Sunday, August 29, 2004 10:07 a.m.

I really didn't mean to blame my dad for spoiling the TV at such a time.We are not sure of what exactly happened too...so maybe he isnt at fault.They knew how much i love watching the competition and even wanted to make a dash down to purchase a new vcr...and at that moment,i cried not because i was disappointed and angry with my dad but i was moved to tears by how far the two of them are willing to go to make me happy again.

You have taught me an invaluable lesson in life.So,what i have done all these while doesn't seem to worth the time and effort at all.

Friday, August 27, 2004 09:33 p.m.

And finally...the weekends are here.

Ive just done some blog surfing...got to read some of my ex-classmates' blogs.Interesting lives they have;)Haha...i didn't know so much love is in the air among the girls:P

Read Siu's blog and the RMers had indeed gone through a lot together.From all the long hours of late night practices,to sharing our problems and shedding tears in the dance studio...and who can forget the time when the four of us sneaked into the males toilet?What an eye opener that night was...haha.Sigh,bitterly nostalgic,isnt it?

I had lunch with the girls in my class today.For the first time,i felt so close with everyone at the table:D Oh and hmm...im really sorry if ive said something wrong that's hurting because i really don't know how to handle situations like this...so hope you will understand:)

My sister is coming over to my house now and guess what happened yesterday?haha...she got attacked by a cat!On a second thought i found the entire episode amusing.The cat even attacked her butt!Oh my.Haha...shit i can't stop laughing now...urgh...hahaa...i hope she doesn't read this if not i will be hacked to death....

Oh man...ahaahaahaa.....

Thursday, August 26, 2004 09:25 p.m.

Dancing in water is so so beautiful...:)

Thursday, August 26, 2004 01:23 a.m.

Since im waiting for the event-Synchronised Swimming to start (don't think im planning to sleep today),i shall blog about this.

So this so called highly popular guy of ours had apparently gotten himself on my nerves this morning.Hey look,if you don't give a sh*t about the things i offer, you can 1)say no,thank you. 2)shut up the hell up,continue to devour all that you have on your table and let your friends answer for you. Given your level of intellect,i suppose you would choose neither.Stop exhibiting that kind of f*cked up expression because you already look hideous enough you assh*le.Ouch.I think your classmates must be having nightmares about you every night.Im truly sorry about that.If you think treating people this way gives you loads of satisfaction,then congratulations!You have found yourself a wonderful hobby that keeps you alive i suppose.But i suggest what you really need is a lesson on conversational skills in English because firstly,you croak when you speak and secondly you seem to be formulating rubbish.I can't imagine someone of our age can be so incoherent like you.Your empty rhetoric is exceeded by nothing but your stupidity.So good luck on that.I wish you all the best:)

And oh yes,i think he made the wisest choice by not choosing you the other day.I seriously think you can do a better job as a club janitor.

Monday, August 23, 2004 07:08 p.m.

Spinning:BBmak-Ghost of You and Me

I really wished i could take my bag and escape from the car today.

At this juncture,you might like to guess how my driving lesson went.

Scenario One:
Me:Oh,i haven't learnt how to reverse.I think i tried once but...yea...
Instructor (aka 85):Biting point LAH.
Me:What's that?Sorry.
85:Biting point LAH.
Me:?Like this?(i released the clutch a little till the car vibrates.)
85:Ya lah (he swayed his head to the front and back in a ultra slow fashion).Release the break release the break.
Me:...O...kay...(Damn,you are just another lousy instructor.)

Scenario Two:

85:Why you stop?Stop for what?Just go LAH.
Me:Okay.
85:Why you never change gear?Change LAH.Turn in second gear for what?Change to first,then turn LAH.
Me:*rolls eye* (can u speak nicely to a female student!)

Scenario Three:

85:Why you stop here?
Me:Because i want to turn?There's a car coming too.
85:But where are you now?Where are you supposed to stop and turn right?How can you turn now?And why didn't you stop earlier?
Me:I did!I stopped and changed gear!!(trust me,i didn't sound good.Anyone would just give me a good punch in the face.Im glad he didn't.)
85:ya LAH.But see where are you now?AHHH.SEE.
Me:ya.okay.(and i turned right.)

I failed the last section of the subject today because THIS NUMBER 85 assumes i know EVERYTHING when i came to his class.Everything...blar blar blar...LAH!F*ck you!There was this part when i really felt like crying (hormonal imbalance due to the start of a woman's most intimate cycle),pack my bag then run home and complain to anyone.I almost quarreled with him (in scenario two) and i felt like stomp stomp stomp and stomp my way outta the driving centre.The moment i develop disguist for him i started to drive like a senseless being.I know it's dangerous but...i just couldn't get the things right.Sigh,i thought i would get Sylvest today because of my strategic booking (hehe) but what happened!He is sooooo much nicer!HE'S THE BEST,ALL RIGHT!;)Well,its okay.Ive got to learn more about how their system works now.

So congratulations,my driving instructor for today.I pray that i will never have to "KANA" you for anymore of my practical lessons and yes,i promise you will never see me again.Ever.

