuz i was still emotionally scarred from the last time. walking to peachtree center was so tiring. i never ever walked that far in my life (i don't think). i had to walk to the pond to meet nancy and then we both walked to ray st. to meet cory. and after, we all walked back and i had to walk with yukiki until erika's house...=( so tired. ooh i did screenshots for lead's [funky days] today. omg i had more screenshots than i did for boutaoshi. i had like 160 and it was only a 4 minute video o__O.
\listening to: funky days (lead)
----------------------August 6, 2003-----------------------
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARA!!
2:26pm--it's sara's birthday today...otanjoubi omedetou gozaimasu!! anyways so bored...i have somewhat of a pocky obsession today. i joined some fanlistings and took some quizzes. i wanna go later to peachtree center to get some green tea pocky..but YUKIKI won't come with me > <#. anyways i didn't update yesterday cuz i was too sleepy.
i went to pmall [orbit] arcade yesterday. omfg this guy challenged me in tekken 4 and beat me. i wanna get revenge > <. after my bro and i went to fairview mall and watched [bad boys 2]. it was so good but it was such a cheap looking theatre so it's not the same -__-;;. when we finished it was already 12:30am...i thought i was gonna get in trouble for staying out so late.
i spent all yesterday watching series so today i have nothing to watch. so sad =(.
\listening to: dang ni (cyndi wang)
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----------------------August 4, 2003-----------------------
in a bad mood -__-
11:41pm--today i was in a bad mood. i don't know why =(. i couldn't do anything. i slept pretty much the whole day. anyways...i don't think i'll be going on msn for a while. the ppl on my list are ho fan ar...cuz their msn names piss me off. it's always about what problems they have...> < but do they think anyone actually cares?! geez...and besides...i can't change my msn name for a while and i really don't like it. ppl are getting mad at me because of my msn name...and kelly won't let me change it until a week later...which is this wednesday. i wanna change it ASAP...and it's embarrassing even to stay online. and there's nothing to do on msn either. whenever i talk to ppl they're always busy or they don't have anything to talk about. they always seem so depressed =(. hai...maybe it's just the rainy day that is bothering me cuz usually i'm not like this.
isn't today civic day or something?! no wonder everyone in my family was at home. they are so annoying. they always bug me about me using 2 computers at once. and my other brother keeps bothering me when i'm watching series. wtf...it's so annoying...he could at least knock > <.
ooh ya...lead's pv [funky days] is really good. i'm addicted to it...i watched it like 15 times already. the pv reminds me of [ma natsu no magic]. mostly shinya sings in the song tho...the other members don't appear that often. shinya is becoming the new KEITA TACHIBANA. lol he sings while the rest of the group backdances -__-;;.
i'm still addicted to the kdrama [romance]. i LUVV kim jae won!! i wanna watch [love patzzi] next. it has kim jae won and jang nara in it. he looks so sophisticated in that movie. he's wearing a suit =P and has glasses. i just finished episode 12 of [romance]...8 more episodes to go =(...it takes so long to download tho.
i finished watching [the making of: boutaoshi]. it's so good!! i wanna watch the movie even more now. but so sad...they were all fighting to climb up that pole. hiroki and kyohei got hurt. they had to put like rubbing alcohol on their wounds. so sad =(. shinya's little sister in the movie is so cute!! and shinya's mom looks so young o__O. also, kyohei and shinya fight. so sad...both of them had blood all over their faces. keita is so cute too!! he's wearing glasses in that show. i was kinda jealous in that scene with shinya and that girl riding a bicycle together > <. i took screenshots of that video. i have 118 pics so far.
