I want to be the wind... A wind like a breath... At times, I want to be the wind that
fights against you, the wind that dries your tears, or the wind that eases your tiredness.

I want to be a wind like that. I want to fly. I want to sweep up sadness and spread
happiness. When you’re sad, just cry. I’ll be there. When you’re happy, just call. I’ll be there.

But because we are girls, there are times that you get tired. There are times that you hold back
your tears. In times like that, darling, I’m going to come flying down, so hold me in your arms gently.

Kusakabe Maron
Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne, Final Chapter
Translated by Peaches


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Tsubasa: Version 1.x

Finished: July 15, 2001 ~_~;

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Starring: Kusakabe Maron, of Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne

Why?: Because Maron rocks. X3

Inspiraton: "Although wind may travel kindly or violently, it never disappears."
--KKJ Ch. 17, by Tanemura Arina

Current Favorites/Obsessions

Would sell soul for: Harry Potter doujinshi, tickets to this

Manga: Anything Tanemura Arina, D.N. Angel, Card Captor Sakura, Atashi wa Bambi, HanaKimi, Mint na Bokura, Chobits, Clover, Inuyasha, Koge Donbo stuff X3

Anime: Card Captor Sakura, Digimon Adventure/02/Tamers (don't look at me like thaaat), Cowboy Bebop, Trigun, Mahoujin Guru Guru, Initial D, Basara, Inuyasha, Petshop of Horrors, Shinesman, Serial Experiments Lain, Inuyasha

Books: Harry Potter, Ender's Game, His Dark Materials

Comics: The Books of Magic, The Sandman, Calvin & Hobbes, Dilbert, Foxtrot, and anything else Neil Gaiman

Movies: A Beautiful Mind, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Fight Club, Memento, Beauty and the Beast (mustwatchatIMAX!), Moulin Rouge!

Music: Kanno Yoko, Maeda Ai/AiM, Pierrot, Depeche Mode, Sakamoto Maaya, Weiß, Wild Arms I, Squaresoft, Sarah Brightman, Disney, L'arc~en~Ciel, Ali Project, Hamasaki Ayumi, Jewel, The Brilliant Green, Moulin Rouge!

Fun Girls: Kusakabe Maron, Fin Fish, Toudaji Miyako, Suomi Kyoko, Mizuno, Youjyu, Karen, Fujimiya Aya, Hermione Granger, Higurashi Kagome, Kishuu Arashi, Kasumi Karen, Kinomoto Sakura, Daidouji Tomoyo, Mihara Chiharu, Tachikawa Mimi, Harada Riku, Niwa Emiko, Chii, Mouri Ran, Faye Valentine, Kanzaki Hitomi, Kawai Arisa, Ashiya Mizuki, Kyuuketsuki Miyu, Garnet Til Alexandros 17th/Dagger, Suu

Sparkly Boys: Jin Hizuki, Jin Sakataki, Widoshiiku/Akira, Nagoya Chiaki, Access Time, Noin Claude, Nagoya Kaiki, Sasa Ryuuji, Sano Izumi, Umeda Hokuto (Umecchi-sensei~), Remus Lupin (Moony!), Sirius Black (Padfoot!), Weasleys, Ashton Anchors, Miwa Satoshi, Tsuchiya Kei, Ichijouji Ken, Ishida Yamato, Li Syaoran, Hiiragizawa Eriol, Niwa Daisuke, Dark Mousy, Niwa Kosuke, Hiwatari Satoshi, Tsukiyono Omi, Van Fanel, Glenn, Vash Stampede, Wolfwood, Spike Spiegal, Nagisa Kaworu, Hayama Akito, Kouryuu, Xelloss Metallium, Zidane Tribal (monkey tail~! X3), Lan, Count D

Kawaii deshoouu~?: Ein, Tare Panda, Nyago (that slubby Sanrio cat thing), Landry, With/Wiz, Eriol's sheep plushies, moogles, chocobo, Mokona (kowai?), Pikachu, Togepi, Chikorita, Squirtle, Bulbasaur, Jigglypuff of DOOM!, Patamon, Leafmon, Minomon, Culumon

