No Regrets!




Saturday, June 16, 10:45 p.m.

I'm psychotic! Got to study within 1 1/2 days three units:
- Financial Accounting
- French (Advanced)
- Psychology
Stuffed! hehehe.

Lunch was nice. Then later work was not, I think I was kinda sleepy so... working under semi-consciousness isn't exactly very safe. (esp. around 180'C oil!)

Now I have to face the mess on my desk, change my layout, start studying for psychology...

Oyasumi Mina-san! Hope everyone's feeling better than me!
Leareth-chan would know about my Fatalistically HAPPY mood.

~tsukineko~


Saturday, June 16, 11:51 a.m.

AHHHH!!! Just finished Micro exam, know I failed. But I think Leareth-chan prolly did as well, prolly more than me! hihi but then she's dropping commerce altogether =(

You got the Gravi 3 link from Jo-chan!

*expectant look at Leareth-chan's direction*
She's also sitting right behind me on one of the uni comps reading the CCS Blog which I must say is turning out funnier and funnier!!

Now onto failing the next three exams (2 on Monday, 1 on Tuesday!) plus having guests stay in MY room on Monday!!! -.-

~tsukineko~

~Fatalistically HAPPY Suicidal Neko pouncing around uni dragging a reluctantly embarrassed QoD, Leareth-chan~


Friday, June 15, 8:09 p.m.

There goes my resolution for only one blog entry. But Val-chan was sweet enough to offer the world for a cuter couple than D and Leon... well:
How about Gravi's own Shuuichi and Yuki-san?
or angsty/cool couple Zetsuai's Koji and Izumi?
Or YnM's Tsuzuki x Tatsumi?

Ok ok, *shrug* so I'm a greedy neko! *smiles innocently* but I think they are all 'cutest'/'angsty'/'gorgeous' couples!!!

Reinselft-san's friend has a great blog! Sanzo... ^~^ yummm *drool*. Metamia-san may I link your blog? hihi

I'll love anyone who can help me find some good Zetsuai, Gravitation, Saiyuuki winamp skins *chibi neko face* mew!
But then if I love that person... I would worship whoever that was able to help me satify my obsessions wouldn't I? *ponders carefully*
Not such a good idea... but then, yeah I would!!!

~tsukineko~


Friday, June 15, 3:45 p.m.

Anti-nostalgic - Gravitation

This is gonna be my only entry for the day. Gonna concentrate soon... I am a bit worried, coz I still don't really feel like I'm under pressure or too stressed... hmmm no competitiveness in me at all!

Gravi is my newest obsession, I didn't even know how far I sank... until well now... since I'm looking everywhere for the music. Anyone know who does the voice of Ryuuchi?

~tsukineko~

~Internally Gushing, Hyper, Happy, Fatalistically Suicidal Neko~


Thursday, June 14, 11:01 p.m.

I guess now we know what Val-chan has been up to! Her new layout is just fantastically gorgeous hommage to our lovely, beautiful, delightfully delicious D.

Yes I know I went a lil bit far with the consonant thingy! hehehe Love the layout Val!

On to Saiyuuki fics

now, after finishing some Kaikan ones, and Zetsuai ones by lovely, talented Ayumie-chan. She does some really great Zetsuai A/U fics. Just doesn't have her own site yet for all of them!

Of course most of this stuff has yaoi contents... or something that's not for young eyes/minds... or ones that aren't open. Since all of the stories tend to be shounen ai too! hehehe but they are good!!!

Back to fics...
or should I say studying? >.< hmmm...

~tsukineko~

~No longer violent, only Fatalistically Happy Neko now~


Thursday, June 14, 8:56 p.m.

Nanjo Koji - Dangai

Procrastination. I have done nothing all day! Read several fics, way more than I usually do!!! Reread 'Lirael'. Helped a family friend with their assignment for TAFE. Had dinner, procrastinated some more... then read more fics.

Nanjo Koji - Still Motion Picture

Now I find myself actually doing that semi-translation I semi-promised Leareth-chan on this song! Hmm... damn the girl's voice is so soft!

Now mom is checking in on me... hmmm... better go...

