tsukikorosu*broken

---+ Friday, December 12, 2003
---+ 07:49 p.m. ||

yayy .. fridays and "hanging out" sorta, i love the holidays, even if its during winter.. haha, anyways after school i went home to get ready, i was supposed to meet them at 450 but i was running late so i ran the 3 blocks to the train station and i was so tired [[haha i' taking track in gym too]] I wasn't even the one that was late, erik and his friend jason were. Then we got on the subway andd went to best buy. there i bought stuff .. for people .. and after that i went to target with shaziya and erik and i bought someone's gift there. shaziya and i got overflowing icees. i then paid for someone gift and we all sat outside doing nothing for like 10 minutes. then we went to sears and I got another person's gift after after that erik left with jason and shaziya wth me [[hahaha]] we took the bus then the train, which was basically pointless haha ..

the part i hate most is walking home, now that it's gay winter, it's dark at like 5 o clock, so i had to walk a few block out in the dark, with the scary potential rapists and i keep imagining scary little girls [[from wells]] with long hair and .. urgh i'm scaring myself againn

anyways, wyhen i got home my parents inspected my gifts and over dinner, my parents are like .. "who are you getting the slippers for?" and Im like, "for erik .." and my dad goes "oh .. him, the chinese one with glasses right?" and then i nod and my dadd says "yeah .. he reminds me of a girl" then my mom joins and says "hmm.. yeah, he does. he's so pale and his face is sooo much clearer than yours too!! not one mark on it" and at this point i was cracking up and i almost choked on my vegetables [[tracy goes eww]

anyways, tracy and frank are gayyy, they did not come with.. and so is auditi but i dont think she could come out at this time and day. uhuh. i'm so tired and money-less sorta. damnit, i gotta do hw too, i have math, bio, and an english essay. it's not that much but i procrastinate sooo much. i also have shopping planned on saturday and sunday too, so i might not get much work done.. or any at all :[ oo yea, i'm getting my ears pierced this weekend, in addition to only christmas shopping :]. i must buy more gifts.. i have only completed three people's gift and it's 45 dollars gone already, that's like half of my savings damnitt [[again haha]], BTW, if you are getting me anything, you can't tell mee since i like surprises. i must find a way to get money and tell my parents that i want a nameplate ..

ahem ahem, and we end with:
MidnightGaze17 (8:13:17 PM): uhuh w8888 where ar eyoo getting fran park stuff
MidnightGaze17 (8:13:22 PM): what the
MidnightGaze17 (8:13:23 PM): i mean
MidnightGaze17 (8:13:26 PM): paul fran stuff

even more stuff
KCxLove (8:38:36 PM): fran park
KCxLove (8:38:38 PM): good one
MidnightGaze17 (8:38:46 PM): hahah yes yes uhuh haha so scari i just red the same part
MidnightGaze17 (8:38:48 PM): and yoo im me about it
KCxLove (8:38:54 PM): HAHAHHAHAA
KCxLove (8:39:01 PM): omg. i told u i have cameras
MidnightGaze17 (8:39:10 PM): hahah uhuhuhuhuh scared
KCxLove (8:39:18 PM): hahhaa

---+ Tuesday, December 9, 2003
---+ 07:47 p.m. ||

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm -hahaha- and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

---+ Saturday, December 6, 2003
---+ 07:44 p.m. ||

omgg i'm like sooo cold right noww .. let's start from the beginning .. yay my first real long post i hope.. anyways, i was supposed to go to the park with ppl but but butt, my grandpa was like no, are you crazy you little girl? so i was sad and stuff and waitedd till like 150 and they called me but they were like uhuh we're looking for erika's keys, well be back soonand then they finally come after a half an hour and i dun think they ever did find his keys..

