+tsu waited for you at 07:02 p.m.+

kk........Random Incidents of a Waterbottle VS a Fish

Listening: Hikari

*sniffles* I forgot to save my game! Now I have to redo all 10 levels! ARGGHH!!!!!!

Somehow woke up, rolled down the bedsheets and got dressed. Bought flowers, went to school. Got so high that I TOTALLY forgot about Natz (arragh arragh arragh) I'M SO SORRY!!! And her CD was burning in my bag too...Arghhh...Idiotic-self.

And just to be annoying, I'm going to copy Murakami's style. At least just for the next few paragraphs because it amuses me to be vengeful for a while. Deal with it.

Audy and I went to Kino to meet Mr. Waterbottle, he's a water bottle because he's born under a water jar. Anyway, Mr Waterbottle seemed like a nice person, seemed whom after 3 sentances found that his absolute contempt for the world was too much to handle. So okay. Using Waterbottle logic, everyone was tapwater and he's the only mineral. Why? Cos we don't read about Heminingway and his seawater stories, nor do we hang around angsty angry boiling Russian writers who drink too much firewater and are mostly drunk from that anyway.

My fishy logic can't stand it.

I just don't understand why Mr Waterbottle was so fixtated on the idea of suffering. Apparently anyone who didn't stuffer the process of distillation, was impure. Thus, anyone who was sucessful, sucked. I personally think Mr Mineral Waterbottle was jealous of PepsiCola and his Vanishing Elephants. Some people can't take that their just not good enough (hah!)

So while Mr Waterbottle claims to be healthier and purer and a sufferer of his art, I'll rather take my chances with Mr PepsiCola instead.

He's just jealous I think.
And really narrow/single minded.

Point being: Audy just wanted to see what happen when you put a Waterbottle and a fish in the same bowl.

Conclusion: Mineral water and saltwater fish do NOT get along.

End rant.

Stoned, had lunch/tea thing. Brought her to one of my fave places.........Issa nice. But I wanted someone to hug....after yesterday and all......I really hate CNY...Argh....I really shouldn't say anymore. Maybe next time I should be more direct.
It's just hard you know?

I'm not used to it.

*sighs*

Kinda sad huh?

love
tsu

+tsu waited for you at 02:13 a.m.+

Twenty ways to know

Listening to: Twenty Years

Busy day. Drawing is really though. Did charcoal work, finished looking absolutely filthy ^^ he said it was good! LOL. I didn't think it was -that- good but I think it was okay. The first was okay, the second was shit. LOL.

So tiring.

What possesed me to walk home?

I looked at the sunset today. It was pink.
Pale disney-pink......

I just feel so fragile you know?
It's just this weekend has been tough.
First Gavin and his shit-annoying- advice that makes me think even though I already said I absolutely don't want to. I mean, I told him don't say anything and he continued to TALK AND TALK AND TALK and it's just bloody insensitive.

And I actually starting crying.
I hate that.
That I actually cry.

Wasn't really like cry-cry, I just started tearing...It's so frikkin embarassing.

And then this.

*sighs*

It's almost like I don't want to hurt his feelings, but if I don't, then will it continue? He's well....I've been living for so long it's so hard. It's just hard. I think it's best if, I don't know.

I can't think of anything.

I just want to sleep forever.

Or maybe......

I don't know.
I really don't.

Is it too much to ask for?

To feel safe? Just once?

tsu

+tsu waited for you at 12:06 a.m.+

Listening to: Twenty Years

YAY I GOT MY PLACEBO SONG!
^_______________________^

Saturday:
Woke up, rushed like mad and went to Cineleisure to watch Bayside Shakedown 2 with Sakky. LOL. It's a really cool show with a GREAT opening (god. the editing. *dies*) Has the added fun of having S&M and cool stuff like fake vampires and pickpocketing families. Waaahhh!!!!!!!!!! Muroi x Aoshima!!!!!!!!<3 <3 <3 Anyway. I liked Sumire too. She's just damn funny.

"Yappari aishiteru...shigoto o"

Ahahahahahaha

Sent a message to Audy but ARGH! Sis mis-sent it. It said 'later" instead of "Far East Plaza". Got my sister's clothes and looked for a black shirt. *sniffle* None found.