~tsukineko~


Thursday, June 14, 2:49 p.m.

Wow, Leareth-chan! That was hell of a beginning to 'Glass Eyes'. Still don't like the use of Papa... *shivers* but it was delightfully disturbing! CONGRATS on your new bunny! *ROFL*

Oh yeah Kit's blog, and art work is lovely and extremely amusing. e.g. Tatsumi x Count D manga.

Has Lilack-chan disappeared off the face of blog-dom? Haven't heard from you for a while! Alive? hehe, after Leareth-chan's lil 'discovery' (of the new bunny) I wouldn't be surprised if you're jumping for joy or frustration! *LOL, evil smirking neko*

Still kinda stressed, but talked to a coupla old school friends just then and feel better now. Although don't really understand why since they're both doing better than me... hmmm *worried neko*

~tsukineko~


Thursday, June 14, 1:07 a.m.

hehe *evil smirks* Leareth-chan sure works fast! *evil chuckle* I can't believe she's already got the first few paragraphs done. Hmmm... should've had her recite them to me! I was the one who kinda incited this new... fostered this new bunny on her =) *proud neko preens!* meow!

love Murasaki-san's sketch absolutely gorgeous! hehe... and what's this about To-ya/Yuki in the shower? umm, interesting!

I just stayed up reading quite a few Count D fanfics... hihi, delish! ^_~ me bad lil kitty...

I think I'll go to bed now, haven't had much sleep. 3 hrs for two days... hmmm

~tsukineko~

~Fatalistically Happy, yet Suicidal Neko on the lose. Be wery wery careful with your valuables e.g. life!~


Wednesday, June 13, 1:45 p.m.

Lilack-chan you know that idea of yours that you're trying to get Leareth-chan to ... well be 'inspired' by? heheh, I think I just helped all of us a lil.
~kinda bad for tsukineko tho, she wants to kill tsukineko now~
You know how Muraki-sensei is kinda attached to Victoria? Run your mind along the idea of lemon with Tsuzuki x Muraki... remember the spectator of the Tree fic? = Victoria on a shelf! How's that for psychotic and freaky? hehehe Wicked huhn?!

It's all kinda worth it just to see the pained expression on Leareth-chan's face when the idea actually grabbed her and drove her to write in her lil black (note) book! *evil smirk*

~tsukineko~

~Evil Suicidal Neko on the lose!~

I can't believe she had pics already loaded! hehehe See how far she's sunk?


Wednesday, June 13, 12:58 p.m.

After hrs of being at the Coffee Shop one thing is obvious! Leareth-chan is even a worser influence than I feared. NO, Nudda, Niente, Zilch work has been done.

This is suppose to be considered theraputic, and plus psychologists recommend keeping a diary/journal for stress relief. Now stressed, tired, sleepy... 3 hrs of sleep not enough for Suicidal Neko.

This is just a random rant, plus I get to procrastinate even longer...

Things of interest:
- CCS blog getting interesting.
- the many chapters of Micro that I managed to forget we've actually covered.
- The number of ppl who actually eat on campus... Yuk! (Including Leareth-chan)
- Leareth-chan is bloggin right next to me, ~wonder what she's written about me...~

I told you this entry was random! NO thought, logic, reasoning behind any of it, just the fact that it's here and I'm bored.

~The Suicidal Neko is on the lose!~
~tsukineko~


Wednesday, June 13, 9:57 a.m.

Where is Leareth-chan?! Hmm, I know I'm early but then again...

She just turned up as I was typing...
Now to get 'some' studying done... *dubious look on suicidal neko face*

Leareth: *gives look* we WILL do some, believe me!

NOTE: Operative word in that sentence is "some"!!!

~tsukineko~


Wednesday, June 13, 4:22 a.m.

Wh~~~~y am I up still ??? I blame this totally on Leareth!!! Introing me to Tei + Riki at about 1 am!!! humph!

At the same time talked to Joce til about 3:30am!!! Wow! I'm still fully awake; did some work on that manga that I'm suppose to work on after the exam period! hmm... Lilack-chan don't get too picky, note it was done in the early morning hours after studying Micro for hours (supposedly). And Leareth-chan prolly get to see it today... around 10am. hmm. Should go to bed now...