after that, we patted them down [[frank shaziya and erik]] but my house was still snowified. they didnt' wanna go out again so we played team monopoly for like 1 hourr. erik was on my team and frank was on shaziya's team and no one got a monopoly except them and it was the CHEAPEST one ahaha.. and we won yes we did, we had more moneyy rightt? then we finally went outside and it was soo freaking cold, you have no idea.. and the wind was crazy so it kept blowing the snow up and in a twirly motion .. yeh.. haha and we went to my backyard and it was so nice and untouched until we ran in and we threw snowballs at each other for a while. the wind was being gay again so we went into the shelter [[garage]] and frank made perfect snowballs haha, somewhat-direct quote from shaziya "so round and tender .." haha and then we tried to drag erik into the snow like 6 times and shaziya kept falling in instead most of the time.. i tried to make a snow angel but the snow on teh bottom was frozen so came out all deformed and scary looking. then afterwards, they buried me while i was sitting down .. after the first few minutes it was okk but then it got reallly cold and i started shivering. the worst part is when the wind blew snow grains into my face and it hurt soo bad, then it melted and my face was all cold and my hair was all frozen :[

after that i finally got up and we went back in.. i changed while shaziya and frank attacked people online, but they kno it's shaziya/frank, the mother daughter pair and not mee. Even tho i changed i was still soooo cold and i was still shivering .. actually i still am right now.. haha itd be funny if erik's jacket still smelled like perfumee anyways, at like 645 they left :[ my room still smells like pear .. hahah and my desktop is beauty-full, courtesy of shaziya's photoshop skillZz. ahhhh, we [[uhuh gang]] need to go shopping. i need to get presents for -- look at the left hand side thing -- whew i need more moneyyy

---+ Tuesday, December 2, 2003
---+ 10:38 p.m. ||

uhuhuhuh ohh mann .. ever since i've entered high shcool, i've become so mean and stuff .. uh yea .. i'm starting to hate people and focus on their HORRIBLE HORRIBLE flaws instead of their, um, good sides? [[like i could find any in some..]] hahah ignore that part. anyways, there are few people that i could talk to without thinking in my head, "wow, you're a fucking retard/hypocrite/bitch" the only subjects i look forward to are spanish and gym .. lunch is a so so. so far, i've developed a hate for fake nails, SMOKERS [[ive always have hated them]], desperate people, super-nerd like people, but in actuality are retards and lastly, i hate how super perverted people are .. i mean uhuh are on a different level. it's like uhuh times two, cubed, then to the 2938472034013571035th power..

arghh.. wtf is with the weird people on my train.. today there was this bum .. who was sleeping in the corner and i dunno, i guess he woke up, and he started talking, yelling, singing and clapping to himself. i was so freaked out by it. andthe rain was right before queens borough so, it keep stopping and stopping .. like at least 4 times. i don't understand how the women sitting next to him were so calm, they didnt even seem bothered by it. At queens borough, this woman got on, but as soon as she realized that guy was talking to himself, she ran out of the cart and for a sec i was like "wtf .. oooh" this happend the other day too.. this elderly woman was sitting quietly and soon, she started bursting out in coversation .. and it was also weird because she had a decrepit witch's voice .. oh well, enouh of my train escapades, bye for now until i come up with more rants and compaints and yea :]

---+ Monday, December 1, 2003
---+ 10:55 p.m. ||

omgg sometimes i really hate some people. you just go and assume my life is all fine and that everything is just grreat. well it's not. it's really easy to just put a smile on your face and go out like nothing's bothering you, when on the inside you're falling apart. I don't know how many days have started like that for me. just go away and leave me alone. you people annoy me. when was the last time i asked for something from you constantly AND for little annoying things that you could figure out yourself if you just fucking tried and spent a few minutes on it. and when i'm pissed off you don't even notice. maybe if i was typing one word responses like no, yes & dunno or if i was not responding to most of your annoying IMs/plead for help, you might just get the hint but NO you don't. little fags.

