+Shidare+|King of Angst

Quiz
Name: Tsubaki
Birthday: 2th March
Sex: Female
Location: Singapore
What does your journal name mean: "Weeping Sakura" known for it's pale pink/white blossoms and state flower of Kyoto

Four things about you:
[out of school]
1. I can actually keep quiet for more then 5 mins.

2. I like to study. Really.

3. I behave properly.

4. I listen to music besides J-rock. And that includes musicals and symphonies.

[in school]
1. My fave subject is Literature cause the teacher(s) like me.
2. I pay alot of attention in class but never study.
3. I greet the teachers because I want to.
4. I PLAY PLAY PLAY. But I still pass.

Four things that scare you:
1. Bugs. Anything that crawls.
2. Ceilings. Yup, I'm pretty weird.
3. Scary people. Hentai people.
4. Slimy gooey stuff. That inculdes eyeballs.

Four things that make you laugh:
1. IRC 2. Weird funky comments on anything, that includes goverment
3. Books. Comics and toliet paper. *grins*
4. Anything, I love to giggle

Four things you love:
1. Sou, Sei, Subby and 'Soka. The 4 S's
2. 5 C's *Comics, choco, cream and cash.*
3. Friends and Family
4. Drawing, reading and stupid things like dancing cha cha

Four things you hate:
1. People with no manners or respect.
2. Sterotyping and "understanding" people.Ugh.
3. Colour clashes and things that are NOT pretty. Yup, I like pretty things.
4. Quarrels and disturbances, and waking up early.

Four things you don't understand: 1. Wars. Petty politics. Such stupidity only existed there.
2. Why I like to do these quizzes. Must be inane.
3. Leareth.
4. Hmmmnnnn....Philosiphy?

Four things on your desk:
1. Paper. Stacks of it. Cause of worksheets and drawings and goodness-knows-what.
2. Books. Textbooks and storybooks and comic books.
3. Acessories, my pink bracelet and pocketwatch and some pretty necklaces.
4. Dirty socks and origami.I wallow in my dirt.LOL

Right now you are:
1. Listening to "I'm no Angel" by Dido.
2. Straching my eyeballs out cause I'm wearing contacts.
3. Thinking of MAC and worrying.
4. Doodling on a notepad drawing circles and weird ele-pigs.

Four things you plan to do before you die:
1. Get a Uni degree in Law.
2. Start my own business.
3. Cosplay all the ukes.
4. Have my firneds with me.

Four things you can do: 1. Sing English songs.
2. Do stand up comedy and entertain people.
3. Smile. An awful lot. And not get angry too~!
4. Draw abit. I dunno.Reserach?

Four Things You Can't Do:
1. Convince my teacher I'm not yuri.
2. Fly. *sighs*
3. Sing Jap anime songs 4. Grow taller...ugh~! My family runs short.

Four People You Want To Meet:
1. Leareth~!!!! And everyone else in UWA.
2. My soulmate. Yup, I'm corny and I knoweth it.
3. Hmmnn....CLAMP? I dunno really.
4. The real Sakurazukamori. And he's prolly fat and ugly but who cares?

Top four songs people should give a listen: 1. "Come Undone" by Duran Duran
2. "Hunter" and "I'm no Angel" from Dido
3. "Teenage FBI" by Voices
4. "Virgin Sate of Mind" by K's Choice

Top four movies you watch all the time (not in Order):
1. Anything by Disney.
2. Clamp X the OVA.
3. Lord of the Rings? *shrugs*
4. Harry Potter? *I don't really like movies.*

Top four things you say the most: 1. Okay~!
2. Right. *skeptic look*
3. Why....and a PLEASE????
4. Uh-huh...anything else?

Top four most beautiful memories:
1. Cosplays~! Without the stress that is.
2. Christmas. Holidays. Ang waking up at 12 noon~!
3. Friends.
4. Hmnn....Anything really. I like alot of small things that people don't usually care or notice but it'sokay.

Finally~! Done...I'm gonna wonder why I bother in the first place....Oh well.