Ran into yet another bookshop, and painfully bought myself a Murakami book. Yesh, I admit it. I'm seriously addicted to Haruki Murakami's books. Nothing will deny it. *stares blankly at wallet* Unless you mean, -BROKE- ;_____;

Rushed home via taxi, changed and dragged myself to go out with dad. LOL. Uh. Dead boring. What's new? Anyhow, walked around the jetty to admire the gorgeous effects of pollution on everyday sunsets. Titration pink I say.

Watched Lost In Translation which has to be one of the most touching and poetic movies ever.

Sunday:
Woke up at 2pm and went for C Math tuition. I don't like Gavin. I like Jun. For various reasons known to myself. I don't like Aquarians or Geminis because they're such insensitive bastards. In any case, I don't like him.

*feels her own fragility*

Fine. I'm a crackpot.

Went to nurseries after dinner to get flowers ^^ It took me 3 shops to find Narcissis in yellow! Like GAWD! The white ones are so horrible so why bother ordering it? Actually I know why, it's because the white bloom in Januaray compared to yellow in Feb so there's always more white than yellow. But it's so ugly!

Bought azeleas too~ Yet again, no camellias.

Sad right? Every year I ask the same question, every year they give me the same answer. It's pathetic. Nevermind. When I'm in Japan I'll go see them ^^

Or buy some if I need to.

Next weeks' schedule:
Monday- Oil painting class, please remember to bring charcoal and buy roses
Tuesday- Go to school for a visit, then go out with Audy and see the funky author guy. Oh yeah. Get another book to read for CNY (no book buying for 15 days! *die*)
Wednesday- CNY
Thursday- CNY2
Friday- Math tuition + bring oranges.

Somehow I need to finish my sewing too. I want to wear my poufy skirt!

I want to eat pineapple tarts.

*sighs*

Someone remind me once again.....
Just what was it.....
What was it that made it special.
Yare yare, it's not that. It's me.
<-----w00t sounds just like a line.
I feel like the older sister in the Murakami story.
The scary thing is
It's almost EXACTLY the same.
I swear I said that line before.

it just crystallizes everything.

love
tsu

+tsu waited for you at 11:53 p.m.+

Mrs Robinson

Listening to: Simon and Garfunkel

Worried my arse off yesterday, and over the decision. Thankfully, I didn't have to resign and I got a pay raise! How cool is that?! Woot!

Designed the panels for the walls, and cut marble. Now, marble isn't just like normal chip chip away cutting. You actually get this GIGANTIC sledgehammer to smash the bricks first into smaller chunks, then you use another sculpting hammer and a pedestal to get it EVEN smaller. It makes a terrific noise like PIANG! and I'm surprised the restaurant downstairs don't think we're smashing the walls.

*gets a huge kick out of it*

I'm pretty good at it apparently.

Went home, crashed and didn't feel like sewing anymore. Anyhow, I fixed the lace, next thing is to fix the tulle and hem the edge up and finally the damned elastic. It looks like a ballerina skirt~ tulle and fluff and sparkles~

Going out with Sak and sis tomorrow to watch Bayside Shakedown 2, then meeting up with audy, then getting my sis's CNY clothes and finally dinner with dad. See how good I am at this? Scheduling. The fact of life *sighs*

I don't think Kyo and I will get along.
He'll find me pointless and constrained.
And I'll find him selfish and obstinate.

Ahahahaha...

He reminds me of an (uglier) version of audy though. Like x10 cynicsim.

Tired.......

love
tsu

+tsu waited for you at 12:38 a.m.+

(slient) snore of the sleep deprived

Listening to: Air

Watch THI S

Kikoman!

Anyhow, really super busy lately. Yesterday was the worst. I was just -dead- tired. Really. Went home, changed and went out again to visit grandma cos they won't be around for new year. I was so tired I just slumped on an avaliable surface and slept. Car: sleep Steps: sleep Table top: sleep Slept early but I was really too tired to think much.

Went to work...I'm in a dilemma. Spizza called me for a job interview, and the pay is higher. Aunty Iris needs me more though but urgghh....I want to go Japan badly, so it's like, higher pay or Aunty Iris? I feel kinda guilty cos she's so darn nice but the pay is really crazily low. Hell! Even Audy gets paid more than I do. I get peanuts. Seriously.

So I'm planning to call her later in the night.
Dunno.
Just talk it out.

Planning to sew later too, so if I'm not online don't worry. I need to finish that damned skirt. Fixed my EL-2 class to Feb 19th Sat. It's later than I like, but I suppose it's alright.

Learnt how to cut marble today, how cool is that?