Coupling: Eriol/Tomoyo, Syaoran/Sakura, Yue/Sakura, Takashi/Chiharu, Eriol/Syaoran, Chiaki/Maron, Access/Fin, Yamato/Miyako, Noin/Jeanne, Sakataki/Kyoko, Hizuki/Karen, Hizuki/Kyoko/Sakataki (^^;), Toba/Karen, Kekari, Jyoumi, Takari, Koumi, Daiken, Taito, Tairato, Kensuke, Ron/Hermione, Remus/Hermione, Sirius/Remus, Harry/Ginny, Draco/Ginny, Miwa/Meiko, Daisuke/Riku, Dark/Riku, Satoshi/Daisuke, Omi/Aya-chan, Schuldich/Aya-chan, Izumi/Mizuki, Yuuto/Karen, Van/Hitomi, Ryuuji/Maria, Xelloss/Filia, Inuyasha/Kagome, Zidane/Dagger

More Than You Ever
Wanted to Know XD;;


According to Select Smart Selectors, I am:

Religion: Atheist/Agnostic & Secular Humanist (100%... o.O;)
Harry Potter: Hermione Granger
->Couple: Sirius x Lupin <3
->Animagus: Ferret/Weasel
Ah! Megami-sama: Banpei-kun X3
Chrono Cross: Radius
CCSakura: Hiiragizawa Eriol XD;;
CCSakura: Kero-chan ya!
CLAMP Universe: Clover
Comic Ideology: Neil Gaiman(!)
Digimon: Tachikawa Mimi
Digimon: Inoue Miyako
Digimon: Kindness/Ichijouji Ken
Digimon Crest: Friendship
Escaflowne: Folken Fanel
Escaflowne: Merle
Evangelion: Nagisa Kaworu
FF Female: Quistis Trepe
FF Female: Garnet Alexandros
FF VI: Gau (Mr. Thou!)
FF Villain: Rufus Shinra
FF VII: Tifa Lockheart
FF VIII Female: Quistis Trepe
FF VIII Male: Squall Leonheart
FF IX: Eiko Carol
Fushigi Yuugi: Chiriko
Gundam Wing: Catherine Bloom
Ideal Anime Man: Hotohori <3
Inuyasha: Higurashi Kagome
Kenshin: Himura Kenshin
Kenshin: Takani Megumi
Kenshin Female: Katsu Itsuko
KKJ: Kusakabe Maron
Pokemon: Kasumi/Misty
Project A-ko: Daitokuji B-ko
Ranma 1/2: Kunou Kodachi
Rayearth: Ryuuzaki Umi
Slayers: Zelgadis Greywords
Slayers: Beastmaster Zelas
->Mazoku Lord: Deep Sea Dolphin
Star Ocean: Bowman Jean
Tenchi Muyo!: Washuu
Tenchi Muyo!: Makibi Kiyone
Weiß Kreuz: Kudou Youji o_O;;
Weiß Kreuz Compatibility: Botan
Wish: Kouryuu
X: Kishuu Arashi

Quote

/Go, then. And carry one message for me: I always watch Eve, in spite of Adam's protests./

