Help! Cripes! And a Freaky!
I can't stop thinking of what Tessie said.... She really freaked me out. She sounded so..dispassionate. Like she never exprienced a single thing without compassion.;shudders: I can't live like that Tessie, I'll just have to do my best and change it or something. But I won't sit back and stare at the sky, and STOP saying those kind of stuff to me! I know I'm flighty , careless, irresponsible, tempremental, don't care and too naive for my own good but don't say that...I don't want to know.

I think somehow or other, Tess is right. I AM irriatating Leareth, I'm being cruel and mean and wasting her time...;sigh: Life sucks. I have 1/2 a mind not to cosplay in MAC in the end of the year just to avoid meeting her ya know...It'll be sooooooooooo embarassing, not only that, my group is the only Yami no Matsuei group. So easy to find. Just look for a Screaming Tsuzuki.....And my sis will be there too. Anoooo....

On the bright side, I have done a couple of good stuff. I have FINALLY acheived and set up a Anime group in my school. Consistenting of Sec 1s, 2s, and 3s.... Next years new freshies will have a more proper group and maybe, I'll be able to have the first screening at my house or something. Popcorn. Yumm...Gravi? or CCS for the general public?

:giggles: And I've gone back to business... That is drawing for everyone. School's out but it doesn't mean that I've stopped drawing. Thank goodness for crazy anime fans...They absolutely loveeee CCS..:sweatdrop: Even though I actually prefer drawing Kaoru Yuki or Clamp X / Tokyo Babylon or something not so cute. :shines brightly: But I FINALLY! FINISHED! THE YUE/YUKI ART! I planned for months and kept pushing it away... and ta da! It's Yue and Yukito leaning against this wall of water with the reflection of a moon, with Yuki sleeping and his hands pressed against the glass and Yue leaning to it. Wah! Got such a good rating...:smiles happily: Tsu-chan deserves ice-cream! I shrunk a smaller version for my notebook too. Moon Angel....That's the title. Pretty, ne?

Gotta do something about the back though, I can't decide...:frowns: Subaru and Sei-chan, crucified style? Chibis? or Tatsumi-san?

Until Leareth has emailed me, I can't write as a) I'm not a yumenei b) I hate putting words on other people's lips, what if I get it wrong? So there ya have it. Now lemme sleep, sewing a Shinsengumi jacket is so hard.....

G'Night..:yawns:

Tsubaki

Benefit of Doubt-Fic part 2
Hiya! Just to let ya know, I DO have a life! Darn ya Tessie. Just because ya 1 year older than me doesn't mean that ya never ever did anything dumbe before. Why is it that you have such a grugde against humanity anyways? We aren't that bad ya'know......:starts a long disscussion which lasts for an hour and half.

Okies. The love letter poem/whatever thingy didn't work well and the fic-whatever wasn't great either. Yelchy! I'm running out of ideas.... Not to mention Tessie saying that fic writers don't appreciate this sort of thing and thatthis was maen and cruel and I was wasting her time and acting silly and...and .. and...:sigh: I'm getting down again...Need coffee or chocolate...:puts head on arms: so tired....

Not only that, Tessie really makes me want to angst alot. She's a friend but soo..soo pessimistic and I'll bet a million $$$ that she'll become a DoE if possible...I think I'll going a hell of a job annoying her though. Her being Leareth. Tessie says that I must ask for her permission to indulge me. Ewwwww....Then again, Tessie was never very innocent nor was she the nice kind and think in terms of conditions. Indulge... It sounds soo...seductive? Orrooo... anyways it's not right. It sounds like I'm a toy or something. Might be good for a fic though...

To Leareth ,

Just to let you know, I'm ALWAYS over enthusiastic. I'm not really normal, most people compare me to a coconut growing in the Artic. :smiles happily: But insanity keeps me sane... paradoxical but true, just lok at the people around you. Are you worried? Don't be. I'm pretty good at taking care of myself and I don't hurt anyone, remember? Not intentionally at least.But if I did I'm truly sorry.