Not very but ah well.

Stupid hammer thing.

love
-confused- tsu

+tsu waited for you at 09:16 p.m.+

Jesus R'n'R

Listening to: what else? Jesus R'n'R + Chuchu

This song is amusing~ Somehow, the "Bless You!" in the middle reminds me of sneezing. LOL. Smoother version of Saku, quite good. The song pattern fits nicely with Saku and Miachellivism (repititive chorus + flasetto)

Woke up, got my arse off to Bunka then to Bras Basah to get charcoal and mirrors. Charcoal for my art class and mirrors (stick ons) for aunty Iris, or to be specific, that damned bathroom. (which I will be happy to finish)

Got back to the office by 3pm, and did the damnable repair work on the birds. I swear, it's heart breaking to see your art piece destroyed slowly bit by bit when the mosiac tiles you've painstakingly cut start dropping like moulting. Sniffed enough glue and thinner to get my lungs damaged and be high, even better, it was a non-ventaliated air conditioned area and the glue that we were using was that construction/industrial glue (the shit looking stuff)

LOL.
Grabbed some food for aunty Nat and myself late afternoon, was good, then continued working. By tomorrow the backing/reinforcment would have dried and we could replace the missing tiles.

Got a suprise when we left the office, aunty Iris got aunty Nat and I stuff for Chinese New Year~ WAIIII! I'M SO HAPPY! One box of champange strawberry chocolates and another gold box of chocolates with a joke in it. What did the chocolates say? "scorpio <3 pisces" with my name (in chocolate) written below it. LOL. It's so sweet~ T___________T *sniffles* No one has shown so much appreciation for me before!

*determined to make an extremely fantastic cake for her birthday*

It's just....WOW! Someone cared so much that they not only gave me chocolates but they remembered things about me too....

I'm going to hug her tomorrow :P

Talked to audy, yay, glad we cleared it up. *ish happy* Lareina is doing okay too~ yokatta~ *relief* ^_________^ Then again she's smart and can take care of herself.

I keep on hearing "yume wa orimasuka" on Jesus RnR. My hearing is screwed. >< LOL.

In any case, I'm not really sure what he's yelling about.

PS. kor's back from Zhuhai. No more late nights T_T

love *squish-huggle-glomp*
tsu

+tsu waited for you at 12:32 a.m.+

Air~

Listening to: Zero7- Home

Skirt incomplete. Urgh. I need to finish it by CNY. Yesh. I have to do it. *tries to do it* Urghhh lazyness~

Dead mindlessly tired.
--->exhausted

Rushed for oil painting class, which I didn't get to do any oil painting. First class is drawing and principals of drawing. Yesh, measured drawing. ^^;; It's considered a major discipline, so it's rule by rule. Argh. Actually it isn't too bad. You get lots of exercise by standing still for 3 hrs, locking your elbow and swinging around.

Ran out of class, help Aunty Iris and Aunty Nat. Whee! Damn thing is finally completed. At least the layout and stuff. Really hot and dusty, thank god for food and drinks cos I was absolutely straving. I didn't eat breakfast OR lunch, just ran out of the house with a chocolate muffin and water. Stupid huh?

Came home late, showered TWICE and shampooed TWICE. Urgh. So much construction dust. My clothes stank too >___> Had dinner and watched AirTV 4. Even though it's an utterly bimbotic and mindless show, it's beginning to have, A PLOT. *ish amazed* And it's pretty sophisicated for a mindless teenage Love-Hina lookalike. Whee~ I like.

Running errands tomorrow, I'll be going Art Friend, the bank and Bunka. Art Friend to buy charcoal, A2 paper and aunty Iris's drop mirrors. Bank (UOB) to cash my cheque and Bunka to pay for EL-2, which is starts on Feb 19th, Saturday.

I think precision is turning into one of my abilities.
Strange huh? For an undisciplined messy person.

Slightly pissed off.
Ah well, I should know better.
Never expect something from people like that.
Seriously though.
I'll rather not talk about it 'cos it pisses me off.
Hell, even -SHARON- knows.
LOL.

Urgh but it still annoys me.

Live with the good and bad I suppose~!

Hope Lareina gets a job soon and is okay~ Kinda worrying but ......>____< Ah well.

Tiredish.
Actually.
Very tiredish.
Still have to reschedule tuition too.

love
audy-deprived tsu

+tsu waited for you at 11:08 p.m.+

flowers

My head hurts...........>____>

paaaaaaaaaaaaainnnnnnn
Argh.
headaches from hell

I'm going to tell myself that I'm *not* going to touch medication.