--Kami-sama (God);
"Elements of Happiness," a KKJ fanfiction by Erin Longhurst

Linkies

+General+

Fanfiction.net
Google
'Nummy Pitas!
SelectSmart.com Selectors

+Fun People+

Alexandra Lucas ~ LiveJournal
Amy ~ Atashi.Blog
Ann ~ Takoyaki Journals
Carolyn ~ Ultraviolent
Catsy ~ Ecchi Pitas
Cindy ~ A Blog? Sw33t! + LJ
Erin ~ Kira Kira
Erin ~ Kyoko
Jae ~ Serendip
Janaki ~ Headphones Save Live
Jin ~ Doushitano?!
Kaitou Kid ~ LJ
Kat ~ Keieru's Journal
Keiko ~ Shi no Yume + Kuroi Tsubasa
Kris ~ Angry Babble
Krista ~ Snow Woman's Realm
Kristin ~ Kudaranai
Kourin ~ Anterograde Amnesia
Lilack ~ Narcisstic Anima
Lilyeka ~ Under Thlayli's Thrall
Linh ~ Dancing Mad
Meg ~ Pensieve
Meia ~ OneDimensional
Meimi ~ Sasayaku
Michi ~ Mayoi Omoi
Miko ~ Pitas
Myra ~ Valhalla
Navi ~ Angelic Phenomena
Neil Gaiman ~ American Gods
Pixie Bell ~ Somedays Good, Somedays Bad
Ragabash ~ Viva Hate
Sakura ~ Disintegration
Sarah ~ Yasuragi no Kimi e
Serene ~ Rose Distill'd
Shi Lin ~ Covenent Girl
Shiori ~ Lady Commander + LJ
Siew Lee ~ Blue Skies
Sigel Pheonix ~ Chicken Scratch
Stephanie ~ Illegible Scribbles
Talya ~ Randomaudering
Taylor ~ Cat's Delicacy
Thea ~ Kelemenopy
Tin ~ Lime Rain + LJ
Twig ~ A Dream That Was Rome
Umikio ~ Fine Colorday
WhiteCat ~ Which Way Is Up?

+Series Blogs+

Bish Diaries ~ Boys & Girls
BGC ~ Blue Confusion
CCS ~ Pink
CCS ~ Release!
CCS ~ Syaoran the Rabbit
Digimon ~ Hot with Destiny
Eva ~ Another Impact
FY ~ The Play's Gone Improv
GALS! ~ Ko-gals!
GW ~ Ninmu Ryoukai
GW ~ Operation BLOG
HP ~ The Three Broomsticks
HP ~ Hogwarts Bulletin Board
HP ~ ->Blog of Witchcraft & Wizardry
HP ~ ->Teachers' Common Room
Initial D ~ Project D
Inuyasha ~ Osuwari!
Kenshin ~ Oro?
KKJ ~ Kamikaze Crash!
KKJ ~ Taihen yo!
Miyuki ~ Sore wa Wonderland
MKR ~ Cephiro Inc.
MKR ~ Magic Knights
Pokemon ~ Get Daze!
Slayers ~ Heroic Action Please?!
TB ~ Tower of Babel
TSK ~ Complete Strangers
Utena ~ Symbolic Rubbish
WK ~ Through Rose Tinted Glasses X ~ Apocalypse
X ~ aXis
X ~ Sadistic Dreaming

+Anime & Manga+

Checkmate!
Guide to Common Sound Effects
Project Kamikaze
Neutral Red
Royal Slumber

Thursday, February 28, 2002

np: A Love Before Time [Mandarin] - Coco Lee [Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon]

This is a message for my idiot brother. Everyone else can ignore this.

Nick, you *^$*&%#! This is the third or fourth time I've seen you on my tracker. I'm going to hit you for every time I see you on my tracker next time you come home. And another few times for good measure for finding this by looking up "why vinita is so stupid." And wake you at six o'clock in the morning with a nice glass of ice water on your face. And Wiriya agrees with me that you're a dork. Dork.

kamikaze ~ 01:56 p.m. ::

Monday, February 25, 2002

np: May It Be - Enya [Lord of the Rings]

O_O!!!!! *babbles* *drools* Words cannot describe how much I would love to have tickets to this. So many of them all in one nice (not so) little place. *pines*

Figure skating has taken over my brain. ^_o;; I had two or three dreams involving figure skating last night and when I was napping earlier this afternoon. And when I woke up brain-dead and checked my mail, the first thing I thought when I saw "sale" in the subject heading of some spam, I wondered why I was receiving mail about figure skating. ^^;;

kamikaze ~ 06:10 p.m. ::

Sunday, February 24, 2002

np: Nature Boy - David Bowie [Moulin Rouge]

Nick, you dork! I see you on my tracker! Don't think I don't know you're looking at this!

kamikaze ~ 08:35 p.m. ::

Friday, February 22, 2002

np: Winter - Bond

La la la...too out of it to make a real post, so...

If I were a Dead Russian Composer, I would be Sergei Rakhmaninov.

I lived in the early Twentieth Century and was well known for my compositional, conducting, and piano skills, yet I am melancholy despite this talent. My famous works include my nearly-impossible piano concerti.

