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Not happy right now........................................Tell ya what, I'll just switch fanwriters and go to Forsaken instead. She's nicer to me anyway.........Why should I give fanart to people who wouldn't post it? *starts tearing up fanart* Useless, worthless....patheque...Who cares? I'll switch to Weiss...I can change you know. Very well too. Damn YOU!
ESPLANDE----Theatres on the bay
I'm planning to clean my blogg very soon and use a different server for my pictures I think....If you have any ideas or suggestion please email me ....aka sumeragi_@hotmail.com
People! Are we going to the Esplande or not? Do ya want to go shopping around there too? Cause I'm looking for a store called "Lalique which sells crystal jewellery for my mother Christmas present...Anyway, you guys better tell me where you want to have lunch and stuff...Then I can plan a route which we won't get lost in and see as many exibits as possible.....I think that Teo's Senses exibit is really good and maybe we can lunch at either Suntec, Millania Walk or Esplanade itself. Nine restaurents in Esplande but kinda expensieve...Though I really want to try the Spainish desserts...*dreamy look* Gelecto!
Just finished Casanova it's an okay book...Nothing fantastic but nothing bad either. I really want the Clokwork Orange though...Or maybe I'll just go back to read some more Anne McCafferty.
Another note...Bunny, Pig and Cockroach Please remember that Esplande has a dress code. Don't be sloppy and make our school look bad. I'm not your mother but please! Pleaseeee...dress well.For the good of Humanity, wear a skirt.. I'm wearing normal clothes andchanging in school K? Bring $$$$$$ cause they might be stuff to buy.*Damn! I knew I should have taken the job with the Logistics department*
Oh yea....Nov 2. I'm going but it depends on my exams too...Must get into Science class. CAN YOU BELIVEVE IT??????????I LOST 9!9! MARKS! Over a question I KNEW how to do. Damn! *&^%!Riiight...I'm not happy wioth my Maths paper....But I'm pushing it away. Have to depend on Science I guess.....
Bye! Have to go now! Luv......Tsubaki
.....................History of whatever
Just finished History....WHERE THE HECK IS SANZO-IKKOU?????????????????????????? Checked the Libaray (2 home) checked the Concourse, checked the basketball courts...Yoz! You guys wait can??? Tomorrow I have Maths paper.....
Apparently MAC has weird stuff going on...Read this: To all ppl who wants to give dedications to their friends, hated
ones, etc on MAC 2002 during December. Send your dedications to
kazuki@saiyuki.info. Best ones will be chosen to be read out that
day. Variety~
*looks scracastically at her handiwork* Nice embrassing moment......But hmmnnn....She'll kill me for sure.. Hahaha maybe I'll get her autograph.
Have Maths paper tomorrow...Just want to tell ya, BE NOT AFRAID!!! ~ starts singing* Love church choirs.....Feeling wacky and fragmented at the moment. Maybe it's just because I just finished Galax Arena by Gillian Rubenstein.. When they start talking in putwa you know you're hooked. Luv ya all.
Tsubaki
Yoz!!^^
Hey ikkkou people! Try this test.....I'm pretty sure that you'll know the results anyway...See how much you can get right!
The one who seduced you and fucked you over and broke your heart in a million pieces and laughed about it:
Count Cain. Danm Cassandra aka Lord G......Stupid *shackled* cliffhangers....
The old flame you don't see very often any more but whom you still really enjoy getting together with for a few drinks and maybe a pleasant nostalgic romp in the sheets:
This one's easy. Anne McCaffery and Nancy Drew and Dr Suess....I'm into Sci-fic and kiddie fiction. So sue me.*sticks tongue*
The mysterious dark gothy one with whom you used to sit up talking until 3 a.m. at weird coffeehouses and with whom you were quite smitten until you realized she really was fucking crazy: Franz Kalfka and Sue Townsend. Notice something? The chara NEVER end up anywhere.....
The one you spent a whole weekend in bed with and who drank up all your liquor, and whom you'd still really like to fuck again although you're relieved she doesn't actually live in town: Saiyuki. I've been plagued by fanfic ideas but I'm not planning to commit fic suicide by writing them out. Plus the Sanzo ikkou will kill me^^...
The steady: Sei and Subby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The ex: X is okay....But the TRUE ex is Sing to The Dawn....The worst Lit text ever. I hated it so much that I never wanted to read it again..