On with part 2!
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Leareth stared at the screen, a fic? About herself? :huge sweatdrop: That girl is crazy, she thought sliently to herself, thank goodness she didn't live in Austraila. Shuddering at that thought, she wondered if that girl really meant what she said...Anyways, it was funny and weird too. She was sure that Tsukineko, Anarch_Ktty and the others would have a blast at this. It was funny, but kinda sad too. What kind of crazy idot would do such a thing?

Leareth blinked agin. Another new installment of that fic, was the girl that free? Just when did she spend her time studying anyway? Tsubaki: It's my school holidays now. Anyway, she was getting dangerous. Maybe she shouldn't go for the December cosplay after all. Besides, it wasn't worth hearing a crazy Tsuzuki going after a poor Subaru instead of Muraki? Pushing her thoughts away, she continued the next chapter of her fic, In My Line of Work II. And she was going in a big group, so a kid shouldn't be a problem..She was twenty after all.

Somewhere, out there, a little girl is staring at the screen, waiting for her precious email fom Leareth to come.
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The End..for now..:smiles wickedly:

Tsubaki :giggles:

My FIRST Leareth Fic! Yippeee!
;guilty look: I couldn't resist. A fic about a fic writer and a fic reader who is crazy over fics?? 0_o fun. Harmless though. I do NOT encourage yuri :shudders; Ewww.. Reading is fine but doing it is another matter. ___________________________________________________________ Leareth brushed a strand of hair that covered her face. It. Was .That. Girl. Again!. Leaning back against the chair, she comtemplated on the best action. The screen flickered slightly is the dark room, casting shadows on lights, bring a glowing errieness about it. Shrugging slightly, she got back to work. One stalker with a tendency to go overboard wasn't dangerous ne? After all, she was only 14.

The sound of typing echoed in the room. It was past midnight, her favourite time to go online. Another email came in, just what was this girl trying to do? Drive her nuts? She quickly ran through the message. Another love letter. And many more to come. Offically, she could sue Tsubaki for invasion of privacy, and other various crimes, making sure that she will never have enough cash or touvh a computer again. Wondering what was she to do, Leareth dialled Tsukineko's number, sure that her kitten friend would have the answer to get rid of this pasky little girl.

Unfortunately for Leareth, the little girl had just warmed up. Get ready Leareth, she thought sliently to herself, I don't give up that easily.

--------------------------------------------------------- My first Leareth fanfic! And many more to come. Problary.

PS. Most of this is guesswork and thinking. If I got it wrong. Just email me.

Tsubaki

Oh My Kafetheresu! I'm -DEAD-
:makes face: That's right! For some weird crazy awful reason. LEARETH HASN'T REPLIED ANY OF MY EMAILS!!! Oh the shock! The horror! The pain! The angst! What am I donna do?!?!!!!

So Tessie decided to let me have some fun in school. It illegal actaully to commit suicide in S'pore. The police will actually handcuff you even if it's a dead body. It's a symbolic action.

So I fooled around with a switchblade. Anyone who has real experience with a cutter would know that if ya tried to die, don't try that way. For one thing, if ya try to act cool with it, it doesn't work. No scar remains!!!!

So if ya do it to look like Tsuzuki, use plaster instead. Secondly, I kow that unless you hit a artery you die reeeeeaaaallll slow. Wrong vein hurts more.And it's also a certain depth too. I like cutting myself actually.... It'll get you expelled in school so it's dangerous and you must NOT lose more than 500ml of blood.

Anyways, I was so...tired that I needed that kick. It produces feelings of euphoria ya know. Like a airy, druggy feeling. L-E-A-R-E-T-H!!!! :waves pom poms: I feel kinda drowsy now. Aftermath of sorts I guess.

