V   Thursday, January 24, 2002 V
  Y 01:17 a.m.
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X  Opening Song - Hunter x Hunter

If only RealPlayer wouldn't stuff up so much I could watch HxH in peace! >.<
Lilack-chan I know I blog at weird hours but I'm mostly online when its this time of night really should change but... stuffed up sleeping pattern you understand!

Ohio Lashtal-san, it's very nice to meet you. Have you been long in the fandom/blogdom? Gomen ne for the links they kinda disappeared along with Lemon Neko's
BTW, why can't I see your blog? Is it envy.nu?

Velithya-san could you not have called your blog by a shorter name? *sigh* [gotta replan a layout so that it'll all fit... maybe I'll stay up tonight to do it ^_^ thanks for the incentive, been meaning to change this depression]

*sigh* A few days gone & I miss so much on here. Kit dear, don't grow old, just grow wiser ^-^ We've all done things similar in our youths *shrug* just have to live it & let go. But then somethings change and perhaps one day you'll (re)form a new friendship with her. But then I really shouldn't talk since I just let go of one ^^;;;
Congrats about that new position!!!
ummm, does that mean you've run away from home before in actuality?

Oh dear, Meta-chan another manga series on Toriyama World? Another craze will start? hmmm the fic bitches reviews I've gotta read after that short hoot you typed up! keke
The GIANT Pocky is not lasting as well... I had 3 today >.< *sigh* I know they've gotta go some time, and it's for a worthy cause... "keeping neko from hunger when mom isn't home and no groceries in fridge".

Nee-chan you did what?! last night?! hmmm funny, I came close. But I was gonna take the car... ^^;;; Mom was carping about how I don't have a job, and I don't try and ... as Nat says: Blahdie Blahdie Blah!!! *sigh* and now dad goes on about me not sleeping at night if only he knew the half of it!

That's the pressure you thought up?! But sounds, kinky/angsty at the same time since Hisoka will be able to feel all the 'pain' she's feeling... & the angst *evil chuckle* But then again perhaps we can get Subaru or Kamui together and lock them all up in the same room? It'll drive her nuts. XD

Personal Rant:
Maybe I should colour code everything as well... keke Then ppl can skip the depressional rant bit. *sigh* The lack of occupation for me is getting me down... esp. when my friend has 3 part-time jobs, & she's still looking for more (successfully I might add). >.<
The bad thing is, I'm sure I can offer a lot more to employers than her... I feel so lousy even thinking it *sigh, neko having attack of guilt* eg. waitressing, I have 2 months experience just like her, I'm the same age as her, I have my licence like her, I'm taller than her, I personally like to think I don't look worse than her (even better sometimes *blush*). etc. etc. T_T
On top of that parents naggin' all the way for the past few wks how I do nothing, how I don't compare to others... the whole Asian Parenting Guide drill. If there isn't one I guess we all wonder where the unwritten rules of diss your children in public to others came from! *sigh* My parents' don't do it too often, it just gets to me how they don't think I do anything at all... I do, I haven't been bloggin' for a while coz I've been ringing around trying to find work but they don't ever see that...
But then again I can't claim, like others, that I suffer from neglect/over attention or other mental/emotional abuse. Coz I don't. It's just, breathing space at home, is getting short. Esp. with tempers like me & dad's, mom keeps saying we're exactly alike, which I detest completely! Somehow for the past 5-6 yrs I've been getting on worse & worse with my dad. By psychological stats/data, it's suppose to be normal... but the data never mentions how tiring it is to hold war in your own house. *retreating sigh*

I guess that's enough complaints. I'm gonna go work a lil' on the new layout (Layout Design Therapy instead of Retail Therapy which has put me in debt).