srry spanish project is being done.. but still, most of its true

---+ Sunday, November 30, 2003
---+ 04:10 p.m. ||

my god .. i really hate somethings .. people really need to stop asking me for help whether it be art, scripts or homework. Its really really annoying and rude since certain people don't seem to understand how much time i take out for them or how much effort i put into things. but i guess it's also my problem too. Sometimes i just cant seem to say no, or i'm busy.

anyways, thanksgiving weekend is basically over .. it's what .. four right now ? in like 14 hours, ill resume my crappy school life, learning nothing and procrastinating always... more later

this haloscan thing still doesn't work .. well it can die for now until i finish my spanish project .. wait it does now yay

---+ Saturday, November 29, 2003
---+ 07:24 p.m. ||

ug .. i'm practically now starting hw since i have been procrastinating with this for like .. hours .. and i played D2 for a while too .. i just started a character yesterday and it's already level 54 -.-, anyways .. the end of thanksgiving "vacation" is drawing near and well i'm sad again .. or you could say still.

thanksgiving .. it wasing that great, this time my family came to my house instead of my uncle's but i don't really see the point since our house is crappy and only has 1 acessable television. anyways .. i spent most of my time infront of the computer, in my room, with like 8 cousins watching what i do. and i sold three whole candy bars.. yay .. but now boo .. so much hw left .. as auditi's younger sister says a out procrastination, it's good at the time but it goes sour afterwards

name karen
first breath o8o189
i like .. talking online, eating, wasting money drawing, painting, anime & manga (haha i see tracy cringing in teh background), ^.^x, playing on the PS2 with the games my brother didn't steal, uhuhing people with their sites, bowling, playing pool, swimming, volleyball (doesn't mean i'm good at it :)

funnies
hahah .. i was cracking up when i first saw it and it still does, i found this on some forum forgot where .. anyways .. big brother ownz you !!

watched series
cowboy bebop, chobits, trigun, love hina, rurouni kenshin, escaflowne, .hack//SIGN, ayashi no ceres, GTO, fruits basket, excel saga, full metal panic!, Ah! my goddess, scrapped princess, princess mononoke, hikaru no go, noir,

currently watching
shaman king, inuyasha, naruto, FMP? fumoffu

presents for gay ppl
auditi - OMFG I DONT KNOW
erik - I BOUGHT IT !!
frank - I NEED TO BUY IT
marlene - I NEED TO BUY IT
rupal - I BOUGHT IT !!
shaziya - I NEED TO BUY IT
tracy - I NEED TO BUY IT

presents for bths ppl
rosita - I BOUGHT IT !!
belinda - I BOUGHT IT !!
amna - I NEED TO BUY IT
eeshoni - I BOUGHT IT !!

presents for family
maggie - I NEED TO BUY IT
sammi - I NEED TO BUY IT
grandpa - I NEED TO BUY IT
grandma - OMFG I DONT KNOW
kenny + margaret - OMFG I DONT KNOW

wishlist for my lovers X]
+ taken but you can still buy me some, how to draw manga
+ art supplies (not crayons and white paper, real art supplies, for example THIS)
+ graphic novels (X, ayashi no ceres, fruits basket)
+ taken no doubt` rocksteady
+ goo goo dolls` gutter flower
+ taken matchbox 20` yourself or someone like you.
+ CD cases
+ anime calendar .. 13 pg (RK, chobits, ceres, full metal panic, naruto, fruits basket)
+ phone straps .. anything un-werid? Nothing orange or yellow though.
+ alarm clock
+ wall clock .. does that make sense ?

I'm also getting my ears pierced soon too ::cough:: but what i really really really want .. which costs practically no money are meaningful cards, not just ones that say shit like merry christmas + happy new year, candy canes and someone to make ME a layout .. and btw .. my life doesnt revolve around anime Miscellaneous

[x] my xanga
[x] cowmanea

People I Stalk

[x] auditi [x] frank
[x] helma [x] jason [x] marlene [x] shaziya [x] tracy

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