~tsukineko~

~Suicidal Neko on the lose, please beware!~


Tuesday, June 12, 11:48 p.m.

Talking on icq now... hmm, bad, both Jocelyn and Leareth-chan are online... now I'm writing a reply to Joce's blog.

I don't think locking away the stuff will help... still got Flamebyrd-chan's Serrated Edge novel... and many other things...

Plus the insanity that comes from anime/manga deprivation is tooooooooo gruesome to contemplate. Do you know what happens to ppl who go thru anime/manga deprivation?!?!?!?! Let's just say it's worse than whateva you can eva imagine!
I hate you Joce! She's got/watched Gravitation 3!!!!
Wait, I love Joce, she just told/will tell Leareth-chan where she got it. Then obviously Leareth-chan will get it, and I can watch it! *evil manipulative neko* ^_^ hihi

Gonna go studying with Leareth-chan tomorrow! Anyone care to make a wager on how much we get done? hehehe
But then that doesn't really matter, what matters is she's gonna feed me!!! Yeah!!!

On another note, I do have a feeling that Val-san has disappeared... where will I get my Tet-chan from? !.! *sniff, pout*

~tsukineko~

~Joce just lost the site address for Gravi... *back to negative emotions...hate hate...*

~Listening to H.O.T's latest album hihi... *this should get back at Joce...*


Tuesday, June 12, 10:42 p.m.

Lilack-cha~an what's this about a charcoal Hello Kitty? I thought you would appreciate a R/L bunny, instead of an imaginary one, For one, you can actually hit/kill/do things to it. hmmm that didn't come out the way your thinking...
Oh yeah, give me your phone no. so I can bug you!
*evil chuckle* its the dark side already coming out already, and I have just had one shot of caffeine today...

It's kinda ironic, I have a layout pic saying "NO REGRETS!" while I'm procrastinating enough for nearly all three of us (Doki crew)... hmm... I wonder if I'll pass...

~tuskineko~


Tuesday, June 12, 10:18 p.m.

News: Interview - nice, quick (20 mins), nothing special. Punctuality, yet again, went out the window (2 mins late).
Study-wise News: I've started! Yeah!
TN: ~What am I doing here?~
~Stupid suicidal neko!~

To satisfy my growing insanity I would like to ask Val-san to ask Count D if I may borrow/rent Tet-chan for a while. I think either I would get the best food available for a while during this torturous time in my life. OR *shrug* Tet-chan would bite me and force me to hide in my study and that maybe will lead to some studying being done. Either way good for me, except for the tetnus? shot. hihi.

I want my very own Chef Wong! *.* yummmy.

Parents being extremely nice, cept for the fact dad said if you fail not our problem. Which is nice too... Then again they aren't paying the fees for uni! Now maybe if I'm not so suicidal I would get back to notes for Micro!
Plus I kinda just rediscovered that I have FA and French on the same day on the 16th! Yippeeee. No time to study for either! T.T I think if I could find the right face I would cry!

Ppl, you know how Leareth-chan was stressing about nearly a month ago? Well... My TURN!!! hmm, finally hit me today! I know it's a lil late... *shrug, paste-on-smile* Better late than never they say! hihi.

Yes, I am going insane.
I think postings from me would/should/prolly won't stop. Damn! I knew I had no determination!

~tsukineko~

P.S. Leareth-chan, if we're still meeting tomorrow... hmm... call me tomorrow morning. I am definitely going to uni. Also, mom kinda figured that I do no work with you or Lilack-chan around. hihi. So... anyways... ja ne!


Tuesday, June 12, 11:11 a.m.

I have concluded once and for all that I am completely insane! (probably due to the company I hang with) Exam in 3 days! NO studying done yet. NOW I'm stressing...

3 hrs of CCS does not improve my mood!!! I get sooooo annoyed at Sakura! Dammit! I'm letting a 10 yr old effect my mood!

Got a job interview in a coupla hrs. Hope it goes well... then I'm actually gonna do some work! i.e. Studying!