Who would you be? Dead Russian Composer Personality Test

kamikaze ~ 11:36 p.m. ::

Thursday, February 21, 2002

np: El Tango de Roxanne - Ewan McGregor, Jose Feliciano, & Jacek Koman [Moulin Rouge]

d00d. /I/ can't do that, and I don't have those certain v. delicate organs. I didn't really think about it much when he did that during his short performance at the Olympics (despite Scott Hamilton's obvious suffering: "Ow. OW. OWWWW. That's /gotta/ hurt - I don't think /any/ guy in the /world/ is that flexible." XD;;...maybe I was still cringing at the thought of his Michael Jackson impression), but seeing a closeup photograph...O_O;;

Yes, I've obviously gotten way way way too into the Olympics this year. ^^;; *eyeing a figure skating calendar on Ebay*

GO MICHELLE!!! *waves banner*

*sigh* Gotta go get ready to go to court... >_<;;

kamikaze ~ 07:06 a.m. ::

Monday, February 11, 2002

np: some random episode of Pokemon on TV

(Yes, I watch Pokemon. You can stop screaming now.)

Another sign that the Harry Potter (and Sirius SiriusSiriusSirius) obsession has perhaps gone Too Far: On the way home from today's appointment with my psychiatrist and lunch, my mom wishes that she could just bypass all the traffic by flying up into the sky! Like that thing in...! (*_*) *tries to remember that Disney movie* Meanwhile, my brain is screaming, "Sirius' bike! Sirius' bike!!! Black Shadow! Black Shadooow~! XDDD~"

We also decided to stop by La Madeline after eating at Souper Salad because I decided that I obviously hadn't eaten enough fat today, and I wanted to try another one of their new desserts anyway. I got a ridiculously yummy chocolate and hazelnut dessert. Vanilla Cake and hazelnut mousse layered in a milk chocolate cup and covered with dark chocolate shavings. Very pretty. X3 Of course, my mom was standing by me the display case reveling in another oppurtunity to say, "*sheeplike* Baaaad foood! It will cloooog your arteries!~!"

kamikaze ~ 04:01 p.m. ::

Sunday, February 10, 2002

np: Other Side of the Moon - Miki Shin'ichirou & Yuuki Hiro [Weiß]

[rant]

*bangs head on the nearest hard surface* Oh, of all the CURSED luck.

First, sis stumbled upon this page last Thursday when she was randomly looking up her name on Google. When I was on the phone talking to her, no less. >__>;; My first reaction was something like, "Oh. Shit." I asked her what the name of the page was. "Er...something about pitas..?" ">_O;; Er, Wiriya, could you leave that page? Like, right NOW? And never ever tell Nont or Nick about that? ESPECIALLY Nont?" And then I'm going to assume she left the page. Because it'd make me feel better, and she's not nosy to the point of complete and utter rudeness and doesn't rummage through my desk, or read aloud very personal notes and emails, or look through the browser history entirely for the sake of looking at what family members do during their internet time and announcing and laughing at everything that comes up (like certain people *cough*NONT*cough*). Then I looked up her name on Google, after she mentioned that this kept coming up in the results and how evil I was for writing about her so much. (You evil girl! What are you writing about me? Something about "Gauntlet! I love Gauntlet!" in the page description? o_o;;) So I looked up her name and was pretty mortified that it was the 13th result. >_O;; If sis came upon this that easily, it really really Bothers Me how likely it is that Nont or Nick will stumble on this sometime in the future. >__<;;

And today, I notice someone came here through the search query: "meaning of nont thai" *twitch* And the user came from "boons.res.cmu.edu" *twitchtwitch* Which /must/ be one of the Boons, family friends (who I've never actually been familiar with...>_>;) whose full last names are actually much longer. (Silly Thais who always add extra letters to their surnames to make them "unique") It's just way too much of a coincidence for someone from "boons.res.cmu.edu" coming from Google with that particular search query. I'm betting it's Prasith, though I don't know where the heck he is right now, other than that it's somewhere in Boston. Since Irene's still a senior in high school, Sandy goes to Trinity, and Nitaya's off at Baylor of Dallas, and I don't see how either of those would translate to CMU, whatever that is. And. OY! BOON! If you're looking at this again, you damn well better not tell Nont about this. Or I'll personally fly up to wherever you are and give you a good boot to the head. Or become a ghost whenever I die and haunt you and Nont for giving me no peace. Because Nont will never ever let me live /anything/ even remotely embarassing down until the day he dies. T_T***

kamikaze ~ 07:15 p.m. ::

Friday, February 8, 2002

np: Children of the Revolution - Bono, Gavin Friday, & Maurice Seezer [Moulin Rouge!]