Countdown.......SATURDAY~!
Just finished reading Judith's blog. While I'll like to say that she writes perfect English and that her grammer puts me to shame....It does not. I'm beginning to wonder how a debater can write like that. Oh well....*shrugs* It's not like I'm prefect either. And Grammer sucks anyway.

I'm kinda sarcastic today...And I know EXCATLY why. It's due to stress. Lemme see...events that happened today:

Woke up late, tired and annoyed because I slept late and was busy listening to the Vatican Choir *note:It ROCKS~1* Couldn't stop singing the whole day and missed the bus to Orchard Point

Found out that I didn't have enough cash to buy Lavin and hairspray plus they ran out of gold. They had it in TANGLIN which was sooooooooooooo far down. *curses*

Went to Tanglin and got the hairspray, waited 20!mins for the stupid 174 to come.
Got home, showered and proceeded to snip my hair *wails* But my brother says I look good. Oh well.

Played Skies of Arcadia until someone phoned me just before I beat the *&^% boss

Turns out to be Generieve from Girl Guides *mock pleasentness* Why~....*drips sarcasm* Last minute, she tells me there's a Christmas Party/BBQ and expects me to come in 5 mins!!!! *$%^hole* And there was a gift exchange too~! *last minute Xmas presents*

Called mom and went to the dastard party. Wrong instructions and I walked from the MRT to Trellis Towers. *shoot* Since they didn't know how to cook or mantain a fire or gut squid. I had to do it. ICKY. I know how to do but I don't like it. EWW. They called themselves Guides but don't know how to make fire with charcoal and starters. They put LEAVES on the FIRE TRAY. I'm gonna laugh. Right, someone better promote me.

Cooked everything and it started to RAIN. Note: I haven't eaten the whole friggin day. And this SUCKS. Thankfully, I can start a fire very quick due to...uhh...childhood skills. *I use to burn paper and gunpowder(came in tiny plasic pills) which created fireworks. It also helped that I was very difficult to handle, earning the nick "spitfire".* Anyways, cooked myself an omelatte over the BBQ and it tasted great. Yay to me. Started to pour and so I had to move everything in.

During the BBQ itself, I think I was the only one who actually knew how the stuff worked. They might know how to survive in the jungle, but prolly not in civilization.

Right, came home late and tired, called Bunny, Stephy and Kajua and a)Kajua is going as Watari *finally, I was sooo annoyed when she couldn't decide* b)Stephy is gonna double up as Hisoka until my sis comes back from school c) All cosplay matters solved. Of course, I couldn't have a quiet night for once and guess what? More people. Oh well. Live with it.

And that ends my day. Yea...Goodnite

Love
Tsubaki

YAY~! Kitto OK~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! V^^
It's only 5 days~! 5 DAYS TO COSPLAY~!!!!! whooHOO~! *right a bot nutty today.*

Anyways, Bunny I did some research on Lavine by reading stacks of fashion magazines, it's a well-known name in many countries and comes from France. *duh* If you want to borrow the mag, you can hop over anytime you want cause I'm sorta sick of going out so much and my mom wants to keep me at home. Oh yeah, I will greatly appreciated it if you don't use my real name, stick to Tsu can? Cause well....I'm kinda particular.

Met Anarch_Kitty and others today. And they're very nice people and I LIKE them. Generally, it takes me 3 secs to decide whether I like them or not. :)Anyways, I gave them the presents for the lonely, poor UWA online people who sounds like they need a good Christmas persent XD. I don't think it was werll....very okay but I took a picture with them. One. But enough to let people know who I am. Uhhhh....No, Bunny, I'm not flying into the stratoshpere or outer space and I hear no echos. YET. *ducks*

Went to Grandma's and ate dinner there. I LOVE the food. Nothing beats a proper yam cake cantonese style. And yes, I can actually COOK without burning the place down.

side note:I GOT OSAKANA WA AMI NO NAKA~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Right, maybe cause I ate 4 chesnut cakes.XD. Oh yeah, Bunny, don't kill me if I sleep on your shoulder *evil smirk*

Tsubaki

Bleh.....Philosiphy is a waste of time and money
I haven't blogged for a while...Gomen ne minna~! *bows regretfully* Cause the comp was reformetted and my brother set up a rotar system so it's kinda annoying..:(.