~tsukineko~


Monday, June 11, 8:34 p.m.

Well, Leareth introd me to Meia-san and yes, I kinda agree with everyone about her 'cuteness'. Today was spent sleeping til around noon, then going out with Leareth-chan, Meia-san, and Flamebyrd-chan... did absolutely nothing... went to Leareth-chan's house... talked to Murasaki-san on icq... hmmm now she considers me evil... I guess it must be, due to the company I hang around with. *avidly looking at Leareth's direction*

It was interesting, I got to read PSH manga, the ones I haven't already read... It was actually just flip through some of the stuff... not enough time... I actually should've been studying for my Commerce exams. Yes Jocelyn I understand how you feel, procrastination, like I said to Leareth-chan, is an art that uni students have perfected to its zenith! hehehe (hmm, maybe I shouldn't use words I don't quite understand...)

Leareth-cha~an! You didn't tell me the movies can't be watched on VCD player! =( now I have to go and update!

Na~ni? Is it just me or does Lilack-chan make no sense... ummm... dare I ask why I was on your hit list?
I do have the same size feet as Leareth-san... Just well... not the same height! hihi ^_^ *smirk*

Oh yeah, Meia-san I linked your blog... hmm... yes...

Murasaki-san, I totally agree! Really need to get... To-ya some *ahmmm... cough* 'comic' relief... like Gravitation! ehhehe... umm... could be quite a lot more interesting.... *slap! damn those dirty minds out there who were thinking of ... *

Anthony-san feel free to bombard me with emails hehehe... my mail box feels quite empty right now... hmmm, I guess I've just jinxed my-self somehow... oh yeah btw, my actually name is the same as the MoonAngel of CCS, hihi... quite confusing when everyone is talking about him... ^_^'

now... back to TV, then later... CCS Movies!!!
NO work done at all... I'm gonna fail!!!! *sob sob*
~*depressed meowing starts*~

~tsukineko~

~*depressed meowing drifts off into the next room*~


Sunday, June 10, 7:50 p.m.

There's definitely something wrong with either my server or computer, I can actually see my blog on Netscape!!! Incredible! Well, good enough as long as I can see it! Hmm... I doubt Santa will stay here for long, coz well, I don't like him that much. Plus this is a pretty pathetic layout pic. But I am going to go through having all the Kaikan charas on my blog then go on to ... Hakkai!

To explain my abscence for about 2 days, well... there was the Ball, then I slept til 4 in the afternoon on Saturday... went to work, came back... slept til 12:30pm today and well... I started on redoing the layout... then ... well you know the rest.

Arigato Flamebyrd-chan for being there when I was having blog problems! Esp. when the background turned lime green like Leareth-chan's not so long ago Count D layout. Sorry to say lime green didn't really agree with me...

Leareth-chan, are you gonna introduce me to Meia-san? or do I have to beg? On the other hand, I might not actually be allowed out... mom kinda found my exam time table... eg. Mircoecons is on Saturday... -_-;;;;

I still got about 12 episodes of Rayearth to go and then well... off to bed... then tomorrow...

"Tomorrow. I'll think about it tomorrow... Tomorrow is another day."
- Scarlet O'hara-Butler

~tsukineko~


Sunday, June 10, 3:00 p.m.

Seriously suicidal! I'm actually starting to rewatch the Magic Knights Rayearth OAVs again!!!

~tsukineko~


Sunday, June 10, 02:17 p.m.

After that adjustment entry everyone aught to know that I am indeed ALIIIIIIVE!!! ehhehe not to quote Frankenstein with too much enthusiasm!

Hmm, pitas doesn't like me, I still can't see my new layout. I got a friend to check it out she said it was green... hmm it was suppose to be lavender coloured! hmm dammit!
~Oh well can't do anything about it til I see it.

Now onto the news.

Gomen nesai Lilack-chan we seriously did not mean to abandon you. Plus you know the trouble I have with Pitas, I didn't even get to read your blog entries til today. hmmm talk about delayed reactions.