\listening to: lionheart
12:43pm--omg i just realized something. that girl in the kdrama [loving you] is actually a member of the korean group SES. her name is kim eugene...-__-;; i never knew that. i think i should pay more attention to kpop music =P
4:36am--ahh ho moon ar...nothing to do. i should be sleeping but i'm not even tired yet. i was watching SOS just a while ago...but it got boring so i stopped watching. now i'm waiting for my other dramas to finish downloading. hmm...should i leave my computer on all night or should i just download it tomorrow morning -__-;; anyways SOS is so good...it's one of my favorite dramas. in almost every episode, tackey says "dakara kimi no koto wasurenai yo". tackey's little sister yui (fukada kyoko) is so cute in that show!! when she talks, she never says "i"...she always says "yui". tetsuya (kubozuka yousuke) talks funny too...he sounds like a little kid. SOS is ok la...but the story is kind of slow sometimes. i only watch it because it's cute to see yui and manato together^^
\listening to: vow (flame)
KIM JAE WON [sites] 1/2/3
ROMANCE [sites] 1/2/3
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++KIM JAE WON profile
Name: kim jae won
D.O.B.: June 18, 1981
Height: 182cm
Weight: 71kg
Debut: 1994
Dramas: Rival, My Love Patzzi, Romance, Alcohol Land, My Home, Wuris Family, Honey Honey
----------------------August 3, 2003-----------------------
LOVING YOU
2:09am--wa...that kdrama [loving you] is so good!! i'm only on ep.4 but alot of things have happened. also...that guy is so cute^^ but kim jae won is better still. i didn't do anything this morning =(...but [making of: boutaoshi] finished downloading...yay!! it's been like a week -__-;;. oh ya...i like SMAP =). i like [yozora no mukou] and [lionheart]. i kno those are old songs...but o well -__-;;. [sekai ni hitotsu dake no hana] is ok too...but i think SMAP members are getting too old =(. i was watching their performance of that song and they're so slow. also...u can see like wrinkles on their face...especially on tsuyoshi. but SMAP's been around for like 12 years now o__O. anyways i have to go to my cousin's house now...wanna borrow [feel 100% 2] and watch it.
\listening to: funky days (lead)
4:33pm--at my cousin's house right now. nothing to do ar...and so hungry!!! > < i wanna borrow [feel 100% 2]. ooh yeah...now i realize why my parents wanted to come here. they said an "uncle" was coming. i have alot of uncles tho o__O. when i came...i saw like 10 people in the living room. they all called me amanda -__-;;. the parents of my friend AMY came from quebec to visit. i have so many cousins named AMY...but it's because her chinese name is AH MAY lol. anyways...i almost didn't recognise her parents. i haven't even seen amy in like 2 years and she didn't come today =(. but she only speaks french so i have to speak to her in cantonese...how troublesome =(. i wonder how long i have to stay here...i wanna go home and sleep. right when my dad and his friend finished working, we had to go out again. wtf...MAD COW NEEDS SLEEP!!! and at night, my bro wouldn't let me sleep because he wants me to watch chinese movies with him. i wanna go to peachtree center today to rent some movies. so bored...
\listening to: lionheart (SMAP)
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++THE WORLD'S DUMBEST PEOPLE
this is SOO funny
credits: the sky forum
1. Police in Wichita, Kansas, arrested a 22-year-old man at an airport hotel after he tried to pass two (counterfeit) bills.
2. A man in Johannesberg, South Africa, shot his 49-year-old friend in the face, seriously wounding him, while the two practiced shooting beer cans off each other's head.
3. A young teller was new to the job when she was approached by her first robber. Noticing that the man's grammar was not the greatest, the teller figured that the would be criminal was slightly slow. She told the robber that he had to have an account to rob a bank. Disappointed, the man left.
4. A company trying to continue its five-year perfect safety record showed its workers a film aimed at encouraging the use of safety goggles on the job. According to Industrial Machinery News, the film's depiction of gory industrial accidents was so graphic that twenty-five workers suffered minor injuries in their rush to leave the screening room. Thirteen others fainted, and one man required seven stitches after he cut his head falling off a chair while watching the film.
5. The Chico, California, City Council enacted a ban on nuclear weapons, setting a 0 fine for anyone detonating one within city limits.
6. A criminal who broke into a couple's house started to take the TV, but instead he turned it on and began to watch. He supposedly liked the program that was on and laid down on the bed. Since it was at night he was tired and fell asleep. So when the couple came home the next day they found him and called the police.
7. A bus carrying five passengers was hit by a car in St. Louis, but by the time police arrived on the scene, fourteen pedestrians had boarded the bus and had begun to complain of whiplash injuries and back pain.
8. Swedish business consultant Ulf af Trolle labored 13 years on a book about Swedish economic solutions. He took the 250-page manuscript to be copied, only to have it reduced to 50,000 strips of paper in seconds when a worker confused the copier with the shredder.