The alluring stranger whom you've flirted with at parties but have never gotten really serious with: Tenshi ni Namuron.Mikeal and Raph were cute but I'm not sure if I can handle it.But I might consider...Anyways, not many people know about it.
The one you hang out with and have vague fantasies about maybe having a thing with but ultimately you're just good buddies 'cause the friendship is there but the chemistry ain't:.................................................................................Sanzo-ikkou....................The real ones....................................My teacher thought taht we were having a foursome at first. ^^;; Long story tell ya later.
The one your friends keep introducing you to and who seems like a hell of a cool gal except it's never really gone anywhere: Osakana wa ami no Naka. Wanted to find it, but they don;t sell in S'pore.
The one your friend has fallen for like a ton of bricks and whom she keeps babbling to you about on the phone for hours, and you'd be happy for her except you just know it's going to end badly: Weiss anyone?? Does the Cockroach, Bunny and Pig ring a bell?? *adds dryuly* God I wish somethimes that they'll stop SINGING!!!! And give my poor ears a rest.......................
For every sparrow that falls...........
I'm sorta happy/sad. It's starnge to note that I'm getting more and more confused by everything. I get dazy and "xoned" more often now. Maybe it's the effect of having an "ikkou". I'm a pretty private person despite the fact that half of the school knows my name and my quirks, the other half know me as a friend and all of them either love or hate me. Joy. It's called extended social life. I generally like people. I love crowds and meeting other people. But I'm not willing to let them know everything about me and use it against me. Right, I'm not above using emotional maniuplation or hiding something if that's what I think is good for everyone.
My exams are starting on Wednesday. I love everyone but I'm kinda busy now. Which is an understatment by the way. I haven't touched a sketchbook, storybook, comic for the last few days which has been quite difficult. My mother's car has to be scrapped as the fender and condenser is spewing up smoke and gas. Within a day, the old car is scrapped and sent away and a new car is bought. I have to say things are currently in uphexval and I'm trying. trying to settle things down. It's very busy and my mother is feelking the strain too. I hope that everything will be alright though........:) I sorta miss being taken care of instead of taking care. Big difference by the way.
The waether isn't helping either. It's hot, no, swelteringly hot and it's October. Which is supposed to be cool. The sun shines so brightly that it hurts. I believe that Singapore was once an egg. With a huge Sun/egg yolk in the centre. Okay...I'm whining actually. It's just that I didn't get highest for Literature which is my best subject. I love Lit actually and even though I congrajulated the person, I can't help feeling a bit resentful. It's an instinctive reaction. But I'll get over it, I know I will.
Ordered Yami no Matsuei and Saiyuki calenders. I have to say I'm proud that I can spend and save my own money. :) Most of the money from my parents go to the bank, what I use to spend daily and for anime is what I earn fromn my classmates when I do their art homework. In other words, somedays I strave, somedays I eat like a king on a banquet. Right. But I don't usually starve, I DO pack food from home too. ThenI use the rest to spend on shopping, anime, calenders and stuff.
I have to admit that I'm going to sleep really soon cause I'm tirted and my eyes hurt.
Good night!
Tsubaki
English Exams.....Why we shouldn't take'em
Finished my essay and letter writing just *checks watch* 3 minutes ago. Wrote a sappy angsty crappy story and crapped on my letter writing. Ugh. And I have comprehension right after this. Yuck. Class is dumpy anyway. Got new anime *smiles for the first time. HACK.SIGN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TSUKASA! *looks happy* Finished the first 4 eps and gonna get more. The server is ENTERTHEGAME channel #animelite. Very good fansubs, though quite unclear.
Yo, Stephy. Are they coming with us? OCT 1 Liang Court. Go look for Serene. Today I need to buy groceries at NTUC TP Interchange.....We'll be waiting for you at the library. Your koi *smiles snidely* will be there too~ Dunno withe the Sec 1s though. Better inform me soon. If not I'll get irri-tat-ED.
Gotta go...Exam at 10.45am. and I'm still in the lab at 10.20. *shrugs* Yea...I'm a nutcase I know.
Ja matta yo!
Bloody Funk..............right, I just like the sound of it.
Nope I'm not dead....Just plently stressed out. My exams are in 1 days' time and I'm dying of nervousness. It's my English paper. I shouldn't have worries really, pr so they say but I'm sooooo scared and sick and worried and stuck and helpless and desperate and anxious and DAMNIT! Get OVER ALREADY!!!!!