Today was okay, met up with Sak at Bunka (which wasn't opened) had icecream and went back to finish sewing. I have a feeling that my pain comes from the fact that I stare too much at cloth, and sew tiny sitches despite bad lighting. Urgh. Watched Tactics, drowned her in more Haruka/Kantarou-ness and generally had fun. The weather is being a bastard though~ It's hot. Insanely hot.

Winter nights are over now, the sky is darkening to red. Violet to red...It's beautiful isn't it? It looks like a whole field of poppies, made of out red smoke blooming in the mist. The stars are gone too, next year, next year again ..

The wind smells different.

It smells warm and sweet now, like Spanish summer nights and roses blooming in the desert under frost. A zephyr of warm sweet western wind, of cigarette smoke and a taste of things to come. The traffic never ceases, the sky always changes like the mood swings of a teenager.

It's surprising to find the road quiet at night.

Uneventful day, but I like uneventful days. I like days that pass like opium dreams, days that you can't remember but never forget, days that seem so meaningless until you add up all those normal memories of laughter and chocolates.

Aunty Iris says I'm insane because I look too long at things that are up there, and never bother to see the hole in the ground. Perhaps. The wind is sweet, I can smell someone's perfume. The scent of jasmine.

*smiles dreamily*

Jasmine the most delicate and sensual of all flowers.

I'm sorry that I put audy through all my paranoia and insecurity though >_> Gomenasai. It's just...it's so hard to trust anyone after well, after you know. I might not be euphoric, but life is at least, survivable. Sure, people are still fighting and people are still hurt, but I have food at the table, clothes to wear and someone to love. Isn't that enough?

I suppose I qualify as a sentimentalist.

Seems like Sharon is going to leave for overseas too.

It's hard not to think about it, we all seem to be scattering in the wind, or maybe like flying cockroaches in the breeze ^____________^ Ergh. I'm not a bug fan though~ And the perfume smells lovely, I wonder who is wearing it, and I wonder for whom?

Jasmine and musk~ it smells warm.

I suppose I should continue writing soon *pulls out a sheaf of papers* Tomorrow there's painting and math, and the day after that is work, and the day after that and the day after that~ Doesn't that sound nice? "The day after that"...Makes me think of continuity, like strings pulled together.

Reality is just a fabric after all~

love especially to you
tsu

+tsu waited for you at 12:22 a.m.+

dekiru dekiru dekiru!

Listening to: surfin' on a rocket

Meeting Sakky tomorrow, we're sewing our frou-frou skirts~ fluffy! ^______^ We can get something nice to munch there as well as sign up for EL-2 at Bunka. I'm not sure when/where to meet though, I think it's 11am at Bunka. Sou deshouka? *wonders*

Turning into an elle no Takara and Tactics fan. *obsesses* Even for Okane no gai I wasn't so bad (even though Ayase was so hell pretty). I somehow managed to resist Neko Mimi too but elle no Takara....AHHHHHh!!!!! *makes squeaky noises* The latest installment in Vol.2 just made me want to cry~ Wahhh....Takara you meanie bunny boy made elle cry~! *fumes*

Tactics too, the whole pent-up sexual energy thing with Haruka/Kantarou...LOL. If I can, I'll get Sakky to watch it then she'll get addicted and we can fangirl together!<3 <3 XD XD

Life is pissy, life is cool what the hell can I do?

Hey it rhymes! LOL.

Didn't go out today, sis is sick. *sighs* Ah well. Today was okay, slept alot (I like sleeping), fic-ed a little and hung around LJ forums in hopes that they'll post elle no takara and okane no gai ^^;;;; Nothing much that happened...Audy is still hung up over Lauri from The Rasmus, I almost almost almost wish it was Kyo again then at least I can share somewhat. Unfortunately I can't. The Rasmus is just well.....pop/ska thing. If Lauri were to die tomorrow I problably can't care less but audy would. *sighs* Ah well. We have our own interests now. I listen to Air and collect anime, she listens to Rasmus and fantasizes Lauri. Good luck for both of us~

Whatever.
*ultimate acceptance of whatever oncoming*

Met another LJ-user that doesn't fancy Kyo and calls him a media-whore. I have to agree. That's one of the reasons why I don't like him anyway. He gets on my nerves. Honestly you know.....You shouldn't be commercializing other people's pain. It's not like he had a terrible childhood or anything, his parents gave him whatever he wanted, he even admitted that in ShoxX. So what gives?