Leareth-chan thank you for asking, the ball was ok... Not something to rave about it. Btw, guess who I saw there? He's a mutual friend/cousin/acquaintance, with blue eyes and well is related to you my dear. hehehe yes. You guessed it! hehehe
Other than that I made a grand entrance! None of my friends were there when I got there! ~.~ annoying! But then the cloak was lovely... Thank you for the shoes! It was quite a good thing I didn't dance much. That'll teach me to borrow shoes that weren't really for me. Leareth-chan's shoes were beautiful, but man never should wear them for logn! ={
I was named the Dark Queen by my friends, heheh. With my temperment and the bad company (other ppl who weren't my friends) who were constantly smoking!!! I was quite nasty to quite a few ppl. Including the hotel staff. hihi *sniggers behind one hand* Interesting ball, not that great... horrible music/food/smoking asians... need I say more?
Yes yes, I am Asian, but I don't smoke! And I don't gather into a group of yuppies!

Arigato gozimasu Val-chan. That was one of the highest compliments that could be paid to an individual online I think... And yes, I understand the feeling of pay day getting closer and closer. Indeed after my purchase of the Zetsuai files I was deliriously happy for a while... until other negative things came to light (ironically speaking) ...

Congrats to Jocelyn who finally has her own blog! hehe whoppeee!!! ^_^

Really can't be bothered to do anymore blogging! hmm... maybe I'll think of something later on.

Exams are soon! And the first one is Saturday... have to start studying...
~I'll start tomorrow.

~tsukineko~


Sunday, June 10, 1:57 p.m.

I'm currently trying to upload a new layout, hope it works. When it does, I'll start catching up to my entries. hihi Will take a while I'm sure. Then there's everyone's blogs to answer.

~tsukineko~

"Does the walker choose the path, or the path the walker?"
-- The Book of the Dead, extract from books by Garth Nix

Name: Tsukineko
DoB: 1 September
Starsign: Virgo

ICQ: 28569538

Currently studying: Arts/Commerce at UWA

Likes: not in order of importance ^_~ (somedays its caffeine more than teasing Leareth)
~ Anime/Manga
~ Minami Ozaki
~ CLAMP
~ her purple sunnies
~ caffeine
~ teasing Leareth about psycho sakura trees

Obsessions:
~ Minami Ozaki (art works, series, music etc.)
~ Gravitation (anime + manga, music)
~ Reading Fanfiction, esp. by Leareth-chan and several others!

Dislikes: Noisy places, lack of caffeine, Commerce

Fav activities:
~ Playing pool
~ Reading manga or fantasy (which means fantasy manga is a bonus!!!)
~ Drawing inspired fanart (-.- now no inspiration)
~ Watching anime
~ Catching up on lost sleep is a current fav!

Fav anime/manga:
~ ZETSUAI/BRONZE
~ Kaikan Phrase
~ Saiyuki
~ PetShop of Horrors
~ Yami no Matsuei
~ Gravitation

Fav anime characters:
~ Koji, Izumi
~ Yukifumi, Atsuro, Sakuya
~ Hakkai, Sanzo
~ Count D, Tet-chan
~ Tsuzuki, Tatsumi
~ Yuki, Shuuichi

Currently working on:
~ Koji & Izumi picture
~ Discovering new computer activities!
~ A manga strip with Lilack and Leareth-chan
~ Trying hard to pass my exams... not hard enough though

Blogs she reads:
+ Amuro
+ Anthony
+ Bishounen Diaries
+ CCS Blog
+ Flamebyrd
+ Jocelyn
+ Leareth
+ Lilack
+ Meia
+ Murasaki
+ Reinselft
+ Taryn
+ Val

Links she likes:Do you see a trend?
~ The Cathedral of Minami Ozaki
~ Miyuki's Zetsuai Fanfic Archives
~ Z WEBRING
~ Leareth's Site: Behold, the Void

Mailing Lists that Tsukineko is a part of.
+ Zetsuai ML
+ Kaikan Phrase ML
+ Yami no Matsuei ML
+ Petshop of Horrors ML
+ Saiyuki ML

Picture: Origin: Mary B. Arigato gozimasu. (Her Kaikan site is one of the best!)

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