9. David Posman, 33, was arrested in Providence, Rhode Island, after knocking out an armored car driver and stealing four bags of money. Each bag contained 0 dollars. However, the bags weighed thirty pounds each since they all contained pennies. The hefty bags slowed the fleeting criminal to a sluggish stagger. Police easily ran down and arrested the suspect.
10. A convict broke out of jail in Washington D.C., then a few days later accompanied his girlfriend to her trial for robbery. At lunch, he went out for a sandwich. She needed to see him, and thus had him paged. Police officers recognized his name and arrested him as he returned to the courthouse in a car he had stolen over the lunch hour.
11. Police in Radnor, Pennsylvania, interrogated a suspect by placing a metal colander on his head and connecting it with wires to a photocopy machine. The message "He's lying" was placed in the copier, and police pressed the copy button each time they thought the suspect wasn't telling the truth. Believing the "lie detector" was working, the suspect confessed.
12. When two service station attendants in Ionia, Michigan, refused to hand over the cash to an intoxicated robber, the man threatened to call the police. They still refused, so the robber called the police and was arrested.
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++DIVA AH HEY
i've been meaning to put up this pic for a long time. it's a screenshot from [diva ah hey] which has tackey&tsubasa's hatachi cd in the background
----------------------August 2, 2003-----------------------
I SAW YAN!!!
2:16pm--i'm really really sleepy 
. yesterday night, i wanted to sleep at 2am, but my bro wanted me to watch [the eye] with him. i watched this movie like 3 times already, but it still scares me every time. we watched it with all the lights off 
. but eventually, i fell asleep cuz i couldn't keep my eyes open anymore. it was like 4:30am when i finally went to sleep.
this morning, at 9:30am, i got woken up...it was too loud for me to sleep. my dad and his friend were working on the basement > <. omg...i don't think they sleep at all. it's so scary...and yesterday was like this too. it annoys me > <. how come whenever i'm on holidays, another member of my family has to be too, and they're always loud. i wanna be in the house by myself!! anyways, me, my bro, and my mom went to fairview mall. i had fries -__-;; it's very hard to eat fries first thing in the morning. i had no appetite...OH...i didn't write about the "taco bell" incident. last tuesday, when i went to taco bell with my bro, the person who took our order had a big booger in her nose. EWWWW...i couldn't stand it so i had to walk away for a while. when i came back, it was still there. eww...then she rubbed her nose and the booger went on her hand -__-. omg...i didn't wanna eat...but GOOD THING she wasn't the person that made the food. EWW that was so disgusting, i was traumatized. so when i went to the mall with kelly, i had a hard time going to taco bell because i keep remembering what happened.
ooh we went to the arcade too. i was playing [soul calibur 2], and these little kids were behind me...cheering -__-. and then i finally beat the game. omg it was so much pressure. i would've felt so bad if i lost. and...my bro was playing [tekken 4]. this 40-year old guy challenged him. i was like wtf...shouldn't he have a LIFE or something?! i recognise him too...he was at the arcade like a month ago. so pitiful...he wasted like challenging my bro. some little kid challenged me in [soul calibur 2], but he lost right away lol.
i have to go to pmall with cory soon. i have to call her but my bro is using the phone > <. fukk....i'm using the cell phone...but cory's line is always busy > <.
\listening to: lionheart (SMAP)
12:14pm--pmall was SO fun!! omg...cory and i saw YAN!!! he's the winner for that chinese singing contest at wonderland. i wanted to take a picture but i had no camera -__-. omg such a waste!! yan is so hot...he has spiky blonde hair lol. but he's so skinny and he dresses so hk =P. and also...he acts like a girl. the whole time i saw him he was jumping around lol. but still really cute!!! we didn't really do anything...just walk around =P. i saw jay's cd...but i didn't bother to find out how much it is. when we went to the arcade and played [tekken 4]...i can't believe i won 3 times when someone challenged me o__O...i can't even play. and then when i played [tekken tag], i won 2 times...yay!! so tired...i slept from 7pm to 11pm. i need to get some sleep...my parents need to GO OUT and leave me alone >
\listening to: vow (flame)
----------------------August 1, 2003-----------------------
GOT MY EXAM MARK!!!