I have just realized that Philosiphy is a waste. Put it simply, there's no point when there's no such thing as a Point at all. Of course, I'm not being pessimitsic, I'm just saying that finding a point and ignoring your life is not proving a point, it's wasting it. So I hearby declare that I will never as "Why is -- like that?" Cause:

It sounds whiny and considered complaining
If you can't change why the grass is green you might as well live with it
You might as well figure a way to profit/adapt to and LIVE

Note: I know I can't be whiny but at least I get over it

Soooo.........My life has been pretty okay. Bought lotsa lotsa lotsa presents and just as much time wrapping it. *grinz* Most people take wrapping as a chore, but I LIKE it, plus it's more personal and nice to tie your own ribbons and stick your own tape. :) And the Christmas Tree is so pretty with presents underneath.

I remember playing with the Navitvity set and rearranging it everyday. And at midnight, me and my brother and sister would drag our presents to bed and open them. Then my mom would take those -awful- pictures of us in our sleeping wear and tired but happy faces. Finally, my mom will open hers and she'll be so surpirised and happy at our gifts.

Note: It's really worth all that time shopping for everyone if you KNOW that they will love it, that's the point of Christmas after all.

That's more or less why I love Christmas, cause it brings back those memoraries of singing carols *I sing soprano*, laughing and well, FAMILY. I know that family doesn't need to mean your biological ones. I consider some of my friends family too. Family is just a name to give to someone you love and care for, you're like connected by these threads of care, love and concern. I know I sounds sappy but that's my honest opinion.

My family may not be perfect, or even one of the best, but a flawed diamond is more beautiful for it's flaws.

Of course, having that much dessert during Xmas helps too. *giggles* Saaaa....ranted enough. Anyways, I'm pretty happy~!SHIAWASE~! *heart heart*

Okies...Gotta go~! Bye~!

Love
Tsubaki

.........................Rainy Mondays under blue skies
I just quit my job. So sorry if I don't get your presents in time. I'm kinda short too. *remakes Xmas list*So yeah....*pouts* Anyways, I DON'T CARE. And I'm definately not going back. I don't really care that much about money and all that crap. The only thing I care about is my friends and my *real* family. I come to learn, not to earn. There's a big diff there y'know. My dad agrees with me, but he can't say anything. He can own the company but as blood would tie, it also causes unesscearay difficulties. Point, I hope, is taken.

Note:I AM NOT A COW~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyways, had a horrible wedding dinner yesterday. New reason to stay hermit-ized. I absolutely DE-TEST it when the people I love quarrell with one another and I DON'T like to know everything. There are things which people should just shut up about.

On the other hand, I'm free everyday after Dec 3, sooooooo......Anyone wanna go shopping with me??????? I'm not bad company...*winks* And we can have chesnut cakes and fun~!

Love,

Tsubaki

Quizzes~! A a very short entry :P
Taught some of the stuff I know about flowers to Bunny. Personally, it's actually pretty easy to learn, my fave is tsubaki of course. There's also a Tsubaki festival that falls on my Bday. LOL :) Anyways, if you ever need any reserach on a rare and hard to find topic eg. Onmyoujitsu, books or gemstones *I must be like, the few who actually memorizes the names/scale of gemstones*. Call me or mail me, cause in 2 days time (usually), I'll give a VERY COMPREHENSIEVE report. :P

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Wai wai~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *smiles happily* Finished translating 'Sakuramori ' finally. Altogether I have 5? 6? stories on sakuramoris. And no, I didn't have the time to read the play. Yes, people, it's a PLAY. Anyways, I'm offically naming this place Shidare. Full name is "shidarezakura' but it's too long for my taste, plus it's actually pretty and nice.So, by the next layout (which is pretty to hell), it'll be known as ++Shidare 0.1++ whatever that comes after is the theme of the month. I'm going to see if I can start a domain or somthing and check around. So yep, that's my main thing right now~

Love...with many shidares,

tsubaki

*blinks*...Damn
Ugh...I don't feel well. I think I have a fever and a flu, but I'm still working. Must be the workaholic in me *sneezes*

My sis is getting her PSLE results today. Unlike me, she actually studies. It's not really surprising since she's nearly everthing I'm not. Hmmnnn...except that both of us are messy people. Feel tired. Bleh...still gotta work.