And somehow the only imaginable escape for his songs is to die. Like geez, does it look like even victim of abuse wants to die? We all want to live. It's a very biased and stupid way of looking at things.

It bothers me...

I mean if he claims he doesn't want the attention, why lie to interviewers and purposely say shocking things? Pointless right? I don't think it's really fair to the other members as well, even though Kaoru is the leader, it's Kyo who is the media-hogger. Dem birds...dem birds ya...

So.

Currently immersing myself in work (busy-ness) and anime (mindless popcorn entertaiment such as AirTV) and study (more draining than anything else) Which makes me rather happy so I don't need to ponder on dangerously depressing things such as Audy, Family and Other Issues. Yesh. Work ish Good. Study ish Good. Anime ish Good.

What I need to do is to go out with someone who's roughly my age and not audy for a change.

Because this is getting fairly ridiculous.

We don't have anything to talk about anymore. I can feign interest in TR, but not forver. Hell, Audy doesn't even bother feigning any interest anyway. I tried okay? I listened to the songs, I watched the videos, but it just doesn't work for me. I don't get it.

And I feel dumb and stupid because it's obvious that she doesn't need me anymore. She just thinks she does.

Not about to wallow in self-pity though, how utterly useless to angst. Lesson (Ressun) one: Go do some work and get your mind off

So I have oil painting classes which will take alot of time ^^ I should read up on economics text too.

Feel bad for Sevrin, considering she's such a nice person and her artitech is such a swindler. Urgh.

I'm going to take a bath now.

love
tsu

+tsu waited for you at 08:52 p.m.+

pwy'ferk'ya

Listening to: Miss Lavigne- Losing Grip

Woke up for work, added the eposxy glue, scrapped wood, did the miscy. project which looks pretty cool. Lots of bitty bits and colours~ Looks nice and swirly too~

Went back to that house, decided to change the layout and focus on 3 panels~ Yeshhhhhh....looks cool too~ Sat on the ledge and was happy, nice wind. I could sit there all day.....Talked to the aunties, then aunty Nat dropped aunty Iris and I at Far East Plaza

She went to cut her hair and well, I was bored. So I accompanied her. Issa okay I think.....Her haircut is awful though >.< So.......ACSI-boy-ish. As in spiky and vertical. Ew. Gross.

Met up with uncle Leong, he's a navy officer (and supergoodboy) and had dinner with them. I dunno......Felt, well, slightly jealous despite being so happy. And jealous for nothing too....Is jealous even the right word? They're just so in love with one another you know....and you can -feel- it. Like an aura. And I just feel so..so..dunno. Seeing all the relationship trouble and watching them..Makes me wish I was their daughter. I want to be with them...Almost like family today. Almost like....I have no idea.

*feels unreasonable*
It's not that I don't already have one already
It's just that, well, it seems so perfect from here.

Went home alone, watched Tatics 14, which has to be MY FAVE episode so far (OMG! HARUKA X KANTAROU!) I think it's slowly turning into my absolute favourite anime for the time being. Ahhh...so nice to have something to obsess over.

Mildly headache-y...

love
tsu

+tsu waited for you at 12:04 a.m.+

isogashi desu..........

Listening to: Kasumi

Super-busy day, let's do in chrono order then:

Woke up early for once, very excited to get to work 'cos it's INSTALLATION DAY! <3 All our work coming to fruitation ^^ Went to work earlier too, and wore pants cos Aunty Iris said we'll be climbing stuff today. Had lunch, I figured I would need the energy. Aunty Nat came too, and we packed everything up by 1.20pm and headed to the client's house at Sixth Avenue.

*jawdrop*
The place is HUGE!

It's 4 stories (including basement), 3 jacuzzis (2 outdoor/1 indoor) and it's built along the hill at Bukit Timah. It's like....amazing. Filthy rich. The place costs easily 8 million (Aunty Nat and I were counting) It'll be really nice to play hide-and-seek there I thought. So many places to hide. It's really really beautiful too, like those you see in those magazine spreadsheets but I don't think I'll like to stay there. It's too big (re: creepy) and there's only 4 people living in this house that could easily fit 20 and it's too beautiful. Nice to resort at (complete with al fresco building and spas) but I don't think I'll like to stay there.