6:55pm--today i went back to school for an hour to get my exam mark. omg...i'm the 3rd highest...which is 92.5%...yay!! kaylam got 2nd...so smart...
. i had to say bye to everyone cuz i wouldn't see most of them ever again. they're all going to other schools so we'll never be the same class...oh no!!
but i hugged almost everyone lol. kelly so mean...like don't even talk to me and talk to all her other friends.
i spent most of the day watching drama series or sleeping 
. i watched ep.6 of [beautiful days], ep.5 of [beautiful life], and ep.50 of [reaching out]. so boring ar...[reaching out]. it's an hkdrama. most hkdramas have the same actors in it. it never changes. also, the storyline is never good. i can't think of any hkdrama that i've ever watched after the second episode lol...well except for [feel 100%]...but that was different.
when i ate breakfast with my bro today, i saw this really really hot guy 
. he looked like the singer hins cheung. but i didn't know he was from my school until i saw that tag. omg > < summer school is over now and i had to see him on the LAST DAY. i don't think he even goes to this school but hope he does.
\listening to: funky days (lead)
----------------------July 31, 2003-----------------------
FINALLY IT'S ALL OVER...yokatta ne...
10:58pm--FINALLY summer school is over la...just had final exam today. it was so hard...but i studied alot last nite. that was the most i studied for ANY test. but while i was trying to concentrate, i kept falling asleep -__-;; and people kept waking me up. but so annoying my bros and my parents keep distracting me >__< omg...i'm in the basement and they still come down here so often. i'll really miss the people from my class. i'm happy summer school is over...but i had alot of fun and i'll miss the people that i met. OH ya...in grade 7 i liked this guy ALOT...but then he went to a different high school than me. but he was in markville ss during summer school. he's even cuter than before!!! but he seems so lonely because he hangs out with his TWIN sister and her friends. his sister remembers me but i doubt that he does. she's like "i can't believe u still remember me." but he's really sweet. in grade 7...we were all in the same band class. they knew this girl hated me...so him and all the other grade 8's bullied her for the rest of the year. AWW...so sweet lol. and now we're all in different high schools but they still hate her =P and so do i.
i went to markville mall with kelly after the exam. we walked in the mall for like 5 hours > <...i was so tired. my leg hurt so much cuz i was running so much. i lost my bag and i had to run around the mall looking for it. i got lost in wal-mart -__-;; but i found it. so my left leg hurt so much and it still does. when my bro and mom came...they wanted to stay for another half an hour. i almost died.
going to the mall was REALLY fun. i learned alot about kelly that i didn't know before. i don't think we've ever talked for that long before. but shopping with her was tiring =(...she stopped at EVERY store. this is the second time we've ever gone somewhere together. the first time was in the beginning of the year. but i kinda regret all those times i refused to go see a movie or something with her. like that time when we were supposed to go see [swimfan] and then at the last minute my parents wanted me to go to my cousin's house. so sad =(. but like...whenever i talked about yukiki she got so mad. omg she made me carry everything...so mean > <. but...i know that i shouldn't be THAT good of friends like before because i know she'll just end up hurting me again. like one day she'll treat me as a friend and another day she won't even talk to me...that's how she is > <.
YUKIKI i don't really luv her...i luv u more lolz. she's hurt me too much =(. and she got mad at U for changing my name while i was at ur house. haha i'll always be YOUR mad cow lolz
omg the second disc of my [nurse no oshigoto] doesn't work (sorry yukiki). it's cuz some of the cd peeled off when i was putting on the label. but i'll try to explain what happens next.
naohito fujiki gets caught by that guy with the gun and for a while he pretends he's a girl...but eventually he found out. so the sent naohito and all the rest of the guys outside because he said "guys make him uneasy" lol. that nurse that the guy wants to see comes back to the hospital but couldn't get him to release the hostages. then, that kagi girl throws a birthday party for the bad guy and brings cake. then they all order korean BBQ and make the police pay for it. but eventually, the police cut off all the power and then go into the hospital. a sniper from across the street accidentally shoots kagi instead of the bad guy. naohito tries to save that kagi girl but she ends up dying. for 10 minutes he's like saying sorry and everything, and then when a tear dropped from his eye to her face, she woke up. omg so corny. and then at the end, they all do this little dance and w-inds are in it too hehe.
i've been watching so many series lately. i'm on ep.11 of [romance], ep.11 of [seikei bijin], ep.5 of [beautiful days], ep.6 of beautiful life, ep.4 of [loving you], and ep.1 of [attic cat]. i haven't watched alot of anime lately...but [onegai twins] is REALLY good. [beautiful days] is really stupid...i don't understand why i still watch it. i just wanna kno what happens. no lang jai'z in that show man...everyone is so ugly. and the theme song scares me. but [romance] and [loving you] are the best!!!