Love ya Leareth.....Always and foever and ever and ever :falls asleep: and ever
tsu-....baki

Episode 7 - Revenge of the Fic Inu~~
ahh!!! Most people have fic bunnies but I own a Tsu-Zu-Ki Inu bunny called Tsubaki, she's so....I don't know. Those undescribale...If undesrib-able is a description, does it mean that being undesrib-able is actually a description??^^ Sick mind games, sorry minna!

Sub and Sei...Ya know, I always wondered what would happen if the End Of The World was a pillow fight? Subby and Sei in pajamas??? 0_o...kitto..

Or this really bad idea. It started because of stawberry ice-cream. Tsu and Tats. My fiest YnoM. Who am I kidding? I can't write.But I'll post it anyway. It's not finished though. Just a paragraph.

Muraki smiled. Carefully, he placed his hand lightly against the cylindrical container holding his brother. His smile suddenly gave way to anger. Tightening his hand to a fist. he slammed to roughly at his brother's face. The glass did not break. Not a single eyelid flickered. Coldly, he brought his fist down, staring into space. The glass did not break.

A young girl, no more than 10, with light sliverly hair and striking violet eyes walked forward. She was dressed like a doll, with a blood red bonnet and delicate ruffles gracing her slight frame.Muraki walked forward, carassing her hair, running down his fingers gently. The girl's eyes widened, her lips parted, as if to speak. He stopped. "Soon my beloved,....my beloved Ukyo".

I wanted it to be Veronica at first, and I also wanted to write about a history on Veronica's past. I mean, why name a doll Veronica? Not Alice or Elisabeth. But Veronica . If ya want to change it back to Veronica, just email me, okay?

Love ya all especially Leareth, Tsubaki

Leareth and I Together! In the Stars!!!
Here's what I tried and you can try them at ivillage.com.

Dewey Colur Test- RED PURPLE BLACK
You're an Entertainer

Personality Test-ENTP or "tinkerer" "E" stands for Extroversion.
"N" stands for Intuition.
"T" stands for Thinking.
"P" stands for Perception.
Orooooo.... Is it good or bad?

What ice-cream are you??- :snicker snickerStrawberry
I AM going to die of laughter....I should've just asked whether I am a Subaru Symdrome or not...

What Cookie are you??- stares at the screen and rubs her eyes, twice Sugar Cookie....:pales: I knew it! Must be the genkiness..

EQ Quiz, Emotional Intelligence- 95% correct! Yippeee! I AM normal!!!!

What colour are ya?- Extraverted Personality Style (EPS) means that your preferred role is "life of the party."In that way, you are probably the ultimate "people person." I cut it short and gave a description cause no one in their right brain would know what "Extraverted" meant. Pretty true.. I guess

Mine and Leareth's astroloy match- Just how well did we do?
Leareth is a Sagittarius and I'm a Pisces

When Sagittarius and Pisces join together in a love match, a relationship of realized dreams is formed. Sagittarius is more of a thinker and philosophizer, easily drifting around from one pursuit to the next. Pisces is more inward, involved in the shifting of their own mindscape. They are opposites in some respects, and to outsiders may seem an unlikely pair. But as their love for one another grows, they are more likely to be able to satisfy the philosophical cravings of the other and maintain a healthy relationship.

Sagittarius is outgoing and versatile, and in a relationship with Pisces often comes to the defense of their gentler partner. Pisces, in turn, gives Sagittarius subtle understanding and a place to escape from their tireless endeavors. Pisces is a Sign that, like Water, adapts easily to its surroundings; Pisces tends to focus much energy on understanding and sympathizing with their partner. They are often more patient with Sagittarius's aloofness than other Signs. Sagittarius's active pursuit of knowledge combines with Pisces's gentle compassion towards others to give both partners a self-awareness that doesn't pass into egocentricity and isn't overly accommodating, such as Pisces alone may be.