Found out 2 new things~!!!!!!!!! Both a secret though~ *smirks* Find out on Christmas, darlings....Made a list of stuff to buy. I swear, if I know anymore people, I'm gonna be broke with a B. My list is so long, I'm asking people to help me carry stuff. Note to self: *buy in bulk* Most important is the ikkou and family. Riight....I should shrink the list. But I don't care anyways, just more work I guess...:P.

I'm sorry if I haven't been blogging. And HAPPY BDAY SEI-CHAN~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *glomps*
Yeppy~! It was Sei-chan's Bday yesterday. Had the most FANTASTIC DAY of my life. Woke up at 11.30pm and was still kinda groggy when Bunny called me. I can't spell Hunter-whater-7 very well, and it's also very hard to remember for a person like me. So I'll just stick to Bunny.

Woke up, changed into a pink tee I nicked from my mother and went out with Bunny for Xmas shopping. It was sooooooooooo fun~!!!!!!!!! * smiles brightly and sparkles* I bought some chesnut cakes and I made a new addict out of her. I mean, it isn't really sweet, but it IS GOOD. Plus it's healthy too. :) Walked around Orchard looking for presents. Found a pretty purple necklace thing for mom at Swarvoski's , $195 I think. Anyways, Bunny was saying something like" Right....That's AFFORDABLE?????? *squirms* Well...I am sharing with Sis for that pressie.Plus it's for my mom. And she really deserves it. *goes and buys some pretty matching paper*. Decided what to buy for everyone already. Or nearly. Will come back in the first? week of Dec to shop. Bought a pretty turkish good luck charm bracelet as a Christmas presnt for someone. Very pretty and very nice. Haven't warpped it though.

Looked at zillions worthof accessories at Chomel and Isabella. For the first time, I wih my hair isn't so dark that I can't wear those black fluffy things...*sighs* But the pink stuff is really pretty. Went to Body Shop to look for Bunny's Jie's present. Tried the Moonglow Shimmmer Powder and the Cranberry Snow Shimmer Lotion. The Cranberry stuff really stays, when I went home, I still had the shimmer and stuff. Plus I smelt really nice and Cranberry-ish.

Poked and looked at lot of sunglasses and accessories. Some of the designs were a bit to chunky and bold for my taste though. But most of it looked like it came from a manga comic. Lotsa Gothic crosses and funky pins, brooches and stuff. I think all I have to do is to buy some lace and sew on. Most of the nicest stuff came from Isetan and Tangs. I swear, they're the best. Esp. Wistma Atria's Isetan. Very pretty stuff. Must go and buy. *takes notes*

Later after shopping, went out on a date~!!!!!!!!!!!!, on a curise ship. One of my dad's firend's business parties. Met some people there. Some off them were from overseas partners and I swear Germans don't talk, Americans talk rot, Japanese are perverse and Chinese look at your checkbook. Oh well....met a nice guy though. From HK. Later went to Kyou's house. She's staying till the end of Dec.. Must get her something.

Had a lot to eat and had a lot of fun too. Must go out shopping more often with Bunny. At least she has good taste. Not like *some* people. Went to an Art gallery too and poked fun at abstract art. We're crazy and I think I love it. *smiles insanely and giggles*

Love and HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!

Tsubaki

Singing Angels and Business Models..........~!
I'm taking a leave on Friday. Personally speaking, I think I'll burn out if I continue like this. My skin is so pale and ashly, and my eyes are waay too bright and unnatural I think I'm down for a cold or fever. Oh well, had to argue like mad tio get it though. I hate my grandma. Bias $%#@. She loves my cousins cause she loves my aunt. It's complex and annoying, so I'm not going to eleorate. Too annoying.