Er, hi? I'm still sick and unable to go to school, so I haven't been on the computer much, other than to work on homework. I've been trying to work on a Valentine's-ish layout from time to time, (though I might not be able to finish in time XP) but there's the little detail of Angelcities deciding it doesn't want to allow hotlinking any more. So...does anyone has any suggestions for a good free webspace provider? ^^;

kamikaze ~ 10:09 p.m. ::

Thursday, January 31, 2002

np: uh, rain? XD

See which Greek Goddess you are.

Okay. Not to sure about the accuracy of that, but okay. XD;;

kamikaze ~ 12:14 p.m. ::

Wednesday, January 30, 2002

np: Feel - Yuna/Aoki Mayuko [FFX]

*babbles incoherently* Oh, ihopeitstrueihopeitstrueihopeitstrue~~~!!! Mwah. XDDD It's probably not, but I can hope, neee~? I always thought it'd probably be out this fall or something, what with all the talk about her not being finished yet. So...so, so, so~! Though, IIRC, I think the UK school term ends around mid-July. Too hot for me to camp out overnight outside the nearest bookstore, I think? XD;;

Forgot to mention, I also saw the "Harry Potter & Me" biography thingie featuring Ms. Rowling on A&E last week. Was v. v. nifty. Ms. Rowling is uber-cool. And dang, that lady has a ton of notes. Apparently the writing-on-napkins thing is true, though not because of a lack of money to buy paper. Philip Pullman talked for a minute. *squeeaal* The Sean guy, whom our ickle Ronniekins is based on, also showed up. Seems to me that they still get on smashingly well. XD;; Sean was apparently The Man in high school because he had a blue Ford Anglia. *snerk*

I also went to the library yesterday after my doctor's appointment. (I'm still sick, demmit. Whee, blood drawn. Threw up again while at the doctor's office. >_> Am probably dehydrated due to not being able to keep things down. And along with accompanying nasty pain in the head and dizziness, cramps and bloating from a certain other thing have acosted me too. Bleh. Abdomen is just one big mass of ickiness) Anyway, along with getting half a dozen books for my research paper, I checked out book 3 of "His Dark Materials," The Amber Spyglass. Eeee~! And Iorek is back! Hope I will have time to read it during the next three weeks... The Subtle Knife is over a week overdue because I haven't been to the school library to return it... ~_~

XD I think I want Philip Pullman to be my daddy too, in a most definately un-sugar daddy way, of course. And JK Rowling can be my Auntie and read me all her notes. *niko* I need to read more Pullman stuff. After I finish "His Dark Materials," must find more of his stuff~ Too bad the libraries don't really stock up much on his other stuff...*sniff* Though "His Dark Materials" sometimes makes me go *pikupiku*, this a /children's/ book?! (Or at least it's in the "Teen" section of my library. >_>) I think I once read an article where Pullman said he was thankful of Rowling's popularity, because otherwise he'd be having much more trouble with all his highly controversial subjects. Well, no kidding. ^^;

Now for some extremely extremely belated social blogging and accompanying babble, which happens to be in alphabetical order by name, since that's the order of my bookmarks...^_^;

Ayuru-san, happy happy happy (belated...) birthday!!!~<3 I <3 human Inuyasha. It's a shame Takahashi-sensei later decided to give him grey eyes instead of purple...

