Wednesday, June 30, 2004 11:17 p.m.
Say bye bye to this skin...im changing it now!Haha,a well deserved break for your eyes is here!:P
Tuesday, June 29, 2004 11:30 p.m.
Im talking to him now on msn.Things are slowly falling back in place...our conversation seems normal.Should i be happy?
Tuesday, June 29, 2004 11:08 p.m.
I laughed out loud when i saw these nicknames on my msn list:'Normalli never burn incense...now then hug buddha leg','I studied till my pimples pop out','rEn...rEn...REN!!'
Its quite heartwarming to see that some people are actually suffering the same fate as you.Just makes you feel that everyone is going through this together:)Im guilty of revising my work at the 11th hour again...are you?
Tuesday, June 29, 2004 02:50 p.m.
What do i want to do?What do i want to get from it?Do i care?Do I really really care?I wish the feeling could just cease haunting me.
Two days and no talking...something's amiss.
Monday, June 28, 2004 05:35 p.m.
Spin This:Atomic Kitten-Whole Again
GP was all right:)Sigh,2 more days and 3 more papers to go.I can hardly wait you know?!Anyway,ive wasted some time since i came home.Was lying on my bed practising some TYS questions and the inevitable happened again.I slept,for a whole bloody 1 hour or so.I need to be slapped again.Sigh,so much slapping...i think by now my cheeks are rotting like craxy.Whatever.Oh yes,people come asking me if ive dyed my hair.Yes i did:PI did it for fun actually cos i didnt had an intention of dying it...but the colour turned out to be pretty obvious.
Did something that made her feel left out again i think.I musnt do it again!:(
Because of you,im running out of reasons to cry.
What is happening?!
Monday, June 28, 2004 12:23 a.m.
Im so dead and im entering hell tomorrow.*beep*.Wish me luck and...thank you very much.All the best too.Haha.
Sunday, June 27, 2004 02:52 p.m.
Spin This:Opening Song Of Fruit Basket (Piano)
Forget about what i said in the last entry:PSigh,time really flies.Sometimes u tell yourself that you gotta do this and that for the day,and by the time it reaches noon,you haven't even completed like half of the 'this' you instructed yourself to do.Weird,thats what i call overestimation.Im sleepy now,again.What is happening!i think im a incarnate of a pig!*snorts*Hmm,theres a whole load of stuff im gonna do after these gruelling tests...here goes the list...:)
1)Wash my new clothes ive bought from Hong Kong/Shen Zhen.
2)Pay fees for the registered aerobics course.
3)Clean up the mess in my room pig sty and redecorate it,maybe.
4)Start Lose It For Good diet programme.
5)Start practising hard for pointe again.
6)Learn aqua-aerobics on my own (i need to find the time where theres practically no one in the public pool)
Thats about it.I gotta go...im feeling..s..l..eee *slaps*Okay,theres nothing i wanted to say.Bye!
Friday, June 25, 2004 10:15 p.m.
Spin This:Tata Young:I Think Of You
Im a certified full time dreamer.I think too much,and i worry for nothing.I cant let myself get into this shit!
Practically 2 more days left.ARgh...i will give up anything to have more time now.Like how?By not sleeping?Maybe.Hmm.
Okie listen everybody!I WILL NOT COME ONLINE FOR THE NEXT TWO DAYS!Its such a bloody waste of time online.I mean i usually leave it idling but after a while i start looking for songs n blog surfing....what the.I deserve a spanking!.Okie,so you heard that.
BYE BYE virtual world.
Thursday, June 24, 2004 10:48 p.m.
Spin This:Kelly Chen-Duo La A Meng (Doraemon)
Im in <3 with Doraemon again.Haha,yes,the spastic blue robotic cat ( i quote from Benjamin):P'Zhi you doraemon neng gou ge wo shi xian meng xiang!!(only doraemon can make my wish come true!:)'
Haha,everyone,Im nuts.Go laugh at me.
What colour does Doraemon likes?
Ans: Red
Go figure:P
Thursday, June 24, 2004 12:43 a.m.
Spin This:Zhang Hui Mei-Chen Zao
I was in a studying mood just now but a while later im feeling drowsy.I need some sleep.A short break would do me good,but guess what.Its only 4 days to the common tests.I should be worried.Yes,definitely.Someone please shoot me.
I think i deserve all these:(
Study..stu..dy...s..t..udy...s..t..u..d....zZz..
Wednesday, June 23, 2004 10:35 p.m.
Spin This:Westlife-Close
Across the miles
Its funny to me
How far you are but how you near you seem to be
I could talk all night
Just to hear you breathe
I could spend my life
Just living this dream
You're all i ever need
You give me strength
You give me hope
you give me someone to love someone to hold
When im in your arms
I need you to know
Ive never been
never been this close
With all the loves
I used to know
I kept my distance,i never let go
But in your arms i know im safe
'cause ive never been held and ive never been kissed
in this way
You are all i ever need
You are all i ever need
(chorus)
Close enough to see its true
close enough to trust in you
Closer now then any words can say
And when,and when im in your arms,
I need you to know
Ive never been,never been
this close
(chorus)
Tuesday, June 22, 2004 06:25 p.m.