I haven't been emailing people lately either, sorry Maya, Forsaken, Fluufy and Kyou.....Busy as HELL! While people in Austraila are having all the fun and holidays in the world, I'm stuck doing Trig ratios, statistics,concord rules of adverbs etc. , carbon/nitrogen cycles and literature essays longer than Rapunzel's hair. And HISTORY. *makes face* I'm a good student or as a wannabe Brit would say "Stoooodunt". *blink* Spending too much time with the ELDDS makes you do that. As well as speak like a BBC broadcaster. Yuck. May I never be one of them.
I solemnly swear to heaven above that I'll change my layout after this hetic period. I'm just tired and busy and tired and busy...Even I can't concentrate on Lit and Science *my fav classes* anymore.....And that's really bad. I know if I sleep in History class I don't need to worry, I've got a good resource and can do it by myself. But stuff like Science and Lit need teachers as well as personal input. STAY AWAKE! Anyways, I'm quite happy to say that I might be flying to England to visit William Shakespears deathplace next year with the school. Yup, I've signed up for Student Exchange Programmes or SEP.
Apparently I'm only allowed to choose 3 places with different subjects. Here's what I'm taking *Or at least hope to take..pray for me please....*
English *duh...it's COMPLUSORY!*
Chinese *2 language, COMPLUSORY*
Elementary Math *COMPLUSORY...Every has to learn this, but I'm taking one more*
Additional Maths *Must get A and above...But I want to do well in life so yeah, I'm do it*
Chemistry *Pure subject, that means I study the full syallbus..I'm not that good, but I equate pretty well*
Physics *FAV....Pure as well..Who doesn't like Phy? It's COOL and FUN*
Literature *This is another FAV of mine..People say I'm funny since I do Science and Lit together. It's not really strange though. I take it cause it's the only subject I can get an A* in plus I've got a track record for getting As in it.*
SS/Georgraphy *This is a sub- subject. Which means I study on partially and less than a pure. I'm doing it with Social Studies which is complusory cause of some _idiot_ from ACS aka Snob Boys' School, ver rantable subject, but I'm not saying anything yet.*
So here are my subjects that I'll be doing for the REST OF MY LIFE. Yup, like a chronic disease. So it's important. And I'm supposed to be studying. And doing work. Anything but play I guess. But I do like games.....* evil look* Plus I found a very cool pairing yesterday night. Here's the hint :
Because from this day forward, now and forever, you belong to me. You work for me. You do as I say.And for that you will be well rewarded. Your furture in this world will be a fine one. Worthy of your budding intellect and power.But they might be some things that I do that you might not agree with. Some decisions I make which you will not understandAnd even if you do not apreciate my grand vision yet...WELL...~fist I will totureand possibly murder your dear auntie, I'll problary do it in front of you. Or maybe I'll just destroy your little girlfriend.
Evil is cool....Hint: the movie came out this year and was bastradized into mindless crap.
Love and very tired
Tsubaki
Angsting in the Rain~ I'm angsting in the rain~!
*looks at title* Rendation of Singing in the Rain.........Supposed to be Les Miserables, but that would be a bit too much.
I'm very very very tired....Of everything. I'm pretty sick of being everyone's favourite anut agony 'cos I'm good at being happy...I mean, Happiness is a give and take sort of thing, I give, you take and later, I take you give. But it's not working that way, people only seem to come when they are filled with problems and anger. They don't seem to realize that it takes it's toll on others as well. First they come run crying to me when they need help and later, they forget about it and tease and insult me like hell broken loose. I'm begining to wonder if it's worth it....I want to depend on someone too y'know, not be the stable reliabele Tsubaki. Everyone needs help, whether the acknoelgde it or not.
Back to nicer matters, I'm INVITED to act in the school play!!!! YAY!!! My Lit teacher say I maketh a good Raleigh. Who by the way, is the guy who dies in the end, very nice and sappy sort of regret thing. LOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVEEEEEE IT!!!!!!! I'm not sure what Act or Scene is my class doing but I hope it's the last part. Yay me!!! Anyways, thinking of nice happy things make anyone happy and genki^^^ I'm just angsting too much I guess^^ Or just bneing plain tempremental....Just found out 2 cool thimgs about Saturadays.. One: You can sleep till 10 AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! two: Comp is in!!! Can play till the sky starts to fall. Yay me!