Sagittarius and Pisces are both ruled by the Planet Jupiter. Pisces is also ruled by Neptune. Jupiter brings exploration and outreach to both Signs. Pisces is concerned with this aspect in an abstract sense; they often find themselves trying to save the world (perhaps in the form of recycling or environmentalism). Sagittarius, on the other hand, prefers to broaden their horizons through academics. Neptune is about big pictures, ideas and illusions; but it's also involved with disillusion and fantasy. Sagittarius can help Pisces plant its feet on the ground. Jupiter works through Pisces to put a gentler touch on Sagittarius's occasional hotheaded outbursts.

Sagittarius is a Fire Sign and Pisces is a Water Sign. These two elements can form a great couple if they give in a little, using innate understanding of situations and people to get matters resolved. Pisces can offer Sagittarius direction and help them learn to be gentler, while Sagittarius teaches Pisces to go out and explore the world. This couple will enjoy traveling together. Pisces can be emotionally draining for the Archer at times, too much Water dampening Sagittarius's fiery spirit. Conversely, too much Fire can boil the Water and leave Pisces steaming. Sagittarius and Pisces must use their perceptive skills to enhance the relationship, always focusing on what the other needs.

Sagittarius and Pisces are both Mutable Signs. Neither partner feels a need to dominate the relationship. They enjoy equality and like to see their ideas come to fruition. Pisces gets great happiness from helping Sagittarius. Sagittarius and Pisces enjoy dreaming up ideas and putting them into action. No one is preoccupied with end results; for this couple, the fun is in the journey! A lack of conflict over roles helps Sagittarius and Pisces work toward the same goals with great success.

What's the best aspect of the Sagittarius-Pisces relationship? It's that they can benefit from one another's wisdom and at the same time get along so well together. Pisces shows Sagittarius how to empathize and care; Sagittarius teaches Pisces how to turn fantasy into reality! The ability of each to provide what the other lacks makes theirs a truly reciprocal relationship.

Yippeee! Leareth and I will have a great relationship! :sticks tongue at Tessie: I told ya I ain't nuts!

Episode 6- Return of the Sugar! Kawaii! Genki!~ Kick
Booo! Gotcha! I'm so happy! I'm so silly! I don't even know why am I happy. Genki~~~~~:smiles brightly: Might have been all the sugar in that coffee just now...6 spoons of it....Anoo...Niki shoudn't have put so much in it. She knows I like mine with 2 spoons, unless...NIIIIKIII!!!! I'm gonna kill ya! Why in kafetheresu is there Ketchup in it????

Oh boy, early morning headaches...Can't stand her sometimes. I went to chruch today. Actaully, I go every Sunday. Then I have breakfast, maths tuition at 11 and chinese at 3pm. Not bad, considering I only stay awake due to insane amounts of chocolate and listening to Gravitation's music like Rage Beat or something. You can NEVER sleep with Shuuichi's vocals. they are wayyyyy loud and noisy.Great like durains in a way.

I've finally finished the cheer for Leareth. It goes in the tune of American Pie. It's almost singable except for the first few lines.It goes like this:

We started sing'in: My My Leareth can't die,
She's too cool and writes alright,
She's been there and done it and wrote some angst guys,
Writing fics better than mine
Writing fics better than mine

:puts head on her hands and blushes: It's really silly, but I couldn't resist. The tune was just around puuurrrfect.:sweatdrop: I older I get, the weirder I become.

Anyways, she seem's to be having a flu. When I was small, if ya had a flu, it meant a good dose of traditional chinese chicken soup. It isn't the normal kind, it's black and has the consistancy of milk and oil. Sorta slippery feel. But it tasted really great. Like sweet and bitter at the same time. It's good for colds too.

I'm feeling really happy. Happy! Happy! :jumps up and starts chanting: Happy! Happy!

I took the test on Leareth's page today. I couldn't believe what I had :rolls over and starts laughing her brain off: talent! Talent! :wipes tears: Go try it for yourself!

click to take it!
What's your claim to fame?

I think I'm going try some at ivillage later. :snickers quietly.

Episode 5- A New Link....
I FINALLY realized how to link... But I can't link to either of my friends cause they know my real name, which is a dangerous thing on the .Net. Please understand.