Cindy...I always have Yatta! going through my head now. 'Tis all. Your. Fault. And yes, I know you're just blinding me with your pride right now. I still think we should bug Keiko for a copy to show everyone in the orchestra room before school. >DDD Oh, and everyone~<3 Go download the Yatta! video right this instant if you haven't already been traumatized by it. It's entirely too disturbing/cackle-worthy/addicting not to seee~<3 <3 <3 I also have the original Radio Mix mp3, along with the Extended Mix mp3...somebody save me. X3 Also, links to Yatta! dancing lessons and Yatta! merchandise can be found here. It's probably a good thing Yatta! didn't invade my dream the night I fell asleep with it going on repeat in my brain. Because for whatever reason, Snape and Lupin and Hermione were in my dream that night. Along with Kyoko and Sakataki and Hizuki. Er. XD;;

*tackle glomps* You got it~!!! Thank you so so much for the pretty scans. Koge Donbo is God. Or one of them, anyway. And a Tom & Ginny one too~! I have a scary infatuation with Tom/Ginny. XD *looks around* I didn't squick anyone, did I?

Kei-chan~ sorry I haven't been online much lately. _o_ (Oh, geez, I can't /stand/ The Scarlet Letter. Even though I chose to do my research paper on it. >.> Ah well, easy to work with, since Hawthorne shoves all the symbolism and whatnot in your face...) I want to see LotR again too~ I want see the pretty nancing archer elfie boy string his bow and twirl his dagger and see his hair go swish-swish, and, and...*babbles* Hobbits are Fun in many ways. *plays with carrot* And Viggo really needs to play Sirius. *makes googly eyes* Uh, but Legolas=Chichiri? o.O; *tries to imagine and giggles hysterically* Oh, if you can't find the right Access Time picture, I'm sure I have it. Tell me if you need it, 'kay?

But Meimi~ you don't think that that particular kyoudai slash would be at /all/ amusing? Hm. >D Though I think a threesome with Kyoko would be much more fun... A couple nights before that particular subject came up on your blog, I had a dream which involved me being Hermione and reprimanding Kyoko for constantly tackle-glomping Sakataki and being all rabu-rabu whenever he came around with Hizuki, and completely ignoring the cutely-pouting-in-the-corner Hizuki. o_O;

Meia-san, I don't suppose you're going to discuss Yue's sexuality any further...? XD I always get the impression that handwriting gets neater until a certain point, and then it gets worse when people just start writing too much... ^^; Or at least, that's what I get from looking at my family and other people. And doctors. Doctors write tons and tons. Doctors have the absolute worst handwriting on earth. *points to doctor parents and their co-workers and friends from medical school* It's always seems odd to look at other people's sigs, because I can actually identify individual letters. XD;

My-chan~! Genki? Congrats on your exam score! I <3 your new Valentines and Whimsy layouts, even if I haven't actually had the oppurtunity to watch/read KareKano or YnM yet... But I want to! Especially KareKano! *burning ambition!* Any further bloggage coming up for HanaKimi 16? *hopeful*

P-san, glad your blog's back! I was beginning to worry about the blank white page...o.o Sorry about the Stupid People...I can never find the right thing to say in those kind of situations either. A Jane Eyre fanfic? I think I'm scared. XD;; Hrm...is the Yui/Seiryuu Seishi wall scroll happen to be the one with her in a dragonish miko costume? That was just the first thing that came to mind...I like that particular picture.

Tin-san, I <3 your eye-searing layouts. Don't ever change! *nikoniko*

Ugh...getting really dizzy. Must stop. @_@

kamikaze ~ 03:25 p.m. ::

Sunday, January 27, 2002

np: Mad Sky (Goutetsu no Messiah) - Pierrot

Aaah~ ;_; Kaasan was bugging me to get out of bed (at 9:30 on a Sunday!), and she discovered...my... First. White. Hair. Iyaa~ ;_;

Okay. I'm not really that upset over it. I spent a long time just staaaring at it. And now I don't even know where it is after brushing my hair. ^^;

Maa. Well, she discovered a very good way to make me wake up. *goes back to drinking hot chocolate*

kamikaze ~ 10:20 a.m. ::

Thursday, January 24, 2002

np: Somewhere Over the Rainbow/What a Wonderful Life Medley - Israel Kamakawaiwo'ole [Finding Forrester]

I am amused. X3 Though that fanart of Snape is pretty amusing, it definately needs a Rickman-Snape photo up there too. Because we a~ll like Rickman-Snape. XD; And as a warning for the interested parties, the Snape quiz has big big spoilers for the fourth book. Remus too, for PoA, obviously. Too bad Pocket Bishounen hasn't updated for the past few months. I want a Sirius. And a Bill Weasley. Actually, I wouldn't mind having all the Weasleys either. >D

kamikaze ~ 07:46 p.m. ::

Thursday, January 24, 2002

np: Dancing Queen

I have been such a very very bad blogger lately. (Or rather, the last two months...) But I have no time no time~!