I've got a 100,000 stocks in the family company. Yay~!!! Par price is 2o cents, market price is forecasted to be 80 cents. Tis a good price. That means I have 80 cents x 100 000...That's alot of cash. But since it's an asset and not liquidated, I have to count income tax too. But's pretty fun. And all of us ( us is all the third generation children discluding overseas children aka 4ths or 5ths). Anyways, he wants to be my business angel or conslutant if I ever need one. On condition that it will be intergrated as a seperate part of the family business as a mutual partnership in funding. He's even giving me ideas on marketing sratergy. Yay~! I can start~!! First of course, is to get a degree in corperate law and save cash.

-------------------------------- I'm sorry too. Wanna have proper ice cream at Swensen's on Friday? Or chesnut cakes? I know some shops that sell great food at cheap prices (clients are useful after all). Crystal Jade Caery sells the okay chesnut cakes...and we can hop to the nearest yakitori/anything shop at Taka. Plus you can come over and watch my 20-30 AMVs (including a Sanzo one called "Shot to Your heart*. Got yaoi implications...oh well. And a layout for your blog as well as Clamp X episodes that we can watch with nachos but no coke. I'm not planning to get drunk. -----------------------------------------

I'm kinda sleepy now.......seeya later.

ZZzzs,

Tsu...zzzz...ba....ki......*falls asleep*

Talking about Sundays
I'm very busy.....So just to give a run down on what I've done.

Sewed a Rizelmine costume. No wait...tailored it for next year's cosplay....I swear to God that I'll get pink teddy bear underwear to match the outfit. Anyways, i'm sick of CCS and Bunny is doing CCS anyways. So I'm going as Rizelmine.

Finally found a shop that sold chesnut cake. Chesnut cake is usually sold only in HK ONLY. I dunno why, but they don't sell it anywhere else. For one thing, it gets spoiled easily and requires quite some work and skill. And I ABSOLUTELY LOVE CHESNUT CAKES!!!!!!!. *sighs* What I usually did was get someone to bring it back for me...*heart heart* Anyways, Crystal Jade Cakery sells it. And they're only 2!!!!!!!!!!!! shops that sell that....*too bad for me*

Anyways, I've returned Bunny her Weiss..So don't bug me. Note.:I HAVEN'T TOUCHED/READ A FANFIC IN 2 WKS ~!!!!!!!!!!!*. Wowwwwww....record for me.

] Hmmnnnnn...........Got some new books as well as Christmas shopping^^V. Brought Fathom Limited Edition $100.79, Stravaganza: City of Masks and Lord of the Flies Thank God, Kinokuniya has 20% vouchers inside the newspapers to cut out. Phew....if not I'll be broke. Other than that, not really much. Went shopping with Mom and we finally stopped quarelling. If you don't know, she and I have been quarelling this past few days...*sighs* It's a pity really....Some stupid misunderstanding.

See...I've been on the comp all day and night. Plus I'm working. She feels like I'm neglecting her....I don't talk to her that much and she feels a loss in rapport. I find find anytime for myself too sometimes. But yesterday was a bit better at least^^. Oh well.

My friends and the ikkou are not going well either. I have this stupid feeling that they don't really need me. I mean like, they don't know about Rizelmine anime or KareKano. They don't watch AMVs and study stocks and econimics. I mean like, they don't respect me either, and I'm feeling like, what's the point? You don't respect me, you don't care, you don't even consider me a friend!!~~?!........I don't know.....I don't really click. Besides, they like Stephy more...maybe she's prettier, smarter or more charming. Kajuat doesn't even listen to what I say and dimisses it off as trival. Bunny wrote in her frickinn blog that she didn't care and Stephy? We never really clicked. I'm the type that fouces doing my passion, what I'm really good at, like reading or watching stocks rise and fall like some dance...Plus they all think that I'm Goku anyway. Some stupid brainless monkey. I'm NOT!. Just to note, I was a Inu and will ALWAYS be an Inu. I was NEVER a Saru. Please not that this is only cosplaying. Not real life. I don't like it and I hope you understand it.