It seems that I have a love RIVAL...:tosses hair over her shoulder and stamps her feet: Not fair!!!! Anyways, she's a person called Meta-chan. Strangly enough, I don't dislike her at all. In fact, I wouldn't mind being friends or something. If not for Leareth, I'll be tempted to be friends or something. But not stalking or declaring love. I'm emotional but NOT silly.

Do ya think I should be a pimp too? I don't think I'll be good though. I haven't even had a first boyfriend or even kiss...:blushes: I'm pretty clean but not dumb. Duhh... I read crucify my love.... but I don't really know how it actually feels. Emotional kick, I suppose.

My sis, Niki has finally decided to cosplay with me as Byakko. Yippeee! Guess what song I'm singing with her... It's really funny and silly and sweet and perfect all at the same time. It's from Tokyo Babylon.C'mon, try.

Yup! It's Strawberry Kiss Kiss ...:siftles giggles:

At first I was tempted to do Yuuzuai for Leareth, but I realized that I'll be embarrassing her and that, in Yuuzai, the notes where to low for my card captor styled voice. Which is practically brimming with kawaii-ness ;sweatdrop:

The lycris to the song can be found here.

Bye! Gotta sleep. Have chruch tomorrow...

:Dances Over the Moon:
Yippppeeee!!!! Leareth WASN'T in Shar's team which means that a) There are 2 X teams b) She's lying cause she hates me c) She changed her name, which is not really possible since Shar said that they used last years Hakkai. Unless she really IS Hakkai...0_o..That puts a new twist in things.

I'm really happy cause all my cosplay stuff has finally been fixed. Stephy and I have free tickets to watch a new anime and get to go on TV!!!!! Hurrahh!! :calms down slightly: I'm going as Okita Soushi and Stephy is going as Sou-chan. And playing the battle of cuteness. :snickers x2:

If ya didn't know, those two are from Ruruoni Kenshin. And they look alike. Dress alike. Use the same Seiyuu. And have matching personalities. Get what I mean??? :guffaws and drags her sempai to say hi: Yup, Stephy is actaully a year older than me....But I AM the cutest junior in the whole of Sec 2 /Grade 8? Idunno about other school systems. But I'm 14 :smiles helpfully: can ya place me?

When Harry Potter hits the cinemas in Dec, Stephy and I will go as Severus Snape and Draco Malfoy. Me being uke as usual. Not that I mind. I always get Subaru, Hisoka, Tsuzuki, Shuuichi etc... for all the test anyways. Just look at my results for the test. D-E-P-E-N-D-A-N-T. With a capital D. Explains a lot ne?

I recieved my scoes from my Mid-years paper as well. Not bad. Could have done better. My teacher, has a positive fetish to get me into a Arts/ Humanities class. She see's me as a English teacher one day. :sweatdrop:... Anooo... I have no patience ya know..

I still have a choice though. I scored pretty well for Maths and Science. And exceptionally well for Literature, or so she said. The rest was okay-ish. But my Art could have been better. They don't understand that still life is not as interesting as Muraki in a pink dress. Which I did before, along with Seishirou in a bikini and Fuuma in a tutu....:resigned look: I'm being mean to them but they're just too CUTE!!! :sweatdrop from Tsubaki:..Reiya-chan...

The cheer isn't great :blushes: I'm sooooo afraid to post it. What if Leareth hates it??? Begone doubt! Bring evil to me no more Oh boy.. I still haven't changed. It might not be a good thing though.

Love ya all...
One crazy Reiya

Episode 4- Reiya strikes back
.....0_o That sounds waaaayyyyy corny. And it really is. If no one has noticed, it's Star Wars-y. Which is cool until Episode 6. Anyway, I feel better now and found happiness in a cup of coffee and a fanfic cookie. So I'm back to cheering Leareth!

I'm thinking of making a cheer or song about her. But I always end up singing "Strawberry Kiss Kiss" or the song that goes...

bounce bounce chitty chitty bang bang lollipop..