Eep. Winamp skin featuring Saitou Hajime from the infamous Battousai/Saitou fight scene came up for this song. So either he wants to: A.) Aku Soku Zan this song, or B.) be a seventeen-year-old dancing queen (again?) so he can have the time of his life (with Battousai?) *nita*

Bwah. Instead of taking three homebound classes, I'm going to three classes in the morning, along with two homebound classes in the afternoon - from one to two on Tuesdays and Thursdays. So I have a quasi-normal life now. Though third period ends at 10:50, and Kaasan can't pick me up until 12:30. So while I'm waiting, I do office aid at the attendance office/go to the library to study/zone out during fourth period, and go to last lunch at noon.

The bad part is...that last year's make-up exams that I took during the fall don't count. T_T~!!! The three that I did during the summer (Orchestra, Algebra II, Spanish III) do count, but now I have to retake Chemistry I, English II, and World History. Grr, grr, grrrr... And I was ready! To take! Those stupid! Stupid! Idiotic! Exams! During the summer!!! *screams* But the counselor who was administering my exams had to ask Some Idiot Higher Up That I Will Forever Hate about something, and /he/ said, oh, it's too late for me to be taking them now and they're too busy for that, so I have to wait till the new school term starts. Even though the counselor didn't mind at all. So I took them during the fall. And now they don't count. So I have to retake those three classes.

I'm not quite so mad anymore, but I'm still rather irritated about the whole matter. I don't mind so much taking World History again (though I don't particularly like the teacher), since I'm taking honors again, and this time I hopefully won't get horribly sick with encephalitis and various other things again and miss half the semester so I have a chance at an A instead of a B. Which really ought not to be so hard. As for Chemistry, I'm taking an Advanced course this time around (since my brain probably can't take an Honors class right now...) I suppose I don't really mind toooo much, since I probably didn't make an A anyway with his freaking hard final exam, and Modine's Advanced is even more of a blow off class than his Honors class. XD; And of course, I'm taking Ad English III, since AP/Honours would kill me. Really. Ms. Guest is great, but she's a slave driver. I distinctly remember her telling us "This class is hard! I wouldn't want to be taking this class! *nikoniko*"

And then I'm taking English II Advanced and US History Advanced for homebound. I really really mind having to retake English II Advanced. I /know/ I must have made an A in that class, because I had the highest average in my class, even with me missing so much. And that was a class with a number of really smart people. (So hah!) 'Course, doesn't really matter now...~_~; So even if I make an A in the class now, it wouldn't count as much grade point-wise... I don't like English class (least favorite), so I really resent having to take it again. I wish I could've taken a regular US History AP/Honors class in school though (homebound doesn't offer AP/Honors, and Advanced is a completely different course, textbook, etc.), so I could prepare for the AP Exam... I'll see if I can borrow other people's notes anyway. Might as well give the AP exam a shot...

And then there's the fact that I have to read Animal Farm for Ad English II, which I also did for Honors English I. And I have the exact same study questions as freshmen year. I /know/ I do. But the teacher must have never given them back, because it was the last book we did that year, and it's not in my old binder. I've kept all my school work since sixth grade...I'm such a packrat. >_>; Ick. Irritating.

Bwah. Enough with the rant babble. I started on the 15th, even though the school term started the week before (the previous Tuesday), since it took a while to get everything together. I didn't have much to catch up on school-wise, and office aid is actually kinda fun. XD; I thought I'd give it a try, since Mr. Arcement was practically begging for additional help there (^^;) and it's not so bad. I think it's better than being alone studying in the library everyday, anyway, even with my fetish for reading. I don't do that much (the afternoons are much busier than when I work). For the most part, I just highlight/stamp excuse notes people turn in, deliver notes to classes, and then zone out/study/talk the rest of the time. And then I get to go to whathever lunch I want. XD~ I've only been going to last lunch though, since that's the one I went to before. So at least now I'm no longer socially deprived. X3 Though I've also been sick with the stomach flu and generally being quite barfy and headachy and dizzy, so I guess I'm sort of socially deprived right now. (I am currently afraid of going up/down the stairs, because my vision gets all swirly-swirly at the worst possible times, like when I let go of the handrail for a split-second. I dreamt last night about falling down the stairs and twisting my ankle and giving myself a concussion.)