Actually, I've already planned for the worse. By the time I'm 21, I'll own my own comics company. I already have amassed a $20 000 capitial discluding tax and bank savings. That's the amount I get if I liquiadate the stock I own. I don't know......I'm very confused. Earlier this month, I offered and offered this and that, no one cared. Now I think I should break the ikkou. It might mean the loss of friendship but do they really consider me as a friend? They don't even respect me!!! Not as a senior or anything, I don't care about that. But they've never respected my feelings...... . Y'know sometimes what they say and do hurt. I'm sick and tired already, I give give give..and they keep on taking and taking...like a cookie that's broken. I
Tsubaki

Angst is bad for your health.....
I swear to heven above that I haven't touched a comic in weeks. Note: I'm very tired and rant-y today. It's 15 Nov and I haven't been updating cause of work work and WORK!

Woke up at 7.30am with a heacache after yesterday's late night. Took some panadol and 4 cups of coffee. Read part of the papers and went to work. Proof read the IPO again, all 100 copies of them. As well as the one on the website. Which is Monitery Authority (Singapore). It should be there soon I think. After all, we're getting listed in Dec. Anyways, I'm not allowed to buy any of the company's share until it is listed cause I'm related to the directors. It's one of those &*^% rules. So even with the IPO [Intial Public Offering] at the roadshow at DBS Shenton Way, I can't buy. So my dad promised me 10,000 new shares aka Common, voting shares at around 23 cents each, for Christmas. If he doesn't give me, I'm going to insist or something. Plus I'm really interested in it.

I finally understand why people hate paperwork. I do. Honestly, after 100 copies of Prospectus, I swear that I know the every comma, every full stop. But I actually ebjoy some of it, like for instance, I know that the company has to make at least 7.4 mil to justify the market price but the target is 9.9 mil to cover the cost of opening a factory in Zhuhai as well as to make some turnover. *shrugs* I don't mind it,I take it as a lesson in econs and stuff but sometimes, I wish that they'll make it a little slower. For one thing, EVERTHING is in catonese, or spoken in. And I mostly speak English. So I have to translate mentally and stuff. It's a slow process, but I think I can do it.

The best thing about work is that you literally throw yourself at it. Or at least for me. It doesn't allow you to angst and mope around cause the boss will fire you. *I'm lucky, my boss is my dad, but I'll get scolded too* And you must learn to trust people and delegate work or you'll succumb to the pressure. Actually, I'm learning alot. For once,I actually want to do overtime. *starts laughing* Usually, I'm pretty laid back and rely on my natural talent but I actually want to do well in this. Hey! I might actually want to join the family business despite my protest that money breaks all ties. But first, I must do well in my studies. Personally, if I ever do join the company, I'll change it from fine blanking and niche marketing, to a INC. Which means many branches under the same tree. It could be publishing comics to wine trading for all I know. But what's for sure, I wouldn't stick to related niche marketing with high manual labour cause people are going to be educated one day. Computerized mechanics maybe.

But first, I have to study. I'll rather have a scholarship, since my father sees me as an investment cow. *moo.........* He doesn't think of me as a daughter, he thinks of me as an investment, he talks to me like a client or someone who is going to do what he does, or a robot. He talks to all of us like that. There's no warmth or love, just plain selfishness. But he's a very shrewd business man, and his tax stragies maximes the best of every country. Just that I don't like being a cow or an investment. I'll rather he loves me than teach me for the sake of it.Then again, he's divorced from my mom. Which I think, is fairly good, since he's a cold hearted *&^#@. Anyways, my steps are nursery age, so he treats us better cause babies don't know econs or business. Very adultish and not very good with kids. So..yeah..That's why he didn't want me to be a doctor, *I swear he was relieved when I didn't get to a Science class and wanted to do Corperate Law instead* but he'll pay for my Uni fees if I continue helping the family business. But he'll not if I don't. So I'll do law, and finished my blood family bond and do something that I love later. Unless I get a scholarship. So it's pretty important.