Yup! It's actually a song. Sang by some '60s group. Dumb and pointless, but totally nice. I think Niki is snickering somewhere. :sticks tongue:

I can't think of a cheer though... L-E-A-R-E-T-H is kinda long and it doesn't help when you're singing ..bounce- over and over again. And my brain is just recovering from angst overload. Simply put, I had my rant so now I'm pushing it away and going on my merry way.

:snickers; Here's a description of myself I found at Stephy's blog: *genki* kid. You have no idea what does *genki* mean till you've ACTAULLY met her. With a capital G.

Stephy, I would love to link to you but I have no clue of HTML and Nat, I'm introducing ya to this page. But until I realize what the gibberish means, everything will remain un-linked. Kuupoo! Sorry..

I'm on a high now, cause I just finished a tub of strawberry ice-cream with chocolate sauce.^_^ yummies...Not to mention the fact that, the cheer might just work.

Reiya

Episode 3- :rant warning: Money ain't everything
I'm posting on the same day, I don't know why and I don't care. I'm here to start drowning myself in sorrow. But I'm not cursing I'm just stating facts. This might not be suitible for my classmates or anyone I know. But I'm using a internet ID anyway, here goes:

I'm tired, really tired. I wanted this to be a happy blog actually. A shrine to Leareth or something, but I can't stop writing even if no one ever reads it. It makes everything better, somehow, when you tell it to someone. Even to a stranger or a blank screen. I hate liars.

My paents divorced when I was 3. My grandparents were also divorced and generally live in a dysfunctional family. I've never really said this before but I really hate them. Really. And I'm the type who has NEVER hated anyone and the first to show forgiveness. Just ask any classmates of mine.

Most people think my life is really great. Not that I blame them. I've been taken care of since I was born. Coodled and born of a rich family business. High expectations for the daughter of the secong son [my dad] who later owned the company. But it sucks, really.

My grandparents are divorced. My grandad is in S'pore and his second wife is in Hong Kong. They're offically divorced but we still visit until it suddenly stopped. My father commited adultry 3 times before my mother filed for divorce. Stepmothers are not great either, she gave birth to 3 children and is still trying. Why? Cash. She needs to give my father a son to inherit the company, if not, my brother who is eldest and also male, gets it. And she had 3 girls.My father ain't great either.He kicked his OWN DAD out of the house.Because of money again.

My brother hates me. I know, but it hurts still. I mean, I loved him, respected him and he taught me all the cool stuff, like building Tamara cars and ntroduced me to anime. I thought he was special and the best. He hates me. Why? Because I look like my dad. He see him in me, and hates me for it. Why can't he understand that we are two different people??? True, I am his daughter. But I am his sister. His blood. I've been living with him for 14 years!!! :calms down abit: I understand though. Even if I don't want to and blame that it is irrational and that I'm being high-strung again.

He was 7 when my parents divorced, and became catonic for a month. My mother had just given birth to my sister and was still upset and worried, later, I found out that she wanted to commited suicide. But didn't, to save us from being orphans. [my stepmom would have forced us out] So he still feels the pain and anger. But he can't take it out on dad, so he does it on me.

The worse is, now, my mother and brother are fighting. Mom is paranoid that dad will steal my brother by giving him expensive gifts like the 3 TVs, 2 desktops and a laptop + playstation. My brother is acting defensive and tempremental. What am I supposed to do??? So I didn't do anything and listened. I listened to both sides and to their worries, anxieties, pain and anger.

I try not to let my sister know about this. But it's hard. She perceptive and knows me too well since I'm more of her mom than anything else. She loves me really. Tells me about her friends, issues and stories. I taught her about everything I knew, from Count Cain bedtime stories to nusery ryhmes and poetry. I feel sick, ya know. Sometimes. I know too much and can't do anything about it. Helplessness.

The best part is no one will read it, except my sis, if she ever discovers this place. If she ever does here are some final words from your Neiki, also your friend and everything else.