Spin This:Chinese Orchesta-Chang Cheng Sui Xiang
Im going out to take my BTT (read:basic theory test) later.Wish me luck!:)Its supposedly easy,just a little common sense will bring you far beyond the pass grade.Haha.
I just read this girl's blog.And in every entry,there will DEFINITELY be a special mention of her boyfriend.Yikes,i cant stand mushy stuff.One calls her boyfriend darling,the other dear,and the other dear dear.Like...o..k.Ive had enough.Once or twice in her entry is acceptable.But in every entry!?!Plus,there is a high dosage of 'muacks' and 'love you dear/darling' everywhere!Is that all that happens in your life?
Okay,cancel all that.You can say im just jealous.
Tuesday, June 22, 2004 01:30 a.m.
Spin This:Chopin-Waltz No 1 E Flat Major 18 Grande Valse Brillante (Music from Les Sylphides)
Had a look at my sanrio purchases just a moment ago.I think im gonna convert my room into a sanrio kingdom or something.So my friends,if you think hello kitty is too kiddish for you,don't ever step into my room.You wont feel good.Haha.I don't know,but i guess i have gone overboard.Too many stickers,hankies,pencils,and i even bought a brolly with some cute prints on it.Im not acting my age.Im acting cute.Haha!Sigh...the guilt is eating me up...Im not courageous enough to calculate how much ive spent this time.
Came to blog to give myself a break from all the studying.By the way,im half-awake now.Im very sleepy.But i need to keep going...zZz.Too much sleep isnt good.Everyone gets to sleep for eternity someday.So why sleep so much now?haahaa.
Oh yes,I nearly died at the indian beauty parlour this afternoon.And what?The pain isnt worth it at all.I appear brow-less now!what the.It's too darn thin.Whatever,grow brows,grow!I hate the look of it now.Haha...okay..told you im not at the right state of mind now.
Hmm.Something happened this evening that made me love my family even more.I really appreciate the things that my parents and siblings,especially my brother,has given me.Hes such a nice man.Im truly blessed:)At times i think i appear to be an unemotional creature,i don't seem to be very appreciative of what they did for me.On the contrary,deep within,i treasure the relationship lots.Family comes first,others come second.
I need to do something to myself.I need a change-a total personality makeover.
I miss you so much till it hurts sometimes...
Monday, June 21, 2004 08:10 p.m.
Just came back from the clinic.Ive lost some weight!Great!Thats so surprising.Ive been drinking Mac'Donalds milkshake,eating fries,fried shirmps,ice-cream,sweet desserts for almost everyday,yet i managed to shed some weight!Conclusion:Walking has multiple benefits!Low impact and high frequency exercise will do you good too:DSo everyone,forget the fuss about taking the bus(or trains or taxis) if its just a short distance away from your destination.Walk,walk walk!!:)
Monday, June 21, 2004 12:58 p.m.
Hey hey.Im back:)Hong Kong's a generally o-k place i guess.Just shopping most of the time,i feel at home when im there,as in,everything just looks like Singapore.The MTR,shopping centres,and even the night streets.The food is o-k too,but i believed i have gained some weight (!!),despite walking for at least 3-5 km everyday.Sigh,i need to exercise more now.Oh yes,went to mainland china too..yup,Shen Zhen.Spent a lot a lot of money shopping there.Hiak!Anyway,i did brought my notes over,but i didn't manage to touch on them.Haha!Expected,huh?
Okay,time to go unpack my purchases and stuff...i need to go buy something and trim my brows later if theres sufficient time.
ZZz...studies studies...im so worried now that im back!!
Tuesday, June 15, 2004 10:18 p.m.
Okay,last entry before i leave for a super-charged shopping spree in hong kong.muahaha.Bye everybody!:D
Psst.I just found a box of hair dye in my wardrode while packing.Maybe i should...ahem?hiak hiak hiak!
Tuesday, June 15, 2004 02:02 p.m.
Spin This:Puccini-Humming Chorus from The Opera `Madama Butterfly`
Im feeling so soppy now.Im so drenched in melancholy.Sigh,this is such a depressing theme.Puccini's great,i love his works.His music just creates this special ambience that makes you sink so deeply in thoughts.Anyone here likes Puccini too?
Im reminded of the ballet `Madame Butterfly` again...I didnt actually enjoy the performance the other time because i was anticipating something from him,even in the theatre.I even fell asleep waiting,then i got all depressed and emotional.All i could remember was the scene where the geishas bouree out from the wings, palpably obscured by the smoke that filled the stage from both sides...absolutely beautiful...
Sometimes i wish i could find a guy who appreciates the things that i like.Lets see,my ideal date would be-go watch a ballet/music concert at the Esplanade,then dine alongside the river and talk about the things we both like,or about the performance we just watched.Oh my love where are you?Haha,madness.I can't blame people who think guys who do ballet are sissy...but can they even carry their girlfriend/sister in one arm,swing them around so gracefully and make it appear an easy feat?I doubt so,but the dancers can.Is that what you call sissy?