Anyway, we reached there with lots of work to do. Cut out most of the netting, glued some tiles back and cleaned excess glue using turpentine. That was easy. The hard part came when we had to arrange them >_________> I'm generally not scared of heights, but climbing shaky! wooden scaffolding 4 stories high doesn't make you feel very safe. And you can -feel- the vibrations if someone moved. But somehow, all 3 of us managed to get up (even though we were all dead scared) I know it seems really cool, but it's pretty scary too. Carefully set all the birds, they looked really cool na~ ^^ All the months of hard work that consolidated to -this-

Met the client, or at least, the wife. I usually think rich people are mean (that's why they have so much cash after all) but Sevrin (her name) is AMAZINGLY nice. She's a dream client. She asked all our names (even mine), commented that the birds were beautiful, wanted to pay us EXTRA (!!), bought us vitamin C cos the weather was so hot. And she's pretty too, pretty in that pixie-ish fairy-ish sort of way. She has a wonderful husband, children and a beautiful house but you -CAN'T- feel envious or anything cos she's just so darn NICE.

This is an unbelievable house with unbelievable people in it.

It's straight out of a fairytale. They have attics (2!), rooftop jacuzzi with a vantage point overlooking the whole of Bukit Timah, chandeliars, foutains (3!), fantastically painted walls (they hired a special effects painter to do sunset on the dome) and staircases with natural skylights spiralling up and up.

I can't even describe the place perfectly

I'm kinda interested in our next client though....He's apparently the owner of Bata factory. Yeah, the school shoe place. Amazing huh? I love my job ^^ <---workaholic I just get to meet so many interesting people all the time and learn so much~ It makes me really happy

Even better our next next client (we're booked up to March) wants us to do panels for her wall~ Great! <3

Cos I had an exam, she dropped me off at Delfi Orchard. Made it just in time~ I hope I pass though....I had a perfect 10/10 for Oral but I'm worried about the written test. Urrghhhh...ah well. The result will be given tomorrow.

Have you noticed the weather lately?

I don't like the heat, but it's gorgeous at night. Clear night sky....It's because we're still in winter season that's why the nights are so beautiful. I've been charting it, and I can see Pelaides (big dipper) which is like this:
* * * * *
* *

I also saw the southern cross (4 stars with a longer tip pointing to south), orion (very shiny star) and north star. The moon is particulary bright too...LOL. I sound like a damned centaur.

^^;;;;

-----Haruka/Kantaro rant---
OMG I WATCHED TATICS EPI 12! I swear they're horny! It's like the whole "I'm can't love you/depend on you cos you're a friggin human and I'm a tengu" And it's WAY OUT COOL! And Kantarou is sooooooooo frikkin gay. I swear he's hots for Haruka. The whole convo like:

Haruka: "I think I depend on you too much" *glares and fly off"
Kan-chan: *looks sad* "Haruka...you're my only hope"

AHHHH! *fangirls fangirls*

I swear they're adorable for one another. Funny thing is, the anime is more yaoi than the manga itself (which is why I lurrve the anime)

<3<3<3 HARUKA X KAN-CHAN!
------End rant-----------

love
tsu

+tsu waited for you at 01:18 a.m.+

deki do deki do

Listening to: dir en grey

I'm kinda tired, but in a good way.

*falls flat brain dead*

Work is fun. I'm actually learning stuff~ Today was like an excursion, we went to see the tile factories to pick stuff. So pretty!!!!!!! <3<3<3 Like pearly colours in hues and hues of rainbowy, with streaks of silver and gold.

Went to Bras Basah to get mirrors from Art Friend, played with the feathers, ate 7! ichigo blisses, had lunch at Sakae Sushi (yay! aunty Iris treated!) Gossiped with aunty Nat and aunty Iris about aunty Kie and aunty Rebecca. I feel sorry for Rebecca...........what an awful husband >__> I can't save everyone can I? *wistful* but I do think it's wrong...

Went to Spotlight, got more glittery stuff, so pretty~! I have a new ribbon too, fuschia pink! ^_______^ Goes nicely with my hair.

I think I'm just tired from work and schooling~
Even in work, I'm learning a bloody awful lot.
Like, SUUUUUUPA!
I can now print business cards! And buy toilet tiles!
LOL...

Makes me wonder really...

Ahh...I shouldn't think too deeply, I'll take things as they come~ right? RIGHT!

love
tsu

+tsu waited for you at 11:21 p.m.+