I also went to watch A Beautiful Mind on...the 11th with Fabian (who was sitting by me and dissed every non-MIT university that appeared on the screen ^^;) and Cindy and Roderick and Alex and other people taller and older than me. Really really great movie. Everyone should go watch it as soon as possible.

Aaand...I've just about burned out my sudden urge to blog. I had so many fun things I wanted to blog about, but now I don't really feel up to it anymore. @.@; Anyway, so that's why I've hardly been ever been online, Kei-chan...sorry~ Keeping up with sleeping half the day and taking five classes takes up a lot of my time. ^_^;;

kamikaze ~ 05:42 p.m. ::

Sunday, January 20, 2002

np: God is God - Juno Reactor

Mmmm...salted beef and sticky rice from Thai Corner...yummy~

Why is it called sweet rice anyway? I've never understood that. It's sticky and not sweet, and everyone calls it sticky rice anyway, right?

I've finally gotten around to reading A Fearsome Business. Mmmm...yummy puppyfic goodness. Must finish! *bounce*

kamikaze ~ 02:20 p.m. ::

Thursday, January 17, 2002

np: Suteki Da Ne - Rikki [FFX]



Go Faeries!!
Take the What Faery Are You? Quiz!
This quiz was made by lia

And since I feel like it, here's the rest of my results:

# 1: The Dark Lady
# 2: Rarr
# 3: Taitin the Sylph
# 4: Epona's Wild Daughter
# 5: Luathas the Wild
# 6: The Faery who was Kissed by the Pixies
# 7: Not a Faery
# 8: Spirit Dancer
# 9: Tobaira of the Waters
# 10: Bright Mother
# 11: Iris of the Rainbow

I rather like them. X3 Though it's a shame "Not a Faery" wasn't at the bottom, considering it's description. >_>

kamikaze ~ 04:10 p.m. ::

Tuesday, January 15, 2002

np: Vector - Sakamoto Maaya

One of my absolute favorite Sakamoto Maaya/Kanno Yoko songs. <3 <3 <3 In English too, so I can actually understand it~! X3


Which Internal Organ are you? Find out at willaston's lounge!

*snerk* I think I like that. XD;;

In other news, yeah, that's *points down* my new commentary system. XD~ All possible thanks to Cindy, who recently moved to Pitas (at the worst possible time) and couldn't stand to live without commentary cuz she's a commentary h0, and the super nice Phil, who helped Cindy tons with setting it up and editing the code to fit Pitas. The downside of it is that Opera doesn't support javascript that's required to work it, so it's kinda screwy on that. Seems to work fine in all the other browsers I've tested though (IE, Netscape, Mozilla, Netcaptor...) A shame, since Opera's my main browser. _o_

More later. Back to studying...

kamikaze ~ 11:43 p.m. ::

Tuesday, January 8, 2002

np: Wo Qui Non Coin - Kanno Yoko & Ed/Tada Aoi [Bebop]

*siiigh* This song is really nice to listen to. Rather calm and wistful and pretty. But after watching episode 24, it's kinda depressing too. ;_;

Who would've thought that Ed would be the only one to have an image song? (No Hayashibara Megumi! o.o!!) And she sings well!

*piku* I just noticed that Ein's whining softly in the background.

Bebop and Trigun are so depressing the last few episodes...

kamikaze ~ 11:00 p.m. ::

Tuesday, January 1, 2002

np: The Drapery Falls - Opeth

Happy New Year's everyone~! <3 So what if I'm almost a full 24 hours late? ^_~; Here's to a better year than 2001! *niko*


Take the What Should Your New Year's Resolution Be? Quiz

Stop laughing, Cindy.

kamikaze ~ 11:43 p.m. ::