Sunday, August 22, 2004 11:13 p.m.

Spinning:Fan Wei Qi-Xun Zhao

If you hadn't realise, i have made some changes to the contents over on the right bar.So check them out:)Links have been updated too.I'm sorry for the delay!

I hated the way i look today during ballet.The minute i changed into my black leotards, i felt as if i would burst it into pieces right away.Haha.YEAH.Oh.We tried the costumes today and i tell you,they are ugly.All right,i should take that brutally honest comment back.According to her,dancers aren't supposed to complain i reckon.I voiced out some opinions on the blue leotard to my ballet teacher and she gave an authoritative NO to my request to remove the sequins.There is something i couldn't comprehend.Why reuse costumes when you price all tickets at fifteen dollars?.Everyone knows how a dancer would look in a beautiful costume on stage.A nice costume accentuates the dancer's line very naturally and together with professional lighting everything looks heavenly in the performance and oh...

I haven't got a single chance to wear a proper tutu before ever since i stepped into your class.

So that thing pretty much destroyed my day.Luckily,i had the time to indulge in a good read.Dan Brown's The Da Vinci Code is such a wonderful treat:)Go read it,if you have the chance.

At this point,i really need to say something to end this tonight.So everyone,do excuse me.

FUCK YOU.

Thank you for that and have a great week ahead:)Goodnight and sweet dreams.

Thursday, August 19, 2004 04:39 p.m.

Its 4.40pm now and im feeling half-awake.Guess this must be the aftermath of having all my siblings right at home.We end up talking too much.No wait,I end up talking and wasting a whole lot of time.Brother has left for Japan and once again,i rule the whole world right at home.Muahaha!

I had a quirky dream last night.In fact,i would say it WAS a terribly disguisting nightmare.I feel like throwing up the minute i think about it.Speaking of which,guess what is it about?No prize for the right guess though.Haha.I got pregnant.IN THE DREAM.The dream ended abruptly in my quest to find the father of the baby.This is weird:P

Im tired and i can't wait to take a good dive into my bedsheets:)Sleep is good,but i believe studying is better.RIGHT.

Missing you all lots and lots...
Maybe i dont fit to be here.I dont fit to be in here.

Tuesday, August 17, 2004 10:56 p.m.

My head's spinning.My scalp's itchy.My hair's falling.

Who says so?I'll prove it to you.

Sunday, August 15, 2004 09:34 p.m.

Spinning:Alex Toh-Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You.

Sunday, August 15, 2004 04:00 p.m.

I just threw a huge tantrum because my mother didn't allow me to eat.

Edit:I wasn't allowed to eat even a piece of bread just now after my ballet class...yup,sorry for the shock Mark!

Sunday, August 15, 2004 01:21 a.m.

Hurray!The Olympic games have started!

Thursday, August 12, 2004 08:55 p.m.

Reading her blog makes me feel...a little inspired.I don't know why but it seems like she's leading a good life and i should adopt that kinda lifestyle too.Haha...weird reasoning but yes,i bet it feels good.Haha.

Wednesday, August 11, 2004 10:59 p.m.

Spinning:Sprited Away (midi)

Have you ever wished that you have 48 hours in a day?

Somehow i feel as if time is running out,and if I dont make use of my time wisely,history will simply repeat itself.I have so many things to do at hand,and my mind is equally occupied...by?I dont know exactly.

Life is never easy...I remember what Siu Siu had once told me-If you have a problem,just go solve it.It is as easy as that.Very true isnt it?The more you think of a problem,sometimes the more complicated it gets...

The song im listening to right now reminds me of my trip to Japan.It brings about so much fond memories.Squeezing into a small cosy bedroom on a winter night watching Spirited Away...spending so much effort just to drag me up from the tatami to be in time for the first train to Disneyland...shopping in town surveying the latest fashion trend...can i go back to those times again?

Time,you are all i ever need.Haha.

Monday, August 9, 2004 12:47 a.m.

so confused...my heart's bruised.

Saturday, August 7, 2004 01:55 p.m.

Spinning:Alex Toh-ba ni chong huai

Surprisingly i wasn't burnt from the exposure to the scorching sun yesterday at the beach.I look...quite normal.Haha.I think the class outing to sentosa after the AJ Race yesterday was quite a success.So...:)

Just came back from the clinic.Anyway,my brother's back from Japan...The watch that he bought accidentally came off when i flagged for the taxi just now and i see some scratches on the side now.Sigh,i really didn't mean it,wasn't used to wearing that i guess.

Its time to work really really hard now.I shall blog when im free,so you will be seeing less of me from now...

So till then:)

Friday, August 6, 2004 01:02 a.m.

Don't let it start,ever again.

Sometimes i wish i could have it too...

Monday, August 2, 2004 09:58 p.m.

Spinning:My Memory (instrumental)

Today was just like,any other day in my life.Nothing special or interesting happened,and life is just like what it is supposed to be like...

Benice:Why are you so capable of guessing what im thinking?:P