Listening to Smooth Operator...Again.. *giggles* I dunno why, but I like the song. It's got a neat velvety feel. Before I start to rant again. I should say BYE!
Maths formulas and Mooncakes
Just finished my Chinese CA and a stack of Maths papers. I'm beginning to see every thiong in formulas. From fics to calculating people. Example, Angst+ Bishounen= POV of some Bish. Or Guns+Bunny+Viagra= Bunny. Bunny + Stephy= Public displays of affection on yuri/yaoi. Gettit? *makes face*
Anyways, I wish people would stop borrowing my calculator. I mean, it's got stickers on it! Stop ripping them off! *hugs it* It's HanatoYume stickers of every bish/girl/chibi from Count Cain, Yami no Matsuei et cetra et cetra.....So CUTE! That's why I bring it for exams, to drool over. Biut so far, only the Tokyo Crazy Paradiase and Fruits Basket has been ripped. Anyways, we're stuying volumes and stuff, so it's kinda fun and straightforward. Thank God I don't need to graph my satistics yet. Yay! So....yeah. Studying a lot, but I don't think I can pass chinese. It's the only language which I can't do unless I'm reading a comic book.
*Weird look* Today, my partner Helena (who is bisexual) was writing poetry. *sweatdrop* Yup, she's WRITING POETRY! In satire in fact. Not bad, angsty and really nice and depressing. Though nice and depressing hardly come together. Anyways, she's bi. And my partner. Strangely enough, we never did anything and we were simply not interested. For those gossipers, don't push yer luck. I'll do a Rosharch on you aka Watchman.
Need to play Tai Ti suddenly and started speaking in Cantonese to everyone . Yup, I'm from HK too. Or my grandfather was. He needed to escape from the communisits aka Kuomintang and the Red Soldiers. So he went from HK to S'pore on a small boat. Very scary at those times, they cutr of your ears, took your children away and generally life sucked. Came to S'pore and started a Engineering business on Mech tech. Profitable. And people wonder why I like reading Chinese history so much. :P That's because I like to listen to stories. Anyways, he's gone back to China with his second wife (Step grandmother) So the chances of seeing him again is pretty slim. Cooked really good peanut nuggets though, cantonese name (fah sen dok mei)
Mooncake Festival is today. Also known as Mid-Autum Festival. It's a time where the farmers celebrate for there harvest and give thanks for next year by admiring the moon (this is the time where the moon comes closer to Earth, therefore very cool) and eat mooncakes made of lotus paste (Ling young) and others. Teochews eat the flaky yam ones, Beijing people eat the Jinhua ham and Catonese, we eat the lotus ones. Altogether there are 3 types of Lotus paste, red, white and black. Red ones are the yummiest and best quality but cost alot. Balck ones are actually Dao Sa which is red beans. White ones have less lotus taste and very sweet. Eat with Bo Lei tea. Very yummy.
Mooncakes began to have potical connotations after a rebellion against the Tang (?) Dynasty. Where they would write messages in red paper and insert it into the mooncakes. The messages that where inside were passed from one to another without anyone noticing and the rebellion actually worked. That's food with a thought. *smiles wryly*
Anyways, I have to go now. Happy Mooncake Festival and admire the moon!
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I'm tired....Really tired. I can't wait for Saturday, simply because I get to sleep till 10. Afternoon study sucks, at first, I was pretty okay about it but 2.5 HRS?????!!! That's crazy! It's draining boring and worst of all a waste of time.
Scored 23/30 for English CA. I missed by 1 mark to get the highest.Want my Sanzo~~~~~~~~~~~~~! *pouts* So bored ne....Cut myself accidentally today with a Lino art knife. It's a okay cut, but it bled enought to cover my hand and drip onto the floor. *Second floor toilet near 4/2* Anyways, half my classmates were there cause EVERYONE got hurt. One of them, SamFam, had a huge gash and we had to call the teacher. Urk! *makes face* I can deal with blood, with I don't like people getting hurt.
Wish that studying wasn't so hard though....I've got absolutely no concentartion and afternoon studying sucks hell. I'll rather jump off a building. At least it's quick.
Fanfiction.Net is becoming worse. Even Forsaken and Sakura san are complaining. I mean, KICK OFF NC-17?????????? *blink* People either don't understand warnings or are simply stupid.Thank God, I hardly ever go there anymore. * Me have a ML*
Bye and Good Luck for those with EXAMS!!!!!! *yup!they suck! and Sanzo owes me lunch :P*