I love you, so don't be scared of what happen before. Just do your best and have fun! :)

Kafetheresu,
Tsubaki/ Reiya

Important!!!

which Episode II character are you?


Probably the greatest Jedi Knight of all. Like Obi Wan, you are wise and keep your feet on the ground at all times. You will not be outsmarted by anyone. You are always faithful to your friends. Be careful though, danger lurks around every corner - you could even be betrayed by those closest to you.


That's my result for some Jedi quiz. :snicker: Obi-Wan! That's a joke! Niki would laugh!Which she is already doing I believe...

Anyways, here is the important stuff: I am NOT going to put ANY pictures since there is no picture worth really. My scanner is not working, so even if I drew a fanart of Leareth. I couldn't scan it. Plus I have no idea how she looks like and she'll laugh if I drew her wrong. So being safe. I WILL NOT put any pictures. Tht includs you, Niki.

Oh yeah! Here's the results I got for the personality test.: Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

Here's what it's suppose to mean:
Schizotypal- Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.

Histrionic-People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.

Kinda not true though...I have no idea manipulative people. I'm not a good liar ^_^;;

Episode 2- Attack of the Happiness!!!
Hi!!!!!!!!

I'm so happy I could cry!!!!! Leareth has EMAILED ME!!! Ahh!!! I'm in lovvvvveeeeeee.....:sings happily to herself:La La La!~~~

But do ya know what the best thing is?? She's going to S'pore!!!! I'm SOOO happy! Not only that, She's cosplaying!!! Happiness is DEFINED!!!

Anyways, it seems that she is with the X group...Anoo ..Sena-chan, couldn't you just give her to me?? If not I'll have to kidnap her, which is not excatly the kind of thing I know how to do, maybe I could get Tessie to help ne?

*Nods* Maybe I really should. I can just dream.... If I win that is, I'll show her around S'pore, buy her the Tokyo Babylon Artbok [Photograph book] which cosrts around $51. Maybe I'll it'll come true, maybe not. But I can dream. I think that my Muraki will be plently amd at me. A Tsuzuki that is more interested in Subaru than *himself*. Not only that, he'll be so mad that he won't take anymore orders for books. All my Chobits books are all because of her. Yes, Muraki is a female.

I'm in trouble agin, and beginning to think that trouble follows me EVERYWHERE....;sweatdrop: I accidently let it be known to the class "loudspeaker" about Leareth. And now, everyone knows.....Thankfully a good pal of mine, apporiately well-versed in martial arts, made it be known that anymore snide comments and they'll be slaughtered. Thank goodness for Niki.

The only bad news is waiting. Have you ever waited before? As in really wait? That feeling of anticipation and hope with the twist of despair if it never came? I have. Ever email Leareth ahs written to me is safely stored my mailbox. Never to be deleted. I'll understand if she doesn't want to reply and laugh instead, I mean. I'm not THAT ulgy that I don't recieve love letters from time to time and laughed it off. My fanclub isn't happy with Leareth though....They think that she's stealing..:sweatdrop:...

Somehow or other, I'll do something about it. Obession, infatuation or whatever, is there a actual difference? It's the same ya kow. That waiting and the ever-painful hope...Hope hurts really. Not love. Cause to hope is to think of something better when there is no chance at all. Causing pain when there is a disappointment and lost expectation....Aggrah!! I sound like a dictionary again...

My sis by the way, is Niki. She's all right and really cool for a sis. But anyone listening to our conversation would think that she's older than me. Yup, I'm older. But I have a personality of a 3 year old and love everyone. While she... Behaves like a 50+ old woman with much many worries. But she's my sis and I like her.

I worry sometimes too, like whether my sis will hate me because I'm always in the limelight. Even if I don't want it. [Like now...when everyone is giggling at my love life. At least it's me and not Leareth. Thank goodness] That's my biggest worry besides Leareth. My sis ACTUALLY didn't mind! She said that Leareth would make a great sis-in-law. Anoo..ne..Niki...:trails off:

Here's the answer for the poem : 'Slient Slient Night' by William Blake.