OH YEA...yukiki don't be mad at me. i promised to keep that msn name for a week but i'll change it tomorrow. i kno it's not true...but for some reason something is keeping me from changing it =(...
\listening to: vow (flame)
----------------------July 26, 2003-----------------------
SHINYA SO KOWAI
4:07pm--STUPID oral exam...i hate it...it's about prime ministers. i have no sleep time at all...but luckily...summer school is ending next week. so sad...cuz i'll miss all my friends. most of them aren't even coming to mss next year. i'll probably miss kalam the most. she's from P.E.T. same school as p jai...but she doesn't kno him. ooh ya...what's happening with ENERGY lately...i've been hearing so much sad stuff about them. something about this guy named jason...and toro started crying in front of the media. and they wanna disband...so sad!!! no!!! if energy disbands then i have nothing to be obsessed with > <#. i found this pic of shinya from this movie called [kamachi]. it looks SO SCARY!!...what is that on the left side of shinya's body?! yukiki said it was paint and i said it was blood. well shinya IS holding a knife. i wanna download the next episode of [romance]..it's SO good!!
listening to: xiao fei xia (energy)
Two cows were talking in the field. One cow says, "Have you heard about the Mad Cow disease that's going around?"
The other cow answers, "Yeah, makes you glad you're a penguin, doesn't it?" <--WTF??
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++17 SAI--i wanna see this!!!
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What Ragnarok Character Should You Be?
Quiz by Angelhalo
----------------------July 22, 2003-----------------------
YUKIKI AR...WHERE ARE U?!
10:21pm--i miss yukiki...i haven't talked to her in like TWO days. seriously...how can she POSSIBLY be so busy. she must've become a series freak just like me -__-. i saw a FG episode of flame yesterday. they were in chinese school...so cute!! their teacher's name is MRS HUANG lolz. anyways...they're really cute when they say chinese. only kyohei really pays attention tho...his pronounciation is really good o__O but as for izaki twins...no comment on them lol. hisato can't even say "wo" right LOL. i saw lead FG episode too. they were learning jazz dancing. how shinya talks is SO cute^^. the episode is 6 min long but it's like 200mb. OH ya...korean takizawa...KIM JAE WON. he's SO cute...but yukiki doesn't like him. he stars in the kdrama [romance]. it's actually really sad...cuz he's rich and suddenly he's poor.
i saw [feel 100% 2003] movie last week. it has shawn yue, cyrus wong, and some members of cookies. i HATED it...it SUCKED. omg...the series was much much better. it wasn't so mo liu. shawn yue can't portray jerry very well...daniel chan is better!! and cyrus can't be hui lok either > <. but cookies are ok. cherie was in it but fong fong wasn't...it was this other girl named jacky. but in the end, they all got married.
stupid nick...i can't believe he said that. i talked to him this morning and i told him to go online. and he said "lovers don't need to talk everyday"...WTF?! we're not...he's my G-BRO. i hope my friend didn't hear -__-;; or else she would make fun of me. i kno he liked me BEFORE...but i didn't like him. he got his friend to ask me if i liked nick more than a friend, but i said that nick was only a big bro to me.
OH...yukiki must read this. i realized that all this time, i've had p jai's PHONE NUMBER. haha if u want...u can call him sometime...can ask him for his e-mail if u want to. stupid david...haven't been online in so long. not that i miss him...i've TOTALLY GOTTEN OVER HIM ALREADY.
listening to: follow you (boy'Z)
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++KOREAN TAKIZAWA--KIM JAE WON
----------------------July 21, 2003-----------------------
TOO LAZY TO BLOG
11:15pm--wow it's been almost a week since my last entry. too much homework -__- but today...i HAD to add this award that nancy gave me =)