Anyways, my social life is in the dustbin. I haven't talked/seen/heard from Bunny, Stephy or Cockraoch for the past few weeks. And I haven't stepped into a bookshop for days. That's pretty strange, since most bookshops know me by name. *sighs* If it's not work, it's a performance or an invitation to some stupid place or opening. That's why sometimes I think that my dad is nothing more than an overpaid salesman, most of the work is done by employees anyways. Even the Prospectus was done my the accountants and lawyer. So he gives dictates and sells but other people do the dirty work. Oh well....he's good at what he does at least.Anyways, my social life is in a neat ruin. Sorry to all friends and stuff. I haven't bounced around for a while.

To Bunny; stop angsting please. It's really rude of me I know but please think of others who are dying of stravation, psyhically disabled, aged and lonely, desolate or have no income due to unemplyment.*this I know, I've referred tons of good harkworking people due to retrenchment* So stop your self pity and GET A JOB! If you don't want your mom's cash, go work in Mac's or as a cleaner or sales girl. Maybe you look down on these jobs, but I've done sales before and have doors slam on my face. So pleaseeeeeeeeeeee.....Get yourself out of that bloody funk that you're having and do something productive instaed of whining.

PS. I'm see you guys once I get my paycheck and CHEER UP!

Tsubaki

Damn!!!!
Meh....I've finally finished it. It being a secret till the end of the month. Muwhahaha...

W3ent to work with a pair of high heels and long skirt for the first time. I look good, but older. For the first time in many years, I look 14!!!!!!!!! Yay~!

I'm watching Harry Potter this evening. Yay~! I swear to God that I'm going to start writing again. Once I get my butt off lazy mode. Or once I stop slacking around and chatting over the IRC. Anyways, for the first time in my life, I found a sound stupider and funnier than Strawberry Kiss Kiss. It' sung by our dearest Seishirou and it's called Sugar in the Marmalade. It's so funky and crazy I couldn't stop laughing like Farfie or something. Anyways, it sounds like a Para Para Sakura remix. LOL.....

Right, gotta go now. My Harry Potter priemere is starting...

Love,

Tsubaki

Wark~! MRT Hijack on Sat
Ugh...I'm still tired but thankfully saner now...^^ I honestly can't BELIEVE how I glass of coke can do. Ugh...drunk on sugar, I feel sick. Anyways, I can add it into my list of Stupid things. Which are:

1) Sat on Eric's LAP *NO COMMENTS*.
2) Proposed to Tessie with Serene's flowers
3) Poked Eric with a mechanical pencil
4) Tied a ribbon in Soujirou's hair
4) Proposed to Alex and got accepted :)
5) Called Eric Mr Haha and Mr Jingly
In other words, I spent a day terroizing Eric *Muwhahahaha* :P

Needless to say, I'm still kinda sick from the 7-INCH HIGH Mud pie as well as too many ice-creams. But it was really fun!!!!!!! I went as Soujirou Seta from RK..I borrowed the costume from Stephy and paid Tessie back her $100. ><;;; I bought the Clamp X calender from her...

For some reason, I look forward to beating Eric up in MAC next year...*giggles* Alex had this great idea of holding him down and pulling his hair and punching him in the face cause her NEVER smiles. Or so we thought. Eric actually HAS smiling muscles!!!! XD The world is coming to an end.....Anyways, I DO NOT have a deathwish and NO! I'm not flirting with anyone either ^^;;;;;;;;;; ESp. Mr Wong. And NO! I DID NOT DO A LAP DANCE!!!!!!!!!! *looks exsperated* Gimme some credit K??? I HAVE moral standards....Ugh. Sick people with Shotacon minds...He's olderthan me by 8?9? FRICKINN YEARS!!!

Hmnn....Sunday went out dinner with my father's side of family. Hehehehehe....*evil look* I spent their $$$$$$ and bought a pair of ankle boots, a long twirly 360 skirt and butterfly clips all in all cost about $200. Yep yep^^ SHOPPING!!!!!!!!! Pretty fun despite not being close to them.

I collected my results today... I've gotten into Class H!!!! I got in cause my Lit I scored a distinction, and my Lit teacher Mrs Lim, appealed for me to get into a better Arts class!! So they made an extra place for me!~ So lucky no da...But my case is till KIV. Kept in View.....*treasures her place in class* I'm lucky no da...Gonna CELEBRATE!!!

Bye now....

Love,Tsubaki