Love Everyone,
Reiya

Episode 1- The Marking Menace
I had a field day in school today. Apparently, it seems that only sadomasohistic students enjoy checking testpapers....Whatever the reason is.It sucks.

I scored well in Literature, Science, Geography and Art only. My Maths needed help. Really. Do you think the teacher would understand if you scored 50.5/100 for Maths? And half your level failed?

Nooooooo...She has to call your mother to scream at you. Worst of all, I failed Chinese. :sigh: Will I ever pass?? Sometimes I just feel like a cursed loser. Which is now.

I also did something I consider incredibly stupid I sent a marriage proposal to my favourite fanfic author which I have been stalking for 1 and a half years :approx: Stupidity knows no bounds. Like air pollution.

While school sucks, my house is being redecorated. To be excat, the Kitchen. For those who know, the kitchen is considered to be a holy place which stores ice-cream and chocolate. And it's being destroyed. And not only that, it affects the toilets as well. Which means... the house has no water.

Water water everywhere but not a drop to drink..

That's Rime of the Ancient Mariner BTW. I love poetry. And it also describes the situation most perfectly. The house is leaking water but it's dirty. Not a drop to drink...hehe..corny though ^_^

Tell ya what try to guess this one.. it might not be excatly poetry though...just close

Silent, silent night,
Quench the holy light
Of thy torches bright;

For possessed of Day
Thousand spirits stray
That sweet joys betray.

Why should joys be sweet
Used with deceit,
Nor with sorrows meet?

But an honest joy
Does itself destroy
For a harlot coy.

Just to let ya know, that's where I got my "inspiration" to write a scene of a certain fic.

Just started......A little intro I guess
Hi!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know who you are but ya got to the wrong page.Unless you are seriously interested in reading about the life of a 14-year-old nutcase.Pistachio-case.

But if ya really interested...Let me introduce myself :it's only good manners:

My name is Tsubaki/Reiya and I'm 14. I live on the sunny and tropical isle called Singapore. I have dark black hair and I always tie it with a ribbon, mostly pink and blue. My eyes are black or sometimes dark brown :sorta chocolate colour: and have fair skin. :I don't like sports. No running, no jumping, no cycling and stuff:

And.....:drumroll: I LOVVVEEE LEARETH!! Riiight I finally said it. If ya wondering why in kafetheresu's name is a young, convent, Catholic girl in Love with a 20 year old female who writes fanfics and currently studying law? And why is Kami's name does she like homosexuality? The truth is....She doesn't know either. It might well be a infatuation or crush, best forgotten later on life's zany road. But she is currently enjoying her walk in love. So don't bug her.

What do ya think of this page?? Okies......Don't answer. There is nothing here. Not really anyway. I think that html is gibberish and source codes are worse than homework. Good riddance! Unless I can get my brother to teach me...which I sincerely doubt.

Anyways, On with the Soap Opera!!!! Melodrama on a teenage girls life!

Email: Reiya/Tsubaki


+Name:Reiya / Tsubaki Sumeragi[depending on which part of me
+DoB: 2 March 1988
+SIGN: Pieces I


+Studying: General Subjects at Convent of The Holy Infant Jesus
+Likes/Loves: Writing, manga/anime, clothes, ice-cream, music, reading, acting and EVERYONE^_^
+Dislikes: Internet adverts,liars..don't really hate much
+Hobbies: Writing, collecting, drawing, inventing sick jokes and reading.
+Fav anime/manga: Tokyo Babylon, Yami no Matsuei,Petshop of Horrors, Gravitation and Weiss Kruez
+Fav anime guys: 4 S's= Sou-chan [Soujiru Seta] Sei-chan[Seishirou Sakurazuka] 'Soka-chan[Hisoka Kurosaki] amd Subby-kun [Subaru Sumeragi] and of couse, baddies like Muraki and Tats-kun [Tatsumi Seiichiro]