I sound rather hungry for love.In fact im just hungry for food,i havent had lunch.Till later.
Tuesday, June 15, 2004 12:29 a.m.
Oh yes another thing.Happy birthday in advance,Benice!Sorry,but i still wont accept you as my god-sister!Hahaaaa:P
Enjoy!!
Tuesday, June 15, 2004 12:14 a.m.
Latest Update:I haven't started packing.
Haha,well,same goes for my sister.I think we are both pretty alike in a way...like doing things at the very last minute.Okay,maybe after this.Yeah.Maybe...
Ive found the address of the dance supply store in Hong Kong yesterday from the official site of Hong Kong Ballet.Great...should be popping in to see what i can get from there.I need new leotards,new tights,new ballet slippers!Haha Sasha split sole here i come baby!:PHope i can get a crossover n legwarmers too...but i don't think i will ever get a chance to wear them in singapore.Its already scorching hot...perfectly warm enough.
Oh wells.Did constructive work in the school library today and collected my GP essay.Im pleased!:)Then set off to City Hall to meet Michelle and Emily.On my way home decided to walk into the gym for a total workout.Yeah baby!Nothing beats having to sweat it all out at one go.Anyway,just watched Extreme Makeover.And my,liposuction is scary.Ive dreamt of having liposuction once,when my weight was at its peak sometime last year.So its NEVER.Never am i going to undergo plastic surgery of any sort.
All right,guess i gotta go.How i wish my brother can be with us for this trip.It must have been so hard on you,kor kor...you have been so wonderful:D
Monday, June 14, 2004 01:18 a.m.
Busy,busy,busy.I haven't even started packing.Okay wait,there's still a long way to go.two more days left before i leave this dreaded nest of mine.I haven't purchased any travel essentials!Its gonna be oh-so-last-minute again.I can picture myself rushing down to the supermarket downstairs approximately 8 hours before my departure.Wait,i also need to get my brows trimmed.Argh...so many things to do!I need to come up with a checklist later after i wake up from my sleep...
Its going to be a busy day today as well.Going to school to pass Madaline my guitar (yes,she's going to get the first touch on my guitar,haha),then go collect my GP common test essay (it better be there,or i will be wasting my trip again,darn),study in school till its time to meet michelle and emily.Its been a long time since we met.Ok...i need to inform shu qin that i will be meeting her when i come back...go buy my hair wax...and this...and that...Oh yes,i bought myself a lip gloss the other day,pretty!
Sorry,i was refering to the lip gloss.
Hmm,i need to get back to my revision now.Im getting panicky.Help!!!I might end up reading my notes on the plane if i go on at this rate i reckon.
Lousy ideas,repeated choreography.....
Friday, June 11, 2004 08:45 p.m.
Woohoo!Ive joined dance.net as a member yesterday.Great site,i must say.Surprised to see there are lots of ballet enthusiasts in singapore too...yay!Im definitely checking out that school sometime next week.Hope hoi ning can make the trip down with me.Wheeeees:)
Friday, June 11, 2004 03:11 p.m.
Woke up late this morning and decided to postpone my final theory lesson again.Will be going for a session on the revision and evaluation later though...
My sister is bringing Terri over in approximately half an hours time.Cant wait to spank that baby's ass.Haha!Great,im falling behind time.Most probably i will be bringing some work to do at night in the hotel or something.Will i?Just don't wanna panick at the very last minute and get lousy grades again.
Friday, June 11, 2004 12:48 a.m.
Ive been rather busy and tired.Anyhow,im still looking forward to the trip to hong kong:)Will be meeting my friends when i come back...cya soon!:)
Monday, June 7, 2004 11:57 p.m.
Today was an ok day i guess:)Went to school for chemistry make-up that lasted for only 2 hrs.Sigh,i actually slept at 2.30 am this morning and woke up at 7.30am just to be in time for it.Im in a sleep-debt!!:(
Oh a side note,i made lunch and dinner for myself today.Spent a lot of time multi-tasking-watching Burning Flame 2 and doing my econs notes.Im glued to this show because i like defined and not-too-big muscles!(err..)
Oh well,having driving theory lessons tmr,and after the tests i will get my hands right onto the steering wheel!Whee!
Thursday, June 3, 2004 11:20 p.m.
It's been such a long time.Where are you now?Will things ever be the same again?...
Thursday, June 3, 2004 11:05 p.m.
Spent the evening with my sister today.We played this silly game whereby one point will be given to whoever that criticises anyone we see on the streets.The person may look fat,desperately thin,gross,has a weird fashion sense etc...just comment on anything negative and DING!One point will be added to the point system.It was pretty amusing and we had a fun time laughing at each other.The objective of this game was to stop us from criticising people we see on the streets.For those who didnt know,this is our favourite passtime:PSo perhaps you know why i have a major tendency to say something when i see anyone dressing like a christmas tree or looking like an oversized barbie doll on the streets/in the train now?
Tuesday, June 1, 2004 09:40 p.m.
Tell me,what should i do?You will never know how much i love doing it.You will never know how terribly hurting your remarks were to me all these while.This time,im leaving.Definitely.